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Bleeding LoveClosed off from love
I didn???t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you???re frozen
ooooooooowah
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone???s looking round
Thinking I???m going crazy
huuuuuuuahah
But I don???t care what they say
I???m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don???t know the truth
My heart???s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
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Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
yahahay
But nothing???s greater
Than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your f
CollideThe dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide
I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find, you and I collide
Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
Love You Till The EndI just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you 'till the end
I just want to tell you
but dear,
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you 'till the end
I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
All I can say
I love you 'till the end
Your Guardian AngelWhen I see you smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay
It's okay
It's okay
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow warmer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cause you're my
You're my
My
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cause I am here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me you'll stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning grey
I will never
Help!!LOL! ok not that deep or serious actually! Just wondrin of anybody knows what the hell happened to the search feature? its not on my page anymore and i cant find it.
Ticks:)everytime you take a sip
in this smoky atmosphere
you press that bottle to your lips
and i wish i was your beer
and in the small there of your back
your jeans are playing peek a boo
id like to see the other half
of your butterfly tattoo
hey that gives me an idea
lets get out of this bar
and drive out into the country
and find a place to park
cause id like to see you out in the moonlight
id like to kiss you way back in the sticks
id like to walk you through a field of wildflowers
and id like to check you for ticks
i know the perfect little path
out in these woods i used to hunt
dont worry babe ive got your back
and ive also got your front
id hate to waste a night like this
ill keep you safe you wait and see
the only thing allowed to crawl all over you
when we get there is me
you know every guy in here tonight
would like to take you home
but ive got way more class than them
and that aint what i want
cause id like to see yo
Shes EverythingShe’s a yellow pair of running shoes
A holey pair of jeans
She’s looks great in cheap sunglasses
She looks great in anything
She’s “I want a piece of chocolate”
“Take me to a movie”
She’s “I can’t find a thing to wear”
Now and then she’s moody
She’s a Saturn with a sunroof
With her brown hair a blowin'
She’s a soft place to land
And a good feeling knowing
She’s a warm conversation that I wouldn’t miss for nothing
She’s a fighter when she’s mad and a lover when she’s loving
She’s everything that I ever wanted
And everything I need
When I talk about her I go on and on and on
Cause she is everything to me
She’s a Saturday out on the town
Church girl on Sunday
A cross around her neck and a cuss word cause it’s Monday
She’s a bubble bath and candle baby come and kiss me
She’s a one glass of wine and she’s feelin kinda tipsy
She’s the giver I wish I could be and
the stealer of the covers
She’s the picture in my wallet
She’s the hand that I'm holdin when
I’m
Little Momentswell i'll never forget the first time i heard, that pretty mouth say that dirty word
and i can't even remember now what she backed my truck into
but she covered her mouth and her face got red and she just looked so darn cute
that i couldn't even act like i was mad
yea i live for little moments like that
well that's like just last year on my birthday, she lost all track of time and burnt the cake
and every smoke detector in the house was goin off
and she was just about to cry till i took her in my arms
and i tried not to let her see me laugh
yea i live for little moments like that
i kno shes not perfect but she tries so hard for me
and i thank god that she isn't cause how boring would that be
it's the little imperfections, it's the sudden change in plans
when she misreads the directions and we're lost but holding hands
yea i live for little moments like that
when she's layin on my shoulder on the sofa in the dark
and about the time she falls asleep so does
My Name Rocks! Hehe Most Is True!You entered: Silver Ann Diamond
There are 16 letters in your name.
Those 16 letters total to 75
There are 6 vowels and 10 consonants in your name.
What your first name means:
Anglo-Saxon Female White.
Your number is: 3
The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living.
The expression or destiny for #3:
An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a go
He Didnt Have To BeWhen a single mom goes out on a date with somebody new
It always winds up feeling more like a job interview
My momma used to wonder if she'd ever meet someone
Who wouldn't find out about me and then turn around and run
I met the man I call my dad when I was five years old
He took my mom out to a movie and for once I got to go
A few months later I remember lying there in bed
I overheard him pop the question and prayed that she'd say yes
And then all of a sudden
Oh, it seemed so strange to me
How we went from something's missing
To a family
Lookin' back all I can say
About all the things he did for me
Is I hope I'm at least half the dad
That he didn't have to be
I met the girl that's now my wife about three years ago
We had the perfect marriage but we wanted somethin' more
Now here I stand surrounded by our family and friends
Crowded 'round the nursery window as they bring the baby in
And now all of a sudden
Oh, it seemed so strange to me
How we've gone from
Im Still A GuyWhen you see a deer you see bambi
and I see antlers up on the wall
When you see a lake you think picnics
and I see a large mouth up under that log
You're probably thinking that you're going to change me
In some ways, well maybe you might
Scrub me down, dress me up
Aww but no matter what
Remember I'm still guy
When you see a priceless French painting
I see a drunk naked girl
You think that riding a wild bull sounds crazy
Well I'd like to give it a whorl
Well love makes a man do something he ain't proud of
and in a weak moment I might
Aalk your sissy dog, hold your purse at the mall
But remember I'm still a guy
And I'll pour out my heart, hold you hand in the car
Write a love song that makes you cry
Then turn right around, knock some jerk to the ground
Cause he cop'd a feel as you walked by
I can hear you now talkng to your friends
Saying yeah girls he's come a long way
From dragging his knuckles and carrying a club
And building a fire in acave
But whe
Jesus H Christ This Is More Info Than I Ever Wanted To Know!! Thanks Johnnydevil!29 May 1958
Your date of conception was on or about 5 September 1957 which was a Thursday.
You were born on a Thursday
under the astrological sign Gemini.
Your Life path number is 3.
Your fortune cookie reads:
One who admires you greatly is hidden before your eyes.
Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 2, 5 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 7, 8 & 22.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2436352.5.
The golden number for 1958 is 2.
The epact number for 1958 is 10.
The year 1958 was not a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/18/1958 and ending 2/7/1959.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Elk; your plant is Mullein.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Mesore, the fourth month of the season of Shomu (Harvest).
Tax PoemThe Tax Poem
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it.
Be sure to read all the way to the end!
Tax his land. Tax his bed.
Tax the table
At which he's fed.
Tax his tractor. Tax his mule.
Teach him taxes are the rule.
Tax his work. Tax his pay.
He works for peanuts anyway!
Tax his cow. Tax his goat.
Tax his pants. Tax his coat.
Tax his ties. Tax his shirt.
Tax his work. Tax his dirt.
Tax his tobacco. Tax his drink.
Tax him if he tries to think.
Tax his cigars. Tax his beers.
If he cries Tax his tears.
Tax his car. Tax his gas.
Find other ways to tax his ass.
Tax all he has, then let him know,
That you won't be done, till he has no dough.
When he screams and hollers;
Then tax him some more,
Tax him till he's good and sore.
Then tax his
When U Say Nothing At AllIt's amazing how you can speak right to my heart.
Without sayin' a word you can light up the dark.
Try as I may I could never explain,
what I hear when you don't say a thing.
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me.
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me.
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall.
You say it best, when you say nothin' at all.
All alone I can hear people talking about,
but when you hold me near you drown out the crowd.
Old Mr Webster could never define
what 's bein' said between your heart and mine.
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me.
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me.
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall.
You say it best, when you say nothin' at all.
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me.
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me.
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall.
You say it
Red On A RoseLike red on a rose
When your lips first smiled at me
I was captured instantly
To each his own
Like blue in the sky
The gaze of your willing eyes
Touched something deep inside
The truth be known
That I love you like all little children love pennies
And I love you ‘cause I know that I can’t do anything wrong
You’re where I belong
Like red on a rose
And I love you like all little children love pennies
And I love you like good times of which I’ve known many
And I love you ‘cause I know you give me a heart of my own
You make my blood flow
Like red on a rose
FarawayThis time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I
Ughok so my oldest was promised to be taken outside by someone today n yet another promise was broken so now imma have to do it so she isnt heartbroken
i promised the other half i wouldnt bug about him being on world of warcraft but its starting again the ignorment of his kids over the fuckin game ok thats enough rant for today
Kinda BlondYesterday I had a flat tire on the interstate. So I eased my car over to the
shoulder of the road, carefully got out of the car and opened the trunk. I took
out 2 cardboard men, unfolded them and stood them at the rear of my car facing
oncoming traffic. They looked so lifelike you wouldn t believe it! They were in
trench coats exposing their nude bodies and private parts to the approaching drivers.
To my surprise, cars started slowing down looking at my lifelike men. And of
course, traffic started backing up. Everybody was tooting their horns and waving like
crazy. It wasn t long before a state trooper pulled up behind me. He got out of
his car and started walking toward me. I could tell he was not a happy camper!
What s going on here?
My car has a flat tire , I said calmly.
Well, what the hell are those obscene cardboard men doing here by the
road?
I couldn t believe that he didn t know. So I told him, Hellooooo,
those are my emergency flashers!
Questiond That Bother MeQUESTIONS THAT HAUNT ME!
If you have sex with a prostitute against her will, is it considered rape or shoplifting?
Can you cry under water?
How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered?
Why do you have to 'put your two cents in'... but it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to?
Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity?
Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
What disease did cured ham actually have?
How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage?
Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up like every two hours?
If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing?
Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV?
Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look
I'm Back...I'm back now, but on a shitty Rent-A-Center puter til I buy a new one, and with my finances that may be awhile unless Dell accepts my credit application.
Anywho, my old Dell's motherboard blew from the storm, not from a surge but powering off and on 3 times improperly...
Anywho great to be back, and thanks to all who showed me love on my week off... and get me shitfaced pls, will return all the favors.
Caress Me Down - SublimeMucho gusto, me llamo Bradley,
(glad to meet you my name is Bradley)
I'm hornier than Ron Jeremy,
and if you wanna get popped in your knee,
just wipe that look off your bati face
You hate me cause I got what you need,
a pretty little daughter that we call Mexi, and,
if you wanna get beat physically
it will be over in a minute if ya…
so she told me to come over, and I took that trip
and then she pulled out my mushroom tip,
and, when it came out, it went drip, drip, drip
I didn't know she had the G.I. Joe, kung-foo grip
[Chorus:]
and it went - uhh
and the girl caress me down- uhh
and that’s that lovin’ sound- it went uhh
and the girl caress me down- uhh
and that’s that lovin’ sound
when I kiss Mexi, she makes me feel horny,
cause I'm the type of lover with the sensitivity,
when she, kiss my neck and tickle me fancy,
the right kind of lover on Sunday morning.
En el otro lado, es donde vivi,
(On the other side is where I lived )
con mi’hjita, que se llama
Birthday Clock- Excellent!Here is one most everyone will enjoy!
This is interesting! Check it out!
Click on 'Birthday Calculator.' It tells you how many hours and
how many seconds you have been alive on this earth and when
you were probably conceived.
After you've finished reading the info, click again,
and see what the moon looked like the night you
were born. Who says our time clocks aren't ticking...
Enjoy.
Birthday Calculator
Tag.. You're ItInstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I co-owned a tattoo shop for several years.
2. My hair takes a stupid amount of time to fix.
3. I hate it when people don't was their hands after going to the bathroom.. I have even asked someone when they are exiting.. are you really not gonna wash your hands?
4. I can tie a cherry stem in a double knot.
5. I am in sales and marketing.
6. My record has never been beaten on the beer bong.
7. I have a huge collection of hats.
8. I am a huge movie buff, and use random, obscure quotes that no one recognizes.
9. I placed 3rd in my fantasy football league this year.. whipped the boy's asses.
10. I am v
Who Are U?Who Are You?
By RennyWorks™
I wake from a dream and I see the vision of your beauty,
I think of pleasant thoughts and your presence dominates my memory.
I just meet you and it feels as if it were an eternity,
I miss you for an hour and my day feels empty.
*************
What I’m feeling is sensual, but not sexual,
it’s psychological, but not physical,
it’s loving, caring, and sharing, but not smothering.
I hope – in time – these feelings do not reverse,
a relationship becomes alive, strong and long, and doesn’t become terse or perverse,
but that I am becoming your blessing, and not your curse
*************
Honey, please look deep into my eyes, and I tell you no lies,
If age is nothing but a number,
then there is nothing else that matters to put asunder.
What you see in the beginning with me – not a player but a man for all seasons,
becomes better now with the present and the future for all eternity.
*************
Darlin’, darlin’, what have you done to me?
Fate Rules Lifei have wanted to write this for a long time. many will think i am just rambling on,some will learn from it. fate rules life itself in everything you do. no matter how big or small whatever you do affects everyone. people think that they choose what they do for them. but fate has made you choose. your life is planned out you can not change it. you can alter it but you will end up where fate wants you to be. you may choose a different road but it will always take you to where you are destine to be. you are on a journey to a destination and you can make choices on how you go but never change the end. examples of this is the movie Mr. destiny. he wished he would have caught the ball that would have made him famous instead he was trudging through life feeling miserable. he got his chance and was famous and rich. he thought it would just change his life but it changed everyone. at the end he ended up where he was destine to be. he could not change where he ended up just the roads he took. an
Forever Yourswas thinking about how charaters in storys narrorate thier life and they are the main charater. if my life was a story i would only be a side note, you would be my main charater.
You know the feeling you get when your really little and you know your getting alot of presents and exactaly want you wanted for christmas or your birthday? when ever i see you, i get that same giddy feeling inside.
Do you know the feeling when your cats dies, your dog runs away or your parents fight. Thats how i feel now knowing i am losing you again.
I guess you could all call me really pathetic, i would probley agree. why shouldn't i agree i'm like one of those people, fighting for a lost cause.
No one knows whats best for you but yourself. i have always been told that but what do you do when your own mind can't answer you anymore with out everything ending in failure some way. Or even better it has not idea what so ever.
Your screwed
It hurts when you can picture a life of h
CompanionshipWhen watching movies, I'm always kind of drawn to scenes where two characters just kind of hang out together. Not really DOING anything necessarily. Just being totally comfortable in each others presence.
Of course, often times, all of that is integrated as part of something else. A developing romance or whatever. But I'm drawn mostly to that particular type moment.
To be honest, I have to admit to covetting that kind of situation. Being able to be perfectly content just hanging out with someone, without having to have something else going on.
I've made a number of attempts at such interaction over the years. But it never feels quite right. It always feels like there has to be something to do. And it always feels just too awkward. And I dunno why (probably just because I'm mentally insane like that. Ugh)
Lifewhen life throws you curve balls straighten them out and live life to it's fullest life is a precious thing might as well enjoy it until the end.
Bobbie & JackBobbie sits in the passenger seat listening to “Let her cry” on the radio as Jack drives south on Canal Street. This was her favorite part of their date; Jack holds her close tells her how much he loves her and sometimes they grind like teenagers.
Jack starts to sing with the radio with his voice eerily reminiscent of Elvis but, trying to sound like Hootie and blowfish lead singer. “Stop it Jack you know I hate when you sing like Elvis.” she snapped.
His face tightened with the words he was after all trying to be romantic and sing to her like she always wants him to do. With each twinge of his cheeks she could see he was upset as “The Dance” came on the radio.
Slowly he started to sing her all time favorite song to her as she wiggled in her seat clearly getting warm from his soft voice touching her as she beamed from his attention to every word, every note, and every thought in the lyrics conveyed through his voice and his touch of her left hand on his leg.
Then they w
Inside ThisYou make me not give up
dont want to see you cry
and if you ask I will never lie.
I see your pictures in my mind
cause thats all I got right now
but I wanna hold your hand,
wanna kiss your cheek,
and I want to hold you when
your dreams make you scream.
To my daughters.
Drive In...His fingers ran through her hair as she sat next to him in the truck watching the movie at the drive in. Her right hand was on his leg, then his stomach and rested on his now stiffening manhood. His fingers were twirling her silky brown hair faster in his right hand as she began to tease him with her right hand.
The speaker wasn’t even on as the movie was playing but, she could hear the music from the stereo softly playing “Faithfully” as their eyes met her left hand touching his cheek begging him to kiss her.
Their lips met softly her cologne filling his nose; his desire was increasingly growing as was his longing to enter her. Suddenly his hand was under her top feeling her breasts as she intentionally didn’t wear a bra; her nipples responding to his touch with a slow rise and a pulsation within his fingertips.
Their bodies become entwined her hair on his shoulder his hands under her top, his pants unbuttoned her hands exploring his lower dimensions. The passionate touch
Within The AbyssStares into the abyss
Swirling shadows dropping
Thoughts sinking into the ink
Neither up nor down
Spiralling into the dark
Screams being drowned
Bound in icy fingers grasp
Biting back the fear
Seeing nothing surviving
Dropping away from this reality
Into the fantasies of the mind
Descends further within
Tard Of The Rings, An Epic Journey!It has been a loooooong time since I had someone last this long. Thank you, oh thank you Fubar gods for sending me this desperate Fu-tard. Finally, a worthy contender for my first tard post. This almost didn't happen, he stopped replying at one point completely, then just couldn't stand passing up the opportunity to talk to a real live GIRL. Anyway, have fun reading, and then we can all perv on my amazing cleavage.
Top to bottom, even though it almost killed me doing it!
ubarf: oh my great goodness!! you have some AWESOME cleavage! how much did they cost you to get those?
->ubarf: The reduction or the implants you seem to think I have?
ubarf: rofl actually neither...I just said that to basically get your attention....what size are they now? do you enjoy letting them out to breathe?
->ubarf: You could have just said anything else stupid. Are boobs your favorite topic or just the one you think might get a rise out of me?
ubarf: I like boobs...re you going to be one of t
Being In A New Area...well hey everyone! i just moved to the Marietta area. just doing what i have to do here and still try to make sum nice friends here and still do what i do. the area here is much different than Nebraska. but i can get use to this in no time. So hey!!! where are the good folk at around here...LOL. hit me up sumtime i dont bit unless you want me to...
Having To Let Go,to Start Over!!!I can say that its different when you meet sumone you really dont know about when in cums to the internet. well i can say i met sum nice and very understanding people, even my ex wife. yeah i know i've been through alot in life, just having to let that extra baggage go so i can feel lighter and stronger. real now alot is so better and i can step out and not step backwards now having to move forward knowing i have thoughts or feeling of what i left behide. Starting over is a rough task and i know if anyone has the will power, then staring over is'nt a hard task. i just know i had my share of misunderstandings and i want to start over knowing i have that MoJo. people know and understand the meaning of whats rite and whats wrong. Focus people....
SinkingHe walks a path
Covered in shadows
Risen fog blurring
No turning from the way
Careful steps upon ice
Blackness looming outward
Unsure of each step
Fallen angels plummet
Rising demon laughter
Blood drips from eyes
Along his alabaster features
To fall ever further
Into the spiral of his mind
Sinking into this oblivion
He soars to his end
Pushed from the edge
~the Zen Of Guido~~ Guido Zen ~
In the Long view of History....
What Difference will Any of our
Lives Make...
The TRUE measure of a Life....
Is Not how many People know
our Names when we die...
But whether We TOUCHED the
Lives of Others........Peace.
Guido.
Take Me Down From The Shelf...subject:Take me down from the shelf...
post date:2007-09-03 17:15:16
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...for what are we but empty pages if there is no one to read our souls?
The First OneHello good friends. I hope this message of not going with the flow finds you well.
You know that people always talk about adapting to things that are accepted in this world, and that people have to adapt to new things in order to survive. We hear it everyday, how the world is changing. People are conforming to new ideas, and accepting things that they might not believe in, but that doesn't matter. The world is changing, and it wants us to change with. The world has its own ideas of how things should be done. What we think and what we believe does not really matter. So many times I see that today we are taught to just go along with what is happening, and to just go along with it, and in some cases, a sad truth has shown itself, and that is that in some places people are told not to challenge what is being done, which in my opinion is one of the biggest crimes that someone can commit, people being told not to stand up for what they believe in. What does it matter what we all believe i
Senryu, Part Twosubject:Senryu, part Two
post date:2007-09-03 17:28:40
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Writing and Poetry
I am cranky ...so here are some very emotional poems GGRRRRR!!!
(For an explanation of Senryu, Tanaka, and Haiku, please see an earlier blog. Thank you!)
1
The red filled her view
until there was naught but flame
where love had once stood
2
Merry meet, merry
part, merry meet again, 'less
lovers love no more
3
The silence quivers
in anticipation of
the next soft caress
4
the air shimmers and
dances, it's eddies rising
up like angry hearts
5
the pulse, it quickens
the air, it thickens, and yet
there is still no love
6
feelings, left on the
floor like discarded old socks
will not wash themselves
7
domestic goddess
earthly calling, or wicked
joke of horned satyrs?
8
the dream within the
dream was nothing more than bad
re-runs of static
9
by candlelight you
l
Poetic Purge...aka Senryu Part Onesubjectoetic Purge...aka Senryu part One
post date:2007-09-03 17:26:46
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Poetic Purge
Current mood: indescribable
Category: Writing and Poetry
Dear Mr. Blog,
With all of the insanity that seems to follow my life, I have been feeling a void lately. The need to be creative, express myself. and purge some of the emotions bottled up inside me has been vast.
I decided to start small, by writing a few Senryu.
"What is a Senryu",you ask?
Well, here you go!
(Thanks Shadowpoetry.com for this explanation)
The Senryu, also called the Human Haiku, is an unrhymed Japanese verse consisting of three lines of five, seven, and five syllables, or 17 in all.
Senryu is usually written in the present tense and only references to some aspect of human nature or emotions. They possess no references to the natural world and thus stand out from the nature/seasonal Haiku.
The 5/7/5 rule is rumored to have been made up for school children to understand and l
Poemas i sit
in the dark of night
i start to wounder
is it worth the fight
i struggle so hard
just to make it through the day
just for that day
when he takes it all away
and when i am gone
looking back at my life
i will thank god for everything
especally a beautiful wife
so while im still here
lets bring nothing but cheer
for one day ill be a memory
while you drinking a beer
The Rabbit And The Fox, A Carpe Diem Poemsubject:The Rabbit and the Fox, a Carpe Diem Poem
post date:2007-09-03 20:52:00
Come hence - said the Fox to the Rabbit - Do you not see the sun?
Wouldn't you like to come out with me on a run?
Oh, yes - replied the timid Lepus, I've two eyes that see.
But I can't come and run today, I'm awfully busy!
-Can you not forget all that? Simply step outside.
The sun's sweet warmth is overhead, beaming forth in pride.
Do you not realize, my friend, it is that time of year,
The days now are getting shorter and winters drawing near
Mother Nature and her Father Time shall soon withdraw the season
Perfect days left number few, to stay inside would be treason!
Treason to thyself, for you've an obligation to feel
The sparkling splendor from the sky that gives all a youthful zeal
So keep thee not down in thy hole, hide not behind thy chores!
Wouldn't you like to see the water glitter while standing on its shore?
