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Written Sunday, February 15, 2009 There are so many layers to every person. The depth of a human being is immeasurable and the length to which this affects the world around us is exceedingly important. Good and evil, confusing and straight forward; “to every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.” Life itself is complex. Grouping people into a single category is for the feeble minded. To die abruptly is sad but to die with unlived life in your veins is much worse. Tears they fall at the conclusion of life, a mysterious cycle of emotion that never quite ends. ©LittleO™

Scars
Written Sunday, February 15, 2009 Scars. Permanent markings that carry more meaning to me than any other infliction of pain has ever caused. Not only physical wounds but mental gashes that could leave a person devastated. Traumatic events that only I have experienced in this particular sequence. To understand my pain would be to see my scars, feel them, as only few people can. The mental anguish that accompanies my deepest fears could slaughter thousands. ©LittleO™

"upcoming Stars Wanted"
LOOKING FOR SINGERS,MODELS,DANCERS,WOMEN OF SPORTS ENTERTAINMENT,ETC. If you think you have talent, if you think you have a sexy body, if you think you are involved in an exotic sport, If you are already started and simply wish for more exposure,at a club, on tour, self promoted, come and see us. www.womenofclass.synthasite.com If we see you,we will contact you, and promise you exposure, world wide coverage. EVERYONE HAS TALENT EVERYONE IS SEXY EVERYONE CAN BE A STAR pdjenks@yahoo.ca

Civilazation? Yeah, Riiiiight...
Written Sunday, February 15, 2009 Civilization by definition is said to be an advanced state of human society. Imagine the puzzlement I possess pertaining to its description. It’s as if the writer had never experienced “civilized” living. People surround you with their opinions hoping that their judgments will have the power to persuade you from being yourself. Society has become so “advanced” it seems that it is not content until its population is assembled of robots. Individuals (ha) that all think, act and look alike. ©LittleO™

Resolutions Are Not Just 4 New Years
Written Sunday, February 15, 2009 My newly formed intentions are to in some way become accustomed to my suffering, tolerating both the good as well as the bad and to balance out not only my temper but my self control. I am going to do my very best to avoid being a slave to my emotions as I have been as of late. I am neither asking for your help nor that of anyone else but I do ask that you watch the change take place. Open your eyes and make sure to see the beauty in this transformation, because it could quite possibly be the closest I will ever come to creating a miracle. And maybe, just maybe it will have a positive impact on your life as well. ©LittleO™

Owen Its So Dark
i sit here in this empty room and say why is it so dark why cant i see the light my life feels like there is no way out this room thre is no door or window to get out my head is gettion so filled with thought of how i suppose to live without my son that is why i cant see hes in the light but cant see him i go forwards i can start to the light is he there i hope so cause i cant take the pain with out him in my loife no more...

Tat2bunnyluv
WELCOME TO THE BLOG OF A SWEET LADY THAT YOU REALLY NEED TO KNOW SO GO R/A/F HER. YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY YOU DID!!! SHE IS A GOOD FRIEND TO HAVE,AND TREATS EVERYBODY WITH RESPECT,SO GO LOVE ON HER AND BE AMAZED HOW SWEET SHE IS THANK YOU TAT2BUNNYLUV ♥ Tat2BunnyLuv ♥ FuOwned by JOHNNY & Sniper@ fubar

Sweet Serenity
> > > > SO YOU SAY THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO FIND AN AWESOME OWNER, WELL LOOK NO FARTHER, YOU JUST FOUND HER. AS I PERFORM MY DUTIES OF GIVING HER THE OFFERS SHE PAID FOR, LIKE RATES, DRINKS, GIFTS, COMMENTS AMONG OTHER STUFF, WELL SHE JUST GIVES ALL THEM RIGHT BACK TO ME, SUCH A SWEET PERSON. MEET SOME OF THE MANY FACES OF "SWEET SEREINTY" NOW THAT YOU HAVE SEEN HER PLEASE GO SHOW HER THE LOVE SHE DESERVES. ~ * Sweet Serenity * ~ Queen of Hearts ~ * Fu Owner of Teddy T.

Stormwoman
/> . NOW THAT YOU HAVE BEEN OWNED BY THE REST,COME ON OVER AND BE OWNED BY THE BEST. THIS SWEET (STORM)WOMAN IS AN AWESOME PERSON TO BE OWNED BY,SHE WILL TREAT YOU LIKE YOU OWN HER. STOP BY HER AND PLEZ SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND SEE FOR YOURSELF. R/A/F HER PLEASE ~~ stormwoman~~"owned by TEDDY T."@ fubar

Hunger's No Friend
we lounge and ponder what was once good flavor a dash of this a splash of that as we moan to a belly groan how fortunate is that bitty mouse with a crumb that salted its tongue we're poor and hungered beings licking plates of yesterdays sudden light has sprung amongst us as our eyes begin to fallow astray to a small hole that holds our prey we lick our lips and hope to pounce and wait for that delicious bitty mouse as we wait and set our trap for one delicious bitty mouse till finally our patience is silenced by a snap excited for food that will fulfill disappointed in what is barely a meal oh how bitty was this mouse twas barely a crumb that salted our tongues as we sit and repeat the day sudden light has sprung amongst us our eyes began to fallow astray as we make eye to eye contact we remain this way thereafter watching our own backs

You And I - Peter Bester
**Dedicated** You and I by Peter Bester I went through life, meandering, wondering... Where life's road is taking me. One day up, the other, down, searching... Knowing not my destiny. All these years you were there; committed... As was I. Firm boundaries in place. Then one day, these fences fell, clattering... Leaving us both free to choose. Now we have choices, yes we do - unlimited... A freedom until now not known. No demands, no expectations; hesitating... Could we meet our separate needs? You are most wonderful by far, more exceptional... Than anyone I've ever met. You give, you love, you share - unique... Could this be it for both of us? You are kind, loving and warm; unselfish... You give so much day by day. And I receive that warmth from you, unending... Will you tell me what you really feel? The days are early - we have time; contemplating... About what's important to us both. If we were meant for one another, forever

What If...
Written Sunday, February 15, 2009 Contemplating. Wondering what would have been if given the chance to avoid the harsh realities of existence. Projecting illusion into the nights sky with the purpose of changing the stars set out for me. Will I betray my destiny in veering off my rightful path and into the sunset with a man whom I can not justly call my own? It is the uncertainty in life that strives us to push beyond the boundaries we have become accustomed to. Is it not true that man cannot gain that in which he does not risk? A life of content may vanish just as easily as one compiled of dark days, clouded skys and living nightmares. I refuse to live each moment wondering “what if…” ©LittleO™

Ok Ok Ok Yes Its True Im Finnaly Naked.
HELP HELP HELPS ME PLZ All I need from everyone is just one rate on each of these pics plz.. As you see there are only two of them so it wont take but a second.. Thank you all so very much.. Its an action also so if you like what either one is offering you might want to place a nice little bit there for them to but that's not necessary.. What is needed above that is the rates.. plz at least take that sec to rate them.. Thanks all. rock on Lets get both these people here to win this.. We can do it..

It Was Love
I want to write to you But every time, after the first word I toss the paper out I wish to walk to your side But every time, I does that The steps gets heavier To carry on I want to say "hello" But every time, I turned my back And walk the other way I wish to be by your side But every time, I say words To hurt you Driving you away I wish I can say how I feel But words once spoken Might awaken painful memories I wish to go away But the road always lead back to you When I think about it It wasn't love Being crazy Not thinking straight Only seeing you Quitting everything What kind of love is this? It's LOVE Is the only answer That's why I kept wandering Down the same road To your side It was LOVE Cos end of the day I wish to be with only You

The One
The one you can see but not seen. The one you can smell but not be smelt. The one you can llust but not be lusted. The one you can hear but not be heard. The one you can watch but not be watched. The one you can feel but not be felt.

Bitter Sweet Auction
Sweetest Friends Auction Open now until Feb 26th. Extra bonus added. MyHotComments Ok get in here and bid on your friends, they have lots of great things they are offering. So lets see what you believe your friends are worth. Which friends of yours are up for auction you ask? Well here they are: Juicy Pink 0828 Twisted Pixie Magicaly Delicious DJ Vesta Goddess of Fire Sweetness Unnhibited One Lost Beautiful Angel

Alone --- Poem
Its so cold and quiet out Quite peaceful yet real dishearting Alot of time to think to ones self Looking over the past Thinking about the present Dreading the future I lay here all alone No one to spend my nights with To curl up next to I am glad for my boy He does keep me sane And for all my freinds who are there for me Just really wish to have more in life A girl to make me laugh and smile Hold my hand and make a jolt run thru me I just feel so alone at times Truely missing that one feeling Maybe I am meant to be alone To help others out in life But I am really happy for my family and freinds I do love you all Be safe and be happy Dont get too far down like me

Friendship
" A Gift Box " Inside this tiny box, I have carefully wrapped and placed four special gifts just for you. I did not borrow them or purchase them, they were gave to me by God to share with you. "Faith", was the first one I placed in the box, because I have Faith in God he will protect you to keep you safe from harm. "Hope", was the second one I placed in the box, because Hopes are made of prayers that your journey thru life will bring you much joy, laughter and peace. "Happiness", was the third one I placed in the box, because with this your heart can smile and you can shine your light so bright for others to see. "Love", is the fourth thing I placed in the box, because it took, Faith, Hope, Happiness, to place it gently in my hands to give to you. This gift box is like our friendship, it does not carry a pricetag. "It's Priceless"

For The One Who Cant Let Go.......
Your tears fall from the bloody sky in drops as big as my hand,anger sears through me as I am not able to take your pain away.Your brokenheart has not healed,your brokenheart bleeds endlessely for one you cannot have,for one that does not deserve you.Your endless love is a selfish love,it is a love that holds you to the darkness, carrying you through you pain deeper and deeper never releasing you from its grasp blinding you from what it is in front of you,blinding you from one that truely loves you,for one that truely deserves you.This love is a killer, a disease that will destroy you inside and out. As your heart yearns for another my heart bleeds for you as I from the sidelines as you die slowly.

Love Is
Love is An adventure A journey A destination A story Love is Every word you say Sounds beautiful Every thing you does Is wonderful Every smile Is sweet like honey Love is Irresistible desired Endless forgiveness Insane obsession Crazily dramatic Love is Risking everything Going all the way to find it Stretching limits To make it eternity Love is So many things I'll never finish Writing it There is always something more to add That's what love is Never ending If you find it

Up For Auction
Sweetest Friends Auction Open now until Feb 26th. Extra bonus added. MyHotComments Ok get in here and bid on your friend,he has lots of great things to offer.So lets see what you believe your friend is worth. Which friend of yours is up for auction you ask? Well here they are: Remember its just for fun and to help you and others get farther on this site. The rules are simple. NO DRAMA, f/r/a the hostess and have fun. Its not too late to join. If you would like to enter just send the pic link you'd like to use, your offers and 5k to DJ Bitter Sweet. And a little surprise for all and an added twist I am going to add a little extra bonus. Even if you cant bid on your friends make sure you rate them for the one with the most rates at the end of the auction gets their choice of a 1 month VIP, $20 Bling pack, or a 3 day blast

For Those Who Have And/or Survived Breast Cancer
This is the folder referenced in my Spotlight blog. Use this blog to post your story and a little about yourself. I do want to inform you, I have a Think Pink lounge on here....it is basic and very much no frills but a place where you can go, if you want to talk to people who are going through the same thing you are. Have a blessed day and continue to fight the fight!

Spotlight Blog
Ok, if you are reading this...this means I am in the spotlight now. As most of you who know me, this is something I have wanted to see for sometime on here and the time is now. So now, some business to tend to first, I want to thank those of you who supported my dream and gave donations to make today's spotlight worth it. Those people can be found in my family so go give them some love as well. Also, to those of you who feel the same way I do, for today, if you have an awareness thing amongst your pics, use that as your profile pic...If you do not, feel free to rip one from my folder. Let's truly make this a Think Pink day here on Fubar. I am also setting up a separate blog from here in dedication to those to whom you can also give your love...info to be found in that folder. I will be checking back from time to time and will try to return all love given to me on this day. Have a great Sunday everyone, and as I always say.. Think Pink!

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Through early morning fog I see Visions of the things to be, The pains that are withheld for me, I realize and I can see... That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. The game of life is hard to play, I'm going to loose it anyway, The loosin' card I'll someday lay; So this is all I have to say... That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. The only way to win is cheat And lay it down before I'm beat And to another give my seat For that's the only painless feat. That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. And you can do the same thing if you please.

Hotties Want A Blast??
ARE YOU THE HOTTEST CHIC ON FUBAR? This contest starts Feb. 20th at Noon. Ends March 7th at 12:01 A.M. Girls... Send me what ever pic you would like to use. SFW only. I will Put your Pics in a catagory under my Photos named "CONTESTANTS" At 12:00 P.M on Feb 7th I will open the Photos up for viewing. Who ever gets the most comments wins! You can even comment your own pics. Not too many rules..lol. > 1st Place gets a 3 Day Blast >2nd Place gets a 1 Day Blast >3rd Place gets a 5 Credit Bling and 10,000 Fubucks > Please send me your pics as soon as possible! Let's get this party started!!!! CLICK ON MY PHOTO BELOW Andi is cute

My Life
It's really been a rough road for me since May 28, 2004 the day I graduated high school. There I was working at a fast food joint called Zaxby's (a fast food chicken joint started in Athens GA.) I was making $6.50 an hour and doing my best to pay my bills (insurance, cell phone, and helping dad pay the mortage on the old house since he was unemployed). I was hardly had any money to go to a four year college or a decent two year. So then at the time I was like hey I know alot about cars why not be an auto technician right? (turns into a dead end career later on). Anyways I listened to the rep. for Gwinnett Tech back in high school and was like "hey sounds like a good career and good money." Well in Septemeber of 2004 I attended the program and took the classes but no auto dealership wanted to hire me for the co-operative part of the program. Finally in 2005 I got into my first auto dealership Bill Heard Chevrolet as an oil changer. It was good at first but the job was about two hours aw

Thoughts, Part The First
I'm employed again, and now I want to be unemployed again. When I was jobless, all I wanted to do was find something to fill 8-12 hours a day. Verrrrrrry strange. I'm wondering if what I thought I wanted to do is really right for me, I still want to make a difference, but perhaps my heart isn't into the necessary effort. I'm forced to question my belief that something worth doing should take priority over other things that, in the long run, matter very little. Here's another question i'll leave out there in cyberspace, most likely going unread. What does a man do when the things he needs in life to be happy are suddenly mutually exclusive? I wonder if the center of the universe ever feels this way...

None
Dispite all attempts to keep what was once a fire so vast and glorious a blaze, one that could not be compared to a center of the universe because even it, is but an atomic molicule in revnence. Dispite every attempt at fuleing, feeding, and maintaining existance. There lays a fear, one of lost hope and soul dismemberment. A spark once burned not brite not dark not hot not cold, it was the spark that every living creature is born with. It has the most tremendous power, to grow and brighten even the deepest and darkest of places. The power to even influnce judgement and the basic most primal of all instincts. This spark burns in each and every soul of life, and is ignited before your very birth. This spark found its way into into the very fiber of existance and was nurtured and cared into a flame, years pasted as it grew for its care takers into an everlasting eternial light of fire, and for years more it burned. Forever giving light and warmth to its care takers, no wind, no

Full Breed American Pitbulls 4 Sale
if ur interested in purchasing full breed american pitbulls u can call 559-313-5386 casanova. the males go 4 $300 and the females 4 $400. cute as hell with blue eyes. u can check the pics in a few on here or on my my space www.myspace.com/casanovadepr4u or www.myspace.com/nemesisdacartel

Att Friemds
Its come to my attention that i lie all the time so if im a bad friend or i suck or for any other reason yall think im not worthy ple delete me and if ya wouldnt mind sendin me a pm so i know not to bother u any more cheers sue

Life Is A Strange Journey
Life is a Strange Journey if you havent already figured that out for yourself. One day you dont have a care in the world and you just go on as if everything in your life is the greatest it has ever been, Then comes the Holiday that reminds you that you are alone and more than likely will remain that way the rest of your life or so it seems that way... 2 hours of sitting alone at a bar drinking by yourself gives you alot of time to just see how pathetic your life has really become.. I really dont know whatelse to say in this blog since im basically talking to myself lol. Sometimes it just feels better writing it out for the world to see....

