Ghost is Alive's blog: "King Of Kings's Blog"

Im always thinking about you I wonder if you can tell These things Im feeling inside me I keep them all to myself Scared to show my true emotions Dont want to love alone Because I fall so deep You never know how I go And I know why hearts beat desperately I fall so deep Some people think love is foolish While others think its a game I think that love is a fire Im burnin up in your flame Im so lost in my emotion Wanting you evermore Because I fall so deep You never know how far I go And I know why hearts beat desperately I fall so deep And Ive come so close to the aprt Where I reveal my heart to you But I lose my nerve Cant find the words to tell you that its true

If you ever heard the words I just dont care Baby please forgive the foolish heart that told you that When the road got rough I started doubting myself Still I cant believe that lifes worth living With anybody else So why do we say goodbye When we know well only cry Were gonna be lonely And why do we fool ourselves Saying therell be someone else For me theres you only All we need to make it right is precious time But its funny such a simple things so hard to find Dont know when or where we started Living separate lives But I know its still worth fighting for I see it in your eyes So why do we say goodbye When we know well only cry Were gonna be lonely And why do we fool ourselves Saying therell be someone else For me theres you only Now I realise that Ive been living so selfishly Someone along the way I forgot you had your own hopes and dreams I never meant to make you weak But I was too blind to see that Ive been hurting you How I made you blue Now guilt is killing me

Everything about is so right Baby you know that Im so proud To say that your mine, all mine Why you leaving like a fool Is there something that I said or done to you? You know I wonder If youre coming home tonight Im thinking what it could of been baby Cant get you off my mind Ive opened up the door But in my heart Feel you running away from my love Why you running away from my love Its cold when were apart And its playing in my heart The moments that we shared will stay In my heart,I feel you Thinking of the lovin we made Baby, I love the way you touch me in that special way So why do I feel like a man thats being played Tell me it isnt true Im begging baby, stay You got me going crazy Ive been waiting by the phone Im thinking about the things that I want to do to you Soon as you get home I give you everything But in my heart i...... Feel you running away (yes I do) from my love Why you running away from my love Its cold when were apart And its playing in my heart The moments that we shared will stay In my heart, i.....feel you You know I wonder If youre coming home tonight Im thinking of the bedroom baby Wed be making love, making love Ooh, if only you would come through the door I know you cant ignore All of the love you ever need I want to give you more I feel you running away from my love Why you running away from my love Because its cold when were apart And its playing in my heart

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if i gave you the truth would it keep you alive though im closer to wrong im not further from right and now im conviced on the inside somethings wrong with me convinced on the inside so much more than me no theres nothing you can say that can sell this lie but im trying to keep my intentions disgused and now im deprived on my conscience and somthings got to give deprived on my conscience this all belongs to me yah.. im beaten down again i belong to them beaten down again i fell too im weaker now my freind i belong to them beaten down again i fell too the deception you show is your own parasite just a word of advice you could heed if you'd like now im convinced on the inside somethings wrong with me convinced on the inside theres so much more then me

I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I can't escape myself So many times i've lied But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell

Yesterday, i went to the this new Showroom called Red Line. and there i saw alot of exotic cars and some of them Muscles. like chevy, Dodge etc etc. for last some days i have been facing some problem related to my Ride. and i finally decide to sell it .I put my Ride on a Sale in that Showroom and put the estimated price of $80,000 including the Modifications and everything. and i am expecting the call from any buyer who fall in the price range. I didn;t want to and it hurt me so much when i did but i had to coz i don't want any more trouble from the freakin cops and others. ~SIGH~

You touched my life With your softness in the night My wish was your command Until you ran out of love I tell myself Im free Got the chance of livin just for me No need to hurry home Now that youre gone Cuts like a knife How will I ever heal Im so deeply wounded Knife Cuts like a knife You cut away the heart of my life When I pretend Wear a smile to fool my dearest friends I wonder if they know Its just a show Im on a stage Day and night I go through my charades But how can I disguise Whats in my eyes Ive tried and tried Blocking out the pain I feel inside The pain of wanting you

Well I want to take you as I find you Imagine our clothes are on the floor Feel my caress so soft and gentle So delicate you cry for more But you know baby You know baby does it right And you know baby does it right Universe inside of your heart You gotta let me know So you can be free baby You wanted it so much And now that its over You dont know what you want Put time in a capsule Two minds consensual Entwined to perfection If we could Cuddle up close Lay on my chest now Listen my heart beats coming down If you get tired you close your Eyes now When you wake up I wont be found cause I know baby I know youre the nervous kind With so much going on in your mind But let me tell you that this time Im gonna make you mine I wont let you go cause I know this time Im gonna make sure I look out For me

The things we did, the things we said Keep coming back to me and make me smile again You showed me how to face the truth Everything that's good in me I owe to you Though the distance that's between us Now may seem to be too far It will never seperate us Deep inside I know you are Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close, everyday Every step along the way Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye I know you will be forever in my life I walk alone these empty streets There is not a second you're not here with me The love you gave, the grace you've shown Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone Somehow you found a way To see the best I have in me As long as time goes on I swear to you that you will be Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close (always close) Everyday Every step along the way Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye I know you will be forever in my life