Come out, come out, the summers here! Enjoy it for a while
Hesi
No Comment...~Why...~
I sit on my bed, knuckles bleeding...
the wall beside presents a hole
but my hand isnt pain.. my heart is....
4th time in eleven years...
and i always ask.. why?
Why do i always fall for it?
each time hurts worse...
and each time i question... what happened??
~What I Wouldn't Give...~
Oh what I wouldn't give...
to know what to do
to know how to do
to see you smile
to get the courage to lock our eyes
to tell the truth
to touch your fair skin
to hold your gorgeous body
to tell my love
to feel our lips together; our tongues entwined
Oh what I wouldn't give...
To love you forever true...
Thining Of The HerdWell it has come that time again. I will be cleaning out my friends list. If you live in AZ or WA you will stay. Everyone else please SB me or post on here if you want to stay.
If Tomorrow Never Comes( Isaw This And Wanted To Share It)If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord,your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.
There will always be another day
to say our "I love you's",
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do's?"
But just in case I mi
Why Not To Talk With People Outside Of Their Own Mumm...Why not to talk with people outside of their own mumm...
post date:2007-09-07 14:58:52
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So this afternoon I am waiting for a client call, browsing mumms to kill time, and I come across one where the mummer asks if he should stay online, or write a new chapter to his book.
I tell him "Damn you man, write! Don't let your talent go to waste!"
He shouts me in the box
"How did you know I was a writer?"
(DING!-First clue this guy is a numskull)
"You put in in your mumm..." I say back...
He then proceeds to tells me some story about how his you can google his screen name...or whatever, and that people look for his work and have found him on FUBAR this way. And he invites me to read his poetry.
I love to see the work of my peers, so, against my better judgment perhaps, I begin to read his work.
And I rate his blog a "10" while I am chatting and reading...
He had his blog set up how I used to have mine set up...all poems in one blog..
Wiping The Egg From My Face... Part 3i got my wish today. the customer sent the guy who is acting as the engineering director for this project to see the machine run on my new program. he was quite impressed. but this was a hollow victory for me. the purpose of his visit was not to review the program with the intent of using it if it proves out. it was merely a chance for me to prove that i'm not incompetent. i found out a little while ago that the customer has already issued a purchase order to have this other company do the programming. on top of that, engineering director guy asked me about going to the customer site to install my program on the machine that has already been installed. what's the point? if they've already decided to have someone else write a new program, why waste time by having me do that? i feel like i've had a carrot dangled in front of me, only to have it pulled away just when it's within reach.
i think i'll be doing beers tonight.
Wear A FaceWear a face
Sometimes late at night
No-one's here
But breathing sounds
Standing small
Sleeping on empty dreams
Move as one
Memories
A blanket of stars
Can't keep you warm
When all you love is gone
And only one heart
Can hug you home
A river of stars
Can't wash the rain
Emotions drowned in pain
For sorrow has no home
Shadows wave
As you shake your fears
Nobody's here
But clouting trees
Question more
Absorb the bitter truth
Move as one
It won't let you be
A river of stars
Can't wash the rain
Emotions drowned in pain
For sorrow has no home.....
I Wanna Be Close Enough...I have kept my distance
Dependent on my own...
A superficial witness the
Love I touch and go...
Could it be for my own protection
I have only gone half way..
Could it be my fear of rejection
I drove your love away...
Don't get to close
It's hard to stay afloat when you try
Protecting yourself
I find it hurts the most when you try
You're not close enough
Crowded room of people
I pretend to know...
I'd rather be a stranger
I choose to walk alone...
Could it be living on the outside
It is much more than I can take...
Honestly I would reach for affection
Yet it only slips away...
I wanna be close enough...
A Day In The Lifetoday was nothing short of amazing.
I did an environmental assessment of an agricultural operation, an organic cheese farm... I ate so much of the best cheese I've ever had. apple wood smoked gouda, couronne, chester, summer cheddar, tons of delicious cheese! Plus, the farmer gave me a ton to take home (so of course I had to stop and get a bottle of cabernet-shiraz on the way back to the office...) So yea, that pretty much took most of the day. So I just got home a little while ago, am eating this delectable cheese, drinking a glass of wine, watching pineapple express, and making an attempt at the cross-joint (although i wont have anyone to light the 2 other ends...)
so much on my mind that i can't recline
blastin holes in the night til she bled sunshine
breathe in inhale vapors from bright stars that shine
breathe out weed smoke retrace the skyline
now don't the bass ride out like an ancient matin call
i can't take it yall, i can feel the city breathin
chest
Like A Moth To The Flamesubject:Like a moth to the flame
post date:2007-09-16 01:03:53
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I awoke from sleep
Thoughts of you tickled my mind
But you are not here
I reach out for you
But you are too far away
And quiet tears flow
Fate keeps us apart
Because now she holds your heart
And now I'm alone
Without your bright love
Depression is setting in
Dusk is my prison
I miss you so much
I despise this loneliness
I blame it on her
How sad love makes me
Or perhaps just it's absence
Why did you leave me?
Nothing can hold you
You fly like a moth to flame
Straight into her arms
Lust is pollution
Diluting the purest love
She is our poison
My heart was broken
But is slowly repairing
Without help from you
So stay with her now
For I am already gone
You've lost me for good
My wings have mended
I can now fly proud and free
Time has healed the pain
I see your face, but
I don't know you anymore
I am your great loss
Any TakersYou are cordially invited
To win this heart of mine
Done with love unrequited love
This hearts looking to fly
No more games of hit or miss
I need something concrete
Keep moving if you can't handle it
It really is a simple feat
I just want to fall in love
Someone to call my own
Our hearts could soar like doves
Our bond we will hone
I extend this invitation to whoever will listen
So if you like the picuture I have painted
Come see what you've been missing
And concider yourself cordially invited
Birthdayhahahahaha friday is my 20th birthday!!! celebrate with me!
The Ex Thinks She Controls Everything...so, I cant seem to do anything right, no matter what I try to do for her, she constantly bitches, about me being on the phone, about me going to work, about the apartment needing repairs, about my landlord and the rent, and the bills, and nothing she likes to eat in the house, and all that would even be fine, except, SHE HAS NO JOB, no income what so ever, and I pay for everything, we have 2 daughters together, and I have a son from my first marriage, all of whom live with me, and I am trying to show my kids roght and wrong by doing the right thing, and letting her stay with me, because she has noone else, and nowhere else to go, but she is straining my relationship, and my patience, I will always love her, though I am not in love with her after everything we went thru, with splitting up, to the custody battle, to her new bf's trying to be violent, and so much more, at this point, I am wondering why I keep trying to be friends with someone, that so obviously hates me, then I look at my
Lead Law Throttles Youth PowersportsA new federal law aimed at protecting children from lead in toys has also forced a nationwide halt in sales of off-road motorcycles and recreational vehicles built for young riders, killing off a multimillion-dollar industry that was thriving despite the recession.
Thousands of powersports dealers were told to halt sales of vehicles designed for children 12 and younger because of new lead restrictions in an act of Congress that took effect Feb. 10.
Even used vehicle sales are banned by law passed in response to lead found in toys imported from China.
Economic repercussions
Passed by Congress after a series of reports concerning toys made in China with lead, the law bans sale of products aimed at children if they contain more than 600 parts per million of lead, says Joseph Martyak, chief of staff to the acting chairman of the U.S. Consumer Product Safety Commission.
Lead is found in steel and other metal alloys in the frame, motor and multiple other parts, said Paul Vitra
Why To Spell Check Your Own Name...subject:Why to spell check your own name...
post date:2007-09-16 01:45:39
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I am very annoyed by some of the members of the site this evening, and have been busting out the "block member" feature at least once an hour!!
Like this guy, for instance...
(I have left part of his screen name out to be nice.)
He requested to be friends with me.
I check out every request to make sure I am not adding a crazy person, and I see that his name is spelled wrong...
duceswild
So, being a poet and a lover of words, I message him...
Sexy Little Kitty-- You spelled "deuces" wrong...
duceswild--no nobody else spells it like this so i started spelling it like this so its not spelled wrong
(BLATANT misspelling for the sake of artistic license can work sometimes, however, this is NOT one of those instances!!! All he had to do was just go to dictionary.com...)
Sexy Little Kitty-- The word "duce" means leader or dictator...thus "duces" being i
Tag... You're It!Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. When i was in High School I had a bad ass flat-top Mullet, business in the front, party in the back!
2.I have a one year old daughter and another baby on the way in August.
3. I grew up in Salem, MA and Halloween is like Mardi Gras north... if you ever get the chance, do go to Salem during the month of October!
4. I paid $50 each for two term papers to be written in my Senior year of high school and my Freshman year of college, and graduated college with a degree in Professional writing.
5.The Picture in my Halloween folder of the chick standing at the urinal is actually ME!
6. I met my wife online! (#1 and #2
Arrrghso i just got off the phone with the florida dept of labor telling them i STILL havent received my final pay check and they told me it was sent back to the hotel by none other than the stupid twat that is my daughters mom....she wouldnt send it to me she just sent it back to the hotel...so i gotta wait even longer than i have already....
plus i called the IRS on the hotel because they havent sent out the W-2's then they tell me they need to know how much i made plus the taxes taken out and when i told them i couldnt tell them because i didnt have my final check they said to call back when i did and then hung up on me
show boobs
Taking Out The Garbagesubject:Taking Out The Garbage
post date:2007-10-08 08:00:09
views: 15 comments: 1 ratings: 0
Written in 1998 or 1999, sometime during my senior year of High School.
Taking out the Garbage
I'm taking out the garbage
And I'm starting with you
You're just about as useful as last years smelly shoes
My life was rather tidy,orderly and clean
It wasn't perfect, that's for sure
But then you showed up on the scene
I knew that you weren't spotless
But neither than am I
How was I to know the grime beneath the surface would make me cry
You made it seem so nice, so I walked on in a haze
A beautiful illusion
Created to keep me in a daze
I gave you what you wanted
You made me want it too
A tide if deep emotion; passionate, but not true
For I found what I'd thought
To be a crystal cove
Actually a boggy marsh that all despised and loathed
Now I'm taking out the garbage, all your excuses and alibis
I didn't mind the flattery,
But you spoiled it with the lie
Away *read At Your Own Risk*Would all my problems go away?
If I chose to take my life today?
Would the pain disappear?
Is there anything left to fear?
A truth is turned into a lie
It hurt so much it I wanted to die
I don't cry when I feel pain
Can't stop thinking about it until I'm insane
I keep seeing all these clues
Each beat me down until I'm blue
Is it all just inside my head?
Or is it the lies she said?
My soul is bruised
I'm lost and confused.
Is the grass greener on the other side
Or is this another failed attempt to hide?
The Sight Of Lovesubject:The Sight of Love
post date:2007-10-08 08:02:20
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The Sight of Love
I hang my head
Can't see my face
My broken heart
Begins to race
I gave you trust
And then you lied
You gave me disgust
And then I cried
You saw my heart
And were afraid
To feel real love
To see I stayed
Despite the fact
I'm second gun
I know you care
But am I the one?
This love's a gamble
This game's a dance
This dance is over
Here's a second chance
Prove you love me
I'll forgive the past
If you can't show me
This love won't last
Only - Nine Inch NailsI'm becoming less defined as days go by
Fading away
And well you might say
I'm losing focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself
Sometimes I think I can see right through myself [x2]
Sometimes I can see right through myself
Less concerned about fitting into the world
Your world that is
Cause it doesn't really matter anymore
(no it doesn't really matter anymore)
No it doesn't really matter anymore
None of this really matters anymore
Yes I am alone but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell
I think maybe it's because
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself
[x2]
I just made you up to hurt myself, yeah
And I just made you up to hurt myself
And it worked.
Yes it did!
[Chorus:]
There is no you
There is only me
There is no you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me
Only [x4]
Well the tiniest little dot caugh
HatredWritten 6/5/2005
Format:Rictameter
Title:Hatred
Hatred
Seething within
Like a silent weapon
Ready, Deadly, Loaded, Lethal
Who will be the one to pull the trigger
Some poor, unsuspecting victim
Never saw it coming
A Martyr of
Hatred
Diet BeerWritten: 10/6/03
Format: Kyrielle
Title: Diet Beer
Dedicated to my friend Darlene.
She created a beautiful oil painting of the same name, and this was inspired by the painting.
It's about all those things women talk about when we get together for a drink...with our light, aka "diet" beer.
You are my friend, and so it seems
We share similar hopes and dreams
So while the day is fresh and clear
Drink with me a diet beer
And as we talk the time will fly
Discussing all from work to guys
Laughing at the things we fear
Drink with me a diet beer
The happy things that make us smile
The nasty things, unreconciled
They fall away and disappear
Drink with me a diet beer
One day when life takes us apart
From our friendship we may depart
There's still one phrase that I'll hold dear
"Drink with me a diet beer!"
* * * * * * * *
2/18/09
Side note: Darlene had to move away. We still keep in close contact, and I even got to see her this past Christmas. Before she mo
True Idiots Of 2008!! A Must Read!!Just in case you need to feel good about yourself today. . .
Number One Idiot of 2008
I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter in to the emergency room right away.
Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride.
Number Two Idiot of 2008
Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming toward them. I
Really?you all know i deleted ppl yesterday,and everyone was told it was nothing personal. most still came into my blog to talk and one decided to be a bitch.
have fun with your hatred, this is the only mention you will ever get from me again.
Not So Noblesubject:Not So Noble
post date:2007-10-10 01:38:42
views: 15 comments: 0 ratings: 0
Written: Sometime in 2003
Format: Cinquain
Title : Not So Noble (formerly untitled until today)
Red blood
Beats in my heart
Flowing through my blue veins
I am born to die, just like you
Red Blood
In PiecesTitle: In Pieces
Composed: 10/13/07
Format: Prose
I feel as if I am being smashed in a million little pieces...
I want to pick myself and put me back together...
But I am waiting for him to come and help...he says he wants to come help...I believe him...but he just isn't around...
In the meantime...
I remain broken...
I can't stand the agony, and so I decide that...
I'll put my hands together, so I can work
I'll put my mouth together so I may eat
But now I am putting my eyes together so that I can see...
I see me for what I am, and don't like being shattered...
Don't like putting my rebuilding on hold for an empty-feeling promise of aid
I can't yet seem to put my heart back together...some things that get broken are harder to mend...but I still have to try...
All I Can Say Is Wtf?!Bottom Up!
matty: no it would be free.....my ex actually said i might have to pay to do it
->matty: you want to clean my house naked and have me pay you?
->matty: lemme get this straight
matty: i guess u would let me then
->matty: lmfao
matty: if u lived closer i would have to offer to clean house naked for u ...i have to for people in driving distance now that i dont work
->matty: and?
matty: over x.mas i agreed to be a slave for my exgf and her now her roomate
->matty: what kind of a situation
matty: just wondering i am in a situation here........do u have yahoo messanger
->matty: 7 hours why
matty: how far ru from pittsburgh
->matty: sure..
matty: hi can i ask u sumthing plz
Plz Help My R/l Friend To Godmother!Please help my R/L friend to Godmother!
This is her first Auto 11's!
Please show her lots of love!
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This Is Kinda FunLibra - February 18, 2009
The position of the planets encourages you to try a little experiment as far your relationships are concerned. If you are having difficulty in deciding which one is the most promising, then try tuning into your future self and finding out what about each of the directions that could lie ahead. Although this may seem a very unorthodox method - you may learn something interesting.
Latest On Boogeymanyes I am still alive. Not sure about well but i am not dead yet.
Any who I have been home in TN for about 2 weeks and still no job. I looked EVERYWHERE from hotels, Lowe's, theater companies, power companies. I got an interview at the hospital in town. It is for the house keeping position where mostly i will be cleaning. . .after 5 years of the navy trust me I am a pro at it.
Some good news to add. I have been talking to a representative from UTI about the motorcycle mechanics institute in Orlando, FL. right now my GI Bill covers the entire Tuition. They wil help me find part time work while i am down there. So hopefully i can get that hospital gig and save that money for the trip.
On April 17th I am going to Black Label Society in Myrtle Beach, SC. I tried to return the tickets because funds are tight at the moment, but they wont do the refund, but i figure fuck it. If I paid for them then I am going. I probably need this. So that weekend Ill be in SC
thats it for now y
The Feast Of A Lifetimesubject:The feast of a lifetime
post date:2007-09-07 09:32:14
views: 23 comments: 2 ratings: 0
The salty taste of my tears is but a moment's flavor at the table
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subject: Personal Thoughts on "The Feast of a Lifetime"
post date: 2007-10-16 17:49:17
views: 21 comments: 0 ratings: 0
Title: The Feast of a lifetime
Written: 9/7/2007
Format: Prose...one-liner
The salty taste of my tears is but a moment's flavor at the table.
This poem was written, with the intention of making people think. While it may be only one line, it has a greater meaning to convey that I think perhaps no one has quite understood.
The comments I received upon it's original post seemed to miss the gist....so much so that I decided there was nothing left to do but explain myself, in blunt, precise terms.
Yes, I will admit that I did cry, and quite a bit when I wrote it.
However, the title, "The feast of a lifetime", was meant to suggest to you, the reader, th
Stop Light Ciggysubject:Stop Light Ciggy
post date:2007-10-24 20:46:04
views: 13 comments: 1 ratings: 0
For those if you who know me, you know that I am what you would call a "social smoker" ie, I usually only smoke cigarettes if/when I am imbibing spirits with a few good friends.
On and off lately though, I am have been known to have a smoke here and there. I know they are awful for me, and I know the risks, but ah, sometimes it just helps me to relax.
Today, I had one while I was driving in Rush Hour traffic, a first for me.
The day has been a bit hectic,(crazy drivers aside) and I just felt like having one.
Since I don't smoke often, I usually get what I like to refer to as "fluffy head" as mild "high" if you will, from the nicotine and chemicals.
And you know what?
Thanks to stated fluffy head, I found that I was relaxed and mellow, even drove the speed limit, without being annoyed that three people cut me off on the way to my destination.
This does not by any means
02/18/2009It is the ability to choose which makes us human.
— Madeleine L’Engle
Don’t worry about mistakes. Making things out of mistakes, that’s creativity.
— Peter Max
There are two kinds of talent, man-made talent and God-given talent. With man-made talent you have to work very hard. With God-given talent you just touch it up once in a while.
— Pearl Bailey
Love is love. All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. Everything is, everything exists, only because I love.
— Leo Tolstoy
Perfection is attained by slow degrees, it requires the hand of time.
— Voltaire
In the right light, at the right time, everything is extraordinary.
— Aaron Rose
When It Rains It Pours, It Pours It Rains Insanelysubject:When it rains it pours, it pours it rains insanely
post date:2007-11-17 12:04:37
views: 24 comments: 1 ratings: 0
Ah, the joys and woes of home ownership.
As a Realtor, and a lady with big dreams, buying my first house this year was such an exciting endeavor...to begin with anyways!
Having a place of my own to decorate, enjoy, and do as I please in was a dream come true, and helped to solidify some knowledge as a Buyer and an Agent. Not to mention the whole emotional security of a personal retreat from all the entropy of daily life!
However, if I had had a crystal ball, I might have thought twice about this purchase. I must subconsciously be asking the Universe for shit on a platter, cuz that is what I keep getting!
Since I have bought this place, my BF has had trouble getting paid in his new career, the Real Estate market went super soft in my area, my Mother passed away, and every other month, there is a new expensive repair I had not anticipated (this month
Shadow Loversubject:Shadow Lover
post date:2007-11-25 13:59:35
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Date: 11/25/07
Song Title: Shadow Lover
Verse 1
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I slink out of my clothing, and into a lie
I curl up with the shadows, and take them inside
At peace with the wrong, cuz it feels so right
They hold me through darkness, and move on with the light
Bridge
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I never thought I'd run from him
But now it's coming clear
He too has ran, and so I go
To those that remain near
Chorus 1
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Oooh Shadow Lover, I try you on for size
My Shadow Lover, no need to compromise
You ask no questions, I tell you no lies
I wear no mask, no need for a disguise
Verse 2
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It's starting to crumble, all that I held dear
My eyes are like fountains, run-over with tears
He said he was coming, but its so insincere
The words are lip service, ringing in my ears
Bridge
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I never thought I'd run from him
But now it's coming clear
He too has ran, an
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Just Out Of Reachsubject:Just out of reach
post date:2007-11-25 18:49:50
views: 17 comments: 1 ratings: 0
Written: 11/25/07
Title: Just out of reach...
Style: Free verse, with AABA rhyme scheme
Shy flirtations are the right way to get my attention
Immortal epitaphs to repay my affection
You once said that you hate to dance
But you step lively around my intention
Not an open book but a revolving door
I see you through a glass corridor
Your happy grin endears me to you
A fine reflection of your interior
I move closer, and then you move away
You draw me in again with mere word play
Am I your friend or something more?
I do not give of myself halfway
So leave open your window, or invite me in
Take me into those arms, so masculine
If you choose not to, just out of reach I'll remain
Watching you through the panes that spin
One Dollar And A Cigarettesubjectne Dollar and a Cigarette
post date:2007-11-25 22:10:28
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Song Title: One Dollar and a Cigarette
Written on 9/19/07, finished 11/25/07
I imagine hearing it sung by a large black man, or a Stevie Ray wannabe, with lots of nifty, bluesy guitar riffs and jumps.
Mad thanks to Dangerousman for sharing the story that inspired me to write this song.
(You will have to show your friends, and compare it with the song they wrote with that title )
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Had a sweet Lil mama
Thought her heart was full of gold
Had me a sweet Lil mama
Thought her heart was full of gold
But my mama done left me
Standing right out in the cold
My baby's smile
Yeah it could break a man in two
Well, my baby's smile
Yeah it'll break a man in two
Now my hearts in pieces
And shes the one that made me blue
She took all my money
And she stole my heart away
She took all my money
And ooooh she stole heart away
She left me a-c
From Unappreciated To UnshakableTitle: From Unappreciated to Unshakable
Written: 11/27/07
Style: Free Verse
Why, oh why, can I not quit unrequited love?
My unruly heart undoes all my progress
Unleashing unwanted woe, leaving me unnecessarily uneasy
It seems unfair that these matters are uneven
I attempt to unearth the underside of my turmoil
The thunder within undulates, unduly, creating unequivocal unhappiness
It undercuts me with underhanded and uncouth techniques
I am undone unlike anything else
Unctuous prattle leads to unhealthy yearning
I must unlearn these follies,
Unalign myself with those who are unapt and unaffected by my suffering
My underdeveloped sense of self-worth is unparalleled
And my aim is to undo this unfruitful endeavor
At first go, it may appear ungracious
Or unforgiving to extract the unfit
But as I win each battle, success will be an unguent,
Slowly healing a once unclean heart
As I uncover the real me, I shall unfurl my wings
Unbolting the door on uncongenial para
BitchlistI hate stupid ppl.