Bid One Me And Own Me For A Month!
~Pastel Princess~Owner@Temptation's Playhouse and Booty Fugitive @ fubar Bid on me! Click the link below and see what I offer my owner. Auction runs through next Saturday.. show some love and own me! Muah http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1642385&albumid=1508613&i=1242234165#4226566246

Broken By Lindsey Haun
How I feel far too often... *sigh* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nm9-raJaWzE (to see Lindsey perform her song. Embedding disabled on her actual performance of this song.) Broken (lyrics) Wake up to a Sunny Day Not a cloud up in the sky And then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around So open and exposed But I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my troubles When you're broken In a Million little pieces And your tryin' But you can't hold on any more Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believin' in your self When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going through Don't let it beat you up Hittin' walls and gettin' scars Only makes you who you are Only makes you who you are No matter how much your heart is aching There is beauty in the breaking Yeah When you're broken In a Million little pieces And your tryin' But you can't hold on any more Every tea

July 17-19 ~ Tulsa, Ok Fu Party (under Construction)
UNDER CONSTRUCTION Join The Party! July 17th - 19th! Fu Party in Tulsa, Oklahoma! We Will Party At SoCo's: SoCo's Bar and Grill. (918) 477-7551 8161 S Harvard Ave Tulsa, Oklahoma http://www.socossportsbarandgrill.com/location.html SoCo’s Bar and Grill - http://www.myspace.com/socossportsbarandgrill The band that will be there all weekend is: _____________. Cover Charge ??? Tentative JULY 2009 Tulsa Party .............SUBJECT TO CHANGE! this is still in draft form but you can be added as an attendee FRIDAY NIGHT Full Moon Café – Tulsa’s Only Rock & Roll Dueling Piano Show starting at 8:00 pm Full Moon Café - http://www.eatfullmoon.com T-Town Trolley – 9 pm – 2 am – Free – Drops all over downtown …. All types of clubs .. including Majestic (see pics below lol) …. cross dressing .. really fun club… there are a lot of clubs downtown. T-Town Trolley - http://www.ttowntrolley.com SA

Did You Know The History Of Today?
Saint Valentine For more details on this topic, see Saint Valentine. Numerous early Christian martyrs were named Valentine.[4] Until 1969, the Catholic Church formally recognized eleven Valentine's Days.[citation needed] The Valentines honored on February 14 are Valentine of Rome (Valentinus presb. m. Romae) and Valentine of Terni (Valentinus ep. Interamnensis m. Romae).[5] Valentine of Rome[6] was a priest in Rome who suffered martyrdom about AD 269 and was buried on the Via Flaminia. His relics are at the Church of Saint Praxed in Rome.[7] and at Whitefriar Street Carmelite Church in Dublin, Ireland. Valentine of Terni[8] became bishop of Interamna (modern Terni) about AD 197 and is said to have been killed during the persecution of Emperor Aurelian. He is also buried on the Via Flaminia, but in a different location than Valentine of Rome. His relics are at the Basilica of Saint Valentine in Terni (Basilica di San Valentino).[9] The Catholic Encyclopedia also speaks o

Broken On V-day
Once again I am brokenhearted. Once again I let myself believe in that oh so magical fairytale. So here is my story for the week. Wednesday was the first I had seen my now ex in a couple of weeks and of course you know how that goes. He leaves goes to class comes over the next day and boom he drops the ball. Presents me with a Dear Jane letter on professional paper, all typed up and in a protective cover. All tied up two days before Valentines day with a box of chocolates and a bottle of body lotion from Victoria's Secret. Thursday he sends me another letter stating something different that he will always be in love with me and waiting. Friday I just sleep and cry. Trying to figure out what he is doing. Confused and heartbroken. Three weeks before this he is telling me to look for us a bigger place for me and my son and him to move in together. To finish figuring out what kind of wedding I want to pick it all out, whatever I want. Saturday he tells me he is has been seei

Burden Of The Clan Mistress
Gazing into the fire in her private chambers, Mistress Rose Dragò tried to relax. The warmth of the fire caressed her face as its radiant light merely enhanced the features of her beauty. She is a powerful figure, her mere presence alone demands attention, and respect. Well established as the head of the Clan Mistress Dragò possessed many allies as well as enemies. To her allies she’s known as The Rose of Shadows, warm and kind, always the first to do her allies a favor or offer a helping hand when the seasons become hard. To her enemies however she is known as the Dragon Rose beautiful as she may be but fierce, unrelenting, and if you are in her sights may the Powers That Be, and the Fates have mercy on you and your Clan. Her private chamber was large yet cozy. The stone walls were decorated with draperies depicting tales of the Shadow Clan’s matron deity, Scathach. Above the fireplace a plaque was hung with the duties of the Clan Mistress inscribed on it: LOYALTY TO THE CLAN LOY

How Necessary Is It To Remind
How necessary is it to remind A loving couple that they are in love? Perhaps a well-placed word might pierce the rind, Penetrating hearts that dormant prove. Years accumulate like fallen snow, Vast fields of understanding, thick and cold, As time surrenders even those who know, Leaving love a story long since told. Each year, therefore, occasion must be made, Name-day of love, that lovers all might speak, Taking a risk that else they might evade, In search of pleasure even angels seek. Need comes slowly, like a warm spring rain. Except one sing, the song must be in vain.

Got
3 MORE DAYS BEFORE I GO IN FOR SURGERY.. SO FAR THEY ARE PLANNIN ON JUST THE SCOPE .. BUT WE ALL KNOW THINGS HAVE CHANGE.. JUST LIKE THAT.. IF THEY STAY WITH THE SCOPE.. I WILL BE ON MY FEET IN 6 WKS.. AND IF THEY DECIDE TO CUTE MY KNEE.. AND 14 IN CUT. I WONT BE ON MY FEEL ALL THE WAY UNTIL 6 MONTH.. SO WISH AND PRAY JUST FOR THE SCOPE.. I WILL TRIN TO BE ON HERE TO SEE WHAT IS UP.. I WOULD STILL LUV U HEAR FROM U. AND AS FOR PICS.. THIS IS IT FOR NOW.. AS SOON AS I HEAL UP.. TRUST AND BELEIVE THERE WILL BE NEW PIC UP FOR U ALL.. PLZ LUV ME WHILE IM GONE.. I WILL LUV U BACK.. MUAH....

I'm Not Sorry
it's so easy to apologize it's harder not to give a reason to. everyone says it i'm sorry i didn't mean to i never wanted to hurt you i didn't mean to upset you i care about you i love you i'm sorry that's nice. no really, i'm sick of saying "it's okay" because it's not okay anymore before you go and take this personally don't bother it's not personal it's everyone. look around, all the failed relationships all the failed friendships look at the people around you and how sorry they all are too. is it that hard to think before you act or before you don't. is it so much to ask of people to take others' feelings into consideration BEFORE there's a reason to apologize. i'm not sorry. and really, i don't think any of you are either. ~sinamynlee

Let Freedom Ring..
Let Freedom Ring I sit and look up at the stars... Knowing we've put a man on the moon Pondering on what the future brings Watching the unemployment rate As it climbs at an ungodly pace What will become of the human race? A new president to behold, With promises to be fortold. Will they crumble or hold? What will become of this great land Immigrants asking for a hand Poverty throughout our land Jobs and money sought and lost Social Security gone at such great cost. Where there is a will there is a way But must a Whole Nation pay? Don't We The People have a say? Our Government is running amuck Doesn't seem to stop at the almighty green buck I say we out to stand as one and tell our government enough is enough. Lets take the stand and put back into play Our Hopes and Dreams and tell the government they are here to stay. For thats the true American Way. Let Freedom Ring loud and clear And In God We Trust let it be sheer. Bold,Strong, and True As

New Team Names... Pls Read
The following letter has been sent to all Team Leaders and Asst. Leaders. It appears some of these have not yet been read, so we will post it here so that the teams can begin to send suggestions to their Leaders and/Asst. Leaders for consideration. ***** Attn: Team Leaders and Asst. Leaders The Council has approved the idea of having the teams come up with Team Names for their teams rather than our current Team Numbers system. Team Names would look better when doing Team Promotion bulletins as well as when we run contests. The idea is for the Team Names to be something on the ‘Mythical” side to compliment the Pegasus theme of the Family. This can include any name that reflects beauty and grace to the team. Including but not limited to winged creatures, mythology, and fantasy beings. If the name reflects the base idea of beauty, grace and is a complement to the Pegasus name… it will be accepted. The naming of the teams should be a team effort and serve as a way of promoting

So, I Just Moved
I just moved across town, finally got rid of the old place, got our Cash 4 Keys money, and now are focusing 100% on the new place... And I actually had to change my city on my online profiles. For the first time in about four years. Odd. So, while in the same area, I'm now living across town in Rio Linda. Those of you familiar with the Sacramento area are probably thinking "Wtf?!? Rio Linda??". Well, it's not the ghetto part of Rio Linda, it's the redneck part. Which is quite likable, to be honest. Upgraded from a 2 bed/1 bath to a 4 bed/2 bath older house, with lots of space, and a basketball hoop. That's freakin' awesome, I've missed having a hoop for a LOONG time! Plus, we each have our own "play" rooms, in addition to our office and our bedroom. My wife's room will be her sewing/project/caged animal room lol, and mine will be a music room, with some photography/camera stuff too. I can't wait! Anyways, back to organizing and unboxing, and whatnot...

My Wife Tells Me She's The Lucky One, I Beg To Disagree..
With slender milk white translucent tendrils the moon caressed time-touched ivory skin illuminating the peaceful expression of re-arisen hope in a once abandoned heart A sigh brought time to a temporary stop breath stalled in the seclusion of their sanctuary his eyes rest gently on the outlines of her being chests rising at a lazy rhythmic pace Absent minded fingers play with silken strands of hair serenity flails, blanketing the two entwined bodies Her lips form softly whispered words “it was not luck that brought us together .. it was the hand of fate” She rests her cheek on his chest Smiles play around tender kissed lips as within this stolen moment the echo of his heartbeat resound in slow succession matching her own I love you more than life itself your wifey baby

Yet Another Reason Not To...
...FUCK with my family... Yesterday/early this morning my "sister" called me distressed and on the verge of tears b/c of some bitch that she once called her friend. BEST friend even. Telling me she got into a big fight w her and they're no longer friends. She explained to me the shenanigans that this girl used to do. Now get this scenario...her friend has a b/f, and lives with him. She hasn't seen my sister in 2 weeks but has not seen her b/f in 4 days. When my sister calls out to her for help, to just be there for her and comfort her in this time of enourmous stress, that bitch pretty much tells my friend fuck you in your neck, I'm gonna go get fucked by my b/f. All the while, my sister has dropped so much just to be there for this girl. Now, the reason I call her my "sister" is b/c we have a relationship that surpasses one of best friendship. And for her to be calling me crying, it's enough to piss me off. What's more about this chick, is that she's had a b/f for 8 months

For The Record, Dangit..
For all the wimmin folk who say I'm such a pig.. Medicines DO help..lol CClouds the judgment... :P I'm in the bright white, for those who cannot read or are from Ohio..(54) February 14, 2009 @ 8:32 pm NOLA™ said: Ford said: Jack Daniels Wendy said: Ford said: Jack Daniels Wendy said: NOLA™ said: Jack Daniels Wendy said: NOLA™ said: NOLA™ said: Ford said: NOLA™ said: Ford said: KRisTEnVICtoRIA kristenvictoriaz on Imvu said: Ford said: NOLA™ said: KRisTEnVICtoRIA kristenvictoriaz on Imvu said: SUPERMAN231 said: Are you really that shallow to actually get mad at him on a made up holiday?? are men really this non romantic these days That depends, does your idea of romantic entail spend large amounts of money? she would fit soooooo well into NY... it's sad.. she's proving me right on everything i've ever said about women in the mumms..[image] romantic is anything a sweetgift rather its from jareds ,walmart,99 cent store, homemade, a picked flower

...new...
So I joined "fubar" and I began a blog. Other than that, I'm at a bit of a loss as to what it's all about. I guess I'll need to read the FAQ & help files. I will have plenty to say and many opinions to espouse, soon. Some of my photographs: http://www.flickr.com/photos/a_quester/sets/

Does This Fit? Yes. I Think So.
Your result for Are You a Jackie or a Marilyn? Or Someone Else? Mad Men-era Female Icon Quiz... You Are a Bette! You are a Bette -- "I must be strong" Bettes are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective. How to Get Along with Me * Stand up for yourself... and me. * Be confident, strong, and direct. * Don't gossip about me or betray my trust. * Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side. * Give me space to be alone. * Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me. * I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack. * When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am. What I Like About Being a Bette * being independent and self-reliant * being able to take charge and meet challenges head on * being courageous, straightforward, and honest * getting all the enjoyme

What U Did'nt Know!!!!
What it do fu's? beening that its valentines day i felt the best gift to give to the ladies was the reason i am the way i am...so, with that being said; here's my testimony...I, me, Dante lugene Bell, was raised to love all and thats wat i took in and lived everyday..but, wat i didnt know was the love wouldnt always be returned..so, i as i grew i began to have all kinda wierd feelings running through my system towards women.. all i knew was they made my body and my heart warm and tingly u know just "excited". and, when they came around me i just had to say sumtin, anything, as long as i got her attention..this behavior led me down a wild and crazy road. i ended up meeting one chick that i fell in, wat i thought was ,"love"..oh how i just lived,breathed,and ate her..lol...anyways u know wat happens next, she ended up breaking my heart by fucking anutha dude, and i was devastated. i didnt let that stop me from wanting love..in fact it made the passion i had inside of me burn even brighte

So... Its Vday... Doomsday... Whatev...
There's this guy... and he's FUCKING amazing... And he kinda stole my heart from me and won't give it back... Will you beat him up and get it back for me? Wait... He can keep it forever... It's so wierd, but I seriously think he could be the one... My other half... My soulmate... Is it possible that the pickiest woman has found the perfect man? That leads me to question everything about love... What is perfect for me? Have I been such a bitch to some really great guys?... Yeah I'm sure I have, but you know they were fucking losers and they deserved it... Ok that was harsh... But what exactly is love? How does one describe it? I think this one has slowly let me see the light... When looking back in my life, I've found that I've never actually experienced love and intimacy on any level... Just some caring here and there about another person, and some hardcore fucking... But like that's it... I honestly did not know what love was until I had both of my children... Can I find t

Tonight At Midnight(est) Auto11
Tempting Enchantress Has Autos Running Come and show this sweet and sexy lady some love! Rate Her Fan Her Add Her Bling Her Come spank this lovely lady... She LOVES it!!! Begins at 9pm Fu-time Sat (PST) Ends at 9pm Fu-time Sunday (PST) *************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

Thinking.......
maybe i need to become an asshole...... they seem to get attention...... hell they get the women..... Ive been the good guy most of my life...... and it hasnt gotten me jack shit. The ONE day out of the year when im feeling lonelier than normal...... and I get almost nothing except some passing acknowledgment i exist. Im sick of my phone calls not getting returned, I dont care if you are sick, fucking busy or whatever...... its NO EXCUSE WHAT SO EVER! Pick up a goddamn phone and SAY ur busy...... or sick...... or just fucking admit you dont want to talk to me. I can deal with it if people would just be a little fucking honest about shit....... you hurt me more being passive. Thanks for not participating in my life despite several invitations. Maybe i need to tell you to go fuck yourself to get some attention, would ya like that? cuz I am soooo on the verge of telling you all that! Now there are certain people who KNOW this isnt meant for them...... so dont get

Hiring Djs (editing)
Head Dj shaggy @ Devils playground is in need of djs. Please Click on the following pic to sb or message him for a position. DJ SHAGGY HEAD DJ @ THE DEVILS PLAYGROUND@ fubar Check out the lounge just simply click on pic

Valentine's Day
Happy Singles Awareness Day or also known as Valentine's Day. Don't have a Valentine? Its okay I don't either but since I'm a nice guy I dedicated the song Last Kiss by Pearl Jam to all the single cuties on Fubar. Hope you all had a safe and happy Valentine's Day this song is for you all.

