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Imagine Me There...(this Is Nasty)
Imagine me there as you close your eyes I’m gliding my hand between your thighs I unzip your pants, and take off your shirt You unsnap my bra, and take off my skirt Kissing you soft down to your tip In and out, “May I have a sip?” A precious swallow of your dripping lust In and out, can I make you bust? To feel your pleasure down my throat In and out, make me choke! Teasing my tongue across your love Passed my lips, again I shove Pushing your trust out and in Coat my throat once again! My sweet cream fills, as you gush Between my legs I’ve turned to mush You push me down and beg to lead I lie on my back and act naive You grip my sides and hold them tight Resist your appetite with all your might Feel the heat between my hips Slide your tongue between my lips Massage my clit and make me drip Glide your finger and let it slip Between my legs, but back a bit Soft and slow so it will fit “Oh shit, Daddy…” you’re ‘bout to taste My seductive pleasure down your face

Tired...
I’m tired of living. I’m tired of fighting this constant uphill battle that I can never win. I’m tired of being the one that has to shoulder all the responsibility for everyone and everything, because otherwise it won’t get done. I’m tired of feeling like I am marginalized and I can’t do anything right. Geoff broke my phone last night. It’s my fault, of course. No sorry, no offer to help me fix it, nothing. Why should it matter, I have a spare phone I can use… that’s not a phone I can actually use…. Why should I care, it’s not like I’ve done anything like spend money on it… It’d be so nice to just be able to take all the pills in my purse. Who the fuck would miss me? I’m just the little sick girl that everyone has to pity. I’d rather die. I’m so fucking sick of fighting this battle, knowing that everything I had hoped, wished, dreamed… none of it is going to fucking come true.

Are You Mine?
You make me laugh each day I believe that we're just friends But once there is nothing left to say I still know it's not the end I don't know what I feel Maybe love, maybe hate I can't imagine this was real I won't believe it is my fate I will just smile at you Pretend I was sent from above But once I know you are true Then I'll simply fall in love I won't despise you anymore I just want to have some fun Don't know what I'm doing it for You might be my only one Will you be forever mine? Or I'll love you secretly, forver? It will only show through time But I won't lose you, never I don't care if you are just my friend I'll still laugh at all your jokes I won't ever let this to an end Because I know I was awoke...

Un Amour Mort
Roses will die Smiles will fade Graves are dug In them, bodies are laid All things die But not all dead things live They leave to soon Without time to forgive But when things are dead That's how they stay It can be love, a heart But, it will always stay that way So take my hand As our dead love is born For at this wake There is no need to mourn

Eternal Angel
The sound of laughter echoed through the night Fading in the serene wind, as leaves begin to fall Rising from the shadows, a soft and desiring call A beauty beyond imagination is pursuing my sight I thought it could be an angel, dancing in a cloud He walked twice as gracefully, into my direction We stood still by a river, designing our reflection I whispered gently, never daring to speak loud Your sweet devotion purified my shattered heart When I see the shine in your eyes, I rejoice The moon kisses the earth, listening to your voice The creation of your holy existence is pure art Alas, my love, I will never be able to stop time And hold you in my arms until the world's end Until our souls fall apart, maybe we can pretend That eternity will favour a paradise, so sublime

Silent Angel
They're around us and within us Though we haven't got a clue Just exactly what they're up 2 But we do know what they do They comfort us while mourning And rejoice with us when blessed They move with grace and majesty And are on a special quest A quest to help a love one A quest to help a friend Their deeds don't go unnoticed And their bonds with us wont end We can see them if we choose to But it our own conscious choice But no matter what we choose to do We'll always hear their voice A voice that says "I Love You" And you're going to make it though Just be the best that you can be And do whatever you can do A voice that says" You're worth it" And someday you will see But until the day you understand Just put your trust in me A voice that's soft and smoothing Though it's very hard to hear But if we listen with our hearts That voice becomes quite clear It took me years to find my angel For he was silent for so long But the day I choose to meet him I knew th

"15 Percenters"
On my old profile, I had a blog about how I can't stand the majority of people and convos on FUBAR. I had said that there was only about 15% of people on here that kept me logging back in. Unfortunately, that number's decreased even more. All I've been seeing lately is hypocrites, repetition, and immature high-school humor... My patience is gone, and I ended up deleting a few folks. I'm hoping my faith in the few mature folks left on here will keep me logging in.

Forever And Ever
Magnificent blue skies burn in the distance, The gentle breeze catches that of fallen leaves. A mother and child strolling peacefully together, Making small talk to each other, ignoring the world. She dangles a small toy in front of his brown eyes, Reaching up with small fingers he tries to grab it. A soft giggle escapes her lips as she smiles at him, Staring at her deep eyes for a moment he forgets his toy. They continue walking until they reached the park, She picks him up in her arms and he laughs and smiles. Leaning against a tree she pulls out a bottle of milk, Kissing his forehead gently she brings the bottle to his lips. Eagerly and hungrily he takes the nipple within his mouth, Closing her eyes she hums softly rocking back and forth. Drifting quickly off to sleep the child closes his eyes, His angelic complexion was beautiful and attracting. She admired the site of her beautiful little boy sleeping, And then warmness entangled her neck and back. "After

Love You 'til The End
First time I saw you I just knew I would always love you There would be no words No actions that could tear me from you This I knew was true Storms could rage on Rains could pour down Clouds could raise up And I would love you through Nothing they can say Will make me love you less Nothing you can do Will make me walk away For I'll love you till the end Waves could crash around Castles could crumple Dreams may not come true And you'll never be alone This I know is true First time I saw I just knew I would love until the end

Food For Thought
Ever wonder why we come to sites like this one? is it because we are lonely? looking for friends, lovers? or just for fun. I came here to look for friends,but not to be insulted by shallow people, who think they are "better" than you! because they believe that they are "perfect" in every way and have the "right" to "judge" other people, well guess what? I have yet to meet a "perfect" person, Everyone has their "faults" whether it be physical, mental, or emotional. so stand back and take a long hard look at yourself, are you perfect? no flaws? no imperfections? everything about you is perfect? then if that is absolutely true 100%, you should by all means Judge others.

Sunshine
When i feel life is unbearable I think of things that make me smile I wonder where you are how the sun makes your hair glisten the way you walk under it with such grace how even a simple glimpse of your smile warms my skin I am flush with visions As the day past I know the night will be that much more Walking with all the sense that your rays will guide the way Into a world of where I can feel genuine passion My body your body combust into the truth The reality of looking into eyes with no doubt

Here We Go!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello all, my name is Angelo and I have been working with comp. practically since they came out, I have never bloged or even know what a blog is. If all it consists of is writting what you feel or whatever then let's give it a try. Anyone is welcome to give me some feedback if I am wrong, as a matter of fact I think i am going to leave it at that, again if anyone is willing please let me know if I am doing this right. Until next time have a wonderfull day all.

The Daily News
misterfeet and aliendogstar will ekick your ass if i tell them too shawty apparently would bang me if i get a mohawk i hate the mumms now and candi is mental aaaaaaaaaaand i love you ps cocaine is vitamins for hotel soap oh yes and John is my baby daddy

Sick Sex (down To Up)
Ah, I love my little Dutch friend ->Sandros: it s because I shaved them Sandros: this feels a little strange, Father ->Sandros: good boy, there we go Sandros: yes Father *squeezes ->Sandros: could you fondle my testicles while I insert this Michigan cucumber? Sandros: yes Father ->Sandros: ofcourse, you can call me Father; il ike it that way Sandros: you know whats best for me, priest ->Sandros: maybe we can first insert a cucumber in there to loosen it up? Sandros: oh oh, now what? ->Sandros: oops, it doesnt fit,hmm Sandros: *spreads cheeks ->Sandros: well, then , spread your cheeks! Sandros: yes priest i know. and i dont wanna go to hell, i wanna go to heaven! ->Sandros: if you tell, you know you will go to hell, right? Sandros: yes mister, yes, im a very big boy, i can keep secrets, i promise ->Sandros: no, sweety, it will be our little secret; you are a big boy, right? big boys keep secrets Sandros: do i have to tell mommy about this,

Missing You
I know that people say time heals all wounds, but when you lose someone you love time just seems to standstill. You want so badly to go back into time when that person was still alive in order to hold onto those precious moments you were able to experience with them. You want to be able to see their eyes so full or life or hear their laughter again or even do anything in your power to be sure that they know how loved they were. I guess that's why people say take a lot of pictures in order to capture those moments that you want to remember for a lifetime, because you never know when something such as death might occur. Yes, death is inevitable, it's something that everyone will face when their time comes to join our Lord and Creator in Heaven. Some of you know that my grandmother went home to our Lord on Monday February 16 and we buried her that Friday February 20. She had been suffering for many years and I know it would be selfish of me to say that I wish she was still with us, s

A Deadzone.
My day starts at 7:40am and ends the following day at 3am on average. I roll on into work from a mile away where I live at 9am. I am my own boss in my own biz as I have been going on 8 years. After the bay doors are open and the lights and PC are on, I'm changing out my sandals for a pair of Redwings to walk across the shop to the tool box to "get that head right". Only one appointment today and it'll be a case of 20 minutes work and 5 minutes of jaw-slappin for 60 bones, cash. Butch is slated to pick up his car cover for the Jag and the SL1 fluid he needs for his leakyass POS. I've just knocked the cherry off this fag and it's burning through the office carpet next to the other four thousand bomb craters. ANOTHER interesting day...

I Am A Yello Light
You Are a Yellow Light You take life at a sustainable past. Fast enough to do a lot, but not fast enough to leave everyone behind. You are open to whatever may come your way in life. You're very receptive. You are quite thoughtful and knowledgeable. You have the perfect mix of reflection and experience. You think before you act. You like to know some of the facts before you make a decision. What Color Traffic Light Are You?

Birthday Blog For Jewels
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Otundie - P 2
By morning the storm had passed and Otundie was greeted by the sun as the earth turned like a rolling ball through its orbit. The air was fresh and the wetness of the earth scented the breeze with the prfound oders of the plants and soil. The rest of the tribe had gathered in the field where they gathered in groups for their daily tasks - the young men would repair the grass huts, the young women would go forth to gather berries, nuts, and fruits for eating later, the old people would watch over the tibal children and would teach them the skills they would need when they pass the coming of age rites, such as weaving baskets and so forth. Otundie set forth alone to find the fallen spirit he had observed the night before (see pt 1) When he reached the tree that the lightening had decended upon he was at first disappointed, he saw no spirit of light in it's limbs, he looked around, and circled the tree again and again searching for the spirit. Suddenly an idea appeared

Grrrrrrr
Ok one more blog for today.... Just thinkn about the people in my life here lately that have gone off the deep end because I have found someone I really love spending time with. Im serious when I say I have had to block people because if their immaturity.... tell me... where on this planet does it say that because we talked x-rated on the phone and shared some personal time face to face that it gives a person any RIGHT to demand ANYTHING from you???? The emotional immaturity is beyond my comprehension... and the sad part is these people are ones I would have considered possible life long friends.. but because the sexual part has ended all of a sudden Im a LIAR and maybe worse in their eyes... just makes me sad. Relationships are fluid and they change and grow and shift.. its the nature of a living thing.... I refuse to define it... or put it in a box... and yet when for some reason a part of it goes away.. Im the horrible one... as if I am not PERMITTED to change.. sigh..

I Need All The Luck I Can Get..
In about 5 hours, I go in for my lymph node mapping procedure. They will inject me with a radioactive tracer and three hours later, use a special geiger counter to locate the lymph nodes with the most concentration so they know which ones to remove and test in tomorrow's surgery. I will be getting a call later today telling me when my surgery will be tomorrow. I'll be admitted overnight and released Friday morning, barring any complications. I won't be online until I get back home *gasp*. I don't ask for things often, but it would be really cool if I had a collection of lucky rabbit's feet from the fu-gift shop. A lucky 7 bling would be fine too Thanks in advance < update > Just heard back from the hospital - I have to check in at 7am for an 8:30 surgery. So this time tomorrow, I'll have one less boob. < update 2 > zOMG, that just might have been the worst pain I've ever felt. She said it would feel like a bee sting... damn if any bee stung me that hard on my a

A Must See
I HARDLY EVER POST ANYTHING AS FAR AS BLOGS MUMS OR WAT NOT... BUT ANY HOW I KNOW THAT RIGHT NOW EVERYONE IS GOING THRU HARD TIMES OR KNOW SOMEONE THAT IS.. WELL I GOT THIS LINK FROM A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE THIS WITH EVERYONE! IT IS VERY HELPFUL PLEASE FOWARD TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW IT CAN BE A BIG HELP TO MANY FAMILIES OUT THERE HAVING TROUBLE KEEPING THEIR HOMES..MUCH LUV AND PEACE.. http://cosmos.bcst.yahoo.com/up/player/popup/?rn=3906861&cl=12191382&ch=4226720&src=news

Is There A Heaven? Cause Life Sure Feels Like Hell..
I figured I owed my dear and close friends an explaination as to why my family has been erased and I disappeared for a lil while. I try to make everyone happy and one way or another I hurt someone's feelings. I hate that because I love and care for all my close friends. I hold each one of you dear to my heart and I would help you out in any way, shape or form. At the same time of this drama I've also had to deal with a very sick 4 year old. She went into the doctor last Thursday with a 103 degree fever and we were told it was just due to a small ear infection. I had her back to the doctor on Monday when the fever was still spiking that high off and on. I have a fear of fevers with her because she is prone to having febrile seizures if the fever gets too bad. So after many tests on Monday I was told she had walking pneumonia and the possibility of Kawasaki Syndrome. She had blood work yesterday and that turned out negative for the syndrome but her white blood count was very low and the

Men.. Ugh And Sigh
Just sittin here thinkn about life and well not to be to korny.. but LOVE. Why is it that people react differently to love.... its like extremes... Im of the OPINION that when you love someone you want THEIR happiness more than you do your own... not to the detriment of your own well being or sanity mind you... but you want them happy... even if it means you live without them. Im confused.... really I am, by some of the people in my life and in particular the MEN.... how is it that someone says they love you BUT its conditional upon you being in a certain life state or that the relationship (and I use the term loosely) be a certain kind???? I guess my limited mind cant grasp the idea that love be conditional.... I mean Im human and it hurts horribly when someone you love doesnt love you in the same way or to the same degree or with the same intensity.... but dear God.... I cant see me ever being hateful to someone I love... maybe the day will come but I hope it never does...

Pantie Stuffing
Pantie Stuffing This set is for all you pantie lovers. By special request, I try on and show you a variety of panties. From cotton to silky and full back to a very skimpy thong. I get so wet trying these on for you I have to use them to mop up my juices. Oh Ok I used them to absorb by stuffing 2 pairs in my wet pussy and a pair in my tight ass. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Salute Auction..come Bid On Me!!
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Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I cant destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... When you refused to fight So save your breath I will not hear I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a Saint My own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So break yourself agai

Fubar
oh who cares anymore. No one would even know if i deleted my acct. No one would really even care. So I wont even waste my time even doing that. Im just going back to Facebook and Myspace where ya dont have to act like a slut for someone to like ya. Screw it. Who needs this crap

Please Say A Prayer................
My mom was rushed to the hospital because she couldn't breathe and they have her on oxygen and her heart is weak. Please keep her in your prayers. I won't be on here much since I will be with her as much as possible. Thanks all!

Happy Spot!!!!!!
Hello to all my friends on here. Hope you all are having a wonderful Hump Day!!! Everyone knows I usually keep to myself & never ask for anything from any of my friends on here. But... today is a little different. I have a really good friend of mine that has just opened a new lounge. Its very nice, tasteful, and constantly monitored by staff. But my friend Keri, the owner, needs some new cam girls for the lounge. If you could help her out so that the lounge really takes off for her, I would greatly appreciate it!! Just go to the link below and join. Please???? http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=65292

Rant
I have a few things to rant about, so I'm putting it into one blog. It starts off with my main rant: rumors, homophobics & stupid co-workers. My good friend/co-worker had surgery 6 weeks ago & just returned to work about a week ago. Another friend/co-worker told me that the rumor going around was he had a sex change operation. Great, huh? I'm 100% positive that if he was straight this wouldn't even be in peoples minds. Close-mindness . On to the other rants: I went outside on my lunch break last night & there were cat paw prints all over my newly washed car. From the hood to the windshield to the roof of my car and down to the trunk. WTF?? Why is there a cat roaming in the damn parking lot & why is it walking on only MY car?!?! This isn't really a rant, but just an observation: Why do the same people keep admiring me in the Secret Admire game? I've had like 4-5 guys admire me like 20 times. Ok, I get it!! I think I'm gonna stop clicking on them. Have a nice

Funeral
WANTED TO SAY THAT I KNOW I HAVENT REALLY BEEN INTO FUBAR SINCE MY STEP DAD GOT SICK AND NOR SINCE HE PAST BUT I WILL BE TOTALLY READY TO COME BACK AND BE ON CAM IN EXOTIC AFTER SAT .... THANKS ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU ALL HAVE GIVEN ME THROUGHOUT THIS HARD TIME IN MY LIFE YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME AND IM SO THANKFUL LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS FOR BEING PATIENT WITH ME BOATMAN I KNOW I HAVE A JOB AND YOU HAVE BEEN SOOO GOOD TO ME LOVE YA BABY SAY BIG PRAYERS FOR ME SAT I HAVE TO DO A SPEACH AT THE FUNERAL

Heartfelt Thanks
Oh, what a day Friday Feb 20th,2009. My 1st Auto 11 & birthday gift from my R/L daughter (Tracie) Vixxenn213 and our race to GODFATHER. At the start of the day I needed 1,500,000 and she needed 1,300,000 to level. In 9 1/2 hours we both reached Godfather. Team Rick leveled 1st and 11 minutes later Vixxenn213. Talk about some true friends, WOW! You all rawked!!! Many friends rated both of us & watched the race come down to the wire, leads changed, but in the end we had two new GODFATHERS. This was because of your support. So thank you all, and to your friends who came long as well, KUDOS! It fulfilled my birthday wish. Thanks to Archaic Angel (Indiana wants me) and Darklady for their bulli's that made it special. It was truly a blessed day! With all my love, Rick

Caa #88
Please pray for my stepson, he had an ATV accident last night and broke his neck. He has mobility to the extremities, but we don't know if they will do surgery yet or not. Please send angel prayers, love and support to the family. Love Doc P.S. Due to the nature, I will be in and out and may have to leave for a few days. God Bless you all!

My Mother
I just was informend yesterday by my daughter tiff that mom is back in the hospital. She has several fractures in her back . Its a 20 minute surgery to do this. But they dont want to do her surgeries to close together she just had surgery about 3 weeks ago to unblock her left side currotted artery it was 90% blocked , She will still have to have sugery on the left side of her neck in time its 70% blocked , Please keep my mother in your thought and paryers . Shes 72 now . I dont want to lose her evven though through the yrs we have had our mother and daughter ups and downs , As i get more info ill blog again ,

Tired Of This Unpredictable Life
time for a new start a new beginning. time for me and what i want and need. taking control of what is rightfully mine...given the space and time. new beginning coming in 4 months....look out sunshine of the south a new sunshine is moving in. just counting down the days...and i wish they would hurry the hell up!!!

Going For Godfather
gonna work on a new godmother/father bully soon ill just add those i see or let me know there going for level 25 Now for our resident BJ queen lol bl0wj0bBeTTy ((zodiaK leveLer))@ fubar This hottie brings a whole new meaning to duct tape (shh dont ask ill never tell) ♦ηιккι♦Greeter@Club Flava!Ownedbyßîg♦ÐâÐdÝ♦Wî££!C@ fubar

I've Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have been a nurse since 1997 but I was a hairdresser for 7 yrs before that. 2. I do not like to fly altho I will do it for Vegas...lol 3. I have had asthma since I was a kid 4. I am hyper and tend to be impatient at times 5. My dream job would be to be a forensic pathologist/coroner....(dead people don't ask for the nurse...lol) 6. I am addicted to peppermint lifesavers...I swear they put crack in them....lol 7. I want to retire to someplace warm since I HATE cold weather 8. I am very anal about my house being clean...but not my car 9. I am a shopaholic....there I admitted it 10. Jason is my boyfriends name but it is

Pore Liz...cry Me A River.
Oh know Liz Smith is being dropped by the New York Post! How are we ever going to survive with out Liz’s Gossip column? NEW YORK (AP) -- The New York Post is dropping Liz Smith's column this week to save money, leaving the legendary gossip columnist without a newspaper home in the city for the first time in 33 years. "I'm very sorry that that has come to an end, and that I wasn't valuable enough for them to keep me on," the 86-year-old Smith said Tuesday. Smith said the daily newspaper declined to renew her $125,000 annual contract in a letter that said, "due to economic circumstances, they were the bearer of bad news and so forth." Good Morning! Wake up it’s Hump Day USA and abroad. Wow the media left me bunches to write about, bitch about or laugh about. I chose to write about Liz. Yes Liz will not be getting her 2009 salary of 125K from the New York Post. You know, I would have figured she perhaps pulled down about 25,000 instead of that whopping 125K however gossip pays just lo

Reposted Story For A Freind
A Loving Church By The Pastor All the characters in this book are fictitious. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead is purely coincidental. © Copyright 2008 Chapter 1: The beginning I never expected while I was in seminary school that my life would change so much. I am a young man, 33 years of age. I don't consider myself to be an overly attractive man. I'm about five foot seven inches tall. I have a slender athletic build. I have dark brown hair, which most people mistake for black, and brown eyes. I've spent the last 4 years of my life studying in a local seminary school to become a minister. I then had the task of finding a church to preach at. Like anyone searching for a job I started putting my resume out everywhere I could think of. I sent it to several local churches applying for an assistant pastor position. I placed it online at all the popular job sites, and I waited. I was extremely pleased when I got a call about

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone I walk this empty street On the boulevard of broken dreams Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beatin' Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me Till then I'll walk alone Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah ahhhh Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah I'm walking down the line That divides me somewhere in my mind On the border line of the edge And where I walk alone Read between the lines whats fucked up and everything's all right Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive And I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish so

You Know What I Hate??
I hate when I have a question, go in the support lounge, and get totally ignored. Yep. It's happened more than once and when they FINALLY see me, they ask me what my question was. I just tell them I've already asked and most of the time, they tell me to ask again. WTF? I have never asked my question when they were being flooded. But they never see me. Another thing, why is it there can be bouncers in there but they don't ever answer your question? I've always been answered by VIPs. I thought the support lounge was a place to get answers from bouncers. I mean if they are in there, shouldn't they be the one to answer? Maybe they should do their jobs, cause I know half the time when I send a bouncer a shout about something...they never answer. And yes, I make sure they are online and I even ask more than one..none of them answer. Most of the time I just have to figure it out myself or I just never find out. ::::end of rant

10 To 1 Things About Me
10 to 1 of My World TEN HOW'S: How did you get one of your scars? surgery on my pitching arm How did you celebrate your last birthday? I worked How are you feeling at this moment? tired...a bit down How did your night go last night? so-so How did you do in high school? I graduated How did you get the shirt you're wearing? a store How often do you see ur best friend? hardly ever anymore How much money did you spend last month? alot How old do you want to be when you get married? ? How old will you be at your next birthday? 44 NINE WHAT'S: Your mothers name? Catherine What did you do last weekend? worked saturday...errands sunday What is the most important part of your life? my family What would you rather be doing? Getting ready to play golf What did you last cry over? Cant remember What always makes you feel better when you’re upset? playing with taz What’s the most important thing you look f

Bad News On Top Of Bad News!
Yesterday, I had a call from my OBGYN office explaing to me the results from the LEEP they had preformed and it wasn't good I do have cervical cancer now the doctor wants me to see a oncologist cancer specialist, I don't know what to do aymore my brian is like mush right now it fucked me up to hear what she had been telling me, I called my husband at work to tell him the news he had come home and the doctor wanted to sit down an talk with the both of us so we went there an talked he said that the tumor was deep in the margins which I don't know what the hell that is but anyways I'm freaking out and scared as hell to what this other doctor is going to tell me, also I had a call from my sister yesterday telling me that my mother was in the hospital with Pneumonia it's in her left lung, I tried talking with her that day before she had went in and she was off the wall wasn't saying much and just babbling, I guess from what the doctors was saying she wasn't getting enough oxgen to her brian

~my Demon Battle~ (heartless Girl)
you make me bitter, you make me jealous, you make me angry, you make me love you....you piss me off, you make my heart hurt, you haunt my dreams, you make me crave you...yes im running but, cant you see why you make me wanna die!...i have had enough of torment and pain im done playing your fucking game!..girl with a lovely face, a sweet embrace, devil in your smile, succubus womanly whiles...take your face and your lying grace...and walk the fuck away...my demoness with the evil heart to take my soul...im not yours i think you should know...you didnt win this time.

I Am So Sick And Tired Of How Rude And Mean People Can Be Check This Out
SO SO SO VERY SORRY ABOUT THE ATTENTION GETTER IN THE SUBJECT LINE BUT MAN ITS SOME DESPERATE TIMES HERE LOL OH BABY PLZ DON'T FORGET TO RATE THIS BLOG A TEN IF YOU WOULD PLZ TY TY I have been at this for over 2 hours now tossing the link out to everyone on my friend list and so far its got her 15 rates or so.. This is very tiring and hard work but I made her a promise that I would help. But omg you guys I'm for real getting so tired... Plz thank you for coming this far and if you rate them thank you again but also plz send your friends if you can. We are down about 100 rates and unless we kick some butt she they will both loose.. also people seem to repeat them selves on my friend list. I got as far as page 311 and I saw many people pop up twice by then so if I send you the link twice I'm very sorry.. I dont mean to but by page 311 and at this hour everything looks the same.. If I dont say thank you in the shout box its because I missed your shout is all.. I'm thankin

Advice For The Faint Of Heart
i have come often to points of confusion in situations that easily bored me...one of those very things seems to be the never ending cycle of players vs. true hearts...players have a bad rep but they do because they are sucessful at their craft and they take people and ruin them for those who could serve to be a great thing...once you have dealt with a player your mind turns everyone into a player sometimes you yourself play the game to avoid the pain of being on the recieveing end...but as they say every dog has their day in much the same way every player at some point will get played...now i myself am not a player far from it i am a true old times romantic to deliver all the world to the deserving heart delivered to my hands but alas i dont live in the times of marriage till death... relationships for a couple months is as good as good as it seems to get these days even for the best intentioned ppl...so when being the person i am left to pick up the scraps of those left in the wake of

Just Another Poem
Lord above strike me blind .....if I should stray, ..let me not her love betray. I lie awake throughout the night, .....longing for her, ..she is my light. I give her my life, my heart, my soul. Loving her always, .....my only goal. Lord, I beseech thee, ...open her eyes .....so that she may see, ...open her heart .....so that she may know, how very much I love her so.

Let's Play A Game...
Give me a word, any word. Adjective, noun, verb...whudeva. Just a single word, the first word that comes to mind. I need some inspiration, and the word game is something my artists friends and I used to play to get the creative juices flowin'. Help me out, peoples...

My Nephew Died On 2-20-09 With Only 6 Weeks Left In His Mommys Womb God Bless You Our Sweet Angel!
PLEASE KEEP ME AND MY FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS THE FUNERAL IS ON THURSDAY.OUR PRESIOUS ANGEL WILL BE GREATLY MISSED.AND HE WILL NEVER BEFORGOTTEN.

The Bullievers
I have gotten many shouts and adds lately from people wanting to be a BULLiever so I thought it time to blog it so people know what that means (if you are one already, you already know). First, here is what the BULLievers are NOT: a train a "cool" tag a leveling group or bombing group decoration for your page an "ad" for me to get rates or for you to use for some sort of credibility. I started the BULLiever tag as a ty for a few people that are my friends. It was a sign of appreciation and I thought it was catchy. I never envisioned that there would be 39 and consequently a family, which is exactly what it has become. If you have a BULLiever tag, you have shown loyalty, honesty, reliability and friendship to me and some of the members. As we have grown, it has been encouraging to see you support each other and I personally would like to see more of it. We are not a leveling group and there are no real mandates as to rating and supporting other BULLievers. However,

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, 50 Cent - In Studio, Rich Vos, Bob Kelly, Boobs On Paltalk And Ratemywow, New Videos Onl
Wednesday Opie and Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, 50 CENT - In Studio, Rich Vos, Bob Kelly, Boobs On Paltalk and RateMyWOW, New Videos Online

Mass Control Give Away Bonus
Mass Control Give Away BonusFrank Kern’s Mass Control marketing was one of the best product launchs I’ve seen in Internet Marketing history. His videos were brilliant but can the idea of “building a relationship with your list” really be that big a profit multiplier?Our lab put the idea to the test and here’s the result. Now this is not meant to be an endorsement of Mass Control Marketing - the product is off the shelves. But hopefully, you will learn a ton from reading this post and observing the experiment we did.The friendly email beat the control by approximately 250% percent more sales.So this stuff does work. And as for us, we’re cutting back on salesly emails and investing more time in building a relationship with our list.

Bme Pain Olympics
If you want to see something really painful. Especially for us men, you have to copy this and paste it to your search bar. Just watch it and comment on here on this blog and tell me what you think! http://www.thatsphucked.com/post/2008/01/BME-Pain-Olympics.aspx

Late Night Thoughts
Thoughts run through my head uncontroled,as i sit here alone I fight with myself.Wondering how i will deal with my fears.I have loved, i have been loved, they have all gone.Still i find myself thinking about a special lady, missing her every breath, every touch, the sweet smell of her hair, the beauty of her smile, i get lost in her eyes.People say you can find that person who makes your heart miss a beat, that person that makes you smile no matter how your feeling, that person that you can sit there for hours as they sleep and just hold them.For a long time i have wondered if that person is real,well she is.Life is a journey we all take,full of ups and downs,loses and gains,we learn,we grow, we become who we are becouse of those turns in our life.We control however what those events in life make us become.I have been guarded for a long time.My biggest fear of caring for someone is it wont be real on thier part, i fear i will be hurt again.I have learned in life we must have faith, tak

Suicide
Today around 5 pm my mom attempted suicide. She called crying saying over and over again that she just wanted me to know how much she loved me. I rushed over to find her babbling incoherently and she was barely conscious. As my friend and I rushed her to the hospital her breathing was becoming more shallow. At the hospital all I could do was sit there with this helpless, sick, scared feeling in the pit of my stomach as they stuck tubes down her nose and throat, put her on a respirator and pump her stomach. I was scared out of my mind that I was going to lose my mom. And then the last thing she said to me in the car before she went unconscious started playing in my head over and over again. "Please don't be mad at me" Mad? At her? That hadn't even crossed my mind. Mad at the person who made her feel so worthless that she didn't want to live anymore, of course. I am so mad at him I would rip his fucking dick off and feed it to him if I could. But back to the point, I hadn't been mad at

Survey!
Name a quote from the song you're listening to: baby did you forget to take your meds.. placebo \m/ they rock. When were you born? February 4, 1982 Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? on the cheek sure. What are you seriously wearing? a wife beater and shorts. When is the last time you saw the person you like/liked? hmm .... good question. Ever kissed anyone on your top friends? does my roomie count? Describe the last time you were injured? haha its been a while but playin football i did flip over a car.. not a pretty sight but i got back up and continued playing LOL. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? not really. im an insomniac Think of all your exes, would you take any of them back? NO..but the thought has crossed my mind but no considering.. yeah no.. On your "lazy days" what would you be doing? Mumming. oh wait thats everyday haha. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stu

Everything
Everyday I wonder why I am alone. Maybe it is me, maybe not. I would love to find someone like me. Who knows whats in my future I hope it is something good. I believe I deserve a partner who will love me for me and nothing else. My life is an open book ready for a new chapter a new beginning. So what do you think I am open for suggestions. Please private message me and give your insight.

Wheels Within Wheels
Wheels Within Wheels (experimental Sestina/Pantum/Choka hybrid) Enter the Circle At the point it never ends, The Eternal Wheel In restless, constant motion. Feel it’s gentle pull As it slowly starts to spin, Unwind and reveal And wrapping itself around Inside itself full. Tightly, tightly it rotates In ways so surreal. Spiraling in tight control, Spiraling out of control, No control. The Eternal Wheel, A symbol of such control. It’s an illusion That begins and never ends. Unwind and reveal The nature of its motion. A revolution, Designed to make your head spin In ways so surreal That you turn yourself around In a delusion. Tightly, tightly it rotates, Oh, so tightly it rotates, It rotates. It’s an illusion, A dream that this sphere rotates, Made to imitate An ideal of real control; A revolution And a means without an end. Can you contemplate Just drifting with the motion In a delusion So seductive that you spin And wildly gyrate, T

Teaching Multiple Intelligence Theory To Students
Teaching Multiple Intelligence Theory To Students Here is something to consider when teaching; There’s not just one way to learn, but multiple Ways in which we may measure intelligence. Do note that this is just considered theory But it is still something which might help you to Better understand and instruct your students. When you stand before your first class of students, Eager yet uncertain your first day teaching, Keep in mind that there are many multiple Methods you can use to tap intelligence And remember, the main point of this theory Is that there are more ways to learn than just two. Some people do best when they dive deep into Their own little world, and then there are students Who seem to do their best work when the teaching Is held in a group setting where multiple Minds are working together; intelligent Interaction the focus of this theory. Music and meter, or so goes the theory, Uses rhythm and beat and changes in tone to Tap into the met

:-)
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

Mind Fvck Me
Repost of something I wrote awhile back. I always go back to it. Slide inside... My mind's eye. Takes more than the physical to satisfy. Take the time to recognize, I'm more than what I allow you to see. Do more than just scratch the surface. Scratch ME. Leave your mark, make a statement. Let me lie back and let your verbal onslaught delight my soul. Ravage me. More ways than one. Seduce my synapsis, Devour my senses, Ensnare my thoughts. Open is my soul, Pour in your rapture. -REL

A Poem Has No Name But It Is Me
I'm here i'm there, i'm everywhere, i'm no where. I'm loved i'm hated, i'm adored, im despised. I'm overly happly, i'm beyond depression. I despise life i hate death. I feel hurt, i feel joy. I know how to inflict pain but hate to see suffering. I love to see happiness but the ability to bring jpy alludes me. im big and strong but feel weaker than the smallest of ants. I am a lost soul in this world setting a drift with countless other souls.

Thoughts, Part The Fifth
Added a song to my tracks. IF you're a Pink Floyd fan then you're probably very familiar with the song and its origins. Well it also has a lot of personal significance to me that I will not go into, suffice it to say that it has a deep enough effect that I cannot listen to just part of this song, and upon hearing even a snippet of a lyric I am compelled to listen to the whole track in its entirety ASAP. I'm going back on a medication now that I didn't really care for much at all the first time around, but I also cannot deny the positive effects it had and I cannot deny the graciousness of my doctor for providing me with the assistance necessary to get healthy. So i'll give it another shot. The thing I cannot afford to lose, even though I hated it at first, was the deeply felt emotions raised by music and memory. I used to be a very apathetic and emotionless person, and the new feelings were upsetting at first. Now they're the times in my life when I feel most alive. Here'

Wuts Up Fubar?
wuts up guys? been awhile since i have been around, been busy working and all that good shit. the guys at stargate are about ready to release the final RC of the portal system, so i have come up for some air from testing while they put together the install. then hopefully there will be 1 last test and then release. then we can move on to the IM3 software. i am still plugging away upgrading and designing some client's sites. but i have to tell you i am about sick of playing flash games. i don't know if i will agree to install another arcade for anyone....i am definitely going to have to do a price increase for that job. i finally got some time to work on my own site and to do some painting and illustrating. and i am taking a couple more classes in illustrator and photoshop. these 2 programs have added some amazing features in CS4, so much so i want to get myself a great digital camera and get back into photography. anyways, i will drop my link in a blog when i have it ready f

Jumbled Thoughts.
My mind is a jumbled array of miscellaneous thoughts. Scattered puzzle pieces not really fitting together to make any sort of sense. Its sad when you realize that you have let a good friend walk all over you on countless occasions. Use you for his own comfort and discards you until the next time. It didn't really hit me until tonight; he admitted to me that he came to me for advice when his now ex-girlfriend was confusing him; because I know how to make him smile. Tonight after almost 2 weeks he came to me again because he was upset about thoughts he was having about her. I don't opt to be someone's leaning post. I swear sometimes it a curse being a good listener. Another random thought. Why do women complain about getting negative attention when they dress so scandalously clad? Of course its going to draw sexual attention from the opposite sex. It doesn't take a brain surgeon to see this. On the other hand men shouldn't automatically think with their small head when they see a

Mass Control Syndicate
Mass Control SyndicateFrank Kern came out of the woodwork this weekend and just started spewing free content out at everyone with Mass Control Give Away.Of course, if you know any of Frank’s stuff, you definitely won’t be one to complain about what he’s doing.What he is doing, is launching the big Mass Control Giveaway. A series of videos chock full of content are being released all week about how you can make more money right now. See, Frank’s not one to hold back in his content, and that includes his free videos.So if you want to make more money, check them out right away. There is no doubt in my mind if you have seen or heard of Frank Kern then he has probably had a positive impact on your marketing.Tags: Mass Control Give Away, MassControlGiveAway, Frank Kern Mass Control Give Away, Frank Kern's Mass Control, Mass Control Give Away Review, Mass Control Give Away Download, Mass Control,

Thank You!
I just wanted to thank everyone who helped me out today/last night. It was hectic and chaotic the entire 24 hours. I only slept an hour and a half while running the 11's because I had so many hard hitters and awesome friends. So thanks, and I wanted to post the final results for the day: Tooltip Views: 1,536 so far today, 362 yesterday. (vip only) Photo Views: 31,015 so far today, 4,507 yesterday. (vip only) Thanks guys! Looking forward to a rank tomorrow. We'll see. ♥

Baby Blood Rain & Carni
Baby Blood Rain ( BBR ): I have been asked to Interview Carni about his First CD, Well I guess my first question would be, What inspired you to do this CD? Carni ( C ): Well, I have always wanted to make a CD to express myself and I have had alot of insepirations. BBR: Care to name a few? or is that personal *winks* C: Hm, lets see. There is Twiztid, tech n9ne, Boondox, Devildriver ... just to name a few. BBR: I see. Well, What kind of reaction are you hoping to see with your work? C: I would love to be driving down the street and hear someone bumping to "Lets Play" in the car. I know that not everyone is going to like this and thats fine with me. I'd like them to listen to the lyrics and not just the beat. BBR: Yes, Lots of people prefer to listen to the beat instead of the Lyrics. Do you think its an insult to the artist for fans/listeners to only like the beat? C: Well, thats so/so because you have to give credit to the people who made the beat, but the lyrics

Tuesday:fedruary 24h 2009
sitting here i think im losin myself in deep thought, i look at these ladies, one in particular, she loves me for who iam and i love her for who she is. Its agreat feeling but she lives on the other side of the continent and me on the other....we have each others heart right now all iwant to do iz hold her in my arms, and the boys that she has..want them t o be my boys too. she knows who she is and ilove her with all my heart, if she could hear me now, would be the whisper of my voice in her ear, saying I LOVE YOU

31 Months And Counting
So here it is almost 2 1/2 yrs later and here i sit. I see the planes taking off out of the little airport I pass every day and it give me the BIGGEST butterflies like it was yesterday. I am sitting here in a very strange place in my life. I left like we used to talk about doing only it is just me who left you are still there. Not that I thought tat you would leave too when i did but It makes me think about all the what ifs... I log on everyday to see where you are or if you have been on. I miss my best friend every day. I know they are where they have to be. I wish you the best every day. I hope you find happiness if no other place than in the eyes of those three very special little ones. It would be a shame if it all was for nothing. I tell myself they make it all worth it and make you happy. Funny thing is I have even talk about you and out trip with the other two men i have let get close to me. Then when i don't even realize it compare them to you still after all this time. One e

My Best Friend
The things that you do to me are things that can't be undone. You've touched me like no one else has. You took a broken heart and made it whole. You've been there in my trying times, my joys, my pains. You've stood by me when everyone else walked away. You've given me the strength to stand on my own two feet, the hand to pull me up when I fall. You're the shelter I run to when the world comes tumbling down around me. You've been the umbrella through all the rain. The friend who's always been by my side. You will always be forever, undoubtedly, most preciously in my heart, for you are, My Best Friend

My Mind
When the days seem so long, you are there on my mind, you've been there since the day that we met. There's something about you that I can get out. Is it the eyes that pierce to my soul, maybe its your smile that lights up the room, maybe the way that you look at me. I don't know what it could be. Why is it that you're always on my mind?

Bj Revenge....even As A Guy Its Funny
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. She starts talking about this really great new drink. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice. So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue. salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys..very pleasant, holding it in his mouth. He thinks...this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. In one second the sharp lime taste hits. At two seconds the Baileys curdles. At three seconds the salty, curdled taste and mucous-like consistency hits. At four seconds it feels as if he has a mouth full of nasty snot. This triggers his gag reflex, but being manly, and not wanting to disa

Lost A Friend. Could He Have Been Saved?
THIS PERSON COULD HAVE SAVED OUR FRIEND AND BROTHER AND DIDNT. ALL THAT WAS NEEDED WOULD HAVE BEEN A CALL THAT OUR FRIEND WAS THINKING OF TAKEN HIS LIFE. BUT YOU MAKE THE DECISION WHEN YOU READ THIS MESSAGE... lucky: we need to talk dj city girl: What's up? lucky: what in the hell did you do to jesse dj city girl: Nothing........he attempted suicide and his brother told me over yim. The day he did that I told him until I got back from here which we are going back the 6th I wouldn't talk to him. He understood doing that is selfish and nothing I mean nothing should make you do that.....of course we've all thought about it no doubt and I understand that but NOTHING should make you do that. He understood we stayed as friends nothing more I heard until that............ dj city girl: Don't you dare be trying to blame this on me, because I did not do a damn thing. Suicide is a person's choice no one makes you do that shit. You choose to do it your damn self. lucky: do you realize that

Omg How Stupid Can Some People Be
I am soooo tired of bullshit. My sorry ass excuse of a soon to be ex hubby is up to his same old bullshit lying ass piss poor. I am sooooooooooooo pissed off that I dont know which way to look.

Been Out Of Touch
I have not been on lately very much. I just wanted to say thank u for everyone who left me love....I will return it... I have been just getting on for a bit here and there lately. I have recently got custody of my son back. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. He is very happy and right now staying with his grandparents (dad's parents)....till I move there. I am buying a house in the country....and if all goes well and nothing falls threw (which I pray everyday nothing happens) I will be moved by next month around the 21'st....... So I will be on a bit less but I will deffinatly come back and return all the love..... I have the greatest friends on fubar..... luv u all MsBratt.....muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Whats The Deal?
I am sick to death of seeing people all over fu begging for auto's or blings or begging for something or another it's really gotten ridiciouls these last few months with the auto-11 bling before my last level 22 account was deleted I had an auto an you know it really doesnt help that much...in order for it to really help you any you almost have to have them given to you back to back or pay retarded amounts of fubucks for them and for what yes its nice to be rated 11's and gain bucks and points but seriously yall I got one question what happens to all of us who arent as lucky to have people bling us everyday with an auto I'll tell ya what happens we get left out and shit on i know the majority of the people on fubar want to make their next level but what if we cant afford to by blings and vips for others. I for one am truly sick of rating hundreds of pictures everyday for plenty of people on my friends list to turn around have them not even as so much come to my page an re-rate

Help My Friend Big Momma And Ill Fu Pay Ya
SEE BELOW OF COURSE IF MORE THAN 1,000 MORE FU $$ PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WHEN DONE. THANKS!!!!! 1,000= 100,000 fu bucks 500 = 50,000 fu bucks 250 = 25,000 fu bucks 125 = 13,000 fu bucks 75 = 7,000 fu bucks 50 = 5,000 fu bucks 25 = 2,500 fu bucks 12 = 1,250 FU BUCKS 6 = 700 fu bucks

~for Whats True~ (7/27/08)
i just cant understand why you want me...please dont appease me...honestly do you really need me?..what could it be?..are you still in love with me?..is it my attention you crave...its yours this and everyday...but please love if you dont need me let me run free...you cant be what i need you to be for me...and until then you cant be with me...so call if you like...you can even write...just dont make me continue to love you, if you want her to love you to...