I hate racism.
I hate people who hate obama.
I hate people who berate other people.
I hate sneezing.
I hate being single.
I hate relationships.
i hate commercials
I hate LOVE
I am fulla hate right now.
I need something good in my life, when will i get a freakin break? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Sorry readers, I am just venting.
New Phoneok all i got a new blackberry phone but its the same number as b4 507 318 0469, however i lost the address book in the transfer so plz txt me with ur number and who u r so i can re-add u to my phone. thanx
Chocolatesladies im like a box of chocolate you never no whats inside write me
Take Two.Echos of whispers in the moonlight.
A dream that's over before it's begun.
A film made in brilliant technicolor;
now faded to black and white.
Flickering scenes of fulfillment.
The flash of a smile in the wind.
Sweet echos of whispers in the moonlight.
An era that's come to an end.
Last Night, I Fell Asleepin my car.
lol
When I came back from my walk, I decided to sit in my car and listen to music for a while. I ended up falling asleep. I woke up freezing, sore and confused. haha
Yesterday was kind of a horrible day. I hate those. They shouldn't happen as often as they do.. but what can you do? It's life. I did get some good news, though. My goddaughter and her brother (two best kids in the world) are moving here. I'll actually get to see them whenever I want. It's great. I miss those kids so much. It's amazing how kids have that special ability to make everyone around them smile.
Can't wait to see my princess again! =]
37 Week's And 3 Days Preggersyep i'm still pregger's lmao but hopefully soon i'll get to see and meet my son and my Daughter will finely have her brother to look after and protect...I think she's more excited then i am if that's at all possable soon me my daughter and my son will be a compleat family and everything will be perfact in my life i can't wait.........WISH ME LUCK!!!
The Composition Of A KissLately, I have been waking up with words or bits of phrases in my mind. "What is in a kiss?" is the operative result of this afternoon's accidental nap.
Title:The Composition of a Kiss
Written: 11/28/07
Style: Prose
What is in a kiss?
What parts are there that compose one?
Pray tell, good sir, so that I may know...
Is it a mix of passion and lust, or perhaps love?
Is it fierce or gentle, soft or strong?
Pray tell, good sir, so that I may know...
Is it a thing you give away, or something you take?
Is it shared with all the fairest, or a secret kept for two?
Pray tell, good sir, so that I may know...
Does doing it, feeling it, lips upon lips, carry you to heaven?
Is being without it a torment, the cruelest type of torture?
Pray tell, good sir, so that I may know...
I yearn to hear of it, so that I may imagine what it would be like to kiss you,
And so that I might understand why it is you will not kiss me...
Pray tell, good sir, so that I may know...
Waiting On A Word Or A SighWritten 12/10/07
Style: Prose
Title: Waiting on a Word or a Sigh
Written on the spot for a friend
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You hold it in
The way you feel, trapped behind your lips
Clamoring to get out
A barb in your throat
Poison on your tongue
A dart that would cripple with a mere utterance
But you hold it in
The thought alone disrupts your balance
The words are even, but would put everyone at odds
Holding on to them burns you, but you do it to spare the world
They think your silence means you are full of snobbery, when really you are full of heartache
And you keep holding it in
The only thing that escapes is not a word, but a sigh
It doesn't make anything better
Just relieves the pressure for one brief moment
You'd love to tell them, but that would mean you'd have to kill them
So you just hold it in
6 Truths Of Life> 6 Truths of Life
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> HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!
Getting Rid Of My Fu BucksI am going to leave this site for a while and am wanting to give my FU bucks to someone. Tell me what you will do for my FU bucks and you might get them for your account.
Like We Never Loved At All!You never looked so good
As you did last night
Underneath those city lights
There walking with your friend
Laughing at the moon
I swear you looked right through me
But I'm still living with your goodbye
And you're just going on with your life
[chorus]
How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye
Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me
Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all
You, I hear you're doing fine
Seems like you're doing well
As far as I can tell
Time is leaving us behind
Another week has passed
And still I haven't laughed yet
So tell me what your secret is
To letting go like you did, like you did
[chorus]
Did you forget the magic
Did you forget the passion
Did you ever miss me
Ever long to kiss me
[chorus]
You, you never looked so good
Peace And Whales Come In Pods“Wars and terrorist attacks will always make headlines, but it’s remarkable how many of the world’s 6.7 billion people now live in peace. In recent decades, despite the growth in population, the number of war casualties around the world has declined, according to the Human Security Report Project from Canada’s Simon Fraser University. And despite a new fear of terrorism following 9/11, terrorist casualties have been declining in recent years.
In some earlier generations, a quarter of the male population died violent deaths. Over the past century, even counting the world wars, a person’s chance of dying from war or violent civil strife was less than 2 percent, according to John Mueller, a professor of political science at Ohio State University. That means that the scourge of war is now comparable to the statistical risk of driving a car in the United States.”
Point two of this month’s Reader’s Digest article, “It’s A Wonderful Life” makes a point to me that I don’t have to wor
So Sicki hate it when i get so sick that i can't do anything. I have been sitting in bed naked for 2 days straight. no sex, no work, no life. I just wish i would get better...
Bored and lonely here...
Ashley Nichole
A Chance EncounterWritten: 12/11/07
Title: A Chance Encounter
Style: Prose
A chance encounter
A random turn-of-phrase
There you are, where before there was just an empty place holder
Doing things others have judged me wrong for
Yet feeling those things are right for me
The conversation is not one-sided, but far from even
No feelings of monopoly, just those of familiarity
More than a coincidence, the Universe raises its glass to toast
A smile or two, a sigh or three, a kiss turns to more
The casual embrace has a serious consequence
Trying not to be a victim of your own thoughts, the moment turns golden, thrice over
The chance to skulk away returns, but instead I stay
Waiting for the nightmare to begin
Expecting the worst, curious about how good the best could truly be
Outside, the world is pounding, telling you to awake
Eyes open and meet, palms open and close together
You hang onto the moment for dear life
Allowing a kind eye and upturned lips
To see you through, hold yo
02.18.09 - Green Day - She (off Dookie)SONG VERSION BELOW
She - Green Day
LYRICS BELOW
She, she screams in silence
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind
Waiting for a sign
to smash the silence with a brick of self control
Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you?
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you
She, she's figured out
All her doubts were someone else's point of view
Waking up this time
To smash the silence with a brick of self control
Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you?
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you
I'll Be Just FineI’ll be just fine
Current mood: cantankerous
Category: Writing and Poetry
This is a poem I wrote 10/6/03.
It was written in one of my favorite dives, which is perhaps why I am all about having a drink in this poem, heh.
It's a Kyrielle, which is one of my favorite styles of poem construction.
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I'll be just fine
Frustrated with my state of mind
Lost myself deep within the grind
Fed up with a world that's unkind
My Inner Peace I cannot find
Wasted the light and too much time
Trying to make Chaos sublime
Entropy just won't be streamlined
My Inner Peace I cannot find
My happiness on the decline
My mood to dark to see sunshine
Wish I could just drown in my stein
My Inner Peace I cannot find
So if I drink up all the wine
And pass out after dinner time
Put me to bed, I'll be just fine
My Inner Peace I cannot find
2/18/09so things going ok right now.no one has been arrested this week thank goodness and everyone is ok noone has been sick.still have money problems but probley always will.robbys 22 birthday is tmorrow and i start my diversion tomorrow as well.so thats all for now almost.gotta say hello to the best ninja on fubar Horny cause he is the coolest to know and be friends with.To mack31601 he is such a great guy and one hell of a friend to have he can always make me smile.Go ahead add fan rate these people.To freak naughty and puff I luvers you all.
If You Need Help LevelingIf you are close to leveling and have a min of 150 rateable pics and/or stash please pm and I will see what I can do to help you. Just let me know.
Thanks!
X's And O'sTitle:X's and O's
Written:2/13/08
Style: Prose
Haunted by your kisses, the memory lingers in my mind,
Moist as dew, and pungent as fresh cut grass.
A future out of reach blurs my reality, melting in and out of my vision.
Propelled forward down a shadowy road, I'm slowed by trailing fragments of a leaden heart.
Each step, a choice, quietly etched in a secret diary.
Line after line recording the tome of events witnessed by sapphire eyes.
Brief moments spent in your haven are miles from where I stand in this misty forest.
Shadowed by intrigue, I grow weary of you and your unclear paths.
Landmarks, once joyful, stain my map with x's and o's, far and away.
Nourished only by teardrops and mystery, I am famished for attention.
Wandering slowly back to the beaten path of unconditional love,
I give a quick glance of longing over determined shoulders,
Then head on towards sunnier heartscapes.
You Are Your EnvironmentYour Daily Motivation You Are Your Environment.
Wednesday February 18, 2009
YOU ARE YOUR ENVIRONMENT.
Always be mindful that you're a product of your environment.
So choose an environment that will best develop you toward your objective.
Analyze your life in terms of your environment.
Are the things around you helping you toward your success,
or are they holding you back?
The first step toward getting somewhere
is to decide that you're not going to stay where you are.
You're not a captive of your environment.
If you don't like where you are, you can make some changes.
You're not planted permanently in the ground like a tree.
Don't say, "You would, if you could,"
start saying, "You will, because you can."
When you become a part of anything it becomes a part of you.
Copyright 2009 www.yourdailymotivation.com
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Workout Diary-day FiveWorkout Diary, Day Five
Weekends suck for my diet goals.
I work all weekend long, from early in the morning until it's dark out, and I have to stand up for the better part of 8 or 9 hours.
Working out is about the LAST thing on my mind when I get done.
During the week has been equally challenging. The gym I am a member of has several locations, and alternates males/female days. The gym near my house is Tues/Thurs/Sat for lady days, and the gym near my work is Mon/Weds/Fri. They are both closed on Sunday now, which eliminates that day altogether.
For instance, if I work a 2-9 on Monday, I would have to drive to the other side of town, work out, come back home, get ready for work, then go back across town again. Its a waste of time and gas. I could shower at the gym, but then I would have to haul a change of clothes, which would be wrinkled and smell like the gym when I leave, and all my shower stuff too. Blah.
So my workouts have been limited to Tuesday and Thursday,
This Is....Who I was...
A very shy girl,
A writer,
A caring person,
A music lover,
A friend,
A daughter,
A happy person (most of the time),
Who I could have been...
A lover,
A friend,
A person that might have made it worth it (if given a chance),
If they would pay attention to things more than in that "friend" way. Just because I am the "sweet" girl doesn't mean I don't have those urges or feeling towards people. If you pay attention in the way I speak to you or look at you, you might actually notice it. I can be flirty if I feel something for you although if I feel there is no chance then I won't bother. Lately this is all I have been feeling. I find a guy I have a connection with and I know there is no chance so I don't bother.
And the result of all the disappointment is...
Who I've become.....
A stronger individual,
An independent soul,
A person who strives on being single,
A writer,
A caregiver,
A music lover (especially that of the local p
Barney Song/ PoemKilling Barney
You love me
I hate you
I will beat you with my shoe.
Your nose is broke
This is a joke
Barney is so fucking dumb
It is funny to laugh at his stupid ass song
You still love me
Even after I beat you with my shoe
How do I get rid of you
I’ve got a uber awesome idea to fix that
But first I’ll need my baseball bat
Now I am going to put on a really kick ass hat.
You love me
I hate you too
The shoe didn’t fix you
So now lets see if my lovely little bat will do the trick
Oh my god you are such a fucking prick
Lol this is so much fun.
Guess I’ll go and get my gun
Now it’s time you die you purple bastard
Now hold still so I can feed you to the buzzard
He loved me
I killed him
Now I am at the end
It was so much fun to do this I will have to do it again
But first I have to get paid by Satan
Single!!!!!I'M single again and this time i'm going to try and stay away from her for good.
she is not good for my kids or me. i can have a lot more fun without her. do not need her.
but god i miss her and all that she done for me.
i will miss nate and i know that she will never let me see him.
so i will have to pay 200 a month for something that i will never get to see. but oh well that is a part of life.
i wonder if she really did call the cops or not.
i also have to go to garland and get the verizon thing shut off. since she wants to play games.
on a better note.
i played cards last night. i won the first game and got 3rd in the 2nd one so it was a good night for the points.
going to play tonight also hope i can do good.
Sinfest SituationOk. Here is my skinny on my situation with Sinfest:
When we started Sinfest our goal was to provide Houston with an alternative to the DareWare events. We felt they were not friendly enough to the true community -- opting instead to go with the glamourous Stand And Model crowd. [Which - to be fair - are their friends] With HPEP unable to produce the annual ball, we knew we could offer a party that would be similar but not the same. Something more truly community driven and inspired than DW, but without all the community participation/support of a committee.
It has yet to be truly profitable for us. Doing an event where you generally need a commitee due to the size of the venture with just two women is HARD. It took up so much of my time and had very little return.
The first year I made $700 profit but we only worked on it for about four months. The second year it was less than $1000 and I worked dilligently for over a year on it. It means I worked for less than a dollar a day
Stupid Poem Lol BoardPotatoes
Potatoes are so round
They come out of the ground
Also they are brown.
I love them mashed
They are eaten by every class
They are fun to bake, deep fry, and eat
There is nothing in the world that they can’t beat.
Potatoes are my friends.
Lol stupid ass poem right.
Shoutbox RantWhat the hell is so complicated about the god damn shoutbox?! Its pretty damn clean cut and simple.
Click on username in shout box. Click in text area. Type. Click submit or hit enter.
OR
Click on username in shoutbox. Click on "click to open shoutbox" in the bottom left of the tooltip. TADA!! A window opens up with your one on one conversation with that user. Click in text area. Type. Click submit or hit enter.
Genius!
There is ABSOLUTELY NO need for you to shout anybody and ask for their yim. The shoutbox was made for a reason. So stop bugging people for their yim and stop crying about "why won't you talk to me" because your constantly up their ass on yim when they are nice enough to give it to you.
K Thx Have A Nice Day Bye!
Im A ManIm a man with goals
Life for me is being a man
Southern young gentleman growing up
In a house of a single mother of three
A Gemini
Born in 84'
Slanted teddy bear eyes
6'4
Handsome hard working man
Name of a strong man with a swaggle
And a smile of maturity
That puts a woman in the state of mind of comfort
Personality that accepts all equally
Whom looks at life with a strong heart
And passion to be a child of God
But flaws of Devilish ways
Dreams to be a poem writer as an artist
Career based to be an Accountant
But hands as a Massage Therapist
Ambitious at all accomplishments that brings success to my eyes
Laid back conversations that are comfortable and relaxing
But quite humorous around the boys
Fashion based as America's Next Top Model
Im a man
Im Rasheed
Unfinished Story Of LoveIn the beginning God made man
Love was not built on the bases of only one
One rib taken away from man
To build a woman
Values created to make equal opportunities
Equal meaning 50/50
Made something for my heart
Sensitive smart shy woman of the best qualities
Humble heart warming woman
Born in the month of love
Indescribable impeccable idol that holds the key
To my heart
Recognizable rebirthed child of God
Loveable devoted supa woman
Emotions forming eternity
As my heart awaits patiently
On your soul
Yearning the desire to love a man
With the same equal affection
Womanly senses brung before my eyes
In the shape of two swains kissing
Thru the night
Time will only tell when this woman will
Complete me
Humidity drenches away the love
Built up for you
Devilish personel breaks us apart
Lies built to break our world to pieces
Let your heart be the story
My heart could never develop
Internal Happinessill slow grind you
like you were my first
but hold you like
you were my only
ill take you to a place
of unforgettable happiness
kissing you from your forehead
to your lips
as I await for the opportunity
to express my joy
for you.
making circle motions
around the curves of your breast
sucking and slightly biting
the hardness of your nipple
slowly dragging my tongue
down the center
of your stomach
kissing your waist line
from side to side
i can feel your body tension
to be devoured by the softness of my lips
opening your legs
your womanly structure speaks to me
wrapping my lips
around your pearl
tasting all the juices
that make my thirst
for you greater
your moan grows stronger
as I draw out the alphabet
on your jewel
turning you from all directions possible
i become full off my thirst
for you
i take a deep breath
before i enter your domain
thrusting de
BloodninjaFROM MUMM:
frozenn said:
i wanna eat pussy
me:holy fake profile batman!
uary 18, 2009 @ 9:26 am
frozenn said:
i wanna eat pussy
me:will you be doing this in your mommy's basement while she fetches your meatloaf and sews together your skin suit??
TO SB: start from the bottom
I;m tired now so i think it's time to block...
->frozenn: I'll feed you when I'm done destroying the death star
frozenn: feed me wit ur asshole baby pls.. i m beggin to u
->frozenn: I'll take a dump on your chest and feed it to you
frozenn: oohhhh baby i wanna swallow ur spit.. u r makin me so damn hard
->frozenn: I'll eat your face and spit it out on your taint
->frozenn: I'll eat your face and spit it out on your taint
frozenn: just bend over and spread that asshole for me i ll eat ur asshole like i m hungry.. then i ll come ur mouth for make some french
->frozenn: feeds you the fat, dead hooker under my bed
frozenn: come on i m hungry let me taste ur asshole a lil
fro
What Happened To Good Ole Fashioned Rating And HelpingYa know seriously Ive been round fubar since it was cherrytap an all the rest of the names that they have come up with what ever happened to just plain good ole fashioned rating ppl and helping others out? I think its all become to much about what ppl get can get and what ppl will pay for an auto 11 or bling packs or whatever it might be it really sucks to be on a sight for so long and to have known so many to come an go and have the ones you always helped in the past for you....dont know if it is worth it anymore...
The Valentines Day Colonoscopy.So was feeling a little bit under the weather last week and my doctor decided I should have a colonoscopy. I told him I was feeling dizzy and that was at the opposite end of my torso, far be it from me to tell him his business, but he said I needed one anyway at my age and so we might as well get it out of the way. Now I am a smart man and know he is right but the thought of them putting a pair of scissors and a camera in me from that persective gave me the shudders. I have some friends I suspect might enjoy that but not me.
Now the thing about me is I am a pilot but also an artist. So I understand science but have a lot of feeling about it. So my feeling was that this was last place I was a virgin and thought maybe the night before I should have some candles and wine..sort of a celebration of the last place I was untouched in my life. Call me a hopeless romantic. Well let me tell you, their idea of wine is a jug of stuff you have to drink...all of it and it does not taste like
Facebook's New Terms Of ServiceNEW YORK - In an about-face following a torrent of online protests, Facebook is backing off a change in its user policies while it figures how best to resolve questions like who controls the information shared on the social networking site.
The site, which boasts 175 million users from around the world, had quietly updated its terms of use — its governing document — a couple of weeks ago. The changes sparked an uproar after popular consumer rights advocacy blog Consumerist.com pointed them out Sunday, in a post titled "Facebook's New Terms Of Service: 'We Can Do Anything We Want With Your Content. Forever.'"
It's A Witchie Kinda B-dayI like to rhyme,
I like my breasts funky,
I'm spunky. I like my oatmeal lumpy.
I'm sick wit dis, straight gangsta mack
but sometimes I get ridiculous.
Digital underground humpty danceby oublierleracismeskyblog
It's Been A While...It's been a while since I've come across an idiot who goes around rating people less than 10.
This one doesn't seem to understand why you would rate a 10 in the first place. Ahhh gotta love those people who take fubar as a serious business of expressing serious opinion.
Of course you could make the case I'm taking fubar serious by even caring, but hey I'm bored.
http://www.fubar.com/user/2369967
UghOk..SO I will not throw my personal political views into this..but I am gettin pissed and wondering if I should call my daughters school and have a talk with the teacher.
Yesterday Obama was here in Denver..my daughters teacher took the class outside to see Airforce One...because we are very close to the AF base that he landed at. So after tellin me that she says Ms. T says he is the best president ever and we can have an Obama friday where everyone can wear a t-shirt supporting him. Sooo...I am pissed. They cant discuss religion in school...well politics should be no fucking different...she is pushing her views on my kid. I just dont feel it is right...she should keep her opinions to herself and teach the kids...that is her job.
So when I call the school..how do I go about callin her out on this?
Thoughts X2Life is a process of change.
We grow, we develop; sometimes for better, sometimes for worse.
Occasionally, we may not like what we see in others or even ourselves, so we are then faced with the opportunity to change and develop into a more pleasant and proactive individual.
Occasionally, we may become something we never imagined--this can be good or bad. Things are not always black and white. There are gray areas that fill the spaces in between what we perceive to be right or wrong. These shades of gray can show us something we may have missed before..or maybe even something that's missing.
People change.
It is an inevitible part of life.
There are times that friends betray you and it is during these times you are presented an assortment of decisions to make. The important thing to bear in mind whilst attempting to arrive at a decision that is right for you is, sometimes, in these gray areas, we must distance ourselves from those who would be a detriment to our gr
Ah LoveLove lasts a life time
When we were young you and I
We had our fun
When we got older in our teens
Our love for each other grew
We went for a drive one fine summer day
Cars flew by as we were acting gay.
It was a day to remember,
But not in the good way.
As we were driving along having a merry old time
Around the corner comes a car
It is driving right at us I don’t know what to do
As the cars collided all I could think was
take me lord and keep you safe.
When the paramedics arrived I was barely alive
When I looked for you my heart sank
You were dead,
Taken from me in the blink of an eye
ever since then I have had many loves
But none of them I felt I loved more then you
Now that I am old waiting to die alone on my porch
Sitting in my chair watching the sunset like we once had
I have long awaited this day
For I know I am about to die
But when I am dead
I will see you again
And loving you has brought me to a happy end
Our love lasts a life time.
ThoughtsPeople who are bored with nothing to do find themselves reflecting on their own personal flaws and imperfections and turn in desperation to some type of comfort. In this instance, it is projection. This occurs when people take something they don't like about themselves or something that they have done wrong and project it onto another person:
"Look--look LOOK! Over there! They're doing this! oooh! I mean, I am, too,
but look at them!!!"
It is a convenient way to avoid admitting that you. hate. yourself.
But, I'll tell you now that if you choose--and, yes, it is a choice--not to love yourself, then you can not love anybody else.
Period.
Another thing worth noting is that at night, when you lie awake waiting for sleep, you are left with nothing to think about but what you've done to either help or harm your fellow man.
It is absolutely wrong to take out your personal disgust with yourself on other people. Deal with your own problems, and just leave the oth
I'm Alive!So, where have I been?
After having a falling out with my stepmom and dad, I'm kinda living ta Jeremy's, except for the days i'm with Brad.
Speaking of. I have a boyfriend. ^^ me! of all people! What floored me even more is that Brad actually LIKES me. *girlish giggle* I about cried- for my birthday, he got me a Titansteel Shield Wall. *sigh* I'm really fallin' for him.
