Boobalicious Paper Doll's blog: "2008"

You Are a Strawberry Daiquiri

You're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party. You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk!

Your Adult Film Star Name Is...

Tight Cherry

1:31pm Not that any of my posts aren't normally real, I just decided I'd take some time to type it all out. I've had a pretty ok year. It was a bit better than others, but the difference is I'm single. Oh, and another thing, I have a crush on one of my friends, but he lives super far away. I've been talking to him for over a year now. Or maybe it's barely been a year? I'm not too sure. It's been a long time, that's for sure. Anywho, I truly have a crush on him. He knows it too. It's a mutual feeling. Anyway, I've been at my job with a law firm for about 5 months now. Time surely flew by. Oh well... I still feel out of place at the job, but hey I'm thankful to have one even with the drained economy. I've had a lot of time to think, and I spent some time trying to re-evaluate my thoughts and my feelings about things in my life. I decided that I was going to change many things, which I have changed. Little by little, everyone will. Everyone meaning all the good people in my life. On another note, my bday pretty much sucked this year, as it has on other occasions. This year was different though. I thought my friends would come through and at least take me out or something. We usually know a week or two ahead of time before anyone's b-day what we'd all do. No one called or text at all. Oh well. It's life. My bday is just another day, like I've been saying every year for the past 10 yrs. Yup it's been 10 yrs since I've personally wanted to celebrate my bday. My baby brother and I went bowling last night and it was great b/c we rarely get to spend time. We have conflicting schedules. Tis life. C'est la vie. Ooh and we went to the movies and saw Lakeview Terrace. I wanted to laugh at this one part in the movie. There was a scene shot at a bar, well turns out I've been there before. I was there with my ex, and even though we'd been there at night time, I still recognized it. *memories* Dude, it was Footsies. I've noticed I haven't given myself time to rant and rave about things around me. I started being more productive with school and in my room. I already organized a few bags of clothes I no longer wear and am giving away a lot of my stuffed animals. I'm just going through this so I won't have to sit around at home and bum around and fall deep into a depression. Trust me, when I cry, no one knows what to do, and instead of 'comforting' me, they just leave me alone. We'll see how the rest of my day turns out. I'm supposed to hook up with a guy friend. I think I'm going to go out there just to see what's up. I hope it's worth my while! hahahahaha Ok, well I know there's more I'd like to write about but I won't b/c I sort of don't want to go into details. until next time.... 1:40PM

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Men See You As: A Difficult Challenge

You must be an incredible hottie... Because it's the only way you can pull of the ice queen act You're the type of woman that men love to chase But if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!

1114pm When am I not heartbroken? I had my chance to do a few things I normally wouldn't do. I know this is repetitive and I'm sure I'll be bashed for it. I am still heartbroken over my crush. He doesn't know how much I liked him. I don't think he'll know. I mean he got upset over something so remotely stupid, but I am not going to write the reason online. Just be assured that I've asked my other guy friends and they all agreed that he got upset over something stupid. It'll be 2 weeks tomorrow since we've IM'd, text'd, and talked. It's stupid! I'm a proud person, and a hardheaded one at that. Well, what else can I say? Just don't mess with me and you'll be fine. Grr.... I feel bad because I was actually going to wait for him. Oh well, it's his loss. It's totally his loss. I was going to send him an email wishing his son a happy bday, but I decided not to. I mean his son has nothing to do with that this his dad hasn't talked to me. I bet his son has asked about me. I so saw myself as his stepmother. Kind of dumb huh? Well, it's my motherly instinct kicking in. Ok, this has become so depressive. Boring for you guys, but I don't wanna get my chonies up in a bunch. I sorta had that happen already though but that's a different story for another day. I'm not going to write about my weekend. All I know is that it went by too quick and it was too short. Should I get some sleep or should I keep going? I think I'll pick the latter. I hate crushing and liking a guy! I knew one of us would get more hurt than the other. I am hurt, I'll admit it. But I know he's more hurt than I am. I already knew it. I kind of sort of thought he would be hurt after our weekend out... together... alone... just the two of us. As I mentioned, it's his loss!!!!!!!! 1120pm! Should I turn lesbian and give up guys? Hell nooooooooooooooooooo I'm not into girls. yet they're into me hehehehe