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7 Mile Hike
IT WAS A HOT SUMMER DAY IN JULY,IT WAS ABOUT 103 DEGREES,I WAS HIKING UP IN THE MOUNTAINS TO THIS WATERFALL BY THIS LAKE,IT WAS ABOUT A SEVEN MILE HIKE,VERY FEW PEOPLE-KNEW ABOUT IT,AND WHEN I GOT THERE I WAS SWEATING SO BAD,MY CLOTHES WERE WET,I STRIPPED DOWN BARE ASS NAKED JUMPED INTO THE LAKE,THINKING I WAS THE ONLY ONE AROUND,AFTER COOLING OFF,I GOT OUT AND PUT ON MY SHORTS,AND AS I SAT ON THIS ROCK WITH MY FEET SOAKING IN THE WATER,I NOTICED THIS BEAUTIFUL LADY WATCHING ME SHE WAS SO HOT,MY HEART BEGAN POUNDING AND MY NASTY MIND BEGAN WONDERING,WONDERING AND DREAMING,THEN I SAID TO MYSELF I COULD ONLY WISH,WHEN AT THAT TIME SHE STRIPPED DOWN AND DOVE INTO THE WATER,KNOWING THAT I WAS WATCHING.SHE ATTEMPTED TO SWIM TOWARD ME AND AS SHE GOT CLOSE TO ME,SHE STOOD UP,AND WALKED THE REST OF THE WAY TO ME,I GUESS WISHES DO COME TRUE I THOUGHT,SHE HAD A CLIT RING ALL SHINY AND SILVER IN THE SUNLIGHT,AND THOUGHT BOY,WOULD I LIKE TO MANIPULATE THAT WITH MY TONGUE WATCH HER SQUIRM,SHE KNEEL

Chapter 11 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
he Adventure of the Beryl Coronet "Holmes," said I as I stood one morning in our bow-window looking down the street, "here is a madman coming along. It seems rather sad that his relatives should allow him to come out alone." My friend rose lazily from his armchair and stood with his hands in the pockets of his dressing-gown, looking over my shoulder. It was a bright, crisp February morning, and the snow of the day before still lay deep upon the ground, shimmering brightly in the wintry sun. Down the centre of Baker Street it had been ploughed into a brown crumbly band by the traffic, but at either side and on the heaped-up edges of the foot-paths it still lay as white as when it fell. The gray pavement had been cleaned and scraped, but was still dangerously slippery, so that there were fewer passengers than usual. Indeed, from the direction of the Metropolitan Station no one was coming save the single gentleman whose eccentric conduct had drawn my attention. He was a man of ab

Seeing It All
Seeing it all is so very true things that come and things that go. I have a strong mind nad a stond faith that no matter what happens all good things come to those who wait ....I know ill will get mine and i have faith that i will have my rights and my mind spoken freely and for all to see that im one female not to be messed with when it comes to my family and loved ones I want to thank My boyfriend, Chrissy, Misty, Zakk, my cousin chrissy, my mom and the rest famly that stands behind me with everything that is going on The stars are my eyes and the love is the moon that circles our love...With thought and care all comes to faith that two people loveing each other through the thick and the thin and upholding everyone and everything that come in our path. We fight back with all we have we make it shown that we dont give a dammm with love and a bond like no other we know that we love each other.... Thank u Hun for being there for me through out the yrs and beyond i love u more ea

"an It Harm None..."
(Originally Posted on April 11, 2006)If you are familiar with Wicca, you should know the Wiccan Rede: "An it harm none, do what thou wilt."Easy enough. Eight simple words.Now, define "harm."It is extremely difficult to say if something will or will not harm another. And let's be honest, some people could do with a good butt-whuppin', physical, spiritual or otherwise.I listened to a pagan podcast a few weeks ago about this, where some woman had used a spell to help a friend of hers in Japan get a job. A few weeks later, the guy just up and left the job, causing the owners to not look kindly on Americans. Therefore, the next American trying to get a job there will have to work even harder to get a job.(I also saw a quote the other day that I was going to put in this entry, but I have no idea where it is. It was basically about how there are a multitude of outcomes that spring from a single action and not all of them are "good." I think it was from the second Wizardry book by Rick

Greenock People Famous
Location Greenock is situated on the south bank of the River Clyde about 22 miles from Glasgow. The origin of the name of the town is thought to derive from the Gaelic ‘grianaig’ meaning ‘sunny’, and this has been translated as ‘sunny place’ or ‘sunny knoll’. Another more romantic theory is that it takes it's name from a 'Green Oak' tree that grew in the town centre. A horseshoe marks the spot where the tree was deemed to have grown. It would certainly ensure the correct pronunciation if this were true, as it is commonly mispronounced as 'Gren - ock' when it should be 'Green - ock'. TV newsreaders take note.... The population of Greenock was estimated to be 57,643 in 1992. It is thought that the original village of Greenock grew up around the religious establishment which gave it's name to the Bay of St. Lawrence. This was the chapel of St. Lawrence, which was situated at the west corner of Virginia Street, and of which traces remained until 1760. The castle of 'Wes

Something "interesting" At Work Today
(Originally Posted on April 11, 2006)When I was hosting our tech meeting (without Idiot Boss being there), one of my subordinates damned me three times for showing them the website at http://www.fuzzysquid.com/LJ.php since everybody finds it addictive. I almost mentioned that I was studying Satanism, but that would have been a bad place to say so. But I did mention that I scored as a Satanism on a religious test. (About the above site: It is just the last 40 images put on LiveJournal, but since so many people are on that system (most from Russia, it seems), the pictures update within a few seconds of refreshing the screen.).

Need To Do Things On My Profile
HI..EVERYONE....TK FOR STOPPING BY TO MY BLOG...IVE BEEN HAVING A HARD TIME TO PUT SOME GRAPHICS ON MY PROFILE....LIKE A EXAMPLE: A GRAPHIC UNDER MY INTEREST OR WATEVER....HOW DO I DO THT....TK...

Another Test... Hey, It's Something To Do To Kill Time...
(Originally Posted on April 11, 2006)Take the quiz: WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?Modern SatanistThinking yourself to be a god, realizing Indulgence as your main goal, not believing in a literal Satan, and counting stupidity as your highest sin. You are a proud LaVeyan Satanist! You might enjoy www.churchofsatan.com if you're not already a member.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

How Well Do You Know Me?
Here's a little question/game/contest to see just how well you know me: I was a moderate fan of the television series "The X-Files". I was never slavishly devoted to it, but I found it a pleasant little diversion for a Friday night. One episode, however, really stuck with me. It was called "Clyde Bruckman's Final Repose" and it starred Peter Boyle as a reluctant man cursed with the "talent" for seeing how people would die. The episode was funny, touching and voiced much of the skepticism I have for pyschics in general. But that's not why I liked the episode so much, or why it seemed to have been written almost as though the screenwriter had me in mind. Can you tell me what was so special about the episode?

Friendship
ºBest Friends Listen to what you dont sayº - **Samantha Norman** "People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!" - Sent by Ali Nitka *Don't ever be afraid to come to me ~n~ cry* *Don't ever hesitate to look me ~n~ the eye* *Don't ever be afraid to tell me how you feel* *Remeber your my girl ~n~ we gotta keep it real* (That ones for my Girl Nikki....I luv ya!) By: Ashley Upchurch Dedicated to :Nikki Otermat "Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and then, but the strings will last forever." "We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can fly only by embracing each other." -lucian de crescenzo Sent in by Jodi "I never had better friends than the friends I had when I was twelve. Jesus, does anyone?" -Stand By Me Sent in by Pollak Since we met its been you and I, a tear for a tear baby eye for an eye and u know that

Also, One More Quick Note...
(Originally Posted on April 9, 2006)My wife too the test. She got highest in Paganism, followed by Atheism and then Satanism. That is kind of funny, since she has the ability to put curses on people quite easily. Several times she has been pissed at a thriving business, only for it to shut down in a few weeks afterwards. Also, one of her "friends" said that having sex with her was like having an ice pack on his nether regions. Since then, he hasn't been able to find any fedmale willing to spend time with him at all. Me, on the other hand, I've always been nice. Starting these studies, though, is allowing me to feel like I don't need to let people use me as a doormat. It is kind of a breakthrough, a definite feeling of release.

I Retard
I started school in Dallas 36yrs ago who , aperntly had not yet heard of dyslexia. Plus I had really bad stutter. So to get rid me, they sent me to retard school. Thas right...I rode the short bus with a Dallas Cowboys helmet, Now...it was a red star on a yellow helmet,but what did I give a shit? I was retarded right. After 3 years we moved to a rural school in Van, TX where I had to eat in separate lunch room. A year later we moved to Alabama where hey figured out i was dyslexic, had a speech impediment, and a genius IQ. Now the upside to this is, for the rest of my life, til he died, every time ,my father asked me why I did something stupid, I put on my best retard face and said, "Cuz I retard, Daddy! LMMFAO!

We Were Born When.....
Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one sof

Well, That Was A Waste Of Time...
(Originally Posted on April 9, 2006)The Wiki article on Zoroaster was rather boring and uninformative as to what I wanted. Therefor, I got this from the Jewish Encyclopedia at http://www.jewishencyclopedia.com/view.jsp?artid=270&letter=S&search=Satan Satan, again, is not the Ultimate Evil. He works for god trying to tempt people. Anything he does is desired by heaven. Here's a quote on that: "Yet it is also evident from the prologue that Satan has no power of independent action, but requires the permission of God, which he may not transgress.He can not be regarded, therefore, as an opponent of the Deity; and the doctrine of monotheism is disturbed by his existence no more than by the presence of other beings before the face of God." Hmmm... I'll post more later. It's about time for me to go to my second job.

The Interview
So I went for my interview today with Jack Sizemore. I was as on edge, due to somewhat unrelated stress, but answered his questions the best I could and tried not to let my nerves show. I THINK I impressed him, because he started discussing benefits, pay rates, insurance, and such, and told me based on my experience I'd start out at $8/hr, where I'd put on my application that I'd take minimum wage. (The normal hire-in rate is about $6, someone else pointed out to me.) He did also tell me that he doesn't have any openings currently, but that might be just to give him time, because he also turned the interview over to one of the specialists working there for another interview. The second guy went back over some things, including questioning my motives for wanting to work there and experience with other jobs, and also discussed benefits, as well as letting me know some of the differences between County and State Correctional work. He'd overheard Jack's comments and seemed under the imp

My Wonderful Family
I consider myself very lucky to have such a wonderful family. To me, family is one of the most precious things anyone can have. When things are rough and I need a shoulder to cry on, all I have to do is pick up the phone. My family is so close. There was once a time in my life that I felt completely alone. After a while, my family began to grow. Today, I am very proud of the family I have. Several sisters, nieces, nephews, etc..... The list goes on and on. It's people like these that make me happy to be alive. My children are my blessings. I wish everyone on earth could have a family like mine. To all the families out there that are like mine, absolutely wonderful in every way, you are all making someone's life a little better, someone's day a little sweeter and someone's future a little brighter. Stop and think about your family..tell them how great they are, and how lucky you are to have them. Someday, you might not get the chance to say everything you want to. So, pick up a phone or

A Cardiologist's Funeral
The Cardiologist's Funeral...... A cardiologist died and was given an elaborate funeral. A huge heart covered in flowers stood behind the casket during the service. Following the eulogy, the heart opened, and the casket rolled inside. The heart then closed, sealing the doctor in the beautiful heart forever. At that point, one of the mourners burst into laughter. When all eyes stared at him, he said, "I'm sorry, I was just thinking of my own funeral..... I'm a gynecologist." That's when the proctologist fainted.

Wiki - Satan
(Originally Posted on April 9, 2006)Well, I finished the Wiki article on Satan found here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Satan. In it, the author(s) state that Satan as the ultimate evil seems to not have started in Christianity or Judaism, but started with the Persian prophet Zoroaster. Before then, Satan was seen more or less as a minor angel/demon/god. Hmmm... Instead of editing my previous post, I'll just post that I am looking at the Wiki article for Zoroaster located here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zoroaster

Outside Looking In !
I don`t know why I bottle it up inside, I really don`t have a place I can hide. Writing all this down to let it out, even though I have no idea.... what it is all about? Angry at myself for letting people push me around, Yeah I wish I were six feet in the ground. That way I would just be rid of myself, then you can put me on my own shelf. You think you know me, but do you really? The way that sometimes I can be silly. That is just me on the surface... You cant see all the anger and pain inside, that is all the bad stuff that I hide. You want to know me, then walk in my shoes, then you will know why I always have the blues. That is why sometimes I cant sleep, then there are times when my mind gets so deep. Why do i feel like a doormat? Sometimes you make me feel like that. Sorry that I never told you so, is it time for me to just go? Get as far away from you as I can, maybe I will find the real man. The one that has been bottled up inside, and the one that no longer wants to hide.

Research Sites
(Originally Posted on April 9, 2006)In case anybody wants to check out what I am researching, I will post it here. I will list what I am studying (including the site (if applicable)), then later on edit the post to include new research sites. I will post a new blog entry for my thoughts on each site. The first site is: Wiki: Satan.

More On The Satanic Bible
(Originally posted on April 9, 2006)Well, like I have said, I have read it. The first part was perfectly understandable and seemed to make sense. Then, we got into the spells part, where Satan was called and honored and such. Now, I think of myself as an atheist for the most part. I know that the god of the abrahamic traditions (Judaism, Christianity, Islam, and Mormon) doesn't exist. (I mean, there's all sorts of information supporting that out on the web if you're interested.) Therefore, Satan can't exist either. But here is the interesting part. Due to my upbringing I feel (not think) it is possible for Satan to exist. And by upbringing I don't mean living with a strict xtian family. (Heck, my family was about as religious as a retarded kumquat.) I am talking about the stories and such I would read in books, watch on television, and the like. That brings up the feeling that if Satan could exist, so could the xtian god. So, right now I have a battle of emotions versus logic go

The Fight Against Child Abuse
Hi Everyone, April is Child awareness month in my opinion it should be every month!! Every day. In 4 weeks I graduate from police science and like everyone else i will do anything in the hope of stopping child abuse. I wanted to share this with you all. This link will take you to a page which if you type in your address or your zip code it will bring up KNOWN SEX OFFENDERS that in YOUR AREA!! The map shows you a detailed map and different colored squares symbolizing the offence. All sexual predators are listed on this and they add to it regular. I typed in my address and was amazed at how many sex offenders live within walking distance of my home, my childs school etc . Bookmark this tool to your broswer and check it regular Each square that you click on will bring up not only the sex offfenders name and address but also a color photograph and it will tell you what crime they committed. Stay Safe Tigsy http://www.familywatchdog.us/ P.S you might have to copy paste

Hypocrite O'reilly Milks Rosie "feud" To Rescue Failing Show
Hypocrite O'Reilly Milks Rosie "Feud" To Rescue Failing Show Abandons rhetoric of ignoring "lunacy" to exploit brief ratings surge Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet Tuesday, April 3, 2007 Despite calling for the whole issue to be marginalized little over a week ago, hypocrite Bill O'Reilly has decided to throw his weight behind creating a feud with Rosie O'Donnell in a desperate attempt to boost ratings for his failing Fox News show. During a radio interview with billionaire Mark Cuban on the Friday March 23 broadcast of O'Reilly's Radio Factor show, O'Reilly argued that the 9/11 truth movement should be marginalized and that "lunacy shouldn't be given legitimacy" by affording it any attention. Yet since that broadcast, O'Reilly has given Rosie O'Donnell's 9/11 stance prime coverage on no less than three more occasions alone on his TV show and also discussed it further on his radio show. If this is how O'Reilly defines not giving something attention, then we have to

Just 3 Words...
Some of the most significant messages people deliver to one another Often come in just three words. When spoken or conveyed, those Statements have the power to forge new friendships, deepen old ones And restore relationships that have cooled. The following three word phrases can enrich every relationship: I'LL BE THERE - Being there for another person is the greatest gift We can give. When we are truly present for other people, important Things happen to them and to us. We are renewed in love and Friendship. We are restored emotionally and spiritually. 'Being There is at the very, very core of civility. I MISS YOU - Perhaps more marriages could be salvaged and Strengthened if couples simply and sincerely said to each other, "I Miss you." This powerful affirmation tells partners they are wanted, Needed, desired and loved. I RESPECT YOU - Respect is another way of showing love. Respect Conveys the feeling that another person is a true equal. It is a Powerful way to af

Love Part 2
I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you. I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what You are making of me. I love you For the part of me That you bring out; I love you For putting your hand Into my heaped-up heart And passing over All the foolish, weak things That you can't help Dimly seeing there, And for drawing out Into the light All the beautiful belongings That no one else had looked Quite far enough to find. I love you because you Are helping me to make Of the lumber of my life Not a tavern But a temple; Out of the works Of my every day Not a reproach But a song. I love you Because you have done More than any creed Could have done To make me good, And more than any fate Could have done To make me happy. You have done it Without a touch, Without a word, Without a sign. You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means, After all. ____

Love
Love is a friendship that has caught fire. It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving. It is loyalty through good and bad. It settles for less than perfection, and makes allowances for human weakness. Love is content with the present. It hopes for the future and it doesn’t brood over the past. It’s the day-in and day-out chronicle of irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, big victories, and working toward common goals. If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don’t have it, no matter what else there is, it is not enough, so search for it, ask God for it, and share it! ___

Depression
Grab my head and just want to scream, to many thoughts driving me insane. Life just gets more complicated, to many twisted things going through my brain. Why do I let it bother me, just want my friends to know I care. Need to show them all, the love i have to spare. Such a beautiful day out , I need to go out and play. Here in this cold room, is where i perfer to stay. Glad you came bye to give me a hand, I will return the favor when i can. You know that I am grateful, and I am a tender hearted man. Look in the mirror what do I see, just a lost soul staring back at me. Haven`t always tired that hard, to be the person that I want to be. Sometimes I wish i was in a grave, six feet under like my father. Life sucks all the time, so why should i even bother! Contemplating what to do next, maybe talk to another friend. Or maybe wallow in my sorrows, and bringmy life to a bitter end!

A Sonnet
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough wings do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date: Sometime too hote the eye of heaven shines, And often is his gold complexion dimm'd, And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance or natures changing course untrimm'd: But thy eternal summer shall not fade, Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest, Nor shall death brag thou wandrest in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou growest, So long as men can breathe or eyes can see So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

Pacman Jones' Big Day In New York
Things on his "To Do" list: 1. Continental breakfast 2. Double decker bus tour of mid-town 3. Avoid strip clubs, the concept of "rain", and paticipating in a conspiracy 4. Convince NFL commish Roger Goodell not to levy a one-year suspension for his cumulative off-field shenanigans Good luck with number four Pacman. You are going to be missed by bloggers everywhere.

Another Random Set Of Lyrics.... That I Really Like...
In the day In the night Say it right Say it all You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan Oh you don't mean no nothing at all to me No you don't mean no nothing at all to me But you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonite you tonite From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go?

What??? Lol
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Women Think About Sex
So I had a discussion with one of my friends tonight, which turned into a debate over whether or not women thought about sex all the time. She reasoned that women did not. I reasoned that only virgins and people who don't get much sex at all don't think about it very much, and people who get somewhere near a reasonable level of sex thing about it all the time, regardless of gender.She then decided to post a mumm about it (to which some people acted rather childish) but in the end my argument won out. Women do think about sex alot, just the same as men do! Infact I'd say some women think about sex more then some men! Its just common sense.Don't ask me why I chose to blog this, I'm just sorta bored I guess and figured blogging my eleiviate that for a short while at least....Of course as per always feel free to comment me on this blog entry as you see fit! Remember I encourage comments and discussion! :D

Hello
hello all.. :) hope your tuesday is going well so far.. i just wanted to make a comment about the contests that go on here.. i think its awesome that people can have fun and enter there pics into them and so on.. but i have had a few people send me messages and ask me to rate there pics for the contest and dont get me wrong plz i do not mind helping out at all.. but it would be nice to get a thank you after instead of not sending messages back at all.. like i said plz dont get me wrong just thought i would mention it thanks

Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

If You Are My True Friend
If You are My True Friend I need to know if you're my true friend, will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, and trust them in your heart you'll keep? We are neither of us without our flaws, can you accept mine as I will yours? I'll be a shoulder to cry on when you're blue, will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, if you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, will y

Kinda Sad
kinda sad Current mood: crushed "You can't help her," Sam tried to reason, "It's your time to go- you have to move on." Dean shot Sam an interested glance but said nothing. Mary smiled politely, mischievousness building behind her eyes. "It's not my time to go," Mary smiled, "if I never lived in the first place." "What do you mean by that?" Sam asked cautiously. "Kristin needed a friend," Mary explained. "And so she created you," Sam said. "How?" "She wrote her story," Mary said simply, and turned and walked out into the hall. "She's coming- you better go." "Wait," Sam called, coming after her, but Mary had already left. "Dude- what's going on?" Dean asked, annoyed that he had been kept in the dark for this long. "We have to go, I'll explain later," Sam said quickly. "Mary- what's wrong?" I asked quickly. Her pale face was unusually paler, and she had a troubled expression on her face. "There's people looking for you," Mary said quietly,

Good Grief
This is the message i recieved....seriously? lmao i wonder if it works for him here ya go daddyknowsbest... Are you a girl who enjoys Orgasmic fantasies and roleplaying, in real time/cam/phone.Oral skills both giving and recieving, TOYS TOYS TOYS. Lots and lots of ORGASMS!!! Go rate and comment on Daddy's hot kinky pics that will make baby very wet! Give Daddy a phone# or webcam address and let the ORGASMS BEGIN!!!!

