deep inside lost and confused, never to find happiness,
never to know why, why do I care in this hopefulness,
to love, to hate, to cherish, to perish
why, is there a point to all this misery,
why do i feel so fireiry,
deep inside all alone i keep these feelings,
dont want to hurt another
liveing life with out a mother,
is this what life is subject too
pain and misery, to many flaws
someone tear me apart with there claws
was a bad in a previous life
was i mean to my wife
is there a point to my life
why am i forsaken to spend it alone,
deep with in its like a syclone,
spinning and spiining, deeper and deeper,
faster and faster, head spinning,
smiles no longer grinning,
feeling like i theres no hope
should i still fight for hope
or should i give into the pain,
should i try and keep sain,
i try to change how i am
to better how i am,
hope to find...that one...
that one to make happy...
i know it sounds sappy
how can i feeling be so crappy
anyways i dont know what i was thinking when i wrote this just buzzin and i dont know probly shitty but who cares thanx for reading anyways ty to all those that are my friend i dont know what i would do with out you i would probly be nothing in a ditch or with a witch lol ty with all my heart ....