Maha's blog: "Mood Lyrics"

You're my world The shelter from the rain You're the pills That take away my pain You’re the light That helps me find my way You’re the words When I have nothing to say And in this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you I’m still tangled up in you Still tangled up in you You're the fire That warms me when I'm cold You're the hand I have to hold As I grow old You're the shore When I am lost at sea You're the only thing That I like about me And in this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you I’m still tangled up in you How long has it been Since this storyline began And I hope it never ends And goes like this forever In this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you Tangled up in you I’m still tangled up in you Still tangled up in you

it's true, we're all a little insane but its so clear now that I'm unchained fear is only in our minds taking over all the time fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify you know you live to break me- don't deny sweet sacrifice One day I'm gonna forget your name and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain fear is only in our minds taking over all the time fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify and oh you love to hate me don't you, honey? I'm your sacrifice. [I dream in darkness I sleep to die erase the silence erase my life our burning ashes blacken the day a world of nothingness blow me away] do you wonder why you hate? are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify you know you live to break me- don't deny sweet sacrifice

Twenty one years of my life to go Have I lost myself to someone else? Truth, lie, to live or die Makes no difference if you're never fuckin try I know I'd die for you (if you want me to ) Breath of my sorrow (if you want me to ) I know I'd die for you (if you want me to ) Breed for tomorrow (if you want me to ) Will you die for me But will you die for me? But see me standing so fucking cool Wish you could be like me, a fool Truth, lie, to live or die Makes no difference if you're never gonna fuckin try I know I'd die for you (if you want me to ) Breath of my sorrow (if you want me to ) I know I'd die for you (if you want me to ) Breed for tomorrow (if you want me to ) But will you die for me? But will you die for me? I want you to... I want you to... I want you to... I want you...

Prison gates wont open up for me On these hands and knees Im crawlin Oh, I reach for you Well Im terrified of these four walls These iron bars cant hold my soul in All I need is you Come please Im callin And oh I scream for you Hurry Im fallin (fallin') I'm fallin'. Show me what its like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And Ill show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And Ill leave this life behind me Say it if its worth saving me. Heavens gates wont open up for me With these broken wings Im fallin And all I see is you These city walls aint got no love for me Im on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please Im callin And all I need from you Hurry Im fallin (fallin') I'm fallin'. Show me what its like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And Ill show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And Ill leave this life behind me Say it if its worth saving me Hurry Im fallin. And all I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin' (I'm fallin', I'm fallin') Show me what's it like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And Ill show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And Ill leave this life behind me Say it if its worth saving me Hurry Im fallin Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind Say it if its worth saving me.

I feel it everyday it's all the same It brings me down but I'm the one to blame I've tried everything to get away So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this? Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to It feels like everyday stays the same It's dragging me down and I can't pull away So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this? Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to Over and over, over and over You make me fall for you Over and over, over and over You don't even try So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead I know what's best for me But I want you instead I'll keep on wasting all my time Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to Over and over, over and over You make me fall for you Over and over, over and over You don't even try to

(It starts with) One thing / I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It's so unreal Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on / but didn't even know Wasted it all just to Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing / I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I'm surprised it got so (far) Things aren't the way they were before You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me In the end You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this There's only one thing you should know I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this There's only one thing you should know I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter

[Chorus:] Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming/confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never ending Controlling/I can't seem [Bridge:] To find myself again My walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure [Chorus] Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting/reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem... [Bridge] [Chorus] [Chorus]

(When this began) I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find That I'm not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long (Erase all the pain till it's gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity 'Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [Repeat Chorus] I will never know myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away, I'll find myself today [Repeat Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I'm not But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got [Chorus] (I can't feel the way I did before) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) (Time won't heal this damage anymore) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I'm not But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got [Chorus] (I can't feel the way I did before) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) (Time won't heal this damage anymore) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) (No) (Hear me out now) (You're gonna listen to me, like it or not) (Right now) (Hear me out now) (You're gonna listen to me, like it or not) (Right now) (I can't feel the way I did before) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) [Chorus] (I can't feel the way I did before) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) (Time won't heal this damage anymore) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) I can't feel Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored Time won't heal Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored