o0Tw1zt3dRaevyn0oFE2Mandy33 DNO If Owned's blog: "poem 1"

I would like to send out my deepest condolences to all those who knew Servant Salma from MySpace and Hover Spot. She was killed on Jan.31,2008, while saving a mother of a small child and friend of hers, from some guys who had apparently shot both Jag and Salma. She suffered major injuries and her g/f Jag is in critical condition righ now. Salma was a most kind hearted and gentle young lady who will truly be missed by very many of us. GOD SPEED MY DEAR FRIEND.

"FOR I KNOW THEY ARE HERE WITH ME" I feel as if alot of the time I am alone in this huge world, not having one there beside me I can just call my own.Never taking into consideration that there are a few guardian angels always around. For between Squeaky and my grandparents, I know that I really am not alone at all. They are the reason I am still alive, because of all the very many stupidlittle stunts i pulled in this lifetime. For if not for them and the friends I have here upon this earth, I would surely have perished long ago,this I do know. Always taking the risks that I knew would wind up either hurting me or making me regret trying that, I did it anyways just for fun. Now that I have grown both older and alot more wiser, things have settled into my head that I do need to stop being such a fool. Knowing now there is a reason I am here upon this huge planet. These days when I feel by myself and alone, I just happen to see or hear something, and then I know that my Guardian Angels are always there to look out over me and I just want to say thanks!! P.J.(Lil Poet) 1/3/08 2:45am

"TO YOU, MY DEAR SQUEAKY" With each slow song i hear,all i can seem to do is think of all the times we shared together. Holding one another tightly as we drifted off into a world of sweet slumber dreams. Thinking about when we would just go for a ride in that old beat up car of mine. Blasting the radio out to its maximum,only to have our heads feel like some one beat them with a bat. I try so hard not to think about you, but that is all that seems to stay upon this lonely mind od mine. Not wanting to except the fact that you shall never again be coming home to me. They say with time, all wounds will heal, but some just never really do. Wishing at times it would have been me who left this plain of existence instead of you, my sweet love. Maybe one day all of this pain will go away, but i do so seriously doubt it. For no other woman ever has made me feel like you did. Always know this,I do and shall always love you Squeaky!! P.J.(Lil Poet) 2/1/08 4:41am

"THE HONOR THEY DESERVE" Each morning we awake from a night's sleep and we see that wonderful Old Glory waving in the wind,we need to give thanks to our soldiers. For they are the reason we remain safe and sound. They go into battle every day, knowing that some of them may not return.None ever asking any questions, just going and doing what they were all trained to do and making it count. These men and women to me are the real heroes of this great nation of ours. Taking on the enemies and keeping them away from our homeland. Mkaing sure we shall always have our freedom and liberties. Some people want to call them killers and murderers, but if it was not for these mighty men and women, we would not have the democracy we do now.So, stand up and salute them with the honor they deserve!! P.J.Page 10/9/07 12:45am

"MY HEROES" For each day i am granted another chance at seeing the sun set, i am most thankful to the one's who have gone and given the ultimate sacrifice so i may have this chance.They are who i look up to. Many of us think we are owed the many things we have in our lives.Like the freedom to vote or the opportunities of making up our own minds. This is not the case though, because it is our soldiers who gave us this right. They sleep outside in the cold and deadly heat, only to make sure we here in America can remain safe from harm. Not a single one of them ever ask the question of why they are fighting, but just doing it. They deal with extreme measures every time you turn around, and overcome each ordeal that is thrown at them. Alot of people may ask who it is i am giving this praise to, well it is the American Soldier!! P.J.Page (Stoned Poet) 1/3/08 10:23am