Because Of You - - - I Am
Because of You I am Sorry I made you cry and your impression of me as flawless-- deserted your memory somehow. It hurts to know I’ve mishandled you but you should understand- the woman that I am. I barricade the murmurs that dwell in my head aspiring to make me do damage and commit-- ever sin known to man. I feud with my demons on a daily basis and sometimes I come close to lurking- into their disease. It’s a tattoo on my identity that will never let me go but I attempt to place--- a smile on my face and act like breathing is ok. You have visions of a woman I never will be and I am sorry I made you believe I can be anyone but me. It’s okay to hate every NOW and than if it causes you to understand I am only human and sometimes I cave to intoxication. I crave to discover intimacy and a brief bit of peace of mind to walk in the eclipse of you for just a little time. You open me to my uniqueness

The Value Of Life
Not to judge people By the cover Not to value material more than mind ........... Even though getting so much authority and money But without virtue Life is worthless than the poor Who overwhelming with goodness Not to let the value of life Masking by those illusion

Chapter 7 { Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea
CHAPTER VII AN UNKNOWN SPECIES OF WHALE This unexpected fall so stunned me that I have no clear recollection of my sensations at the time. I was at first drawn down to a depth of about twenty feet. I am a good swimmer (though without pretending to rival Byron or Edgar Poe, who were masters of the art), and in that plunge I did not lose my presence of mind. Two vigorous strokes brought me to the surface of the water. My first care was to look for the frigate. Had the crew seen me disappear? Had the Abraham Lincoln veered round? Would the captain put out a boat? Might I hope to be saved? The darkness was intense. I caught a glimpse of a black mass disappearing in the east, its beacon lights dying out in the distance. It was the frigate! I was lost. "Help, help!" I shouted, swimming towards the Abraham Lincoln in desperation. My clothes encumbered me; they seemed glued to my body, and paralysed my movements. I was sinking! I was suffocating! "Help!" This was my last cr

Through Midnight Eyes
Staring at YOU through midnight eyes Taking in the beauty that surrounds you The beauty within you The beauty that IS you Raping your soul in the fullness of the moon Filling it with the brightness of the sun and the sweetness of morning dew Keeping that within my heart Until Darkness falls and I can view you Through my midnight eyes! R.F.Hamlett Sr 4/3/07

Seriously
I'm trying ou this CherryTap thing for the amounts of email invites I've been given by so many friends. So here's my profile. Love it or Hate it. Im a 25 yr old college grad who stays home with her 3 beautiful babies. I have a boyfriend that has been there for me through thick and thin and I wouldn't trade him or the world!

Chapter 8 { The First Men In The Moon
The harsh emphasis, the pitiless black and white of scenery had altogether disappeared. The glare of the sun had taken upon itself a faint tinge of amber; the shadows upon the cliff of the crater wall were deeply purple. To the eastward a dark bank of fog still crouched and sheltered from the sunrise, but to the westward the sky was blue and clear. I began to realise the length of my insensibility. We were no longer in a void. An atmosphere had arisen about us. The outline of things had gained in character, had grown acute and varied; save for a shadowed space of white substance here and there, white substance that was no longer air but snow, the arctic appearance had gone altogether. Everywhere broad rusty brown spaces of bare and tumbled earth spread to the blaze of the sun. Here and there at the edge of the snowdrifts were transient little pools and eddies of water, the only things stirring in that expanse of barrenness. The sunlight inundated the upper two blinds of our sphere

Chapter 5 { Moby Dick
CHAPTER 5 Breakfast I quickley followed suit, and descending into the bar-room accosted the grinning landlord very pleasantly. I cherished no malice towards him, though he had been skylarking with me not a little in the matter of my bedfellow. However, a good laugh is a mighty good thing, and rather too scarce a good thing; the more's the pity. So, if any one man, in his own proper person, afford stuff for a good joke to anybody, let him not be backward, but let him cheerfully allow himself to spend and to be spent in that way. And the man that has anything bountifully laughable about him, be sure there is more in that man than you perhaps think for. The bar-room was now full of the boarders who had been dropping in the night previous, and whom I had not as yet had a good look at. They were nearly all whalemen; chief mates, and second mates, and third mates, and sea carpenters, and sea coopers, and sea blacksmiths, and harpooneers, and ship keepers; a brown and brawny c

This Is Cute
Mom: Sure. Hold on. Ashley: Hello? Ethan: Hey. it's ethan. how was your day? Ashley: It was fine, how was yours? Ethan: It was ok. ------------------------------------------------------------ ~akward silence~ ------------------------------------------------------------ Ethan: Sooooo...... Ashley: *giggle* Sooooo..... Ethan: You doin anything tomorrow? Ashley: Nope, why? Ethan: Uhh, umm, maybe, uhh, I dont know, we can, hang out or somethin? Ashley: *blushes* Okay, what time? Ethan: *big smile* Great! uhh, how about around 6:00pm or something? Ashley: Alright! I'll meet you over at the park then... Ethan: Ok then. Ashley: Well I gotta go, but I'll see you tomorrow?! Ethan: Ok, see u then.... ------------------------------------------------------------ -----next day------ ------------------------------------------------------------ *** Ashley walks over to the park and see's Ethan sitting on a bench waiting for her*** As

Straight From The Heart
It doesn't matter what you look like, doesn't matter where you live, doesn't matter how you are brought up, doesn't matter what your beliefs are. All it matters is that you love me, that you truly care for me, that you understand how I feel, that I belong to you and only you, that you are there to wipe away my tears, that you will always be around when I need you, that you will always tell me the truth, and that you won't do anything to hurt me. This matter is coming straight from the heart. Wherever you are, whatever that you are doing at this moment. Just remember, there is someone here who loves you.

A New Crime!
Woman dropped on head alleges 'negligent dancing' • Lacey Hindman, 22, is suing a dancing partner • She says she was dropped on her head at an office party • Attorney David Baum says his client is a victim of "negligent dancing" • Hindman suffered a fractured skull and brain injury, suit says CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- A woman is suing her dance partner, claiming he dropped her on her head after flipping her into the air at an office party. Lacey Hindman, 22, was a victim of "negligent dancing," says her lawyer, David M. Baum. In the suit, Hindman claims that during a party at a Chicago bar and restaurant in April 2006, David Prange grabbed her by the forearms and tossed her in the air, and then she crashed to the wood floor. "I was in the air, over him," Hindman said. "I fell hard enough you could hear the impact of me hitting the floor over the sound from the jukebox." Hindman said in the suit, filed in Cook County Circuit Court, that she suffered a fractured skull and brai

Favorite Drinks
WASHINGTON APPLE (SHOT) CROWN ROYAL 2 OZ APPLE PUCKER 2 OZ CRANBERRY JUICE 2 OZ Shake ingredients in a cocktail shaker with ice. Strain into shot glass. =============================================== SLEDGEHAMMER (SHOT) JACK DANIELS 1/2 OZ BUTTERSCOTCH SCHNAPPS 1/2 OZ pour into shot glass and enjoy. =============================================== REDHEADED SLUT (SHOT) JAGERMEISTER 1 OZ PEACH SCHNAPPS 1 OZ CRANBERRY JUICE 1 1/2 OZ Shake ingredients in a cocktail shaker with ice. Strain into shot glass. =============================================== APPLE PIE (SHOT) (BULK RECIPE) EVERCLEAR 1 QT. APPLE JUICE 1 GALLON APPLE CIDER 1 GALLON CINNAMON STICKS 7 STICKS SUGAR 4 CUPS Mix apple juice, apple cider, cinnamon sticks, and sugar together. Boil until cinnamon sticks lose flavor. Add everclear. Refrigerate. ==============================================

Why?
Why? A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude and the simplicit

Apple Tree
will you be my pairtree, and my orchard of apples.. be my latern of love. there once was a man who necked with himself, and he always dreamed of persenting his pelvic thrust, in front of a crowd. which he has now done, sevel times how Fortunate for you, he would pretend to be an airplain, and then he would neck with himself agian and sometimes very rare Accession he would sqeeze his own Butt ox, awsome, shake head, clap your hand and stomp your feet, went on down to the coutry store, come home late cause he meat a whore, i gave her money cause she was cool, it was a man in a dress, whos the fool

Chapter 12 { The Hound Of The Baskervills
Chapter 12. Death on the Moor For a moment or two I sat breathless, hardly able to believe my ears. Then my senses and my voice came back to me, while a crushing weight of responsibility seemed in an instant to be lifted from my soul. That cold, incisive, ironical voice could belong to but one man in all the world. "Holmes!" I cried--"Holmes!" "Come out," said he, "and please be careful with the revolver." I stooped under the rude lintel, and there he sat upon a stone outside, his gray eyes dancing with amusement as they fell upon my astonished features. He was thin and worn, but clear and alert, his keen face bronzed by the sun and roughened by the wind. In his tweed suit and cloth cap he looked like any other tourist upon the moor, and he had contrived, with that catlike love of personal cleanliness which was one of his characteristics, that his chin should be as smooth and his linen as perfect as if he were in Baker Street. "I never was more glad to see anyone in my l

A Slave For Her Lover ( Part 1)
A Slave for Her Lover ( part 1) Current mood: In Love A Slave for Her Lover Part one He walked into her life unexpectantly and stole her heart . She hadn't been looking for a man but here he was all dressed up and hitting on her . She told herself that she would not fall for him but what the hell a few nights of using him for sex wouldn't hurt . As the night went on they danced and he kept buying her drinks and she was feeling very tipsey . He made the suggestion that they go back to his place and continue the party there . They left and since she was in no condition to drive they decided that she would ride with him and come back tomorrow to get her car . He pulled into his driveway about 30 minutes later and pulled her close to him and kissed her . The kiss turned very passionate fast, with light biting of her lips and neck . He opens his glove box and extracts a blindfold and places it over her eyes and she gasps in surprise . He gets out of the car and goes arou

War
I think we should give cities and towns different names to cut down on war. I mean...who is gonna attack a place called Strawberry Shortcake? How about these? General: "Colonel....did you bomb City With No Name?" Colonel: "No Sir." General: Well why the hell not?! Colonel: We couldn't find it on the map, Sir. General: "Well go to Plan B then!" Colonel: "Sir.....what exactly is "Plan B"? General: "Bomb the hell out of Invisible City." How about cities named after body parts? Major: "Captain, I want you to take your men and attack Pussy. Captain Butts will take his men around back and fight a rear-guard action. The 82nd Airborne will jump at 0600 hours and secure the Tittie Mountains. The Navy will perform beach head....I mean secure a beach head."

Redneck Birthday
"Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" >> >> "Yes, what can I do for you?" >> >> "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin' >> marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside >> them >> logs, >> >> but he's hidin' it there." >> >> "Thank you very much for the call, sir." >> >> The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They >> search >> the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every >> piece of >> wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. >> >> Shortly after this, the phone rings at Virgil's house. >> >> "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....Did th e Sheriff come?" >> >> "Yeah!" >> >> "Did they chop your firewood?" >> >> "Yep!" >> >> "Happy Birthday, buddy!" >> >> Rednecks know how to Git-R-Dun!

Philosophy
You scored as Hedonism. Your life is guided by the principles of Hedonism: You believe that pleasure is a great, or the greatest, good; and you try to enjoy life’s pleasures as much as you can. “Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!” More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...Hedonism100%Existentialism95%Justice (Fairness)95%Utilitarianism65%Kantianism55%Strong Egoism50%Apathy25%Divine Command0%Nihilism0%What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)created with QuizFarm.com

Subject: Why?
center>Subject: Why? A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude a

Chapter 11 The Mummy { The Jewel Of Seven Stars
'Mr. Trelawny's hope was at least as great as my own. He is not so volatile a man as I am, prone to ups and downs of hope and despair; but he has a fixed purpose which crystallizes hope into belief. At times I had feared that there might have been two such stones, or that the adventures of Van Huyn were traveller's fictions, based on some ordinary acquisition' of the curio in Alexandria or Cairo, or London or Amsterdam. But Mr. Trelawny never faltered in his belief. We had many things to distract our minds from belief or disbelief. This was soon after Arabia, Pasha, and Egypt was no safe place for travellers, .especially if they were English. But Mr. Trelawny is a fearless man; and I almost come to think at times that I am not a coward myself. We got together a band of Arabs whom one or other of us had known in former trips to the desert, and whom we could trust; that is, we did not distrust them as much as others. We were numerous enough to protect ourselves from chance marauding band

The Year I Was Born
In 1984 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US On a Challenger mission, two astronauts become the first humans to fly free of a spacecraft An Union Carbide insecticide plant in Bhopal, India seeps toxic gas killing over 2,000 Penthouse magazine publishes nude photographs of Miss America Vanessa Williams The Soviet Union boycotts the Los Angeles Summer Olympics Richard Stallman starts developing GNU "Where's the Beef?" commercial campaign for Wendy's airs for the first time The Apple Macintosh, the first consumer computer to use a computer mouse and GUI interface, is introduced by Apple Ethiopian famine begins Mandy Moore and Avril Lavigne are born Detroit Tigers win the World Series Los Angeles Raiders win Superbowl XVIII Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Ghost Busters, Beverly Hills Cop, Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom, Gremlins, and The Karate Kid are top grossing films "When Doves Cry" by Prince and the Revolut

Chapter 20 { The Invisibel Man
XX. AT THE HOUSE IN GREAT PORTLAND STREET For a moment Kemp sat in silence, staring at the back of the headless figure at the window. Then he started, struck by a thought, rose, took the Invisible Man's arm, and turned him away from the outlook. "You are tired," he said, "and while I sit, you walk about. Have my chair." He placed himself between Griffin and the nearest window. For a space Griffin sat silent, and then he resumed abruptly: -- "I had left the Chesilstowe cottage already," he said, "when that happened. It was last December. I had taken a room in London, a large unfurnished room in a big ill-managed lodging-house in a slum near Great Portland Street. The room was soon full of the appliances I had bought with his money; the work was going on steadily, successfully, drawing near an end. I was like a man emerging from a thicket, and suddenly coming on some unmeaning tragedy. I went to bury him. My mind was still on this research, and I did not lift a finger to

Hello.
Hello. My name is not Bob. Sometimes I wish it was Bob. Bob is a very easy name to spell. It's round in the middle. Like me. And the b's look all manly and virile. They are like two phallic symbols, demonstrating to the world that Bob is a manly man full of potent um... penis... er... power or something. My name is still not Bob. I wonder if that means I am a eunuch.

True Friends
Here are a few things I found to help you think the next time your bored and want to send a FRIEND something plz feel free to copy and save to your folder. I was inspired by on of our family members I hope she knows how she is (she sent me a few gifts along with a note). any how I got to thinking so Its obvisly hard for people to search out a good comment of friendship so here are some make some one smile send one out. www.hostdrjack.com www.hostdrjack.comwww.hostdrjack.comwww.hostdrjack.comwww.hostdrjack.comwww.hostdrjack.com

Life
Alright..First one for this cherrytap thing. So yeah, the constant fighting the constant hitting. I'm done with it. I'm moving out.. I wanted o-o bad to move out and live with my g/f but I now dont have a car..so I'm fucked on that one....and...so im going to be living with a friend of mine until i can do whatever...and hopefully that wont take that long...im looking at another month..and that's going to piss me off even more so. But yeah..im done witht he hitting and im done with everything thing else....i have no car and no i have no true "home" so....life is pretty shitty as of right now..i want things to get better but it doesnt seem like its going to get better any time soon.

Recent Event Has Me At Odds!
DUE TO A RECENT EVENT, WHICH I CAN'T GO INTO DETAIL ABOUT, I MAY SEEM A LITTLE DISTRACTED. LETS JUST I FOUND OUT ABOUT SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED WITH ONE OF MY DAUGHTERS AND I WAS FLOODED WITH A VAST ARRAY OF EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS. I AM WRITING THIS TO APPOLIGIZE TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR MY PRESENT MOOD. I AM VERY SORRY AND IN TIME I WILL BE A LOT BETTER, IT'S JUST RIGHT NOW I HAVE A LOT TO DEAL WITH.I LOVE YOU ALL BOTH OLD AND NEW AND WILL CONTINUE TO HOLD YOU DEAR TO MY HEART. ALTHOUGH I AM DEALING WITH MY CURRENRT SITUATION I AM STILL THERE FOR ALL OF YOU. I AM STILL THE VERY GIVING AND CARING MAN THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN, SO IF YOU NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON, A PERSON TO TALK TO, OR ANYTHING AT ALL THAT I CAN DO FOR PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO CALL ON ME. AS IN THE WORDS OF THAT JAMES TAYLOR SONG "YOU'VE GOT A FRIEND", NOW MORE THAN EVER. AS ALWAYS WITH ALL MY LOVE AND RESPECT HORSE

Awakening
Awakening The chafing down of hindrance to temptation caresses lips. The darkness is seeing-- congesting in and captures you in solitary. Moonlight duplicates a man in his bed all by himself the walls compact and deems him hysterical. Breathe deep and open your eyes-- toward the light come out of your coma and yield to the awakening. It’s better than pacing unparalleled-- in this animation better than never knowing that-- hope has always been on your side. Just a little applying will curve your darkness– to a new day and you my love- can inscribe to the awakening. It ends for you now all the whispering internal and you traversing forsaken operating complex and abiding within your solace zone. Tonight you will glimpse----- the awakening . . . I diagrammed a tiny bit of magic-- in your existence and now you desire- more of me than you ever craved- for something before. I stroke

Chapter 19 { The Invisibel Man
XIX. CERTAIN FIRST PRINCIPLES "What's the matter?" asked Kemp, when the Invisible Man admitted him. "Nothing," was the answer. "But, confound it! The smash?" "Fit of temper," said the Invisible Man. "Forgot this arm; and it's sore." "You're rather liable to that sort of thing." "I am." Kemp walked across the room and picked up the fragments of broken glass. "All the facts are out about you," said Kemp, standing up with the glass in his hand; "all that happened in Iping, and down the hill. The world has become aware of its invisible citizen. But no one knows you are here." The Invisible Man swore. "The secret's out. I gather it was a secret. I don't know what your plans are, but of course I'm anxious to help you." The Invisible Man sat down on the bed. "There's breakfast upstairs," said Kemp, speaking as easily as possible, and he was delighted to find his strange guest rose willingly. Kemp led the way up the narrow staircase to the belvedere.

Blah
Well only two more weeks before Justin comes home but this wait totally sucks, I hate it, I am making it but this JRTC crap is for the birds, deployment again is going to suck, but it's all a part of the job and I'm proud of my baby so that is all that matters I guess. Hope everyone is well!!

Current News
I know that many of you are anxiously awaiting to hear news of the outcome of my latest court battle.Since it was held in another state and I was not present I am currently awaiting news myself.The Govenors office is working hard to get me information so that I do not have to wait for another 30 days to find out the courts decision . This was about a modification to my child support.I was trying to get it raised.It went to court in another state.I had an attorney from that state represent me and my children at my states request.The ex was supposed to be present at this hearing due to it being in his home state.It is not known at this time if he was there. The hearing was on March 29th,2007.My representative in the Govenors office said it could take as long as 10 days to get it drafted on the other states end and a total of 30 days before we got the court order here.He is diligently working to get as much information for me as he can before the 10 days.The information that we

Chapter 11 { The Hound Of The Baskervills
Chapter 11. The Man on the Tor The extract from my private diary which forms the last chapter has brought my narrative up to the eighteenth of October, a time when these strange events began to move swiftly towards their terrible conclusion. The incidents of the next few days are indelibly graven upon my recollection, and I can tell them without reference to the notes made at the time. I start them from the day which succeeded that upon which I had established two facts of great importance, the one that Mrs. Laura Lyons of Coombe Tracey had written to Sir Charles Baskerville and made an appointment with him at the very place and hour that he met his death, the other that the lurking man upon the moor was to be found among the stone huts upon the hillside. With these two facts in my possession I felt that either my intelligence or my courage must be deficient if I could not throw some further light upon these dark places. I had no opportunity to tell the baronet what I had learned

Curiousty Is Killing Me!!!!
Recently I have two photos ripped without permission. Appearantely Cherrytap does not want you know who did it. Atleast it is not being displayed on my profile. How many others think photos should not be able to be ripped without your permission and authorization. I also think if you go to someone's profile to rate them below a 10 your ID should also be displayed that way you can no longer hide your identity and the fact you are a mean person. I personally do not feel i derserve a 10 everyone stops by and neither does anyone else but we do because we are nice!!!!!! Chris

The Legend Of The Idiot Boss: Letting Go
The SysAdmin (the guy who works on the hardware, making sure our sites stay up) here has been trying for months to get Idiot Boss to hire an Assistant SysAdmin.Idiot Boss decided that was an expense he didn't want.Yesterday, the SysAdmin got another job and will be leaving here.Idiot Boss was worried because the SysAdmin is the only person here who knows how to do the hardware stuff.So, here's what's going to happen:1) The SysAdmin has a friend looking for a SysAdmin job. He will be hired here, but the SysAdmin will still leave.2) The SysAdmin will be put on salary here and work from home (or wherever he's at) when the new Assistant SysAdmin can't figure something out. He also gets to keep the laptop he got from here.3) The new Assistant SysAdmin has the same name as the Crazy Guy who left here a while back, but is not the same person, much to my relief.So we'll see how that goes...tag: idiot boss, careers, business-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Chapter 18 { The Invisibel Man
XVIII. THE INVISIBLE MAN SLEEPS Exhausted and wounded as the Invisible Man was, he refused to accept Kemp's word that his freedom should be respected. He examined the two windows of the bedroom, drew up the blinds, and opened the sashes, to confirm Kemp's statement that a retreat by them would be possible. Outside the night was very quiet and still, and the new moon was setting over the town. Then he examined the keys of the bedroom and the two dressing-room doors, to satisfy himself that these also could be made an assurance of freedom. Finally he expressed himself satisfied. He stood on the hearth rug and Kemp heard the sound of a yawn. "I'm sorry," said the Invisible Man, "if I cannot tell you all that I have done to-night. But I am worn out. It's grotesque, no doubt. It's horrible! But believe me, Kemp, in spite of your arguments of this morning, it is quit a possible thing. I have made a discovery. I meant to keep it to myself. I can't. I must have a partner. And you -- We ca

Type O Negative!!! Atlanta Georgia Im Going!!!
So today I have just completed a purchase of TWO TYPE O NEGATIVE tickets..for may 4th at the masquerade here in atlanta. One is for me of course, and the other is for my dear friend shawntel's birthday present.... As far as I know it will be her first major band show, so im hoping/thinking that she will have a great time.... Anyone else is welcome to come join us..it will be a hell of a show in a hell of a place and chances are you may actually get to meet the band.... *fingers crossed* Dean Dark

I Am Not Gong Anywhere
I almost left Cherrytap because of several things. For one word came back to me that a weightless, truthless rumor was being spread around about me by someone. The person behind this lie is someone I met online, whom I have never met before who lives all the way in West Virginia. Just because I noticed some disturbing things about her and told her I do not want to have anything to do with her, she decides to tell devilish lies about me, what a loser. Here is the second reason why I almost left Cherrytap. The person who relayed the news to me about the woman spreading the rumor about me somehow feels like I owe her something because she has done things for me that any friend would do for another friend. It is obvious what the problem is with her though. She has been interested in me from day one for more then just friends, she cannot accept the fact that I just want to be friends, and that she is not my type. l mean what more does she want from me? I go to her page from time to

Comments
My beautiful son...whom I' love with all my heart, joined CT so he could come in and comment on my over 40 and sexy contest. Bless his heart...he put all the comments on my profile page instead of on the picture link. Not for all the tea in China would I take off all those jfcgk wlgis bksnil dlwit goie epogl He is SUCH sweetie! Boy, do I LOVE HIM!!!!

Guardians Of The Soul
The voice of wisdom can be heard, not in lies, and the song of Truth won't be defied, so adamant to protect, the ones that you love, for the Shadow of Death, shall not be denied. Serenity, silently dallies in vain, Integrity's virtue goes slowly insane, the silence of Sins can deafening too while pieces of Honesty slice in pain. Solitude is there to focus the mind the aberration of Truth is yet to be kind. Devotion, a secret not yet exposed, yet we burn with immutable emotions that bind. Surrendered illusions of Grace have grown cold, thoughts often tumble as fears lie untold. While involvement in such an indifferent place harshly shreds Peace from your spiritual soul. Life should have taught you of Sorrow and Pain of Love and Joy and things you could gain, but words said in anger destroy things you love so with stoic tranquility, the Guardians remain. © 2007 KG

Questionaire
(Originally posted April 07, 2006)This came from the membership questionaire of The Church of Satan.1.) What are your impressions of The Satanic Bible?As of yet, I haven't read it. It is my next book to read, though.2.) What do you expect to accomplish through Satanism?Got me. I am just looking it over right now.3.) If you were granted three wishes, what would they be?a) To live healthily for as long as I wanted to do so.b) To be left alone by the law.c) To have enough money to get whatever I want for the rest of my life.(Or simply wish (a) + the ability to instantly hypnotize anybody in person or through any sort of device.)4.) What is your attitude toward animals? If you have any pets describe them. What is your ideal?I like them, for the most part. I have three cats (a black cat, a calico cat, and a tabby) and a mutt dog. (I like cats better because they can take care of themselves better than dogs can.)5.) Are you satisfied with your sex life? Describe your ideal of a physicall

A Couple Of Links
(Originally posted April 7, 2006)Here are a few links I have on Satanism:ReligiousTolerance.org - Church of SatanWiki - LaVeyan SatanismChurch of SatanFirst Church of SatanCurrently, I am mostly interested in the First Church of Satan organization. The Church of Satan seems to stratified. My views may change later though.

It All Started Simply Enough...
(Originally posted Friday, April 7, 2006)I was going through a website that shows the last 40 images from LiveJournal (the website is at http://www.fuzzysquid.com/LJ.php in case you're interested) when I came across a pentacle. I clicked on it to see what page would show up and it was a link to a religious quiz. I took it and, well, here are my results: You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.Satanism 100%atheism 75%Islam 67%Buddhism 63%Paganism 63%agnosticism 50%Hinduism 42%Judaism

2 Become 1
I just want EVERYONE that knows me (& those that don't yet) that I am now engaged to the most wonderful women in this world her name is Princess Katie & she really rocks my world. i suppose i ave been having my head in the sand for quite some time about my true feeling for her. Now I just want her to know that I wanna spend the rest of my life with her. U complete me 100% I love you my princess ~xXx~ princesskatie@ CherryTAP

Strippers
Yeah,I'm a stripper.I get paid to shake my ass and get drunk and I'm damn good to.I support my family do this.So,anyone that has a problem with this GET OVER IT!!If you had the money you would pay me to shake my ass for you too> LATER

It's Offcial.
I heart Greeley and Laguna. Ryan is the best person on this earth. Matteo is my latin brother as he now says. Brad is just too fucking hot for words AND he's nice. Twin 1 is funny as hell drunk. Brandon is actually pretty damn hot upclose and makes great convo. Twin 2 is just.... DAMN. Dallas makes random noises and I love it. Dan is effin hot cause he's a boi and wears eyeliner. Brian is a sweetie. I'll get ya next time little man!

Really Short Books
The World's Shortest Books: FRENCH WAR HEROES ______________________________________ THINGS I LOVE ABOUT MY COUNTRY by Jane Fonda & Cindy Sheehan. Illustrated by Michael Moore ________________________________________ MY BEAUTY SECRETS by Janet Reno _________________________________________________________

Lyrics To The Song Always By Bon Jovi. *maybe If You People Are Good. Ill Make A Video Blog Of Me Singing It*
This romeo is bleeding But you can't see his blood It's nothing but some feelings That this old dog kicked up It's been raining since you left me Now I'm drowning in the flood You see I've always been a fighter But without you I give up Now I can't sing a love song Like the way it's meant to be Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore But baby, that's just me And I will love you, baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always Now your pictures that you left behind Are just memories of a different life Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry One that made you have to say goodbye What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair To touch your lips, to hold you near When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes, I'm just a man When

Senior Giddies :d
TELL ME THIS WON'T HAPPEN TO US !!!! LOST IN THE DARNDEST PLACES: An elderly Floridian called 911 on her cell phone to report that her car has been broken into. She is hysterical as she explains her situation to the dispatcher: "They've stolen the stereo, the steering wheel, the brake pedal and even the accelerator!" she cried. The dispatcher said, "Stay calm. An officer is on the way." A few minutes later, the officer radios in. "Disregard." He says. "She got in the back-seat by mistake." ________________________________________________________________________ FAMILY Three sisters, ages 92, 94 and 96, live in a house together. One night the 96-year-old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, "Was I getting in or out of the bath?" The 94-year-old yells back, "I don't know. I'll come up and see." She starts up the stairs and pauses "Was I going up the stairs or down?" The 92-year-old is sitting at the kitchen table having t

Sometimes
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past ~ stop planning the future ~ stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel ~ stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel ~Sometimes we just have to go with…… “Whatever happens – happens”

Biker's Alphabet
I came home from work one bright, sunny day, And looked out the window, saw the rugrats at play. I glanced at the table, upon which a book, Lay open. I grabbed it and gave it a look. The bright colored pictures, my son had, you could tell, Looked at it, and wondered, in his way, what the hell, Are all these strange symbols and letters about? This is not like the magazines my old man leaves out. I looked at it closely and it went down the list. "A is for apples", the other letters like this. I started to thinking about the best chuckle yet. It's time to write down The Biker's Alphabet. A is for Assholes, you dodge on the street. B is for Bitches, they're looking so sweet. C is for Chrome, the Biker's sunshine of life. D is for Dancers, your M/C bro's wife. E is for Evo, the new special breed. F is for Fatboy, built low for great speed. G is for Glide, Wide, Electra and Dyna. H is for Harley, that hot steel vagina. I is for Iso, the pegs for your scoot. J is fo

"the Pasture Of Mind"
"The Pasture of mind" How I used too love to roam, in the pastures of grass so Green. And too pick wild flowers, I have never seen. I used too love to sit upon the hillside, that was so steep, and watch the cows tramping about, on sturdy feet. I would listen too birds in sweetness sing, that seemed to fill the air with freshness and everything. The smell of new blossoms, on the trees, which were almost covered, with honey bees. But too add to this pleasure land of mind. A little brook, that did wind through this lonely Green pastures of mind. I hope you enjoyed reading this poem as much as I enjoyed sharing it. This poem was written in 1938, by my grandmother, Clina Beryl White (Vintinner), when she was a Senior in high school.....

For Women ~ Funny As Hell
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER BRAND MANAGER AT PROCTER & GAMBLE. Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core (tm) or Dri-Weave(tm) absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding, or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll b

Itz My Fault
ITS MY FAULT THAT I PUT UP WALLS WHEN SOMEONE GETS CLOSE...ITS MY FAULT THAT NOONE KNOWA/HOW BAD IT HURTS TO BE THIS WAY/TO BE A SHELL THAT CANNOT STAY...ITZ MY FAULT THAT MY HEART Z COLD/BUT WHO KNOWS MAYBE ONE DAY THE REAL HEART WILL SHOW...ITZ MY FAULT THAT MY FEELINGS CHANGE/IM THE BLAME/ITS A SHAME TOO CAUSE I GOT SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE/BUT ILL LIVE I GUESS/OR MAKE A MESS OF SOMEONE ELSES HEART...ITZ MY FAULT AND IM SORRY....TO BE CONT.......STUN1

If Dog's Were Teacher's...
If Dogs were Teachers You would learn stuff like..... When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. When it's in your best interest, practice obedience. Let others know when they've invaded your territory. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back in the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. No matter how often you're scolded, don't buy into the guilt thing and pout...run right back and make friends. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough. Be loyal. Never pretend to be something you're not. If what you want lies buried,

Lyrics To A Good Song Called Simply Being Loved. *i Got The Video In My Stash*
So little time some little time... so frustrated some little joy so little joy ...it's complicated so little time some little time...time to work it all out yeah yeah so little joy some little joy...it's complicated I feel I'm stumbling in the dark ...sonambulated I feel my heart's again the sparks.... I'm praying for love praying for love some little joy some little joy.... it's complicated some little time some little time ....my heart's been faded some little hope some little hope...and I pray again for love so hopin' enough Simply being loved loved loved it's more than enough ... simply being loved .... it's more than enough.... simply being loved.... some little joy some little joy...it's complicated some little time some little time....be acclimated some little hope some little hope...and I'm prayin' out with love some little time to make some change...been isolating a thousand years of timeless days .....sonambulating I'm stumbling wounded in the

My Day From Good To Bad To Just Fookedup
Hello dear friends Wolfie here just writing a blog about nothing! What can I say I’m in pain right now! My head hurtz and no pain killer in this world bar morphine can stop the pain! Ok so now on with the blog! Went to the shops today and this old woman asked me for $2.. So what do I do! I have 3 chose’s 1:say fuck off ya free loader. 2:act like I care and give her the cash or 3:stab her in the eye with my new bladed keychian and walk away knowing I just killed someone?......what would you do? Well I’ll tell you what I did... no:2 ok..... I didn’t act like I cared I just said “why?” that was the worst thing I could have done in my life! She runs strait into a long ass story about smokes and her check and something about a dog.....*??WTF??* Ok that is just too much for me so there I am diggin through my kool bag that reads “What are you looking at!” with a pick of little Jason on it pissing..... Lmao!.. Gift from my girlfriend.... anyway! I’m diggin round and then the old goat has th

The Blonde From Alabama
Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the crap table. A very attractive blonde woman from Alabama arrived and bet twenty-thousand dollars ($20,000) on a single roll of the dice. She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I play topless." With that, she stripped to the waist, rolled the dice, and yelled, "Come on, baby.....Southern Girl needs new clothes!" As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up-and-down and squealed "YES!! YES!! I WON!! I WON!!" She hugged each of the dealers and then picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded. Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?" The other answered, "I don't know. I thought you were watching." Moral --- Not all Southerners are stupid. Not all blondes are dumb. But, all men ARE still men.

Repost Of Blueeyes' Blog
ATTRACTIVE TEST Body: would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you g

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok they didn't have a real video for this but i listened to this song for the first time yesterday as a request from metal_baby(YOU ROCK GIRL) and i found this cool video for the Matrix Revolutions movie and with this song its really cool.. check it out here's CHIMAIRA - DEAD INSIDE :D I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt. You left feeling so empty and needing. Can't see the glitter in you Go away. Go away. You called me all the time,/Go away. Go away. hiding behind your lies./Go away. Go away. Materialistic/Go away. (Scream) Go away! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside! You called him a friend to help you get through it. I see your true face now. Your face (now) Go away. Well my tears are gone./Go away. Go away. I am happy now./Go away. Go away. Thanks for making it clear./Go away. Go away. Go away! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside You don't know wha

The Story Of Edith Burns...
THIS IS WORTH EVERY MINUTE IT TAKES TO READ IT. TRUST ME!! Happy Easter! Edith Burns was a wonderful Christian who lived in San Antonio, Texas She was the patient of a doctor by the name of Will Phillips. Dr. Phillips was a gentle doctor who saw patients as people. His favorite patient was Edith Burns One morning he went to his office with a heavy heart and it was because of Edith Burns When he walked into that waiting room, there sat Edith with her big black Bible in her lap earnestly talking to a young mother sitting beside her. Edith Burns had a habit of introducing herself in this way: "Hello, my name is Edith Burns. Do you believe in Easter?" Then she would explain the meaning of Easter, and many times people would be saved. Dr. Phillips walked into that office and there he saw the head nurse, Beverly. Beverly had first met Edith when she was taking her blood pressure. Edith began by saying,"My name is Edith Burns. Do you believe in Easter?"

My Feelings, Page 3
Screaming for air, in a bottomless pit of despair, running with purpose, but going nowhere, Clinging to something, But unable to grasp Drowning in silence, waters making me gasp Inhaling this fear and pain and distress Finding no solace, no peace and no rest My eyes tighten up my heart buries deep my soul seeks freedom, as my eyes start to weep Lonely again with no one to hold no one to hold me as my heart turns to cold

Goodbye England
Well for many of my friends on here you know that I currently live in England. But in 3 months time I will pack up my house and will be leaving the UK forever. We are States bound. We have lived in England for 4 years. I have had tons of fun and made many great lasting friendships but I am so ready to get back to the States. In the 4 years that I have been here I haven't been home once and so I'm a little homesick. I know some of you who are friends of mine may have wondered why I haven't been on here in so long...alot of it has to do with trying to get organized before the big move. Sorry if I have neglected anyone. I hope that all is well with everyone. Well I need to close this I have more sorting to do. Take care.

Sexiest Lingere!!!!
Please... to all my CT friends... I am asking for your help! Please check out the contest on Big Daddy~Bomb Squad Member #34 site. You have to leave comments. So bomb me baby! Want to win my first contest ever!!! Thanks guys.... muahhhhh

Our Storm....
Rain falls down upon our passion profound, As thunder rolls over us without a sound. Lost is my soul within pools encompassed in your eyes, My life left breathless as the whole world sighs. Two bodies intertwinned with newfound passion, Discovering new treasures through euphoric seduction. Mysteries explored with each others tender caress, My body yearning for only you to posess. Dew settles softly on glistening skin. I'm engulfed in your love, My soul is enlightened. Inhibitions shed as I release my control, Unto an empowering desire that you now hold. Our spirits lost between my world and yours.

Danger!!!?
Danger, the word alone arises a passion, Of a unsure situation, with passionate Interaction In this dismal world it is a pleasant escape Enthralled by unknown, seduced by it's gape Its tempting gaze, Its seductive mystique This Pandora's box, We must take a peek.

One Wish
Have you ever felt away with me Just once that's all I need Entwined in finding you one day Ever felt away without me My love, it lies so deep Ever dream of me Would you do it with me Heal the scars and change the stars Would you do it for me Turn loose the heaven within I'd take you away Castaway on a lonely day Bosom for a teary cheek My words long to borrow your grace Come out, come out wherever you are So lost in your sea Give in, give in to my touch For my taste, for my lust Your beauty cascadeds on me In this white night fantasy "All I ever craved were the two dreams I shared with you. One I now have, will the other one ever be, the dream that remains. For yours I truly wish to be."

Double You Tea Eff..
Have you ever had one of those days where you just wanna scream at the top of your lungs, "What the FUUUUUUUUUCK??!?!?!?" Yeah well today is that day for me. It's only 8:20am and already I wanna bitch slap the next idiot to cross my path. My phone rang at 5:45am and the asshat on the other end was all perky and chipper and said "Hi Ryanne! This is the stupid Tampon (ok not really her name I dont remember what she called herself) from We're a Bunch of Dumbasses Inc! (not the real company name obviously) And I'm just calling you to remind you that you have an appointment at 7am this morning to have your air conditioner ducts cleaned and serviced!" (at this point I've opened both eyes and looked at my clock and saw what time it was and grabbed the remote and checked the date on the tv) I tried to be nice, honest I did..ok I'm lying. The bitch called me at the butt crack of dawn and had the balls to act all nice and happy to me. So I say into the phone, "Wait wait wait..Tampon? did yo

Erotica: Affair
Chris got off the phone and was filled with conflicted thoughts. Sandra wanted him to come over for dinner. She was lonely. Sandra was a gorgeous woman, about 5’3 and 145 pounds. He often thought of her smooth, dark skin, her deep brown eyes, and her perfect smile. She had beautiful, shoulder length, wavy brown hair. She had an amazing body, perfect by his standards. He didn’t like his women to be too thin, but he did want them to wear their weight well, and Sandra definitely did. Long, sexy legs, huge wonderful breasts – likely a double D. She had just moved to a new house less then an hour away from him, which was actually closer than where she was before. He hadn’t seen Sandra in over two years, but her beautiful image was burned in his mind. He had moved away, but she had never strayed from his thoughts, his desires. They kept in touch occasionally through email mostly, but with the odd phone call. He thought that he may be in love with her. How could he not be? His masturba

Never Wanting More
Never wanting more then... To open my arm's to you as you open the door at night, Laying next to you while holding each other tight. Never wanting more then... To share with you what i dream, Together we make a perfect team. Never wanting more then, To listen and share. Never wanting more then, To alway's love and care. For You forever. Never wanting more then... YOU. Inspired by Chad Copyrighted 2005 By Jennifer (hottlilsassy)

Language Of Sex
No words need be spoken, silent but but strong, the language of sex, the silent lovers song A Kiss, and lick, a breath in the ear, a hand on the chest, A passionate tear. My hands on your leg, and caressing your thigh, your chest rises and falls, you let out a sigh, you crave this passion, and what will come next, you hunger for more this language of sex.

Where Were You?
In 1980 (the year you were born) Jimmy Carter is president of the US President Carter announces punitive measures and embargos against the USSR in retaliation for the Soviet invasion of Afghanistan Mount St. Helens in Washington state erupts in a violent blast estimated to be 500 times as powerful as the Hiroshima atomic bomb Ronald Reagan is elected the 40th US president in a sweeping victory US Representative Michael O. Myers is expelled from the House for his role in the Abscam scandal Hewlett-Packard announces release of its first personal computer Microsoft announces their version of UNIX, Xenix Christina Ricci, Chelsea Clinton, Venus Williams, Jessica Simpson, Macaulay Culkin, and Jake Gyllenhaal are born Philadelphia Phllies win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl XIV New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup The Empire Strikes Back is the top grossing film "Lady" by Kenny Rogers spends the most time at the top of the US c

Phantom Thoughts
Most are appalled at what I write About daytime pleasures and midday flight Touching your psyche with just one word Off goes your mind flying Like a wild bird. The truth be known ,I am not bad, I just speak of the things That you have thought and never had A lustful night ,passions and kinks I’m the man behind the curtain that writes but will never speak . A gruesome sight I am a wounded beast a broken man Crying out in agony but each verse put down lets me breath I refuse to come out in the light The night time shadows are my only delight. Making love to you every night just pick up my pages And read and feel what I write . Scott baker

My Angel Hero
My heart was an inferno of pain, full of hurt and shame, then you came along... So you went suffocating the inferno with new hope, showing my heart new way's to cope, making me feel like my life was as good as a song... You rescued me from being lonely, you my one and only, thank you for the rescue mission My Angel Hero . Inspired by Chad Published and copyrighted 12-04-03 By Jennifer (hottlilsassy)

What Happened The Year You Were Born?
In 1970 (the year you were born) Richard Nixon is president of the US A federal jury finds the "Chicago 7" innocent of conspiring to incite riots during the 1968 Democratic National Convention The lunar spacecraft Apollo 13 splashes down in the Pacific after near catastrophe The first Earth Day is marked by millions of Americans participating in anti-pollution demonstrations At Kent State University, National Guardsmen fire into a crowd killing four student antiwar demonstrators A powerful earthquake claims 50,000 lives in Peru 18 year olds are given the right to vote in federal elections Tidal wave driven by cyclone from Bay of Bengal hits East Pakistan, killing hundreds of thousands An anti-war rally is held at Valley Forge, Pennsylvania, attended by John Kerry, Jane Fonda and Donald Sutherland Queen Latifah, Mariah Carey, Andre Agassi, Uma Thurman, Jennifer Lopez, and Matt Damon are born Baltimore Orioles win the World Series Kansas City Chi

And Not So Good.
If you are truly my friend you have read all my blogs and know about my kids. I posted awhile back about my one daughter Tatiana. She is it one with cerebral palsy. She keeps getting weaker. We had an mri of her brain a few weeks ago. I spoke to the neurologist yesterday and she said there is not sign of stroke in the brain however by the way the mri looked they cannot rule out a small tumor. She has been weak since she was born. She can't squeeze the toothpaste or button her pants, and shes getting weaker. The neurologist is supposed to call me next monday to let me know whats next. We just nead a reason as to why shes getting weak. I assume they will repeat the mri or do a petscan to verify what they saw in her brian.So I have been preoccupied with that and the other BS in my life lately and I just haven't been a great friend here. But my family is most important right now. Thanks to all who have been there for me..it means alot. Heres a Pic of Tatiana...keep her in your thoughts.

