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Carnie's blog: "Personal Stuff"

created on 05/22/2007  |  http://fubar.com/personal-stuff/b84747

Sorting ME out

Sorting Me out... Ok I took a new job... I even swallowed my pride and went to midnights, when I know it's not the best thing for me or my family. My ex husband is wanting my youngest son to come to florida for the summer and my oldest is getting married in august. Yes That means I will be in Detroit the week of August 8th. I want to go apply for a different job, but I'm afraid of failing horribly. I don't sleep much and when I do it's for a couple hours here and a couple hours there... In so many ways I miss being able to be out with the fair and accepted for who I am and respected for working as hard as I do. Seeing the little ones smiling and people having a good time. I can't bring myself to go to the dr without insurance, my credit is already shot so bad, with the kids and the divorce. It's so hard to pull yourself out after a bad situation. So if i'm not around on here as much just know I do still care... I'm just very busy trying to sort my life out and get back on my feet.

Not Sure....

With so much going on around my house I'm not sure when I will be here and when I won't... I start a new job tomorrow and have to go pick up my new car today... My new Car I'm so close yet so far from leveling to Fu-King... and yet without knowing when I will be here, I hesitate to ask for help. I'm a firm believer in returning that which is given to me... so until I know a little more just keep me in your thoughts and know I'll be around when I can. To all those that Keep visiting my page and rating and helping ... Photobucket

Keeping it "REAL"

I am a real live person and I have feelings... I have a life outside my pc which btw is really hectic at times.... I have a real b/f not a cyber one... SpinAgain*
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@ fubar He's such an awesome person... He makes me smile, which isn't easy some days. I start a new job Tuesday, back to working retail... Hopefully it will reduce the stress I've been under and allow me more time at home with my kids and my b/f... I am currently training my replacement for the job I'm leaving which will be emotional for me... I love my clients and this is hard I will worry for them, but life goes on. wish me luck on finding a car and starting again...I kinda need it right now

Discouraged

Sometimes the frustrations in life get to you Lately I find myself feeling very discouraged as I try to find a better job, Shane will soon be 18 and out on his own, George is not far behind... What then??? The media says we are not in a recession, yet... jobs are harder and harder to come by... the price of fuel is eating what little money I was making at this job, to the point that my income is close to $100 a week or less. How do you raise 2 teenagers on that?? tears I've been on multiple Job interviews, and submitted my resume'... I keep trying... Sometimes the tears just seem to come ...I get frustrated and overwhelmed...

Busy Busy....




Lots and Lots of things are happening...


I'm looking for a new job, actually I have an interview on Tuseday for 1.
With the price of gas the way it is I can no longer afford to continue in the line of work that I am in... It's been along time since I got paid $20 a day.
I have met the most wonderful person, He's just wow...
He makes me feel good about being me... encourages and supports who I am and where I am going in life.




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I have some pretty hard decsions to make in the next few weeks/months...
T started calling the kids again, and this time George wants to go visit...
This is really hard for me, I worry that George will be put into a situation that he can't handle and I'll be so far away. Yet how can I not let G face his feelings and sort them out.Say some prayers that all will be well in the end. Photobucket













TRIPLES with EMMA

Feb....

This month has been so very hectic for me... Not only do 2 of my boys have birthdays this month, but I had company that is just one of the most awesome people I have ever met. I love you!!! My grand daughter also had a birthday this month. happy birthday 1st Shane turned 17, almost an adult, and I'm so very proud of him, he's come so far in life. 2nd Haley turned 2, wow time flies, i don't get to see her near as much as i'd like, but well I guess that's life... 3rd George Is 14 today!!!! Happy Birthday buddy !!! You are great!!!!!! I'm now the shortest person in my house, and the girls just keep calling, lol. George has his 1st school dance on friday and wow that makes me feel really old.
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To my honey.... I love you sooo much. You make me so very happy and I'm so glad you are in my life. SpinAgain*
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@ fubar I love you

Thank you!!!!

It's so weird to have met someone who fits so well with me... He understands me, accepts me.... Loves me :D I'm so lucky to have found him and I thank the angels that sent him my way... I love you ... and thank you for being a part of my life

Happy Valentine's Day

valentine I hope everyone had a Happy Valentine's Day I'm not gonna be around for a little bit as I have very special company. Take care, I'll be back soon Photobucket

Spinning..............

I have company coming in from out of town soon... What an awesome person to come visit. I get so lonely sometimes it scares me, but god willing that will change very soon :D !!!! So I'm a little in panic mode to get my house in order for company and take care of work and the kids. If I'm not bombing and stuff like I normally do, well it's cause this is important to me. I'll be around as I can, just being me :) Stop by and say hi, I will try and make sure I return anything you leave on my page. This time of year gets pretty busy in my line of work and keeps building through the summer, some days I'm not home til 8-9pm and I leave about 5a. we have in home therapy going again... better safe than sorry. Feb is also a major Birthday month, 2 of my boys have birthdays this month and my grand daughter... Shane is now 17 and George soon to be 14, Haley 2 next week... time sure flies......... And wow oh wow!!! My eldest son called the other day to let me know that he will be getting married in early august !!!! :D :D So i will be in Metro Detroit in August. Have a Great weekend and Keep Smiling
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