Memoirs Of A Military Wife’s Worst Nightmare
As the day of my husband’s death creeps up on me, I can’t help but to remember all the good times we had together. The bad times we had, don’t even matter anymore. I remember that day all too well, it’s a memory that just keeps replaying in my head. It was on February 16, 2005; around eight o’clock at night. I was sitting in the living room, watching tv, checking my email and eating Doritos. There was a knock at my door, I thought it was my one neighbor again. They were always getting into a fight and she would come to me to talk about it. So, I went to answer the door, ready to hear about their fight. As I opened the door, I froze at what I was seeing. There was a preacher and another guy accompanying him in their dress blues, and all I said is “you’ve got the wrong house!”. I froze, they asked if I was Mrs. Pusateri, and I just nodded my head. Unable to say anything, I knew exactly why they were at my door. They walked me to the living room and sat me down. The preacher said, “ Mrs.

I'm An Idiot
I got this idea from Freak. And well i'm drunk i said why not. BUT............ My Webcam can't keep up with me so there is a dealy and i look stupid. Ummmmmmmmmm Wait... thats the point. I'm posting it anyways. Yup. I have issues. I might have to delete soon LOL

Tempting Enchantress Has Autos On Now!
Tempting Enchantress Has Autos Running Come and show this sweet and sexy lady some love! Rate Her Fan Her Add Her Bling Her Come spank this lovely lady... She LOVES it!!! Begins at 9pm Fu-time Sat (PST) Ends at 9pm Fu-time Sunday (PST) *************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

My Soul
my soul lies in purgatory a gate way between heaven and hell roaming the waste land searching for a way to heaven looking for a way to find redemption reflectin on life past wishing i done things differently hiding from the demons of hell to keep my soul from going to hell written by BLUE EYEZ

Frasier????
Long and weird so bear with me. I still remember most of this from a few days ago it was that wrong. Starts with me getting on either a train to go on a trip to somewhere. During the journey I keep noticing that the train isn't even on train tracks, and that it keeps running over people and other vehicles. For some reason I want to phone someone but don't have my phone, so I look out of the windows hoping to find them. So, the journey finally ends and I get off and immediately look for an internet cafe, but no such luck, so I end up walking aimlessly around. End up bumping in to some people I know who are kicking a football around in the street. Now, the weirdest part. We decide to go find somewhere for some eats, and come across this cafe I go to, that shouldn't even be there. So we go in, and for some reason the place has changing rooms. I can't remember what I changed in to, but they were part of the dream. Next thing I know, I walk in to the cafe, and suddenly I'm

Just My Thoughts
I lay alone at night listnin to the wind out side and jus wishin for once i had some one to hold me nice and close and tight, for its been so long that i don nohow or wut it feels like to hav affection or love or n e of the above, Its said that every 1 has a soul mate but i don hav a soul.Most of my life is and has felt like 1 big dark hole, Wit no escape to be heard or seen and really wonder at times why is my life or jus life like it cos its so horrible and mean.I miss so many things that others take for granted . My dad who left this earth 9 yrs ago n evan me mum although we never got along.Allya c with ur eyes is a dumb tree that in memory is planted.I misss the smile i once had but that was another life time ago and now hav learned jus to let it go.Life goes on as well as sorrow and pain and hurt as its all part of learningm M to raise my kids to never giv up.For the path in life i hav led and at times were out of my control this is wut ive tried tellin em so.The hand that life ha

I Touch Myself
I Touch Myself lyrics I love myself I want you to love me When I feel down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself Ooh I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no You're the one who makes me come running You're the sun who makes me shine When you're around I'm always laughing I want to make you mine I close my eyes And see you before me Think I would die If you were to ignore me A fool could see Just how much I adore you I get down on my knees I do anything for you I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself Ooh I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no I want you I don't want anybody else And when I think about you I touch myself Ooh, ooh, oo, oo ahh I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself Ooh I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no

Just Like Jesse James
You're struttin' into town like you're slingin' a gun. Just a small town dude with a big city attitude. Honey your lookin' for some trouble Well alright. You think you're so bad, drive the women folk wild. Shoot 'em all down with the flash of your pearly smile. Honey but you met your match tonight. Oh that's right! You think you'll knock me off my feet till I'm flat on the floor. Till my heart is crying Indian and I'm beggin' for more. So come on baby, come on baby. Come on baby show me what that loaded gun is for. CHORUS If you can give it, I can take it Cause if this heart is gonna break It's gonna take a lot to break it. I know tonight somebody's gonna win the fight. So if you're so tough come on and prove it. Your heart is down for the count and you know you're gonna lose it. Tonight you're gonna go down in flames just like Jesse James. You're an outlaw lover and I'm after your hide. Well you ain't so strong. Won't be long till your hands are tied. Tonight

We Have Bad Boys Coming Our Way-join Up Guys....mmm I Love Bad Boys
Carrie's Bad Azz Boys The purpose of this group is to promote the gentlemen of Fubar... There are several Ladies only groups... So, why shouldn't there be a men's only group? The gentlemen that wish to join should be serious about the following: * Being a gentlemen first... You can be a Bad Azz without being disrespectful... * Helping others achieve goals on Fubar... * Drama and hate FREE... * Willing to participate in group activities... * Having NO fear of rating other guys pages... Some of the ideas we have in mind are the following; * A folder on Carrie's page with ripped pictures of all the members, so others will have access to the link to members pages... * A folder on your page where you can keep tags and other pics that relate to this group... * Member of the Week... Each person will rate in order to help him level... This person will be listed each week as Carrie's #2 FRIEND... * Periodic auctions to help members get special prizes for

Operator
Operator, oh could you help me place this call You see the number on the matchbook is old and faded She�s livin� in l.a. With my best old ex-friend ray A guy she said she knew well and sometimes hated Isn�t that the way they say it goes But let�s forget all that And give me the number if you can find it So I can call just to tell them I�m fine and to show I�ve overcome the blow I�ve learned to take it well I only wish my words could just convince myself But that�s not the way it feels Operator, oh could you help me place this call �cause I can�t read the number that you just gave me There�s something in my eye�s You know it happens every time I think about the love that i�thought would save me Isn�t that the way they say it goes But let�s forget all that And give me the number if you can find it So I can call just to tell them I�m fine and to show

To The Lonely On Valentines Day
Here's To the Lonely! It's Valentine's Day...funny how being alone is not a disease or a criminal offense but on this one day all of us who are alone are painfully reminded that we are somehow different or unique because we are not out buying chocolates and flowers and stressing over whether we are gonna get laid or not. Being alone is very hard. But it is also hard to be be stuck in an unfulfilling or loveless relationship. At 46 I believe that unless i can be loved for who I am that it's probably better for me to be by myself till I find the person who can. I reflected alot today on things. Not only is it Valentine's Day its my deceased mother's birthday. So many different emotions. Wondering about the parallels of our lives she and I. Wondering since she passed at the young age of 56 about my own mortality. Wondering why it is when you want to be loved so much that you tend to push it away when its offered. Of course trust is a big issue but I also think its havin

Key Largo
Wrapped around each other Trying so hard to stay warm That first cold winter together Lying in each other's arms Watching those old movies Falling in love so desperately Honey I was your hero And you were my leading lady CHORUS: We had it all Just like Bogie and Bacall Starring in own old late, late show Sailing away to Key Largo Honey can't you remember We played all the parts That sweet scene of surrender When you gave me your heart Please say you will...play it again 'Cause I love you still Baby this can't be the end CHORUS Here's lookin' at you kid Missing all the things we did We can find it once again, I know Just like they did in Key Largo CHORUS

One Tin Solder
Listen children to a story That was written long ago 'Bout a kingdom, on a mountain And the valley folk below On the mountain was a treasure Burried deep beneath a stone And the valley people swore They'd have it for their very own Go ahead and hate your neighbor Go ahead and cheat a friend Do it in the name of Heaven You can justify it in the end There wont be any trumpets blowing Come the judgement day On the bloody morning after who... One tin soldier rides away So the people of the valley Sent a message up the hill Asking for the burried treasure Tons of gold for which they'd kill Came an answer from the kingdom With our brothers we will share All the secrets of our mountain N' all the riches burried there Now the valley cried in anger Mount your horses Draw your sword And they killed the mountain people So they won their just reward Now they stood beside the treasure On the mountain dark and red Turn the stone and which beneath it "Peace on Ea

Would You Lay With Me (in A Field Of Stone)
Would You Lay With Me (In A Field Of Stone) lyrics [Verse 1:] Would you lay with me in a field of stone If my needs were strong would you lay with me Should my lips grow dry would you wet them dear In the midnight hour if my lips were dry [Chorus:] Would you go away to another land Walk a thousand miles through the burning sand Wipe the blood away from my dieing hand If i gave my self to you [Verse 2:] Would you bathe me with me in the stream of life When the moon is full would you bathe with me Will you still love me when i'm down and out In my time of trials will you stand by me [Chorus:] Would you go away to another land Walk a thousand miles through the burning sand Wipe the blood away from my dieing hand If i gave my self to you Would you lay with me in a field of stone If my needs were strong would you lay with me

Help A Fat Boy Out
COME AND CHECK OUT THE BEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR.. HEAR SOME GREAT TUNES AND HANG OUT WITH AWESOME PEOPLE!!! JUST CLICK ON THE DOGG TO GET TO $$THE DOGG HOUSE$$!!!! PSST TELL EM WEEZY SENT YA!!!!!I GET 5,000 FU-BUCKS FOR EVERYONE WHO TELLS EM I SENT YA

My Valentine Wedding
We picked vows from leo and piper wedding from charmed series cause for us almost never for us like them.When you know your dying from something time is too short so we decide final get married today on Valentine's Day.I hope u like the vows and closing speech. Daniel aka Darkk vows to me:Tikki,through all the tears and struggles,I always knew in my heart that we would make it here.I promise to love respect you from this point forward as your husband,as my wife,my lover,my friend, and my soulmate.All I am is yours My vows to Daniel aka Darkk:you are the best thing that has ever happen to me.I was afraid that you were too good to be true and maybe I didn't deserve somene so pure and handsome and loving as you are. Closing speech:As the gods and the old ones are our witness.They proclaim us as husband and wife...Thus we are bonded in love as one.

Road Trip Lol
Well I leave tomorrow morning.. for a 6-7 hour road trip with 3 kids under the age of 4 an 8 year old & a 19 year old that acts like shes 10... yay me! lol thank God for TVs in the car... and maybe they will sleep half the way *cross your fingers* lol. anyways imma miss u all xoxo to everyone ... *lix && bites* Yummiie

Random Facts
1. I've seen more horror movies than you have. 2. I can write over 2000 kanji; it took me about a year to learn them all. 3. I've been on the Internet since it was the ARPAnet. One of my first quasi-professional programming jobs was writing message-handling code for an IMP running on a PDP-8 at New York University. 4. I'm on a very short list of people who have argued with Steve Jobs, not lost, precisely, and managed to keep their badges anyway. 5. I have a growing collection of pre-paid subway cards of the world, including a "Charlie Card" (Boston), a "Metro Card" (New York), a "SUICA Card" (Tokyo), a "T-MONEY Card" (Seoul), and an "Oyster Card" (London). 6. My car spent more time in the San Francisco International Airport parking structure last year than it did in my driveway. 7. I met Billy Joel at 4:00 am in the Astor Street subway station while he was shooting the cover for the album "Turnstiles". 8. I have the largest hands of anyone I've ever met. 9. Tokyo natives have t

Ex-presidents Watch Obamas Christen White House Bed
WASHINGTON—Honoring one of the longest-standing rituals in American history, former presidents Jimmy Carter, George H.W. Bush, Bill Clinton, and George W. Bush assembled in the nation's capital last week to witness the new first couple's christening of the White House bed. "Today, the torch is passed unto a new generation," ex-president Carter said while ceremoniously peering through the Jefferson Blinds. "On this most hallowed eve, we commemorate our forebears, from General Washington to Ford, each of them a testament to fortitude, self-sacrifice, and endurance. Please pass the binoculars." Sources said the service lasted approximately 20 minutes from start to finish, and was the most exciting bedchamber christening since Frank Sinatra filled in for Ronald Reagan

Been Asked
If I thought you could fall in love on here...funny how who asked couldnt do it out right..but it does not matter... I think that you can fall for a person that treats you good on the net, in love no, you would have to know him or her, see if you click face to face and then see if you still click months down the road... come on people this is a site for people to hang out... have fun and just release from the real world. if you work out with someone on here in person more power to you , it is possiable, if not don't freak out when they tell you ,you are friends, or less than friends...your not a home wrecker if you work and they don't your not a tramp if you call someone baby on here and you don't own them just cause added up numbers on here say you do! love to the friends that laugh with me on the drama created for the others that try to keep the game going stop, make it real or deal already...

My Name Is Janice
hey i live in mississippi all my life. I live with my mom and daughter. my fahter passed away whn i was 5. i have 2 brothers and 4 sisters. i enjoy the outdoors, cooking, write my own poems and songs, i paint some , i sing, i love racing 4 wheelers, dancing, camping and hikinh. i love the outdoors, i am very outgoing persom i love hanging out with family and friends. i love to have cookout anyting eles u want to know let me know janice

Defense Mechanisms And Me #1
With your own words, I can make you cry... I spent 5th grade obsessing over 3 things. The meaning of words, God, and how I react. My school library was the worse place an elementary school student could be after he spent his 4th grade year with a psychologist learning how to repress his feelings by changing the way he says things thought phrasing and art. I'd almost say he made me neurotic and paranoid. Distrustful of my feelings about myself and those around me. He helped me rephrase things with a creative zeal and find art to express my ugliness. That summer I found religion. God has ordered my thoughts and paranoia. No about you, but about me. God has punished me because of me. I have created art because of you. are you still following? (lowercase because people psychologically will follow fine print if they are interested in the subject). As a 10 year old, I wasn't sure if this newer me was right. I researched FBI and psychology books at the school library on

More Holes? Lol
I just put four more holes in my ears tonight, lol.. My mother is here and she wants me to put a ring in my nose...lol... I bought died when she said that, anyways I'm a little fuckered up at this point to make sure I didn't feel shit when doing it but to me it's just pain in which I love....(((tee hee)))....