[am I Killing Time, Or Is Time Killing Me?]
Trip hop is better in French. Just sayin. Now I'm gonna get down to my boxers, hop in bed, and sleep Or I would- but I haven't cooked any rice for tomorrow's lunch, nor have I put in my chickpeas to soak. Meaning? ... I have prepwork to do. That's usually when I'm happiest. I liked "I reject" almost as much as an "Icarus Rising" piece. Almost. I explained to my dad the science and method behind cooking that you observe after practice. It's almost a zen, almost a mastery. It's pretty neat, I hope mine keeps compounding. And yes, I'm working on a couple projects, and yes I'm being terrifically productive right now, and when I'm not working (or just on hold) I'm either playing Go against a computer opponent I've mastered (actually I switched to "GoWind" this week... that fucker is TOUGH) or practicing chopping methods in my head. That's right, I'm thinking about chopping vegetables when you're talking. It sometimes leads to cooking methods and recipe concepts. ... is tha

~dreaming Awake~ Poem For Shelly And Pale
so we meet again yet this time your not in a dream for all the nights i lay awake thinking of this moment a single kiss to tell our story...i could not have dreament this moment true...our hearts touching so amazing im enamored...tonight my dreams will be with and about you...

Cut 3 In 1
~Cut~ Pain deep in my soul how could i have known...a ripping, tearing...it's on the ground now, I will walk away let the pain live on it's own...no more tears, no more fears and once again i'm alone...this time there are things about myself I know...and I dont have a problem with the unknown...I have great love to give and a long life to live...I am worth it, I deserve it, I will get it... ~Demon thy Name is...~ The demon in the darkness the evil beneath the veil... like an illness under the skin she pushes her way in...she makes everything seem ok...and yet she possesses the touch,the touch that can tear apart your soul...RUN! far dont let the evil seep in...it will change your heart...it will remove your light...RUN! while you can before its too late get away...save yourself before you lose another day... ~Goodbye for Now~ I will cry my last tears and say goodbye...I wish I could tell you why...but, one more word from your voice and I may crumble...I must fade...I can

~cravings~ (7/27/08)
for all my dreams to come true i need to feel you deep within my heart and soul...touch me, hold me and make me believe you only have eyes for me...and, for that moment ill believe you truly love me and that we were ment to be...for a chance to pretend your only mine for that moment i would give the rest of my life...so for that moment let me pretend so i can dream the dream i hope will never end...i dont need you forever just for now so please just give me that and somehow when its done i will find a way to walk away and give you the space from me you so crave...

Another C*cklicking Mongrel That Takes The Fu-owning Shit Seriously
from: cellmedic (Surfing Fubar-- rating friends. Happy Fat Tuesday!) Augusta, GA subject: cellmedic sent you an Inflatable Pet received: 02/24/2009 12:20 am replied: 02/24/2009 08:16 pm block this member Flag as spam "Hey there. You may bankrupt me , but I will keep buying her back... just letting you know. Ohh BTW enjoy the Lamb.. " Click here to return the favor! Click here to see this gift on your profile. Not even 5 minutes after I bought my female friend, this poor little slapnut sends me this message. It still amazes me how seriously people take this fu-owned stuff.''lol. I mean seriously, what is this guy trying to prove? In all aspects, it's guys like him that makes me feel better about myself each day. I love this shit..lol

~believe In Me~
Is it compliacted this thing we have, is it meant to be seen as bad...so that when we speak our hearts scream for the truth...yet, our voices deliver none...we tempt ourselves with each small connection, we know it shouldn't happen...we tread lightly to avoid what is alread true... why, must we do this dance we do?..why can't we at least be true?..give our hearts a chance to feel to...it doesn't have to beas it is, if we could letour hearts live...let the thoughts fall away and be as we were meant to be...always and forever you and me...if you could only see how happy you could be...then...do you think you could, just for once...believe.

~as Much As I Do~
im not leaving im backing away my heart breaking daily is more than i can take...i dont think loving you is a mistake...i just cant be apart of the give and take...please understand im not gone...just away until another day...and when you want me ill be here and if not...so be it my dear...ill love you always...i hope you love you to because thats what i believe you should do...love yourself as much as i do...

~affair~ (7/27/08)
i dont know the definition of affair i didnt know it ment that you needed me there...if this is an affair then i cant imagine how not to care...if she only knew how much i love you and how much i know you love me to...its not just sex that keeps you close to me i just cant understand what it could be...this is so much more than an affair to me...i just wonder what else it could possibly be...if it was just empty loving would be for not and i wouldnt give up my spot...but, when my heart cries for your touch and holding you is a must you have to understand this is more than just...an affair to me.

Show Ur Luv
I AM IN A HOTTEST GIRLS ON FUBAR CONTEST, PLEASE CUM AND LOVE ON MY PIC AND LEAVE ME COMMENTS...IF YOU THINK I AM HOT CUM HELP TYVM...THE LINK IS BELOW,PLEASE HELP I START MY NEW JOB TOMORROW,AND COULD USE ALL THE HELP ON MY CONTEST, I AM STILL IN FIRST BUT SECOND PLACE IS NOT FAR FROM ME, PLEASE COME SHOW ME SUM LUV, EVEN IF JUST A FEW COMMENTS TYVM..... CONTEST ENDS MARCH 7TH @ 12PM EASTERN TIME TY

~a Final Farewell~
I just cant take it anymore as the loneliness seeps into my soul I realize I may forever be alone...but, alas I will take this last chance...a last stand to give my all... if there is nothing in return it will be the final call...I know I need closure to finish what so torchers my soul...to have a final chance to truly let go...to give her the heart she stole and i will hope I feel it no more...And, at long last I will say goodbye and good luck...and, no more will this sad heart make me think... of you.

~who Wouldn't~
who wouldnt love rain that nourishes the flowers, who wouldnt love sun that awakens the world, who wouldnt love a smile that lights up a heart, who wouldnt love words that are plucked from the heavens, who wouldnt love a heart that is worn upon a sleeve for the world to see, why wouldnt i love you when your everything to me.

The Acacia Strain
Balboa Towers She asked me if I wanted to fuck so I spit in her face. Blatant disregard for the rules. She asked me to marry her so I slit her fucking throat. I told you I wanted to be alone forever. Leave the trash where the trash belongs. Baby, you'd look good in a dumpster. The world has stopped turning. The other shoe has dropped. The shit has hit the fucking fan. Breathe in deep. Bite down hard. Live in fear. Die in pain. I have found beauty in permanent exile. This is my reclamation. This is my continent. I am most hated of the world. You aren't my brother. You aren't my family. I'd rather die alone than live here with you. No one has control of me now. If I ruled the world I'd destroy mankind. If I were king for a day I'd make sure there was no fucking tomorrow. And now the world is my fucking toilet. And now the world is mine.

I Reject.
I remember a light of song. A plane without fear, doubt. There was no time, there was no pain. Kind words from the grey mists. Warm winds of inspiration and hope undercurrents gently gliding me further. For the moment there were no thoughts of greatness no concern with triumph or who I had left behind. All was well. All was light, love, and illusion. It was so fragile. The moment I spoke truth, reason collided with fantasy like a wrecking ball through paper prison-walls. I was cold again. Surrounded in dark, thundering dull. My limbs wreathed in agonizing shackles of air-starved flesh The pressure behind my skull, the desperation in my throat I resurfaced in a tidal wave of thrashing terror water water everywhere coming out of holes I didn't know I had coughed in shocked spray. There was no awe no gratitude or relief. I was back from the dead back from the first quiet and peace I had ever known. Even if that peace was just a fading glimpse aft

This Is The Staff Updated
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Country Night @ Exotic
Thats right ladies && gents... Our girl Dirty Heather has gone COUNTRY!.... so grab yourself a beer kick up ya feet && enjoy the tunes... *"The Good Stuff"* (Kenny Chesney) CLICKHERE??CLICKHERE *Liix && Biitez* Yummiie?Head 0f Pr0motii0nz?Exotiic angel?Exotiic Dreamz@ fubar

Governmental Peer Pressure
First thoughts on Gangs of Politicos written 10-12-2008.... (An amusing "Thought Trip" highlight: the very top link that you get when you google "we the people constitution", leads to a link that spells defense as "defence". Actually that's probably an appropriate launching point. Ouch.) "We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America." I've been listening to pundits and I am so confused. The democratic ones make so much sense, and the republican ones make so much sense. What I try to caution myself with is the fact that they are entertainers of a sort. They have gained the ability to reach millions of Americans via the medium of media by being watchable or listenable. Catherine Coulter is generally fo

Night Of The Jerks
What the hell is wrong with people today? No matter where I go or what I see, someone has insulted me in one way or another. Normally, I would let it all just roll off my back, but this is a cumulative effort for the negative energy to try to get me. Let's rehash the events of the events of the evening leading up to this blog shall we? Besides my work being way out of control and the serious teenage issues I deal with being a single Mom of a teenager, I found: An article I wrote was completely bashed and insulted by a cowardly wimpy jerk Pics on here were bashed by a female "friend" on a NSFW pic? WOW what an ass. On another site someone decided he would go in depth on my "Weight issue" explaining to me how my health was at risk and "How much more beautiful I would be if I just lost weight" ok..thank you and fuck you very much. A long time friend just "POOF" vanished. My kid tells me a tale of how my ex husbands wife BASHED me in front of her during the Oscars

Example 2
Don't lie to a person and tell them you could be ready... that things could work out... that you want them to work out... when you know you're not ready. I know you're hurt, but we're all hurt in some way. I'm hurt the same way you are and about a billion other ways as well. but I wanted to make the effort. I saw something in you that made my heart stand still and feel whole again... I still see it... I still want you... I could still be yours... I need to stop... I need to rethink my whole life... I've been so happy these last few days because of you... only you. you put a smile on my face that hasn't been there in sooo long and you just took it away. what the hell? friends it is then, and i'll just watch you from afar... making people love you... making them wish you weren't so hurt. I wish that I could heal your pain. I wish that you could trust me enough for me to help cuz I'm so good at helping and I'm so sorry for the way I reacted... Why am i apologizing? n

Man Made Machines...by Cloana Street
man made art by hands hands were the tools of the past the past is gone and now nothing ever last since man made machine machines made the future easy but easy is for those who are too damn lazy compressed and artificial intellectuals hard to find work for a living individuals willing to work but can't find a job when labor is brought down by the bots intelligent minds waisted time burning the ozone with pollution creation by God was good at once but man made machine a living retrubution but now we suffer the next generations and soon we all become paranoid as if the next step is consumed by androides we all put our minds to making a better future foget the cure for cancer forget the cure for aids we all waist time to make an improvement but all we're doing is wiping out our own species with a man made machine with an upgrade if we had no machine would there be a better pay if we had no machine would there be a cure today if we had no machine would we hav

Ponderings And Incessant Rambling.
Life. What is life? "Life is not a destination, it's a journey.", or so someone somewhere once said. That's merely one definition of life. "Life is what you make it."; someone else said that, and again, another definition; another persons take on the meaning of the word. As for me and my take on the meaning of the word life, Life is. That's my take on it, my definition. It's a simple statement, and it's open for interpretation, but life is. Yes, life is a journey, and yes, life is what you make it, but the fact still remains that Life is. There are no conclusions, no right or wrong answers to the meaning of that small four letter word. No one can truly tell you an absolute definition, except to say that the only thing absolute about life is that it does end. So, the statement that life is a destination would also be true, because the ultimate destination in life is the end. Fact is, all life will eventually cease to be, and there isn't anything that any of us can do to stop it. "Life i

Inside Me
my thirst for your love gets stronger and stronger. it fights me when i try not to think of you. it fights me when im not in your arms. without you my hearts breaks apart. without you their is no reason to live. what i fear is the day without you. i cant fight what's inside me. my heart thirst for you my love. the blood in my veins only pumps for you. the passion inside me is very strong. when i see you. you make me want to give you endless love. love found me when i meant you.

26 Things A Perfect Guy Would Do:
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down. 2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice. 3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence. 4. Give you the remote control during the game. 5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you. 6. Play with your hair. 7. His hands always find yours. 8. Be cute when he really wants something. 9. Offer you plenty of massages. 10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork. 11. Never run out of love. 12. Be funny, but know how to be serious. 13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious. 14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready. 15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts. 16. Smile a lot. 17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you. 18. Appreciate you. 19. Help others out. 20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1. 21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you

She Could Have Saved Our Friend And Didnt
THIS PERSON COULD HAVE SAVED OUR FRIEND AND BROTHER AND DIDNT. ALL THAT WAS NEEDED WOULD HAVE BEEN A CALL THAT OUR FRIEND WAS THINKING OF TAKEN HIS LIFE. BUT YOU MAKE THE DECISION WHEN YOU READ THIS MESSAGE... lucky: we need to talk dj city girl: What's up? lucky: what in the hell did you do to jesse dj city girl: Nothing........he attempted suicide and his brother told me over yim. The day he did that I told him until I got back from here which we are going back the 6th I wouldn't talk to him. He understood doing that is selfish and nothing I mean nothing should make you do that.....of course we've all thought about it no doubt and I understand that but NOTHING should make you do that. He understood we stayed as friends nothing more I heard until that............ dj city girl: Don't you dare be trying to blame this on me, because I did not do a damn thing. Suicide is a person's choice no one makes you do that shit. You choose to do it your damn self. lucky: do you realize tha

Omfg.. Dumb
ok this guy makes no sence lol.. my status states.. YOU GAVE ME FU-STD'S.. ITS SUPPOSED TO BE FUNNY HA HA LOL HIM: now u get that lol HIM: ok well then if i did i dont remember that night so can we do a reinactment HIM: ok so i gave it to you HIM: ok you dont get what im saying then omg -ME: omg!!!!!!! IT SAYS YOU GAVE IT TO ME HIM: well neither does that u gave me fu std ME: lol you make no sence HIM: yeah so now that u got them u want to give them to me ME: it says.... you gave me fu std;s HIM: i dont understand what ur saying but HIM: ok ME: does not state that HIM: oh lol your funny you want to give me a fu std stupid ... read bottom up

Bling!
Red Rose sent to TanDoll on February 24, 2009 @ 8:57 pm gift message: Thanks for the rates, truly appreciated! Cupcake sent to Sexy Kitten on February 24, 2009 @ 8:43 pm gift message: Thanks for all the rates. Appreciated! Hippo sent to sexy_kitty on February 24, 2009 @ 8:41 pm gift message: Thanks for the rates! Appreciated! Hippo sent to justa ღ™ ~ owned by Pepsi on February 24, 2009 @ 7:40 pm gift message: I bought you a Hippo, and I named it Daisy (Karla)! You have to feed it everyday, let it dance on the ball and let it sing drunken snapvine songs to you! Hippo sent to Rumtie on February 24, 2009 @ 6:38 pm gift message: Thanks so much for rating my pics! Appreciated! Cupcake sent to MOMMAHAZE/DWR & SIC GREETER/FALLEN on February 24, 2009 @ 6:28 pm gift message: Thanks so much for taking the time to rate my pics! Appreciated! Cupcake sent to barbara ann on February 24, 2009 @ 6:02 pm gift message: Thanks so much for rating my pics!

Candle Light
Light flicking against the cold night… The shadows dancing about the room… Time seems to be standing still… What does this mean…? Its means the time is coming near… Where the door of faith will be open… Showing you the light… Lights are the candles in a far away distance… Trying to get up to dance with them… Tracing their every move… Falling deep and deep into the trance… Going so deep your breath seems to stop… Heart beating in rhythm of the flicking candles… Hearing voice from above… Far away and faint... Can’t make them out… Scared, you try to break free… Cant for some reason… Then you remember what brought you here… The candle light… The light’s…

Grrrrrrrrrr People Piss Me Off
i asked for help to make my daughter a bulletin and well noone knows how to do it but damn there are alot of bulletins all the time. For those that don't give a rats ass glad you help your so called friends out. Damn it was a birthday gift for my daughter it wasn't like i was asking for your first born. I am now going to go to bed and the hell with fubar friends that can't help a person out FOR THE PEOPLE THAT DID TRY TO HELP ME MUAHZ AND MUCH LOVE TO YOU FOR TRYING TO HELP ME. BubbaSam, Sarabeana, DJ amoris, cutterbum,Chris aka army medic, spin, tiffany. I will spank you hard tomorrow.

Input Plz
I was gonna do a HH tomorrow, but, the cable dude will be here doing some rewiring, so I wrote that one off. Should I do one on Thursday at 2 or 3 Fu-time or on Friday same time? After been on this site 2 1/2 yrs its time to level and chill the fook out...

Secret
Dirty Little Secret - The All-American RejectsLet me know that I've done wrong When I've known this all along I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you Tell me all that you've thrown away Find out games you don't wanna play You are the only one that needs to know I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My dirty little secret Who has to know When we live such fragile lives It's the best way we survive I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you Tell me all that you've thrown away Find out games you don't wanna play You are the only one that needs to know I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My dirty little secret Who has to know The way she feels inside (inside) Those thoughts I can't

When I'm With You
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands

"funny"
FUNNY ON HOW TIMES GOS BYE I HAVE CAME SO FAR WOUNDERING IF I AM GOING TO MAKE IT ONLY GOD KNOWS BUT GOD CAN YOU TELL ME THIS THO. WHY DO I KEEP SEEING ANGELS IN MY DREAMS EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES TO DREAM I SEE THEM CRYING KNOWING DEATH IS FUCKING CALLING ME ,WHAT I FIND IS THAT YOU DO NOT GOT TO BE IN JAIL TO BE DOING TIME ,KNOWING MY HEART IS RUNNING OUT OF TIME . GOD CAN YOU HEAR ME ,SITTING HEAR ASKING FOR YOU TO GIVE ME MY PEACE OF MIND SO THIN I WILL FINELY HAVE A PLACE TO SIT DOWN TO UNWINE TO OPEN MY THUG ANGEL WINGS WIDER, KNOW THAT I AM FINELY IN HEAVEN FEELING EVERY ONES PAIN RAIN WITH OUT IT DRIVING ME IN SEAN ,FINELY HAVING NO MORE WORRY'S OR PAIN RAIN RUNNING THROUGH MY MINE OR SOUL A PLACE TO REST MY HEAD A PLACE TO UNWINE . NO ONE LOVES HEAR, SO I PICK UP MY 45 PUT IT TO MY HEAD CLOSE MY EYES SAY PRAY ,SEEING VISONS OF ME THERE O GOD TELL ME ARE YOU THERE ,I PULL THE TRIGER BAG THIN I AM GONE BUT WHO THE FUCK CARES NO ONE EVEN SHEDS A TEAR , I FLY TO THE HEA

Bullshit
well since this site is more about your score and worrying who has the most points and the most "friends" im out of here. Friends are people that you actually talk to and have conversations with, not just rate their photos and profile and other things like that. I dont need an online popularity contest to make myself feel better abotu myself i know who i am and what i do i dont need complete strangers telling me this. Dont get me wrong ive met some great nice people here but those were few and far between. I have far better things to do then waste my time trying to be the cool kid on fubar. So continue on living your meaningless online lives.

"dear God"
DEAR GOD KNOW THAT I AM GONE IN PEACE LOOKING AT THE ONES SITTING AT MY GRAVE WITH A ROSE CRYING SAYING GOOD BYE,THANKING YOU AT THE SAME TIME FOR FINELY GIVING MY PEACE . STILL ASKING YOU THO FOR THING TO CHANGE DOWN THERE ON THAT CRICKED WORLD AS I KEEP SEEING LITTLE ONES DIEING AN CRYING HEARING THEM FEELING THERE PAIN WISHING THERE WAS MORE I COULD DO TO HELP THEM SO I JUST PRAY TO YOU IN THIS BEAUTIFUL PLACE IN HEAVEN MY THUG ANGEL WINGS ARE WIDE OPEN KNOW FINELY GOT A PLACE TO SIT DOWN TO UNWINE ,KNOWING EVERYTHING IS OK . KNOWING THEY KNOW THIS THUG ANGEL IS THERE BYE THERE SIDE ,GIVING THE LITTLE ONES THAT PASS AWAY A HUG A KISS AS THEY WALK THROUGH THE GOLD GATES HEAR IN HEAVEN ,KNOWING THAT MY PAIN WAS TO SPREAD MORE SMILES THIN TEARS WHEN I WAS DOWN THERE ,KNOWING THAT YOUR STILL FEELING EVERY ONES PAIN AN RAIN HEARING THEM CRY DOWN THERE . THANKING YOU HEAVENLY FATHER FOR MY PEACE I BEEN PRAYING FOR SO LONG THAT YOU FINELY GAVE ME AMEN.

15 Facts About Me
1. I have two wonderful kids 2. I am married to a soldier 3. My husband is deployed 4. I work for an oral surgeon 5. I am a FUBAR addict !!!!! 6. Horror movies are my favorite 7. Purple is my favorite color 8. I have 4 best friends 9. My number one is one of my besties 10. I drive a '07 Mustang 11. I have had major surgery 12. I LOVE Key Lime Pie ... haha 13. Is my lucky numer 14. I can be the biggest bitch you will ever meet 15. I love road trips!!!!!!