Also. My birthday's on the 27th. ^^
Wednesday Feb. 18Totally made up news:
Recent studies suggest that because of the downturn in the economy the internet can no longer be supported as much as it has been. In an effort to save money, the internet will be closed at night, when traffic is at it's lowest point. Most internet traffic past midnight is related to pornographic material, or guys cybering with someone who think is a girl, but actually is another guy. After this announcement Playboy stock skyrocketed.
Today in history:
In 1900 a man from San Fransisco claimed that X-Rays cured his cancer. A strange person making a dumb claim in San Fransisco, how unoriginal. If only the treatment had spread, we could have sterilized most of the strange people in the US.
In 1930 Elm Farm Ollie became the first cow to fly on an airplane. I wonder if they made her buy two seats.
In 1952 Greece and Turkey became members of NATO. And suddenly everyone got the idea to deep fry turkey. See, politics can be useful.
In 1987 the executives
Llama Leveler Of The DayMuggsy77~ aka Chuckles~@ fubar
all Llama Levelers will rate 100 pics. each when done kindly leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks.
Shit HappensShit happens. Prepair for the worst, and hope for the best,
Don't Know How Good This One Is Give Me Feedback On ItSeasons of love
Spring is here and so are you
Pretty you are I love this view
Nothing beats looking at you
Its summer now and I miss you so
Why did you have to go?
Its summer love I fell for you
Come back to me I yearn
Every night and day
If you come back to me I’ll love you everyday.
Fall has come and yet you are not here
But my love for you remains the same.
I hope you are fine I pray everyday
I am longing for you to come and stay.
Fall has pasted and winter has come
And I have yet to see you
Where you are I haven’t a clue.
The snow is gone the birds are here
They sing their songs and lay their eggs.
I miss you so.
A year has pasted since I last viewed you beauty.
I see you now you’ve come back oh happy day.
I give you a hug and then try to kiss you
But you stopped me
Hold on one minute is what you say
There’s someone I’d like for you to meet today
As you step aside he comes into view
This is Ted you say with a smile on your face
He’s my fiance y
Poems Of The EmotionsA FEELING LIKE YOU'RE LEFT BEHIND
THE DOOR IS CLOSED AND YOU'RE CONFINED
TO EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE A THOUSAND TIMES
YOU'RE GETTING WEAKER EVERY DAY
THE ROOM IS FILLED TO YOUR DISMAY
ITS GETTING HARDER TO CONVEY, JUST WHAT YOU'RE LIVING WITH
TRAPPED ALONE
BURNING OUT FROM THE INSIDE
OVERTHROWN
BY THE LIES OF YOUR SELF PRIDE
YOU KICK YOUR FEET TO RUN AWAY
BUT ALL YOUR EFFORT GOES ASTRAY
YOU FEEL AS THOUGH YOU'RE MADE OF CLAY AND DIRT
NOW EVERY BONE IS CRACKING IN
YOU FEEL IT UNDERNEATH YOUR SKIN
YOU WISH YOU KNEW THE ORGIN OF WHAT YOU'RE LIVING WITH
TRAPPED ALONE
BURNING OUT FROM THE INSIDE
OVERTHROWN
BY THE LIES OF YOUR SELF PRIDE
TERROR IS HERE BEYOND YOUR FEAR
A GHOST OF YOUR MEMORY
DESPERATE DREAMS CAN'T INTERVENE
THE GHOST OF YOUR MEMORY
TRAPPED ALONE
BURNING OUT FROM THE INSIDE
OVERTHROWN
BY THE LIES OF YOUR SELF PRIDE
TERROR IS HERE BEYOND YOUR FEAR
A GHOST OF YOUR MEMORY
DESPERATE DREAMS CAN'T INTERVENE
THE GHOST OF YOUR MEMORY
One Night Lover"can It Be You?[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*]
It was a rainy night
When he came into sight,
Standing by the road,
No umbrella, no coat.
So I pulled up alongside
And I offered him a ride.
He accepted with a smile,
So we drove for a while.
I didnt ask him his name,
This lonely boy in the rain.
Fate, tell me its right,
Is this love at first sight?
Please dont make it wrong,
Just stay for the night.
All I wanna do is make love to you
Say you will
You want me too
All I wanna do is make love to you
Ive got lovin arms to hold on to
So we found this hotel,
It was a place I knew well
We made magic that night.
Oh, he did everything right
He brought the woman out of me,
So many times, easily
And in the morning when he woke all
I left him was a note
I told him
I am the flower you are the seed
We walked in the garden
We planted a tree
Dont try to find me,
Please dont you dare
Just live in my memory,
Youll always be there
All I wanna do is make love to you
One night o
I Have To Have SurgeryI know I haven't updated lately on my health situation. There hasn't been much to update on. I have been feelin the same, still bleedin and in pain. So I figured I would just let you all not worry about me, but I know some of you still worry. But, they finally found what it is that is makin me bleed and be in pain. I have a Polyp on my Endometrios Cavity, which is where the baby sits when you first get pregnant, so they also figured out why I can't get pregnant. And for those of you who don't know what a Polyp is, I will give you a description at the end. My surgery is scheduled for this Friday at 5:30am. I will be in the hospital for about 6 hours. It is a same day surgery, so if no complications happen, I will be able to come home the same day. I am kinda freaked out about the whole thing because my mom nor Rusty can be there. They both have to work, and I would hate to ask either of them to take off work to be there. I wish one of them could be though. But anyways. Hopefully after t
ApplauseA famous football coach was on vacation with his family in Maine. When they walked into a movie theater and sat down, the handful of people there applauded. He thought to himself, "I can't believe it. People recognize me all the way up here."
Then a man came over to him and said, "Thanks for coming. They won't start the movie unless we have ten paying people or more.
Stripper Poem LolStripping
When I take it off I feel so free
I love that everyone is watching me.
It feels so good to be this way
I enjoy doing this everyday.
I do it for money,
I do it for me,
This kind of work unleashes me.
Oh how I feel so free
I get pleasure from doing this
Nothing I have done could ever best it.
I am better then the rest in my line of work
A stripper I am come take a look
Average Fubar AgeFirst let me start off I am here because somone on thi site i know invited me. She is close to my age, so i checked out this site and realized there are alot of 30+ people on it. So I joined but lately i have been noticing alot of younger users 18,19,and early 20's. There easy to spot even if they dont hve there age there page looks like a myspace page, and usually just by the music they listen too. My general rule is you can communicate with people 10 years older and 10 years younger and not have a generation gap. I try and avoid the 18 year olds like a cat avoids a chinese food restuant, dont ge me wrong if i click on your page i will rate i dont want to be rude, but i preffer my own age group. Sorry if i insulted anyone this is just me speaking mu mind. More of my mind to come. Thanks for reading.
System Resets Do What? Did You Know?I found this interesting and just wanted to make sure everyone else out there knew this information.
Normally, I wouldn't check, but I noticed NO photo views for the entire day so far. Also, I noticed yesterday my friend requests counts had changed as I hit HOME first thing in morning--weird, but figured it was me. Today, I had none, but when I sent to look at bartab to see about the photo views, I counted SIX friend requests that I had received, but they don't show as pending anymore. I never approved them and wouldn't have even known I missed getting them except the coincidental look at the bartab...so
These people would assume I ignored their friend requests.
I went to support to see what was up, and this is the answer I received.
I understand system operations, computers, servers, etc...but for friend requests primarily to just disappear bother me because I review each one individually and rarely deny one---SO
What are you missing during these RANDOM system reset
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Return Of The Prodigal SpammerObviously I wasn't mean enough to this guy (see previous post), or maybe he just enjoys abuse from mean porn womens, but he sent an ICQ message to my friend and coworker Lizzums. This is her verbal beatdown, but I feature it proudly cause I lurves her.
(10:06:52 AM) Cooperation: hi
(10:07:13 AM) Lizzums: hello
(10:07:19 AM) Lizzums: with whom am i speaking?
(10:07:59 AM) Cooperation: I am Dude from Company
(10:08:19 AM) Cooperation: do you have your own website?
(10:08:31 AM) Cooperation: I am here looking for cooperation
(10:08:41 AM) Lizzums: with whom do you think you're speaking?
(10:10:28 AM) Cooperation: I think you are the affiliate manager
(10:11:25 AM) Lizzums: but you've no idea with who, or if we are a corporation?
(10:12:17 AM) Cooperation: I just got your information from your website
(10:12:48 AM) Lizzums: thank you for your time, but if you can't be bothered to know with whom you're speaking, i can't be bothered to invesitage your payment options
(10:
The Hardest PartThe hardest part about joining a new online community is trying to be sexy in a community full of very sexy people. It is hard. No wait, it is close to impossible. So if you people can read this, give me some suggestions on how a guy like me can take some sexy pictures. I need fans too after all.
Wlshful ThinkingThinking of You
I cant go to sleep I’m just thinking of you
Thinking of tonight
And all of the feelings coming through
When I’m with you,
There’s nowhere else I want to be
It’s just right
You with me
You make me melt when you kiss me
You make me faint when you touch me
I have all these emotions and I’m not sure why
I’ve never felt this way about anyone in my life
Its 2 a.m. and I’m thinking of you
And all the crazy things you do
I’m so happy I want to cry
Just the fact that I’m with my dream guy
Your perfect in everyway
I prayed for someone like you
And God sent you my way
I’m wide-awake thinking of you
You must be an angel
There’s no other explanation
These feelings are real
Not just flirtation
I love being with you
Just watching the stars
Is so romantic with you
I don’t care what anyone else has to say
It’s just you and me
Forever I pray
I’m crying myself to sleep thinking of you
These are tears of happiness
Its amazing how one person can transform
This Will Make Ur Ass LaughArcelor-Mittal Steel, feeling it was time for a shakeup, hired a new CEO.
The new boss was determined to rid the company of all slackers.
On a tour of the facilities, the CEO noticed a guy just standing around and
leaning against a wall. The room was full of workers and he wanted to let
them know that he meant business. He asked the guy, "How much money do you
make a week?"
A little surprised, the young man looked at him and replied, "I make $400 a
week. Why?"
The CEO told him, "Wait right here." He then walked back to his office,
came back in two minutes and handed the guy $1,600 in cash and screamed,
"Here's four weeks' pay, now GET OUT and don't come back."
Feeling pretty good about himself, the CEO looked around the room and asked,
"Does anyone want to tell me what that goof-ball did here?"
From across the room came a voice, "Pizza delivery guy from Domino's."
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A red, red rose
O my Luve's like a red, red rose
That's newly sprung in June;
O my Luve's like the melodie
That's sweetly played in tune.
As fair art thou, my bonnie lass,
So deep in luve am I;
And I will luve thee still, my dear,
Till a' the seas gang dry:
Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear,
And the rocks melt wi' the sun;
I will luve thee still, my dear,
While the sands o' life shall run.
And fare thee weel, my only Luve,
And fare thee weel awhile!
And I will come again, my Luve,
Tho' it ware ten thousand mile.
My Tortured SoulMy Tortured Soul
All that is left is a hole
Smoke, mirrors and lies
Every thing I touch dies
Once it was all great
Now it's to late
All coming together like a puzzle
Shut my mouth with the muzzle
Should I set u free?
Maybe it's just me?
Nothing will be the same
bound to play your game
You say that you care
But your lies are unfair
Are u leaving it for me to discover?
That you have found another lover
For better or for worse
My heart rode away in a hearse
You broke our trust
Devastate and crush
Threw it all away
The new whore today
Soon I'll be gone forever
I hope he was better
I gave you every thing
I saved for a year to buy that ring
Looking back it was kind of funny
Your parents always said you wanted my money
I gave until I have nothing left but regret
Now I don't even have self respect
I didn't know when you became my wife
That you would steal my life
I sacrificed all my personal needs
While you continued your sick de
Joke!This middle aged man and woman get married...
The woman is nude in the bed looking at her newly married husband removing his clothes....
As he climbs into bed, she says "I need you to do me a favor"
He replies "sure, are you ok honey?"
she replies " yes I'm fine but I need you to be gentle, I'm a virgin"
He sets up in the bed and looks at her with astonishment and says " Ok how is that possible?...I'm your fourth husband"
She replies.."Well my first husband was a gynecologist, all he wanted to do was inspect it"
"my second husband was a shrink, all he wanted to do was analyze it"
"my third husband Steve he was well a"
"my third husband was a stamp collector, oh my I so miss Steve"
Cemetery Escort DutyI just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever--the heat and humidity at the same level--both too high.
I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed; she had a cane and a sheaf of flowers--about four or five bunches as best I could tell.
I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier, my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day, my duty was to assist anyone coming in.
Kevin would lock the 'In' gate and if I could hurry the old biddy along, we might make it to Smokey's in time.
I
CopycatI believe my hubby is trying to copy me.
Several years ago, I met a guy online, and we became good friends. Then I introduced him to my hubby, and...my hubby stole my friend! I barely see the guy, cause hubbs is out with him all the time, being best of buds.
If that wasn't terrible enough, Doug has always hated grapefruit juice, and mocked me for drinking it, saying it tastes like rotten bitter OJ.
All of a sudden, recently he has started buying grapefruit juice! I was like WTF?? He actually likes it now.
I hope he doesnt aim for my dresses next X (
Challenge/ Contest Starting 2/18/09 Ending 2/27/09Okay levelers are you ready for this one. Up for grabs is a VIP or a $20 bling pack your choice if you win.
Rules are Simply you may enter as many times as you like before the deadline. All you have to do for an entry is to rate all the pics of someone or all of the people on any of the blogs. This includes the knockoff blogs! Each person you rate will get you one entry. This means you could have several in the pot on the day of the drawing, and we all know the more times your name is in there the better chance you have of winning. Good luck and happy rating. Please PM me when you have finished rating each person, and keep up the good work guys!
~~~ DJ Kasper
Hahaha!!!!!!!!The election is over. It is time to repair friendships with the other party. Governor Sarah Palin is doing her part to do just that.
The rest of the world cannot understand how, after bitter election campaigns, American politicians can kiss and make-up.
For instance, Gov. Palin has invited, to her great state of Alaska, the men who defeated her, Barack Obama and Joe Biden.
She has set up a moose hunting trip for their enjoyment and hired three prominent experts in their field to assist them.
Dick
Anti-valentineIf love is in the air
Im holding my breath
I do not long for love
Id rather wait for death
Flowers eventually die
Candy just makes you fat
Cupid should be executed
Sweet nothings smell like shit
Leave the crying to babies
Love songs make no sense
Anti-valentine, I do have one wish
To be left alone, forgotten, and to not be missed
Leave Me Comments!100 11's will be given to whoever leaves the most comments. I will choose 1 name of 1 person.
Don't miss your chance
02.18.09 - Green Day - Having A Blast (off Dookie)SONG VERSION BELOW
Having A Blast - Green Day
LYRICS BELOW
I'm taking all you down with me
Explosives duct taped to my spine
Nothing's gonna change my mind
I won't listen to anyone's last words
There's nothing left for you to say
Soon you'll be dead any way
No one here is getting out alive
This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care
So close your eyes
And kiss yourself goodbye
And think about the times
You spent and what they've meant
To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing
I'm losing all my happiness
The happiness you pinned on my
Loneliness still comforts me
My anger dwells inside of me
I'm taking it all out on you and all the shit you put me through
No one here is getting out alive
This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care
So close your eyes
And kiss yourself goodbye
And think about the times
You spent and what they've meant
To me it's nothing
To me it's nothing
To me it's n
Post Office JobA guy goes to the Post Office to apply for a job.
The interviewer asks him, 'Are you allergic to anything?'
He replies, 'Yes - caffeine.'
'Have you ever been in the military service?'
Yes,' he says 'I was in Iraq for two years.'
The interviewer says, 'That will give you 5 extra points toward employment.' Then he asks, 'Are you disabled in any way?'
The guy says, 'Yes...an IED exploded near me and I lost both of my testicles.'
The interviewer grimaces and then says, 'O.K. You¢ve got enough points for me to hire you right now. Our normal hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 PM. You can start tomorrow at 10:00 - and plan on starting at 10:00 A .M. every day.'
The guy is puzzled and says, 'If the work hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M., why don't you want me to here until 10:00 A.M.?'
This is a government job,' the interviewer says.. 'For the first two hours, we just stand around drinking coffee and scratching our balls. No point in you comin
A Lone AgainLadies I have known some pools
Of melting Tears
Never a meaning sane
Never love but lover, just in it for the gain
Come to my web, Spider to fly
Enter pit, cry to her sigh
Believing like fine wine
Just gets in the way
As time it is a treasure
Lovers at work and at play
Hearts they make the music
Of trouble and whiskey so fine
Believing just takes way too much time
Bitter pill of heartache on the run
Lovers in magic fall in an unperfected sun
Love it is a message of words that cannot stay
And me I am a traveling looking for another day
Believing gets in the way holding magic as her music plays
Out on the dance floor she takes his heart,
His soul
He gives her all that he has
But she wanted his gold
Love oh darling come here
Take the truth and the pain
Dance to the beat of the piper
Leave in the anger and pain
Trust it is a meaning on hills cold and vain
Take what she will give you
Believing is more than a game
On HiatusHey everyone,
I've decided that I'm not going to be on much. When I do, it will be to read messages and answer shouts, but not have any full conversations or rate a bunch of stuff or anything like that. This is not some dramatic "I hate fubar and want to leave forever" type of deal, I just realized that I'm on here way too much and have too much crap to deal with, like my final semester of college.
So leave love for me. I will see it. Thanks for understanding. :-]
P.S.: I forgot to mention that this applies to yahoo as well. i turned my shoutbox back on. i'll answer shouts when i can. thanks. :-]
Random BitsMy boss can be such a woman sometimes: "I want you to do exactly what I want, but I don't want to tell you what it is I want you to do"
I have a quarter, a nickle, and two pennies in my pocket and I don't know how they got there.
Pretty women are out in force today, everywhere I have been so far there has been one there. I capitulate! You win, I have no power against you.
I need to pick up a copy of the Watchmen before the movie comes out.
I found out yesterday that VIP's can find out who has them in their family. At the time, I was like who cares, but now curiosity has been eating at me.
Its been a while since I have made graphics on a large scale, I should design something up.
You can say "Wa" outloud, and while people will look, they really wont say anything. The same goes for saying "China." If you say them both at the same time, you get many odd looks.
Le-aHow do you pronounce this: Le-a
SCHOOL TEACHERS, BET YOU THOUGHT
YOU HAD HEARD AND SEEN IT ALL!
OKAY. How would you pronounce this child's name?
Le-a (written just like that)
Leah?? NO
Lee - A?? NOPE
Lay - a?? NO
Lei?? Guess Again
It's pronounced 'Ledasha.' Oh yes, you read it right.
This child attends a school in Livingston Parish, LA. Her mother is
irate because everyone is getting her name wrong. SO, if you see
something come across your desk like this, please remember to pronounce
it correctly.
When the mother was asked about the pronunciation of the name, she
said, 'The dash don't be silent.'
Meaning Of NameLawrence
Your name of Lawrence gives you a highly sensitive, idealistic, and intuitive nature. You could be very expressive and creative in the arts, music, or drama. However, there is a lack of practicality and business judgment which could limit your success. You feel and sense much that you do not fully understand, and you can be deeply influenced through the thoughts and feelings of others without realizing just how you are being affected. Others are inclined to take advantage of your generosity and friendliness and then, when there is a lack of reciprocation, you can feel very despondent and disillusioned. Moods are a problem as you can be highly inspired one minute, and the next become quite irritated and annoyed over some ill-timed remark or lack of consideration on the part of someone close to you. You could suffer through nervous breakdowns, as well as disturbed thoughts, poor memory, or disorders in the fluid functions.
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Yim SpamHas anyone else had this problem with these YIM spammers,coming into there SB??
Y Mewel im a man of four. 4 mothers with four kids three r gurls here in ny.the final child is a son out in tennessee. each of the CUNTS i was with either cheated on me or didnt wanna settle down...recently i started to talk to my first kids mother n told her how i wanted to make a difference for jazmyn's sake but tha didnt turn out well when she wanted to work things out but to find out l8r that she was using me to make her fat ugly shrek looking retard jealous an to use me for a rebound. she told me in the heat of an arguement that she was a fool to ever dated me an out of spite hatred an sadness told her str8 to her face while in her face that i was a fool for even giving her jazmyn.not realizing till the next day of what i said apoligized an started argueing some more ,well she loves to argue bout the past n not worry bout the present an how im standing there visiting our daughter trying to make up our lost time, but she dont realize that n has to stilll be stuck inthe past.please som
Promise Never To UntiePromise Never To Untie
The tender words are spoken
Each body and soul bared
Told secrets over endless days
Often doing more than dared
New world beyond my door
With intrigued and intensity
Now we have shared our hearts
A bond now made it permanently
Facing our days made easier
Despite any type of weather
Each other's heart felt deeply
Both happy we stuck together
It took us little time and effort
The bonding as strong as glue
I now promise never to untie
The strings I have tied with you
The understanding of each other
Breaths to take, we breathe the air
As the relationship interchanges
Knowing our loving hearts are there
Now we are never left on the outside
Lovingly enter each others domain
Smiling. laughing and forever teasing
But forever friends we then became
Just Lil SomethingBeautifully ugly my painted life
The vision of my broken strife
Scared heart cuts like a knife
Welcome my love, This is my life
Beautifully Ugly, I've unmasked me
I have tried to let you see
The soul of my aphrodite
But the moment died in me
Beautifully Ugly, I've let you care
My shakespearean tragedy left there
In your empty heart, my dear
No love, no love, i fear
Beautifully Ugly I'm hidden within
My blood writes our sin
No love hidden in my metal tin
Painted life, shattered dreams,
~I'm Beauifully Ugly alone again.
A Stalker StorySo I was in Papi's Blog and ended up striking up a convo with Macaroni about My stalker. We decided it may make a decent blog.
It started with me telling her that I had a myspace once with a lot of networking contacts and memories. I ended up having to delete it.. and why? For a year and a half I was getting RESTRICTED phone calls from a woman. Most of the year, she would call and just say nothing. When i started dating this guy, I would have him answer my phone and he finally got her to talk. At first.. she gave the name Charlize Theron.. Really?? REALLY??!?! BWHAHAAHAHA!! But then she settled on Shelly.. I swear on my mother's eyes, the bitch sounded like a drunken Retard. So the calls began to escalate. She would call between 12am and 3am. THEN she stared calling my job.. left 3 crazy messages on there.. leaving my myspace addy and then some. THEN she called my parents (my dad is 70) at 1am. I mean COME ON!!!! Also left the myspace addy. Thing I don't really want them to see.