A Valentines Day Poem
Well the day of LOVE is upon us. I hope all of your Valentines wishes came true. If they didn't let me be the first to say I love yall. All of you beautiful creations sent from above just for us men to look true beauty in the face, oh and let us not forget ladies. The Ties That Bind Hold them close as you can today; For tomorrow you may not be able to say. The words you feel, that comes from your heart; That lets them know thier a big part. A big part of your life in ways unknown; Your love is real and that has been shown. Just remember as long as the ties that bind us together are stronger than those that will tear us apart; Nothing will ever come between the love of two lovers hearts. HAPPY VALENTINES

Chocolate Hazelnut Spread
Chocolate Hazelnut Spread 1/3 cup hazelnut meal (ground hazelnuts) 1/2 cup dry nonfat milk powder 1/3 cup brown sugar 1/4 cup unsweetened cocoa powder 1 tbsp cornstarch 3/4 cup milk (low fat) 1 tbsp vegetable oil In a medium saucepan, combine hazelnut meal, dry milk powder, brown sugar, cocoa powder and cornstarch. Add in milk and vegetable oil and whisk until smooth. Cook over medium heat, whisking frequently, until mixture begins to thicken and just starts to bubble. Remove from heat and transfer to a heatproof container, preferably one with an airtight lid. Cool to room temperature and, if not eating right away, store in the fridge with an airtight lid on the container. Spread tastes best at room temperature and will keep for several days in the fridge. Makes about 1 1/2 cups.

Home Made Samoas (girl Scout Cookies)
Home Made "Samoas" Girl Scout Cookies Homemade Samoas (a.k.a. Caramel de-Lites) Cookies 1 cup butter, soft 1/2 cup sugar 2 cups all purpose flour 1/4 tsp baking powder 1/2 tsp salt 1/2 tsp vanilla extract up to 2 tbsp milk Preheat oven to 350F. In a large mixing bowl, cream together butter and sugar. Mix in flour, baking powder and salt at a low speed, followed by the vanilla and milk, adding in the milk as needed to make the dough come together without being sticky (it’s possible you might not need to add milk at all). The dough should come together into a soft, not-too-sticky ball. Add in a bit of extra flour if your dough is very sticky. Roll the dough (working in two or three batches) out between pieces of wax paper to about 1/4-inch thickness (or slightly less) and use a 1 1/2-inch cookie cutter to make rounds. Place on a parchment lined baking sheet and use a knife, or the end of a wide straw, to cut a smaller center hole. Repeat with remaining dough. Alternative

Will You Ever
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

I'am
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled 'neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puissa

Life
Sometimes life is like walking in the dark Without the light of the moon and stars to guide us And still we move on Driven by a need to find a way And sometimes life is like an endless forest And we are but a twig on a tree Feeling small and fragile Still we cling to the tree Looking to find meaning in our existence And sometimes life is like a long sleep On a mattress of dreams And we are like players in a play On an endless carousel stage Coming in and out of each others lives Dancing 'round and 'round And sometimes life is like a wondrous trip to OZ Where everything is possible Where everything is Technicolor And what we dream comes true And it is not a fairy tale after all But for whatever life is We take it as it comes For the moment it is And all those moments Become our memories Of living and growing And knowing life

St. Patties Day Auction. (taking Entries)
Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own Above your looking at the auction picture. Your offering will be on the right. Aution starts Feburary 28th, 2009 at 6pm - futime and ends March 14, 2009 at 6pm - futime

Love Is All
I come to you barefoot On broken glass Driven only by the scent of you It comes to me on ancient breezes I have no shame I am naked before you Fueled by a raging fire by you I am burning for you I'm drunk with you My heart swallows my breath And my body weeps for you Surely I will melt away On candle's wick Go up in smoke And join you in heaven's light You fill all the rooms of my life There is no need for adornments Only you to fill the space of my life You are my windows You are my doors And when the sticks and stones of my life Are gathered into a funeral pyre I will gladly stand in its embrace For you will be there You will kiss my body And I will surrender to you I have no fear Save for the fear of never holding you Touching you Feeling you And when I seek you I know it is myself I'm seeking Everything I see in you Is in me You are here You are everywhere You are love And love is all

A Walk In The Enchanted Forest
Take a walk with me in the enchanted forest Together we will explore the darkness Be lost in the expansiveness Discover truths so long hidden For we will have time enough To learn all the lessons Here in the enchanted forest We will have each other And if we cover the same ground over It is only so we may discover different paths And if we seperate along the way Let us know We have loved and served each other well On our journey together Here in the enchanted forest And so I tell you now while I may That I have loved you That you have enriched my life Beyond what mere mortal words can describe You are a cherished friend of mine And the enchanted forest is more beautiful to me Because of you

I Was Reminded
As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

Eighteen Questions For Love
Is love ever wrong Can love make mistakes A love so long it cannot be wrong A love so rite it has to be fate Is love ever certain Of those whom it chooses Or can it be a curtain Over the eyes of whom it chooses Who may answer these questions Can you deliver a clue Or maybe suggestions All I ask are a few Why do we fall in love Why can't love fall to us How do we know when we've found love How can we learn to trust When is the rite time to give away your heart What if your not sure Do our hearts have destinies that our minds cannot fathum Does the love that blinds us Blind our minds as well Clouding our judgement and confusing us If so how can we tell To love is as to live An adventure and a blessing Responsibility and a privilige Exciting and testing Sorrow and carnage Upsetting and dreadful Bonding and beautiful How do I know this... Good question

Why
One word expresses the torment, the anger, confusion, and pain. "Why? " I scream to the uncaring night. My emotions making me go insane. "Why?" Again, I yell. The silence deafening, defeating, unknowing, uncaring. I curl up in a ball alone and afraid, no one seeing, hearing, and much less caring. The salty tears drip unchecked, following paths long remembered and known. I try to deflect the blows of hurtful words that mar the soul but not the bone. Blows not aimed intentionally yet hurt just the same. I do not know when I have not felt the familiar pain. What a relief it would be to be free! To be excepted and liked just for being me. Many may know of my troubles yet not so much as I, And I know not the way to stop the tears that I perpetually cry.

Unknown Love And Destiny (14)
Michael had crawled a short way from the courtyard, to lay on the cool grass. His body ached, the pain was almost numbing. Entering the courtyard, Endora saw him and rushed across the courtyard to him. Kneeling next to him a sob left her lips. His back looked awful, she wanted to touch him but didn't know where. Hearing a noise, Michael opened his eyes and saw her there. She looked like an Angel. "You look beautiful." He mumbled before the pain claimed him and he passed out. "Oh, Michael." she gently laid her head on his shoulder as tears began falling again. Rolling down her cheeks and his back. "Heal, please. Just heal" she whispered. Suddenly magic rolled from her, covering him. She watched as the wounds slowly healed across his back, leaving not a mark on his skin. Endora sat back and smiled. She had healed him. Glancing over her shoulder she looked at the monks. "Take him to his room." They glanced at the head monk, who only nodded in response. Several monks came f

Anticipation
How beautiful the earth is still, To thee--how full of happiness? How little fraught with real ill, Or unreal phantoms of distress! How spring can bring thee glory, yet, And summer win thee to forget December's sullen time! Why dost thou hold the treasure fast, Of youth's delight, when youth is past, And thou art near thy prime? When those who were thy own compeers, Equals in fortune and in years, Have seen their morning melt in tears, To clouded, smileless day; Blest, had they died untried and young, Before their hearts went wandering wrong,-- Poor slaves, subdued by passions strong, A weak and helpless prey! 'Because, I hoped while they enjoyed, And by fulfilment, hope destroyed; As children hope, with trustful breast, I waited bliss--and cherished rest. A thoughtful spirit taught me soon, That we must long till life be done; That every phase of earthly joy Must always fade, and always cloy: 'This I foresaw--and would not chase The fleeting treacherie

Unknown Love And Destiny (13)
It wasn't long until they were in the courtyard, Michaels arms stretch between two large old stone pillars with his upper body bare and ready to face the whip. "NO! You can't" She tried to stop them but the other monks blocked her way. "Oh, get out of my way." Respectfully they still did not move, not looking at her. She growled in frustration. Soon the punishment started. One to ten was pretty easy to handle, but as it went on it became more and more difficult to not show pain. At seventy, he was practically hanging in the restraints. At one hundred he was just about to pass out. Tears ran down her face. She couldn't see but she could hear. I wasn't fair, she should be receiving the same. She tried again to get past the monks but still they didn't move. It was over but they wouldn't let her by. Her heart broke into pieces, she sobbed and ran the other way. She ran blind, coming to stairs she ran up them and inside the building. Only stopping when the path ended and she l

Comforter
Well hast thou spoken, and yet not taught A feeling strange or new; Thou hast but roused a latent thought, A cloud-closed beam of sunshine brought To gleam in open view. Deep down, concealed within my soul, That light lies hid from men; Yet glows unquenched--though shadows roll, Its gentle ray cannot control-- About the sullen den. Was I not vexed, in these gloomy ways To walk alone so long? Around me, wretches uttering praise, Or howling o'er their hopeless days, And each with Frenzy's tongue;- A brotherhood of misery, Their smiles as sad as sighs; Whose madness daily maddened me, Distorting into agony The bliss before my eyes! So stood I, in Heaven's glorious sun, And in the glare of Hell; My spirit drank a mingled tone, Of seraph's song, and demon's moan; What my soul bore, my soul alone Within itself may tell! Like a soft, air above a sea, Tossed by the tempest's stir; A thaw-wind, melting quietly The snow-drift on some wintry lea; No: what s

I Just Don't Know
I admit I don't know what to do I don't know where to go Or what I am willing to experience In this lifetime Or even why I am too scared To even try I admit I'm frightened of love It is a fear that I have always known Yet allowed someone to embrace And cure for the amount of time That I resided in his arms Now, the fear has overwhelmed me As I willingly push away Any and every chance Of the emotion possibly growing Inside of me again I admit I'm weak. Tears have found my eyes, And met my cheeks As they rolled down my chin And fell upon the floor I am not invincible. I admit That my heart is locked within And only will be allowed to see the light of day When I allow someone To become my sunshine. I admit I am fine on my own. I am still the person I was When someone stood beside me Only now I know I have to be whole Before I allow someone else to take a piece of me. Feel what Im saying

My Mind
My mind is a fountain full of knowledgeable words pouring out on the imagination of life. Flowing out to all imaginative minds causing pleasure and inevitable strife. These words float out onto the world like a bottle floating out on a sea of searching souls. Looking for that one like mind to read a message and set itself to new goals. As these words pour from my mind, body and soul on down to my willing fingertips. Placing my thoughts into the minds of their beholder sending them on a journey of imaginary trips. These words are brought about on the knowledge I hold coming to life with every pen stroke. As I write these words down invoking new life looking for like minds to provoke. Seducing your mind as the unsuspecting voyeur, bringing about a variety of sensations. Set forth to awaken senses within a soul with every temptation. I write these words with every birth of thought that comes to me. For I am a poet and my words breath life into dead sheets of paper to inspi

Unknown Love And Destiny (12)
Sitting next to him, she gently moved her fingers through his hair. She loved him more. She was his first blowjob. Maybe his first for other things as well. But she'd let him rest. They walked a thin line just now. She knew it. She had pushed him. Slowly she laid her head on his chest and watched him. The position wasn't completely comfortable but she didn't mind. He was with her for the moment. "You know that we could get in REAL trouble for this" he said very winded. "I know." rubbing her cheek on his chest, closing her eyes. "But I'm special and I should get what I want. Besides, what can they really do?" "Well, they can expel me. Remove me as your Guardian" he answered. Having her close like this was feeling good. Sure, they had been close together before, but this was something else. This was love. Opening her eyes. She looked at him. "Let them try." her eyes shifting color darkening then returning to her sea green color. "You should not allow anger fuel you. T

Life's Apples Or Sour Grapes
life is too fast for some of us. we get older and stop to look at life as we lived it. only to find that we are not where we wanted to be. can mistakes be corrected? can a memory be real? can a lost love be recaptured? or is life just a sour grape waiting to be crushed under your own feet? I find these questions relevant to my life and i dont know all the answers. do you?

Seasonally Challenged
with basil, fresh earth, and a special pot on the night of the waning moon I sow the seeds with thoughts of Venice herbal attraction for my love, soon. with sunflower oil and a long yellow ribbon and a chant for Helio's ear I hold the ribbon to my third eye for sunshine when darkness appears with a seashell in my pocket and a flask of wine facing west towards a lapping shore I toast the lofty mistress of the sea simple magik to spell this foreigner with one white candle and a twisted twig knot and Venus peering from her cloud I drip the wax along the twine sealing love more sacred that the shroud with his name on paper and a daffodil on the night of the waning lunar I plant the paper and rebut the flower disenchanting the unwanted sooner with red yard and the sheer force of thought at midnight on All Hallow's Eve I'll wrap it around my finger...and wait holding the future that I weave

All About Me
Well Im 6' weight is about 175! I Enjoy spending time with my family and friends. I enjoy riding motorcycles and 4 wheelers. I Have 3 Wonder children. I love my future wife to be by the way for the ones that dont know it is Dj Acid. If you want to know more just come to my lounge and find out. The Jack Daniels Lounge

Masters Valentine~
Terese shivered. In the middle of her living room, she stood nude, except for the cuff that adorned one wrist. When Master arrived, He would fasten the other, trapping Terese's hands behind her back. That was where He liked them, except when He allowed her to stroke His cock. Where was He? It had been two hours since He'd called and directed Terese to prepare for him. Two hours of standing, because He'd told her to be on her feet when He arrived; of freezing because He'd told her to be nude. It was what Master wanted, and what He wanted, Terese wanted. Since the day they'd met, after weeks of chatting online, Terese had wanted nothing more than to please Master. She only hoped He was truly pleased with her. It was Valentine's Day. In the past, if Terese had been seeing someone, she would have counted on romantic cards and flowers, maybe a dinner date. If she'd liked the guy, she would have told him. But with Master, things were different. Terese was never sure what He had in mind

Staggid Room
I stand in a room still and staggid quiet,calm. My thoughts race with fear,hate and sadness. A dark heart hurting inside wanting to bleed all over brought by the stabbing pains of the ugly death of swirling downward spiral of the outside world. Family and friends stand by in there little groups laughing and crying, secluded from the rest, snubbed and vanished I stand in a long coat cold hearted as I think of a bullet to ease the pain and suffering I incur. A nice handful of pills and beer with my name being pumped out of a withering old body, stressed and dead to the world, heartless with no feelings, unable to cry a tear, being pulled into the pits of hell to stand strong, superhuman in nature. When alone screams and cries for loved ones. The need to drive into a pole, distroying the human figure I appear, cleaning up the mess of life I am and pain I have caused so many in my venture through a shithole called earth, finally bringing bright happiness and sunlight to th

Just A Thought
Thinking is another attribute of the soul; and here I discover what properly belongs to myself. This alone is inseparable from me. I am -- I exist: this is certain; but how often? As often as I think; for perhaps it would even happen, if I should wholly cease to think, that I should at the same time altogether cease to be. I now admit nothing that is not necessarily true: I am therefore, precisely speaking, only a thinking thing, that is, a mind, understanding, or reason, -- terms whose signification was before unknown to me. I am, however, a real thing, and really existent; but what thing? The answer was, a thinking thing. The question now arises, am I aught besides? I will stimulate my imagination with a view to discover whether I am not still something more than a thinking being. Now it is plain I am not the assemblage of members called the human body; I am not a thin and penetrating air diffused through all these members, or wind, or flame, or vapour, or breath, or any of all the t

Actions
To laugh is to risk appearing a fool, To weep is to risk appearing sentimental To reach out to another is to risk involvement, To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss To love is to risk not being loved in return, To hope is to risk despair, To try is to risk to failure. But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing is nothing. He/she may avoid suffering and sorrow, But he/she cannot learn, feel, change, grow or live. Chained by his/her servitude he/she is a slave who has forfeited all freedom. Only a person who risks is free.