What Is The Cherrybomb?
★What IS the Cherry Bomb?★ ~Cherrybomb™ HAHAHA! No.... that's not the one we're all talking about right now .... this one is: When activated, you can go to someone's folder that hasn't recently been cherrybombed and bomb the folder. What you do is try to find a folder of at least 250 pictures. If it has more, that is okay because only 250 pics will be rated. Just click on "bomb this album"...when you do..it will rate ALL the pics in that album with 11s (up to 250 pics for the album)...so you both get 14k (I think) in points. If that person is running auto 11s, you might get double. Have to check on this. You can bomb each person ONCE. You can bomb every 60 seconds so you can technically bomb 60 folders of 250 pictures each. The folder of 250 (or whatever number) pics is rated 11 on each picture. My suggestion is to get your list together of which folders you want to rate. A folder can be bombed once every 60 minutes. You don't really wan

Cherry Bomb Time Lol
Simply said he has day of the week albums with 300 pics in each one. B!LL@ fubar links to each album as follows: since he asked nicely.....and it is a good song Thanks from me..... sweet and sassy@ fubar

Are You Covered?
Hey, I know everyone has had Pre Paid Legal offered to you at one point or another in your life. But have you ever been told what you actually get with the service? Well, I am sure you think that the service you get is only to be able to call an attorney for advice. But you would be wrong. Yes, that is one of the services that is offered. But you also get the service of your Law Firm being able to make a call or write a letter on your behalf to buisness owners for any reason, Your Law Firm also offer contract and document review service. Meaning will review any contract or documents for you (up to 10 pages each). And that is unlimited. Your Law Firm also offer will preperation for you. Why be caught unprepared? This is also Free of charge. Your Law Firm also will assist you or your family members with minor moving traffic violations without you having to worry about the cost of representation. Meaning, you get caught speeding, they will represent you in court to get

Cold Steel
With time as old as tales… The secret of life have been forgotten… Working hard thru the night… Sounds of metal echoes in the air… Sparks flying all around… The hammers seem to weigh more… The heat of the forge and sweat… Fill the night air… Night seems to be the best time to work harder… No one to come ask for stuff… Bothering you while there is work to be done… Where the item you are making… Comes to the end… Pales of water are sitting nearby… Steam of water and heat gathers around… As you cool to metal down to check it… Finding ways… To make it work… Why?? To proved what… That the work pays for its self in the end… Knowing the time old secret… Age old secret… The forge and you become one…

The Weirdest Shit
It seems like the weirdest shit always happens to me. Today I was driving on the highway behind a semi. I see this "thing" in the road, and realize that it's a hammer. It was moving in the road, and I turned to drive over it so I wouldn't hit it. Then, I realized that the hammer was bouncing, and watched as it went up... and up... and up... and SMACKED into my windshield. I SWEAR the head of the hammer hit. All there is a black streak on my windshield, but then I saw it coming and looked away as impact hit. I swear I was supposed to die today.

My Younger Brother Vs. David Jordan Part 2(a)
Mon, 2/16/09, David Jordan: if you ever connect up anything at all, do let me know. It would help me if you defined what it means to 'connect up anything.' Mon, 2/16/09, David Jordan: you are so shallow. Me being shallow doesn't matter, it has nothing to do with you're article and my analysis of it. Mon, 2/16/09, David Jordan: To connect up NOW, you would easily find out the prophecy for this year is war against Iran, and then Daniel's Covenant signing in June. Apparently it hasn't been easy, since you won't work to help me 'connect up' you're claims with reality. Mon, 2/16/09, David Jordan: you can either hoot and holler and cajole, or learn more without the pride that blinds you so. Even if my pride has blinding me, I haven't contrived misconceptions about you, what you believe, or how you lived your life. Mon, 2/16/09, David Jordan: you have lived a sheltered existence. Don't tell me how I've lived, I haven't told you how you've lived.

My Younger Brother Vs. David Jordan Part 1
Fri, 1/30/09, David Jordan: Time is not at random. I didn't ask or assert that time was random. Wed, 2/4/09, David Jordan: the stars have rotated in the heavens, but have not changed the constellation arrangements in all these years. You've yet to explain why these contellations should rearrange themselves at you're whim. Wed, 2/4/09, David Jordan: there must not be any side ways galaxies. There are 'side ways' galaxies. The universe isn't taking orders from any human, and it's independ of God (and/or Jesus). Wed, 2/4/09, David Jordan: neither red shifting or blue shifting. They would still redshift or blueshift even with a side ways rotation. The shifting concerns distance, not the way the said galaxies are moving. Wed, 2/4/09, David Jordan: God compromises with evolution. You haven't explained how 'God' compromises with evolution. Thu, 2/5/09, David Jordan: not saying anything except two opposing theories. Big Bang and

My Dream
in my head these things i see i close my eyes and i picture a sky just as the sun goes down isee the reflection of the moon in the water and wonder some times what will that reflection show each time i close my eyes evry time i see some thing different some times good sometimes bad some times i see my self as my father and some times as a kid sometimes different things i cannot explain these images what do they mean i can see waves coming in now the water is at my ankles and i ccant move as the water rises i feel the sand beneath my feet begin to disipateand the sea slowly swallows me and i dont even scream and then all thats left is the reflection in the water and the moon Cody Fortescue: and my body becomes the sea Cody Fortescue: thats one of my dreams

Waiting....
The night was cool, the windows open. I spent what seemed like an eternity bathing myself after relieving what seemed like an endless frustration. Carefully cleaning and shaving.. paying attention to make sure the job was done to what I knew you would require. The hotel was deafeningly quiet. As I sit perched on the bed brushing my hair, taking long slow strokes brushing the tangles waist length of chestnut hair. I feel the bed lower and a hand enclose my neck and another in my hair, my breath quickens and I inhale sharply. You whisper not to turn around or look until I'm told to. I feel you reach around me and I feel the coarse roughness of a rope.. one hand and then the other bound. I my breathing increases, and you tell me to stand. I start to talk, and I feel a firm slap across my ass, and you telling me I wasn't told I could speak. Then a second time, so I'm aware that you have spoken and I am to listen. This goes on for a while until I learn not to speak until my master

What Is Mardi Gras??some History
Mardi Gras is celebrated in Mobile, New Orleans and other Gulf Coast cities.This festive event was started in Mobile and according to some accounts, dates back to 1703. The celebration was originally called Boef Gras (Fat Beef). The well-known Mardi Gras in Mobile was begun by Michael Krafft. On New Years's Eve, 1830, Krafft and his friends were reluctant to end a dinner party at the customary time. They raided a nearby hardware store, took up rakes, hoes and cowbells and proceeded to wake the town. They soon formed the Cowbellion de Rakin Society, the first of Mobile's many modern mystic organizations. The Cowbellions presented their first parade, complete with floats and theme, in 1840. The Civil War brought revelry in Mobile to an abrupt halt. Joseph Stillwell Cain, on Fat Tuesday of 1866, donned full Chickasaw Indian regalia, dubbed himself Chief Slacabamorinico. Cain and six friends set out to raise the morale of citizens in the defeated city. Dubbing themselves the

A Cycle
Its a known fact that most women like decorating (aka re-decorating what they have) and home improvement. So, they take it to the relatoinships they have. Here is a cycle that alot of dumb women go through: 1) they see a guy who is either troubled, or has a bad reputation. what they think: "ha, all those other women he has treated like shit or cheated on failed, cause they were stupid and unworthy. I know I am different and special, and he will totally fall head over heels for me and become a good man. Looks like I have a project on my hands" 2) They hook up with that guy. He treats them well (for a first week or month). They think: "OMG! Success! I TOLD you I was special, and look what happened! He never has been this nice to anyone, so I guess I got this dog on a chain now" 3) They guy "changes" (aka reverses back to himself, like a spring). He tells her all sorts of shit, and treats her like the rest of dumb bitches he's been with before. She thinks: "OMG! I am

Get Down..[singles]hook-it-up..mardi Gras
StLouis Area FuSingles Mardi Gras Party - Sat, March 7th - Updated 2/24 (Puhleez Repost) (repost) date: 2009-02-24 14:24:33 last updated Sunday, Feb 24th, 7:45am FuTime St Louis Area FuSingles Mardi Gras Party Saturday March 7th, 7:00 pm - 1:30 am Grab your beads and your single friends and head on over to the Stratford Inn and extend your Mardi Gras celebration just a little bit longer! Saturday, March 7th 7:00 pm - 1:30 am Stratford Bar & Grill (in the Ballroom) 800 South Highway Drive (across from Chrysler off hwy 44) Fenton, Missouri 63026 (636) 343-5757 http://www.stratfordbar.com ~~ FuSpecials ~~ * No Cover * $1 All Night Long - Pabst Blue Ribbon * $2 All Night Long - well, wine & draft * $2 All Night Long - Bud, Bud Light & Bush Bottles * Free Buffet from 8 - 9:30 (chicken wings, pasta & salad) * DJ and Music all night * Discounted Room Rate of $35.00 (tax included - just tell them you are with fubar) * 1

Hello
This is my blog, but I don't know what to say. lol This site is cool. I was on myspace but that site is too boring. I like tubely and performerspot too. Anyone know how old this site is, it is new or not? ok bye bye for now :)

Need Shows!!!
We "Human" are looking to book up March 6th, 7th, 20th, 21st, 27th & 28th in the area's of New York (Long Island, Brooklyn, Bronx, Yonkers, & anyplace else) New Jersey & Connecticut any info, leads, on the spot bookings or the spread of the word will appreciated!!! for sounds and visuals please visit: http://www.myspace.com/thehumanband

Tagged!
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: I have this HUGE thing for a girl in nothing but white ankle socks though knee high works too lol. 2: I was part of the local Hands Across America line wayyyyyy back in 85. Gawd I feel old now! 3: I was a pretty decent volleyball player back in grade school, even won our section trophy. 4: I use to be a serious hard core power weight lifter and worked out 4 days a week for years. 5: Cocoanut is my kryptonite! Makes me ill just to smell it. 6: I should have died many times over through the years but I somehow am still here. (3 times drowning, 2 near misses with cars, 1 car tow, 1 electrocu

Tell What Ya All Think Of This
Even tho i am gone,Took bullets to the chest ,I am still a baller cause the ones that are keeping my Memory going for me The ones that are keeping My Dreams Wishes going for me for the ones i ever got to see. Looking down on the ones that really loved me the ones that really help me grow to the sky,Blooming like that rose in the summer time. Thanking God for my peace, No more worry's tears pain rain ,Nathing but Love Happy times up hear in Heaven , No more Thug'en for this Thug Angel cause i am six feet under ground . Remember what i use to Say Hold on Stay Strong,Keep Praying to the Stares cause God an Me Hear ya do in time all ya Dreams an Wishes will come ya way Thug Angel Loves on that one.

Disturbed - "devour"
Still enough Although I know you're not begging Still as the thoughts running through your mind Still enough Although I know you're not begging Give me a reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you've brought Meaning to my life Had enough Although I see you're not running Still are the thoughts running through your mind Dead to love The path that you are now taking Show me the reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you've brought Meaning to my life Run, to where the smallest ray of light will never find you Run, to where you will not need to shield your eyes Run, away from all the soulless, heartless fiends who hound you Run,

Disturbed - "pain Redefined"
Fading, falling, lost in forever Will I find a way to keep it together? Am I strong enough to last through the weather in the hurricane of my life? Can it be a conscious decision? As I look for ways to alter my vision? Am I speeding towards another collision in the alley ways of my life? Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Those who have fallen And memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Those who have fallen And please believe me That my eyes deceive me Don't stand me up Just leave me I have fallen again This is the end Pain redefined Shaking, burning up with the fever In the realm of pain, I am the deceiver I will lie to myself, so I can believe her as she dissembles my life I cannot dispel the illusion All my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion

Just Something You Should Know..
Yes I know, I look very European. Thats because I am part Irish and Italian. I love red lip stick and I love my piercings. I am a emotionally crippled narcissist. And I find that I can only be happy if I am miserable. I LOVE Karaoke I am not a shy person. Sometimes I dont talk as much as everyone else, but do not get that confused with being shy. Sometimes I just dont feel like talking. And dont get that confused with what all the rest of the 'outgoing' population say. They claim to be outgoing, but they wont speak their mind regardless of whether or not its hurtful or insulting. Usually those girls just giggle and agree with what the alpha dog, so to speak, has to say. Not me. You can always count on me to be an honest and truthful bitch. So this is the part where I say: 'boy-o-boy, i dont have a boy friend and because of that I am just not whole. Why?! Why am I not lucky enough to have a man hold me back from drinking and partying with my friends?! Why am I not p

Auto 11!!!!over Ty All
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Tax Refund
Below is some helpful advice on how to best help the US economy by spending your stimulus check wisely: If you spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China . If you spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If you purchase a computer it will go to India . If you purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico , Honduras , and Guatemala (unless you buy organic). If you buy a car it will go to Japan . If you purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan . And none of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America . You can keep the money in America by spending it at yard sales, going to a baseball game, or spend it on prostitutes, beer and wine (domestic ONLY), or tattoos, since those are the only businesses still in the US.

Flames
Within the fire.. somethings calls for me... something with in the flames.. Stalking around it like a pray.. I feel the call coming stronger.. I can feel my clothing fading away.. as I slowly move within the flames.. the heat covers me like a mothers arms.. feeling the music within the flames.. I start to dance.. body moving free within the heat.. not being burned or hurt.. I close my eyes and listen and move thru out.. the fire glowing over my sweaty body.. It seems i been dancing with the flames for many moons... I cant seem to stop... the flames licking at me.. slowly the flames slow down.. it seems the dance is over.. the fire dies into hot coals.. tired and sweaty.. I fell asleep.. *whispers* thanks for the dance.. fire god...!

Door Mat
Crushed spirit tangled mind another day in the life Feeling the knives from those walking up from behind Hate seething from their hearts while approaching with a smile walking all through life nothing more wipe your feet on my heart again as you pass through the door...

Kudo's To Marketing
So they change the setting so you cant rate pics fast because "this is a social site". WTF now we have cherry bombs. Seems to me, that if you don't spend money (real) you get no benefits or abilities unless you level. Sure if you make Oracle. But lets be real. How long would that take you with no money spent? I know and understand this is a business just like any other. But isn't it supposed to be "A social site"? Sorry just venting a little no harm meant.

Please Read
Ok time for me to steam alil..... 1. i know we are all on different time zones..so if u shout at me and i don't answer it means im not online...so please don't pm me and cuss me out...i try to answer everyone's shout. 2. my fam list.....if u'r on my family list and u'r not rating or commenting or shouting at me from time to time u will get deleted... Gifts ....i pass out random gifts daily i don't expect anything in return...its just to make u smile... and another thing my pix.....yes i have alot of naughty pix That doesn't mean i'm a slut or a whore...if u don't like my pix then by all means don't look at them...for the ones that does look at them i hope u enjoy them... i enjoy taking pix its one of my turn on's...and yes i'm a playful girl and my husband loves taking them... yes i am married and i got 5 children which i love dearly this site is just a place i like comming to and having alil fun while making new friends.... im sorry to write so much but i felt i need

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Only Love Can Break Your Heart
I have a friend I've never seen She hides her head inside a dream Someone should call her and see if she can come out and try to lose the down that she's found But only love can break your heart Try to be sure right from the start Yes, only love can break your heart What if your world should fall apart?

My First Bit Of Lyrics I Ever Wrote
I feel the pain inside my head Inside my head i feel alive I hope to die in the black suffocating darkness But i live afraid to die Pulled apart by the darkness Society tells me i must die Abomination, Discrimination, Suffocation I open my eyes and realize Im drowning in my own darkness Created by the hand that feeds me the poison that they call life set me free let me die just drown in my darkness forever The fountain of life? No the fountain of death beckons me to its blackest depths do i lead or do i follow below what is right what is wrong?

Tagged By Sweet Tart..
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have to wear my socks inside out 2. I am gothic at heart 3. my favorite flower is a sunflower 4. I love hello kitty 5. I have to put my clothes on the same way every day 6. I love cartoons, yup Miss horror herself lol 7. I sleep with a butcher knive next to my bed haha 8. I have a bad memory 9. I used to have a pet goat! 10. I am a horrible cook lol Mtl2deth,Restrictive,Unforgiven1,HIS blonde in chains,Breath Fire into me

Human's
What is this oddities??? its called Humans.. they hide there real safes away.. but why? why not stand out of the blanket of blank masks? Well I dont have a mask i live behind... Instead I walk thru life as a ghost... Humans not seeing me as who i am but a faceless person.. I have aways hated the masks... I have a face. I have eyes. My eye's will tell you all you need to know about me, If you only look... My heart will tell you of whats been and to come.. My Body is broken and soul has been shattered... but still I keep pushing thru the masks. To see if i can Help anyone, anyone!!!! brake thru this lies and masks... There is a saying i love... Not sure where it came from.. Time to follow the crowd and dance there dance is over... Brake free, Shred that mask, and awake the truth!! The truth is... YOUR ALIVE AND NOT A PUPPET... but like i said on my main page... Im a Slave.. can be nothing more... But i have never said whats my master will is.. So drop that mask a

The One
In her eyes there is such peace her soul overflows with graceful elegance her words are gently sweet and kind her own thoughts see her as normal Her face to me is that of a goddess Her heart to me is that of a place where all my fears and pains go away. she is more than someone girl i have met she is the one...

New Element Discovered!
Lawrence Livermore Laboratories has discovered the heaviest element yet known to science. The new element, Governmentium (Gv), has one neutron, 25 assistant neutrons, 88 deputy neutrons, and 198 assistant deputy neutrons, giving it an atomic mass of 312. These 312 particles are held together by forces called morons, which are surrounded by vast quantities of lepton-like particles called peons. Since Governmentium has no electrons, it is inert; however, it can be detected, because it impedes every reaction with which it comes into contact. A tiny amount of Governmentium can cause a reaction that would normally take less than a second, to take from four days to four years to complete. Governmentium has a normal half-life of 2- 6 years; It does not decay, but instead undergoes a reorganization in which a portion of the assistant neutrons and deputy neutrons exchange places. In fact, Governmentium's mass will actually increase over time, since each reorganization will cause more m

138 Boobies
1. Abbott and Costello 2. airbags 3. B1 and B2 4. babaloos 5. baby feeders 6. badoinkies 7. balloons 8. baloobas 9. baps 10. bazookas 11. bazoomas 12. bazoombas 13. bee-stings 14. Ben and Jerry 15. Bert and Ernie 16. Berthas 17. bijongas 18. billibongs 19. blinkers 20. Bob and Ray 21. bombs 22. Bonnie and Clyde 23. boobs 24. boobies 25. boobsters 26. boops 27. bosoms 28. bottles 29. boulders 30. Brad Pitts 31. bristols 32. bumpers 33. cans 34. cantaloupes 35. cha-chas 36. chesticles 37. chumbawumbas 38. coconuts 39. cupcakes 40. dairy pillows 41. Danny DeVitos 42. David and Goliath 43. devil's dumplings 44. dinglebobbers 45. dugs 46. dumplings 47. Durantes 48. Eartha Kitts 49. Eisenhowers 50. flapdoodles 51. Fred and Ethel 52. funbags 53. gazongas 54. George and Gracie 55. gobstoppers 56. God’s milk bottles 57. Godzillas 58. Goodyears 59. goombas 60. grillwork 61. headlamps 62. headlights 63. high beams 64. Holmes and Wat

I Will Not Bend
why must you ban me cause i express myself is it so hard to see im just being me not some fake or fraud but a human being one who cherishes life embraces the passion life has to offer why must you kill off that part of me i will never bow to your kind of ridicule i will not bend to your simple minds long after you have finished ripping me apart there will be traces of me in the wind at night as you sleep in the very air you breath keep in mind i was here long before you ever thought of me and i will long after you stop but you will never be truly free of me once you tasted me i will be there forever in some form ...like right now ..even though you cant hear me , see me or touch me my presence is felt im in your head

Think Of Me
why do you choose to lock me away do i offend you with my passion has my looks become hideous in your eyes why do you cower from my touch when you use to say my touch brought you to life no longer do you gaze into my eyes but instead you tell me to go my lips are dying without you a taste of me was it so bad locking me away in this dark empty place but i fear your efforts are in vain long after you rip all of me to pieces i will remain in some form near you whether its the song you cant stop humming the perfume you smell in forgotten rooms the touch of lips at night during a dream you have tasted me and i have you this i say with every ounce of my being i am the passion you sought out missing from your life i am the laughter you felt robbed of i am the warmth you thought would never come i will always be here even now you cant help but think of me as you read this letter to you

Salutes 4 Rates
Salute will be sfw but cute i will do my best to keep track of everyone rating but it would be best to drop me a message here or my shout box or fu mail I also can do kinda cool photo shops, if you want one of those lemme know too happy rating XOXOXOXOX

Work 2 Hard
Why is it employers treat their BEST employees like sh**...What im saying is that ive been at my job for close to a year now and have never missed a day that hasn't been excused ( it rained ) and been late 3 times but i miss a day because someone close 2 me passes the shit hits the fan .... But someone at work is effin wanted and misses 3 weeks without calling its ok when he finally decides 2 come back ......this has been eating at me all effin day......HELP

Jacoby Shaddix Of Papa Roach Interview
Interview with Jacoby Shaddix, lead singer for Northern California's Papa Roach. Jacoby Shaddix is a breath of fresh air...well not in the literal sense but more like that stale smoke filled bar with the loud band, filthy bathrooms, spilling your plastic cup of beer while standing room only kind of way. He's rough, he's raw and I love it! Usually interview subjects are unusually polite and while the occasional curse word will slip, for the most part you can hear that calculated restraint in their voice, perhaps from years of practice on the interview circuit or from assumptions of the interviewer or audience. I appreciate the pleasantries, don't get me wrong but I love the honesty of the brashness. It's fucking rock and roll, after all! I had the pleasure of talking to frontman extraordinaire, Jacoby Shaddix, while on tour with Avenged Sevenfold, Buckcherry and Saving Abel. We covered many topics in that short time not limited to strippers (male), porn (pr

It's Time!
It's time! To ORACLE this gentleman! He worked hard to get here and he helped a lot of us all the time!It's time to return the love now! He needs less than 4mil points. Autos will be on Friday. Bling,Rate,Bomb!!! ☮LarryB☮@ fubar Pimped out with love by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar

Marvin Harrison: A Dark Day In Colts History
It is a dark day in Colts football with the release of the all time great receiver Marvin Harrison. It is both a shame and not really a surprise to this pessimistic writer with the ailing economy the way it is. All too often older players sign hefty contracts with a big bonus pay out at the beginning and the remaining signing bonus strung out over the remaining length of the contract. All too often especially in the NFL there is a massive chance taken on both sides with no realistic end to the payout. The team signs in the hopes they will get enough play production out of the player to make up for the initial bonus and the remaining payments. The player hopes that they will see the majority of the contract without being injured severely or be released, cut or waived before the contract ends. Many times these contracts go both ways and way too often with older players are released unconditionally to save money under the salary cap. Especially in the NFL where what have

Random I Know...sad But True
So...I know this is really random...but I am a random person, so it's okay...But I got to thinking today, I have NEVER been taken on an actual date. Like the guy picking me up, bringing me flowers, taking me out to a nice dinner...the whole 9 yards...Is that really sad? Don't say it's cause I dated assholes, I already know that lol... Okay there is my random thought for the day.