Will Be Gone For A Weekhave to go do some work at a british base up north...will be back next tues. everyone take care and se you when i get back
I Really Need Everyones Help With Thiscan i please ask that everyone please help me out and follow this link and vote for my photo, i would greatly appreciate it. here is the link.
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Burglary In FloridaYou just can't make this stuff up
When southern Florida resident Nathan Radlich's house was burglarized recently, thieves ignored his wide screen plasma TV, his VCR, and even left his Rolex watch.
What they did take however, was a generic white cardboard box filled with a grayish-white powder.
(That's the way the police report described it.)
A spokesman for the Fort Lauderdale police said that it looked similar to high grade cocaine and they'd probably thought they'd hit the big time.
Later, Nathan stood in front of numerous TV cameras and pleaded with the burglars: "Please return the cremated remains of my sister, Gertrude, she died three years ago."
The next morning, the bullet-riddled corpse of a local drug dealer known as Hoochie Pevens was found on Nathan's doorstep.
The cardboard box was there too; with about half of Gertrude's ashes still remaining inside it.
Scotch taped to the box was this note which said:
The Labor Pain Miracle....lolA married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered.
Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an
amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were interested, Both said they were very much in favor of it.
The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, explaining
That even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever
Experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband
felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer.
The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the
husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing.
At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued
to feel quite well. Since the pain transfer was obviously helping the wife
considerably, the husband encour
Cows, Golf, And A WifeCOWS, GOLF AND A WIFE
A man staggered into a hospital with a concussion, multiple bruises, two black eyes, and a five iron wrapped tightly around his throat.
Naturally the doctor asked him, 'What happened to you?'
'Well, I was having a quiet round of golf with my wife, when at a difficult hole, we both sliced our balls into a cow pasture.'
We went to look for them and while I was looking around I noticed one of the cows had something white at its rear end.'
'I walked over, lifted its tail, and sure enough, there was a golf ball with my wife's monogram on it - stuck right in the middle of the cow's butt.'
Still holding the cow's tail up, I yelled to my wife, 'Hey, this looks like yours!'
'I don't remember much after that...
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I've Got A Good One! LolLOL I DECIDED THAT I'M GONNA PLAY A PRACTICAL JOKE ON MY BOYFRIEND, I'VE BEEN THINKIN ABOUT DOING THIS ONE FOR THE LAST 2 WEEKS.
SO, LAST NIGHT ON THE PHONE, I TOLD HIM THAT I DID SOMETHING AND IT WAS DONE FOR HIM.
I TOLD HIM THAT I GOT MY NIPPLES PIERCED!
LOL
HE'S REALLY GOT A NIPPLE PIERCING AND BEFORE, I HAD TOLD HIM THAT I'D NEVER GET MINE DONE.
WELL, I BOUGHT SOME FAKE NIPPLE RINGS! LOL
IT WAS KILLING ME NOT TO TELL HIM THE TRUTH LAST NIGHT, BUT I GOTTA WAIT TILL TONIGHT WHEN WE SEE EACH OTHER.
HE WAS ASKING ME ALL KINDS OF QUESTIONS ABOUT IT, LIKE WHO DID IT FOR ME, DID THEY GIVE ME STUFF TO PUT ON EM ETC.
I COULD TELL THAT HE WAS TOTALLY SHOCKED THAT I DID IT, THIS IS GONNA BE SOOOOOOO FUNNY TONIGHT! I CAN'T HARDLY WAIT!!
BTW, HE LOVES TO PLAY JOKES SO THIS WILL SHOW HIM THAT I CAN PLAY WITH THE BEST OF EM LMAOO!
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These Are The Rules Girls.... HeeheeThe Man Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story.
( I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear " the Rules "
From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
1. Men are NOT mind readers.
2. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
3. Sunday sports, It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.
4. Crying is blackmail.
5. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!
6. Yes or No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.
7. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
8. Anything we said 6 months ag
I Strongly BelieveThat everyone deserves a second chance at things - so yes I do forgive and forget the first time, but the second time - well there aint no second time - cross my path once and you get the FF try a second time and you never ever get a second chance at my friendship - however much you may mean to me as a friend.
ConfusedWhat's my problem? I have been married 16 years and very stable in my marriage. I don't have to worry about cheating and other things that destroy marriages. But my heart is hurting for the "What we used to have" feelings. Does that make me pathetic?
Second Day On FuOK, so I am gonna start a daily diary on here - after all we're all crazy now - well I am so wtf!
Yeah still got broken leg, still on codiene and had more surgery recently but damn hospital never gave me any morphine! Wont be in such a hurry to get pins removed in future. Destined to a life of trousers, got so many scars on my legs. But if it hadnt have been for access to my cell phone in a ward full of old dears, I would have gone stir crazy!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway that was like 6 weeks ago and started wearing jeans now woot woot and trainers and walking.
DOnt wanna say too much on here cos strangers might read it
Blastage...So yesterday morning I was bought a 1 day blast. I think the picture I have as my primary is a decent one..and SHOULD grab people's attention. I don't know though....
How is it I can have NO active blast, ticker, or anything..but when I do have a blast...I can't get a daily rank? lol. It's kind of funny.
Anyway, how is everyone's morning?
Ever Hear Of The Evil Twin Excuse?If you have heard it from me, it was the evil twin, I swear it!
Good Wednesday Morning to you. Do you have an “EVIL TWIN”? Well the evil twin excuse has been used in many cases over the years. Apparently not only in cases to which the law was broken some are just excuses to say ones butt when no other excuse is easily accessible. Could you just imagine little ones using it? It was Johnny! I saw him do it!
However and more so recently a man and his brother committed the Evil Twin ordeal and won. Criminal defense lawyers often joke about the Evil Twin Brother defense: the defendant, having been identified by multiple witnesses as the perpetrator of a crime, makes the desperate plea "My evil twin brother did it." Sadly for defense lawyers, there is a shortage of evil twin brothers in the world, making the defense a pleasant fantasy.
Except in Kuala Lumpur, where the police caught a man driving a car loaded with 166 kilos of marijuana and 1.7 kilos of raw opium. Drug possession of that
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Cemetery Escort DutyI just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever--the heat and humidity at the same level--both too high.
I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed; she had a cane and a sheaf of flowers--about four or five bunches as best I could tell.
I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier, my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day, my duty was to assist anyone coming in.
Kevin would lock the 'In' gate and if I could hurry the old biddy along, we might make it to Smokey's in ti
Misleading TrustWhat is the word, trust?
What does it mean? Trust is
only a word, but as an
action, it means so much more.
Trust is a big part of life, what
happens when that trust is
broken? Trust is a fragile
porcelain doll, but yet it
can shatter a heart as if it
were a sledge hammer. When
first looked at as a word, trust
doesn't mean much, but it's
actions could mean life or death
to some. A one syllable word so
simple when first looked at, but
after experienced, can bring
heartache and sadness. When such
innocence learns of trust, there
is no manual for how to use it, or
for that matter, no warnings of
the hurt ahead. Trust can be
such a wonderful thing if not
betrayed, but after innocence is
lost, human nature soon learns of
lying and forgetting what is most
important. Trust clings to anything it
can, like a parasite feeding off
feelings, using them until they are
gone. Beware of what lurks next time
trust is mentioned. Remember how
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Life Is An Endless RoadThe road I lead is full
of holes and curves.
Never a smooth straight path,
always swerving and changing.
No turning points remembered,
but facing the ones ahead.
New challenges await me,
each one met with endurance.
I face each day with strength,
not remembering the past.
My turning points not remembered,
for I have so many to go,
to remember the last.
Left OutMy replacement showed up again
I watch as you cavort with her
You play with her
Give her the gifts you used to give me
I cry
But I realize it says something
And what it says I don't want to explain to you
I just want to go away
At any moment you have the power to let me in
But You lie and let me hang out in the cold
You seem relieved
She will be better I'm sure
She's there
Maybe you need her more
Enjoy her more, she's fun
She's pretty, she's lonely
Maybe she needs you too
Who am I to stand in the way?
Long Time..?I used to frequent #philosophy on dalnet in IRC a while back, and today out of boredom decided to join again. Reading through my logs I realized there is a lot of good stuff in there! So I decided to blog it. Here is an excerpt from today :)
Session Start: Tue Feb 17 12:19:07 2009
Session Ident: #philosophy
* Now talking in #philosophy
* Topic is 'Seven signs of current evolution: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/29040024/?GT1=43001'
* Set by hughw on Thu Feb 12 18:48:01
#philosophy url is http://www.philosophychatforum.com/
!topic
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Topic: What is time? - http://www.philosophychatforum.com/bulletin/viewtopic.php?t=3235
man.. I haven't been in this room since...
* Aeloi checks logs
hi
sep of '07.. how did I go all of '08 without any #philosophy chit-chat?
* Aeloi sighs heavilly
2008 was a dark age for me apparently
measurement of time depends on change
didn't we discuss
BlockedLittle button on a screen
Push the button and the person is gone
You blocked me once a long time ago
I should have realize the first block is the last
I would never block you
I could not
Over and over
you hit that button
I gave you everything I had
Now I can't reach you because of the block
How is it that you can love someone more
Than anyone else and then block them?
Lðvê Hå†ê åñÐ Mµ†ïlå†ïðñI love you
I hate you.
I just want to kill and mutilate you.
I want to see you,
I want to blind you,
I just want to leave you where no one can find you.
BlahPutting words to thoughts
My mind is crossed
Mangled and tangled
Im lost...
þðr¢¥lïñ ÐðllThis porcylin doll sits in my head observing all life but crowling with dead Dust rots its temptuouts veins Dripping through blood entering brain
This porcylin doll it sits in my heart seeping with posion stabbing with darts Choking my air as I long for escape
Returning to darkness my only embrace falling with stars in this flash of demise bleeding with joy to the tears I cry
Filling its beauty with hauntidly strife gaining my weakness my scream to my life
This porcylin doll it is my own self stealing my thoughts but sharing its wealth
Leaving my corps through dusting ashes my porcylin doll and my many own clashes
Çrïm§ðñ §ïñI live a Scarlet Life,
Due to evil portrayed not by black, but by a color much more volatile.
Mysterious and fragile,
I live for Crimson.
The Existance of sin
began in the words of a bible pretending to be from the thoughts of a god
That succeeded in revenge;
If only people did not believe we were created in the image of him.
Faith is not found through praying, but by playing.Believe in a god almighty? this is a game where the loser is bought.
The decision of who is worthy of heaven, and who is not..
A set of rules and regulations, bondaged limitations, in the form of commandments-
The job writers were handed!
A creation of a society full of judgment; hypocrits to their own faith
Purity.. a disguised lie to your own shame
Hidden behind the treachery played daily,
don't forget to say grace.
I wear my Sin proudly-
Let your sins be as white as snow,
While mine will forever shine Scarlet
walk ignorantly into a world you pretend to know,
Forget the co
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Glossed Overeverything gets so romanticized
with distance with
time. . .
there's the old saying about fonder hearts
but i think it's more an issue of
forgetting.
a girl gets glossed over.
like greasing the lens--
she appears
angelic almost.
it's not a sham so much as
marketing maybe
or maybe not marketing it's
the desire
to think that so far at least
your life has meant something.
it's the desire to think that everything
has been something and
it's been something
beautiful.
so you start
blurring the edges and
dimming the lights
and before too long,
with the fog of time and so many years
all the nights alone and the broken hearts
all the deaths and all the rejections
get glossed over and you remember them
just a little different.
just a little better.
Let Me Rest...I always hear you saying "It'll be ok"
I've sacrificed so much in your name
I take all the blame
From suffering comes the wisdom of ages
How can you tell me this will end?
Whos to say that I want it to?
Maybe I like the dark
I have to see where I went wrong
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me less?
I will let this go when I'm done
I hope I can't find where to leave this behind
I feel I need to suffer
I need this weight crushing me
I deserve this hell I've made
What I've done I cannot forgive
There is no end to my road
Try all you like
Say what makes you feel better
You may change the world
you can't change me
The daylight may bow to your whim
I refuse to even try
I've spent my time with you
It was so hard to make you smile
I hammered at that old stone face
I wasn't even able to make a scratch
The only smile I saw was when you spoke his name
Get out of my head
Just leave me alone here
How
BitchesBitches need to fucking keep thier comments to thier selves!!!!!!!!!!!!!I dont go writing rude fucking shit about you as my display messege or in ur shoutbox! who fucken cares if you think what i say is pointless,You are fucking ugly!kiss my fucking ass you ugly whore!
What I Have Come To Realize!I have to say that Lately I have been so happy.I have the greatest friends a girl can ask For. they have truly made me the happiest lately. I amvery lucky and very very very happy.I feel truly blessed.
Majority Rulesbut what about a brain that knows it's being lied to?
it can't be fooled--only confused.
but what, again, of the other body parts?
the body parts that can't separate now&then, truth&fiction.
the hand the only remembers being held.
the shoulder that remembers being kissed.
the ear that remembers the rhythm of a heartbeat and warmth of the chest breathing against it.
the hair that remembers being brushed aside, and is being brushed aside again.
what of all the body parts that add to the brain, and make up a whole.
what if all the other pieces of a person decided to band together, commit mutiny and they all said
no, this is real and it's right again, and fuck you brain
for thinking differently, fuck you brain. for thinking at all.
and the brain, it's already been muddled by these stupid decisions and this
refusal to move forward,
and it gives up and gives in and says, ok little elbow that remembers being held, ok little chin that remembers being pinched,
you go on
Things On My MindVictorian romance novels
&potholes that fill overnight.
our secret motivations like
jealousies i don't understand
blood/alcohol concentration.
gas tanks, parking tickets
&how I'll make ends meet.
the smell of wet asphalt
&how long til it's summer again
(days here)
dreamworlds
&dead horses.
him.
me and my Grey matter.
library books
&that certain smell.
love, space, time, faith
math&limbs
dirty bedsheets.
Corpus...My soul erased
I won't resist
Erratic mind
Poison embraced
A dying God-man
Full of pain
Suffer eternally
Burn internally
Suckle from disease
Corpus Christi
Forgivness sought
Beg to serve
Punish me
Can't take this
Want your touch
Sick psychosis
I'm the bad one
The good one
The sick one
The smile
A tooth that bites
A vein that bleeds
Cuts like a knife
I hide because I see
I see whats inside me
I am so much I hate
I could care less
Born dying each new day
My image burns away
Psychopathic ways
Questioning my reason
I'm losing the race
Losing face
Excuse what you see
Can't find the door
Life and lies on trial
Beat me with the verdict
Smash my spine
Hate me
Pull my wings away
Let me go
I wanna slip
I am the snake
The tongue that takes
Burn me with the sun
Blow me away
Gun History LessonWhat is it they say about history, oh yeah those that don't know will repeat it. This is a perfect example. I hope you purchased yours!
A Little Gun History Lesson
In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.
In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.
Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated.
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China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, some 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.
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Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, some 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defen
$10 Monkeys$10.00 MONKEYS
Once upon a time a man appeared in a village and announced to the villagers that he would buy monkeys for $10 each.
The villagers, seeing that there were many monkeys around, went out to the
forest and started catching them. The man bought thousands at $10 and, as supply started to diminish, the villagers stopped their effort. He next announced that he would now buy monkeys at $20 each. This renewed the efforts of the villagers and they started catching monkeys again. Soon the supply diminished even further and people started going back to their farms. The offer increased to $25 each and the supply of monkeys be came so scarce it was an effort to even find a monkey, let alone catch it!
The man now announced that he would buy monkeys at $50 each! However,
since he had to go to the city on some business, his assistant would buy on his behalf.. In the absence of the man, the assistant told the villagers: "Look at all these monkeys in the big cage that th
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The Prince...Give me all your pain
Feed me what makes you suffer
Pour your poison in my mouth
Help my torture tree grow
Build me a gallows
Make me lie on a bed of thorns
Bleed me so that you don't
Cut me to pieces
Sweet suffering is mine
All the hurt of the world is in me
Atlas holds a globe of blood
May my shoulders strain and bow
Bring it all into me
I long to be the king
I take what you hate
Make it my own
Annoint me with tears
Crown me in thorns
Ashes in my mouth so sweet
I'll dance on the coals
I am the end to all you loathe
I am the darkness you fear
I am the prince of pain...
CrsCRS
I got the CRS today, so go blow me, if you can.
Opps…
I ain’t got a penis for you to blow.
See I told you got this issue on my back today, it’s called CRS.
Damn it all….
Do I have to spell it out of you?
Okay.
C
A
N
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T
What the fuck….is the next word?
I know I should know it.
Oh okay….
I got it now.
R
E
M
E
M
B
E
R
Opps my brain is gone again. I know it’s a bad word.
Fuck…
I know its something everything in life does.
Hot damn…
I got it.
S
H
I
T
Does that help you out?
Yeah bitch, I can smack the fuck out you, I say to the police.
I have this problem today.
It’s called….
CRS.
I can’t remember shit.
If you come around me again, if you be all male, well let me say.
I have this issue about names.
CRS deal.
Plus when you got no dick worth pulling out to fuck me with, than please man...
Can you please come down with CRS too, so you can get the fuck out of my face?
Cause if you drop those baggy jeans,
I will laugh my a
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How Do You Like Your Coffee?We all enjoy a good cup of coffee every now and then. Some enjoy it more often than others. We’re not talking your average everyday cup of coffee here though. We have found ways to code sex using coffee terms.
Coffee = sex
Decaf coffee = sex that is so-so; it’s still coffee but lacking the hype
Grinding beans = dry hump or foreplay
Jitters = orgasm
Steam wand = cock
Steaming pitcher = pussy
Instant coffee = quickie
Coffee with legs = bootie call
Barista = hooker
Espresso = phone sex
Red Eye = cybering
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Viking Funeral...Drink for who I was
Smile for what we've done
Laugh because I can't
Watch me rise with the smoke
No tears please
Such things have no place here
Cry not for the one who burns
Place your flowers with me
Kiss me before the light
Touch my hand one last time
Say farewell, but not goodbye
Raise your glasses high and cheer my name
Play the music loud and dance with the fire
Wave to me as I fly to valhalla
My fight has ended in this world
I will love you all and I will wait
I await the day...
Judith- A Perfect CircleRULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
"atomic" blondie
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
heartbreaker- pat benatar
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
all my love- led zepplin
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
original fire- audioslave
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
one way or another- blondie
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
you spin me round (like a record)- dead or alive
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
that's the way love goes- janet jackson
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
heart of glass- blondie
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
kashmir- led zepplin
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
kids in america- the muffs
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
the pirates who don't do anything- relient k
WHAT IS
Dear Yahoo - Fuck You, Love MeSo,
I get on my Yahoo.. and my little Messenger insider was being a dick...
Look what it says...
Big and obnoxious.
Ugh.
Ridiculous.
I'm going to bed.
No Trespassing...The end of me starts today
I'm standing on the edge
Think I may walk further
The enemy of me is who I see
I've been staring too long into nothing
Looking for meaning in the pieces
Looking at life with poisoned rationallity
Toast to the fire
Burn me to ashes so that the phoenix may rise
Cry for what was
No tears left for what wiil be
Truth be told, I won't be missed
I see so much pain
Hang me from your tree
Make my bed of a barbed wire fence
Tis such a waste to be
Trespass not inside my mind
You will fall here...
JokesWhy does the Snoop D-o-double G carry an umbrella?
fo' drizzle!
What does Snoop Dogg use to keep his white clothes clean?
bleotch!
Okay...let the tarring and feathering commence. Just keep in mind, I didn't make you read this. You chose this fate!
The Truth.So here we are
We are alone
There’s weight on your mind
I wanna know
The truth, if this is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth, even if it hurts me
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth, even if it hurts me
I want the truth
So this is you
You're talking to me
You found a million ways to let me down
So I'm not hurt when you're not around
I was blind
But now I see
This is how you feel
Just say it to me
If this was ever real
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth, even if it hurts me
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth, even if it hurts me
I know that this will break me
I know that this might make me cry
You gotta say what’s on your mind, on your mind
I know that this will hurt me
and break my heart and soul inside
I don’t wanna live this lie
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth, even if it hurts me
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth, even if it hurts
I d
141Turn your wounds into wisdom. - Oprah Winfrey
Warchild Ash's ThemeYou brought me back from the dead
but you don’t know what you put me through
There’s not very much that can’t do but I can’t keep away from you
You hate yourself for what you love but you can’t seem to get enough
Look into my eyes of silver babe are they not quite red enough
Chorus
And I don’t know what you want from me
I just want to be left alone
I wish that you’d just go away
Go back where you came from
You love me like a hurricane
Then treat me like a stranger
You build me up to break me down
I don’t need your kind of hurt
In my life I’ve danced with the devil
and I’ve seen the dark side of the moon
Even hell hath no fury compared to the likes of you
I’ve had to fight a lot of demons
And I’ve had to break a thousand chains
There’s no way I’ve come this far to go back to being a slave
Chorus
And I don’t know what you want from me
I just want to be left alone
I wish that you’d just go away
Go back where you came from
You love me like a hurricane
Then t
Friends Talk Dont They??This subject has probably come up before but i missed it. I'm not the type to just add people for points. I enjoy meeting new peeps online to chat. So any of my friends that read this or anyone else n FU land if you don't talk then delete me from friends or just don't add me and take up space.
[accidented Up Some Recipes]More on that later, I'm exhausted, and my dog refuses to come in.
Apple biscuits (well.. actually this method can be used for practically any baked good based on flour and replace water or milk with butter+apple pulp-seriously, you want an apple flavored pie crust? I could do it.) and some modifications to an existing red beans and rice recipe that I have been eating
ALL
WEEK.
Seriously, the damn recipe could feed an army.
But that's not the part I'm tweaking. I'll also be experimenting with "lentils" and rice and if the "lb of red kidney beans" can be transferred to about any legume
my guess is yes
except peanut.
The question is why, when red beans are awesome and adhere to pork products so well.
My answer is- not everyone likes red beans, and they're not as nutritious as other members of their family. (also I have several pounds of lentils to play with). (also, because I am a kitchen alchemist).
My Serenade To YouHey have you ever tried, really reaching out for the other side. I may be climbing on rainbows but baby here it goes.
Dreams they're for those who sleep
Life is for us to keep
If your wondering what this song is leading to. I want to make it with you, I really think that we can make it.
I want you to take a chance on me. And let me show you how wonderful true love can really be. I could love you for all eternity. Take a chance on me.
Though you dont know me well, every little thing only time will tell. If you believe the things that I do, then we'll see it through.
Life can be short or long
Love can be right or wrong
And If I chose the one I'd like to help me through, I want to make it with you
I really think that we can make it.
Michelle Winterhawk's Birthdayimikimi - Customize Your World!