Advice
" Live. And Live Well. BREATHE. Breathe in and Breathe deeply. Be PRESENT. Do not be past. Do not be future. Be now. On a crystal clear, breezy 70 degree day, roll down the windows and FEEL the wind against your skin. Feel the warmth of the sun. If you run, then allow those first few breaths on a cool Autumn day to FREEZE your lungs and do not just be alarmed, be ALIVE. Get knee-deep in a novel and LOSE track of time. If you bike, pedal HARD… and if you crash then crash well. Feel the SATISFACTION of a job well done-a paper well-written, a project thoroughly completed, a play well-performed. If you must wipe the snot from your 3-year old's nose, don't be disgusted if the Kleenex didn't catch it all… because soon he'll be wiping his own. If you've recently experienced loss, then GRIEVE. And Grieve well. At the table with friends and family, LAUGH. If you're eating and laughing at the same time, then might as well laugh until you puke. And if you eat, then SMELL. The aromas are not imped

Forgiviness
Many people hold onto a grudge because it offers the illusion of power and a perverse feeling of security. But in fact, we are held hostage by our anger. It is never too late to forgive. But you can forgive too soon. I am especially wary of what I call "saintly forgiveness." Premature forgiveness is common among people who avoid conflict. They're afraid of their own anger and the anger of others. But their forgiveness is false. Their anger goes underground. I define forgiving as letting someone back into your heart. This returns us to a loving state -- and not merely within the relationship -- we feel good about ourselves and the world. True forgiveness isn't easy, but it transforms us significantly. To forgive is to love and to feel worthy of love. In that sense, it is always worthwhile.

Writer's Block
after a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean loaning and company doesn't mean security and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defects with your head up and your eyes open with grace of an adult not the grief of a child you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans after awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get to much so, plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers and you learn that you really can endure.......that you really are strong and you really do have worth, you love, you lose, you learn then you learn to love all over again Im willing to make major sacrfices in the game, lose everything, put everything to the side as they say just to see you HAPPY................ I swear it aint easy DAMED if you do DAME

Nobody Knows
Nobody knows it's empty This smile that I wear The real one is left in the past Because you have left me there Nobody knows I'm crying They won’t even see my tears When they think that I am laughing I'm still wishing you were here Nobody knows I'm lying When I say I'm moving on They think that I've accepted it But I can't believe you're gone. Nobody knows it's different They think I'm just the same But still I buckle at the knees When someone says your name Nobody knows it's painful They think that I am strong They say that this won't kill me But I wonder if they're wrong Nobody knows I'm praying That you will change your mind They think that I had let you go When you left me behind Nobody knows I miss you They think I feel set free But I feel like I'm bound with chains Trapped in this misery. Nobody knows I want you They think that I'm alright But I'm still dancing with you When I'm dreaming in the night. Nobody knows I need you They say I can do it on my own But they don't know I'm c

Fire And Desire
You seduced me with your brown eyes And your smile so sensual The sound of your voice Lights up my world Brings joy to my soul I meditate on your photographs day and night Imagining the many pleasures Erotic images flood my mind I can’t control the urge to touch myself Touching you would be so much better I would so anything you desire Wild exotic nights of pleasure Tell me your wildest fantasies Show me what you like Let me take you on a sensuous journey I will kneel before…..drink from your fountain of love Dance to our favorite song…..number 69 Make love all night long Only by your voice I can see you in my mind I can picture every detail of your body's outline. Only by your voice That I've come to know so well I can feel you getting closer, I can conjure up your smell. Only by your voice I can lend myself to breathe I can ease into my day, I can feel a bit more free. Only by your voice I am drawing closer still Waiting for that moment

Until We Meet But Its Not That Simple
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

To Watch You Leaving
To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth. To Watch You Leaving . . . knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back. Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart. To Watch You Leaving . . . aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be. And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past. To Watch You Leaving . . . your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not. To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know that I've lost my place on this earth. My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad. Alone and afraid. And in my tr

Through My Eyes
I looked upon the world with innocent eyes. I embraced what it gave me and never asked why. I put my trust in it without a doubt in my mind. And it paid me back with things so unkind. I looked upon the world with tears in my eyes. I was careful of what it gave me and always asked why. I hid my trust with every doubt in my mind. Because it always gave me things so unkind. I looked upon the world with anger in my eyes. I despised what it gave me and was quick to ask why. I had no trust, only doubt in my mind. Hid myself from things so unkind. I looked upon the world with open eyes. I wouldn't accept what it gave me and would always ask why. I measured my trust when there was doubt in my mind. So I couldn't get hurt with things so unkind.

What To Watch?
So tonight I shall watch either of the following movies : 1. Gummo. 2. The Brown Bunny 3. Der Untergang 4. Irreversible 5. Philosophy of a Knife 6. Cross of Iron 7. Angel Heart I've seen Gummo,Der Untergang, Angel Heart and lastly, Cross of Iron before. I pretty much loathe the more commercial movies out there but occasionally if I want to shut off my mind I'll watch a mindless action flick. As for Der Untergang and Cross of Iron, nothing like a good WW2 flick, especially knowing the out come...i.e....lot's of dead Nazi's (always a good thing in my book). Gummo (directed by the guy who wrote "kids" I believe) is a bizzaro film. The only scenes I object too are the ones with the cats. If you've seen the movie you know what I'm refering too. Irreversible , well all I can say about that is, it's ultra violent. Think Clockwork Orange but much more violent. Philosophy of a Knife is based on UNIT 731, which was a Japanese Army Medical unit stationed in China duri

Not A V-day Blog
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Happy Valentine's Day
Happy Valentine's Day my friends! I hope your day is filled with love! Cupid showed up at my house.... But I made sure I fixed his match making ways... My deepest apologies to any who may have been affected by my actions!! :P

A New Day
while life goes round, I stand still, afraid to of being wrong, so alone I sit and wait writing lyrics to this song. The day is dark the night does fall, and singing is my light, so sing with me and dance away the darkness of the night. Now mornings come the light is here and with me do you lay, in my arms your fears do drift so very far away .

Walking Away
Awake for the first time my eyes do see. What this life has given to me . Standing by the road a bag at my side. Beaten and alone but knowing i tried. Not afraid or even in a state of confusion. I wait for another day filled with illussion. No tears do i shed or sweat do I break. For in my mind this is my own mistake. Travel I will with no where to go. Not in a hurry so taking it slow. My mind does remember the boy I once saw. With out a clue that life has a flaw. So onward I go across this great land. With only a bag in my hand.

Valentines Day
I sent Valentine love to friends this morning by text before I even got out of bed. I had not one but two people tell me to Fuck off. Now don't get me wrong Valentines is not the best holiday in the world. And I'm not a fan of it much either but to be told to Fuck off by two people who not only have a someone to spend Valentine with but are smug about hating the holiday not only hurt. It pissed me off. Seriously I would never ever delibrately hurt someone because I needed to make a point over a stupid fucking holiday. I swear people now a days piss me the fuck off with their need to feel like they have to stand on their own personal soapbox to preach to you. One told me that it was any other day and I should show love any other day. Which is hilarious because I thought I did that with all my friends and the other is just a bitter son of a bitch. I hope everyone has a happy day period whether you have someone to bring flowers, or candy too or not. I will probably never head Valentines l

Home Lonely...
It's Saturday and I am assuming that half of the people in this country is out getting shitfaced somehwere, some party, some bar. Well here I am at home alone on a saturday. I have to admit, I quite love this feeling! I love being home alone alot because I never ever get to spend time with myself these days anymore. I am always busy at school, or doing my homework, but now I'm so happy because now i get to spend Fridays with my friends. Speaking of my girlfriend, her phone has been off alllll night so I couldn't find her. Oh well, maybe her battery died or something. Hence me being alone and loving it right now! Not that I don't love spending time with her, because I do, very much so.....but I think that it is good for EVERYONE to have some alone time to themselves. Away from distraction, you can focus more on your inner thoughts and feelings. Get a better picture of life and where you are, reflect on things. God I love it! Right now I'm trying to post this blog,lol, and

My Brothers..
How do I get through to u How do I make u realize how much you mean to me Isn’t it enough for you our brother Matt died in prison Do you not see the hurt over the things you do Our family left shattered Do you not remember our brother James How one bullet took his life Our lives forever altered The choice is yours to make Remember all that love you I love you Please dont make that same mistake

Valentines
To every one that wished me Happy Valentines i doo apreciate it and they were lovely thoughts and wishes i wasnt on and there r far too many to return love n Pls take this as my personel ty . Unfort i don believe in Valentines cos i don believe in Love cos i always get hurt and i dont brlieve in love no more . I dont mean any disrespect to any one either cheers sue

Just Me
Alone in the dark I have only my thoughts Things I can't forget Things I will never let go of The voice inside my head begs me "Just let it all go, please" I won't I can't The other me is dead The forgiving me The loving me All I have is anger, hurt, and pain That is what fuels me What compels me What eats me alive Can I ever go back to who I was? Will I ever be me again? Or is this it?

Your Gentle Face
"Your gentle face and patient smile with sadness we recall, you had a kindly word for each and died beloved by all. The voice is mute, and stilled the heart that loved us well and true. Ah, bitter was the trial to part from one so good as you. You are not forgotten, loved one, nor will you ever be, as long as life and memory last we will remember thee. We miss you now, our hearts are sore, as time goes by we'll miss you more--your loving smile, your gentle face, no one can take your vacant place."

Do Not Stand
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die.

I'm Free....
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free: I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard Him call; I turned my back and left it all. If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joy-- A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss; Ah, yes, these things I, too, will miss. Be not hardened with times of sorrow; I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I've savored much; Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief; Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your hearts and peace to thee-- God wanted my now, He set me free.

Miss Me
"Miss Me But Let Me Go. When I come to the end of the road, and the sun as set for me, I want no rites in a gloom-filled room, why cry for a soul set free? Miss me a little-but not too long, and not with your head bowed low, remember the love that we once shared. Miss me but let me go. For this a journey we all must take, and each must go alone. It's all a part of the Master's plan, a step on the road to home. When you are lonely and sick of heart, go to the friends we know. Bury your sorrows in doing good deeds. Miss me but let me go."

Iq Vs Eq
Everyone knows that IQ is a measure of intelligence. The strange thing is that "intelligence" is not very well defined. I tend to think of it as the raw "data processing power" a person has, although I know thats a gross oversimplification. There is also the concept of EQ, emotional quotient. Also known as emotional intelligence. This is generally emotional self regulation, discipline, persistence, being able to recognise and respond appropriately to various emotional states in others, etc. Obviously, a high IQ combined with a high EQ will produce a real winner. But, which one is more important? Or are they both equally important? Or does it depend on what the persons goals are?

Undertsand
To you I am different, I take nothing and give nothing to you I am shallow, I love few but love none to you I am kind, I show love but do not receive love in return to those who think to the others and Judge them by their appearance miss read them and for that in that alone, bet he person felt that you were different from the words and the looks, and the fractions of the feelings, unlike the noticing that it does hurt, but do not shoe that pain do not let them know how much it feels to be the outcast and the one that makes others laugh, but in that thought and that time set aside this is the fraction of a moment that was torn away from emotions not needed, and as the tears rolled down his face he knew the moment that the love was shattered and the feeling to be a friend was torn now he feels for no one and for nothing, this is was happens when one could not be understood, receive the correct understanding...

V-day
You know ur in trouble whe n a friend has to ask if u wanna be their date for v day. any ways to the matter at hand. HAPPY V DAY! V 4 VENDETTA THAT IS. valetines day is a conspiracy but have fun any ways bwahahahahahahaha! now continue to rant on the day of lovers liars fuckers and fighter bwahahaha!

Cut
I cut myself to feel i feel the coldness of the blood gushing from my cuts i think to myself i cut too deep this final time i want to feel what everyone can feel i cant bear to let myself feel what they do so carefree so i sit in my dark shadows until my savior arrives to keep me from going alone my savior arrives he pulls me into his arms now covered in my blood he doesn't seem to care he kisses my forehead crying and tells me it will be alright he asks me why didn't i ask sooner i tell him i couldn't hold on anymore he keeps me in his arms tells me to just hold on baby im here now i feel my body shaking as i slowly die i hear him crying please don't go baby i love you i whisper one last time baby i love you ill see you soon...

Psalm 23.... His Favorite
"The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever. Psalm 23"

I Hate Today..... Just My Thoughts ....
Well as I sit here on Valentines Day a day when most people are happy and in love ... I'm crying not because someone dosen't love me or because I didn't get flowers or candy.... but because on this day a year ago my father was layin in a hospital bed in our basement ... dying.... this would be his last Valentines Day. I just remember him looking at my mother and telling her for the last time he loved her..... see he hadn't talked for awhile b4 that .... but I went out and bought my mother candy and a card just like I had done every year b4 this one. My mom read the card and started to cry as she held my dads hand he turned and looked at my mom with the prettiest blue eyes i had ever seen on him and whispered to her .... I love u .... 4 days later he was gone. So when u tell someone u love them today .... mean it... it might not come around again....

A Mothers Pain
I see what it has done to you my beautiful son .I see what you don't see. I have watched you fade away, one who was so strong and full of life. Now a shell of what you once where. And the pain runs deep, to deep to reach or measure. How long will you make me live hear............. watching you die? How much more do you think I can tack, but I will not break. You are so far away from me now. There is a raging river that flows between us and keeps me from you. I watch as it take's peaces of you away and you become less and less of the young man that I once knew as my son. I miss your laugh.. I miss that beautiful smile that used to lift my heart when I was sad. Now every time I see you or think of you there is sadness and pain. Wont you come back to me and end all this? Wont you stop where you are, and turn around? I'm here waiting for you, my beautiful son.

To All The Folks W. My Exes On Valentines
It cracks me up to NO end when I hear that an Ex's new is intimidated by me...I actually laugh at the thought of ever going back to anyone that it ended with...ICK...there is a reason they are an EX! [as in X'ed off my list!] So Ladies [and a few Gentlemen] who currently date, live with, tolerate and or have sexual encounters with former partners of mine: Please enjoy them. Personally, I think of all those past relationships as definitions of what I never want again in a relationship. Maybe they will be someone different with you. Maybe they won't cost you everything you ever owned. Maybe they won't lie to your face about what and WHO they are doing on the side -- no matter how open and honest you may be about the topics. Maybe they won't hinder your growth to avoid feeling left behind. Maybe.... So few letters for such a big doubt... As for me: I am very happy with what has happened in my life since they left. I have become very comfortable with who and how I am. I know withou

Small Town Southern Man By Alan Jackson
Born the middle son of a farmer And a small town Southern man Like his daddy's daddy before him Brought up workin' on the land Fell in love with a small town woman And they married up and settled down Natural way of life if you're lucky For a small town Southern man First there came four pretty daughters For this small town Southern man Then a few years later came another A boy, he wasn't planned Seven people livin' all together In a house built with his own hands Little words with love and understandin' From a small town Southern man Chorus: And he bowed his head to Jesus And he stood for Uncle Sam And he only loved one woman (He) was always proud of what he had He said his greatest contribution Is the ones you leave behind Raised on the ways and gentle kindness Of a small town Southern man (Raised on the ways and gentle kindness) (Of a small town Southern man) Callous hands told the story

Daddy By Beyonce
I remember when you use to take me on a Bike ride everyday on the bayou (you remember that? we were inseparable) And I remember when you could do no wrong You'd come home from work and I jumped in your arms when I saw you I was so happy to see you (I was so excited, so happy to see you) Because you loved me I overcome And I'm so proud of what you've become You've given me such security No matter what mistakes I make you're there for me You kill my disappointments and you heal my pain You understood my fears and you protected me Treasure every irreplaceable memory and that's why?br> I want my unborn son to be like my daddy I want my husband to be like my daddy There is no one else like my daddy And I thank you for loving me I still remember the expression on your face When you found out I'd been on a date and had a boyfriend (my first boyfriend, you should have seen your face) I still remember I caught you crying cause of my tattoo Could have said beyonce I told y

Safely Home
"I am home in heaven, dear ones; Oh, so happy and so bright! There is perfect joy and beauty in this everlasting light. All the pain and grief are over, every restless tossing passed. I am now at peace forever. I am safely home at last."

