It's amazing how often we run from things we supposedly want. We hide from what we call ourselves pursuing. And in doing this...we miss happiness and seem to embrace misery, cuz afterall it wants company. it's just funny to me. We are unable to receive the gifts life has to offer because we walk around with closed fists. Closed off to true friendships, meaningful relationships, even love. So we retreat inside or even look up above and cry out "Why?" It's a shame because with self reflection then surely we would come to realize that the reason why are hearts are heavy and broken lies within our own closed minds. People say eyes are the windows to the soul yet we've installed and closed the blinds. It's ironic that those born without sight...even they can still seek and find. if you really seek then what you find is that you're using the wrong senses and in order to find certain things you have to let down your defenses...and be defenseless?