Michelle~R/L Wife of Miracle Monkey~Winterhawk~Native American Pride~Member of Llama Levelers@ fubar
This Loving Birthday Pimpout brought to you By:JoAnna"Co-Founder"of The Llama Levelers and friend of Michelles:)
(repost of original by 'JoAnna{{Llama Levelers Co-Founder}}-{Club Far}-{{Shadow Leveler}}' on '2009-02-17 17:34:45')
The Essence Of BeautyBeauty is just a word until its essence is captured within the confines of something or someone and presented to the world to be seen. Then it becomes a reality and something of value and meaning.
The essence of beauty is not captured in the outer appearance of a person, but the inner layers that lie within.
Essence: the nature or being of anything; a substance extracted from another without the loss of the qualities of the original
Beauty: loveliness; elegance
The essence of beauty is found in the nature of person. They share that beauty when they extract the elegance or loveliness from within and present it to those around them in such a way that it does not lose its original qualities.
Valentine TagsHey Fu Friends
Have you picked your Valentine Tags up yet ?
If not they are ready and you can find them
in SinfulBrat's Folders named "Valentine Friendship Tags from Sunnydays
Please if you haven't picked your up yet, Please Do So Now!
I hope you all had a Nice Valentine's Day.
This was mine way of saying
I Love You all and thanks for being my friends.
God Bless
Hugs
Sunnydays
I Be Gettin Mad Bored Up In ThisNo for real though, I am from a large city, and I recently moved to a very, very, excrutiatingly small town a few months ago. I did this because this is where I got a job, and I graduated last May with an Environmental Science degree. With the recent economic bs, budgets that fund things that I do shrink pretty quickly. But, I am only like 40 minutes from where I went to college, so I can get there and go out when I want. Other than that, It's drive a few hours to go home to see people, and there's a couple people around here that I've met. But, other than THAT, nobody. I live in a small town on a large lake, pretty much all summer homes. So, the few people i did meet here who were actually sociable and cool left in the Fall. So, it gets pretty lonely here, and that is my justification for why i write (or at least have written so far) lengthy pointless blogs about nothing significant.
The upside, I work doing what I love. I live in the middle of the largest contiguous nationa
Tru Story .....*not* :pK WELL I JUST GOT REJECTED BY E~HARMONY . THEY ASKED ALL THESE ?'S AND 1 OF EM WAS WHAT DO U LIKE IN A WOMAN ? APPARENTLY MY DICK WAS THE WRONG ANSWER
VenusA soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 9.7 of 10. Guys hold your breath... Lets101 Quizzes - Myspace Quizzes For Fun
LoveWHAT I THOUGHT WAS LOVE TURNED OUT TO BE NOTHING BUT LIES.SO HERE I SIT DROWNING MY SORROW IN THIS BOTTLE OF ABSOLUTE,LISTENING TO LUTHER VANDROSS.I WAS SO IN LOVE THAT I WAS WILLING TO LET THIS MAN RUN ALL OVER ME AND DO AS HE PLEASED WHY I WAITED LIKE A DUMMY THINKING HE WAS ALL MINE.THIS FOOL TOLD ME HE WANTED TO MARRY ME...WHAT A CROCK OF SHIT.HOPE I GET OVER THIS REAL SOON.
Two New! A Lil Older Pics Of Me Lol (older Pics Of Brian "nymphowolf" Lol)as I have uploaded here as you know comments are always nice as I scanned these from my photo albums I was look at today and wanted to share :) which I posted em here as they resize the size when you upload em
first one was when I graduated
2nd one was within the last 5 years at the time I use to smoke weed as by the looks of it I was high here lmao
Pic Rateswhy is it if you honestly rate someones picture and they don't like the number they rate your photo a 4 or 5 out of spite. people everyone isn't a ten, in fact there are very few tens (if any) an 8 is a high rating. I am all for half glass half full kind of attitudes but reality should be your barometer.
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Moi.I decided to scrap the about me bit from my public profile. If anyone really did want to know the real ME then they would actually bother looking in here than just perving on my pics.
About me:
To be honest I don't even know where to start, so this may end up going off on a little tangent everynow and then but I will try my utmost to get back on to the subject.
Well at the moment I am studying in college....if you want to know what I'm studying, just ask. I'm not listing them as I did before...it kinda looks like I'm implying 'loookey here I do all these smarty pants subjects so I iz a clever girl'.
About me personally...I would describe myself as a traditional girl with modern day thoughts. I like the romance and tradition of the time before.
I know a lot of people here on the fu (mummers) don't believe that marriages can last forever. To me...at 18 I've yet to experience a 'relationship' yet. However when I do meet someone that I really seriously like and have a future wi
Dream Theater: The Ministry Of Lost Soulsthis is a song from Dream theater's new album "Systematic Chaos" i found it pretty interesting, so i though what the hell, why not post it
"The water's edge
Is where she waits
Lost soul still wandering
Meant to die
But she's stuck not crossing over
The other side
Is where he waits
His spirit reaching out
Meant to save
But she's too scared
To take his hand
Living in a world without you
Drowning in the past
Is living in no world at all
So now i call on you
Remember me,
I gave you life
You would not take it
Your suffering
Was all in vain
It's almost over now
Don't turn your back on Paradise
Feeling scared
She's prepared
To give up everything
She can't stand
To feel like half of her is fading
He will choose
The only way
To rid her of her pain
Take her soul now
The decision has been made
Living in a world without love
A burden to my soul
Is living in a worthless world
So i will call on you
Remember me
I gave you life
You would no
Looking For Someone That Can Music To LyricsI am writing a song with my nieces and oldest nephew for mothers day. The thing is my oldest niece and I are good at writing lyrics. However, nither of us are good at composing the music. Like piano or something like that. If we can find someone that knows how to do that. I would be glad to send you the lyrics and see what you come up with. I am doing this now hoping ill have plenty of time to get this done for my mother and their mother as a mothers day present.
Dead Girls Dont Wear Plaidwhen someone fucks with your head, and had intentions on doing so from the first exchange of words and they succeed. when you gather all the information you need to know that everything was a lie, and you have the truth... what do you do with it. im still not satisfied with the knowledge that cuppycake didnt die of meningitis and is alive and well. i have an address and names... i know her real last name and know she is still playing games with another person, and i have passed the information to him thru a mutual friend.
there was no closure and maybe thats the problem, what would you do in my shoes? for those of you that know what happened. or even those that dont, what would you do with the info that a person made you believe they were in love with you and never intended on ever meeting or having any type of real relationship with you, and make you believe they died in extreme circumstances? everything from their name and where they lived to how they made a living and their hist
Weird Shitknow what is messed up ppl only notice or talk to a person on here if they added nswf pics lol now that just messed up lol
Bad News From The Doctor....So I go to my PCP about 4 times a year. I go to my obgyn once a year. Everything has been fine lately with me. I recently lost a friend to suicide on Feb 7th. He graduated with my older brother, and is my mom's best friend's son. So, as we all know, after funerals.. I get sick. I've had a chest cold for over 2 weeks. I had gone to my obgyn for my yearly, so I can get my birth control script for the next year. They called me at 9 am and left me a voicemail.. "This is Joyce from Dr. Z's office... will you please call us back as soon as you can? It's not an emergency but I do need to speak with you. Thanks." I call her back... "Your pap smear came back abnormal. Your cells look abnormal also, which could signal a pre-cancerous condition. I also see that you got the Gardisil shot, but in your pap smear, your HPV status came back positive." I fought back the tears as I made the appointment for a colposcopy. I was such in shock by this news that I made it on a very importan
Make Me A Salute 4 A Bling Pack!Salute Me 4 Blingy Bling!Make me a personalized salute and enter it in my Bling Pack Giveaway/Contest!I will upload your picture on Friday morning (February 27th). As soon as it’s uploaded, start inviting your friends to rate away!The top 3 salutes with the most rates by Sunday (March 1st) @ 6PM Fu-Time will be will be selected and judged based on the originality or humor in their salutes.There will be three prizes given:-Grand Prize-Minimum 400 Rates – 25 Credit Bling PackORMinimum 250 Rates - 12 Credit Bling Pack2nd PlaceMinimum 200 Rates – 5 Credit Bling to you!3rd PlaceMinimum 200 Rates – 1 Credit Bling to you!
There’s just ONE rule: No Nudity (Thanks to asshats who like to mark things as NSFW!) But Sexy will be accepted… *winks*
So what are you waiting for? Make me a creative, funny, witty salute!! Then PM me with the link! All entries must be submitted before the contest begins on Friday!
Sweet Kandy Kisstina@ fubar
PM Me with ?s
Idiot Exso my ex....who i was with for 3 years and who dumped me last year right before valentines...has jut gotten out of jail for reasons im not sure of and we wrote me poems. ENJOY!!!
Please Forgive Me
To the ends of time I will love you my friend
Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend
An angel to me you were so kind
Raising my spirits with ways I can not find
Over and over the days with you replayed
Loving you so much wished you would have stayed
I crossed a line which I know not fit
Now each day I die a little bit
An empty void replaces what I feel
Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal
From the feeling of love I felt for a friend.
Your New Love
Only if you would like to vote and comment, it would mean a lot to me. Is it okay to feel sane when things don’t always work out?
I stood outside my door to breathe into God air.
I watched each car pass me by with its fullest speed
I thought about you and where you could possibly be
Visions of you an
Wanna JobOK ALL OF MY FRIENDS ME AND MY HUSBAND NEED STAFF AT THE CHILL LOUNGE SO PLS STOP BY AND TALK TO BRENDAN OR I.
Going AwayHey guys;
I am just letting everyone know I will most likely not be on till sometime Sunday. My grandpa's brother died and he has to go to Virginia for the funeral and my grandma isn't well enough to take the trip so I am staying with her until my grandpa returns.
They don't have internet, and I doubt I will have much time to access it at school.
Leave me lots of love to return to and see you crazy fukers next week !
PoemAs the sun sets on a distant horizon
Hues of red and gold turn gray and black
A waking storm seizes the tranquil sea
Fearless mariners face nature’s attack
Consumed by a plethora of violent waves
The storm tattered sail was ripped from the mast
Wind driven rain pelted the steadfast sailors
Their diminishing hope was unsurpassed
Unable to detect the course of his ship
A call of distress descends on the night
The summons is heard by Juliet
The Angels keeper and mistress of light
The temperamental fog bell has failed again
With hammer in hand from the gallery she fled
Perched on a stool for hours she sat
Striking the bell till her fragile hands bled
The unabated echo rang out through the night
Desperately seeking the ill-fated crew
Her gallant efforts did not go unheard
With mornings light the ship was in view
The waterlogged vessel passed through the gate
Docking safely within San Francisco Bay
Poised on the catwalk she smiled and waved
“Ahoy there Capta
Tiny Dancer Of The HeartA tiny little dancer glides around in my head.Like a continuous hymn of angst puncturing my brain.Telling me to build up my wall and stand tall.
Then it happened....
There he was standing there with a bag on his back and another in his hand. It had seemed as if my whole world stopped revolving and no one else existed. Completely motionless I stand in awe waiting for that little whistle in my head to give me something to say, do...anything, just do something! With a simple smile and a hug as the perfect gesture...I've taken that step. My world began to spin and people started to appear, from where I couldn't remember. All I knew was that the cold feeling I had inside had become this warm tenderness I've never felt before. The warrior I had a the top of my wall had broken down to her knees and has become weak yet again. Not long after regaining her strength and allowing herself to rely on no one and be gullible by no one, he's walked in like a stranger in the dark
Darwin?Jean de Baptiste Lamarck formulated a hypthosesis that greatly influenced Darwin's theory of evolution, a theory that is widely accepted among today's biological community, including myself. Lamarck's theory includes the idea that forces which cause the evolution of a species include when an organism does not use an organ, the organ will shrivel and offspring will likely be affected by this. Basically speaking, that the experience a parent has can affect it's offsprings genetic makeup. It also included bone shaping from stress and disfigurement that comes with age; durability. Recent scientific experiments, that have been reproduced by different groups, and are now accepted as having significant results, shows that a certain type of flea clearly and abruptly displays this type of genetic inheritance.
The flea, when living it's life in a controlled environment with no predators existing, is born with a round, smoothe shaped head. When it reproduces it's offspring develop the sam
Yada Yada1. Last beverage¨ Arnold Palmer half&half
2. Last phone call¨ Erin
3. Last text message¨ Nella
4. Last song you listened to¨Backyard by Kevin Costner
5. Last time you cried¨ Today
SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice ¨ yes
2. Been cheated on? ¨ yes
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? ¨yes
4. Lost someone special?¨ My Mom
5. Been depressed?¨ Always
6. Been drunk and threw up? ¨ More then once.
LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. orange
2. green
3. yellow
4. blue
HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends ¨ yes
2. Fallen out of love ¨ yes
3. Laughed until you cried ¨ yes
4. Met someone who changed you ¨ I sure have.
5. Found out who your true friends were ¨ Yup
6. Found out someone was talking about you ¨ Yes
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list¨ Not on here
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life ¨ A few on here
9. How many kids do you want to have¨ A bunch!
10. Do you have any pets ¨ I sure do!
11. Do you want to chang
Burnishburnish \BUR-nish\, verb, noun:
1. to make shiny by polishing
noun:
1. a polish or shine
Meh...Hmm what can I say .. 2009 so far has been nothing but disapointments after another, I mean one thing I can't stand is people who turn out to be not what they seemed they were.. I HATE LYERS, FAKERS, all that non-sence.
For ONCE I would love to come across someone worthy of knowing. I mean are those types of people out there? Realisticly I 100% think not.
Men say Women don't know what they want, but in reality it's MEN don't know what they have until they go and stick their dicks into another hole.
I might be venting & being upset but realisticly it all boils down to that I miss my Mum, I would give anything in my LIFE to bring her back, to hear her wisdom especially thru the worst of times, but can't do that; life's not fair.. but then you learn & move on..
Can't wait until Europe '09 ... cuz that will be a trip of a lifetime.. I have fully 100% learned .. TRUST NO ONE BUT MYSELF!!! ..
Unless care to prove me wrong.... ????
Latenight Desires....She heard the key slide into the lock… He tried quietly to close the door… She glanced over at the clock.. I was expecting him till late morning, as she realized it was four am…
She slowly slipped out of bed .. Slowly making her was into the living room she see’s him.. Home so early honey..?!? I see your wearing my shirt… He looks at her with a evil grin… Knowing what is coming next she looks at him… Do you like it..? This is the only thing I have on…
He set’s down his suitcase…. Your so in trouble.. She takes off running towards the bedroom, but was grabbed in an instant…. She fight’s to get away, but there is not use, with her heart pounding… He spun her around… Her back arching… He starting nibbling on her neck… Small moans escape her mouth…. He carry’s her into the room… Gently laying her on the bed… He looks at her… There eye’s locked… For eternity so it seemed…. She slowly reached up to unbutton his shirt… His hands finding there was through her long beautiful hair… She runs
Super Bowlgot a ? you american can answer me why who win the super bowl are class has world champs went they only play team from usa
I Am FearlessYou Are Fearless
You have great dreams and unrelenting ambition. You go for what you want, and it's hard to deter you.
You are incredibly competent and intelligent. You've had a very high success rate in your life.
You tend to dominate people. You have a very strong personality, and others tend to heed to your demands.
You're confident enough to be considered arrogant. You tend to think of other people in terms of what they can do for you.
Are You Flirtatious, Fearless, Factual, or Friendly?
Losing FaitLosing Faith
Sitting watching the clock tick by
Faith Barring down on me
I feel my heart going down
Everything is being ripped away
Its all slipping away
What am I gonna do with out you
Youre my faith
Hook
Losing my faith over you
Aint nobody like you
I dont want to
But Im losing my faith
Youre my strength
My hope
My everything
Losing my faith
With out you who id gonna pick me up
Lift me higher
From the first day were in sync
Suffering from alienation
Through your love was the answer to pain
Holding me through the night
You are the one I need most
Sent straight down from heaven
No matted where I go
I wont ever forget you
Just hang on
For one more day
Ill will be there
Always waiting to catch you
Be ThereBe There
Tears fall to the ground
I dont want your strength
You may no realize that I am breaking free from you
All the times that you saved my life
U have made me who I am
Cant you see that i need you to let go
I need to be on my own now
I look upon the sky
Cant you see
You will always have a place in my Heart
U gave me all the strength that i need
To move out in the world
I can be free
I can fly llike a bird
I can reach the sky
All my life i had scarfice everything
I will stand up
and be me
For the first time
But you know dont have to let go
I am not the the little girl u used to see
I am a woman now
rising up in the ranks
I can be me, but you know have to let you
There will be the day I call upon u again
That day you will have to scarfice to save me
I will need ur faith
your strength
you dont have to let go
Cause i will always need you soul
Right next me to
Please dont ever let go
As the days go by, please be there to save me again
After The RainAfter the Rain
1
Everyday I wanted to tell you
Tell you how I how I felt
I just wanted to say I remember
Remember the day I saw you walking to me
Wearing that leather jacket
I just wanted to tell you how lucky I felt
To have you in I'm luck to have you in my life
Hook
After the rain
I wipe away my tears
As the rain pours down
I wash away my feelings for you
I have tried to make it work with it you
But all I have is the rain
I can't stand the rain
After the rain, tears fall
And then I think of you again
After the rain
Everything is clear
Here I am standing tall
As the droplets of rain fall over me
2
Now that you found someone new
Someone better than me
I see how you never liked me at all
Everything I felt was a lie
You never wanted anything to do with me
I realized that everything was a lie
That I wasn't as lucky as I thought
3
I'm tired of all this talk
It about time to live you behind
Now I realize I must move on
After the rain is gone
I kno
My Bleeding HeartYou said you loved
You said you beleived in me
You siad we would be together forever
I made the mistake of believing you
Now all I have left is the gift u left me with
Pain, lots of pain
You think your a man but you truely not
You sent me the text of death
It left me numb for days
Now I real for what is left in my heart
It is now empty and broken
Torn to pieces
My soul cries for a bandaide
Are you happy now, You ruined my fairy tell
Are you happy now that I am in pain
AddictedAddicted
You're like a drug that I seem to can't put down
You're like the devil that I can't run from
You're like a demon taking everything I have
It like I can't breath, I can't quit you
All you give me is miserly and suffering
You leave my soul in pain, it cries out for freedom
I gave you all the power
Now I can't quit you, I can't give you up
The power you took from me, kills all I have
I should have never met you
You're worse than any drug
Cause your all I can see
It's like I can't think without you near me
Because of you I have lost myself
Now that you have consumed all of me
I am addicted to you like a drug
I know that I need to purge you from
So I can get through this
I need to overpower you
You're interrupting my soul
You seeped into my thoughts, my dreams, my soul
You have become apart me
I gave all of me to your will and now I know that the voices tell me, to let go
But I can't let go
Your all I can see I am addicted
Addicted so bad that I ca
Some PeopleRecently I have realized some people dont mean was they say. It like I dont matter, My state of mind isnt important, Mostly i am annoyed at drunk people, they should never really call me unless they mean what they say even sober, I hate having false hope, it all doesnt matter....effer I am pissed
Better Offsuicide is helpless
drugs are senseless
build me up and break me down
help me through this
get me through this
I'm causing my own pain
senseless as surgery
nothing helps me
god refuses me
he throws me away
and he'll do it when my day comes
heaven is FAKE!
hell is a LIE!
what's new in your eyes?
what's so dark in mine?
break me now
i can't get through this
I'm better off dead
I'm better off alone
I'm better off with lies
Stacydoes any one know this song who writes it ( im in love with stacys mom--- )stacys mom has got it going on oo stacy cant you see you just not the one for me blaa blaa blaa
Doing MeWhy is it that when u ask someone what they been up to, the first thing they say is "Man, Im just doing me." What the hell does that mean? Of course you doing you, it would be kinda hard to be doing someone elses life right? Thats just whats on my mind.
Don't Read!!!CAUTION NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART!
I will start our decent,
Show you my true intent!
I yearn to rip flesh,
only when it is fresh!
Taking you by the mandible,
Bystanders saying please be reasonable.
I tell them in a stern tone,
Leave and I can get this done!
They all stumble and run,
I use only hands and blades,
You will hear of me using no gun,
There will be no escaping this escapade!
Ripping into the skin,
Your mandible is starting to show.
What is being held there in,
The look on my face getting an evil glow.
I kick you in the sternum,
Knocking you to the ground.
Nothing will help you become numb,
I take the straight razor without making a sound!
I begin to carve you like a canvas,
As I write my name you yell,
Please I don't understand this,
Do you feel that I do if so I won't tell!
I rip a big K in the center,
of what was your left cheek.
Laughing at my banter,
Telling you that you are weak!
I break my restraints,
Giving a y
Some More Real-fu-kin Life.......ya know I just don't know anymore...
..there are some days on here when I wonder why I even sign in. I was looking through old "memories" (screenshots) of Fu days gone by over the years...and what strikes me most of all is the people that just aren't here anymore...
...these days, this place is honestly more selfish than I have ever seen. Everyone's Auto 11's...everyone out for themselves. Sure I'll have a thing now and then...but there are over 600 Level 26 members on this site. SIX HUNDRED!!!....that's crazy...
..barely anyone wants to talk anymore about anything with any substance. Most of what I get is even more selfish, things like, "can you blow this person up because they screwed me over?" The answer has been and always will be no. I try with alot of sucess I might add, to avoid personal drama. I will blow someone up if they are a fake. I will blow someone up if they are a cheater and scripter. I don't care what point level or member rank they are. Those numbers don't
Race To Get To GodmotherMy family member # 2 and I are having a friendly competition to get to Godfather first. He is going to post his auto 11 soon and I need all the help I can get, If I need to I will have to get an auto 11 to do what needs to be done to prove that I am worthy of being Godmother first.
What I am asking of my friends is that if at all possible, go in and rate just one of my folders and ask your friends to do the same. The only stipulation is that I need u and your friends to private message me so that I can return the favor. Rico Bear and I both believe in "Paying it Forward".
Thank you in advance,
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Vixxenn213
Birthday Blog For Feb.18thimikimi - Customize Your World!
Michelle~R/L Wife of Miracle Monkey~Winterhawk~Native American Pride~Member of Llama Levelers@ fubar
This Loving Birthday Pimpout brought to you By:JoAnna"Co-Founder"of The Llama Levelers and friend of Michelles:)
Pennsylvania Eyes In California Skies!As she drives down the road
She looks curiously in the rearview mirror
She sees soccer mom left overs in the back
She hears a sippy cup rolling around in the back seat
A plane passes by, How she feels the need for clouds in her face
The rush of speed of liftoff, the freedom of being closer to God beneath her wings
The sensation of a hard banked turned escaping mountain tops
She looks to her left and sees the waves crashing in the ocean
She thinks back to her days in lakes rushing over waves
She's reminded of that little girl and young woman full of joy and happiness
Her cell recieves a text, You need to Pick up the kids, I'm running late
Another message comes in "Don't forget we are taking my freinds to big bear"
Can you watch the kids as I go skiing?