The Broken Chain
"We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone; for part of us went with you the day God called you home. You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide, and though we cannot see you, you are always by our side. Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same, but as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again."............. I read this at my dads funeral....

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I'll Be Back
hi to all my great friends Ty one more time for all the help yu gave me to be Oracle, i love yu all i will be at holydays home for two weeks so i will be back the 2nd of march, lot of yu know that i have no internet there god bless yu all, i will miss yu miz

The Pain Of Helplessness
The Pain of Helplessness There is pain in my heart for another. I cannot comfort him, I cannot be with him, I share his pain, ease his suffering, show I care. Why must it be so hard? Why did it happen to start with? The unanswerable questions ring out to the stars, and only silence replies with it's smooth sound. I scream with anguish, and the pain of helplessness. "There must be something I can do, mustnt there?" The whimpered query hangs in the air, "please?". But only silence and time remain, once a comforter, the other, a healer. So why am I not comforted, or healed of my pain, and only my misery remains?

I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry I'm sorry for all the things I've done. I'm sorry for everything I've said. I'm sorry I should've realized my words were weighed as lead. I'm sorry for all the lies I've told. I'm sorry that for all the things I did, your friendship was the cost. I'm sorry I never got to say good bye. I'm sorry I took everything you did for granted. And I'm sorry that you'll never know why.

Broken Heart
Broken Heart Ever hear those words spoken, that's had your heart broken? Maybe it was an action instead, that left you wishing you were dead? What do you do from that point on, with a part of your life gone?

Best Traffic Accident Ever
Yesterday I was coming back from work and I was stuck in traffic because there was some construction and nobody in Dallas can figure out how to merge. I was in the right lane and because of that the left lane was moving slowly while I was at a dead stop. I have always enjoyed looking into peoples windows as I pass them or they pass me. You can see some pretty entertaining stuff in that brief moment. It's like walking past the monkey enclosure at the zoo only usually more bizarre. There is a set of behaviors one would expect when walking past a monkey, humans however, there is no end to the possibilities. I have seen people brushing their teeth while driving, shaving, masturbating, you name it and I've probably seen it. So I'm sitting there in heavy traffic on the northeast side of downtown Dallas watching as the string of cars files past me and along comes a beige Chrysler minivan. The van had one occupant an older man, He was idling forward in the slow moving traffic, gla

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Friday The 13th
So I'm not one for superstition,yesterday was the first time anything bad has happened on Friday the 13th. & Boy was it bad, lol. Eddie and I went to Alexandria(bout 45 mins from my house-kids at school)to go shopping. I just had to go to HobbyLobby for stuff. >.> Well we got kinda lost, got off the interstate,took a left wasnt very far after the left where I turned to my right saw a full size van about to hit us and said WTF. Once it hit us I remember Eddie saying "Are you ok?" and all i could say over and over was I couldn't breathe. Then I woke up to Eddie yelling at me to talk to him. He said I blacked out,eyes rolling the back of my head and such. I guess from shock. Once I came to, I climbed out Eddies side (drivers side) since my door wasnt a door n e more,lol. I started looking for my phone,until a cop was like "Is that it,in the road?" I told him,damn yeah and asked him to get it for me. He gave it back and said hes not sure if it worked anymore. To my suprise it is tho,its

Please Help Me!!!!
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Cycle Of Abuse
Treated unfairly, you resent everybody that has so much Of the things in life that were taken away from you So wrapped up in your misery, you never feel the love that surrounds you So wrapped up in your misery, you never notice that life passed you by You've waited all your life for the pain to go away Lock yourself inside a world that makes you hate Left all alone, ignored by the one you need attention from For the things in life you never achieved on your own He can't be bothered to care for you, to hold and respect and be there for you He can't be a real father to you, some day he'll regret all time that went by You've waited all your life for the pain to go away And I've always hated to see you hurt inside. So much I try to help but you push me away Lock yourself inside a world that makes you hate Locked inside a world of hate Beaten down for as long as you remember Your life was analyzed, criticized and dismembered Your hopes and dreams were discouraged an

End Of My Rope
Where to run to, where to hide Much too full, to swallow my pride But I'm still haunted by something inside As if another part of me has died Paralyzed, I close my eyes, the pain inside surrounds me Petrified, life fades away, at the end of my rope I'm waiting Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone Empty inside, out of control My heart a void, my empty soul Until it's filled I'll never be whole How did things ever get so bad, sinking empty, full of despair I find myself alone and scared, in a world where nobody cares Paralyzed, I close my eyes, the pain inside surrounds me Petrified, life fades away, at the end of my rope I'm waiting Set me Free A hopeless end, afraid deep inside Relief from my pain, the end a suicide The tears I've cried have left me blind I yearn to find peace, a presence of mind Where to run to, where to hide Much too full to swallow my pride But I'm still haunted by something inside As if another part of me has died Paralyzed, I clos

To My Beaut~full Lady Friends;
JUST WISHING YOU ALL A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY...IF I COULD,I'D SEND YOU ALL A DOZEN ROSES...BUT HERE'S A *BIIIGGG CYBER HUG* FOR YA' N' I HOPE ALL YOUR HEART'S DESIRES ARE GRANTED...MMMMWAH!!!!!!!

Use The Worldmind Against The Enigma Force -- And Spartak Will Die!
That line from the Micronauts comic book Marvel Comics published in the 1980s sprang to mind last week, and I’ve been waiting to use it. It’s practically a science fiction version of the irresistible force meeting the immovable object; in context, one of the hero characters is using the semi-sentient energy of his planet’s biosphere (as the king of his people the Acroyears, he can do that) to fight against and defeat the main villain Baron Karza who stole the power of the Enigma Force, the fully sentient primal force binding the other-dimensional Microverse … boy, writing that is a headache for me! But I first read it entering my teen years, so it’s more the action that got me than the metaphysics. On that subject, some of my reading lately has been part head-scratching and part self-revealing, namely because I’m finding myself liking work I thought I wouldn’t at first and vice versa. Besides my daily Bible readings and more frequent writings in my journal, I have found myself in

Relerationships
i sat here and was thinking bout how much i needed you. then i realized that i didnt need u i just wanted you really bad. i mad myself cry to get over the fact of missing you. i myself stop crying to realize that i was ok with you being gone. i have gotten to the point where i dont even need to hear your name to be ok with it. i took ur number out my phone and took ur picture off my screen saver. im ok with the choice that i have made. for once i feel like i can breathe. i am STRONGER then EVER!!! i cant take it any longer thought that we were stonger all we do is linger slipping thru our fingers. i hate this part right here. i cant take these tears. im gone. ill find sum1 that loves me and it is not going to beu.

Knock, Knock - Who Is There
My first Pantera concert - I was told by those that had experienced it before that I WOULD BE EATEN ALIVE. Ummm... nope. I had a face visit me in a dream the other night. It was not exactly human, not exactly animal. It was just watching me. Making itself known. It was not a vegetarian. More of an omnivore. It would take the fruit from the tree, or it would bring down prey. I am not prey. So, I watched in return. I am not a fruit either. I am just opening the aperture. All I can do is to use the powers of perception that I already possess to assess what comes in to focus. The question that I wonder as I wander is whether what I am seeing is a reflection of myself, or whether it is something entirely outside of myself. Then I go back to my studies of finite energy and the collective unconscious and I have to decide whether - in these dream plane visits from entities - is there really anything that is not ultimately a part of myself, just as I am a part of everything. I ha

Happy Fucking Valentines Day
I've decided that today is the shittiest of all holidays. Every year, I spend it alone. Even when I was w the kids' dad, I basically spent it alone. At least then I had drugs... anything to numb the pain would be great right about now. It's not even 3PM, and I'm already considering hitting the booze. It wouldn't be so bad, but there's nothing like seeing the person you want wanting someone else. I'm not stupid. I'm old enough to see it, and I shouldn't be so bothered I guess, but what can you do? I've spent my whole life caring too much about everyone else and not enough about myself. I've been reduced to suppressing my feelings and slapping on fake smile after fake smile and pretending that I don't hurt. I'm a robot. It's become second-nature for me. People ask me what's wrong, and like a good little girl, I smile and simply answer "nothing." Idk how much longer I can hide behind the cheap facade and say everything is okay though. My heart's been crushed, ripped apart,

Nashville
My job requires me to travel and I don't like eating alone. Always looking for someone to have dinner with and / acouple of drinks. I will be traveling to Nashville next week. 2-18. Look at my profile and give me a yell if you would like to get to know me better...

I Need Someone
I need someone to love me, Someone to show I care; Someone who'll be down for me, Someone that'll always be there. I need someone to make me smile, Someone to treat me right, Someone that'll make me feel better, Someone to hold me tight. I need someone to heal my heart, Someone to say sweet things, Someone who can kiss me right, Someone who'll mean everything. I need someone to look into my eyes, Someone to say I love you, Someone who'll never leave me, Someone, can that be you?

I Desire
I desire, love, true love. Someone to love. I desire, someone to be with, for the rest of my life. I desire, a man, who's eyes don't and can't lie. I desire, a strong and happy marriage that'll last. I desire, Peace of mind when I'm with him. I desire, his caring touch each and every day. I desire, his attention on occasion. I desire, passionate kisses from him. I desire, cuddling close to him. I desire, talking to him each and every day. I desire, a man that loves me so much, words couldn't possibly describe. I do believe all my desires, Have been met. And I do believe, I desire you. A desire to be within your arms for ever. Love me today as you did yesterday, and love me more tomorrow, I promise, I'll never ever stray. I desire.... You.

Worth To Him
Running a race I can never finish, All previous thought slowly diminish, From the ashes a new idea will rise, Fueled by looking int his eyes, The chance that we may have a future, Even the wish for it seems imature, Though, I refuse to give up the fight, While my dream is still in sight, Holding on to my empty desires, Lonely days is all it'll inspire, With every intention to put up with the pain, Committing to him with nothing to gain, Every smile, I promise to be real, For it was him who taught me to feel, Doing things for him I normally wouldn't do, Trying to prove to him I will always be true, Forgetting who I am whenever he is near, Always letting my emotuions interfere, Glad I was lucky enough to get a second glance, Hoping to be worth him giving me a chance

My Life-part Iv: Heading West
In September of 1997, I packed my bags and left Richmond, VA for Tucson, AZ. The first Amtrak train I took went from Richmond, VA to Jacksonville, FL. Then I got on another train that took me from FL to Tucson, AZ. During the trip, I got see New Orleans, the Gulf of Mexico and the Texas-Mexico border. It was actually a cold ride until I got to AZ. Once in Tucson, I got an apartment and opened a bank account. I explored the city for about two weeks, looked up my aunt M. and then started looking for work. My job search was harder than I thought it might be because having a college degree i a town with a big university doesn't make you stand out much. I went job to job for a while. In 1998, I got hired at McDonalds. I did pretty well there in that I got three raises and some customer service awards. In 2000, I went back to school to get some job training. And that is when I met the person who would change my life forever...my future wife. That's the next entry.

Picture
I see this man coming into my life, I picture him as the perfect man for me. Eyes that hypnotize me, Lips so lucious, Body that's just so beautiful, Beautiful.... The package he carries. So beautiful no words can describe it. Now what I have in this picture doesn't come close, To his personality. When he talks I go speechless, It's like he cast a spell on me...... With every word that comes off his beautiful lips. Makes me go crazy, So now picture this for me. Tell me what do you see? Is he the man for me? Is he the man I've been waiting for? To come into my life. Maybe this man is already here... But to shy to come near. Maybe I pictured someone to perfect,unreal. Maybe he's not who I think he is, But his spell is working really good with tricking me. I don't understand how a man can get into a person's head, Without knowing he's making that someone go so crazy for him, Well picture me telling and showing you this picture, Do you see him the way I do? Look h

More Ramblings.....
Ok today i'll talk about what goes through my mind as I walk through a crowded market..... First some background---We were sent out to patrol a market in this village. It has been the site of numerous attacks on both American forces and Iraqi forces. Last week alone there were 3 attacks on U.S forces out of this market with one of the attacks resulting in serious casualties. So our patrol was to go into this area to look for and possibly catch any of the names that are on our targeted list. We ride up to this area and dismount from our armored vehicles about 500 meters away. As we are riding up you start to get amped up for what is about to take place. The adrenaline starts to pump, you bump fists with your team, give them each a nod and a wink. You can feel the bond between each other as they wink back. The order comes to dismount and you exit the vehicle. Spread out on the street you make eye contact with the closest guy as you begin your walk into the unkown. Every few steps you

We Live In Perverted Times, My Friends!
It's Valentine's Day! Yay, for getting drunk and instead of getting hit by cupid, huh? Oh, well, figured I'd try this Blogging thing out, and maybe occasionally write my random thoughts down. Ya' never know! But, YAY FOR PERVERTED TIMES!

My Awesome Owner 2/14/2009
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Why Is It, In Every Heart I See, There Are Cracks?
It would be 27 years today my mother and father would have been married. It was 14 days to their 16th anniversary my father passed to a massive heart attack. I am currently 38 wks 3 days into my pregnancy, only 11 days away from Mia's expected enterance into the world. I am sitting at home, alone, on my bed typing this. Today is suppose to be a day you spend with the people you love, who you care about. Today, is the day I know the truth and am accepting it openly. I know there are guys out there who would love to spend today with me but honestly, I just don't feel it. Somehow, somewhere, the love I used to feel and have felt in the past is gone. I can remember the last Valentine's Day I had the pleasure of spending with someone, it was with my daughter's father. I enjoyed it tremendously but this morning when I thought of it, a single tear fell from my right eye and I was finished. I have come to realize that I cannot and will not allow a guy make me feel less that I am

Will There Be
I have seen my share of bad relationships only to leave me to wondered if I will ever see a good one, For years my soul has gone with out acceptance for who I am, My heart has been played , My soul un noticed , My love crushed , Does my heart want the impossible ? Will my soul ever know how true love feels? Will I ever no the one that can love me and all my faults? Why is this so hard to find? I have my heart open with the arms of my soul waiting for the man of my dreams to take me in his arms to whisper in my ear I'm here and my arms will never let you fear that my love will never disappear.

Power
Feb 14, 2009 1:52 PM Subject: I'M BEGGING ALL OF U Body: I truly believe in the power of thought!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I am no longer smoking cigarettes. I am a nonsmoker, ...I just ask to have a whole bunch of faith in me .Or if you pray, say a prayer for me. I know longer want this nasty little thing to be a part of my life. I feel this is one of the hardest things I might go threw in the next couple months and desperately need all the support i can get. Truly yours, Happy Valentines Day. Love Lindsay

Salute's
hi...i would like for u to make me a salute with u in it,only if u want to..just an idea..when i get back online,i will do the same...thnk u for beingmy friend and makeing the salute...btw..email them to me at...dalejroutlaw88@yahoo.com...thnk u

A Question Of The Heart.
Ok forgive my stupidity here but I am seriously confused. I am always being the best of friends with women and seemingly nothing more. I honestly do not know the reason. I am always in the friends zone. But to be honest, I always seem to get brushed aside. I try to be the best friend that someone can have but it always seems to end up that the person that I become friends with finds someone and I get brushed aside. Either because the new boyfriend is jealous and doesn't want me around. Or because of some other reason all together. I simply do not understand, one minute a woman is telling me how much that I mean to her an so fourth and then she just simply loses interest in me. could someone give me their view on this and possibly give me a couple of pointers?