"FREELY I GIVE" Wanting only to be loved, I find myself totally at a loss. Not knowing what i must do, To make you see i love you. Fearing you shall never know, What it is you mean to me. Wishing to have you in my life From now till etenity'e end. Hoping that maube just one day, You will see this man before you. Standing asking only for you to know That you are my world and life. Giving all my heart and all my soul, To you, my darling sweet love. Wanting you to feel safe and alive, As i give you all that you desire. So as you lie there tonight sleeping, Just know there is one that cares. Doing his very best ib this existence, To allow you to love yet again. I may not take his place in your heart But i would just like to be your man. For there is not another around me, That, my dear, i give my love to freely!! P.J. (Lil Poet) 1/18/08 6:09pm

"LEARNING THINGS THE HARD WAY" In this here lifetime of mine, i shall both experience joys and pains, but know it is all for a reason. I have but only one purpose in life right now and that is to make people laugh and keep my family happy. At times thoughts that never should have been going through my mind, have been and now i am most ashamed i ever allowed them to seep in. Wishing to be granted the strength to stay strong. Though i may seem at a distance at times, it is only because i seem to think about way too many things. Just trying now to just make it from one day to the next is all i can do or accomplish. I have let this depression of mine rule my life for long enough now, and it is time for me to take back my life, not worrying any longer of or about all of the many stupid things that happen. So, from this day forward i shall live my life the way i see fit. Wanting to only bring smiles to my friends and family. Not having them shed any more tears for me because i have acted hastily. It took me being more less falling face down in this life to understand what it means to truly adore life and the loved ones i have. Never again shall i go off and do anything to cause one pain. Guess for now i will go and just live each moment as though it was my last. Always take heed in the way your loved nes care for you, because in this life, they are truly all we certainly have. P.J.(Lil Poet) 1/26/08 12:28pm

"FOR THIS I DO KNOW" There are but only images left in our minds When we leave this cruel world oh so far behind. Knowing we have done nothing but our very best, To keep a smile upon those we love's face. Maybe we do try too hard at certain times To makes things better or erase our crimes. I can not explain just what it is I feel, When I see for myself, your beauty's appeal. I wish there way yet a simple way in life, To take away all your heavy pain and strife. You hold within the palms of your hands love, They key to my heart i gave to you like a dove. Now i must go and leave you with this in mind, Always know my darling, you are oh so kind. Fearing that you would only assuredly reject me, For i know i am not who it is you want me to be. P.J. (Lil Poet) 1/28/08 3:59am

"JUST A POEM YA SEE" It has been a long time now Since i have seen my smile. Having been so sad and down For such a long period of time. Always feeling within myself that I was the one most laughed at. Never truly being happy about me I seemed to only be lost in life. Now i have many great reasons To keep my smile going for days. Having such awesome friends that No one can or ever shall take away. Glad to see each new sunrise now And hearing the birds sing their song. Wanting to go out into society And experience the highs and lows. Beginning a brand new life you might say To where i am living now for me alone. No longer really caring at all, Just how others may think of me. Having this new chance to feel What it is like to actually live. No longer hiding in my caves, Hidden away from our society. Taking each new day that comes As a new adventure i must take. Hoping that just maybe one day, I can also just find true love. Watching all the many changes that Seem to be defining my existence. Knowing i have more joy now than I ever really did anytime before. So i shall go now and only say, That i want to thank you all. For my friends and family here, I truly owe you all my simple life. P.J.(Lil Poet) 1/27/08 5:52pm

"A LIFE FULL OF MEMORIES" With a mighty rain coming down, right outside my window, i am taken back to a childhood in a time long gone.Wishing i could again relive those days, when nothing seemed to bother us and were no where near as many problems as we have now. Thinking about all the adventures and experiences we all shared together, wishing they would have never ended.Wondering alot of times just what ever happened to those i grew up with. Knowing some are now deceased and some are married with families. I think about all the things in school we did that made us such hellione according to our teachers.They were so freaked out by what we pulled, they would never say to us that we were always in the wrong, but let us know we were making huge mistakes. Guess when i do leave this world for those bright,pearly gates above, i shall see all those i miss now in my life. For we had some very awesome times but were sad and painful ones also. It just lets me know to never at all take life for granted!! P.J.(Lil Poet) 1/29/08 11:24pm