Nhl
DATE OPPONENT TIME (ET) Location Result Mon, Sep 22nd, 2008 at Toronto 07:30 PM Air Canada Centre L (7 - 4) Tue, Sep 23rd, 2008 at Montreal 07:00 PM Roberval, QC L (3 - 2) Sat, Sep 27th, 2008 Toronto 07:00 PM HSBC Arena W (3 - 2) Sun, Sep 28th, 2008 Minnesota 07:00 PM HSBC Arena L (2 - 1) Wed, Oct 1st, 2008 at Minnesota 08:00 PM Xcel Energy Center L (3 - 2) Thu, Oct 2nd, 2008 at Columbus 07:00 PM Nationwide Arena W (5 - 2) Sun, Oct 5th, 2008 at Detroit 05:00 PM Joe Louis Arena L (3 - 0) Fri, Oct 10th, 2008 Montreal 07:30 PM HSBC Arena W (2 - 1) Mon, Oct 13th, 2008 at NY_Islanders 02:00 PM Nassau Veterans Memorial Colis W (7 - 1) Wed, Oct 15th, 2008 at NY_Rangers 07:00 PM Madison Square Garden W (3 - 1) Fri, Oct 17th, 2008 Vancouver 07:30 PM HSBC Arena W (5 - 2) Sat, Oct 18th, 2008 at Atlanta 07:00 PM Philips Arena L (3 - 2) Tue, Oct 21st, 2008 Boston 07:00 PM HSBC Arena W (3 - 2) Thu, Oct 23rd, 2008 at Minnesota 08:00 PM Xcel Energy Center W (4 - 3) Sat, O

It's Time
It's time! To ORACLE this gentleman! He worked hard to get here and he helped a lot of us all the time!It's time to return the love now! He needs less than 4mil points. Autos will be on Friday. Bling,Rate,Bomb!!! ☮LarryB☮@ fubar Pimped out with love by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar

Are You Qualified For The Job?
Job Opening at the FBI The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews, And testing were done, there were 3 finalists, Two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of The men to a large metal door and handed Him a gun. 'We must know that you will follow Instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting In a chair ... Kill her!' The man said, 'You can't be serious. I could Never shoot my wife.' The agent said, 'Then you're not the right man For this job. Take your wife and go home.' The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes. 'I tried, But I can't kill my wife.' The agent said, 'You don't Have what it takes. Take your wife and go home.' Finally, it was the woman's turn. S

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How I Was Almost A Racist.
How I was almost a racist. I know what you are saying if you know me, you are saying "You mean you are not a racist?" "You with all of your race, ethnic, and gay jokes?" Well then answer is no, now if you ask if I am prejudiced, then I would have to say yes. I make pre-judgments about people all the time based on how they dress, how they carry themselves, and who they hang out with. If I see someone dressed as a gang-banger, I assume they are a gang-banger, or a least a wannabe. Do I make jokes, sure, but it is funny to me. I don't say the jokes out of hate, and I always ask that if I cross a line, please let me know. That stuff is not as bad as it could have been. I was watching documentaries on the KKK and Neo-Nazis on the history channel, and I was brought back to a time when I was growing up in Connecticut. My Dad was bringing us up racist, not so much against the Jews (honestly where we lived, I never even cared if other people were Jewish) but racist against Blacks and ga

Have At It
you wanna play games, I'm gettin to old for this but what the fuck if you insist bring it you think you can hurt me? I have the ability to program your circuitry so tear me down, rip me apart when you think you've won, I will start,

:-(
--I spent night after night falling asleep to your voice --I wake up everyday and have texts from you concerned about how I slept --Then all of a sudden theres nothing, no phone calls, no texts --I message you every place I can think of --I begin to wonder if something horrible has happend to you --Why are you so gone? --What have I done? --You don't realize how much I blame myself... --Obviously you don't care --All I think I was is something to occupy you breifly --Did I really deserve this? --Are you really gone for good? --I honestly loved you --I believed the words you spoke were true --Who is she that's taking my place? --I swear I have something that says "Break my heart" on my forehead

Is It So Hard To Be Faithful???
I’m just sick and tired of thinking I met a great guy and then finding out other wises. Why can’t I catch a break and just meet a great guy who will love me for me and treat me right and be faithful. I just don’t get what is so hard for people to be faithful these days. It’s like what the fuck. It’s not that fucking hard to just be with one person. It’s just mind blowing that I keep thinking I have a great guy and yet again I end up getting cheated on I'm just so sick of getting my heart broken.. I want to be like most of my friends happy with a great guy and have a family. Instead of what I keep ending up in. What the fuck can I catch a fucking break???? I'm so sick of letting someone in for them to let me down and breaking me even worse than before.

Living On
The enemy tries to attack but I wont let him take my life. Sometimes I fall but I get back up-not eatin dust- standing up is a must. People criticize they choose to see with judgement in their eyes, not knowing the real me, not knowing on somethings we agree. Those who say "just move on" who are they? Pain is differant for everyone for some it kills them while the live on.

Please Come To S.o.a.d
You are all welcome to our lounge. Music,new,old,rock,jazz,funk,cajun,bluegrass,metal,country,r&b,gospel,world,international.. You name your Request, our djs got you...Dj sexy, Dj 5 star, drama king. We love you all... Fuzzy Achi

A Must Add
If you do not have this sweet super funny woman on your friends list. Your missing out. If I were you I would add her and rate her pictures. Shes only short 9000 to level. Lets help her out. sweet_jennie_baby@ fubar

Poem
Baby since you've been gone my world has been so wrong. I still can't figer out how i got meself into this mess.With you i didn't try my very best. Sometime I ask myself why I lefted you. Cause without you my world is so dark and blue. Babycakes I miss you so much it hurts. Everything we do nothing seem's to work.baby your all I think about. Our love was ture without a single daout. Baby why can't you see what you have done to me. in my heart you will alway's be.Sometime's I just can't figer out what is love. I love you more then anything in this world form my heart to the haven's above. what esle can I do my heart is so dark and blue without you. I can't sleep at night not one wink. everytime I thimk about you my heart just sink's. I try to fight this feeling I have for you. Everytime I try I just lose.So I just going to say this one more time I wish you were mine. Rose are red I'm just blue why don't you come on home and let our love be ture.

All Evil Iz Coming 2 An End
WE R LIVING IN DA LAST DAYZ, ND THATS A WELL KNOWN FACT, THE BOOK OF REVELATIONS IS ALL COMING 2 PAST, WE NEED 2 ST8TRN UP OUR ACTZ, CAUSE DA DEVIL IZ SETTIN TRAPZ, EARTHQUAKES IN DIVERS PLACES ALL OVER DA MAP. WE BETTER GET RIGHT WITH GOD, B4 ITZ 2 LATE, SO HE CAN WIPE OUR SINS AWAY, ND GIVE US A BRAND NEW SLATE, WE GOTTA PRAY ND HAVE F8TH, THAT WE'RE GONNA C BETTER DAYZ, WE LIVE LIFE WAY 2 SIMPLE THIS HAS GOT 2 CHANGE, MOST PPL DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND IT, WE KEEP TAKING GOD 4 GRANTED, THE DEVIL'Z GONNA HAVE THIS WHOLE WORLD N2 A STATE OF PANIC, WE LIVE WAY 2 LAVISH, THERE'S SO MANY DEMONZ ON THIS PLANET, LOOK @ DA SIGNS OF TIME SEEK DA TRUTH ND THEN GRAB IT, IF U WHERE TO DIE 2DAY, WOULD WE END UP IN HEAVEN OR HELL, IF THERE WAS A PRICE 2 PAY, WOULD WE BE ABLE 2 POST BAIL, DEMONZ R AFTER US, BUT MOST PPL CAN'T EVEN TELL, HEED DA WORDS THAT I SPIT, OR ELSE THESE TEST WHERE GONNA FAIL, IM A MODERN DAY PROPHET, ND DA DEVIL CAN'T STOP IT, DA DEVIL HAS CONTROLL OVER OUR SOULS, BUT NOW IT'S

Reaching For The Stars
wings@mountainwings.com Reaching For The Stars I came to realize one day a thing in life that we all often take for granted. We reach for the stars because they are so beautiful and they are something we want so bad. Yet we also have a beautiful flower on our table picked from our flower garden that we can have and we push it aside unnoticed. Life is also like that. We want something we can't have like the stars, but what we can have like the flower, we don't even acknowledge. Take time to enjoy the flowers that you have instead of trying to touch the stars that you can't reach. Stars are beautiful like other things in life but they were never meant for us to have. This is a lesson from God to me as what my priorities should be. Be thankful for the things we have because we may lose them someday and we will know how much we should have treasured them. A Mou

I Have A Friend
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone... And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. 'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him.' But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, 'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Jim died today..' And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend... Remember to always say what you mean...If you love someone, tell them. Because when you decide that it is the right timeit might be too late. Seize the day. Nev

Cherry Bomb Train Idea
Ok... I'm liking this Cherry Bomb... I so appreciate the friends that have used their cherry bombs on me... So, I've been sitting here thinking... Yeah... Stop laughing... I think this is a good one... LOL... When I ever get my tax refund check, if there's enough left after all the bills are paid... I'm going to buy a cherry bomb... To expedite the bombing of my friends, I'm going to set up a blog for myself like a train but with pic folder links... So, if you would like to be on the list... Leave me a message in my blog comments... And I will add you to the list and get as many as I can in one hour... Thanks bunches... Carrie

Dix.
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I keep getting random texts(cell) from some douchebag, telling me how sexy I am. He won't tell me who he is. I told him I could give a fuck about what he thinks and to fuck off 2. I Guess I don't take well to compliments really. 3. I just ate a tuna and chip wrap? Yeah... I enjoyed it. 4. I need to fix the faucet in the shower, because it takes 2 mins to turn the cold water on... and then when its on, it takes even longer to turn off? Shit sucks yo. 5. I am currently unemployed, because my miraculous mind decided to agree with me, and encourage my quitting. 6. I guess I tend to lead guy

Shoutbox Cuddler
Fun NJ guy: I am coming to town for a trade show on March 2-5 I would love to cuddle you game? ->Fun NJ guy: Sorry. I don't cuddle with people I don't know. Fun NJ guy: get to know me ->Fun NJ guy: As tempting as an offer as that is, I think I shall pass. Fun NJ guy: why is that? ->Fun NJ guy: Why? Fun NJ guy: that you want to pass? ->Fun NJ guy: You're joking, right? Fun NJ guy: no.. I am a nice guy I said get to know mw ->Fun NJ guy: I guess I would have to take your word on that. Personally, I find it a bit disturbing when someone I don't know asks to cuddle with me. Even more so when they use some line about being in town for some show, if there even is one, and the fact that I'm probably not the only person that has received such a line. * silence for about 5 minutes * ->Fun NJ guy: Apparently, I hit the nail on the head. Good luck finding your cuddle bud. LOL

Make Me Fucking Famous!
Ok so we all know that I work damn hard to promote myself and my site online right? Well the fact of the matter is there are millions of girls online doing this everyday. I like to think I am special because I have a ton of REAL talents that I use and have used to get where I am. I have been blogging for quite some time before I even introduced my first photo on my blog showing what I really look like. I have some solid good looks but the fact of the matter is that to become well known you need good little boys and girls working for you to get you to the top. This is where I decided to work on a project that I need all of you to help me with. You can dedicate your life to helping or you can just throw in a little work in your spare time to help me become the big bright shining star that you all know me to be There are tons of ways to help promote me and my site: 1. Make a LJ, myspace, or other random social networking site group/fan club for me. 2. Find various cont

Broken
The night lights flicker the cold winds blow My heart embraces your memory it wont let you go My soul is tortured with eternal despair The depths of your heart dwell in Satan's lair Wretched and twisted my love is diseased Only when I'm broken are your needs fully pleased Bare me open, exposing my flaws Rip at my emotions, your words are like claws Sobbing and broken on the floor I cry Release me from my misery, just let me die

Anna Molly
Lyrics: A cloud hangs over, It's a city by the sea, I watch the ships pass and wonder if she might be, (might be) Out there and sober as a well for loneliness, Please do persist girl its time we met and made, a mess I picture your face in the back of my eyes, A fire in the attic, a proof of the prize, Anna Molly, Anna Molly, Anna Molly, DOO DOO DOO DOO DOO do DOO DOO DOO DOO DOO do A cloud hangs over, And mutes my happiness, A thousand ships couldn't send me back from distress, Wish you were here, I'm a wounded satellite, I need you now put me back together make me right I picture your face in the back of my eyes, A fire in the attic, a proof of the prize, [ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/e3d ] Anna Molly, Anna Molly, Anna Molly, I'll crawl to your name, I'll bend to the earth, Not one of the others could ever compare, Anna Molly, Anna Molly Wait there is a light, There is a fire illuminated attic, Fate or something better I could care less,

Naughty Aplication
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Phone number? 26. Will you post this so I can fill i

Tyrannical Tagger
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i´m thinking about getting a tattoo. 2. i´m addicted to coffee. 3. i hate horror movies. 4. my hitler impression makes my parents laugh. so does my governator impression. 5. i need a girlfriend. 6. 90% of my shoes are one year old or even older. 7. my rooms flooring is artificial lawn 8. i just got home from mcdonalds. i had 4 cheeseburgers, two mcribs, large fries and a vanilla shake. 9. mickey rourke should´ve won the oscar 10. thank god for the autobahn. there´s almost nothing better than going 110 mph while listening to "move bitch"

Fu-tard Of The Week...er.. Month
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For Ma Babi Cinnamon
you know am havin hard time jst thinkin yo in pain pain of not your own makin i want take all your pain away there is still pain you dont know its much more pain than yo imagine not physical yo experiencing now your bff no longer of dis world soon i know they be tellin yo i hope to be there with yo before n' after yo told da bad news i want to take away all your pain even da mental pain yo now know n' even da pain yo about to know you wont be readin dis until after your pain is so real i want to take from yo i want to take yo to far away beaches yo would love Boracay majestic beaches quiet smooth beach of philippines so quiet yo forget your troubles yo b so far from your pain if yo start thinkin of tat pain i will b there to take it away i know your presence gives me a buzz

3 Days Grace - "pain"
Pain - without love. Pain - I can't get enough. Pain - I like it rough, 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. You're sick of feeling numb. You're not the only one. I'll take you by the hand, And I'll show you a world that you can understand. This life is filled with hurt, When happiness doesn't work. Trust me and take my hand, When the lights go out you'll understand. Pain - without love. Pain - I can't get enough. Pain - I like it rough, 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Pain - without love. Pain - I can't get enough. Pain - I like it rough, 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Anger and agony are better than misery. Trust me I've got a plan. When the lights go out you'll understand. Pain - without love. Pain - I can't get enough. Pain - I like it rough, 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Pain - without love. Pain - I can't get enough. Pain - I like it rough, 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than noth

These Are That Aaron And Moses
“Then the LORD said unto Moses, Now shalt thou see what I will do to Pharaoh: for with a strong hand shall he let them go, and with a strong hand shall he drive them out of his land.” The sixth chapter of Exodus begins with the LORD renewing the covenant, the divine promise that he’d made hundreds of years before with Abraham, for a new generation – not to change it but rather to reinforce that He had not forgotten about his people [the descendants of] Israel. This was also an answer to prayer; we left off last week with Moses and his brother Aaron having appeared before Pharaoh with the LORD’s demand to release His response. Pharaoh’s reply? Make the people work harder so they have no time to even think about their God (from Pharaoh’s standpoint, their god) and what He (he) wants to give or receive. Make no mistake; God is a giving God much more so than He’s receiving. Convincing the officers of the children of Israel (those of their own people Pharaoh held accountable for mee

Protein And Optimal Nutrition
For optimal nutrition, it is of great importance to make sure that an individual’s protein intake has the whole complement of amino acids. The body uses twenty-two amino acids to make human protein, or complete protein. Ten of those amino acids, called essential amino acids, need to come from your diet because the body does not have the enzymes required for their biosynthesis. These ten amino acids are as follows: arginine histidine, isoleucine, leucine, lysine, methionine, phenylalanine, threonine, tryptophan, and valine. It is important to note that if even one essential amino acid is missing at the time of metabolism by the body; the remaining amino acids will not be assimilated, and will be reduced to the same number as those that were present at the time of metabolism. The body only uses the amino acids that make complete protein. If there is a deficiency of any of the essential amino acids, the body will actually start to cannibalize itself by the degradation of the b

Sex
What is it that you absolutely need sexually? To Get off What is something you have always wanted to try? Sex on the beach What is something you have never done in bed before? Being on top What time of day do you like to have sex? doesn't matter any time What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? just holding me How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? not long at all lol If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Nervous Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? No Have you ever faked an orgasm? I don't think so What Part of your body are you self-conscious about? my stomach Do you have any sexual regrets? yes but lets not go there If a lover cheated on you would you take them back? Hell No How Important is sex in your life? I have needs How Important is love in your life? Very important What is the biggest figh

Whose Bad???
On this day its like any other until I see you, course its only fantasy what we could do. There is a simple solution to every strict rule, hot bodies finding simple fun live life on the edge don't be a fool. Breathe once hold still, your true wants to feel good to thrill. Hold two really close, I'll ride your stallion if you'll let me taste the hose. I feel your hot pulse in my palm, listen for mine hearts on fire and its not calm. Whose bad now, forget it I know any how.

This Is Not A Suicide Note... It's A Dark Poem... Titled ..."have You Ever???" By Me
Have you ever wondered why it is that at one point in your life everything can be going great, but then in a split second your whole world can come crashing down? I've become a victim of that very problem, it seems to me that just about everybody who has ever cared about me has abandoned me in my time of greatest need. The love that I once possessed has been clouded by pain, I feel like I am dying inside, and the worst part about the whole situation is that it seems as if absolutely nobody cares. The last few months I've just been adding to the torture that has consumed my life, I look around and all I see is people who know where their life is going, and it seems to me that my life is nothing more than a steaming pile of nothing. There are so many people that I've been wanting to express my true feelings for, but I can't because doing so could cause their worlds to come crashing down, which in turn would cause me more pain, knowing that I've ruined another persons life. In all honesty

What Love Is
A girl asked a boy if he thought she was pretty, the boy said no the girl asked if he would want to be with her forever he said no she then asked if she would walk away if he would cry he said no She had heard enough As she walked away the boy grab her by the arm and said i dont think your pretty your beautiful I dont want to be with you forever i NEED to be with you forever and i would not cry if you walked away i would die.......... Now thats love

Domino Effect
I look around at all my surroundings, and I think to myself why do we do the things we do, and then I think about all the things that happen now because of the things that happened then, and I realize that life really is one giant domino effect, every decision we make is crucial to the future that will come, we truly have the power to change what will happen tomorrow just by the decision we make today. The pain that I feel today may be worth it compared to the happiness I may feel tomorrow, just the same as the happiness I felt yesterday has been clouded by the heartbreak that has consumed me today. Every decision we make will take its part in shaping us into the people we will become. For example, in the past few months I have met alot of people that have influenced the life that I am having now, some good, and some bad. I have also made some questionable decisions that have molded me into the train-wreck that I have become. It seems that I have made all the wrong decisions, because e

Sexy Mexican Chica Is Up 4 Auction
=FA0584&aut *SEXY MEXICAN CHICA* IS UP 4 AUCTION FU'S AND ITZ TIME 2 GET YOUR BIDS IN!! AUCTION ALREADY N PROGRESS AND ENDS ON SAT. 2/28! LAST BID WAS 200K AND SHE'S LOOKING 4 SOME GOOD BIDS AND HAS ALOT 2 OFFER TO HER NEW OWNER!!☺ SO COME BY AND CHECK OUT THIS SWEET CHICA AND OWN HER FOR A MONTH!!☺ TIME'S RUNNIN' OUT!!