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All Of The Times When
All of the times when When your lips touch my own, so soft and sweet, and your tounge would gently glide across mine. When you would caress my body, so softly indeed, and I would hold your heart and keep it in line. When I would feel your love so deep and true, and you would love me until the end of days, When my love would wrap around only you, and heal your pain in so many ways. When my heart starts beating to the rythym of yours, and you just want to fall into my loving arms. When passion breaks through loves open doors, and you finally give into my tender charms. When these tender words are all that you hear, and a new life is just about to begin. When my eyes have not shed a single tear, I will start to wonder about, all of the times when. Written by: Matthew 02/14/2009

Riddles
Riddles Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Q What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Q. Do you know how Australians practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Beca

.dirty Girl.
**Listen to my profile song** Dra-Dra-Drama beats Stop cheatin' girl (It's Bobby Light) Bobby Light so irresistable... Bobby Light, Bobby Light... Bobby Light... Bobby Light, Bobby Light, Bobby Light... [Chorus:] Baby... (Dirty) what you're doin' with me at night ain't nothin' right girl (You're dirty girl, you're dirty girl) Baby... (Dirty) what you're doin' with me at night ain't nothin' right girl (You're dirty girl, you're dirty girl) Baby girl I know you're hungry for the superstar life But let me tell you one thing, what you're doin' just ain't right It feels so right for me, everything you do But I know you got a man at home, deeply in love with you You know how the saying goes girl, "What's your man got to do with me? " So you can come over any night, I got what you neeeeed [Chorus:] Baby... (Dirty) what you're doin' with me at night ain't nothin' right girl (You're dirty girl, you're dirty girl) Baby... (Dirty) what you're doin' with me at n

She Wins
To the tune of 'The Battle Hymn Of The Republic' Well he caught the dirty bastard comin' out the liquor store, His wife was in the car with him, dressed like a sleazy whore. He said 'It's time for you and I to even up the score', and he knocked him to the floor. He put on his brass knuckles and he slapped him in the head, The liquid leakin' out the boy was colored brightly red. He said 'When I get through with you You'll wish that you were dead!' and he beat him quite a bit more... Well he opened up the front door and he knew that she was gone, The note was on the table that she'd served him breakfast on. He found a box of bullets but he only needed one 'cause he didn't want to cry no more! He pulled the revolver from the nightstand by the bed, slowly thumbed the hammer back, he put it to his head. and for the final time he thought 'I wish that

Interested? Let Me Know
Making names for people that are interested in paying a one bling credit or 25K for them. Please no copying them as they take time to make and space on my computer and may not work right if copied! So if you want one please let me know in a private message =D Let me know your favorite color's so I can customize them to your liking =D These are sample’s of my work!

.damn April.
I never fucking wake and bake and today I did. I feel retarded. Lol So the whole damn I'm going to have a stupid grin on my face and think everything is really funny. Lol Omg... Anyway ummmmm I thought I had something else to say but I guess not. Hmmmm.... Okay Happy Valentines Day... Yup Rope...CSI....yeah lol

$7 Sex
A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's >> office. The doctor asks, 'What can I do for you?' The man says, 'Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?' The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, 'There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse.' He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says good bye. The next week, the same couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, then leave. Finally, after 3 months of this routine, the doctor says, 'I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?' The man says, 'We're not trying to find out anything. She's m

True Love
rue Love It was on a Van Gogh's moon Where paper dragons held all your darkest secrets. I took your hand and followed you to the promise land. Beyond the walls of past loves is where I tumbled and rolled right into your soul. It was under a tangerine sun Where satin swans reflected all your inner beauty. I swore this love to never come undone and to hold you till death. Behind hazel eyes in the valley of the mind is where I love to play in your dreams of a true love.

My Books
I dont know if any of my friends know, or lol mabey some dont care but I am a writer. I have had alot of friends on here ask me where I have been for a while. Well I just have had my second book published, I am rather excited about it! My Second book , True Love Returns, Can be found at www.PublishAmerica.com The ISBN is 1-60703-601-0. My first book, Second Chance At Love, Can be found at www.RedLeadPress.com The ISBN is 978-0-8059-8594-8 Any Questions, please feel free to email me! Thank you and God Bless! Plus I am also in a writing contest for my poems that I write,Please check out my new poem and tell me what you think! I am in a contest and I am trying to win here is the link to vote thank you! http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12941663 Here is a pic of my first book, A pic of my second book,

Submission
this is something that i found and i liked so i am puting it here witten 1997 in tattered blue silks she greacefully falls to her knees before him her blood surging through her veins like hot molten lava she raises her arms above her silken blond head crossing her delicate warists she whispers "a girl begs for your collar or death Master". Her heart stops beating for a ern the silence roars in her ears wondering if she will die or be born

Llama Leveler Of The Day
Michelle~R/L Wife of Miracle Monkey~Winterhawk~Native American Pride~Member of Llama Levelers@ fubar all Llama Levelers will rate 100 pics. each when done kindly leave a comment below...Thanks

Climbing Trees...
Climbing trees…. When I was a kid, I used to love climbing trees. I’d get home from school, run in the front door and out the back door, dropping my school stuff along the way. As I burst out the back door you could see the look of anticipation on my face…there it was…my favorite tree…beckoning me forward invitingly. As I reached the tree, I barely slowed down as I scrambled up it. Ahhh! Such a peaceful beautiful place I thought…and it’s all mine…well…except for the birds that didn’t fly away. I would sit there for hours just observing everything around me…the sights…the sounds…the feel of the wind…as far as I was concerned, I was as close to heaven as one could get. I climbed that tree so much that it had permanent wear marks from my feet. That tree wasn’t the only one I climbed. There were countless others that had been conquered by me. I loved a challenge and would spend days conspiring as to the best way up and down the adversary in front of me…could I actually make it

I Love Fetish And Kink!
I love teasing and playing with my body. Do you enjoy role-playing? When it comes to sex do you like it dirty, nasty and kinky? Does anything taboo turn you on? Are you into golden showers? Want me to force you to suck cock? No one ever has to know about our little secret or your naughty fantasy. Want a Mommy, girlfriend or mistress that gets you? Looking for someone Just as nasty if not nastier then you? We can do whatever we want. I can dress-up for you, maybe you want to wear a pair of my sexy panties and dress-up like the little slut you are oh we can have so much fun playing together. Come and get your FREE 20 min of text chat with my friends and I http://madisonsdirtysecrets.com/chat/ aVa 1 888 430-2010 madisonsmsava@yahoo.com

Spending Bill, Get Ready
OK, it begins. Inflation starts next. You, Your kids, your Grandkids will be paying for this long after you're dead. Write back a year from today and let me know how wonderful life is then. Democrats have already started blocking access to meetings. They just passed the biggest bill for money spending and NOT ONE either Republican or Democrat has read the bill. It was even blocked by the Democrats from being read on the floor of Congress. It had to be passed quickly so Pelosi could go see the Pope. It was supposed to be posted on the net for everyone to read for 48 hrs. (Campaign promise already broken). It wasn't. This is one of many promise broken already and many more will follow. A few more but not all are: No Lobbyists will be nominated for any cabinet position. He even suspended his own ethics guides made on his inauguration. "I will hold myself to a higher standard of openness," said Obama. This is going to be a great 4 yrs...yeap sure is.

A Valentines Message To All My Friends & Family
Happy Valentines Day To All My Friends & Family On Fubar Im So Gratefull For All The Wonder Full Friends I Have And Just Want To Say Thank You To You All For The Gifts I Have Received This Valentines Day Im Sorry I Haven't Named You All But It Would Take Me All Day .... So I Send Love To You All And Hope You All Have Great Day imikimi - Customize Your World!

Upcoming Pa And Oh Shows! All Ages!
Apr 3 2009 6:00P Sterling Hotel (ALL AGES) Allentown, Pennsylvania Apr 4 2009 8:00P Carriage House (all ages - Buzz Bin Magazine Ball) Canton, Ohio THEN IN MAY WEDNESDAY 13 on Wednesday the 13th! May 13 2009 8:00P Sterling Hotel - ALL AGES w/ BOURBON CROW (Wednesday13’s side project) Allentown, Pennsylvania

What Not To Say To Your Valentine
1. I really don't like this restaurant that much, but I wanted to use this 2-for-1 coupon before it expired. 2. People say I remind them of Eddie Haskell. 3. I used to come here all the time with my ex. 4. I never said you NEED a nose job. I just said it wouldn't hurt to consider it. 5. Could you excuse me? My cat gets lonely if he doesn't hear my voice on the answering machine every hour. 6. I like clay. It's mushy. 7. I really feel that I've grown in the past few years. Used to be I wouldn't have given someone like you a second look. 8. And I won that trophy in the inter-fraternity belching contest. 9. I know you said you don't eat anything with a face. But a good butcher will cut that part off for you if you ask. 10. It's been tough, but I've come to accept that most people I date just won't be as smart as I am.

This Mornings Dream
In this mornings dream i had a recollection in the dream about a previous dream. It seemed like I was in a bar or restaurant,or a pub of some kind.... and what i can gather I got in an altercation with some blond beach kid and slugged him right in the temple. the memory of the fight came back to me as this big Cherokee dude with long hair shakes my hand. this guy must have been 6'4" and built like a brick house, and says "I shouldnt let you in here after what you did." Then he doesnt let go of my hand and takes his other hand and slow motions a punch to my temple, as if to remind me of the incident hes referring to. Im trying to figure out, in curiosity, if i had slugged some punk in a previous dream, or if this is a figment of this dream. i feels as if i remember the other dream, but if you asked me yesterday i wouldnt have had any recollection of it. its an interesting idea to ponder...

Love
~ nov.s... Dear Sweet Theaza, I see your face, I hear your voice... O was earth placed beneath our weary feet just for you and I to meet, touch, and sculpt love complete! Your dancing eyes, your singing heart... I feel as if I have no choice, but to hug and kiss you... This being my only ambition and sole purpose in life-- to always be by your side, to always hold and cherish you, to always turn your frowns into smiles, to always be guided by the light of our love throughout the brightest and the darkest miles... I love you always, Steven

Aquarius
This was released in 1969 as a single by 5th Dimension. "Aquarius" went on to sell over 3 million copies and was the biggest selling in 1970. It won the Grammy Award for Record of the Year and the best Contemporary Vocal Performance by a Group I used to collect all these big hits http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=toshchjuXR4

I R Cool Mom
I was supposed to have lunch with my son for Valentine's Day. He just called and said he and Sarah {his girlfriend} want me to go out to dinner with them this evening. It's their first Valentine's as an actual couple and they want to spend it with me. They love me. *glows* Just wanted to share. ♥

Best Comment Ever
I just woke up a little while ago & my husband had taken my oldest son grocery shopping with him so I could sleep. (My youngest is still sleeping.) He also left this wonderful comment on my page: you have gotta know that i never leave comments so when i leave ya one it must mean something and ill tell ya what it means. Your my world, My life, My everything and its been a long 7 years and i wouldnt change it for the world. Every day im amazed by your beauty, Your strength, And the love you give me. I LOVE YOU BABY I know there's a lot of bah hum bug it's a commercial holiday people out there, but last night was the first Valentine's Day we actually celebrated ALONE & I loved it! (Yes I know yesterday wasn't V-Day, but I have to work today, so it was for me.) I hope everyone has a good day & hopefully you all have someone who loves you as much as he loves me. XO

Desert Island Day 1
Day 1. I have found myself stranded on a desert island. I do have a few survivor items to get me by till I am rescued. It is a good thing I have been watching Survivorman and Man vs Wild. I also have skills that I am sure will come in useful. First things first, need to find water and shelter, maybe even a bathroom. I need to poo Write more later

My Sweet Valentine --
Dear Sweet Theaza, I see your face, I hear your voice... O was earth placed beneath our weary feet just for you and I to meet, touch, and sculpt love complete! Your dancing eyes, your singing heart... I feel as if I have no choice, but to hug and kiss you... This being my only ambition and sole purpose in life-- to always be by your side, to always hold and cherish you, to always turn your frowns into smiles, to always be guided by the light of our love throughout the brightest and the darkest miles... I love you always, Steven

Pesto With Farfalle Pasta With Roasted Chicken
Pesto: * 4 cups fresh basil leaves * 4 cups Italian parsley springs * 4 large cloves garlic * 1 1/2 cups olive oil * 1/4 tsp. salt Roasted Chicken Salad: * 1 cup diced Roasted Chicken * 1 cucumber , peeled, seeded and diced * 2 cups mixed greens * 1/4 cup roasted pine nuts * 1/2 lemon , juiced * Parmesan cheese * 1/4 cup sliced black olives * 1/2 pound farfalle pasta * Handful pomegranate seeds To prepare the pesto: Chop basil, parsley and garlic in a food processor. Slowly add olive oil and keep chopping. Add salt. To prepare the chicken mixture and final dish: Place Roasted Chicken, cucumber, pine nuts, 1 Tbsp. of pesto and olives in a bowl and mix together. Cook pasta until al dente. Add 2 tablespoons of pesto to the pasta and mix well. Top off with 2 cups of mixed greens and the juice of 1/2 a lemon. Add the chicken mixture to pasta and toss. Garnish with Parmesan cheese and pomegranate seeds

I Still Love Him
ok so its valentines day and i am alone. Their is this guy and he knows who he is. I still love him no matter what happened between us. I would take him back in a heartbeat and i would be everthing he wanted because i love him. If your reading this. I love you and i still want to be with you.

