My inner demons
and the endless blackness of evil
Fear
Hate
and ugliness
Everything I had been taught to despise
Are the things that I transformed into strength
for my survival
The absolute truths
that was depended upon for creation
Became opposites
and changed me
Molded me
into something I hated
But had to embrace
Sadness all consuming
surmounted with the hopes and dreams of all
weighs heavily on my soul
hand in hand with regret for the generations having to bear witness
of my pain
Love and hate
become one
to fullfill destiny
and complete the plan.
By-
Senta Scott