Been stressing since friday, my grandfathers lips and fingers were turning blue; the doctors had to put him in the hospital. He is having problems breathing and getting enough oxgen in his body. we found out he has emphasima and a bleeding ulser, a mass under one of his kidneys and some water in his lungs. The doctors finally said he would need an oxygen tank with him the rest of his life. My grandmother an I are stressing neither of us want to loose him. We are happy however that they're going to be giving him medication that should help a bit and that he can home home soon, then maybe we can start resting a bit better at night cause theese 3-4 hrs a night is tiresome. I hurt a lot and wish I was smoking some weed right now.... I could use a stress relieaver... It always helps me sleep at night, makes sure i remeber to eat and helps relax my nerves.