Retarded Grandparents!!!lol
Subject: FW: RETARDED GRANDPARENTS After Christmas, a teacher asked her young pupils how they spent their holiday away from school. One child wrote the following: We always used to spend the holidays with Grandma and Grandpa. They used to live in a big brick house but Grandpa got retarded and they moved to Florida. Now they live in a tin box and have rocks painted green to look like grass. They ride around on their bicycles and wear name tags because they don't know who they are anymore. They go to a building called a wrecked center, but they must have got it fixed because it is all okay now, and do exercises there, but they don't do them very well. There is a swimming pool too, but in it, they all jump up and down with hats on. At their gate, there is a doll house with a little old man sitting in it. He watches all day so nobody can escape. Sometimes they sneak out. They go cruising in their golf carts! Nobody there cooks, they just eat out. And, they eat the same t

Normal?
Who calls us normal, normal will never be, normal is an insult,to my individuality. I claim who I am as a reble from the norm, walking on my own braving thru the storm. to all who see the struggle, and those whove seen the light, Here comes an oposition, To normality a fewtial fight

Dantes Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High

Sexxy Lady Contest
~~ SeXxY LaDy Contest ~~ I need 10 to 15 Ladys for my contest! First Place wins Blast from me! 2nd and 3rd places wins V.I.P. Gifts! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments 4th Lady is...... with 1 comments 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments 6th Lady is...... with 1 comments 7th Lady is...... with 1 comments 8th Lady is...... with 1 comments Contest starts 4/4 thur 4/11 If u want to enter send me pic to my inbox or tell me i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Recruiting Any And All Pilots
The chief of staff of the US Air Force decided that he would personally intervene in the recruiting crisis affecting all of our armed services. He directed a nearby Air Force base that will be opened and that all eligible young men and women be invited. As he and his staff were standing near a brand new F-15 Fighter, a pair of twin brothers who looked like they had just stepped off a Marine Corps recruiting poster walked up to them. The chief of staff walked up to them, stuck out his hand and introduced himself. He looked at the first young man and asked, "Son, what skills can you bring to the Air Force?" The young man looks at him and says, "I'm a pilot!" The general gets all excited, turns to his aide and says, "Get him in today, all the paper work done, everything, do it!" The aide hustles the young man off. The general looks at the second young man and asked, "What skills to you bring to the Air Force?" The young man says, "I chop wood!" "Son," the gener

Tuesday Links: Quentin Tarantino, New Photos, Robert Rodriguez And Black Sabbath Video, New Videos, Traveling Virus Tickets
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Tuesday, ladies and germs. We have another bang-up show for youze all today. The one and only Quentin Tarantino (Kill Bill 1 & 2, Pulp Fiction, Jackie Brown, Reservoir Dogs) is hanging with the Opie and Anthony POgram this morning to promote GRINDHOUSE. Remember, if you want to see any of these incredibly famous people LIVE in studio, turn on your Paltalk. Also on Paltalk, you can check out all the naked women that were distracting the hell out of us last week. (and no, you don't need a webcam to check out the video feeds). Thanks to our own Sam, we have new Opie and Anthony videos online: Director Robert Rodriguez Visits The Opie and Anthony Show (incidentally, Robert is in Page Six this morning because of an on-set fling with the uber-hot Rose McGowan) BLACK SABBATH visits The Opie and Anthony Show Thanks to E Rock, we have some new Opie and Anthony Show photos online: Black Sabbath In Studio with Opi

Five More Minutes
I found this on a friends Yahoo360 page and liked it... While at the park one day, a woman sat down next to a man on a bench near a playground. "That's my son over there," she said, pointing to a little boy in a red sweater who was gliding down the slide. "He's a fine looking boy," the man said. "That's my son on the swing in the blue sweater." Then, looking at his watch, he called to his son. "What do you say we go, Todd?" Todd pleaded, "Just five more minutes, Dad. Please? Just five more minutes!" The man nodded and Todd continued to swing to his heart's content. Minutes passed and the father stood and called once again to his son. "Time to go now?" Again Todd pleaded, "Five more minutes, Dad. Just five more minutes." The man smiled and said, "O.K." "My, you certainly are a patient father," the woman responded. The man smiled and then said, "My older son Tommy was killed by a drunk driver last year while he was riding his bike near here. I never

All Ugly Bitches Eventually Go Away
you all it;s been a real pleasure getting to meet you in a round about way, but i do think i am going to delete my cherry tap account. i wish each and everyone of you the best in what ever it is you enjoy in life. i may not delete it completely but i am going to take a leave for awhile, my one true friend on here, knows who he is, sweety you keep your chin up. life is a struggle but i have faith that you can pull through it. love and peace to all. i am out for awhile

Flour And Water
Flour and Water How come when you mix water and flour together you get glue?.. and then you add eggs and sugar... and you get cake? Where did the glue go ? NEED AN ANSWER? You know darned well where it went! That's what makes the cake Stick to your BUTT!

Santini In Crave Magazine
Santini is featured in the April edition of CRAVE magazine (The magazine of extreme culture). Here is the link to the article/interview http://www.cravemagazine.com/modules.php?name=Content&pa=showpage&pid=734

Yearly Physical
A woman goes to the doctor for her yearly physical. The nurse starts with certain basic items. "How much do you weigh?" she asks. "115," she says. The nurse puts her on the scale. It turns out her weight is 140. The nurse asks, "Your height?" "5 foot 8," she says. The nurse checks and sees that she only measures 5' 5". She then takes her blood pressure And tells the woman it is very high. "Of course it's high!" she screams, "When I came in here I was tall and slender! Now I'm short and fat!"

Whats Wrong With Bi Women?
Alot of people look at me strange when I say Im married and Im Bisexual. They thing there is something wrong with me cause I want a girlfriend as well as my husband. People have told me that maybe I married the wrong man if he cant satify me enough I want a woman too. No thats not it at all thank you. I liked women before I married. I love my husband. Whats wrong with having a relationship inviting a woman into?

Ello
Good Mornin guys. I need to finish my Easter shopping today. Wonder what today will hold. Too early too tell if its gonna suck or not.in 27 days I will be 31 :( Anyhow here's one of my most favorite songs! They like to get you in a compromising position They like to get you there and smile in your face They think they're so cute when they got you in that condition Well I think it's a total disgrace CHORUS: I fight authority, Authority always wins I fight authority, Authority always wins I been doing it since I was a young kid I come out grinnin' I fight authority, Authority always wins So I call up my preacher I say, "Give me strength for Round 5." He said , "You don't need no strength, you need to grow up son." I said, "Growing up leads to growing old and then to dying "And dying to me don't sound like all that much fun." Oh no oh no I fight authority Authority always wins

Andy Rooney On "60 Minutes"
Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the U nited Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens... Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason; that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of ot

Words We Women Use & What They Mean
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: Thi s is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how

Thoughts
I am here to kill time when I can't sleep. I enjoy making friends. But I know having been on-line since 1999 that on-line friendship are as fragile as children's soap bubbles. They are nice, but gone in a blink. I give kudos to the guys that put this together, very few people make money on-line. These guys have something going here. They make a little change and give allot of people a form of adventure and entertainment outside of the mundane. Being big it has become on on-line city. There are more people here then the whole population of Fort Worth, TX. As such it will have the same city dynamic.

The "raisin" Of An Erection
A bakery owner hires a young sexy blonde who liked to wear very short sexy skirts and thong panties, not to mention braless tops that showed of her big boobs. One day a young man comes into the store, glances at the sexy girl and glances at the loaves of bread behind the counter. Noticing the sexy girl and the length of her skirt (or lack thereof) and the location of the raisin bread - on the very top shelf - he politely says to the hottie, "I'd like some raisin bread, please." She climbs up a ladder to reach the raisin bread, providing the young man with an excellent view of the thongs and the tits, just as he surmised she would. When the blonde comes down the ladder, he says he really should get two loaves as he is having company for dinner. As the sexy woman retrieves the second loaf of bread, one of the other male customers notices what is going on. Thinking quickly, he orders a loaf of raisin bread so he can continue to enjoy the view. With each trip up the ladder, the

Smile And Say, May I Please Have Another...
Good Morning… Alabama (the state, not the singing group) comes thru again. Well actually the fine people of Alabama are really free from this tirade but, the College officials of the Bishop State Community College are not. Now I have heard that family members get treated differently at various sorts of things. Let’s take for instance the slogan by a well known phone company Friends and Family are free plan is a gimmick of MCI’S phone service to draw one in to their network. Ok, many may not know of that plan so let’s pick another. Blood is thicker then water. An old saying basically stating this: family relations are more important than all other relationships... A saying widely used when a family member feels threaten by your relationship with a non-family member in some cases soon to be a family member..ha ha. Ok, stretching for a better meaning…Oh here is one, let’s just use the Bishop State Community College one: Alabama state officials announced in February that they had identifie

Sat
met up with my new bosses on sat .we looked over the site and talked about what they wanted to do with the site ,and we voiced our opinions and any ideas we had to improve business .it was really good to meet them all and i think we will get on alright. its gonna be fun working there and its a good project to be working on too loads of scope for improvement. we were then treated to a meal in one of the local pubs and a get to know one another a bit better.

Poem By Me. Tell Me Wha U Think
I have drugs down my throat, and cuts on my wrists, The is so dark, in the corner I sit. All my friends are gone, as I cry a black tear, I soon start to wonder, why I am here. Is it for the torture? or all the pain? I can't find the answer, to keep my sane. I'm lost forever, in my scary life, It can't get any worse, since I play my life like 2 dice. I walk into my kitchen, I see the silver knife, The shiny blade stabs through me, And it ends my life.

Here Is One For You
my heart is filled with love and care something i want to share your warm smile makes me want to go that extra mile,the walk in the sand holding hands,the drift on the water im not going any further lol

Damn You And Your Surveys Bryan
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? All of the above 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Right 3. Who was the last person you slept with? Slept with with how? Well both their names begin with D 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Hell no 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? Right 6. Candles or Incense? Both 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? Haha... no comment 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? Don't think so 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Nope 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Depends on what I'm making 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Car 12. Shower or bath? Shower 13. Do you pee in the shower? LMAO... no! 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Like them both 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? A little of both 17. Do you love someone on your top friends list? Many 18. Do you own s

I Cant Sleep...
So. Here I am again. I couldnt take advantage of more sleep time cuz Im not used to being in bed early, so hey, why not? Post a blog... I honestly dont feel well. Not sick as in fever.. cough.. sore throat.. I feel weak, as if I just may be losing my mind. My patience. My will to even continue. Im in the middle of a tug of war. Im caught in the middle of crap, and Im being pulled on from every direction, it seems. Sometimes, Im scared. I sit in this chair and I think to myself. Long and hard. I havent really felt this type of fear for a long while. Yet, its back. I dunno.. Maybe I just want something great to happen to me already. Im just sulking in the bad shyt too much. I need to break free, almost. How can I though, when I dont know what I want? When I dont know what would make me happy exactly? What if I never find it...? A day at a time, I guess. Thats all I have to give, and thats all I have left. The will to just keep allowing the sun to rise and bring me a new day

Ozzy Tribute In The Scooter Lounges
HEY Y'ALL THIS ISNT REALLY MY THING TO BLOG BUT THIS IS A WORTHWHILE ONE SO DO URSELVES A FAVOR AND COME PARTY IN THE SCOOTER BAR AND LOUNGE ON SATURDAY NIGHT JUST CLICK BELOW AND LETS SHOW THE OZMAN THE TRIBUTE HE DESERVES......COME MEET NEW FRIENDS SAY HELLO TO OLD ONE AND JUST HANG OUT TO WATCH OUR AWESOME BARTENDERS AND FABULOUS SCOOTER BAR BEUTY CREW AS WELL AS MEET THE SEXIEST PEOPLE ON CT WHILE LISTENING TO AMAZING TUNES AND PAYING TRIBUTE TO THE ONE AND ONLY OZZY

Hillybilly Mirror
HILLBILLY MIRROR After living in the remote wilderness of Kentucky all his life, an old hillbilly decided it was time to visit the big city. In one of the stores he picks up a mirror and looks in it. Not ever having seen one before, he remarked at the image staring back at him, "How about that! Here's a picture of my daddy." He bought the 'picture', but on the way home he remembered his wife Lizzy didn't like his father. So he hung it in the barn and every morning before leaving for the fields, he would go there and look at it. Lizzy began to get suspicious of these many trips to the barn. One day after her husband left, she searched the barn and found the mirror. As she looked into the glass, she fumed, "So that's the ugly bitch he's runnin' around with."

Yep
1.Who was your first kiss?: I don't even remember... must not have been that great 2.Who was your first feel up?: Ahhhhh... his name was Cory... in a tent... with 4 other people sleeping... I was 14 3.When did you lose your virginity?: 17... night before graduation 4.Was it good?: Yep :) 5.Who was it with?: Brian... my first love 6.Oral sex?: What about it? 7.Spit or swallow? Ugh... neither 8.Anal sex?: Depends 9.Ever have a orgy?: Not that I know of 10.If no, would you have one?: Probably not 11.Faveroite position?: All 12.Sex. For love or fun?: Both 13.Whats the longest you have had sex for?: OMG... no idea... probably awhile 14.Whats the longest you have gone without sex?: A year... and I lived with the guy! 15.How many times a day do you wanna have sex?: As many as possible 16.Ever been to a strip club?: Not really a club 17.Ever gotten a lap dance?: Yes... and he looked like Mark Wahlberg... fucking HOT! 18.Made

The Ex Turns Up
What should i do? the ex has emailed me and wants to keep in contact. Even tho we have gone our separate ways she still wants to keep in contact. She now is with my exfriend. She is the one that crossed the line while i was in hospital.I need the advice from my CT friends.What should i do? Should I keep in contact with her? or should I get rid of everything that reminds me of her and wipe the slate clean? Please advise me my friends. I just don't know what to do. Jamie

If Only Love Was This Simple !!
: a girl bumps your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl cries she wants you to hold her close and tell her everything is going to be ok When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to

Going Offline
Just wanted everyone to know that i won't be online very much over the next few weeks due to me moving. Not sure when I will be able to get hooked back to the internet. But love you guys and will miss everyone

Gonna Be Gone.
So I leave soon, and those who I've spoken to about it know where I am going. So I just wanted to say ta-ta for now, and maybe in 2 weeks time I will see you all again. Take care and all that jazz, and if you really wanna know, find me on my stickam page. Alright, talk to you all later. --Mandy Keep the train running in my abscense!

Unearth!!!
I am so fucking serious about this guys! I am sure for the right price or an awesome blow-job, Roach can hook it up! May 10, 2007 : Seattle, WA Venue: The Fenix (Formerly The Premier) Time: 7:30 PM Cost: $26.00 Bands: Dimmu Borgir, DevilDriver, Kataklysm C'mon now. How can this NOT look like fun? It is fucking UNEARTH! Just go assholes! It'll be fun. I promise!! -Manda♥

Mother Gooses Gesse Attacked Me!!!
so i went to the ren fair on sunday it was great!! except for the part were the goose fucked me up!! well im jst sitting here being really board ih and the tortuga twins were awsome!! as usual!!

Money And How It Rules
a person is just awful. I have seen so many people fall apart because of money. So many things come up in ones life, like.. Having the money you need only for something to happen... loosing a loved one costs money.. medical help, costs money. Even some beaches in Africa, cost money to use! So where does that put us as a human race? rather fickle I would say. They say, "from rags to riches to rags again" That statement is so true, I am sitting here helplessly thinking about my dad and how much he did in his life and please God, has alot more to do. But money has jumped in and made sure that whatever empire my father built up for himself and the ones he holds close? falls apart, at his age. My heart breaks to hear his voice on the phone. I am helping him, but he had to phone me to let me know.. and that must have been the hardest thing in his life to do! and that is, ask his child for help. you see, he does not have to ask me, because I would give him my Soul if I coul

A Virgin Worst Nightmare
virgin girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents,

Hunger
Hunger grows… There is a hunger that grows in my soul, the hunger to control her, to use her from my pleasure. You all know the hunger and what it is. For some its an addiction, some have it nder control, others just know they have a form of the hunger. The hunger comes from not controlling some for some time. Where she is tied before you, waitng to feel the touch of her skin, to see the reaction in her eyes. To see tears roll down a cheek, tears of joy,, not from fear. The hunger that only controlling a submissive will feed your hunger. For the need is great, but not so great to settle for a simple romp in the hay, a quick pick her up in a room. But one were you have her when the need is there. Be it once or twice a year, or if you lucky at least once a week. You all know the hunger,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Why Men Cheat!
Why Men Cheat Posted by David Zinczenko on Thu, Nov 30, 2006, 10:34 am Of course, we all know that while men and women are both capable of cheating, it's often the guys who have the biggest problem keeping their belts firmly buckled. And we all know that no matter who it's with, why it's done, or where the after-hours canoodling takes place, cheating is-most of the time-the ultimate relationship death sentence. But instead of dwelling on what happens after the cheating takes place, one of the ways to perhaps prevent infidelity is by knowing a little bit about why men stray. I'm not offering them as excuses, merely explanations as to what happens in that brain (and other body parts) of his-in hopes that you might be able to prevent it. Here, the top reasons why men cheat: To Fulfill His Biology: You know the old anthropological tale. A man's main job, besides killing the saber-tooth, is to spread his seed in order to ensure the survival of his genetic legacy. It's a man's biolo

Is It Cheating Or Flirting????
What's the Difference Between Flirting and Cheating? Posted by David Zinczenko on Thu, Dec 07, 2006, 10:16 am My last blog entry raised the question of why men cheat, and thousands of you weighed in--not just on the whys of cheating, but on what, exactly, constitutes cheating. In fact, one woman said she considers it cheating if her man so much as looks at another woman. Huh? You mean he's not even allowed to scope, peek, glance, admire, or notice another beautiful woman? Now, it's one thing to hold a man's words, actions, or nether regions to a high standard. But his eyes, too? That seems to make about as much sense as our societal obsession with Britney's apparently empty underwear drawer. While researching my book Men, Love & Sex, I found that not only do men and women define fidelity differently, but they also fail to talk about their definitions before something happens (with the exception of the one action everyone acknowledges as cheating). Here's how guys tend to defin

Am I So Bad?
There are over 75,000 Members on here, and yet I have not been able so far to find myself a single Pen pal? Am I so bad? I admit that I am nothing special, but only an ordinary man, but my only quest in writing to pen pals, is to try and find a profound and transcendent meaning to friendship. What I write is from the heart to the heart. I am not like Politicians who, when an election is approaching, with well-rehearsed words, will shake the hands of the people and kiss babies, and then, when the lection is over and they are elected, where is the love for the people, where is the love of the babies? Gone, gone for ever. But I have no ambition for financial gain or otherwise. As I keep saying, my only quest in writing to pen pals, is to try and find a profound and transcendent meaning to friendship which, I believe is sorely and sadly lacking in our world today. The world is now in turmoil, wars and killings are a daily occurrence in many parts of the world; rapes and muggi

What Scares Men??
What Scares a Man? Posted by David Zinczenko on Thu, Feb 08, 2007, 12:02 pm You probably think you know what frightens most men. A long-weekend at the in-laws' place. Antiquing. Running out of beer in the third quarter. But that's just the stuff he'll admit to being afraid of, which, by definition, means they're not his true deep fears. So how can you determine what those are? Easy: They're the ones he'll almost never talk about. But I will. Let's count down through the Scary Fifteen: #15 Hair in the drain. The first sign of male pattern baldness brings a man face-to-follicle with a skimpy aspect of his future. And it's always earlier than he expects or wants (which is, like, never). Logically, men know that baldness is as much of a part of life as Leno making Britney jokes. Logically, men know that being bald doesn't mean that they're any less smart, virile, or successful. Logically, men know that women don't care how much hair their men have. Logically, men know there ar

Can Cheaters Change??
Can Cheaters Change? Posted by David Zinczenko on Fri, Mar 30, 2007, 5:51 pm We'd all like to think that people can make changes, learn to compromise, and make their relationship stronger. Unromantic men can learn to buy a card every once in a while; women who nag can learn to stop themselves at least a few times they see toothpaste in the sink, or whatever it is. But those are small changes. The big changes -- the changes that can make or break a relationship -- are the ones most of us are really concerned about. And perhaps the biggest question of all -- when you consider that 25 percent of men admit to cheating in relationships and about 15 percent of women do -- is this: Can cheaters change? Is cheating an inherent personality trait or a controllable behavioral one? Can a guy -- or gal -- who strays learn to be a house cat? For these purposes, we'll consider cheating full-on sexual contact -- not only sex, but also its close relatives. (I fully know that 60 percent of men

What Makes Men Fall In Love???
What Makes Men Fall in Love? Posted by David Zinczenko on Thu, Mar 15, 2007, 11:34 am Judging from the kind of mail we get at Men's Health from men seeking relationship advice, I can tell you this definitively about men: When a man falls for a woman, he falls hard. Men love to be in love. While men often get stereotyped as single-minded sex-seekers, the truth is that a man's stomach churns like a slushy machine when he's in those initial stages of the perfect relationship. When you consider that half of men say that they're currently not with their soul mates, that means a heck of a lot of slushy machines are waiting to be turned on. What are they waiting for? What makes a man fall in love? After you rule out the obvious intangible laws of chemistry, attraction, and being in the right place at the right time that kick-start many a relationship, I think the question really becomes this: What makes a man fall -- and stay -- in love? About 60 percent of men deem friendship the

Touch
Streams of water, my only company as I crave touch. Streams of water disguise my tears, my sobs, my shakes. Touch. Quick word association brings forth: crave, caress, heat, heart. Shows my yearnings, though outwardly sexual, are completely emotional. Touch. I'm surrounded by couples, some giddy, some arguing. At least they have someone else's caress. Touch. I crave sex, hard, soft, raunchy, sweet. My subconscious tells me that it's touch, not sex, I crave. Touch. Sex, the ultimate touch, ultimate sharing. Physical proof that I'm not alone. Touch. My bed awaits, cold and empty. No second heart beat to rock me to sleep. yet. Touch.

Are Long Distance Relationships Possible????
Title:long distance relationships I've been noticing people asking questions about having a long distance relationship and if true love is possible or not. I strongly believe that anyone can have a long distance relationship. how the 2 truly feel about eachother is another story. What makes a long distance relationship strong? honesty, love and care towards both people. now bad times are to be expected throughout a relationship and if you love someone enough you'll work on the issue yourself along with your partner to make sure it's resolved, walking away doesn't solve anything, it just shows that you don't love that person like you claimed you did. issues come up, resolve them than carry on, however as you carry on and as the 2 can resolve problems/issues together you will notice the relationship getting stronger, the love will be burning lol. if people say "how can you love someone that's miles away from you" it's quite simple. you love someone for who they are, not just w

Models Needed
Im an in search of Maternity Models and Tattooed Models to help start and complete a few projects I am currently working on. If you are interested please contact me and we can see what we can do. I hope to hear from you all very soon. Sean

D.j Dragonblaze Wants You For Wicked Intentions
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Tell Me What Your Name Starts With
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

4/3/2007
Yesterday was a frisby... I didn't get to bed until half way late in the morning, around 2 I think, and was already awake by 7:35. I wasn't awake but a minute and I fell right back to sleep... but of course that didn't last very long. I woke up to what sounded like a Gorilla humping my door, using a MAC truck as a strapon to do so... Most people knock, or knock firmly, NOT my land lady..... I opened the door in rather a foul mood to start with, and what to my wondering ears should I hear but the annoying sound of "The Twilight Bitch" asking "Do ya got my rent money?"... urghhhh. I of course said NO! She replied with a half screached... "WHAT!?", and I saw that it was time to educate her. I made sure to use little words, but of course, that didn't help, she still needed a dictionary to understand any other words that didn't stard with R and end with ENT or M ending with ONEY... The apartment is, and always has been in rather bad shape. When Lisa and I moved in, we were inf

Oh ! How My Heart Cries
You were a beautiful girl, you had the world going for you, you were smart, sweet, innocent, and you knew how to carry yourself. Hell, you even gave me advise a time or two. You have had your bad days, and you have had your good days. And through it all I have loved you and never stopped loving you. I have been there for you and still am here for you. There's day's I sit and wonder where you are and how oh how I wish I knew where you were. I got a letter the other day and it tore my heart to pieces. You just became a mom, you had a job and you were going to school and you had been clean for so long I was proud of you. And you came a really long way. Then You made a shockinly unexpected turn and lost everything. I know you loved her, I know you cared for her and you still do I know Because a mother's love is an everlasting love. We can't help but wonder how our children are doing and where there at. Oh, how I wish I knew where you were at. You let the drug dieseas come back in

Chek This Out
cheeek this out,,if you like to chat andhave fun an know whom your taklking too ....com too try fast...an go to my room on there..must have a cam an mic .heres a link hope to see you there make shure you add me on your list ...ANGER my ROOM called THE DEVILS PLAY GROUND. http://tryfast.com/

.last.minute.emptying.the.sieve.
im feeling a little...out of...sorts its all just a little if only i could but and then and that doesnt make it any cuz the words just wont little snippets of drenched in oozing pieces of with the roar in the sky of the planes overhead and the beer bottles clinking on the porch next door with the talking and the loudness wafting in the and i cant formulate theres single strands just and its all very but theres no cuz the words are just slightly out of reach and im slightly out of sorts theres this part of me that was...completely undiscovered thru no fault of my own i like to believe but theres no...way to exactly know which makes one completely overthink and at this particular time of nite... theres no one fluent in Samm-ese to explain me to me. so perhaps its best...if i just...attempted to sleep. yes that sounds...delectable...cept for the part where theres these stupid little things gnawing away in my brain. and while i know they're stupid...they'r

I Just Blogged All Over The Place...
Why is this site addicting? I havent fucked with myspace in 2 weeks now! Hahaha. The peeps on here are chill as can be. And those fuckin cherrypoints- you can never have enough. Hit me up fuckers. I'm around in the early AM-send me a shout

Sad
She was only five This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless pest!" T

Rehab Tour Dates
Friday March 23rd - 5PM DOORS http://www.qsgrill.com/" target="_blank">Q's Grill & Sports Bar 111 South Center Street Thomaston, GA 30286 (706) 647-2736 AGES 18+ [$12 ADV | $15 DOS | + $3 UNDER 21] http://www.etickets.to/buy/?e=343" target="_blank">eTickets.to _________________________ Saturday, March 24th - 10PM DOORS http://www.sohobarandgrill.com/" target="_blank">SoHo Bar & Grill 5751 Milgen Rd Columbus, GA 31907 (706) 568-3316 21+ $20 at the Door _________________________ Thursday, March 29th - 8PM DOORS http://www.myspace.com/malonesallamerican" target="_blank">Malone's 315 West River St. Savannah, GA 31401 (912) 238-8813 21+ $12 ADV | $15 DOS Tickets at Malone's _________________________ Apr 19 2007 - Ziggy's - Winston-Salem, NC Apr 20 2007 - Front Street Music Hall - Wilmington, NC Apr 25 2007 - Headliners - Columbia, SC Apr 26 2007 - Handlebar - Greenville, SC Apr 27 2007 - Whiskey - River Macon, GA Apr 28 2007 - Amos So

Have You Ever Just Sat And Thought.....
Have you ever just sat and thought about the people you hate? Sometimes the people that we hate are the people we end up getting close to. Sometimes they can be our best friend Sometimes we don't see eye to eye But who does We are all special in our own unique way But sometimes if we look at the people we hate or dislike We just might find out that there not that different at all Sometimes the people that we hate or dislike turn out to be just like us and when we look at them we see the things that we have to change about us and sometimes we see things in them that we have already change Sometimes there may be nothing there at all But I am sure if we took the time to sit and look and think about it We would find something. I have become friends with some of the people I have hated or disliked and in some ways they have helped me grow and in others ways I have helped them grow But either way it boils do

In My Reality
in my reality you will see darkness and pain beyond all belief step into my world its fun in here dont mind the cuts they help with the pain words are not enough to make you understand ill have to show you just take my hand ill lead you below deep into my cave dont be scared ill be your slave only for tonight til the moon sets with light tomorrow i will hate you like i hate me

Blame Me
i have a real problem with people people who think they are better then me to each his own i do agree im evil because im not like you aways a reason to blame me i did nothing to you i hurt you in no way you like to say that you hate me because i dont see things your way different beliefs you hold against me not trying to understand you dont care to comprehend the day will soon come we will all be the same judgement for you judgement for me who will be held the highest at fault those who hated and thought they werent wrong i hope that then your happy with all that you sought when your turn comes at the front of the line stand there and hold your head high tell your lord how you are faultless feel free to blame me

To All Who Care
When i'm feeling down in the dumps, and finding it hard to get over the humps. I can come to cherrytap and look in my profile, just to see you stopped in to make me smile.When I need some help with somethings I dont understan,I will come to one of my friends and thay lend out a helping hand.A friend is a person who has an open ear, When thay know that I am in tears. To know that thay are ther though thic and thin,To dought them would be a great sin. The is how I feel and that I do hope that I have put some love and smiles on all of your faces like you do mine??????? Love you all and thank you for just beining you!!!!

Enjoy Your Inner Pain
Enjoy your inner pain Feed off love that never was Let them drain your soul Only feelings let them go Live their lies as your own Drown them silently in your heart Daylight fake happiness Hurt alone after dark The world dont care who you are Your just a number So fuck them all Enjoy your inner pain

Change
What a time we live in! If you were to walk down the street in a once all white neighborhood today, you would be hard pressed to see one white face, with immigration on the rise, laws making it harder to keep them out and the new generation playing into the Jewish brainwashing when can we as a race regain control over our lands? Well a better question would be when will we be afforded the same rights the non white sect of the world have, when will justice truly be blind to the color of ones skin or their religious creed. Today we are no longer in charge of the necessary posts to ensure our races survival, with more colored and Jewish presence in government, our lack of unity and televisions brainwashing we find ourselves stuck between a rock and a hard place. Those of us aware of our surroundings are too few and those of us in any position of power are too afraid of jeopardizing their own place in society to speak out against those who wish to see us hung out to dry. We as a race

My Life Story 2
when i was 19 yrs old . i startin gettin into drugs and drinkin and chewing and smokin and sex .. seem odd for me to do everything at that age .. to waited that long but i drop everything else . but drinkin got a hold of me really good . by the time i got to 21 or 22 . i was way out of control with drinkin . started to drink every single night and drink and drove ... many times and very lucky i never killed anyone or myself .. and theres times i never thougth it could happened to me . but it did . i got 2 dui's .. one in 1998 and other in 2002 .. and this girl that was with me for 4 yrs . but i didn't understand why she stood with me this far . i mean after goin to court and goin to 49 days treatment and got out opps i went back to drinkin and what was sad about me . i should up to court smellin like i already been drinkin .. it sucks even tho my family love me to death . but don't want to see me die too soon at a young age . and sometimes my mom or sister would come up in my room to

Know It Was Meant To Be
She cries but no one hears here. She cries but no one sees the tears. She has many secrets that only she knows about. She may have some she don't know about yet. She screams and no one hears here. She is nice to all that deserve it. She takes revenge on those that don't. She lives in a peaceful world during the day. But as night falls she remembers just how dark her world is. She never likes to stay in one place to long. She is always on the prowl. She is always looking and lurking. She always holds here enemies closer than here friends. She wonders if friends are really real. She often wonders what family is for. So it seems they only want one thing when they come around. Many people don't understand her, for the simple fact they don't take the time to get to know her. She walks on the outside looking in. Wondering or not if she wants to join in. She holds her dreams close to her heart. She is of

Its Hard Being ...........
it's so hard being me today not everyone likes me cause im gay i just wish others would understand how it feels to be me, somtimes i wish i could change me cause it would be so much easier, to be str8 ppl always fucking around with me and saying all i am good for is a good lay im tired of this shit i but its life. till next time

Make Today Cherry Spotlight & Happy Hours More Feasible
When I first joined a few months ago the Today's Cherry Spotlight bid was being won for 400,000 Cherry bucks and sometimes up to 500,000. It has gotten to be such a bidding war now that it has been over a million Cherry bucks, which makes it so far out of reach for most others on here. I have an idea that will bring it back down and make it more available for others. DO NOT bid over 300,000 bucks for it. If everyone that is going to bid on it does that for a few days, a few weeks, then it will bring it back down to where other people may get a chance to bid on it. Also if we were to BULLETIN and BLOG and petition for the happy hour to be lowered to 25 or 30 dollars, alot more people could afford to do it and alot more people would do it and CT would make more money from the increased sponsors. Please repost it for me, this bulletin, if you don't mind.

Degenerate Radio....... The Return
Okay.. I might as well just say it..... YES, Degenerate Radio WILL be coming back :) Which makes me very VERY happy.. I miss broadcasting... I just had to get the money together to get a static IP address to be able to broadcast my station again... which I'm glad to say... will be going back online.... May 1.!! WOOHOO! The triumphant return! YAY! http://www.degenerateradio.com:8000 It's a lifestyle... it's mine... and it's music... ;)

I'm Leaving To New York In 5hours!!!!
Hey there ppl well just wanted to come by here and blog a little...lol..to who ever comes by here and reads this just want to say hello and thanks for stopn by....well im leaving to new york a few hours and i have yet started to pack...i don't know what to take...so i think im going to end up takin everything...lol...well hope everyone has a great week...and i'll see you back on lostcherry when i get back....till then have a blessed week....

Wooohooo!!!!
New music!!! About damned time!!!! And yes, I'm sure a lot of you out there probably don't want to listen to it... so... TOUGH :P And you guys know how to listen to it :P just go to my profile... let me know what you wanna hear, and what you don't... and remember.. DEGENERATE RADIO WILL LIVE AGAIN.... !!! :) not yet... BUT... www.degenerateradio.com ! :D

A Virgins Worse Nightmare
virgin girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents,

She Sits And Thinks
She Sits at the computer thinking about how life use to be so simple and the fights use to be rare and over stupid little things. She sits and thinks about how she use to watch the sun set at night. She sits and thinks about how she use to sit and watch the sun rise in the morning. She sits and thinks about how life was so enjoyable and how life use to be so grand. She sits and thinks about how life use to be so simple and have a lot less worries. She sits and thinks about why she is thinking about all these things. While she is Thinkings about all the Beautiful scenery that she use to enjoy she wonders how did life get so complicated? She sits and thinks about all the People that have come in and out of her life and wonders what each one's purpose was in her life. She sits and thinks about all that she's gone through and how far she has come. All the while wondering where she is going, and where will she end up. Is it possible for her

Videos
I want to watch them all! How else can I tell if I like them? Rock & Metal are always the best for music vids, though I have on occasion been in the mood to listen to some nice mellow country and on even rarer occasions to enjoy a hot rap. But.... I can't play vids when the tv is on or someone else is watching or listening to something else, so all these great vids have to wait. *sigh* I need more hours in the day! lol

What Is The Deal With People?
YOU KNOW, I HAVEN'T BEEN ON HERE LONG AND I'M KIND OF PERPLEXED AND FRUSTRATED, I CAME ON HERE LOOKING FOR FRIENDS, NOT JUST TO MAKE POINTS WITH PEOPLE OR TO RATE PEOPLE A TEN WHICH I HAVE DONE, I TRY TO NOT BE RUDE TO ANYONE UNLESS PROVOKED OR ANTAGONIZED INTO IT EITHER, MY GOD, IT'S RIDICULOUS AND SAD ALL IN THE SAME BREATH, WHEN YOUR 39 YRS OLD AND YES I DO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND BUT I FIGURED WITH SOME OF THE POST/BULLETINS, I WOULD FIND OUT SOMETHING FROM A COUPLE OF THEM! KIND OF MAKES ME WONDER IS THERE ANYBODY THAT IS WILLING TO ACCEPT ME FOR ME AND BE FRIENDS WITH ME WHETHER IT BE ONLINE OR IN FRICKING PERSON, I MEAN, LIKE PEOPLE SAY, LIFE IS TOO SHORT AND THERE RIGHT BUT DO THEY LIVE BY THAT OR ARE THEY BLOWING SMOKE UP MY ASS? YES, I'M FRUSTRATED AND PISSED, I PUT UP A GUESTBOOK AND THERE IS ONLY SIX PEOPLE ON IT, TWO OF THE PEOPLE WAS MY GIRLFRIEND KATE WHO GOES BY 'BABY' ON HERE AND THERE WAS FOUR OTHER PEOPLE I THINK ON THERE AND I'VE RATED A LOT OF PEOPLE BUT APPARENTLY NOT M

Gods Love
GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU Everything that is going wrong in your life today shall be well with you this year. No matter how much your enemies try this year, "they will not" succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year For the remaining months of this year (2007), all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings sorrows and pains because HE that sits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down. I knocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me... My child! What can I do for you? And I said, "Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message"... God smiled and answered... Request granted. If you believe this message, send it to seven persons and the one who sent it to you. By doing this you have succeeded in praying for eight people today.

Is Wrestling Fake? You Tell Me
CLAWSON -- The Oakland County Medical Examiner has ruled the death of a man that resulted from an amateur wrestling match accidental. Clawson police received the results from the medical examiner late Thursday. An autopsy was performed on the man several weeks ago. There will be no charges filed, Detective Jim Kant said. "I spoke with the medical examiner, and the death was ruled an accidental death," he said. "As far as police action, the case is closed." David Barres, 25, was participating in an amateur wrestling match on the evening of Sept. 8 when he attempted to pick up another man, his 20-year-old roommate, lift him over his head and fall backwards with him. Instead, Barres lost his footing and fell forward with the roommate. He fell on the man and struck his head on the mat, according to reports. Police were dispatched to the 900 block of East 14 Mile Road and found Barres face down and conscious in the backyard wrestling ring, which had neither ropes nor padding.

Things Are Looking Up.
Things are looking a bit up i got my tax return, im going to buy a car, im excited, i got my tax return, i went and bought my lil sister some stuff im gonna mail to her, im gonna go buy her a card for build a bear :) for her birthday i think she'll like ethat quite well im gonna try and come in for her birthday, its may sixth, im not reallyl sure if i can make it in for amber and nicks wedding too, which would mean ill miss brandons graduation, but i dont think i could forgive myself if i miss my little sisters 4th birthday or any, i wont allow myself to. Or try to justify missing it, because im not going to. Anyways the car should help out. Yay!. HIGH FIVE FOR ME!

Might Have Been...& My Thoughts
I have a friend that seems to loss thier way alot. This person is very close to me and I wish I could help them find thier way in life, but it seems I fall short and I know that they need to find the way on thier own to begin with. I talk to them often and tonight...he has slid way backwards and it lost in the thoughts of his own mind. I hope that he finds his way back, for he is a great person but tends to try to hard to figure everything out. I often am tempted to walk away because he hurts and with that it hurts me. Tonight he added drinking to this pain and I hurt for him so badly. I keep telling him to stop thinking about what might have been or he will keep thinking that because life will pass him by and he will always be thinking what might have been. I love my friend alot and I care...but to watch him destroy himself, it kills me and he is so lost. I am not talking about the drinking part but the fact that he will not let himself feel anything at all for those aro

Wicked Little Things (contains Spoilers)
Ok, this was much better than Penny Dreadful. Let see, where to begin. The acting...wasn't bad. I think the little girl was the best of the bunch. The dialog was fine, no complaints there. The directing was also without complaint. I guess the only problem I had with the whole flick was the turn on concept. The whole movie is based on kids who died in a mine. Well, you would think they would be ghosts, right? Well, that's where the film lost it's charm. Instead of ghosts...they were zombie kids. And far be it for me to say anything bad about a zombie flick. However, putting the zombie element in a movie where it is not needed was quite unfortunate. Without it, the movie would have rated better in my opinion. The zombie factor did bring the blood and gore into the mix which is so missed from the classic 80's horror, but was disappointing to the story line. I think it would have been much better if they would have taken...maybe...a poltergeist lean on the content. I loved the bloodline pa

From Flicker To Wildfire
beauty seems to pass me as permanent as the smoke that dances from my lips to transparent air... i've always wanted to fall in love with my world on fire... the flames engulfing the two of us... an inferno that includes no one else. the smoke fogs our eyes to the rest of the population... the burning runs so deep we scar each each other. i want to brand you with my affection, sear myself in your flesh with such a passion that there is no other heart in the world of which you want to be an object. i want to strike your soul with an energy unmatched by any woman, let the match smolder in your ears so i can be the only one that calls your name. i want YOU, i want you there with me to watch the flare that was once the earth melt away before our witness... be left standing alone, just you and I, to ignite what's left, the only part of life to value... an unbridled passion that kindles the best parts of us.

James Arthur Ray (teacher From The Secret) - 4 Videos
LIVE presentations: Another LIVE presentation: Harmonic Wealth Weekend Master of the Entrepreneurial Mindset Animation: Going Three For Three James gives FREE events & teleseminars, you can subscribe to it here: http://jamesray.com/events/free-seminars.php?mail=y

Sexxy Lady Update!
~~ SeXxY LaDy Contest ~~ I need 10 to 15 Ladys for my contest! First Place wins Blast from me! 2nd and 3rd places wins V.I.P. Gifts! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments 4th Lady is...... with 1 comments 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments 6th Lady is...... with 1 comments 7th Lady is...... with 1 comments Contest starts 4/4 thur 4/11 If u want to enter send me pic to my inbox or tell me i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Chapter One
this is a story about jaclyn a woman with a lost heart the mist flowed over the valley like a blanket, walking along a trail the faint outline of a girl is noticable, as her features start to show as the morning sun rises, a beautiful girl of 25 emerges,,at 5 ft 4 and 120 lbs, jaclyn has never had a problem getting a boyfriend, but always something was missing. hearing a crack of a broken branch coming from the woods,,jaclyn quickens her pace,,glancing back,,not able to see anything and hearing only the beat of her heart as she heads towards the nearest dwelling, a large victorian style house well kept and off the path spying a light,,she runs up to the door,,knocking loudly,,as she glances behind her again. trying the door as fear over takes her,,she finds it unlocked. quickly entering the dark house, closing and locking the door behind her, in a soft voice she speaks " Hello, Im lost is anyone home",,walking room to room,she finds the house empty. moving a curtain to

Peace From The Quantum Level - David Lynch & John Hagelin
I did some more digging and here for you more of Dr. John Hagelin http://istpp.org/multimedia/prophets_conference.html Dr. Hagelin’s “Creating Peace” talk from the Miami “Prophets Conference” series (June 4, 2005) Click on link to see directly or to download: right click "save target as" Play all (90 min.) http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_complete.wmv 1. Discovery of the Unified Field http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part1.wmv 2. What is Consciousness? http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part2.wmv 3. Experience the Unified Field http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part3.wmv 4. The Unified Field is Consciousness http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part4.wmv 5. Human Potential is Unlimited http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part5.wmv 6. Global Citizenship http://streaming.globalcountry.net/Dr_Hagelin_Part6.wmv 7. Consciousness-ba

Sexxy Lady Contest Starts The 4th Come Join These Sexy Ladies!
~~ SeXxY LaDy Contest ~~ I need 10 to 15 Ladys for my contest! First Place wins Blast from me! 2nd and 3rd places wins V.I.P. Gifts! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments 4th Lady is...... with 1 comments 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments 6th Lady is...... with 1 comments Contest starts 4/4 thur 4/11 If u want to enter send me pic to my inbox or tell me i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP

A Businessman
A businessman met a beautiful girl and agreed to spend the night with her for $500. They did their thing, and, before he left, he told her that he did not have any cash with him, but he would have his secretary write a cheque and mail it to her, calling the payment "RENT FOR APARTMENT." On the way to the office, he regretted what he had done, realizing that the whole event had not been worth the price. So he had his secretary send a cheque for $250 and enclose the following typed note: "Dear Madam: Enclosed find a cheque for $250 for rent of your apartment. I am not sending the amount agreed upon, because when I rented the place, I was under the impression that: 1 - it had never been occupied; 2 - there was plenty of heat; and 3- it was small enough to make me feel cosy and at home. However, I found out that: 1 - it had been previously occupied, 2 - there wasn't any heat, and 3 - it was entirely too large." Upon receipt of the note, the girl immediately returned

Stopping The Negative, Makin The Positive.
I've looked at some of the blog entries I've made, and to be honest i feel almost disgusted at most of it because it dwells toward the negative. So, I wanna try a 180 on the situation and create something positive. I'm happy for things I DO HAVE. I'm happy for friends that actually want something to do with me. I'm happy that my friends go after their dreams no matter how crazy it might seem. I'm happy to have family to help me out in times of need. I'm happy that I'm different instead of being the same. I'm happy for who I am becoming to be. I am happy for being able to live on a beautiful planet which so far only inhabits life. I'm happy that we get smarter down the road. I'm happy that we don't know everything. I'm happy about being able to think towards the future in a new light and shedding off the negative past. I'm happy for the different kinds of music I listen to. And I am happy for being artistically talented. --Xonus ;)

I Tried
You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard, I tried hard...but I guess I gotta try harder. I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery man I try so hard will always be a victim of these streets it aint my fault cuz I... tried to get away but trouble follows me and still I try so hard hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow but until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough First let me explain that I'm just a black man and I come from the darkside, so I'm havin a hard time stayin on track man my mind be racin, and I don't even know what I'm chasin' yet I been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see thats it's me where the complications at, but I'm layin back prayin that, you can't have piece of mind of me, I thought I was right but really I'm wrong, in the end I was to blind to see, I was in the fast lane chasin' my dream, and then it seem when

My Song For No One
Your Guardian Angel- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace Now that I'm strong I have figured out how this world turns cold in a place in my soul and I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok It's ok It's okayayay Seasons are changing and waves are crashing and Stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven 'cause you're my you're mine my true love my whole heart please don't throw that away 'cause I'm here for you please don't walk away and please tell me you'll stay yeah waohohaoh stay woaohoh waohohoh use me as you will pull

Cleaning Chickens - Thanks Chrissie
"Late again," the third-grade teacher said to little Sammy. "It ain't my fault, Miss Crabtree. You can blame this on my Daddy. The reason I'm three hours late is Daddy sleeps naked!" Now Miss Crabtree had taught grammar school for thirty-some-odd years. So she asked little Sammy what he meant by that, despite her mounting fears. Full of grins and mischief, and in the flower of his youth, little Sammy and trouble were old friends, but he always told the truth. "You see, Miss Crabtree, at the ranch we got this here lowdown coyote. The last few nights he done et six hens and killed Ma's best milk goat. And last night, when Daddy heard a noise out in the chicken pen, he grabbed his gun and said to Ma, "That coyote's back again, I'm a gonna git him!'" 'Stay back, he yelled to all us kids!" He was naked as a jaybird, no boots, no pants, no shirt! To the hen house he crawled, just like an Injun on the snoop. Then he stuck that double barrel through the window of the coop. As h

Everyone Has At Least One Person On Here Who Would Love To Kiss Them! Repost This To Find Out Who Would Want To Kiss You!!!
Everyone has at least one person on here who would LOVE to kiss them! Repost this to find out who would want to kiss you!!! 1-Tongue 2-Lips 3-French 4-Make-Out 5-Ooops, there went the clothes 6-cheek If u wanna kiss me.. reply to my inbox and use one of the above numbers

Alyssa Lies..
My little girl met a new friend, just the other day, on the playground at school between the tires and the swings But she came home with tear-filled eyes, and she said to me "Daddy, Alyssa lies" Well I just brushed it off at first, 'cause I didn't know how much my little girl had been hurt or the things she had seen. I wasn't ready when I said "You can tell me" and she said... "Alyssa lies to the classroom, Alyssa lies everyday at school, Alyssa lies to the teachers as she tries to cover every bruise" My little girl laid her head down that night to go to sleep. As I stepped out the room I heard her say a prayer so soft and sweet "God bless my mom and my Dad and my new friend, Alyssa oh I know she needs you bad Because Alyssa lies to the classroom, Alyssa lies everyday at school, Alyssa lies to the teachers as she tries to cover every bruise" (bridge) I had the worst night of sleep in years as I tried to think of a w

Moving On
Moving on How will you remember me When I’m long gone Will you always think of me And all our favorite songs Remember my face Keep me in mind Let no one take my place And I’ll be just fine I know the day will come Maybe sooner than we thought When we must all move on To life the life we’ve always sought.

Freeze Frame
Freeze Frame Stop this moment in time So I can just stay here a while Is it such a crime, To want to keep hold of my smile? Freeze this time in my life I can be happy once more Just to get away from the strife Rest and be ready for what’s left in store Escape to my long gone memories Of a time I was once me, carefree My happiness I must seize So I’ll know that who I am, is me Freeze frame these few minutes of bliss So I can hang on to myself, happy So that I may reflect on all of this And smile, because I may see the true me.

50 Things She Wishes You Knew
Universal truths that all men should--but don't--understand 1. Saying "I love you" immediately before, during, or following sex doesn't count. 2. Real men drive stick shift. 3. I will leave if you lie. 4. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts). 5. I'm convinced I'm pregnant and obsess about it for a minimum of 24 to 48 hours before my period, even when I have no rational reason to think so. 6. I love it when you hug me from behind and whisper in my ear. 7. "Fine" is never an appropriate response when I ask you how I look. 8. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you. 9. I'm terrified of becoming my mother, even though I admire her. 10. I get turned on simply seeing that I have an e-mail from you. 11. I expect you to call me. 12. Only rock stars are allowed to wear leather pants. 13. I'm scared of losing my independence. 14. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be. 15. Oral sex is your get-o

Rape
Forsaken trapped in pain abused unclean fighting harder makes it worse screaming louder doesn't work vicious like a rabid dog knocked around thrown and thrashed holds me down strips me bare I'm alone and no one cares I give up too tired to fight play dead- he'll go away I just want to live through the night he doesn't leave but when he's done wipes me off lays beside me covers himself up then whispers he loves me and into sleep drifts off I lie still try not to make a noise cold and bare mom warned me about boys afraid to move afraid to breathe in my dreams only way to leave wakes me up ready for another round grabs my hair pushes me down I'm choking cant breathe so afraid save me save me please ______________________ Never Ending Story (Flash Back Nightmare Continued) Here we go once again How could h

Sgt Joe Polo
SGT Joe Polo of Alpha Company, 2nd Battalion, 12th Infantry Regiment was killed in action 29 March in the vicinity of Baghdad, Iraq. SGT Polo was conducting a mounted patrol in a HMMWV when his unit encountered an Improvised Explosive Device and subsequent small arms fire. SGT Polo was killed instantly by the IED.

Self Injury
Stress Reliever sharp broken glass scraping my skin cutting into me I can never win stress reliever pain subsider they'll believe her I was just an outsider none of you could know and you never will I’m ready to blow I’m ready to kill Wrong With Me What is it that I do To make it all go away What I do hurts me too But in a different way So what can I do To keep the pain at bay It gets me dirty looks from you But there’s nothing you will say Well, what do I do To get myself free You never even knew There was something wrong with me

Sooner Or Later
Sooner Or later sooner or later you will come to me sooner or later you'll have some questions for me sooner or later I will have to explain sooner or later you'll know you're not plain sooner or later you'll want to know why sooner or later you will make me cry sooner or later I’ll let you know that god made you special to let everyone know that there is hope life isn't that bad you can cope just take my hand baby, don't be sad that you were made a special way be happy, be glad we love you this way! Never change my little boy I want you just as you are don’t be sad my baby boy you've already come so far!

Fuck You
Fuck You “I love you” “All in due time” Fuck you Fuck your lies “I miss you” “I think of you all the time” Fuck you Fuck your lies Fuck your drama Fuck your ego Fuck your fat ass I don’t need you So, Fuck you And fuck your lies Fuck your bullshit I don’t have time. Jen Housley-Horn November 4, 2006

A Soldier Is.................
A Soldier Is:Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack.A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants somet

Ode To Single Mothers
Ode to Single Mothers We stand at the bank Infant in tow Stronger than you think Few of you know We walk to the store Stroller in hand We can’t afford more Than a loaf of bread We see all of your stares But we don’t want your pity Consumed by petty cares You’ve no responsibility The life of a single mom You’ve no idea of hardship We each hear our life’s song Helping us finish our long trip Though we walk alone We share the same goal Tending our homes Guiding their souls Our clothes are outdated Our hair a total mess Personal identities faded Strength put to the test Single mothers we are Proud to be just that Our journey is far But we’ll do it.. that’s a fact. (10-5-06)

Cinderella Story
Cinderella Story You read the fairy tales And watch the movies You read the poems Wonder why you’re so lonely You hope that one day Your price will arrive Sweep you off your feet Make you feel alive But what if he never shows And you’re alone forever Prepare for the blows And for the rough weather He’ll never show up He’ll never love you You’ll never find him He’ll never love you You’re no Cinderella… (10/1/2006)

Day Or Night
Day or Night Even from way back in the day Had a shoulder for my head to lay She’s always been by my side My girl, always ready to ride Into our high school years There to wipe each other’s tears Me and my girl were always tight Right by my side, ready to fight Day or night Right by my side Day or night Ride or die Heartbreaks and celebrations For her I always have the patience Even when those boys be hatin’ And when our loved ones are all taken She’s always there with me Through all the bullshit Me and my baby We always get through it Day or night That’s my girl Day or night Conquer the world Now we’re grown With kids of our own And we hold on tight For the sunlight Although divorce and death May at times take our breath We’ll feel alone, but in the end It’s just us, you and me, my friend Day or night I’m there for you Day or night This love is true Love always, Your sister, Jenny January 23, 2007

Looking For Love
I open my heart U enter tenderly Yet u tear it apert U say U love me U make me cry I should have let u be Deep is my love for u I don't think u know my feelings are true Tears fall from my eyes with every thought of you It broke my heart broke When we said our goodbyes

How To Link A Photo
I'm currently hosting my second contest and the most common question I seem to get is how do I link a photo. So I decided to create a little tutorial on how to do it. First off select the photo you want to link to, you can get to it by clicking on the "MY" link at the top of any Cherrytap page. Then Click on "Photos". This will bring up your photos. Now find the photo you want to send a link of to the person holding the contest(or just someone you want to show a particular picture to) Click on it and it will bring up a page that your photo. This page will look something like this Now you want to click on the "LINK Photo" link and it will bring up something that looks like this: Please note: The link photo box will be above your picture and will not load a new page. Now you want to select and copy the text, from whichever box your choose, the box on the left will put a small picture(called a thumbnail) in the message. the box on the right will just crea

Child Abuse And Rapists We Know Where You Live!
PROTECT OUR KIDS!!!! I recieved this url that may interest people, it sure interested me. It is a website started by ...well there goes my memory again, oh yeah, John Walsh, (darn that fibro fog, and if you want to know what that means, look up fibromyalgia), anyway Mr Walsh did a good job on this one, it is a map of where sex offenders live, you type in your address and click, a map of your neighborhood and several squares show up, when you put your cursor over the square it tells you the name, address and a picture of the offender, also details as to what their crime was. This includs known rapists as well as any kind of sex offense. It works all over the US, the site is: http://www.familywatchdog.us/Search.asp

Salute Contest
Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).

Words
Watch your thoughts; they become your words. Watch your words; they become your actions. Watch your actions; they become your habits. Watch your habits; they become your character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny

To All
AS I SIT HERE AND WONDER , WHAT LAYS AHEAD , I HAVE THOUGHT , AND THOUGHT , ABOUT THE ONE I "" CARE ABOUT "" AND WILL HOLD HIM IN MY HEART , AND HE KNOWS WHO HE IS . YOU , WILL , NEVER HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE MY HEART IS , BECAUSE IT BELONGS TO YOU . JUST ALITTLE THOUGHT TO YOU , XOXOXOXO CHERIE TO MY CRUSH .

Mating Season
in the words of the owl from bambi..everyone is freakin twitterpated. that's quite possibly the grossest/weirdest word ever. rawr! love is in the air at millersville and it fills my lungs and boy oh boy does it make me choke. maybe even gag sometimes. i'm hungry and sleepy. it's beautiful outside. stroll through the woods? picnic in a field? dinner on the beach? stargazing on a blanket? not for me. maybe some of you folks will be lucky enough. i'm not usually moody or pissed off...but idk. i just am, now. or lately. idk. discontent or discouraged or disappointed is a better way of phrasing it, i guess. whatev. i'm outtt

Ct Drama
Wow....seeing that helping people out in contests is nothing but trouble...if you have more then one friend in a contest and you go help one out and not the other they seem to get anal about it and block you cuz you aint helping them...this site is for fun and i dont see why they have to act like 2 year olds and throw hissy fits cuz they cant get help...and not only do they have fits they have their friends come and talk shit too..how fuckin lame is that....im tired of these games and gonna delete my shit soon cuz these games are childish and im a grown up i dont wanna deal with it...the contests are for fun so why people get so mad...i dont get it...anywho im done venting for the night...thank you

You My Friend
You My Friend You my friend You don't always show it, but I know that you care. You My friend If I'd ever need you, I know you'd be there. You I'm glad you're my friend. Your smile makes me smile. Your pain makes me hurt. You My friend I want you to know: If you need me--I'm there. make you happy, make you laugh. You My friend Sometimes you make me mad, but I can't stay mad. You My friend Sometimes I want to get away from you. And sometimes there's nothing I want more than: to talk to you, to tell you about my day, to hear about yours, to laugh with you, to tease you, to share an inside joke, that no one else would get, to argue with you, but know we're just kidding.. You My friend Do you remember the time when...? There are so many times. You My friend Don't ever lose the wonderful person you are. Stay happy. Stay healthy. Stay you. You My friend I'll never stop being your friend. Don't ever stop being

Roping A Deer
I had this idea that I was going to rope a deer, put it in a stall, Feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that since they congregated at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a bold one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away) that it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it and transport it home. I filled the cattle feeder then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, who had seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes my deer showed up - 3 of them. I picked out a likely looking one, stepped out from the end of the feeder, and threw my rope. The deer just stood there and stared at me. I wrapped the rope around my waist and twisted the end so I would

Nekkid
Some people should never be nekkid. I'm one of them. I'm ok with that. A lot of people who should never be nekkid are unaware that they should never be nekkid. Now, the tricky bit is telling someone who was kind enough to be nekkid for you that they really didn't need to be nekkid and in fact it would have been better for the entire planet if they had been un-nekkid. I mean, you don't want to discourage the ones who are just fine being nekkid. That was a lot of nekkid.

Current Song
Runaway Train Call you up in the middle of the night, like a fire flower FAR OF light, you were there like a blow torch burnin', I was a key that could use a little turnin' So tired that I couldn't even sleep, so many secrets I couldn't keep, I promised myself I wouldn't weep, one more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now, I'm in too deep theres no way out, this time I have really led myself a-stray Runaway train never goin' back, wrong way on a one way track seems like I should be getting somewhere, somehow I'm neither here nor there Can you help me remember how to smile, make it somehow all seem worth while, how on earth did I get so jaded, life's mysteries seem so FADED(???) I can go where no one else can go, I know what no one else knows, here I am just a drowning in the rain, with a ticket for a runaway train Everything seems cut and dry, day and night earth and sky, somehow I just don't believe it Runaway train never g

Sadness In Growing Old.
Some of you know that my Grandfather (Who has been more of a father to me than my actual dad) is suffering from Altzhiemer's disease. He has good says and bad. Sadly, the good days are getting fewer each week. Lately, he has taken to cursing past friends/aquaintances saying they stole his horses, his cattle, his land, etc... Anything that was sold long ago. Well, the horses were sold only a year ago and he forgot about it that same day and has been on a tear about it ever since. He talks of buildings on the property that aren't there. Accuses Grandma of terrible things... He doesn't recognise people most of the time or if he does, he sees them as if they were children. Last year at my birthday party, when I went to leave his house he stood up shook my hand and said "Thanks for visiting, buddy. You should come by again soon." He didn't know who I was or why I was there. I couldn't (and still can't) handle seeing him that way. Today has to be the worst... He clim

This Place Is Crazy
Ok, I'm new here and this is pretty different from what I'm used to. If you send me something and I don't get with you right away please don't get pissed. I'll get at everyone once I've figured this shit out.

I Was Only Looking For Something Real...
Well wouldn't ya know I was talking to someone that was treating me right and was there for me always... then along came this new person and I decided to let the good guy go... what a fuck up I made... seems that I was being played but ya know what? Ya gotta live, learn, love and laugh... just my thoughts!!! muah... to all my real TRUE friends I LOVE YOU!!! Jennifer

Static-x. "destroyer"
Sometimes metal doesn't need to really mean anything... In this case I just like the music and haven't paid much attention to the lyrics...regardless of what it really means, I like the track... Take it Take it down with a steamhammer! Pack it hard, lead shot in your mood shooter! Choose your pulse and have a drink with your painkiller... TAKE US DOWN! Crack up on it like it don't matter; Smash it up, then get down, broken dream maker! If I could, I'd trade it all for an automator... HERE IT COMES! (Oh!) You do it again! You do it again! DESTROYER! (Oh!) You do it again! You do it again! DESTROYER! Double sword command, red royal! Been diving all the crap; you're a great liar! Overdrive, deep dirt on your shit highway... BLACK EYE! How's it feel to have a head, hollow? Take a trip, get a grip before you get in trouble! And you wonder why you're called the destroyer (-stroyer)... STEREO! (Oh!) You do it a

Like A Boy Lyrics
[Verse: 1] Pull up your pants (Just Like Em') Take out the trash (Just Like Em') getting ya cash like em' Fast like em' Girl you outta act like ya dig (What I'm talkin' bout') Security codes on everything Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring (Joint Account) And another one he don't know about [Hook] Wish we could switch up the roles And I could be that... Tell you I love you But when you call I never get back Would you ask them questions like me?... Like where you be at? Cause I'm out 4 in the morning On the corna rolling Doing my own thing Ohh [Chorus] What if I?... Had a thing on the side? Made ya cry? Would the rules change up?... Or would they still apply?... If I played you like a toy?... Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy [Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice] Can't be getting mad! What You Mad? Can't Handle that! Can't be getting mad! What you mad? Can't handle that! [Verse: 2] Girl go head and be... (Just Like Em') Go run the stree

New Laptop Soon
Well, I have to get a new laptop. My husband's took a shit and now he wants mine lol. That's fine with me, even though I love mine. We just both need laptops since I take mine and use it at school and he uses his at work. I have it narrowed down to two...though which two I wont say yet because I plan to not say anything until I decide and actually buy one. I will tell you that I'll be getting a 12.1" screen & it'll also be a tablet pc since I'll get a lot of use out of that. We'll probably get the laptop within the next 4 months. I've been watching prices and deals.

This Is For You Gypsy!!!
I got to the hotel first, I checked in and left the receptionist instructions to to give you the second key and send you straight up...I made sure that I was here early enough to set up the room and to get myself ready, for what was to be a most memorable evening..The room was quite large with a queensize bed, a table and two hard backed chairs..The bathroom held a large Jacuzzi..this will do nicely I thought as I started to run the bath...I went to my bag and took out some of the candles which filled nearly half my small suitcase I spread them around the room..some were scented with a strong spicy musk..and when I lit them them the began to fill the room with their deep aroma..with the room lit only by the flickering light from the candles the scene was almost complete...I took my Ipod and set it up on its speaker stand..the music started as I took the final steps..I went to my case and remove my outfits laying them on the bed...I picked up the red latex waspie and suspender b

.after.after.
can you say...ass tired? cuz i can. numerous times. tho meems cant say 'unique new york' three times fast...cuz it comes out 'unique you nork' which is highly amusing in and of itself. i dun wanna go to sleep...but im kinda...on the..eh bored side? something like that...iunno.. kids are in bed.. television sucks and i dun feel like getting up to put in a flick. so here i sit rambling. *laughs* the useless pigtail attacking cat still hasnt eaten the damn cricket...and i cant find the effin thing either. so...uh yeah. reality shows like 'the bachelor' are stupid. yet i cant find the remote so i had to suffer thru the asian chick singing a horrific rendition of the star spangled banner. *rolls eyes* but other than that? life is good. i quite like it especially lately. no detail for you! ha! n stuff n things n yeah... kthnxbi *wanders away*

Matzoh Chicken Turnovers
Matzoh Chicken Turnovers Passover begins after sundown tonight. If you'd like to try something new for this year's seder, these chicken turnovers are sure to please. Round out your meal with other great recipes from the links below. Servings: 10 turnovers Ingredients: * 5 matzohs * 1 large chopped onion * 2 tablespoons oil (for sauteing the onion) * 1 1/2 cups ground chicken * 3 eggs * 2 tablespoons matzoh meal * Salt and pepper * Oil or margarine for frying the turnovers Directions: Sprinkle the matzoh with water and wrap in a clean, damp towel. Let stand for 10 minutes. Saute the onion in oil until golden. Add the chicken and cook for 10 minutes. Remove from the heat. Beat 2 of the eggs lightly. Add them and the matzoh meal to the chicken and onions and season to taste. Cut each matzoh in half. Near the narrow edge of each half, put a tablespoon of the chicken mixture and roll the matzoh carefully. Beat the third egg.

The 9 Factor......
A short note.... A lot many people tend to ask why I rate them only 9 and not 10... Hope the below explains it.. TEACHER : Millie, give me a sentence starting with "I." MILLIE : "I is... TEACHER : No, Millie..... Always say, "I am." MILLIE : Alright... "I am the 9th letter of the alphabet….. Hence the 9… Now if it was 10, it would be J' am or J' is, that is to say Jam or Jis... wouldn't it... ? No harm... if that's what they want to call themselves or allow me to say... their twatters !! And if they wanted an 11, it would... Ja Ja.. Das its gut…. gesundheit!! So shall increase it, once that twatter is examined.. No offense girls... Don’t go down too hard on this.. Obviously, if you got a 10, why not 11 would be the next question.… However, if it is a 9, it would be remembered as that bloody twit, who gave me twat a 9 ! So...three cheers for 9.... Amen....

Dis Is How It Izz Now Heeere Yarly
meh haz tried fo sho. sadlie manie of deh sidez here cannot get along yarly. dis make me sad fo sho! tooo many h8terz too manie cheeeterz too many lieerrrz tooo manie sneeeekz and fukkin n00bz. it make meh think of dis old gnr song yarly. if you reeed deh wordz and reeeelate dem to ct rite now, u will get it fo sho! =^(O_o)^= "WHAT WE'VE GOT HERE IS FAILURE TO COMMUNICATE SOME MEN YOU JUST CAN'T REACH... SO, YOU GET WHAT WE HAD HERE LAST WEEK WHICH IS THE WAY HE WANTS IT! WELL, HE GETS IT! N' I DON'T LIKE IT ANY MORE THAN YOU MEN." LOOK AT YOUR YOUNG MEN FIGHTING LOOK AT YOUR WOMEN CRYING LOOK AT YOUR YOUNG MEN DYING THE WAY THEY'VE ALWAYS DONE BEFORE LOOK AT THE HATE WE'RE BREEDING LOOK AT THE FEAR WE'RE FEEDING LOOK AT THE LIVES WE'RE LEADING THE WAY WE'VE ALWAYS DONE BEFORE MY HANDS ARE TIED THE BILLIONS SHIFT FROM SIDE TO SIDE AND THE WARS GO ON WITH BRAINWASHED PRIDE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND HUMAN RIGHTS AND ALL THESE THINGS ARE SWEPT ASIDE BY BLOODY HAN

And Guys Say Were Confusing!
You know I dont pretend to understand men, even though most of my friends are guys. But as friends their easy to figure out as lovers.. that's a hole nother story, How is it that guys shows more interest in you when you show no interest in them? But once your single and interest, they act like you dont exist. OR when you are together and your mean and bitchy they seem to love ya but when you sweet and nice, their looking for a peice of ass else where. What the HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I
If I If I didn't live tomorrow would u care. If you cared would I have known you cared? Or did you not care enough to let me know you cared. So I died alone when I shouldn't have. If I called you did you ever call me? Did you try to stay in touch? How busy is too busy. If you knew how I felt would you change? But it doesn't matter how I feel when you're what matters. You said it was all in my head. You said I disappeared. You said I exaggerated. But all you did was not believe. Did you try to make a difference? Should I have smoked and had a cell phone for you to care.

Made Me Giggle
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time. I know where my watch is buddy, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the bathroom is? 2. The Pillsbury doughboy is way too happy considering he has no dick. 3. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually. 4. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too." Fuck off. What good is a goddamn cake you can't eat? 5. When people say "It's always in the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the fuck would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 6. When people say, while watching a movie "Did you see that?" No dicknose, I paid $7.50 to come to the theatre and stare at frikken ceiling up there. 7. The radio ad "Hi, I'm Jeff Healey from the Jeff Healey Band. Don't drink and drive. I don't". Well, I hope

Please Listen To Them If They Need Help!
www.hostdrjack.com ________ My Name is Misty ______________ My name is Misty, I am but three My eyes are swollen, I cannot see. I must not be loved for I am punished by cigarette burns. I must do right, I can't do wrong, Or else I am locked up all week long. When I awake, I'm alone. The house is dark, my folks are gone. Deep down inside I feel bad For Mom and Dad. I'm really just an expensive joke. No more, no less....... then speed or coke. Be quiet now! I hear a car. My dad is back from Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse, my name he calls. I squeeze myself against the wall. On my bed, it's too late. His face is twisted into hate. I feel the pain again and again. Oh, Dear God! Please let it end. My name is Misty. I am but three. Last night my father murdered me...... __________________ Myspace Layouts :: Funny Videos :: Music Video Codes

Check This Out
tis is a poem called destroyed that i wrote you have torn out my heart and tossed it around ripped it to shreads and thrown it on the ground as i lie in pieces crying away my soul my body sits there lifeless lying in a hole i feel nothing its as if im dead my body is alive but theres nothing in my head love is an illusion for it does not exist my hearts been destroyed with an iron fist your heart is cold and cruel to you its all a game but i know one thing i will never be the same i wrote this poem after my fiance left me

Friend
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Love
Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!!

Is There Anyone Here Willing To Help A Little?
PLEAE CLICK ON THIS PIC. I AM IN A CONTEST AND NEED HELP WITH COMMENTING THIS PICTURE. JUST CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO WHERE YOU NEED TO COMMENT. THEN YOU TYPE IN MESSAGES OVER AND OVER AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. YOU CAN TYPE WHATEVER YOU WOULD LIKE. IF IT SAYS YOU HAVE SPAMMED. JUST CLICK REFRESH OR RELOAD AND TYPE IN SOMETHING DIFFERENT. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE HELP YOU CAN GIVE ME. THANK YOU VERY MUCH IN ADVANCE. P.S. THIS IS FOR CUP OF JOE'S CONTEST. LETS COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF THIS PICTURE AND SHOW HIM THE APRRECIATION FOR ALL THE MONEY HE HAS SPENT TO GIVE US ALL HAPPY HOUR.

Letter From A Rez Kid, Now At Parris Island Marine Corps Recruit
Shima', I am well. Hope you are. Tell my brudder Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for the trading post. Tell him to join up quick before maybe all of the places are filled. I was kinda sorta restless at the beginning because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m., but am getting used to sleeping late. Tell Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. And you get a real bed to sleep on and you don't wake up smelling like the sheepskin. And there's no sheep to herd, horses to tend to, fences to fix, wood to split, practically nothing to do. And you get to take a shower because there's warm water. They actually have breakfast like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, but kind of weak on mutton, potatoes, ham, steak, fried spam and other regular food, but tell Elmer you can always sit by the two city folks that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you till noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city fo

Thanks For Helping Me With My Folder :)
I know alot of you had some very sweet thing to say to me, but I'm off to bed, got an early wake up...in about 4 1/2 hours... So again, thank you for everything and for everyone being so sweet to me.... Lots of luv and hugs, Nellie :)

Top 9 Sex Jokes
TOP 9 SEX JOKES > > # 9 > A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. > As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps > into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into > her breast. They are both startled and he says, "Ma'am, if your > heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She > replies, "if your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 1221." > > ******************************************************** > # 8 > A young man walks up and sits down at the bar. "What can I get > you?" the bartender inquires. "I want 6 shots of Jagermeister," > responded the young man. "6 shots?!? Are you celebrating > something?" "Yeah, my first blowjob." "Well, in that case, let >> > > me give you a 7th on the house." "No offence, sir. But if 6 > shots won't get rid of the taste, nothing will." > > ********************************************************* > #7 > A businessman boards a flight and is lucky enough to

Lately
lately1. Are you sarcastic: yes2. Is there anything you can't wait for this summer: no3. Socks and sandals: socks4. Who was the last person to go to the movies with: brian5. What one thing you really hope to do this spring: fix our camero6. Do you like to go Mini-Golfing: yes7. Are you moving this spring: no8. Are you going to be starting a job this spring: no9. Have you ever slapped someone: yes10. Did you get poison ivy: no11. Do you plan on going camping next summer: yes12. Favorite pizza toppng: pepperoni13. Pants or shorts: pants14. Do you use Chapsticks: yes15. Are you currently fighting with anyone: no MySpace Quizzes from Get this and more quizzes at RubberDuckySpace.com!!

I Am In My First Ever Pic Contest!
K sooo here's the deal. I'm in my first pic contest. There are TONS of people ahead of me already but I figured what the hell. I can atleast try lol. So comment bomb away or atleast rate it! Please? *hugs* Thanks!

Kiss
I stand at the end of the bar, in a deep gaze of the wall. Drifting away not sure when i might fall. Just hoping to hold something, hoping for the one. and then you slide into my arms. You stand under me till I come too. As I look down at, your just staring at me. For how long? I will never know. But i don't care cause your there. Your arms wraped around me tight. I can't stop staring into your gorgeous eyes. You smile only hoping to bring one to me. I still can't stop thinking though. Your gorgeous eyes. Your rightous smile. Your gentle touch. I think im going to melt.If only you knew what stired in my head. Its more then just any of that. Its your laugh. Your smile. The way you treat me. All you do is just stare at me.As you gaze at me I can't help it. I want it. No i need it now. So i have to take the chance. In my mind no ones around. The room is empty, the whole fucking town. But everyones watching. Everyones staring. Cause they know whats coming. Yet are you oblivious. A man can

My Chemo...
Morning has broken Time to rise & face the world Loose hairs on my pillow Head hurts like pins & needles I reach up to touch it Just to check if I’m bald yet I try to hide from reality I am afraid to look into the mirror To see a pale forlorn soul Peeking back at me Her eyes once gleaming like an emerald Now faded & afraid Time for breakfast a rare delight Knowing that even if I eat I will soon be looking at my porcelain god As it devours my food for me Wish I could hold just one meal down Still … will all be over soon Water works proving sore I tingle as I have a wee They said that’s fine it means the drugs Are doing what they are meant to do But still I shiver with the pain Why won’t it just go away? Who am I now I ask myself? As sleep eludes me in the night Trying to purge the fears I have ... The horrors that come the word cancer You’ll be fine they say to me But they don’t know how I feel

Why Did This Happen To Me????
Afraid & angry She looks at her life Wishing on a falling star to take away this strife. She feels so tired now Of all she's been through and what is yet to come This ordeal is not over not by a long chalk She’s got to plod on as there is still some to be done One day at a time is all she can deal with Suppressing the fear with smiling appeal Telling herself she must keep going feeling so alone She goes for her treatments She sits alone in the waiting room Looking at others accompanied by loved ones No one understands how her emotions cry WHY ME Forced to accept this she must face her days But in the dark of the night as she cries out to an empty room WHY ME

Dreaming
Dreaming I used to dream of eyes so blue And loving arms to hold me. I used to dream of heroic knights And how gracious they would be. I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle For anything less than best. I used to dream of how he would majestically Lay all fears to rest. I used to dream of fairy tales, How wondrous would they be I used to dream of story books All patterned after me. I used to dream of a lot of things, But the moment I met you, I immediately stopped dreaming, Because all of my dreams came true.

That's Right, I Got Me A Part-time Job At The Sizzler
Way back when I was just a little bitty boy living in a box under the stairs in the corner of the basement of the house half a block down the street from Jerry's Bait shop You know the place well anyway, back then life was going swell and everything was just peachy Except, of course, for the undeniable fact that every single morning My mother would make me a big bowl of sauerkraut for breakfast Awww - Big bowl of sauerkraut Every single morning It was driving me crazy I said to my mom I said "Hey, mom, what's with all the sauerkraut?" And my dear, sweet mother She just looked at my like a cow looks at an oncoming train And she leaned right down next to me And she said "IT'S GOOD FOR YOU" And then she tied me to the wall and stuck a funnel in my mouth And force fed me nothing but sauerkraut until I was twenty six and a half years old That's when I swore that someday Someday I would get outta that basement and travel to a magical, far away place Where the sun is

Fulfill Me....
He lingered above her looking down lovingly His full lips moving sensuously against hers Tongues uniting in a kiss of the senses Then he moved down tortously slowly Placing butterfly kisses around her neck Even lower he kissed her shoulders His mouth then claimed her breasts Until her nipples were twin erections As hard in their desire as his own erection She pleaded for him to enter Her hands eager to ease him gently inside To set the tone that she desired In a tanttalizingly deliberate rhythm Making him cry out in unbearable desire The pace quickening Minds on a higher plane Begging for that final thrust The final fulfillment

A Trip Down Memory Lane!
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . ...and they did? When a 55 Chevy was everyone's dream car...to cruise, peel out, lay rubbe

I Promise......(poem-for The One In My Life That I Love!)
I promise to love you with each breath I take. When times are good or bad this vow I make. Whatever mood- happy or sad I'll be there....loving you. I promise to accept you for every action you take. When you buy things you dont need I'll give you a break. I will follow where ever you lead and I'll be there....loving you. We'll walk side by side through this life, together Believe when I say I want this to last forever There is one more promise I want to make Every word I speak is true When we wake up each day.......I promise..... I will always say.....I love you.

Desire....
Cuddle me closely as you whisper my name Release your soul to be by my side Ignite my passion until it lights up the sky So I can find my way into your arms tonight Look into my eyes & see them shine A desire for you burning so bright Kiss my lips & whisper soft words So my heart can fly on high with the birds Fly silently into my wishful dreams Cuddle me closely in my sleep Allow your hands to smooth & caress So I can feel tingles on my flesh Feel me stir as I dream with a notion As we blend together with emotion Awaken me from sleep with a warm embrace See the desire light up my face Caress my body until it awakens Until I feel I can't wait to be taken Feel the thrill as our bodies go on heat Making out hearts go bump with a beat Close your eyes & listen to my moans tingles down your spine when you find my zone Feel the blood rush to the right places Passion & love shining on our faces Take your time, make this feeling last Now

Do I Bug You?
There have been many, many times when I may have; disturbed you, troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you, or got on your nerves with all the emails I send, So today I just wanna tell you that... I PLAN TO CONTINUE !!!!!!

! Passionate Kiss.......
We meet and smile, no words necessary Our lips touch flirtingly like gentle stroke. Our tongues lightly flicking - The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Craving to touch every inch both inside & out again and again I long to feel. Tickling your mouth with my tongue. Oh I want to press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing our lips back and forth in rhythm. Our kisses are hot and fast. I have such a need for them to go on & on. I want to kiss all over your face. And slowly to your mouth return. Our tongues dancing together with desire. As we explore this joy of united mouths. We do it over & over again Wild with passionate desire for each other The sensations driving us mad with desire. By now we are wild for each other. As our tongues unite with fire. The movements are in unison and stabbing. Like our lovemaking will eventually be I wonder do you desire me? Like I desire you my precious man. The secrets of us will one day unfold. Until then let our tong

The Awesomeness Of God!!
> > > >IN CHEMISTRY, HE TURNED WATER TO WINE. > >IN BIOLOGY, HE WAS BORN WITHOUT THE NORMAL CONCEPTION. > >IN PHYSICS, HE DISAPPROVED THE LAW OF GRAVITY WHEN HE ASCENDED INTO HEAVEN. > >IN ECONOMICS, HE DISAPPROVED THE LAW OF DIMINISHING RETURN BY FEEDING 5000 > >MEN WITH TWO FISHES & 5 LOAVES OF BREAD. > >IN MEDICINE, HE CURED THE SICK AND THE BLIND WITHOUT ADMINISTERING A SINGLE > >DOSE OF DRUGS. > >IN HISTORY, HE IS THE BEGINNING AND THE END. > >IN GOVERNMENT, HE SAID THAT HE SHALL BE CALLED WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, PRINCE > >OF PEACE. > >IN RELIGION, HE SAID NO ONE COMES TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH HIM. > >SO WHO IS HE? > >HE IS JESUS! > >JOIN ME AND LET'S CELEBRATE HIM; HE IS WORTHY. > > > >THE EYES BEHOLDING THIS MESSAGE SHALL NOT BEHOLD EVIL, THE HAND THAT > >WILL SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYBODY SHALL NOT LABOR IN VAIN, AND THE MOUTH > >SAYING AMEN TO THIS PRAYER SHALL SMILE FOREVER. REMAIN IN GOD AND SEEK HIS > > FACE ALWAYS.AMEN > > > >In GOD I've Found

1/2 A Proverb
Half A Proverb > >A Primary one teacher had twenty-five students in her class and she >presented > >each child in her class the first half of a well known proverb and asked >them to > >come up with the remainder of the proverb. > > It's hard to believe these were actually done by primary ones. Their >insight >may surprise you. While reading these keep in mind that these are first >graders, >6-year-olds, because the last one is classic! > >1. Don't change horses......................until they stop running. > >2. Strike while the.........................bug is close. > >3. Its always darkest before................Daylight Savings Time. > >4. Never underestimate the power of........termites. > >5. You can lead a horse to water but .......how? > >6. Don't bite the hand that........... Looks dirty. > >7. No news is...............................impossible. > >8. A miss is as good as a..................Mr. > >9. You can't teach an old dog new............m

Church Phone
ANOTHER ONE MY TEXAS FRIENDS WILL LOVE! Church Phone A man in Topeka, Kansas, decided to write a book about churches around the country. He started by flying to San Francisco and started working east from there. Going to a very large church he began taking photographs and making notes. He spotted a golden telephone on the vestibule wall and was intrigued with a sign that read, "$10,000 per minute." Seeking out the pastor, he asked about the phone and the sign. The pastor answered that the golden phone is, in fact, a direct line to Heaven, and if he pays the price, he can talk directly to God. The man thanked the pastor and continued on his way. As he continued to visit churches in Seattle, Salt Lake City, Denver, Chicago, Milwaukee, and around the United States, he found more such phones with the same sign and the same explanation from each pastor. Finally, the man arrived in the great state of Texas. Upon entering a church, behold, he saw the usual g

The Happy Poem - Written : May 1st, 2005
Gee. Look at that rainbow. See it float across the sky? Look at me, I'm a happy person! Happy! Happy! Happy! Watch me skip through the field with that pink bunny! Weee! Yay! Here we go little bunny! Hop! Hop! Hop! I see a squirrel! YaY! C'mon little squirrel, lets scramble up that tree thurr yonder! Climb! Climb! Climb...oops, there you go little squirrel, don't wantcha to fall! Climb! Climb...Oomph! Hey little birdie! Lets fly! Flap! Flap! Flap! Wait, I just remembered I can't fly! Fall! Fall! Fall! SPLAT! SPLAT! SPLAT!

Red Wrath- Written : September 4, 2005
Silent Screaming.... Pleading in your eyes... Begging on your knees..... Your hands reach out, yet there is nothing to grasp onto. You cry your river of tears. You hide in your shadow of doubt. You pinch yourself to see if your alive. Yet you realize that you can feel no pain. Your world spins, as you grab a knife and cut Slice Slit anything you can. You feel pure bliss as the warm, red sticky liquid runs everywhere. You fall back as your world turns black. Silent screaming... Pleading eyes.... Begging on your knees.....

Pissed Off (for A Sec Anyway)
I sit in wonder. Why does everyone make life more difficult than it has to be? Should I explain? Probably not, but alas I must. People always need the forever ongoing reassurance that their life is as bad as they make it out to be. Yeah I typed that right. Reread that sentence again if you must. Its sad but true. I know this cause at one point in my life I could have been one of those people. Not really sure and no one ever really told me about myself, like I do for so many people. LMAO Anyway, people who always seek approval to be upset over their small meaningless problems. Talking to people that never listened, and I realized that they just waited for their turn to speak, so they could they me about their problems. Now I no longer wait for my turn. I am going to speak outta motherfucking turn. Stop your fucking whinning!!! Return to reality. Who's reality you ask? The reality that is in the world around them. Am I suggesting to rest the world's problems on your o

Jiffy Lube Scam
Unbelievable! What a bunch of lying, thieving, cheating , miserable SOBs!Jiffy Lube? Check out this link. View the VIDEO. Send it to everyone you know who owns a car. http://mfile.akamai.com/12924/wmv/vod.ibsys.com/2006/0503/9152183.200k.asx

If......
Used to be that I believed in something Used to be that I believe in love It's been a long time since I've had that feeling I could love someone I could trust someone I said I'd never let nobody near my heart again, darling I said I'd never let nobody in But if you asked me to I just might change my mind And let you in my life, forever If you asked me to I just might give my heart And stay here in your arms forever If you asked me to If you asked me to......... Somehow ever since I've been around you Can't go back to being on my own Can't help feeling, darling, since I've found you That I've found my home That I'm finally home I said I'd never let nobody get too close to me, darling I said I needed, needed to be free But if you asked me to . . . Ask me to, I will give my world to you baby I need you now Ask me to, I'll do anything for you baby For you baby If you asked me to I'd let you in my life forever If you asked me to.....

Slowly Healing - Written : August 25, 2005
Pain Suffering Thoughts of death still lingering around. Once pale skin creeps forth colour and radiance. Dull, dark hair begins to shine again. Realizing that help is only one call, or one friend away. Realizing that people DO love you for the way you are. Realizing that people DO want you to LIVE. Realizing that YOU want to live. Realizing that it's okay to cry, and let your anger out safely. Realizing it's okay to surrender and say, "I need help". Pain Suffering Thoughts of death still lingering around.... SLOWLY HEALING

Cell Phone Vs. Bible
CELL PHONE vs. BIBLE I wonder what would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat our cellphone? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we flipped through it several time a day? What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it? What if we used it to receive messages from the text? What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it? What if we gave it to Kids as gifts? What if we used it when we traveled? What if we used it in case of emergency? This is something to make you go....hmm...where is my Bible? Oh, and one more thing. ... Unlike our cell phone, we don't have to worry About our Bible being disconnected because Jesus already paid the bill. Makes you stop and think "where are my priorities? And no dropped calls!

Gdmfa [updated]
I hate that I'm not as smart as I use to be. I hate that I have more hates than I did yesterday. I hate that I feel like my brain is swelling. I hate that I'm afraid of stupid things like bugs crawling on me in my sleep. I hate that I'm constantly scratching my head...until it bleeds. I hate that I feel unloved. I hate that I crave love more than anything else. I hate that I don't really love anyone, even myself. I hate that as much attention as I get, it's never enough. I hate that I fucked up my future. I hate that I miss him... I hate that I believe lies easily. I hate that I'm fat. I hate that I'm always in some sort of pain. I hate that I'm depressed. I hate that I'm alone. I hate that I feel so empty. I hate that I'm an addict. I hate that I miss being even worse than I am now. I hate that I watch so much porn. I hate that I still hurt myself sometimes. I hate that I have ideas that don't make sense to anyone. I hate that I'm a felon. I hate that I hate being fucked up. I hate t

Survivor- Texas Style
I HAVE A FEW TEXAS FRIENDS ON MY LIST...I'M SURE THEY'LL APPRECIATE THIS! LOL SURVIVOR- TEXAS STYLE Due to the popularity of the Survivor shows, Texas is planning to do its own Survivor show, entitled, "Survivor - Texas Style." The contestants will all start in Dallas, then drive to Waco, Austin, San Antonio, over to Houston and down to Brownsville. Then, they will proceed up to Del Rio, El Paso, Midland, Odessa, Lubbock and Amarillo. From there they will go on to Abilene, Fort Worth, and finally back to Dallas. Each will be driving a pink Volvo with bumper stickers that read: "I'm Gay, I Love the Dixie Chicks, Boycott Beef, I Voted for John Kerry, George Strait Sucks, Hillary in 2008, and I'm here to confiscate your gun." The first one to make it back to Dallas alive - wins!

The Longing...........
My mouth waters as I see it My fingers tremble as I touch it All wrapped up in an inviting package Its so soft but firm to touch Becomes more yielding as I hold it in my warm embrace Sweet anticipation lingers in the air As I slowly unwrap this treasure Exposing it's delightful smoothness My eyes shining adoringly at the sight My body trembles with anticipation My lips hunger for its taste A sensuous aroma invades my nose As I open my lips to receive it Such a sweet taste of pure bliss Mouth now watering Senses awakened Longing needs appeasing My tongue moves all round it In a swirling motion Its delectable charms making me quiver I saviour this wonderful taste of creaminess My appitide will never be sated Until my next Cadbury's cream egg!

Why?- Written : September 4, 2005
Why am I feeling this way? This feeling of dread, of worthlessness and defeat. Why do you push me until I can't be pushed anymore? Why do you continually beat me up to make yourself feel better? Why do you like to see me cry? Why can't you treat me like a human? Why do you like to be the abuser? Why can't you treat me like the equal I am? Why can't you treat me with the respect you give everyone else? WHY?!?!

Please Tell Me - Written: September 5, 2005
Sitting here alone, Wanting to cry, Here I am, waiting for a sign. A sign that you love me, or even care at all, as I sit here, staring a hole through the wall. In a sense i know that you love me, and forever it'll be true, I'm just trying to figure out why the hell I'm so blue. So if you can think of an answer, please tell me why, cause i hate to sit and think that I'm living one big lie.

I Crave You...
I crave your mouth, Your voice, your hair. Silent, starving I prowl Through the streets. Bread does not nourish me, Dawn disquiets me, I search the liquid sound Of your steps all day. I hunger for your sleek laugh, For your hands the color of the wild grain, I hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails, I want to eat your skin like a whole almond. I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your loveliness, The nose, sovereign of your arrogant face, I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes, And I walk hungry, smelling the twilight Looking for you, for your hot heart, Like a puma in the barren wilderness.

Outcast - Written : September 12, 2005
I see the lightning crash against the midnight sky. As I hop on my broom. FLY! FLY! FLY! Cast out, with the human's eyes. I'm nothing but a mistake. Some say I should die. As I cry, relentlessly and whole heartedly, I can't help but think for the life of me: WHY? WHY? WHY? Cruelty, inhumane, whispering behind one's back. Causes broken hearts, broken spirits... worst of all but to some it's a relief... suicide. When You see someone snickering, and you join in to do the same, Your doing nothing but feeding the flame. You give the fire a reason to burn. But yet, taking away someone's willingness to learn.

Spilled Blood - Written September 15, 2005
I wanna slit my throat, for the whole world to see. I wanna spill my blood, and make everyone giggle with glee. I wanna slit my throat, for the whole world to see, so I know for a fact, That someone might miss me...

Broken - Written September 21, 2005
Shattered heart, Playing games, Names were called, People were shamed. Vicious words, All a lie, But sometimes, I just don't know why. Rumors spread, Stories told, Now one girl, Breaks the mold. She takes a stand, To put it to an end, A happy ending? No, you wish. Now she sits and stares blankly at the wall, Wonders why she even cared at all. She puts the gun to her head, And pulls the trigger thinking, This is the end. Now this girl lies dead and cold, And someone else has no one to hold.

My Love, Your Love
My love is like a rose... Its petals represent the depth of my love for you Its leaves represent my outstretched arms loving, caring and giving you warmth It stems represent my loving hands caressing your face in tenderness And the thorns represent my lips kissing you gently to cast away all your fears I am giving you the rose that drunk from my tears A rose that I cared for from the depths of my soul A rose I gave the water of my blood For this rose is perfumed by my sweet love for you Tara Each time you look at a rose think of me and my love for you Whenever you catch its fragrance floating in a gentle breeze Each time you touch the petals as soft as they may be.. Remember my pet,….there is one that loves you,…. And that one is me

Im Obsessed....lol
Ok i think I will admit I am obsessed with my best friend...well first off his date went well....but the butthead was on a date with HER...and thinking bout taking me the the fair in Jacksonville....ok im kinda touched but who in their right mind goes on a date with 1 chick and thinks of another(he said he didnt know why he was thinking of me)...ok yes we talk and talk and talk.....ok we talk anywhere from 1 to 2 hours a night(during the week)and he told me he kissed her but only cause i told him to kiss her and see if there were fireworks...he told me(dont laugh he said)that her kiss tasted like puke(GROSS !!!!!)at least i care enough to chew gum so my kisses are sweet and minty all the time...LOL...he said they dont have much to talk bout when they meet...ok i knew him a little over a yr now and we never NEVER run out of things to talk bout(we talked over 3500 minutes last month) or do....i go over there and hang for up to 13 hours and we have fun,his date was over in maybe 4 hours c

This One Is Yet To Be Titled - Written : September 21, 2005
Tears were spilled, The truth was told. Killing herself was her main option. Sad as it was, She wanted to leave, so that, she wouldn't recieve, The blame, the abuse, the wrong kind of attention, maybe it was love that she was missing. 1 drop, 2 drops, 3 drops, 4 Little puddles of blood form on the floor, 5 drops, 6 drops, 7 drops, 8 If she don't get help it'll be too late. 9 drops, 10 drops, 11 drops, 12 The veins in her wrists are like drying wells. 13 drops, 14 drops, 15 drops, more Now you see this girl lying dead on the floor.

Please - Written October 22, 2005
I wanna fall off the bridge - The bridge of fate... Where am I falling? Will I be too late? I wanna fall, For miles and miles... 'Cause Gods know I won't see his smile... Anymore, Ever again; Please tell me, Why in the hell this is the end?

A Little About Erica
1. Your full name? Erica the fan friggin tastic 2. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? It was my son, so yeah 3. How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they loved you? pretty much all of them 4. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? Yeah til he cheated on me 5. Are you crushing on someone? I don't do the crush thing. Pretty much it's lust before love for me now. 6. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? Yeah, like the knots in the stomache that just won't go away 9. Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? No, I don't believe in toying with emotions 10. Have you ever had your heart broken? To many times 11. Have you ever broken someone's heart? unfortunately yes, but it was for the better that it ended 12. Think any of your ex's still like you? one that I know of, but we're just friends 13. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?

Mutilation- Written June 5, 2006
The blood is trickling down my neck. It’s cold and thick, it’s very wet. The razorblade holds steady as I cut down to the bone, I’ve still not had enough!!! The worst mistake I ever made was one that was huge. I gave you my heart, you handed it back! Death comes for me, and I hold it back, as I go down my arms! Leave me alone, I’ll be fine, although you may not see it that way! Give me a blade, I’ll show you pain, as I mutilate my body, and show a weary smile. I’ve given up, there’s nothing left, for me to give to you. So say goodbye to the old me, as the new one starts to come through. One day you’ll understand why I had to do it. You might be mad for what I’ve done, but please make sure you know this! The time has come for me to go, please don’t forget, the love I once had for you, still runs true, and this is why I did it. On my corpse you’ll find your name, carved on my chest, because you were once my heart and soul, and I only wanted the best. Lea

Rough...
Rough Rip off your clothes with my teeth Lick my lips, staring at your flesh What to do with all of it nibble on your ear You like that? Huh? Scratch down your back Take it... Absorb it... You want more of it... I know you do... Mmmmm... ohhh... I can taste your pleasure As I nibble your cock gently Lick you frantically, look at you from below Scratch my nails down your chest Mmm, you need more? Climb up to you and pull your head back Ram my tongue in your mouth, tasting your tonsils Your eyes closed, I give you a surprise... Smother your face with my pussy... I feel you surprise but you love it Ohhhhhhhh please finger my ass Your cock down my throat Pure need Drinking your precum like hot milk Ooooooohhh...lick harder... Press my crotch in your face Suck your cock like a popsicle Suck it hard and fast You can't take it... But I make you... Grab your ass and shove you further Down my steamy throat I need you inside... Quickly I turn and just like t

Spring Has Sprung
Yes, Spring has Sprung ~ rounded off last weekend by grilin' n chillin' on the patio drinking beer adjacent to McCumber Swamp. What a lovely evening it was. For those of you who are not familiar with McCumber Swamp here is a brief history:McCumber Swamp has been evolving since 1997; diligently created and maintained by the ever annoying Lawnmowerman who is obsessed with looking into my patio doors. Notice the large dirt ditch he has worn by his repeated passes on the riding mower.The lovely part of spring is the appearance of wildlife as the weather breaks, which we enjoyed immensely last Sunday evening while sucking down large amounts of alcohol on my patio.Of course, this not being their natural habitat, these swamp creature had migrated from a far away foreign place...I do fear that their lives in the swamp will be cut short. With the rain being sparse the past couple days, the swamp was drying up and Lawnmowerman was riding high as I was leaving for work this afternoon. I can only

Whats Up. Just Dropin A Line To Let Ppl No Whats Up
what up. first time up on here so i just wanted to say a few things. im bekah 26 single mom of 2. i love to have fun and kickit wit sum cool ass ppl. i cant stand when ppl are fake as hell and make shit up just to have sumthin to say. if u cant find anyting to talk bout. shut ur fuckin mouth and listen. im very outspoken and i cuss like no other but thats just me. im lookin for sum down ass ppl who can always keep shit real no matter what, who like to party but also knows how to serious at times. i dont fuck wit immature ppl cuz i aint got the fuckin time deal wit drama or bullshit. so anyways there a whole lot more to me but u just have to hit me up and halla at me if u wanna know. peace out

Thinking About Getting Off Tap
I'm thinking about getting off tap because I don't like the fact that people have been spreading shit that is not true. I'm not going to be considered a slut when I'm not. I have been nothing but nice to people. I'm not talking about Just Shizzle but these other guys that have said that I was trying to get with them and all that shit, But any way hopefully you all have fun and do whatever you all think is right and I'm so agravated but have a fun and great life and to those that are truely my friends I'm happy that you all have been her for me. Trista

Hmm
ok so this kind of pisses me off.when people rate your photo a 1 it makes them look like a fucking pussy..honestly..and nobody deserves to be rated a one..mmk.ugh.. then my ex decides to talk to me a couple days ago while hes on the computer and he sends me an im to my phone..talking to me..i dont know why cuz honestly i hate his fucking guts..(hes the guy that tried to hook up with my 14 year old friend)...so ya.and then i ask him "are u and her going out" he says YES... soo guess what i ask her and shes like "wtf are you talking about" soo basically he lies.. but ya its funny how he says that..but ya thats all thats happend to me in a while..peace.

How To Convert Blood
A simple method of converting blood from one group to another could spell the end of life-threatening shortages in hospitals. The discovery means muchneeded supplies of the O-negative blood type, which can be accepted by everyone, could be increased. Blood shortages, which can lead to longer hospital waiting times and even death, could be prevented by creating stockpiles of this type of blood. The breakthrough by an international team was unveiled by Prof Henrik Clausen, of Copenhagen university in Denmark. The team managed to remove the sugar molecules which attach themselves to red blood cells and make each group different from the others. Blood types A and B have different sugar molecules attached to them, which causes a reaction to the molecules they do not have, making A allergic to B and vice versa. Also, some blood has a protein which makes it rhesus positive. But all groups can receive blood from type O-negative, meaning it can be used if hospitals do not

Where The Day Takes Me
the day things are always ending or maybe they never do... i quit all of that ,but i can't quit you. round here we just stuff it all away..... smoke drink shoot to live one more day. mine eyes have seen the changing if the gaurd. The way you smile makes me tremble in that all too familiar fear. soon you will say the words i've always wanted to say...i just never had that power so i will drink,smoke and shoot away the day

Nother Survey
1. My 'ex' is: an asshole 2. I am listening to: silence 3. I love: ice cream 4. I think I am: lazy 5. My best friend: a jerk who's gonna get punched in the face if he doesn't stop talking shit about himself 6. I don't understand: people in general 7. I lost my respect for: uhhh.... 8. I last ate: Oreo O's 9. The meaning of my display name is: my CT number 14. I never ever want to lose: my kitty 15. My mobile phone is: gay 16. When I woke up this morning: I got in the shower 17. I get annoyed with: bad drivers 18. Parties: eh 19. My pets: are sooooooo cute! 20. Kisses: love them! 21. Today I : talked on the phone for 4 1/2 hours 22. I wish: I was rich 23. I really want : go back to bed ANSWER TRUTHFULLY— What would you rather be called? 01. Babe or baby: baby 02. Sweetie or Honey: sweetie 03. Darling or Hunny: Darling. PRESENTLY- 01. is your hair wet?: yes 02. is your cell phone right by you?: no 03. do you miss someone?: yup 04. are you wearing c

Racism Among Gnomes
An Aberdeen man who painted a gnome black and left it in the garden of a friend who has an African girlfriend has been fined. Alexander Smith, 37, left the ornament outside the home of Arthur Chalmers and his girlfriend, Foncha Ngwinjong, who is from Cameroon. He claimed he had done it as a joke, but it backfired when the couple took offence and called the police. Smith admitted acting in a racially aggravated manner. He was fined £200. Smith, of Aberdeen's Byron Crescent, appeared at the city's sheriff court, where he admitted behaviour which caused, or was intended to cause, Mr Chalmers and Ms Ngwinjong alarm and distress. An Aberdeen man who painted a gnome black and left it in the garden of a friend who has an African girlfriend has been fined. Alexander Smith, 37, left the ornament outside the home of Arthur Chalmers and his girlfriend, Foncha Ngwinjong, who is from Cameroon. He claimed he had done it as a joke, but it backfired when the couple took offence a

Sexiest Legs On Ct
Sexiest Legs on CT I am having a sexiest legs contest. Do you think you have the sexiest legs on CT. Prove it!! Please send me a private message if you want to enter. Include a photo link, I will RIP your picture to my gallery. Guidelines 1. Photo must include your legs. 2. NO Downrating 3. Rates DO NOT COUNT Unless there is a tie at the end of the contest. 4. Contest will run one week from the start date. 5. It will open as soon as I get enough entries. 6. ALL Bombing is allowed, this includes bombing yourself. Prizes will be as follows 1st = 7 Day Blast 2nd = 1 Day Blast 3rd = PorscheHere is my profile linkMr.D ( CT-Mafia)@ CherryTAP

Would Anyone Miss Me????
DEAR FRIENDS,I AM TIRED OF BEING HURT, WHERE HAVE ALL THE GOOD PEOPLE GONE??? SO BROKEN AND SCATTERED I AM, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME FIND THE PIECES, SO I CAN BE MORE WHOLE, SO I CAN BE A PRETTY PICTURE, SO,I AM ASKING YOU, WOULD ANYONE MISS ME IF I WAS GONE???

Welp Looks Like Im On Here Now
and .. go figure started it off right by someone that i thought i was getting closer to .. screw me over men ill never understand them . .they have one they want anoughter younger and younger . who knos if thats it or what it is .. regardless.. you think your gettin somewhere.. starting something . enjoying someone a bit and wham .. a slap in the face sigh ima pout now and stop my bitchin hes obiouslly not worth it

Quotes
"Don't pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one" "Don't act like someone your not. You do it long enough and you'll forget you were acting, so will everyone else" "If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence... you can rest assured the water bill is higher there too!" "Character is higher than intellect... A great soul will be strong to live, as well as to think- Emerson" "You need to have patience, love isnt always perfect. Love is just love" "Dance like no one is watching, love like you'll never be hurt, sing like no one is listening, live like it's heaven on earth" "Ideas are the biginning of achievement." "The key to immortality is first living a life worth remembering." "To be a great champion, you must believe you're the best. If your not, pretend you are." "We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." "The only consistant purpose in life is to fi

Lately
lately1. Are you sarcastic: yeah2. Is there anything you can't wait for this summer: June...we can start trying to get prego again3. Socks and sandals: it's one or the other...not both at the same time4. Who was the last person to go to the movies with: Billy5. What one thing you really hope to do this spring: spring cleaning...woo hoo6. Do you like to go Mini-Golfing: no7. Are you moving this spring: I wish8. Are you going to be starting a job this spring: maybe9. Have you ever slapped someone: no10. Did you get poison ivy: a long time ago...it's been years11. Do you plan on going camping next summer: possibly12. Favorite pizza toppng: pepperoni13. Pants or shorts: shorts...if it's warm enough14. Do you use Chapsticks: yes15. Are you currently fighting with anyone: maybeMySpace Quizzes from Get this and more quizzes at RubberDuckySpace.com!!

Last
last1. food: Hershey's almond bar2. drink: tea3. girl guy: Billy4. car: 2001 Suzuki Grand Vitara5. last show: a cartoon on tv6. movie: Triangle7. clothes: bib capris, thin brown long sleeved top8. shower: today9. bath: been awhile...doc said no baths10. picture takne: saturday night at the bowling alley11. run: ha ha ha12. sport: ha ha ha13. call: my g-ma14. text: don't have text messaging15. nap: nap...what's that?MySpace Quizzes from Get this and more quizzes at RubberDuckySpace.com!!

Who Am I?
A little more about myself...seems people are wondering ...so for the ones who were asking here ya go... I am 40 years old born in sept...yeah i am a virgo..lol. I was born in west virginia(clarksburg) but moved to Parkersburg when I was 7...lived here till after I graduated in 86 when I moved to Rockville,Maryland...lived there one year and came back to west virginia. You can take the girl out of west virginia, but you cant take west virginia out of the girl. I have never been married, I am the mother of one son and I have two granddaughters..lexi-3 and molly marie-2months. My son serves in the United States AirForce and he and his family is stationed in florida at Eglin AFB. I miss him (have not seen him in a year and four months, but at the same time I am so very proud of him. Family is very important to me and my mom and dad are amazing. they just celebrated 57 years of marriage and have actually been together for 62 years. they started dating at 13 and stuck by eachother all t

Little Know Facts
Little Known Facts1. What inspires you: My family2. What is your middle name: Diane3. Favorite ice cream: Chocolate4. What do you hate about some people: When they lie or stab you in the back5. What is your favorite season: Summer6. Do you sing in the shower: sometimes7. What do you do when your bored: get on the internet8. Do you have any tatoos: one...heart with wings for my g-pa (RIP)9. How about piercings: ears10. Morning person or night life: Night life11. Shoe size: 7 1/212. What color is your bathroom: plywood...lol13. Favorite sandwich: idk14. Favorite thing to wear: anything cute15. Plain, salted, or buttered popcorn: salted and butteredMySpace Quizzes from Get this and more quizzes at RubberDuckySpace.com!!

Nsfw.... Removal .. .. Questions ...
If anyone can help me out here .. Id REALLY appreciate it .. as Ive no idea what pic they took out . any pics i had that were according to their guidelines were marked NSFW . and put into seperate albums .. i get this note today .. even thou my DOGS picture was marked NSFW .. why ive no clue.. he was sitting in sunglasses I guess thats offensive to someone .. who knows .. .. so .. Please if you can .. give me some help . cuz im about ready to Leave the site .. this is crap .. A photo in your public gallery has been removed by the CherryTAP admins. This photo was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. a> CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can create a NSFW private album or mark your photos as NSFW. You can create a NSFW private album and manage your photos by clicking the images link. This photo removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.

Why?????????
why is that when u are trying to avoid someone or something it is always the first thing that u see? i am currently trying to avoid someone and yet anywhere i go he is there...i dont know if this is a sign or what but this guy is avoiding me so its not like i can do much about it, but i cant see a way of avoiding him...ps i really like this guy but i just dont know what to do or anything to fix our situation

Disney!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This blog is exactly what it says Disney Wishes! Last September I applied to the Walt Disney College Intern Program, and up until now hadn't heard a word, acctually I had forgotten I even applied, but Friday I recieved a call from the program recruiting office stating that I had been selected to participate and that my entrance interview would be 4/3/07 at 9:30 a.m. ... This is such a foot in the door for me, not only will I be working at the greatest place in the world while I'm attending the internship program, but I will also be attending leadership, career growth, management, and personal growth classes with my professors being only the best, it will also give me the opportunity to network with the leaders of a fortune 500 company!!! Never in my life did I ever think I would have this kind of expierence open to me!!! I am soooooooo excited but terrified at the same time, so Im asking all of you all of my friends to do whatever you feel most comfortable doing, say a prayer, or find

About Myself
About yourself1. Name: Samantha2. Birth Date: 3-18-19843. Birthplace: Fort Riley, Kansas4. Location: Brazil, In5. Eye Color: Blue6. Hair Color: Blondish brown7. Ever been called a Tease: I don't think so8. Ever been Drunk: yes9. Do you think you are Attractive: not really10. Have you Been in Love: I am right now11. Do you Sing: When I'm alone maybe12. Do you Smoke: yes...need to quit13. Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate14. Right or Left Handed: left15. Any Piercings: earsMySpace Quizzes from Get this and more quizzes at RubberDuckySpace.com!!

You Can Be Too Happy
I work in a restaurant, in case you didn't read earlier. I am a generally happy person, and get along with almost everyone, I have done jobs like this for 24 years and love it. I have been at this place for almost 4 years and make fat money and have a good time. Well anyway today, I was told by a friend that questions were being asked discretely about my behavior. Seems that since I have been seen singing and dancin, while I'm at work then I'm on drugs. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL Part of my bad day last Friday came from talking to my manager. Some of her comments didn't make sence to me. Now they do. I have always been a positive person, but knew I lost it for awhile. Kinda funny(sad)to have believed you were happy that when you finally come up, you're just where you started from. Here's to high on life!!

I I Was Ur Girlfriend? (i Stole This From A Friend)
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) Would you let me hold you? 3.) Would u come with me to places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, whos side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have i ever made you smile? 23.) Would u spend the night with m

I'm Sorry...
i'm sorry to all of those who will miss me if i go away.... i'm sorry to all of those who will never no me with out the pain...... i'm sorry to you julie for i have failed you as a man.... for all i've done..... i'm sorry.....

Hello Jack
Wow, I have spent the past three hours reading this comic called "Jack". If you don't like comics I apologize because you are missing out on a truely touching, and at times very painful storyline. It's not a story for someone looking for a happy ending, though sometimes the endings are... peaceful. I wish I could better put into words the joy, horror, and simple wonder of this webcomic. But since I can't here's a link. Warning! Not for the squeamish, easily upset, or for children under the 18. If you can take it, it's worth it! http://www.pholph.com/

I've Learned...
Things I've learned Author Unknown (thank you to whoever wrote this i like it.) I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. .

Omg Omg Omg Babies!!
We have baby guinea pigs!! Our new one gave birth some time over the last two days to three babies. I haven't gotten a real good look at them yet - but they are black and brown just like the two we have. Upon closer inspection - we have one completely black one, one dark brown one, and one lighter brown one with a white patch on it's head. I have NO idea how to take care of baby guineas. *does research* Mason came tearing in here telling me there was a "mini Cricket" in the cage - I thought he meant a bug. We all went in there and there were babies tearing all over the cage, LOL. Aparently our older one is NOT a female. Pictures to follow as soon as I can get a better look! They are the most precious thing I've ever seen.

What Do You Mean You Have No Coffee?lol
Hey all:Dits me again:d or is it:O(dum dum dummmmmmmmm)Well lastnight i went to work for 3pm and ended up staying with my boss there till like 5am this morning...ok now this is a long and funny story....well we just got our new cash regesters lastnight and we had people from IBM come and install them all.So i stayed around with the boss and watched them do their thing...soo our first run to tim hortons was good....the second run had the best coffee ever! and the theird.......(LMAO!)well the theird coffee run we did,we went to a tim hortons near my work and we asked them for 2 everything bagles,2 exlarge coffees,then all we hear is this....."im sorry but we dont have any coffee or bagles"LMAO my boss and i couldnt help but laugh at that.....i mean come on now...its TIM HORTONS!and they dont have coffee....now thats just wrong...very very wrong...sooooo we went to another tim's down the road and we sieriously asked them if they had coffee and bagles LOL!!!!!!so after we finally got our