Mardi Gras
MARDI GRAS Mardi Gras, the greatest show in the world and it's free this show can get a little crazy, but it's for regular people like you and me On the parade route you can walk for miles until you get a blister to join in on the fun, to be part of the show, all you have to say is, throw me somethin' mister You get there early to get a spot up front for you to stay then the parade gets close and a sea of bodies washes you away There are pretty girls, bands, and floats that throw doubloons, cups, and beads there are hot dogs, peanuts, and cotton candy, but there may not be a place to pee As the floats pass, throw me somethin' mister is all you have to say just have fun and you'll have loads of Mardi Gras trinkets by the end of the day But if you want the good stuff, something better than the rest and if you happen to be female, all you have to do is show your breast Mardi Gras is not for the shy and is not for the meek the crowds will pack you in shoulder to sho

The Darkness... Written By Me
The Darkness Written By Lance Martelli Once upon a love betrayed, a man stands broken and afraid, for something that cannot be saved, a love that’s now forgotten. A woman rests her unsure heart, for it is being torn apart, by a force that got a raging start, this love that’s now forgotten. He was born a lonely child, with dreams of someday roaming wild, going places always smiled, for this feeling carried with him, and as he grew the days were long, everything had gone so wrong, His hate for love was getting strong, but this feeling still was with him. The life she lived was hard for sure, but something made her push for more, she dreams of love that’s always pure, from within a storybook, she wished for love, romance, and passion, that simply came in lovers fashion, one with no regrets to fathom, she was hanging from a hook. When they met her heart was beating, every word he spoke repeating, never thoughts of once retreating, and of staying there forever, he wished

Super Lesbian!
Okay, just to clear things up for the men of Fubar... I am lesbian... And no, it wasnt that some guy beat me or wasnt good enough in bed... I just love women! You cant change that... Your not better in bed then the rest... I dont care of your package is 9"... I dont care of you have some NSFW folder full of you banging some poor girls brains out... I dont want to see it... Dont want to trade access to mine... Yadda yadda... Blah blah... I DONT hate men at all.. I dont hate anyone... Just, dont want to sleep with ya!

Blessing Of A Loved One
To be graced with you presence was an honor, but to be your grandson meant so much more. Our Family was blessed with you for 84 years. Now the lord has called you back to bless his presence. I will never for get all that you instilled in me as a child. I will do best to raise my children in the manor you set forth before me. In many ways I looked towards others only to find you with the only answer. I always felt your love. I only wish I was there more to return the favor. Even with great distance I felt your loving hand. Ciao Nonna I will greet you at the gates when I am called but till then feel free to look upon as as you always have.

A Night To Remember
May I ask you a question please, why do you always joke and tease??? I try to allow people to take me serious, and they wind up laughing and think I'm delirious. That really hurts me inside my heart, cuz I figure no one likes me whole or part. Every night before I go to sleep, I wish for someone to care that I weep. But for thirty seven years no one has shown, that they even know that I have learned and grown. Seeing how today could be the end your my last, don't run or turn away and forget so fast. You and I together really close, would be a dream and this is how it goes.... I softly touch it is all so real, your driving rhythm has had its meal. With a wild push and soft tug hear, don't forget its not forever dry my tear. All I have wanted to give you, is a night to remember it'd be so true.

Cry Of The Angel
Listen close do you hear, shes crying her time is near. Wet dreams no longer stand, no assistance not even a helping hand. At night you'll hear a scream, life is no more pure and clean. Here is a wish told to a star, bright and shining up so far. A silent call late at night, so much so wrong gonna be right. There is the night so many alone, there is love and heart it is known. During this time unveil your bone, I'll lick as if it was an ice cream cone. Cold its not but a thick treat, the reward is good to eat. Cream its called by some, ejaculation juice rightly cum. The cry of the angel, is from heaven not hell. The cry of the angel, is from heaven not hell.

Change
How man times do I have to change Now my life is tormented and strange Nothing is clear or ever will be I fear I gave her everything I had Yet it's my fault she is mad You want to hear how I feel She won't listen only peel She sits in her nest Requesting I be honest Yet she can't be honest with me All I desire is to be free Hide behind my mask I call life I do's paired us husband and wife I can't find my direction Words are her weapon It must be my destiny to live in misery I will continue to fade away Until I am dark, dull and gray She wants me to change again forget all the pain Please give me a chance with a hidden evil glance So I must change for you All so you can screw With the man I once was But never again because She can't change herself So I put my heart on a self She will never have it It sits there bleeding and split How do you bring back something that is dead? After all that has been said It forced me to

Free And Easy
Okay everyone calm down strip each other, feel head to toe then fuck on another. Alright penis brushes against vagina real, then it enters in going deep its pleasure you feel. Body on top pulls back slow, then drives down hard don't stop just go. The mouth of the male wraps around an erect nipple its hard and good, girl feels joy man withdraws and enters wet mouth this could. A lady nibbles taking in all hes never ever felt, her pain as he slaps her ass with his belt. Then he enters his penis in her ass, she screams as he grunts his way pass. A gentle kiss he gives her feeling her breast, just as he touches his penis throbs there is no rest. He begs for her to suck she grabs his balls, a burst of excitement starts...her tongue sweeps across his cock as he calls. She moans as he enters her mouth pushing deeper and deeper, white reward fills the female up hes gonna need her. Its all so free and easy, the girl lock and the boy key.

Nothing At All
i just thought id spill a few words of nothing today so here they are .......its cold here but i am gettin used to it its 30 and i am in a t shirt today ...... the ice is melting but how do folks come to choose to live in this enviroment no wonder the noth got so mad at the south i'd hate us too if i was a northern native we get all the good weather but i suppose some are smarter than others i just cant figure out why it cost twice to live here as san diego so i swear i am havein trouble with it but i can do it as ;long as shes close if the day ever comes that shes not (god forbid this plz) i will be back in cali in 7 days or less it's well .........its california i can still hit the slopes and get a tan the same day .... so i gotta ask and please reply ...WHY DO THE PEOPLE IN THE USA FAR NOTRTH LIVE IN THE FREZZEING COLD AND ICE AND ALL THAT IT BRINGS WITH IT ????????

My Mom Is A Nut!
first off YES Im pissed! where to start? well lets just take todays incident for starters Due to the switching to a digital signal by the federal government how things get recorded on a VCR around here have changed. you used to be able to record right off whatever channel directly of course. now everything goes through the satellite. Ive explained to my mother for now the 5TH TIME that the TV ABSOLUTELY HAS to stay on channel 3 (the input signal for the satellite) no matter what. I have also explained for now the 5th time that the satellite has to STAY ON in order for her program to record properly. I started to raise my voice because for the 5th time i got the excuse "I just dont get it". How many times does it take to understand TV stays on 3 and satellite stays on? When i started to raise my voice, she started to claim abuse (she does that alot, claiming abuse because someone raises their voice to her). Shes never been hit or truly abuse in anyway..... no one

Take Me
Your tame when you play not rough, so its easy to see you got the right stuff. No excuses to not lay down all is free, if you have time tonight it will end up you and me. Ever study the valley of sin, go ahead screw up so lets do it again. Your what I need right now right here, came into my life sending no harm or fear. How can I say it so you'll see, I'm here for you won't you trust me. Affection from me isn't always accepted, please stay I can't handle being rejected. My story isn't worth very much, it consists of lies and a needed touch. So I get no help even when I cry, and I don't see myself getting married so its live or let die. Nobody gives thought to what can be, just concentrate on now and release me. At one time I wanted love to be, now I need a heart to gently take me.

Hmmmm!!!
Ok my fu friends and family! was wondering if you can help me out with something.....just a little perplexed about a few things. Your shooting the shit with someone, nothing big, nothing special,.......don't let your heads get in to overload or anything. Your just shooting the shit nothing sexual, not flirting, not lets fuck....just shooting the shit, why is it when you ask a guy if he has a g/f and he says no (which most of the time he does....whole other blog....lol) but yet if he asks you if you have a b/f and you do hes gone with the wind, why is that, i dont understand that, i have a lot of guy friends and cant figure it out. Now lets not get all twisted i DO NOT have a boyfriend.....this is all just a question? So can someone please help me out with this cuz i think my head is going to explode and i think im ready to kill somebody....lol!!! Luv my fu fam and friends plz show them some luv!!! Peace out!

Yo
yo my name is matt but call me syko cuz if you fucc with my ill cut you head off and eat your brains cuz im a crazy ass white boy that dotn give a fuck about you or your life bitch , so you can just shave that in you juice box and suck it , so ill do me and do what i gots to do for a living and if you got beef then let me cook your ass . im so sic of fake ass nigga up on here talk they some thign when they are livin home with mommy and daddy payign for all they shyt. im just gonan speak my mind and if you got some thing to say then say it dotn be a little bitch boy and talk behind soem one back grow the fucc upa nd be a man . as for now im just gonna do me and do what i want in life so fuck with me ill fuccin suck out your eyes and lick your brain stem cuz im syk0 like that . love peace and fuck off

Duplacatind Profile
HELP ME!!!! SOME ONE IS STEALING MY PICTURES AMD DUPLACATING MY PROFILE THEY TOOK PIC OF ME AND MY SON CREATED A NEW PROFILE UNDER MY OLD SCREEN NANE RED AMAZON QUEEN I CHANGED MY SCREEN NAME 2 RED TAILED HAWK ME TRIBLE BIRTH RIGHT NAME!!! THIS PERSON HAS BEEN HARASSING ME AND MASTER CROW AND WONT LEAVE US ALONE !! THIS IS MY ONE AND ONLY PROFILE ONLY PPL W/ SALUTES AND FRIENDS WAN VIEW MY PROFILE!!! EVERY ONE MIGHT WANT TO DO THE SAME 4 YOUR OWN PROTECTION THANKYOU FOR YOUR TIME AND SUPPORT FUBAR!!!!

Couldn't Decide On A Name
Untitled I can’t believe I found you. So happy I am to have met you. So different you and I, but yet we are the same. Our differences brought us together, Our similarities keep us tight. Wanting to be with you, yet unable to makes me sad. When we talk nothing else matters. How I feel towards you is hard to put into words. Together someday we will be. That’s when I’ll show you how much you mean to me.

Bling Auction Now Opened!
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Who Are We
Who are we Who are we to judge others by their faults? Do we not have faults of our own? Who are we to pass judgment on those who have sinned? What defines us as being better then another? We judge others more then we judge ourselves, Because we are afraid of who we are. We wish not to see who we are. Imperfect, sinful, and impure. As we fail to pass judgment upon ourselves, Others shall do it for us. Who are we to determine how someone should live? Who are we to tell others who to be? Who are we to say who should live and who should die? Who are we? We are nothing in this world, Just a drop of water in the ocean.

My Sex 411
Stole this from Italian Tease. (If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? Getting off, lol What is something you have always wanted to try? Sex on the beach What is something you have never done in bed before? umm I'm a nympho i cant think of anything lol What time of day do you like to have sex? doesn't matter lol What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? I dont need to see anything it's the touch How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? not long at all lol If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Neither i could care less Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? No i would laugh Have

Feel Me Up
Day by day you allow me to feel great, my words are actually questioning fate. I don't know what path to choose, late at night I wander with blown mind and fuse. Can't love again, frightened of loss and pain, maybe I could heal when I notice my gain. Suppose to do so much alone, just favors asked because I worship the bone. Not many offer help so they can't see, they aren't here for themselves or me. Need a lifetime partner or mate, to raise my spirits with love not hate. Hear me I feel you can listen, I want you to know your one in a million. See me I don't want the same, my heart sunk when I found out its a game. He is my only evidence of lifetime love, gonna look for feeling again even if its only from above. I am not angry just down and sad, feel me up because I don't have what I had.

Being New
i am not new to this site this is actually my second time here..i was level 25 when i deleted the first one i had..i know how things work here and here is a few things i like to say 1.) i do not cyber 2.) dont ask for my number you wont get it 3.) do not ask to meet me cuz its not happening 4.) im here for friends and that is it 5.) not sure if im going to make a salute or not..i havent made up my mind yet

Pandora
"Pandora opened a box releasing all the evils of mankind, and when she shut it only hope was left inside." I guess when we're born we all open that box, because nothing can protect us from ourselves. Lustful moments, greed and selfishness. turn once, turn twice, turn back. i dont know why everything changes while your in the middle of something. forever is a long time to live under the hate and greed of others. the watchful eye of the gods will not turn blind eyes forever. Pandora, the first woman, made this choice but was it a mistake? what if her intention was to release hope? saddly, thats not the way it turned out. we live in this world thanks to the weaker kind, steping on eachother to get what we selfishly want. put just one curse upon your soul back into the box, and lock it away. when the world chages to accept everybody we will truely suceed being human, and truely show why we were put here. Pandora is out there waiting to shut everything back away in

Happy Hour Thank You!
Thank you all SO MUCH! My Happy Hour was a huge success and I had a great time! It's been so long since I've had one I've forgotten how crazy it can get! I still have a long way to go to the next level so don't stop spankin' me now! Anyone that blings me today whether it be big or small will get a Thank You Salute! (If it's big, you'll even get an extra special salute) Again.... A very special thanks to: Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess@ fubar He is absolutely amazing! Go show him lots and lots of love and tell him I said "Thank You" for the Happy Hour! A very big thank you to: Tony411@ fubar He is a total sweetheart and the reason I have 11's running during my Happy Hour today! Be sure and show him lots and lots of fu luvvin' as well. With Much Fu Luv: PebblesinAZ...Owned by Dragon Master...FAN ME, RATE ME, ADD ME@ fubar

This Game
No more cat and mouse Go ahead and lay it out Just say what you need to say No more passive aggressive games Insinuations and hints But I ain't falling for your guilt trip I lived that life before I'm not doing it anymore Dangle the carrot in front of my face Hopeing that I'll take the bait Am I guilty in your mind Of crime by your design I feel the noose around my neck I've not even been charged yet I'm not afraid of accusation It won't be the last time it happens If that's your poker face, then I feel bold I'm raising the stakes, do you fold Do you trust the cards in your hand If you got something to say, now's your chance Show your cards or walk away Win or lose, this ends today

Fun Stuff :)
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i pick my toes 2. i'm a musician 3. i always wanted to be a stay-at-home mom. now i'm not so sure.. haha 4. i tried to kill damon's fish once 5. i'm indecisive 6. i take frequent mind vacations 7. my favorite place in the whole wide world is the beach!!! 8. i long for romance and romantic little things 9. i want to hurt the dog behind us, he barks non-stop. seriously 10. i like to be alone sometimes i tag.... Miss Dee, Deacon Blue, Celena, Rootbeer Float, and Big Daddy Will!

Crank It
Men to be the absolute best, you don't have to be undressed. Course that don't mean much, senses say have care behind your touch. Excitement is soaring, up you come, its easy you'll get it I want some. We could be great us two together, all I ask is for acceptance and truth forever. Decisions a lot are tough few are hard, one foot or one third of a yard. Have you got twelve inches of fun at your command, try my way one in the bush and two in the hand. Being with you was fun it felt right, lack of self confidence in me there is a fight. Very much I still want you to feel and prove, quiet love still holds a chance to put the needle in the groove. Realize that I may act simple but I am not easy, friend you can feel it while I crank it to what I know it can be.

Fill It Out? Do You Dare?
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Ever had a threesome? 19. Ever used a sex toy? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can

Joke
One evening a man was at home watching TV and eating peanuts. He'd toss them in the air, and then catch them in his mouth In the middle of catching one, his wife asked him a question - and as he turned to answer her, a peanut fell in his ear. He tried and tried to dig it out but succeeded in only pushing it in deeper. He called his wife for assistance, and after hours of trying they became worried and decided to go to t he hospital. As they were ready to go out the door, their daughter came home with her date. After being informed of the problem, their daughter's date said he could get the peanut out.. The young man told the father to sit down, then proceeded to shove two fingers up the father's nose and told him to blow hard. When the father blew, the peanut flew out of his ear. The mother and daughter jumped and yelled for joy. The young man insisted that it was nothing. Once he was gone, the mother turned to the father and

Midgets, Cock-rings And Mesh Shorts
In the past, I've declared the iPod to be "quite possibly the world's greatest invention". Some would disagree that the greatest invention is indeed the Strip Club. Not only are these people wrong, they're also really fucking pathetic. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy boobies in my face every bit as much as the next guy, but I prefer it happen in the privacy of my own home. Or at the very least, the craft section at the local Wal-Mart or something. Before I get into the details of why strip clubs are pointless unless you're a complete loser, I'm going to recap my first ever experience at a strip club. I cannot lie. My first trip to a strip club was fan-fucking-tastic. I was 16 years old and I ended up getting in because my friend was an african american midget. Come to think of it, he probably still is an african american midget. That kinda thing tends to stay with you through life. And before you ask....no, I'm not kidding. His name was Lewis and he stood about....I don't know, 3 fee

All Is Well With Mah Nose!
Well, I just got home from seeing the doctor that did the skin graft on my nose. Hard to believe its been almost 3 months since all of that but I wanted to let you all know that things are healed up and looking good. As I told the doctor, its not perfect like one would hope but I can live with this nose. In the beginning he was thinking he may need to do some further surgery to build up where the cancer was a bit deeper but that wont be necessary! I am SO grateful for that. As of today, he has released me. I want to thank you all again for all of your love, prayers, well wishes and support through all of this. Its a true blessing to have the wonderful friends that I have here on the fu. Without you I would have been a worse basket case than I was. Love to you all! You are the best!

My Sister
Well for those of you that know me, know that i have a sister who was awaiting trial. My sister was sentenced to 15 years. which when u look at it is a whole lot better than 40, however her life will be mostly over when she comes out. i am very torn and unsure on how to feel on this. what she did was wrong, i'm not by any means excusing it, but i think she needs help other than to sit in a prison for 15 years. how does that help her mental state? regardless of what she did i still love her and always will.

People Helping People
This girl, Renee, celebrates three years of sobriety. Renee, 3 Years. from To Write Love on Her Arms. on Vimeo. I really wish everyone realized that help is out there... that all they need to do is want it and reach out and someone is going to grab that hand and want to help. As alone as people think they are, there's always people who will be there for you.. people who will want to help. Sometimes they can even be strangers. This just got me thinking about people in my life who thought they were alone.. and because of that, weren't strong enough to want to be helped. It's tragic. It's amazing how one helping hand can change a life... how just listening to someone talk about their feelings and fears and problems can make this huge impact on their life. I also find it fascinating how having a conversation with someone who has been through a similar situation can really help you deal with it. Talking about each of your experiences and just relate to one anot

Dollar Measure
Our mom needed a new mattress for her antique bed, so my brother, Josh, and I decided to buy her one as a gift. The problem was we weren't sure what to get, because it was an odd size. Fortunately, my brother happened to be visiting my mother one day when I called home. "Measure the bed frame before you leave," I told him. "I don't have a tape measure." "You can use a dollar bill," I suggested, "each one is six inches long." "Can't," he replied after digging through his wallet, "I only have a ten."

Foolish
Trying plenty ways to get laid, all memories of past acts never fade. Every time the same trick or trade, innocent fool the mistakes been made. In six months I went through a whole lot,and now I can say I was well taught. Maybe every emotion wasn't really saught, but then again I gained what can't be sold nor bought. Chances and regrets make life sort of rough, with strengths and thoughts I've become more tough. This happened yesterday and I can tell I have had enough, too much pain has taken place need a man-made love buff. People take turns in command its push and shove, my belief helps me view friends above. Still through out this life experience reveals love, even if you figure your self protection starts with a rubber glove. Foolish is what I was and can be, but have a heart when you turn from me.

Firearms
Very Important for you to be aware of a new bill HR 45 introduced into the House. This is the Blair Holt Firearm Licensing & Record of Sale Act of 2009. We just learned yesterday about this on the Peter Boyles radio program. Even gun shop owners didn't know about this because it is flying under the radar. To find out about this - go to any government website and type in HR 45 or Google HR 45 Blair Holt Firearm Licensing & Record of Sales Act of 2009. You will get all the information. Basically this would make it illegal to own a firearm - any rifle with a clip or ANY pistol unless: •It is registered •You are fingerprinted •You supply a current Driver's License •You supply your Social Security # •You will submit to a physical & mental evaluation at any time of their choosing •Each update - change or ownership through private or public sale must be reported and costs $25 - Failure to do so you automatically lose the right to own a firearm and are subjec

Love
I have finally discovered what it means to truly be in love. I wrote this for the man I love with everything I am, and everything I have. I've known this man for over 2 years now and it just keeps getting better. He is my lover, the father of my child on the way, and my best friend. I can never seem to find enough or even good enough words to express how i feel to him. So here's another shot. you're the one that can make everything come true you're the one that when i hear your name my stomach flips a thousand times over when i'm in your arms, there is nowhere else i'd rather be i'd give u my whole world i'd give my last breath to save u you brighten my day with just one smile atrum amor i love your eyes and the way u make me complete you mean the whole world to me and more it feels unreal that you love me and your heart belongs to me when i look in your eyes, there's noone but u and me so here i am tryin but i know it will never be enuff because i am filled wit

Tag, You're It!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I kick ass at Guitar Hero. 2. I'm a twin. 3. Was born and raised in Texas. 4. I sleep in my car and lock the doors when i go to parties. 5. iMPORT is my [Robin]. 6. I've never broken a bone in my body. 7. My nickname is DinkyDow [CrazyGirl]. 8. I didn't go to my high school prom. 9. Lisa rawks my sawks! 10. And I did this blog for iMPORT! ~I'm tagging~ Lisa Chriz JussCuzz Tyler JDRighteous

Sick...
I never wanted to be sick of this life I live So far down below what I need The end to suffering begins with her I'm so damned tired of climbing Higher and higher yet no sun do I see It's taken all my anger and hate I've pushed so hard to get this far I've run up against so many walls My head hurts so much from the struggle Tear me away from myself Help me sew the ragged edges of my life together I bleed to release my demons I'm dead inside, broken How many different faces must I show How much pain can I take before I blow When will I learn to pray Releasing my rage into you For all I've done forgive me Wish I knew how to love Can't breathe with you so far away This life is killing me Can you help me live true life Help me be unforsaken I wanna feel the change coming down Pouring over me like rain Looking out through the eyes of a broken mirror Scattered and shattered Can this change be real There is no

.boats And Hoes.
(boats n' hoes, i gotta have me more boats and hoes! boats n' hoes, boats n' hoes, i gotta have me more boats and hoes! x2) The nina, the pinta, the santa maria I'll do you on the bottom while you drink a Sangria Nachos, lemonheads, and my dad's boat You wont go down cuz my dick can float We sail around the world and go port to port Everytime I cum I produce a quart Put on your lifevest, lets drop anchor (oh) that's a nice lady, who I'd like to spank her (boats n' hoes Boats and hoes, I gotta have me more boats and hoes! x2 ) Deadliest catch, without the crabs We're almost out of gas, Call the arabs! I'm a pussy pirate my name is Jack Sparrow I'll take off my pants she can see my flesh arrow Make sure to wax Use your mom's Nair You'll be amazed when i cum in your hair Pull up the anchor, cause we are leavin dry land Get below deck, with a dick in your hand! Anchors away, and shiver me timbers, we like to fuck ladies with our eight-inch members!

