Steph Trentons momma's blog: ""

Hey everybody as some of you are finding out... I am single again... The last bf knocked me down and cracked my tail bone and bruised my left arm pretty good. Then later that night he peed on my coffee table so as you know he is an ex bf. Anyway ending for now, Steph

Well as a few of you know I went and caught up with the fiancee this weekend. I have never in my life met a man that makes me feel what john does. I have never met one as nice and have manner's like hm either. Hun, if you read this I love you so much.... I am ready for the whole military wife thing. LOL I want more then anything just to be involved in his life. Going to end for now!!! ~Steph~

I have not been completely honest with anybody including myself ever. When i'm finally honest with a guy turns out he's the one who hurts me the worst. Is honestly such a good, i wonder? I fell head over heels in love with him just to get hurt!!!! What the fuck was I thinkin? I have been up most of the night pondering that very question. I feel like an ass, I told all my friends and family that he was in iraq to learn he doesn't go back til May. I took pics that I wouldn't of for anybody else and I took them for him. I love him so much, that he should have told me the truth instead of making me wonder. Well, time to end for now, Steph

When placed with this blank spot of paper or on the pc I am unsure what to write or what such. I usually have the troubles of when hving one guy I have like several interested at on time... That is the case here.... I don't know which one has more to offer and to tell you the truth I only want one good guy. After being burned so bad I don't even trust my own heart to tell me this is the right one. I feel as if all I find are the wrong guys. This time I want to be sure 100 and 10 percent that he is going to be the one I spend the rest of my life with. I just have to know them more before I will know. Until then I will have fun getting to know them and see which one my heart attaches too, because I do have a major trust issue. I have been hurt and used so much and so tired of it I am scared half to death. LOL Sincerly, Steph

IF YOU ARE A PLAYER THEN TURN AROUND AND SEE YOUR WAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME, CUZ I'M TIRED OF THE PLAYERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU GUYS MAKE SO SICK I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!! COME ON ALREADY. I HAVE BEEN PLAYED ENOUGH ALREADY FOR 80 PEOPLE. IF YOE A GIRL TELL ME.... IF YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE YOU ALONE TWO WORDS, TELL ME!!!!!!! GET A GRIP GUYS, JESUS I HAVE MORE SENSE THEN THAT. LIKE I SAY IN MY PROFILE I'M NOT A BLOW UP DOLL MY TITS ARE NOT VALVES TO BLOW ME UP!!!! I'M A BIG GIRL SO STOP BLOWING SUNSHINE UP MY ASS ALREADY FELLAS.

A young girl was walking along a beach where thousand of Starfish has been washd up during a terrible storm. When she came to each starfish, she would pick it up, and throw it back into the ocean. She had been doing ths for some time when a man approched her and said " Little girl, why are you doing this? Look at this beach! You can't save all these starfish. You can't even begin to make a difference." The girl seemmed surprised and deflated. But after a few minutes, she bent down, picked up another starfish, and hurled it far into the ocean. Then she looked up at the man and replies, " Well, I made a difference to that one."

The Oyster There once was an oyster Whose story I tell, Who found that some sand Had got into his shell. It was only a grain, But it gave him great pain. For oysters have feelings Although they're so plain. Now, did he berate The harsh workings of fate That had brought him To such a deplorable state? Did he curse at the government, cry for election, and claim that the sea should have given him protction? No-he said to himself As he lay on his shell, Since I cannot remove it, I shall try to improve it. Now the years have rolled around, As the years always do, And he came to his ultimate Destiny-stew. And the small grain of sand That had bothered him so Was a beautiful pearl All richly aglow. Now the tale hasa moral; For isn't it grand What an oyster can do With a morsel of sand? What couldn't we do If we'd only begin With some of the things That get under our skin. ~Author Unknown~