Where did her life go?
How did it get this way?
A woman full of so much inner beauty
That only shines through her outter beauty
She think of her earlier years of being in control
Knowing the limitations
Conquering
10 Second PoemDo you love me?
I ask of you
Do you love me?
Is it true, you say you do.
But when I turn around
You are gone.
Do you love me?
I ask again just to make sure
you say yes with a smile
and like the fool I am I believed you.
I give you a kiss, you give me a hug.
We walk to school, we go to class
I miss you so but I know it won’t last
For I’ll see you again right after class
I look for you after school, but you aren’t there.
I go to my friends and find you there
Naked answering the door.
He’s in his room yelling who is it
I shake my head and turn away she tells me wait
So I stop and turn she asks me do you love me
I did was all I could say
As I walked away.
Same OldBags are packed
Enough is enough!
These bags are a reminder of the luggage that has weighed on for years
How many promises been made
How many lies have been sold
Same old Same old
Clock ticking
Moons pass by
The window is clear, the view of freedom makes her drool
Things will get better!
I will change
Same old Same old
Wallpaper becomes dingy
Stains in the carpet
The distance of closeness strangles her
Is this the way life is going to end?
Will it get better
Same old Same Old!
RatesSo yeah people say I'm pretty good at editing images. I can animate just about anything. I can create quite a bit. Morphs are my speciality. If you need anything along those lines, hit me up. Check out my folders for proof and if you like anything, come see me. I'm pretty certain this blog won't be read, just putting it out there and seeing if I can reel in any business.
1,000,000 fu-bucks: Will rate and re-rate your images for a month.
10 credit bling: 3-pack of whatever you need: morphs, edits, animations. You give me the image and I'll do whatever you need done to it.
Blast: 6-pack of whatever you need (see above).
Bling pack/VIP: 12-pack of whatever you need (see above).
Auto 11/Cherry Bomb: Indentured servant for 14 days. Will morph, create, edit anything you need for 2 weeks (within reason...I do work 40 hours a week). Will also rate as many of your images, blogs, stashes, etc. as fubar will allow per day (within reason...again, work fulltime).
Happy Hour: Inden
Wouldn't You Love One Of TheseNow take a read and leave your thoughts in a comment lets see what you'd say if you ever got one of these in your emails
P.S. i forgot to add it was in a Pink Font lol nice copy and paste do you think from somewhere?
Dear .......(......Named person.......).
I had to write you as soon as I could to express just how much I enjoyed being with you last night time we chatted . I really had a great time! To be honest, I have never felt as happy, as content or as excited about being with someone as I was with you. The whole chat was a joy to experience. Truthfully,(......Named person.......), you are a class act. Even though I met you only recently, I feel as though I've known you for a long time. I consider myself a good judge of character, and from what I've seen, you are a one-in-a-million woman. You're so unpredictable and exciting yet so stable in that you seem to know what you want out of life. You're so strong emotionally yet you seem to have a gent
First Or LastI'm as good of a man as they come. Don't lie, Don't Cheat,Steal or Hurt anyone unless they hurt someone I love. My last GF, stole from me, cheated on me, lied to her family about me when I broke up with her. Still I give her a chance, I get in a car accident on my way and can't make it. Haven't heard back from her in over a week and don't plan on it. She lived off me for 4 years. Never worked a day and yet I get burned. Oh, If your wondering? She would beg me to stop, she could take no more from a great sex life so that's not the problem. What happened to good guys? Rich Dorks!
Mid June - Hot Springs, Colorado [not Traveling Sistas Party But Should Be Fun!]June 15th - June 21st plan now
All are welcome to join in contact me or indian Rose to let us know if you plan on joining us!!!!!
The More the merrier All Fubarians Welcome
Hot Springs trip at Colorado's valley view hots springs Fubar Meet and greet get together. Need to plan on how many will be coming so I can contact the place to get rates.
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Valley ViewHot Springs
(repost of original by 'ÐJ ♫ HŧH _ Enforcer at southern hideaway' on '2009-02-17 15:17:16')
-----schwaches GedÄchtnis-----(faint Memory)ist es o.k., dass ich sage, dass ich Sie liebe?
ist es o.k., erschrockenen im zu sagen?
manchmal wünsche ich, dass Sie hier waren
mich durch meinen gebrochenen Traum zu halten
zu helfen, meine Flügel zu heilen
ich bin so hart gefallen
ich weiß nicht, was folgend ist
ich wünsche, dass Sie hier waren
mir zu sagen, dass Sie mich lieben
mir zu sagen, dass Sie sich sorgen.
wenn Zeiten hart wachsen, weiß ich, dass Sie dort sein werden
weil ich rechtzeitig weiß
Sie werden derjenige sein es ist erschrocken
ich werde Sie bis zum Ende lieben
ich werde Sie für die ganze Ewigkeit lieben
und wenn mein Tag bitte oh bitte kommt, schreien Sie nach mir nicht
am Ende war das es wert
die Rauschgifte hatten mich verbraucht
das Bilden von mir nichts als ein schwaches Gedächtnis
halten Sie an mir jetzt fest
meine Flügel werden so gebrochen
ich bin bis jetzt gefallen
gerade genommen zu werden
Dinge könnten nicht dasselbe sein
aber ich weiß, dass ich Sie noch liebe
vergessen Sie mich
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Apple Pie With Maple Whipped Cream* Active Time: 20 minutes
* Total Time: 1 hour 40 minutes
INGREDIENTS
o Filling
o ½ cup sugar
o 3 Tbsp all-purpose flour
o ¾ tsp ground cinnamon
o 1/4 tsp each ground nutmeg and salt
o 6 Fuji or Gala apples, peeled, cored and sliced ½ in. thick (8 cups)
o 1 pkg (15 oz) refrigerated ready-to-bake pie crusts
o ¾ cup heavy (whipping) cream
o 2 tsp sugar
o 3 Tbsp maple-flavor pancake syrup
PREPARATION
1. Place a foil-lined baking sheet on middle oven rack. Heat oven to 400°F. Have a 9-in. pie plate ready.
2. Filling: Mix sugar, flour, cinnamon, nutmeg and salt in a large bowl. Add apples; toss to coat.
3. Line pie plate with crust as pkg directs. Add Filling, tucking in apples to fit. Top with remaining crust. Gently press edges together, turn under and flute or crimp if desired.
4. Brush crust with some of the heavy cream; sprink
Walnut-streusel Apple Pie* Active Time: 30 minutes
* Total Time: 1 hour 30 minutes
INGREDIENTS
PREPARATION
1. You'll need a 9-in. pie plate. Place one oven rack in lowest position. Place a square of foil on rack to catch any drips.
2. Line pie plate with pie crust as package directs. Flute or crimp edge.
3. Streusel Topping: Mix flour, sugar, walnuts and apple pie spice in a medium bowl. Rub in butter with fingertips until mixture forms moist, coarse crumbs that will clump together easily.
4. Filling: Peel, halve and core apples. Cut in 1/8-in.-thick slices by hand (or with the slicing disk of a food processor). Place in a large bowl, add lemon juice (to prevent browning) and toss to coat. Mix remaining ingredients in a small bowl, sprinkle over apple slices and toss to coat.
5. Heat oven to 450°F.
6. Layer apple slices in pie shell, mounding them higher in center. Gently press mound to compact apples. Pat and press the topping mixture evenly o
Secret Admirers... Really?OK, this one will be pretty quick - just like me in bed (HAH - beat you to it!)
First, the secret admirer feature on the surface is pretty nice. It promotes making new friends and if you're into the whole points thing, it's the perfect method for you to get some more.
Here's my deal though, and maybe it's just me. I'll be the first to admit that looks matter. Now of course I have ugly friends both in real-life and on here, and I'll also admit I hardly fall in the "OMG HES SO FUCKING HOT" category. I know I'm above a 5, but nowhere close to a 10.
So now that I've got all that out of the way, don't you just hate it when you try to find your matches, and all you get is fugly people to choose from? ADMIT IT! You look at the faces and think "Oh gawd, seriously? I gotta pick one? I sure hope I'm wrong, cuz I don't want any of these folks to think I'm interested in them or anything..."
YOU'VE THOUGHT IT! YOU KNOW IT!
Again, don't be goin off and calling me shallow and superfici
Bammers¢¾¢¾¢¾Happy Anniversary Babe!!!!¢¾¢¾ ¢¾
~*BAMBAMMM*~@ fubarShow him lots of love, he always returns it!! But remember ladies, he's taken!!!
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Chocolate-orange Mascarpone Pie* Active Time: 20 minutes
* Total Time: 2 hours 30 minutes
INGREDIENTS
Cookie Crust
24 chocolate cookie wafers (we used Nabisco Famous)
1/4 cup unsalted butter, melted
1/3 cup orange marmalade
Filling
10 oz semisweet chocolate, broken up
3 tubs (8 oz each) mascarpone, at room temperature
1/3 cup confectioners' sugar
3 Tbsp orange liqueur or orange juice
1/4 tsp salt
1 large seedless orange (optional)
PREPARATION
1. Crust: Heat oven to 350ºF. You'll need a 9-in. pie plate.
2. Pulse cookies in processor until fine crumbs; add butter and process until blended. Press mixture evenly into bottom and sides of pie plate. Bake 12 minutes; cool on wire rack. Spread marmalade over cooled crust.
3. Filling: Microwave chocolate in glass bowl, 15 seconds at a time, stirring, until melted. Gently mix mascarpone, sugar, liqueur and salt in large bowl just until blended (do not stir to
I Like This OneNatures Beauties
The stench of beauty
Popping up around you with every step
Fragile as glass
Damp android but then vibrant with colors.
Warmth and illuminating light
Sweet and sour is present everywhere
Silky mixed with smooth
Booming, cracking, and zapping
Happy, cheerful, and unforgiving
Unpredictable they are
These are natures beauties.
LifeHoles in Life
A road is life
It is filled with holes
There are high spots
But also low
The holes shock you
As do events in life.
It cracks and crumples
So do friendships and relations
Life is a road full of holes.
WaterGiver of Life and Death
Water is vast and wide
Inside of you is where it resides
You need it to stay alive
There are many mysteries that it may hide.
It allows life but also death
It kills by taking your breath
Fills your lungs inside
It’s kind of funny that it resides within
But when you take it in
It shall kill you.
YeahSoul why? Tell me why you must.
You and me; one we are
Our mind and body; but soul, we are not
Bonded we are but fight you must
Why do you torment me
By working with me to achieve happiness
But you did it only so you could take it away.
This is how you always do it
We are bonded to one as is the other
So why must you stab me
Pry tell I must know
You allow pleasure for me
Then replace it with immense sorrow
Soul why? Tell me why you must.
This poem is about everyone saying “in mind, body, and soul” but that is not true because everyone has inner turmoil.
If You Think You Know What This One Is About Take A GuessSorrow
Pip, plop, drip, and drop
It comes from the sky
Within your house
Even from yourself
It is warm and soothing
Cold and depressing
It is the one most important thing in life
Everything needs it.
It shows emotions
It drops down your face
Plush it falls into a pool
It comes with happiness
But most of the time
It comes with sorrow.
Another OneInfectious Form
Jumping with joy
Bouncing off the walls
Happiness has found you
She’s the light of your life
She completes you.
In your mind, body, and soul
Infecting you her image is
When you close your eyes she is there
Within your mind during troubled times
Coming to you when least expected
But during the times you need her the most.
Another Love PoemFrom within
She makes me warm
Inside me there is empty space
But she makes it full.
When I see her
Light becomes that which was once dark
When we’re together there is no despair
Our feelings for each other can’t be measured
It can’t be touched, it is there but then it’s not
It’s a connection formed between me and her
Through our actions towards each other
It is created, molded, and perfected
But then it also can be destroyed.
This bond between us
It isn’t love but closely linked
It’s here now and here to stay.
My Uncle Got Confused...lolI became confused when I heard the word 'service' used with these agencies.
Internal Revenue 'Service'
U.S. Postal 'Service'
Telephone 'Service'
Cable TV 'Service'
Civil 'Service'
State, City, County & Public 'Service'
Customer 'Service'
This is not what I thought 'service' meant.
But today, I overheard two farmers talking,
and one of them said he had hired a bull to
'service' a few cows.
BAM!!! It all came into focus.
Now I understand what all those agencies are doing to us.
Now you are as enlightened as I am.
California GirlsWell East coast girls are hip
I really dig those styles they wear
And the Southern girls with the way they talk
They knock me out when I'm down there
The Mid-West farmer's daughters really make you feel alright
And the Northern girls with the way they kiss
They keep their boyfriends warm at night
I wish they all could be California
I wish they all could be California
I wish they all could be California girls
The West coast has the sunshine
And the girls all get so tanned
I dig a french bikini on Hawaii island
Dolls by a palm tree in the sand
I been all around this great big world
And I seen all kinds of girls
Yeah, but I couldn't wait to get back in the states
Back to the cutest girls in the world
I wish they all could be California
I wish they all could be California
I wish they all could be California girls
I wish they all could be California
(Girls, girls, girls yeah I dig the)
I wish they all could be California
(Girls, girls, girls yeah I dig th
ExplinationWhen things start going great and it seems like things are finally going to go my way something happens to fuck it up. I dont understand why. I have been doing all I could to make everyone around me happy, trying to make my lovelife work but it seems like every time I turn around something happens and makes that even harder. I have been tryin to stay happy but for some reason depression has been settling in. so if Im quiet and not very open to you guys its not you, Ive just got a lot going on and its hard for me to sort it all out in my head right now. Just let me be and then maybe in time I will open up to you and talk to you bout whats going on in mind and my life.
Seperate WaysLyrics to
Separate Ways by Teddy Thompson
Come rolling into town unaware
Of the power that you have over me
And what am I to do
With hello how are you
Nothing’s ever said that should be
And I don’t care about you
If you don’t care about me
We can go our separate ways
If you want to
The ties of love are strong
But they can be undone
And we’ll go our separate ways
If you want to
I’m turning into me, not you
I can change my mind not my blood
And not all who love are blind
Some of us are just too kind
We forgive too much
And never speak our minds
And I don’t care about you
If you don’t care about me
We can go our separate ways
If you want to
The ties of love are strong
But they can be undone
And we’ll go our separate ways
If you want to
I’m giving up on you
And I’ll turn my heart to something new
And we’ll go our separate ways
If you want to
I stood out in the rain
Holding my breath
Waiting for you
You never came
You broke my heart
You b
Now Im Confused...So today in class, everything was a bit rushed to make up for having yesterday off, we zipped through like 4chapters in less than two hours. Normally, this isnt a big thing, BUT its all medical terms and thats a lil harder to soak in all at once. And since we had yesterday off, our test day wasnt supposed to be til Thursday, to give us an extra day to practice and study in class... SUPPOSED to be.
We go on lunch and come back, and go to lab where were told we're having out clinical done today instead of Thursday. Now since we work on each other while at school, I didnt get a chance to really practice but for a half hour on Friday. And yesterday Candypants was SUPPOSED to let me work on her... but we lost track of time and next thing we knew it was 11pm. So I didnt get a chance to study or practice at all, so Im a lil nervous about this test.
Im taking the clinical part of the test, and much to my surprise Im nailing it all as she's calling it out. I noticed I wasnt doing one thi
Frog Or Fragglehttp://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1773201&albumid=1386543&i=3280661337
pleas help me figure this animal out i think it's a fraggle and my cousin thinks its a frog PLEASE HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Here Is A Poem I WroteEndless chase
We all have caught it
Slips away everyday
It comes big and tall
Then comes and stays
We enjoy it but then we get hit
It lifts us up
Then throws us into a pit.
It gets us through life
And leads us to death
Illuminated by some
Devoured by others
This is the curse of love
It finds us behind closed doors
Curses us is how it flows
In life until death is the way it goes.
Love is a difficult thing
TodayI just joined furbing and Its cool. I am 33 year old male in northern michigan. I like everyone I get to know well. I like draw,play video games, build computers at home with my dad. But yes I live with my dad and step mother long story. I have a daughter that is 5 years old and she has bipolar. She is doing fine and she is adopted by my mother long story as well. I am married but soon to be single once I find someone in Grand rapids michigan that wants to be with a guy that has a learning disability and is on SSD which is social security disability. If you want to know why I had a learning disability ever sense I was little. I was tested for if.
Thats all for now, bye.
Cake And Wonderwall :dYou know what phrase has always bothered me?
"You want your cake and you wanna eat it too."
Why would you want cake if you didn't want to eat it?
Or COULDN'T eat it??
It's never made sense to me.
Why would I go to all the trouble to get cake,
if I'm not able to sink my teeth into the sweet, deliciousness that is cake?
I'm not gonna let it sit there!
They should change it to..
"You want your cake, you wanna eat it AND you want seconds."
Nobody needs seconds.
*SHRUG*
RANDOM:
I love Jae for this ♥
-REL
Hello Hello!Hiya once again! As some of you may have noticed....there have been some changes going around regarding me.
Yes I am getting married.April 19th to be exact.
Yes I am happy.Christine aka Dark Teeny makes me very happy.
There's new art by me in the artwork folder.More will be added when I get the chance.
Other than the small tidbits I just gave you.I have nothing else to say really.
Have fun folks.I know I will.
S.P.G
The Bleeding~five Finger Death PunchThe Bleeding lyrics
I remember when all the games began
Remember every little lie and every last goodbye
The promises you broke, words you choked on
And I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me
Well, I'm so empty, I'm better off without you
And you're better off without me
Well, you're so unclean, I'm better off without you
And you're better off without me
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, deceiving, the bleeding
It's over
Paint the mirrors black to forget you
I still picture your face and the way you used to taste
Roses in a glass, dead and wilted
To you this all was nothing, everything to you is nothing
Well, you're so filthy, I'm better off without you
And you're better off without me
Well, I'm so ugly, you're better off without me
I'm better off without
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings, disaster
It's over
As wicked as you are
You're beautiful to m
Some Of My Workfor those in which that dont know me i am a poet and here are some of my works
~Parasomnia~
Its a long cold night as i go out walking not a person in sigh. The sounds of the dogs howling at the pale moon light. My heart beating faster as i hear footsteps setting a pace behind me
each step getting faster as i stop and look behind me but there is no one in their place
heart beats slowering
until i hear a mumbling sound i stop to look back still no one is there
i run home locking the doors behind me and sitting on my chair
closing my eyes i feel a sweet kiss on my lips
opening my eyes to see no one there
begins stirring as i wake up realizing it was nothing but a nightmare and you are right here
~Hung~
Here i hang wondering how i got here.
Is it the constant bickering with my family. Or how things are between me and the girl i am in love with. Or possible the threat of losing my lively hood
my eyes filling red, my lungs and brai
Romans 53 We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance.4 And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation.5 And this hope will not lead to disappointment. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love.
Awaken ~disturbedAwaken lyrics
Stripped of life, alone
In the midst of something that I
Want to play with your evil inside
Wanting, letting go, of what never could be again
Lost and alone
Imprisoned now inside your mind
With the way you tried
To destroy me again
You were waiting and living for no one
With the way you tried
To completely refuse all your life
Feed on your nothing
You'll never live up to me
[Chorus]
Awaken you
With a little evil inside
Feed on your nothing
You'll never live up to me
I've stricken you
I want to live with the lie
Feed on your nothing
And you'll never live up to me
Awaken you, oh no,
Can't live up to me
I've striken you
Feed on your nothing and you'll never live up to me
There isn't a thing that I can do
Watching this whole thing just wash away
Making me long
Making you strong
[Chorus]
51 Questions About Ur #1Can you answer 51 questions about the 1st person on your top friends list?
(Don’tchange your top friend.)
1) What’s their names?
Stef and Chris
2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
she is dating and he is married
3) Do you get along with them all the time?
absolutely!!!
4) How old are they?
26 and 42
5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
she has and he hasnt
6) Are they older than you?
she isnt and he is
7) Have you ever kissed them?
her and i kiss all the time and i only wish i could kiss him LOL
8) Does your #1 have a pony?
neither do
9) Are you related to them?
nope
10) Are you really close to them?
very!! closer then i ever thought i could get to people
11) Nickname?
babes and Angel ;-)
12) If you
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RememberRemember lyrics
Sensation washes over me
I can't describe it
Pain I felt so long ago
I don't remember
Tear a hole so I can see
My devastation
Feelings from so long ago
I don't remember
Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me, given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time
And try to believe
Blind your eyes to what you see
You can't embrace it
Leave it well enough alone
And don't remember
Cut your pride and watch it bleed
You can't deny it
Pain you know you can't ignore
I don't remember
Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me, given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time
And try to believe
If I can
Remember
To know this will
Conquer me
If I can
Just walk alone
And try to escape
Into me
[whispering:]
Sensation washes over me
I can't describe it
Pain I felt so long ago
I don't remember
I'm just holding on, to let them know
What's given to me, given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time
And try to believe
If I c
Change Of HeartI have decided to be more open to the mortals out there and I accept any comments and I aim to not chew on my guests leg's werewolf humor.
Inside The FireInside The Fire lyrics
Ooh, Devon, won't go to heaven
She's just another lost soul about to be mine again
Leave her, we will receive her
It is beyond your control, will you ever meet again
Devon, no longer living
Who had been rendered unwhole as a little child
She was taken and then forsaken
You will remember it all, let it blow your mind again
Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me for eternity
Release your life to begin another time with her
End your grief with me, there's another way
Release your life, take your place inside the fire with her
Sever, now and forever
You're just another lost soul about to be mine again
See her, you'll never free her
You must surrender it all and give life to me again
Fire, all you desire
As she begins to turn cold and run out of time
You will shiver till you deliver
You will remember it all, let it blow your mind again
Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one imm
StrickenStricken lyrics
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run
You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time
You'll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've don
Variety.So the more I think about it, I'm all over the place with music. The worst part is, I'm a real dick sometimes about what I listen to. I'm trying to get the fuck out of that mentality but I have some predisposed shit in my head. I've been way better about it the last year or so though.
Anyway, I added a bunch of shit to my stash. Pretty much covers my range. Music has been the topic lately, and I forget how much I enjoy it.
Also, it's scary how much I get my taste from my parents. I didn't realize that shit till recently as well. I'm seriously a hybrid of them. Makes sense but still weird to me.
Great Status Messages ...In no particular order ... enjoy I know I did!
1. Spray Air freshener on it every once in a while."websilk"
2. I am 8 kinds of horny (ok how many kinds are there?) "Pokesfab"
3. Just checked, my give a damn button is still broke "Death Wish"
4. Making money be back after it dries "Bull.chit"
5. Cranial rectumitis, do you have it? "Cannabal"
6. I am the highway so ride me "SepulNation"
7. Dear Jerry Springer, Today on Fubar... "Joey BagaDonutz"
8. When I said lets try the butt, I meant yours! OUCH! "Joey BagaDonutz"
9. Not a tease / catalyst for ur cravings "Two Souls"
10. I suck beer for dick money "Mystical"
11. Want a committed man, look in a mental hospital "CHERRYPOP"
Tear Jerker Number 1Just found this one on youtube and thought I would share it as much as I can - its truly beautiful and a real tear jerker - excuse me while I get a tissue.
Thinking Of YouLying all alone and restless
unable to lose this image
sleepless, unable to focus on
anything but your surrender
Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head
Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying
So delighted with a new understanding
Something about a little evil that makes that
Unmistakable noise I was hearing
Unmistakable sound that I know so well
Spent and sighing with a look in your eye
Spent and sighing with a look on your face like
Sweet revelation sweet surrender
sweet, sweet surrender
Surrender...
Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head
Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying
So delighted with a new understanding
Something about a little evil that makes that
Unmistakable noise I was hearing
Unmistakable sound that I know so well
Spent and sighing with a look in your eye
Spent and sighing with a look on your face like
Sweet revelation sweet surrendering
Sweet revelation sweet
Thinking of you, thinking
Thinking of you, Thinking
Why Are People Stupid? LolWhy do you insist on pissing me off in the mornning???
1.I have 2 kids and I can manage to have my kids dressed before we leave the house, why cant you?
2.PLEASE PULL FORWARD...dont block everyone behind you...we have places to go and things to do...unlike you who will probobly go home and watch soap operas!!! EX. when i drop my daughter off at her preschool...you have to pull around in like a circle, OR you can park!! well this BITCH decides to stop right at the turn...and block us all from going around. We all have bigger rigs and we cant get around enough to park. She gets her idiot ass out of the car to release her bratts. then she walks them in the school with her van still parked there...I WAS HEATED!! Then after she finally comes out 5 minutes later...she pulled only like 10 feets forward and perceeded to talk to another idiot mom in her van!!! I got behind her and she motioned me to go around, which would mean i go into the grass!!! FUCK THAT AND FUCK HER!! I dont know
LiberateLiberate lyrics
Liberate your mind
You motherfucker, you're so narrow-minded
So narrow-minded
Liberate your mind
Now motherfucker, will you liberate your mind
This time
Bold motherfucker
Don't limit your mind
Can't you see that the pace
Has fallen behind
All the hate in your heart
Will be leaving you blind
So bold motherfucker
Don't you limit your mind
This time
Waiting, for your modern messiah
To take away all the hatred
That darkens the light in your eye
Still awaiting. I
"Out of Zion shall come forth a law
And the word of the Lord from Jerusalem
Nation shall not raise sword against nation
And they shall not learn war anymore
For the mouth of the Lord hath spoken"
Waiting, for your modern messiah
To take away all the hatred
That darkens the light in your eye
Still awaiting.
Vorsicht.Strange to think that you are not beside me here,
when you're still so tangible.
I reach out, up...
and you are all around me,
in my head, in my voice, in my laugh.
Two planes separate us it seems,
and all thoughts of you are but an echo.
In memorium, I breathe for you
I continue.
There is still a footprint I have yet to leave...
So I step forward, for you, for me...
for all of those who can no longer.
Because if I don't think I make a difference,
well, I don't.
I am always a step behind myself,
and yet a cut above the rest,
Sheep, the lot of them....
and for you,
I will break free of this pasture
and seek what you never thought to find.
Freedom of mind,
I will not be disillusioned merely for the sake of comfort.
I will hold steadfast,
and I will not falter.
Fear is for those who don't understand.
You and I, just know.
Walk with me, through fire
and we will shine like diamonds in the end.
Because then, that will be all we have.
Down With The SicknessDown With The Sickness lyrics
(Do you feel that?)
(Oh shit)
Ooh ah ah ah ah
Ooh ah ah ah ah
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give it to me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing in me
(Will you give it to me?)
Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no, there is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon in me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give it to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
(Will you
Society In GeneralWhy do institutes decide to conduct massive studies about the effects of violent cartoons on children? It's disgustingly obvious that all these "scientific" studies are designed to vindicate parents from accusations of being horribly inattentive.
It's time to realize that kids will not be a product of what they see on television if parents actually gave a damn and taught their children the difference between fiction and reality and even more important the difference between right and wrong.
I am just sick of the piece of shit parents of my generation getting a free pass for raising little hell-raising pieces of garbage. OH IT'S TELEVISION. OH IT'S VIDEO GAMES. BULLSHIT! It's your inability to parent children.
Stop the BS. Don't blame others.. look at yourself first you lazy fucks.
If You Are Still Here...it is becuase i love you. honestly, and to the ones i deleted please dont take it personal, everyone is welcome on my page because i love talking to everyone. but my life is hell right now so i need to kind of have my little bubble of people who i talk to everyday. and my list lies i do not have 59 friends, i have 24
no drama
it will be deleted
and i really do love you all
sarah
Remember The Good OnesI just got off the phone with my dad, he was telling me that my great uncle passed away yesterday. He was a really cool guy, a World War II vet, part of the 101st Airborne. He was part of the invasion on D-Day, he flew a glider behind enemy lines and was there for some time.
He was also one of the members of the Louisiana Hayride, the precursor to the Grand Ole Opry.
Only purpose of this is to let you know to remember the people in your lives who have come before you. Take time to hear their stories, learn about their pasts. They slip away from us every day, even when we don't want them to go.
Sometimes Family SucksI love my family. Well whats left of em lol. I was having a discussion with my granny, She told me I need to settle down with a nice Scottish or Irish girl. I had to be a asshole and ask her that question.....How the hell do I do that? Is there a Store with Irish or Scottish women in it to buy? I would have no Idea how I would do this lol. Do I walk into a pub, drop my pants and yell "Any Irish or Scottish women wanna mate with me?". Has anyone had this problem in this day and age? I need to find another red-headed freckled blue eyed person somewhere? I don't get why my Granny is acting so funny lol.
This Scared Me....Is fubar having an "izm" that I don't know about? What did I miss here?
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The GameThe Game lyrics
Tell me exactly
what am I supposed to do?
Now that I have
allowed you to beat me!
Do you think that
we could play another game?
Maybe I can win this time?
I kind of like
the misery you put me through.
Darling, you can trust me
completely.
If you even try
to look the other way,
I think that I could kill this time.
Rah! Rah! [x2]
It doesn't really seem
I'm getting through to you.
Though I see you weeping so sweetly.
I think that you might
have to take another taste,
a little bit of hell this time.
Rah! Rah!
Lie to me!
Rah! Rah!
Lie to me!
Is she not right?
Is she insane?
Will she now run for her life
in the battle that ends this day?
Is she not right?!
Is she insane?!
Will she now run for her life
now that she LIED TO ME!
You always wanted
people to remember you.
You leave your little mark on
society!
Don't you know your wish
is coming true today?
Another victim dies tonight.
Rah! Rah!
Lie to me!
Rah! Rah!
Lie to m
Emotive RainbowRed
Vermillion lust
Desire drips from flush lips
Hungrily waiting…
Orange
Tangerine juicy
Liquor of the Gods, your lips
Beckon to my soul.
Yellow
Sultry, hot, sunshine
Blazes from saffron petals.
Rapturous softness.
Green
Sweet-scented clovers,
Crystal spring freshness of lips,
Breathless desire…
Blue
Icy breathlessness,
Frozen in your lips’ embrace.
Cerulean dream…
Purple
Velvet desire,
Lips like supple violets
On lavender clouds.
What Makes You Scream ?What do you like, what do you need.. what makes your body wanna scream ?
tell me what you think
Driving Testi went and took my driving test and passed it finally......yyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
SpammerHEY MY NAME IS VIOLENT FETISH AND I WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW YOU SHOULD JOIN US AT
THE FUBAR HOUSE PARTY AT HYDAWAY RADIO
JUST CLICK THE PIC TO JOIN ALL THE FUN HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE
People Amaze Meand not in a good way
im deleting everyone except about 10 or 15 ppl and starting over
The Best ValentineTHIS YEAR I WASNT REALLY IN THE SPIRIT OF VALENTINES DAY ALTHOUGH I WAS TRYING,ITS NOT THAT THAT I DON'T LOVE AND CARE ABOUT THE THE ONES CLOSEST TO ME BUT I JUST FELT KIND OF CHEATED OUT OF WHAT I REALLY WANTED TO FEEL,DUE TO SOME MATTERS BEYOND MY CONTROL,AND I STRUGGLED TO FIND THE WORDS TO LET THOSE PEOPLE KNOW I CARED AND DIDNT FORGET ABOUT THEM,...AND THEN I GOT THE GREATEST VALENTINES PRESENT AND I WASNT EVEN LOOKING,I GOT TO SEE MY LITTLE GIRL,TELL HER I LOVED HER AND MISSED HER SEE HOW BIG SHE WAS GETTING AND A TEAR CAME TO MY EYE,AND VALENTINES DAY WAS SAVED IN A MOST UNUSUAL WAY,AND WORDS OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS WERE RESTORED,....
SO TO THE ONES WHO THOUGHT I DIDNT CARE OR THAT I FORGOT,HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Auto 11 Up For Sale!WHO WANTS AN AUTO 11'S???
WELL NOW YOU HAVE JUST AS MUCH OF A CHANCE AS ANYONE TO HAVE ONE!!!
I AM HAVING AN AUTO 11'S AUCTION!!!
THE STARTING BID IS ONE MILLION FU BUCKS!!!
JUST CLICK ON MY CHERRY TO BID!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS MY AUCTION
BIDDING STARTS WEDNESDAY FEBRUARY 18TH 6 A.M. AND WILL END ON FEBRUARY 25TH AT 6 A.M.
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THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU IN PART BY...
FUBAR...TELL ME...WHO MISSES LOST CHERRY????
AND BY...
Z♠♠kS™~ThE hEaD bAnGeR oF hEaDs @ PyRoTeKnIcS~*oWnEd By KiTtY kAt & BlUeMeW360*@ fubar
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FrustrationsIm going to complain here because no one else cares to listen.
My hub (soon to be x) is moving in with his highschool sweetheart gf this summer; with our kids. Now, currently he makes more then 2x times the income that I do, so add in hers and WOW they will be living a nice comfortable life style. I figured a small increase in child support shouldnt be a problem.
Right now I have to decided to pay the bills off or put food on the table. Not Fun!! I wont get into much more detail, but Im swimming hard to stay afloat and its wearing me out.
So is it wrong on my part to ask for more support considering the amount of money they will have to raise the kids? I think its fair, im not worried about me, but Id like to keep my kids comfortable, and not worried if they are gonna eat or play in the dark!
Comment back, tell me what you think!
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GO SHOW HER HOW WE SHOW LUV TO A GREAT PERSON WHO IS ALWAYS THERE TO LEND A HELPING HAND!
LEVEL UP ON AUTO~11'S!!
SHE'S THE BEST OWNER I'VE EVER HAD!!
SHE'S ALSO ONE OF THE NICEST PEOPLE YOU WILL MEET ON FUBAR!
Lady Of Avalon: The Travails Of Morgaine Pt. 2Initiation
Beauty reigns on this of holy nights,
In the shadows, dance the tawdry sprites.
A procession emerges from the forest wall,
To the mournful Moon with upraised arms they call.
A blanket of sweet-smelling clovers leads the way,
To the sacred Ring of Tor, where they shall pray.
Invoking the Goddess, chanting her name,
So that she may bless the chosen one, Morgaine.
Their haunting, lilting melody consumes the air,
A light born in their midst blinds and glares.
Surrounding her in enveloping warmth,
She drinks of the sacred herbs, inaugurating birth.
Lightning blazes across a ravenous sky,
Ominous omens shake them where they doth lie.
Bloodcurdling screams pierce the pregnant stillness,
Dismembering the countenance of the irresolute faithless.
Racked by convulsions, tears spilling down her face,
Thus completes the initiation in this sacred place.
A final wail, worshippers fall to their knees in reverence,
The world spin
Thanks To All My Friendsto all my friends/non-friends/friends of friends/ hell thanks to all of you that rated me during my Auto's!!!
I will surely return the love & rates! My bartab was whizzing by so... If I miss you please be sure to send me a PM saying so.
Thanks again You Guys Rock!!!!
Lady Of Avalon: The Travails Of Morgaine Pt. 1Prologue
The silky, luminescent pool shimmers brightly.
She leans to greet the water, her fingertips brushing lightly.
Wrapping her abundant midnight robes around her,
racked by searing pain, her vision a blur.
Amidst the seeming blindness comes clarity.
A vision of truth, and in this comes disparity.
She is a mortal and yet she is not merely so.
She oversees the harvest and blesses the fields that they plough.
‘Tis her wretched destiny, her curse, her loathsome fate.
‘Tis her honor, her gift, an undeniable bait.
To her knees she falls, soiling her drapes.
Perpetually controlled, perpetually worshipped, perpetually raped.
-VT
Q&a69 QUESTIONS
1. Initials:
KIC
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
That guy over there... I think someone I know has the same, but no one I am close to.
3. Favorite fruit?
Pineapples or strawberries
4. For or against same sex marriage?
Whatever floats your boat
5. Are you allergic to anything?
Dust, Mold, Tree Pollen, Grass Pollen
6. Are you bisexual?
Been there tried that, figured out hey guess what? I'm straight!
7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes?
Frequently, specially when he's gone.
8. How many U.S states have you been to?
9 for sure maybe more
9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
Three - California, Texas and Nevada
10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
I lived close to Tijuana
11. Name something physical you like about yourself?
Ass and Legs
12. Something non-physical you like about yourself?
Well there's the obvious personality, but it seems so cliche
13. Do you have an
Stop It.For anyone sending Fat Sonny negative, or bashing messages you better stop it right the fuck right now. He's a good guy and doesn't deserve to get hate mail from my friends. He's in my fu-family, so i dig the guy. I will not put up with it.
Sonny and I were never in a race, we both turned on our auto's on the same day, that shit will happen from time to time. He wants to level so he can pimp out his friends. But hearing my friends were bad mouthing him after-wards made me sick to my stomach. I won't think twice about deleting someone if i hear about it again.
Life In General And Joey !!!WELL MY LIFE AS OF NOW KINDA STINKS EVERY GUY I'VE EVER KNOWN OR BEEN WITH HAS PRETTY MUCH HURT ME AND THE ONLY GUY I COULD EVER TRUST WAS JOEY HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND SINCE WE WERE IN LIKE 8TH GRADE AND WE WERE TIGHT ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS TOGETHER HARDLY EVER APART HE MEANT THE WORLD TO ME AND NOW HE IS GONE AND NEVER COMING BACK ITS LIKE IVE LOST A LITTLE PURPOSE IN MY LIFE I STILL FIND MYSELF CALLING AND TEXTING HIM...HES BEEN GONE FOR A WEEK AND 2 DAYS AND ITS HARD I KNOW IF JOEY WAS STILL HERE WE WOULD PROBABLY BE THE ONES TOGETHER AND IF ANY DUDE EVER HURT ME JOEY WAS RIGHT ON HIS ASS ANYWAYZ YEA THATS MY RANT FOR NOW :/ I LOVE AND MISS U JOEY SO SO SO SO MUCH !!!! THIS ONES FOR YOU JOEY U ALWAYS HAD UR EYE ON THE PRIZE ILL NEVER FULLY UNDERSTAND WHY U DID WHAT U DID BUT ILL ALWAYS LOVE U NO MATTER WHAT U WERE MY ONE TRUE BEST FRIEND U HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR I KNOW THINGS WERE MESSED UP BUT I COULDA HELP U TURN EM AROUND I LOVED U SO MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL I STILL WAKE UP CRYING THIN
Hey, Hey, What Can I DoWanna tell you about the girl I love
My she looks so fine
She's the only one that I been dreamin' of
Maybe someday she will be all mine
I wanna tell her that I love her so
I thrill with her every touch
I need to tell her she's the only one I really love
I got a woman, wanna ball all day
I got a woman, she won't be true, no
I got a woman, stay drunk all the time
I said I got a little woman and she won't be true
Sunday morning when we go down to church
See the menfolk standin' in line
I said they come to pray to the Lord
With my little girl, looks so fine
In the evening when the sun is sinkin' low
Everybody's with the one they love
I walk the town, Keep a-searchin' all around
Lookin' for my street corner girl
I got a woman, wanna ball all day
I got a woman, she won't be true, no no
I got a woman, stay drunk all the time
I said I got a little woman and she won't be true
In the bars, with the men who play guitars
Singin', drinkin' and rememberin' the times
My Last SerenadeMy Last Serenade lyrics
This is my last serenade
This is my last serenade
This revelation is the death of ignorance
Tangled in a state of suffocation
Slave to self righteousness
Damnation is on your lips
From sorrow to serenity
The truth is absolution
From sorrow to serenity
It's on your head
This is my last serenade
I feel you as you fall away
This is my last serenade
From yourself, you cannot run away
It's your choice, point the finger
But it's on your head
Your destination is a choice
Within yourself
Will you rise or become a slave
To self righteousness
Open up your heart
And gaze within
From sorrow to serenity
The truth is absolution
From sorrow to serenity
It's on your head
This is my last serenade
I feel you as you fall away
This is my last serenade
From yourself, you cannot run away
Just A Few Things About Me~Just a LiL Bit About Me...
~For Those Who Keep Calling Me A Dyke~
(LMFAO) ask a few of my friends..Im SO
NOT a Dyke...
~Im a HUGE Tomboy (country girl)
~Born in the city, but LOVE the country
~I race quads & take my truck muddin ALOT
~Im comfortable in my jeans & hoodies
~BUT...I will wear a skirt or dress ONCE In
A WHILE..( I even gots nice legs...LMAO)
~ I LOVE country music
~YES...I do know how to fix things, like a
John Deere tractor or a truck
~ Im SINGLE...and plan on staying that way
(at least til someone can actually PROVE to
me that not all guys are the same)
~ Yes...I do have a life...I always forget to
log out of this damn site
~ NO...I DO NOT want to see ur cock on cam...
( IF I want cock..I can get it )
~SOO....
Just because I like to race quads, fix a traactor or my truck, do not dress in skirts or dresses all the time, and love country music...
This DOES NOT constitute me being a DYKE...
I like cock WAY
Things That Happen When SingleKinky Chef...: np let me know if ya change your mind
->Kinky Chef...: Well Im not but thanks
Kinky Chef...: damn i wish u were lookin for a bf i would be first inline
->Kinky Chef...: I dont want to be taken
Kinky Chef...: u a hottie
Kinky Chef...: u would not be single for long i would take ya
->Kinky Chef...: Why is that
Kinky Chef...: wish u were in northrn va
MalignancyShe walks slowly through the deserted hallway.
The only sound she hears is the drum beat chorus of her racing heart.
There's no where to go but straight into the menacing darkness ahead,
unable to retrace her steps into the fading light of the past.
Her fingernails claw for a foothold in the smoothness of her cage,
as if groping for the resolve to stop her descent into inescapable
nothingness.
Her reason,
like a puppetmaster,
plays tricks of deception,
rendering her helpless and unable to trust herself.
Her logic,
like a jackal,
tripping her,
merely to watch with satisfaction and glee as she pathetically falls to the
muddy earth time and again.
She's trapped inside herself,
murmuring whispers of imaginary purple clouds and frolicking, invisible
creatures.
Her reality is our surreality.
Her tears are our shortcomings.
Her trembling is our destruction by the hands of our one true weakness.
Her mind has been savagely raped by unseen entities,
her heart
ScreamScream lyrics
Caught up in this madness too blind to see
Woke animal feelings in me
Took over my sense and I lost control
I'll taste your blood tonight
You know I make you wanna scream
You know I make you wanna run from me baby
But know it's too late you've wasted all your time
Relax while you're closing your eyes to me
So warm as I'm setting you free
With your arms by your side there's no struggling
Pleasure's all mine this time
You know I make you wanna scream
You know I make you wanna run from me baby
But know it's too late you've wasted all your time
Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring
Cover me, unwanted clemency
Scream till there's silence
Scream while there's life left, vanishing
Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire
Perishing.
We've all had a time where we've lost control,
We've all had our time to grow,
I'm hoping I'm wrong but I know I'm right,
I'll hunt again one night.
You know I make you wanna scream,
You know I make you w
Led Zeppelins Hobbit ReferenceLeaves are falling all around, It's time I was on my way.
Thanks to you, I'm much obliged for such a pleasant stay.
But now it's time for me to go. The autumn moon lights my way.
For now I smell the rain, and with it pain, and it's headed my way.
Sometimes I grow so tired, but I know I've got one thing I got to do...
[Chorus]
Ramble On, And now's the time, the time is now, to sing my song.
I'm goin' 'round the world, I got to find my girl, on my way.
I've been this way ten years to the day, Ramble On,
Gotta find the queen of all my dreams.
Got no time to for spreadin' roots, The time has come to be gone.
And to' our health we drank a thousand times, it's time to Ramble On.
[Chorus]
Mine's a tale that can't be told, my freedom I hold dear.
How years ago in days of old, when magic filled the air.
T'was in the darkest depths of Mordor, I met a girl so fair.
But Gollum, and the evil one crept up and slipped away with her, her, her....yeah.
[Chorus]
Gonna rambl
A Little Piece Of HeavenA Little Piece Of Heaven lyrics
Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
For me to take what's mine, until the end of time?
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design
Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
Something would go wrong,
Before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
(Hahahaha!)
Conjuring her deepest fears
(Come Here You Fucking Bitch!)
Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it!
She was never this good in bed
Even when she was sleepin'
Now she's just so perfect I've
Never been quite so fucking deep in
It goes on, and on, and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever
'Cause I really always knew that my litt
Dear GodDear God lyrics
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
And where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and
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Seize The DaySeize The Day lyrics
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, w
Late NiteAs I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death
Where for art thou Lord? I can’t catch my breath
The valley of ghosts and bones is my home
Hidden away, I ravage alone drunk and stoned
Hiding from the light, is it a heaveanly delight?
Or another reminder of sorrow just for spite
The road I’m on feels dark all around
While the fog rolls in, I inhale the smoke and lie on the ground
Looking by the moonlight at the start filled sky
I wait to die live fast stay high and live a lie
The road to rightousness to to straight to walk while filled with demons
I feel their presence and my soul is their reason for breathin
I lay awake dreaming and life and its surrounding seam so unreal
While others conform and cower, I stand tall and am ready to deal
As me and death play roulett I stay close to the steal
Against my own will I’m forced to hold on to the pill
And repeal anything that may actually help me break the seal
To my right is the ocean, to my left the sand
I look back at
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