Sex Blog (got From Bonz)
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? To get off!:P What is something you have always wanted to try? I'm a chicken shit so it isn't going to happen but i guess a 3 sum!but i don't think I'd ever have the guts for it anyhow! What is something you have never done in bed before? what haven't I've done would be a shorter list:P What time of day do you like to have sex? I'm a morning person 3am i'm ready but it don't happen mostly late nights is what I get *sighs* What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? it's not what I see but feel , as soon as i get softly kissed below my ears and on my neck okay I'm ready lol How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? not long*hehe

Lmmfaooooo
he wants me to be his man charliebrown ~t... Online (Online) Coos Bay, OR subject: charliebrown ~thekiing381 sent you a Panty Dropper received: 02/24/2009 09:31 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam "A BLUE STAR IN YOUR EYES On the wings of an eagle, My love for you flies. Soaring higher and higher, And touching the skies. I reached up above, And pulled a star from the sky. To place it within, Your precious minds eye. To dwell there forever, As my love for you. On the wings of our love, Enduring and true. I honor you my darling, With all that I am. Please darling please, Will you be my man? There are so many things, My heart wants to say. I love you sweetheart, There is no other way."

Autos 11 Party!! On Thur Feb 26th @3pm Est/12pm Fu-time!
AUTO 11´S ON !!! IM HAVING AN AUTO 11 PARTY ON THURSDAY, FEBUARY 26TH @ 3PM EST/12PM PST TIME! PLEASE COME HELP ME DISCIPLE! sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ][[[SHADOW LEVELER]]] *G0DM0THER* PLEASE READ MY BLOG! I NEED Y@ fubar (repost of original by 'GERMANY'S MOST WANTED AKA YOUR NEXT EX AKA OWNED BY DEMONS UNDER MY BED' on '2009-02-23 23:03:06')

Tag Your It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? no 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? missed 5. Your father? missed 6. Your favorite thing? computer 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coolers 9. Your dream/goal? owner 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? most 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? hateful 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? peace 18. Where you grew up? jersey 19. The last thing you did? wash 20. What are you wearing? jammies 21. TV? music 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? here 24. Your life? Complicated 25. Your mood? good

Tag Ur It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love vampires or anything gothic 2. I love tatts and piercings 3. my favorite color is purple 4. I have short hair now 5. I have been to hell and back to finally be happy. 6. im really short 7. I love country music and some rock 8. I love my children 9. Im going to school for my degree in Business Mgmt. 10. I love my friends and miss the ones I have lost along the way. People tagged 1. KJ 2. Bunny 3. Elly 4. Foxy 5. Lissa 6. Jenna 7. Hot Momma 8. Sexy Silent 9. Dragon 10.Dax

Tag Youre It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Working out is my addiction 2. I'm an artist 3. My Katie Bug is my all 4. I love the rain 5. I love dragons 6. I think too much sometimes 7. I have a zero BS or drama meter 8. I'm a complete dork and will do anything for a laugh 9. Blam Bitch! 10. "If you were a hotdog would you eat yourself?" Tagging: Lacie Shannon Hollie Liz Chris

One Day From The Past
I am finally home from a bad day at work. You meet me at the door. I am spent and disturbed by the cruelty and ignorance of a few of my customers. You smile at me and wrap me in your warm arms. "I'm so glad you're home Honey" I can smell the dinner you cooked but underlying that a warm smell that is yours and yours alone. Clean and earthy, calming because it is yours. I don't want the hug to end. I feel safest within these strong arms. You have wrapped all your love and concern within it and it soothes my injured soul. Yet you pull away with a gentle smile and lead me to the couch. You have my tea set ready and are pouring me a cup of chamomile tea. You prop my feet and tell me " Dinner will be ready in about 10 minutes" You come around behind me, rub my stiffened shoulders and ask, "What has you so upset Honey?" I melt and blurt it all out. By the time dinner is done we are both laughing at how absurd the situation was. I try to stand to help with dinner and you push me

Things That Make Ya Go... Hmmm?
ONLY IN AMERICA... ...Do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. ...Do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. ...Do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. ...Do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. ...Do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. ...Do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. ...Do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" suc

Great Band
RUSH, is the best progresive band outthere. For over thirty years they been putting out great rock, without the same old lyrics most bands sing about. [drugs,sex,the devil].Neil Pert is the best drummer ever, Im sure other musicians want to be like him. but theres only one neil.They should have been inducted to music hall of fame, but we all know thats just a popularity contest.

Joke
Mary Clancy goes up to Father O' Grady after his Sunday morning service, and she's in tears. He says, "So what's bothering you, Mary, my dear?" She says, "Oh, Father, I've got terrible news. My husband passed away last night." The priest says, "Oh, Mary, that's terrible. Tell me, Mary, did he have any last requests?" She says, "That he did, Father. The priest says, "What did he ask, Mary?" She says, "He said, 'Please Mary, put down that damn gun.' " **************************************************************************** Brenda O'Malley is home making dinner, as usual, when Tim Finnegan arrives at her door. "Brenda, may I come in?" he asks. "I've somethin' to tell ya". "Of course you can come in, you're always welcome, Tim. But where's my husband?" "That's what I'm here to be telling ya, Brenda. There was an accident down at the Guinness brewery." "Oh, God no!" cries Brenda. "Please don't tell me." "I must, Brenda. Your husband Shamus is

Bb In Spring
to all my friends and family ive lost my net as of monday morning.it really sucks and im gonna miss you all alot.im writing this blog from the local library,i will bb online full time when i start working this spring and pay my bills.to those who have my email,stay in touch by writing me and ill get back to you anychance i get.to those who have my phone well even better lol and btw,just cause i aint here dont mean you can stop rating me lol would be nice to be godfather for when i get back much love to you all!! (huggs)

Misc. Quotes 4
Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; but remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for. Epicurus (341 BC - 270 BC) Be not ashamed of thy virtues; honor's a good brooch to wear in a man's hat at all times. Ben Jonson (1572 - 1637) Be honorable yourself if you wish to associate with honorable people. Welsh Proverb Imagination is more important than knowledge... Albert Einstein (1879 - 1955) Everything you can imagine is real. Pablo Picasso (1881 - 1973) The happiness of a man in this life does not consist in the absence but in the mastery of his passions. Alfred Lord Tennyson (1809 - 1892) Be still when you have nothing to say; when genuine passion moves you, say what you've got to say, and say it hot. D. H. Lawrence (1885 - 1930) Never give advice unless asked. German Proverb One kind word can warm three winter months. Japanese proverb If you wish your merit to be known,

"gehenna"
diggin some slipknot this morning had to share "Gehenna" Do you Believe? Do you Fade like a Dream? Let me hear you BREATHE Let me watch as you sleep The Sparrow's Eyes... Promises shift into judgments I cannot deny that you were designed for my punishments The Blood and The Body - Control the cut so it's seamless Show me your Heart - Show me the way to complete this TETHERED / to a scene I / TREASURE / can you help me? I / SEVER/ god it's perfect, it's / NEVER / really perfect Now... I can finally be myself Cuz I don't want to be myself FREE MY SEVERED HEART, GIVE ME YOU - I WANT IT (I don't want to be myself) I cannot maintain a semblance of Normal anymore I'd rather feel pain than try to fit in with you anymore I'll throw it all away, like everybody else I can finally be myself Cuz I don't want to be myself FREE MY SEVERED HEART, GIVE ME YOU - I WANT IT (I don't want to be myself)

Please Read Just Fyi To All!
Cobralady™~aka Snakey~Rate Spanker~Keeper Of The Animal's~In The Animal's Den@ fubar FYI To All I Know And Talk To On The Fu! For The Next Month I Will Be Helping Out My Neighbor While He & His Wife Take A Long Vacation He Has Farm Animals That I Will Be Taking Care Of And I Get Fresh Farm Eggs Out Of The Bargin! LOL Between My Job And Doing This MIGHT Limit My Time To Help My Family, Friends And Love One’s To Level Up! If You Leave Me Some Rate Luv Don’t Forget To Send Me A PM So I Can Do My Best To Return All The Luv!

Redneck Drivers License Application
Last name: ________________ (Check appropriate box) First name: First name: [_] Billy-Bob [_] Bobby-Sue [_] Billy-Joe [_] Bobby-Jo [_] Billy-Ray [_] Bobby-Ann [_] Billy-Sue [_] Bobby-Lee [_] Billy-Mae [_] Bobby-Ellen [_] Billy-Jack [_] Bobby-Beth Ann Sue Age: ____ (if unsure, guess) Sex: ____ M _____ F _____ Not sure Shoe Size: ____ Left ____ Right Occupation: [_] Farmer [_] Mechanic [_] Hair Dresser [_] Waitress [_] Un-employed [_] Dirty Politician Spouse's Name: __________________________ 2nd Spouse's Name: __________________________ 3rd Spouse's Name: __________________________ Lover's Name: __________________________ 2nd Lover's Name: __________________________ Relationship with spouse: [_] Sister [_] Aunt [_] Brother [_] Uncle [_] Mother [_] Son [_] Father [_] Daughter [_] Cousin [_] Pet Number of children living in household: ___ Number of children living in shed: ___ Number of children that are yours: ___ Mo

Poem
Is it even worth it anymore to care Do i just sit and wait Should i agree that life is not fair Do i have the strength I wake up to a empty bed,that side is bare I slide away, without a glance I slide your picture down as not to stare I think there is a chance Someday my heart will heal, tears will dry For now i can not forgive I refuse to give up, I will always try Today i just try to live Your name, from my lips,cant not be spoken I shudder and shake My eyes, tears running, wide open Cant reap the heartbreak Someday my heart will heal, tears will dry For now i can not forgive I refuse to give up, I will always try Today i just try to live written by: me

Dead Memories
"Dead Memories" Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get. Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back again... But you asked me to love you and I did. Traded my emotions for a contract to Commit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead. I hear his voice inside my head... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit. So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone. Now I don't know where I belong... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. Dead Visions in your Name. Dead Fingers in my Veins. Dead Memories in my Heart Slipknot

Back For More!
After taking a long break from fubar, I am back. Thanks to those who sent me messages while I was gone. Was nice to know I was missed. Finally got hubby to get on fubar. We will see how he likes it. Feel free to get in touch with me. I don't mind talking to people from all over. Friends are great. To people who live in my area, come on down to Daisy Dukes on Saturdays and lets get shit faced for real. Always at the back bar with the hottest bartenders/shot girls around. For those that keep asking for more pictures, grow up please. The next time someone asks me to post more pictures, they will be blocked. I have already had a couple female friends quit fubar because of being hounded for pictures. Fubar is not about the pictures, well not only about pictures.

James Blackburn
My best friend James Robert, is such a good man. I can honestly say that no one in this town hated that man. Everyone loves James, even me. I have only known this man for 3 years, but in this short period of time we had a blast. James is the world's best cook, he can make you anything you want and make it delicious. James has a million of friends, and two great daughters. He did anything and everything you can think of. His favorite was getting drunk and playing poker! He actually is the one who taught me how to play poker, and the first game we played at the bar I won. It rocked! On Monday 2/16/09 we played our last game of Yuker, and I lost with my friend Hope. It's all good though. The next day James ended up in the hospital, he said he had a really bad headache. So his friends drove him to the hospital and his blood pressure was 240/180. The hospital induced a coma, to make him more comfy. The same day the life lined him to another hospital in Indianapolis.

Bailout 2.0
Last week, the Obama administration announced new plans to "rescue" the economy with another round of bailouts. Heritage economists David John and James Gattuso explain the plan's flaws: http://members.myheritage.org/site/R?i=1BR7bAisaPY7jf5z-Ms1cA.. As announced [last] Tuesday by Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner, the plan is a grab bag of policies of doubtful effectiveness and uncertain consequences financed with $2 trillion or more in taxpayer dollars. To make matters worse, key elements of the plan were merely placeholders lacking concrete details about how they would be actually work. One thing seems certain. These massive new programs will increase Washington's control over the financial system, placing politicians in the role of bank managers and hedge fund investors, to the long-term detriment of consumers and workers. Open letter: The 'stimulus' is horrible for America In an open letter to the Congress and the President of the United States, sent b

Was Tagged By Gypsy
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have 3 amazing and unique children. I love them more and more each day. 2. I have issues with giving my kids a bath...i do it sometimes 3 times a day cause they just get so darn filthy lol. 3. I own a beautiful docile PitBull, and can barely even walk her around without getting OMG stares from others around....HELLO PEOPLE....its not the breed to fear, it those who train them to be vicious. 4. I am owned by Lord Fury, He is my Master and i am His slave, there is nothing more that makes me happy than knowing i have pleased Him so completely 5. I am from Phoenix Az and am a heat brat thru an

Tagged!
Let's see...this is my first blog...and Naughty made me do it. I'm supposed to write 10 facts or weird things about my self, then tag 5 friends so they can do the same! Now whomever I tag...u can't tag me back...It's tha rules!! So Here goes. 1. I am the mother of three Handsome boys. 2. I have a super huge crush on someone and I'm not tellin who! 3. My Fubar Friends Rawk!(ofcourse) 4. I live in Northern Va. 5. I love Jersey/Philly boys their swagga is untouchable! 6. I love the interracial swirl-it rawKs! 7. I love talk shows! 8. I have a habit of attracting psychos. *shrugz* 9. I lived in Arkansas for almost 3 yrs.( go figure!) 10. I am a super freak!!!(in a committed relationship of course.) I am going to tag: That One guy Jay Hoody Ariana Pervy Ghost 254 Vin Makin like a ninja! *poof*

We Want Your Panties/boxers!!
It's A PANTY RAAAAAAAID HaHaHaHaHa!!! Ok Ladies Grab ur Pertties Lace Find Ur Fav Pair Of Granny Panties (ok forget the GrannyPanties) lol But Dig In Ur Draws For Ur SemiFav Pair Of Undies & We Auctionin Them Off To The Highest Bidder... Gent's find ur fav pair of Tighty whities, Boxers or Roo's.. ONLY SERIOUS ENTRIES PLZ

Tagged? Wtf?
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. college dropout 2. ive killed 3. i love new socks 4. spaghetti is the shiyuuut 5. ive visited 13 countries before the age of 22 6. only owned huskies as dogs 7. i can roll a joint with one hand 8. only been playin drums for about 3 years 9. i dont snore 10. i have a.d.d. if im not high.... heh

Tag, You're It!!!!!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a mother of 2 wonderful kids 2. My dream man is Adam Sandler 3. My Favorite color is yellow 4. I am a reality show junkie 5. I cook amost everything with jalapenos 6. I love riding my quad 7. I can touch my nose with my tongue 8. I am a true believer in karma 9. I have 2 box turtles, would love a tortoise 10. I'm getting my lip pierced sometime in the next couple weeks im tagging nikki pervy c51 bri jlynn

Feeling Helpless.
So I spent the better part of last night stiching up my mothers dog, because we live in the country and there are no vets open past like 5 pm. Sadly enough it was MY dog who attacked her dog. My dog is a pit and has never attacked anything or anyone in her whole life. Now im stuck trying to figure out if I risk keeping her. If it was just an isolated action. Im afraid that now she has gotten a taste for blood she is never going to be the same loving dog that I cherish. I dont know what to do. I feel so helpless. I was barely able to save my mothers dog so it was serious attack. But today my dog is acting like nothing happened. Ive been raised around big dogs and dangerious animals my who life and in any other case I would have sadly put the animal down. But I truely love my pit and I just dont know what to do. Whats worse is that because I live up in the mountains in a town full of tweekers my dog is my only friend up here. I would break my heart to have to put her d

1 Month 2 Go
Well i have not been online for awhile since i been really tired and just dont want to do anything right now the doc. cut my hours down to 35 a week but i dont know if that is going to help and i have a name for the new baby boy so i dont have to worry abt that woohoo but i will keep everyone up todate i hope everyone is doing good and i miss you all

Whiners
why would you kick someoone out of a lounge because the bitched about no onw wver in there what kind of loung eis that...oh wait i know a lounge run by a high school drama group. so listen up people be careful of what lounges to enter and the people your talking too, because they'll stab you in the back for keepin it real and takin no B.S when you have a legitimate bitch.

Tagg
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I can wear kid shoes 2.Im a very picky eater 3.Im crazy about my house staying clean 4.I sometimes talk in my sleep 5.One of my boobs is bigger than the other 6.I cant stand the word fart its not a word for girls 7.I dont like to sleep all day 8.I cant stand lazy people 9.When i want something i dont stop untill i get it 10.And sometimes i can be a BITCH people i tagged 1.Nuttin Special 2.Armybound 3.Larry R 4.Bearfanmj 5.Axeslinger1169

My Birthday Sign
Your birthday means that you love the sun and the beach. Your best colors are red and yellow. You tend to have many friends and you are well-liked, possible because of your outgoing and sunny personality. You are a very positive and enthusiastic person. Shopping is likely something you enjoy very much, not just for yourself, but for other people as well. You shine at parties and get togethers, and you are definitely an extrovert.

Poetry
You walked into my life out of the blue My heart not knowing what to do Your voice so soothing in the night Just makes me want to hold you tight My walls once high you made them weak My heart exposed to words you speak I opened up and let you in Only to build them up again You now are sealed deep in my soul My heart is yours for you to hold.

Club Frat Family Rules
> > > Welcome to ©lûb F®ât *** MAIN RULES*** > > > > > > 1) NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED!We will not put up with any drama from anyone. There will be no exceptions to this rule! > > > > > > 2)No one but management will be allowed to post blogs about leveling. The only ones to post blogs about leveling are Founder, Co-Founder, and Manager. Home Page is http://fubar.com/user/1095216 > > > > > > 3) There will be no entering contest without asking first to make sure we can give you all the support you need.If you do you may be on your own. > > > > > > 4) All newbies will go through Founder Co-Founder or recruiter No exceptions. > > > > > > 5)20,000 level 20 and down > > > 100,000 level 21 and up > > > unless one of the three leaders have it to level in status.Please do not come to us for help with more than that with few pics and stash. We will level during HH only. Any other time is for you to do what you want to do! After leveling please leave a message so we know who help

Time.........a Poem
Each second…. a lifetime….. every minute….. an eternity……. uncertain of the next second… the next minute…. cold……. empty….. dark….. desolate….. each tiny grain of the sands of time takes an hour to fall on the last suspended in time the pendulum swings each swing, a day time races in suspended animation hanging by a thread……….. like a hangman’s noose or a lifeline of hope let fate decide tick…tick…tick…tick

Fun Facts From The Infection Control Center
Fun facts from the Infection Control Center During an hour's swimming at a municipal pool you will ingest 1/12 liter of urine. In an average day your hands will have come into indirect contact with 15 penises (touching door handles, etc.) An average person's yearly fast food intake will contain 12 pubic hairs. In a year you will have swallowed 14 insects - while you slept! Annually you will shake hands with 11 women who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. Annually you will shake hands with 36 men who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. In a lifetime 22 workmen will have examined the contents of your dirty linen basket. At an average wedding reception you have a 1/100 chance of getting a cold sore from one of the guests. Daily you will breath in 1 liter of other peoples' anal gases. HAVE A GREAT DAY... And wash your damn hands!

White Trash
There is a reason why I dislike white trash so much, and constantly make fun of it. Turns out that my whitest trashiest coworker told my boss that I am trying to get him in trouble for sexual harassment, or some shit like that. Which is complete BS, and while it annoyed me that he was too huggy with me and stuff, I always told him upfront that it irritated me. So now today I confronted him about being weird aroune me lately, and he told me. I was like WTF??! We sorted things out, and I dont think I will be talking to the bitch again. She is the epitome of white trash-with 3 kids, abusive no job bf that leeches off her, a tongue piercing and nipple piercings at 40, and last week she got all her top teeth pulled ughhh...

Sexystuff
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? For there to be feelings attached to it all What is something you have always wanted to try? Elevator sex sounds good. What is something you have never done in bed before? IWell hell, that would be a whole lot of things What time of day do you like to have sex? Middle of the afternoon. Usually because it means it's spontaneous. What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? A man? How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? All of 2 seconds If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Depends on who that someone in the next room was. Strangers: Excited! My mother: Nervous Would it bothe

Sex And Thank You
What would the world be like if there weren’t so many hangups associated with sex? What if sex became just another way of saying “Thanks!” or “Good Job.” Something you could pretty much do in any situation, whether it be at work: Sally: Well Bob, you did excellent on this years performance review, you want to bend me over the desk? Just don’t pull the hair, I have a two o’clock. “I just want to shake the balls of the man that landed the Johnson account!” The Company Softball team is holding an Orgy to raise funds for new uniforms. Or even just on the street: Hey, thanks for helping me carry out my bags, you want to grab the left boob, or the right one? I don’t have triple A, but I’ll blow anyone who changes my tire. It could even replace tipping at meals: That was the finest steak I have ever had, buttseks? And think of the prestige at a swearing in ceremony: Please raise your right hand, and lower you

Raven
The Raven The raven knows all He sees, feels, and hears all. He knows where you are Where you live and what you do. When you sleep he is watching, When you wake he is there. He knows when you started, He knows when you end. When you sin he takes note When you wrong, remember he does. When your time ends, he will be there. He is your end. He is death

Vengeance
Vengeance This hatred I feel is unlike no other You have sinned, you have wronged. Find you I shall. Oh yes I will. You can run. You can hide. Futile it is there’s no stopping me Vengeance will be mine. When I find you I hope you plead. Techniques of yours, I shall use: Needles, pliers, fire, knifes, and force. These I shall use The needles in your eyes, Fingers and toes crushed in the pliers, The flames of hatred singe your flesh, I shall choke you. Here comes the part I shall enjoy the most, For with this knife is shall end your sinful ways. Shank you, give you a bleeder wound is what I will do, And as I watch you slowly bleed to death, The events that all led to this flash through my mind. When the life has left your body my vengeance served Bitter sweet it was to end you today.

Divorce
Well folks its finally over. after a whole decade, me and reese decided to end our marraige. We have been together since 1999. Married since 2001. Just shy of 8 years and 1 month of marraige. Im ok. I have someone in my life who appreciates me for me. Someone who can love me for me (even though its too early in the relationship to say that word.) Im hurt and devastated, but there comes a time in your life when you just have to move on and not look back. That time is now for me. Where im going to live, i dont know. I might just end up back on the streets homeless, again. But i cant worry about that. If any of you guys want to talk, just sb me and we can chat.

Whoa
Well as some of you know... I found the hard way my vasectomy kinda sorta grew back and I now have a little monster on the way...again..Quick run down BTW I have 3 kids with my 1st wife and didn't really plan on having anymore so yea it was quite the shock. What really made it " interesting " is how much the world has changed in the decade or so and how kids are these days....I say Im not gonna raise my kids to be all emo and shit but hell how do you stop it ? Peer pressure is a bitch and for that matter I cant say I did an excellent job on the first 3. ( in my defense the EX is mostly responsible for that because of the divorce etc etc. I wont bore you with details ) But what Im saying is Where in the HELL did society get so fucked up and WTF am thinking bringing another person into it ? We did decide not to term the pregnancy and its gonna be " interesting " to raise another child @ my age ( old fart ) and with a wife who has MS. Lets just say in a nutshell...I am scared as Fuck !

The Mime And Lady Fair
On the same hour, every day As the sun doth rise Enters now into the park The rainbow of his eyes On Monday morn is when she comes With a book in hand Hair tucked back into a tie Today he has a plan Behind a tree, he peeks around to see the lady fair Takes a step into the grass But loses movement there Beauty's cast upon his eyes For this rarity, he holds still For how could he disturb the view To tell what he does feel A mime at best, his wording lost He slowly sinks away Back behind the Cottonwood Today shan't be the day Tuesday comes with mournful tear For what now shall he do To show the lady of his heart That he loves her true As she sits with violin Bow across the string He thinks if I were not this mime For my true love I'd sing He reaches down, upon the earth And plucks a dandelion "This shall be a gift for her To show her I am trying" Her arms do sway a dance in play With bow and wood and st

So, This Is It Then.
2009 List · No Biscuits · No Confectionary · No Chocolate · No Cakes · No Desserts · No Ice Cream · No Peanut Butter · No Crackers · No Purchasing of CDs · No Purchasing of DVDs · No Cigarettes · No Social Networking sites Sadly, we've IT guys all over our office today putting new PCs in, so on my last pre-Lent day, my hands are a bit tied re goofing off online, so this may well be it. I won't be on Fubar again til after Easter. Have fun, MuMM well, and take it easy. And remember, email your boobs to kinswantstoseeyourboobs@hotmail.co.uk xx (oh yeah, I weighed in yesterday at fifteen stone seven, or 217 pounds - let's see where I am in six weeks!)

Still Hanging In There
well, for the past 2 nights I have stayed up WAY past my bed time so I could bid on spotlight....as you can see WE have not made it yet. I have the bux...my puter and fingers are just not fast enough, I guess. So, for now, I will continue to rate pics for bux and continue to take any donations and I'll try again next week. I am busy the rest of this week and I want to be here when WE do get spotlight. (remember, it's not all about me!) So for now....go by and see my girls VIVI, REEKA, and QUEEN COBRA. VIVI and QUEEN COBRA have birthdays the next 2 days and REEKA is having surgery on Thursday.....they need extra love this week! Thanks so much for supporting me in the fight against breast cancer.....have a great day! ~~smooches~~

Salutes For You.
I am willing to make a salute for anyone how can do the following: 1. Rate all my default Photos and at least leave 3 Comments. 2. Rate all my "Alittle Naughty" Photos and leave at least 7 comments. 3. If you have not re-rated me re-rate, fan if haven't. If you are not a friend you jmust become a friend first before starting. 4. Go to Adoring Daddy's Home Page. http://fubar.com/user/395725 (Rate/fan/add.) Its that simple!!! This will get you a paper salute if you would like one of my other salute and you may take a look you must: 1. Do all above. 2. Rate all the folders with the following names, Christopher, Chelsey, Austin, Trista, Trever, Kaetlyn. ( There is not alot lof pic in most of these folders). You DO NOT need to leave comments. When rated these folder I will like you to add rated on the last photo of each folder tho. When done please PM me (DO NOT SHOUT ME) and then give me 24 hours to complete. I will also return some of everyone

My Birthday
Hey everyone I've been offshore working on the rig for over a month and finally came in last night! Today is Mardi Gras here in New Orleans so I'm about to head to our spot to meet all my friends. Then at midnight is my birthday so we are going to party really hard for at least 24 hours straight!! So who wants to come party with all of us!!!??? Don't be scared! lol

Have You Stopped To Wonder
Have you ever stopped to wonder why we're all here wondering about os it for friend's is it for family is it for peace of mind? Have you ever thought of what life would be like with out all of these things? I do and have thought daily about this subject and yet I haven't gotten one single answer yet. I stop and think sometimes I wonder what people would think if I wasn't around how would they feel and what would they feel would they miss me would they cry or would they say good riddens we're better off without her. I don't know for sure but I hope that some where along the way I have impacted one persons life with my heart and soul and made a difference for them. but have you stopped to wonder. I surely have. so take the time to think about it andif you have 1 answer for this question plz share it with me.

Life
Has anyone ever wondered why some people seem to get off just by hurting others? You know the people I'm talking about don't you? The people pleasers. The heroes that never were. The ones that take credit for a job they never did or they say the right words but never respond with actions. They ones that speak a big game, yet they never played or they played only to reap the benefits. I can honestly say that I don't understand the mentality of these types of people or why even when caught, they continue to lie, or to cheat, or steal? How can they wake up every morning with a smile on their face? How do they maintain any sense of sanity while living what has to be an awful existence? HOW? I know that believing that everyone should be sincere and kind every day of their lives is not realistic. Maybe my thinking is a distorted picture of what life and/or people are really about. Maybe I am too open and too honest for my own good. Maybe the world I live in is make-believe. But

B/f Application... Just Do It Lmao
Some of these questions are crazy I think.... reply to my inbox Name Whats your birthday/age Height Hair color Eye color Piercings/Tats If no, do you want any? Do you drink? Do you smoke? Do you do drugs? What would you say is your best quality? Whose your favorite band? What kind of music do you like? Do you like kids/want any of your own? How do you feel about marriage? Where do you work? Do you go to school? Do you live at home/on your own? Do you prefer cats or dogs? What do you like to do in your free time? What do you think is my best quality? Are you Spontaneous? Are you afriad of commitment? Are you romantic and treat girls the way they deserve? Would you make me feel like im the only girl you want to be with? What would our first date consist of? Whats the sweetest thing you've done for a girl? What movies/TV shows do you like? Do

To All My Fu Friend's.
To all my fu friend's there are a-lot of things going on in my life that I can't explain but that is the reason for my absents so don't be alarmed peaches will be back once I get things sorted out I love you all and miss you very much plz don't forget me. and best wishes to you all... ~Peach~XOXO....

Opinions
Most of us have opinions. Fine. Problem with this is that some treat their opinion like a hard dick. They're alway tryin' to force it into someone else. Havin' an opinion alone is ok...as long as we don't grind 'em down to be used as a weapon. Opinions make the world a more excitin' place to be. Differences are good. MOST rational fuckin' people, although seperated by personal differences, can still get along & respect eachother. I use the term rational VERY loosly, because THAT is a dyin' breed (my opinion). Without these differences the world would be a borin' joint. Intolerance to personal difference is the problem. If we could just learn to live & let live...and just agree to disagree, we'd be fine. We may even have half a chance at this elusive "peace"...a term we have grossly clouded. It really would be that simple kids... but I ain't holdin' my fuckin' breath.

Ptsd
WHAT IS POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER AND THE APPROPRIATE RESPONSE TO IT? An overview of the work of Dr. Judith Herman Lewis By Jim Spencley. Introduction: PTSD is not malingering, dependency, avoidance of responsibility, attention seeking or any of a number of ways of discounting and not believing the sufferer - it is a normal response to abnormal situations. Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) is a relatively new diagnosis of a condition which has always been part of the human experience. This diagnosis first appeared in the fourth edition of the official bible of the American Psychiatric Association - The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual (DSM-IV). Because of the identicy of symptoms of various previous diagnosis applied to different histories, but all sharing some form of traumatic experience, the American Psychiatric Association brought together service providers who had worked with traumatized people from many different social settings, including, political violence,

Stacie Needs......
So you go to google....and you type in your name and needs in quotes...like "your name needs".... hit search...and write down the first 10 things..... 1. Stacie needs to get drunk, eh? 2. Stacie needs to call me!!! 3. Stacie needs to let people know that the reason she is what she is is because of God and his help for her. 4. Stacie needs her corsa back. 5. Stacie needs to gain cycling confidence. 6. Stacie needs to stay on longer. 7. Stacie needs to be The perfect roll model 8. Stacie Needs Prayers Prayer Requests. 9. Stacie Needs Ur Number...Again 10. Stacie needs to go fill her car up with gas and leave right now. I'm suppose to tag people...but I'm not. Just do this if you want.

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Ever had a threesome? 19. Ever used a sex toy? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can

Does Anybody Really Know What Time It Is?
Wow now days it doesn’t take too long of a look in the news to get irritated. I see where Miss Hilary Clinton is bopping around on her world wind turn. Oh, and just in case no one heard she or someone has pledged 900 million for rebuilding the Gaza Strip. Correct me if I am wrong, but isn’t the U S of A in the Sewage Tank like oh I don’t know A TriKillion and Two Tantra Fandango Million in the RED!!!! Where on earth did she have that little nest egg tucked? I seen her rack and there is no way she had it hidden there! This is like saying our roof is leaking, well lets be honest there is no roof over our heads, but, I am going to help you fix your house first and I really know your house will be blown to bits again…I mean will fall again, but we have deep pockets …I mean we have an endless supply of money because we forced people into a scare tactic that the U S of A as a whole would go belly up if they did not agree to all of our stimulus plans. Did I say belly up? Oh silly me, I meant

Just Wondering
Hmmmmm... I've been thinking alot about the state of our country lately. The new stimulus package in particular, really pisses me off. The new pres. and his cohorts think they can just decide to spend over 7Billion dollars of OUR money!! Then, when the national deficit gets out of control, guess who's going to be expected to bring that under control? Any idea kids? We will!!!! Now they want another more than $4B?!!! WTF??? Is anybody else angered over this, or do I stand alone in my worry for the future, especially for my son? I really hope people bother to read this, and please comment. The other thing I have been giving thouhgt to is the recent talk about religion in the news. Don't we have freedom of religion? Since people have been coming out of the proverbial "closet" with the "I'm not Christian" statement, the Christians seem to be really upset. How do they think people of other religions have felt all these years? I'm not trying to say that I don't agree with th

What Happens When Life Throws You Lemons??
They say the answer to that question is to make lemonade. I say the answer is..Throw the motherfuckers back!!! I am so tired of analogies..Metaphors..ect. I am tired of so much that is going on in my life that I always keep to myself. I am honestly just ready to blow! I mean where do I start? I know the begining is always good, but even the begining isnt good enough. Ever since I have moved here..all I get from anyone back home is.."Come home...we will welcome you with open arms!!" We all know it will never be "Open Arms!" We all know what would happen if I came home. Someone would open their mouth to the wrong person..and I would be someplace I dont need to be. Or even better yet...someone would start shit all over again and use me as a god damn scape goat for their pleasure. With that I am referring to that BS that went on a few years back on Yahoo 360 that I got blamed for. Either way...most know that you couldnt pay me enough to come home. But with what is going on around here...it

Mardi Gra Beads
OKAY FUBAR PPL. HERE IT IS. IT IS FINALLY MARDI GRA SEASON AND I LOVE MARDI GRAS AND KING CAKES AND BEADS,PARTIES,AND GOOD TIMES. WHEN I GO TO A MARDI GRA PARADE I CANT CATCH BEADS. WHY U ASK? CUZ I AM TOO SHORT,THEY CANT HEAR MY VOICE EVEN WHEN I YELL TO THE TOP OF MY LUNGS. OTHER PPL HAVE TO GIVE ME BEADS FOR ME TO GET THEM, OR I JUST FIND A PAIR THAT ISNT BROKIN SOMEWHERE ON THE GROUND. I SEE THAT THEY MARDI GRA BEADS ON HERE.I AM SAYING THROW ME SOMETHING MISTER. BUT STILL NO ONE HEARS ME.I GUESS I AM STILL TOO SHORT FOR ANYONE TO SEE ME OR HEAR ME.WILL SOMEONE GET ME SOME MARDI GRA BEADS PLZ,PRETTY PLZ. THANK U VERY MUCH, CUDDLEZ

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Bob Gale - Creator Of 'back To The Future', Dru Boogie's Remix Cd, New Videos Online
Tuesday Opie and Anthony Links: Bob Gale - Creator of 'Back To the Future', Dru Boogie's Remix CD, New Videos Online

How Does One Stop Caring?
ok, so i'm a damn pushover. so my friend (read: ex boyfriend that i'm still friends with and still talk to on a regular basis and still love and care about as i do all my friends) has gambling issues as well as drinking issues. now, when we were dating, rules were simple, drink and i'm out the door and no we're not going to ac anymore. but now we're not dating. so now, he is dealing with one of his family members being an alcoholic in the hospital for the who knows how many-'th time. so what's he do? goes to ac. to gamble. and drink. oh, and he msg's me to ask if i want to go.... now after trying to talk him out of going, and not getting anywhere, i try to talk him into waiting until tomorrow night because i'm taking care of my mother tonight because she had surgery this weekend and i figure then someone else can watch her tomorrow night and i can keep an eye on him and take his card away if necessary, et cetera... but that doesn't work either. and really i'm having a fuck of a time

The Warmth Of A Woman
as i start off my new blog about women, it is total respect and love. women are the greatest creature that god created, and i mean that from the heart. the warmth of a woman, is thier anything better, other than the love for my kids, no. i love women, and that has always been my down fall, your asking yourself how, women to me are the drug and alcohol to others, the are my drug, my fix, and over the years i have needed many fixes. no i'm not a whore for women, well maybe i am, but i love them, they come in all different shapes and sizies,hair color, smell, and attitude, did i just say attitude, lol. since i found the female species, i have loved them, and i have been trying to figure them out ever since, they are the most unpreditable species out there, just when you think everthing is going good, bam, we need to talk, i have searched for ture love my whole life, and no it hasn't always been thier fault, 95% of the time its me, i get bored, they get comfortable, and things chang

Rules
so i make these rules for myself, things i can and cannot do, rules i try very hard to follow. these rules are formed from experiance, things like don't date men you meet at the gas station, or don't sleep with your best friends brother. these rules keep me from getting into trouble. usually. see the thing is, lately i dont much care to follow the rules. mine or anybody elses. i feel a lil restless. a lot restless actually. something needs to change. i need a change... rules are meant to me broken, right?

Tip On How To Wash The Toilet!
Here is a great housekeeping tips for busy people! How to wash a toilet This was simply too much of a time saver not to share it with you. 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe her while you carry her towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close the lid. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power-wash' and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift the lid. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where she will dry hi

Yvpras
It's amazing that the heart can break, over & over again but yet even more amazing that the heart can find away, to forgive and love again, while the mind fivates on the pain vowing to never allow love back in, angly at the out come o fgiving it's self and infruriated with the weekness, it has shower it yells to the heart. "fairytales don't come true"!! The mind tells the heart angerely "stop looking for Prince charming he's not real he doesn't exist"!!The mind screams," and Romeo is dead he was just the part of someone imagaination to begin with"!! but the heart doesn't listen it weeps in silence awaiting the day that it will love again secretly waiting and looking for Prince charming it's your Romeo. but both Prince charming & Romeo are dead"!!

St. Patricks Day Auction
Saint Patrick's Day March 1st - March 17thAuction Are you in need of some Fubucks.. Then you came to the right place Come and Bid On The St. Patty's Day Auction.. The auction is now open to all of fubar. It will end on March 17th at midnight Fu time. So come and bid on your favorites!!! Offer a 30 day crush and all the mush. A salute for them safe or naughty, make them feel like such a hottie. Give them blings, rates and go on fubar dates. Offer them daily or weekly, custom pics. Make them your number one fam and friend and you'll make bucks in the end. Click on the pics below to bid on your favorite HOTTIE....!!!!!

Hair To Be, Or Not To Be That Is The Question
i try and keep up with the times, and the one thing that is still amazing to me is the female pubic area,don't laugh. me being a old school type of person, and being able to remember my first sexual encounter is female pubic hair, yes i know it has been many moons ago, but, trends seem to follow porn. here is where i'm going with this, as time has past and porn has became more popular womens pubic regions have changed, yes some will say that they, have been shaving since they were 14, lol that might be true if they started yesterday. not to brag but i have seen my share over the years, from a {kojak, being bald}, a {hitler,a little 1 inch, by 1 inch, patch of hair,}to a {landing strip a 1 inch wide to a 3 inch long up and down patch}to a {traditional triangle}, to what ever your imagination you can come up with. for years now, the magarity of women have slaved to a kojak, which is great, but for me i like to see a little bit of hair. why is this you may ask, well it lets me know

Jess 2
I played into the fairytale, let it take me and make me, set me free then break me If something seems to good to be true, and you bite then its on you see i played the game, cuz i thought it was real and she went along with it, she taught me how to feel see i mistook a game, for something thats unreal flipped and fucked with feelings, never fucking heal Chorus-Love doesnt exist, its all a state of mind once you've fell enough, thats the truth you'll learn-end chorus if you buy into the lies, and believe in the disguise if you listen when she cries, you've lead your own demise true love is a fairytale, cuz they're both fuckin fake give that mystic sensation, make you quiver and shake or the conflicting ideas of faith and hope, no fairytale ending, love is just a joke call it as i see it, see through the lie, yet when the end comes, still so damn surprised chorus fuck this make believe bullshit, a fools fantasies this fairytale drama is fucking damaging your world s

First Group Contest
Gentlemen, I'm going to make a lounge... Still have to figure all that out... It's going to cost 100k to open it... And if we don't use it, it will cost me some untold amount of fubucks on a regular basis... So, if you have no interest, leave a comment... However, I was thinking I would use it to sell you off on a weekly, bi-weekly, or monthly basis... Get you some fubucks or other prizes... But we have to get a good body of people interested for it to work... In the mean time... I'm setting up a little contest... Here are the rules... Send me possible names for the lounge by PRIVATE MESSAGE ONLY... I will compile a list and then send it out for you'll to vote upon... I don't have much to offer at the moment, and hopefully that will change as time goes on... But the winner will have the choice between 150k or a 1 credit bling... The winner will also be the First MEMBER OF THE WEEK! This feature of the group will start Monday, March 2. Submissions should be

About Me
Hello. I.m a single Mom of 3. 1 boy and 2 girls.I was born In Ft.Lauderdale and raised in West Virginia. Moved to Upstate NY in 1992. Can't wait to go home to WV. That is where I call home.My son is 18 and 1 daughter is 5yrs and th other one is a yr. They are my life.

Fu Lounge Rent Quetion
Greetings FUSHOP!!! ((=: Please tell me why I was charged this week?My lounge is very active,adding a few members each week...the drinks are flying..I do not understand.I have always made a profit in any lounge I have managed and now in my own.... profit until now. Only one time (the time)...the week before this...did I not have activity Often we lounge owners like to have a 'test lounge...so we an work on new gaphics/codes etc., so we do not interupt the flow while customers are in the main lounge. Since the new rating/fes...I know of lounges having closed and more saying they are going to. Because of the 1000% increse in rent...and trying to rate etc.It is killer to try and make enough FUbucks to keep the lounges going. Withthe increase in drink rates..again...harder to get them to buy rounds.And s far as I can figure out...even if expensive drinks are flowin like a river...it does nothing toward the lounge profit. $2500 week @ 52 weeks in a year is $100,3000.(double if on

Angery
I wish i could say that i wasn't angry but ever since that accident thats all thats been on my mind wish it was better but know things will never be the same since i took the fall for a piece of shit that i soon found out wasn't even a friend deep down i'm hurt and that will never go away and now all i want to do is hide and disappear the O.U.I has ruined who i once was. i have to go to court to see if i can be proven innocent and if i can get second chance i will do what ever it takes to clear my name and get a little piece of my life back. i will never be the happy person i once was i am always angry at my self for falling for the trap there is not a single day nor single second that goes by that i think of it i let some 1 i trusted drive and he wrecked my car all of us were drunk i took a blame tho i was scared and confused i know what a moron i was no one needs to tell me that. i been homeless well sorta homeless for 7 months moving from friends house to friends house i pr