Grilled Calamari With Minted Red Pepper
Ingredients: Makes 4 Servings * 1 clove garlic , peeled * 2 1/2 Tbsp. extra-virgin olive oil , plus more for peppers * About 3 1/4 tsp. kosher salt * 1 1/3 pounds calamari (about 10 small), cleaned, preferably with skin left on * 3 large red bell peppers * 2 tsp. sherry vinegar * 10 fresh mint leaves, torn Grate garlic over a large bowl. Stir in 1 Tbsp. olive oil and 2 to 3 tsp. salt. Add calamari; toss to coat. Refrigerate 10 minutes or up to 2 hours. Preheat grill to high heat. Lightly coat peppers with olive oil. Grill about 20 minutes, turning occasionally until evenly charred. Transfer to a bowl and cover with plastic wrap. Set aside about 10 minutes. Carefully remove plastic; let peppers cool slightly. Working quickly, gently scrape off skin. Core and seed peppers, reserving juices. Slice into 1-inch-wide strips. In a bowl, combine peppers, their juices, vinegar, 1 Tbsp. olive oil, and 1/4 tsp. salt. Set aside in a warm place. Grill

Prosciutto-and-herb-wrapped Sablefish With Blackberry Salad
Ingredients: Makes 4 Servings * 4 pieces skinless Alaskan sablefish or halibut (about 5 ounces each) * 1/8 tsp. kosher salt * 1 sprig thyme leaves (about 3/4 tsp.) * 1/3 cup flat-leaf parsley leaves * 4 large, thin slices prosciutto (about 3 ounces) * 1 Tbsp. canola oil for Salad * 3 Tbsp. fresh lemon juice (about 1 lemon) * 1 shallot , finely chopped (about 1/4 cup) * 1/2 tsp. kosher salt * 2 Tbsp. extra-virgin olive oil * Freshly ground black pepper * 1 bunch flat-leaf parsley leaves * 1 bunch chervil leaves (optional) * 1 pint blackberries or fresh figs (quartered) or cherries (pitted) To make fish: Place top oven rack 8 inches from broiler; preheat broiler. Season fish with salt and sprinkle with thyme. Spread 1/3 cup parsley on top of fillets in a single layer. Drape 1 slice prosciutto lengthwise over each fillet; tuck ends under fish. Heat canola oil in large skillet over low heat for 2 minutes; r

Barramundi With Sweet Corn Risotto And Onion-basil Salsa
Ingredients: Makes 4 Servings for Risotto * 6 ears fresh corn , kernels cut from cob, cobs reserved * 2 Tbsp. extra-virgin olive oil * 1 small onion , diced (about 1 cup) * 1 3/4 cups carnaroli rice * 1/2 cup dry white wine , such as Sauvignon Blanc * 1 1/2 tsp. kosher salt * 6 Tbsp. unsalted butter for Fish * 4 pieces barramundi or farmed striped bass (about 5 ounces each), skin on * 1/8 tsp. kosher salt * 1 Tbsp. canola oil for Salsa * 1 medium red onion , peeled and thinly sliced lengthwise * 1 tsp. sugar * 1 tsp. kosher salt * Freshly ground black pepper * A few drops lime juice (about 1 wedge) * 2 tsp. olive oil * 10 large basil leaves, gently torn To make risotto: Put corncobs and 6 cups water in a pot; bring to a simmer over medium-high heat. Cook about 20 minutes, then continue to simmer as you make risotto. Meanwhile, in a food processor, puree corn kernels 1 to 2 minutes; s

Shrimp Confetti Tostadas
For a special occasion, serve the shrimp mixture in a clear bowl to show off the colorful mixture of shrimp, avocado, tomato, corn and edamame. Ingredients: Serves 5 Topping: * 1 pound or 36 medium thawed, frozen, peeled and deveined shrimp , tail shells removed and halved lengthwise * 1 ripe avocado * 1 Tbsp. fresh lime juice * 2 ripe plum tomatoes , diced 1/4-inch thick * 1 cup thawed frozen white corn * 1 cup thawed and shelled frozen edamame (soybeans) or thawed frozen petit peas * 4 ounces or 1 cup queso fresco (Mexican cheese) or crumbled mild feta * 1/2 small head romaine , trimmed and thinly sliced crosswise * 10 (5-inch) tostadas (crisp corn tortillas) * 3/4 cup reduced-fat sour cream Vinaigrette: * 1 1/2 Tbsp. distilled white vinegar * 1/2 Tbsp. finely chopped fresh mint * 1/2 Tbsp. fresh lime juice * 1/2 tsp. kosher salt * 1/2 tsp. sugar * 1/4 tsp. freshly ground black pepper *

Cupid's Kiss Cocktail
Ingredients: Serves 1 * 1 1/2 ounces Irish cream liqueur * 1/2 ounce dark créme de cocoa * 1 ounce amaretto * Hot chocolate * Whipped cream * Hershey's Kiss Pour all alcohol in a mug. Top with hot chocolate. Garnish with the fresh whipped cream and a Hershey's Kiss.

Possibilities...
Sometimes... I’m not sure of just what  I believe in anymore… but I do  Believe in Possibilities.  I believe in   The possibility that sparks can turn into  Flames. I believe in  The possibility that  Strangers can  Become the  Best of  Friends.   I believe in the possibility that my  Dreams are not smoke and mirror  Fantasy / Terrors, but  Moon-glowing realities,  Unrealized.   I believe my soul knows the hidden  Answer to these questions my  Eyes have yet to perceive,  My heart has yet to  Sense, my mind has  Yet to conjure. I   Believe my body’s own private  Skin can cloud perception  And whisper in a deceptive  Language… yet in quiet  Contemplation, I  Can make sense  Of deceit &  Mince meat of  Bullshit.   Yes. Granted. I don’t know much.  But if you ask

I Believe
I believe ~ that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.   I believe ~ that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.   I believe - ...that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.   I believe ~ that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.   I believe ~ that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.   I believe - ...that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.   I believe - ...that you can keep going long after you think you can't.  I believe ~ that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.   I believe ~ that either you control your attitude or it controls you.  R

Chasing Your Dreams
There's a weary young boy swimming lap after lap On a cold windy day after school; But the grandstand is empty, there's no one to clap When he finally climbs from the pool. But his mind remains focused, he blocks out the cold, And he thinks of a future that gleams With a brightness reflected by medals of gold - He's a boy who is chasing his dreams. There's a waitress who works in a run-down cafe In the town that she always called home, And she dreams, as she's clearing the dishes away, About London, and Paris and Rome. In the evenings she works in the pub, serving beer, With no time to herself, so it seems; But she cheerfully strives for a goal that is dear - She's intent upon chasing her dreams. On a street in the suburbs a young couple stare At the house they are hoping to buy. It is old and neglected, but what so they care? They are young, and their hopes are set high. Thoug

My Sphereical View....
ECKANKAR (Google it) First off I'm here for the family, friends and fun! I'm not looking to "hookup". I'm just an ordinary average guy. I'm tall dark and handsome....but much better in person than any picture you'll see...lol. I consider myself everyones best friend whether they know it or not....lol. My passions at this stage of life are flying planes, and riding my Harley which I call "Lucille". Hey if you get bored and want to hear some great tunes check out my Stash Videos and sit back and enjoy! PS More to come.....maybe lol

This Holiday Sucks
Im getting sick of this overly commercialized holiday. Im celebrating S.A.D. Otherwise known as Singles' Awareness Day. I know, this is spoken like a cynic who has been burned, so what. this is a made up holiday anyway.

Unknown
FEB 11, 2009 Sometimes I sit here and wonder how my life will be... Will I live to see the next day? Will I be aeound to se my daughter grow up to be fine young women? I wonder if people can actually move on from a heartache? I guess some people can but I don't think I ever Will. I remember being in love with a special man he was handsome, smart,gentle, loving, made me laugh and had a heart of gold. I was so in love then I destroyed it all because I was selfish. I ended up hurting the first man I ever truly loved so bad that I lost him forever. Not a day goes by I don't regret what I did to him and others who loved and cared for me. I cry myself to sleep everynight asking myself why did i have to be so selfish and heartless? Only answer I came up with was scared of having someone care for me so much didn't know how to handle it not an excuse but the truth.... My daughter's and this man is all i ha

Feelings
i sit here and wonder, why do i always do everything wrong, why am i still alive. my life isnt worth shit i just keep going through this pain. missing the only person i love more than ne thing. why cant i see the light. is it not my time it sure feels it. i need to get out of this wicked world. is there anyone who cares, is anyone listening,of course not. they dont feel how i am feeling relationships only push me away. seems every time i try i just cant keep going on like this so i just go to that empty room and cry over that special someone who means so much to me dearly. wish things could of been different,so i cut myself and hope i die. but its not my time why i am so confussed. plz help what do i do.i dont know. should i just lye here and hope i die.....

Love Can Suck My Fake Dick
Okay, so venturing to another cam site proved a little boring and a huge waste of time. I did find one besides MFC that was quite fun, just a little slow because I had never really worked on that account before. Not a totally fruitless break from stuff. Also, HAPPY VALENTINES YOU FUCKS!!!11banana I hate this holiday. In my mind it's just excuse for people to use "love" as a reason to recieve presents & candy. Fuck that, I'll be happy if I get laid today. But for those of you who are okay with this evil fucking mess of a holiday enjoy it. Spend time with a loved one, eat chocolate, get fat, and fuck like bunnies.

I Hate Valentines Day
VALENTINES DAY SUCKS! NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE HAVE I RECIVED A THING! NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE WAS ANYONE THERE! TODAY I DIDN'T EVEN FEEL LIKE WAKEING UP AND GETTING OUT OF BED! I AM AFRAID THIS LONLEY LIFE WILL NEVER END! BUT MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL BE HAPPY WHO KNOWS. I JUST WISH THIS DAY WOULD HURRY UP AND GO!!!! THIS DAY IS ALL ABOUT SHOWING THE ONE YOU LOVE HOW MUCH YOU LOVE EACHOTHER BUT AGAIN ANOTHER YEAR AND OBVIOUSELY STILL NO ONE TO LOVE ME OR CARE. I WISH I COULD TAKE THIS DAY OFF THE CALANDER RIGHT ALONG WITH XMASS AND EASTER. ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE A SPECIAL SOMEONE PLEASE BE NICE AND SHOW THEM HOW MUCH YOU REALLY LOVE THEM BECAUSE BEING ALONE AND NOT HAVING NO ONE REALLY SUCKS AND YOU ARE LUCKY TO HAVE ONE ANOTHER. ALL I HAVE TO SAY FROM MY POINT OF VIEW IS FUCK VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!! ALL IT BRINGS ME IS HEARTACK AND PAIN!!!!!!!

Do U Wanna Dj For Me
Ok here goes im lookign for soem good dj's.If u would like to dj fo ror with me let me know or come to Devils rejects im the head dj there if u woudl liek to dj there with me coem see me. we got a lot of spots open but let me know if u wan tto dj an dill get u up and going Thank You This is DJ GOOD TIMES

Take This Marilyn Manson Quiz
1) When was Marilyn Manson's birthday? a) May 19, 1971 b) January 5, 1969 c) August 14, 1968 2) Where was Marilyn Manson born? a) British Columbia, Canada b) Canton, Ohio c) Marshville, North Carolina 3) What was Marilyn Manson's first Album called? a) Eat Me, Drink Me b) Marilyn Manson c) Protrait of an American Family 4) Marilyn Manson`s song "Personel Jesus" was on which Album? a) The Golden Age of Grotesque b) Holy Wood c) Lest We Forget 5) What song contains the lyrics "We're all stars now in the dope show"? a) The Dope Show b) Disposable Teens c) Tainted Love I already took this and passed it with flying colors ..... now its your turn!!

Edition 3 Happy Valitines Day Everyone
The Time Has Come and The time Is NOW!!! Hey all my fellow Fubarians. These individuals some you know some you don't know but you should really get to know them thier a bunch of great fubarians both male and female. Some i have known for awhile and some i have not known for long at all. ¢¾ღTEQUILA ROSEღ¢¾*☺2nd Alarm Hottie*Fu-owner Okmasterwolf@ fubar ★ Fire™ ★@ fubar ஐ~HÚÑÑ¥~ஐMÊMßÊR ØF W.I.§.Ê ÚK FÁMI£¥/RÁTiÑG RÊVØ£ÚTIØÑ~ஐ"@ fubar Jeezy۞NeaNeas Husband۞@ fubar sexypirate13....2nd Alarm Hotties Charter@ fubar Ben DoveЯ™@ fubar ♡STANG®♡@ fubar htmoose@ fubar TEXAS HELLCAT PLEASE RERATE MY PAGE TY!!@ fubar

Valentines Day...
I'm a hopeless romantic...And because of this...I don't believe that just one day of the year should be set aside for being romantic... Valentines Day...A day for lovers...Blah Blah Blah... Tanas dad was the most romantic man I've ever been with...And one of the most abusive...I now know his romantic side was a ploy to brainwash me to believing that he was a good man...The regular beatings proved otherwise... When it came to Valentines..he would get me kitchen appliances...He loved the way I cooked...Now don't get me wrong..I loved the gifts...But..for that day I really wanted the norm...Some flowers...maybe some candy..Even a little stuffed toy...He did get me several pieces of jewelry while we dated...Always something that had a heart in it...And always a card that said...Just another piece of my heart I'm giving to you...(More Brainwashing)...But a fry daddy on Valentines?...Sheesh... Now...I've taught my daughters that V-day is just one of those so-called money holidays

Whats In A Kiss?
Kisses unleash chemicals that ease stress levels By Randolph E. Schmid, Ap Science Writer – Fri Feb 13, 6:22 pm ET CHICAGO – "Chemistry look what you've done to me," Donna Summer crooned in Science of Love, and so, it seems, she was right. Just in time for Valentine's Day, a panel of scientists examined the mystery of what happens when hearts throb and lips lock. Kissing, it turns out, unleashes chemicals that ease stress hormones in both sexes and encourage bonding in men, though not so much in women. Chemicals in the saliva may be a way to assess a mate, Wendy Hill, dean of the faculty and a professor of neuroscience at Lafayette College, told a meeting of the American Association for the Advancement of Science on Friday. In an experiment, Hill explained, pairs of heterosexual college students who kissed for 15 minutes while listening to music experienced significant changes in their levels of the chemicals oxytocin, which affects pair bonding, and cortisol,

Valentine's Day
Good morning friends... I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Valentine's Day... I hope it is full of happiness and love for each of you... From what I can gather, Fubar has a DNS server down in my area... I've spoken to friends in NC, SC, OK, and South Texas that are having the same problem as me... We can not access Fubar through a regular browser like Internet Explorer, Firefox, or SeaMonkey... I've found a way to get here through AOL... But it is slow as dirt... It's taking me anywhere from 2-4 minutes between clicks... Which I am sorry to say, I just don't have the patience for...LOL... I can't rate, send comments, or return large amounts of mail... I love all the beautiful roses I have received, and I will return them as soon as I can... Thank you so much for thinking of me... It's going on 20 hours since I have been able to access Fubar like I should be able to... Yep... you guessed it... I'm starting to go through withdrawals... LOL... I miss my friends... I'll b

A Irish Mans Philosophy
In life, there are only two things to worry about— Either you are well or you are sick. If you are well, there is nothing to worry about, But if you are sick, there are only two things to worry about— Either you will get well or you will die. If you get well, there is nothing to worry about, But if you die, there are only two things to worry about— Either you will go to heaven or hell. If you go to heaven, there is nothing to worry about. And if you go to hell, you’ll be so busy shaking hands with all your friends You won’t have time to worry!

New Message
I got this from some black dude with him hugging a giant bunny in the pic "i miss my pussy you know this daddy got faftter tyra suppose to send daddy his money to get the lipo she havent sent shit yet and for my hair ask her whats taking so long and tell her to call yall sister danielle ask her do she got daddys 's gunn and badge send my stuff express ok baby ?please dont let daddy down daddy need some pussy baby real bad im suffering you gone help daddy? call me baby you say you'll play with it for daddy you on the toilet dont push out my coochie juices save for daddy" second message: "dady is the religion i gets that plug the booty right baby?? thats rights get all that pussy water we destroyed generation before you and place your place heirs to see how they would do tell teesha that holy quran" WTF??

A Mouse And Some Frothy
Some Guinness was spilled on the barroom floor when the pub was shut for the night. Out of his hole crept a wee brown mouse and stood in the pale moonlight. He lapped up the frothy brew from the floor, then back on his haunches he sat. And all night long you could hear him roar, 'Bring on the goddam cat!'

Un-named
May love and laughter light your days, and warm your heart and home. May good and faithful friends be yours, wherever you may roam. May peace and plenty bless your world with joy that long endures. May all life's passing seasons bring the best to you and yours!

My Ghost Hunting Experince
or the lack of thereof. Sooo... I arrived to a designated address at 8pm, and thanks to wonderful Chicago parking, had to park under a bridge, then walk half a mile to the building. When I arrived, I seated myself in this odd looking room full of people, with a seance table in the middle. THe "medium" was this annoying weirdass dude with his face crudely painted black, and a Rastafarian tri-colored cap (??) He was huge, and extremely fuckin annoying, The whole time he was playing with candles and incense, lighting them up and putting them out in his mouth. Then we started a seance, holding hands and all that shit, and had to decide whom to call out. Since no one had any fuckin idea, the organizer dude named some random guy that was famous in the area, and died somewhere around there also. THe "medium" started answering the questions, as if that guy was speaking through him. He was obviously more full of shit than Oprah, answered in a most vague, trivial way, and didn't k

Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there... I do not sleep. I am the thousand winds that blow... I am the diamond glints on snow... I am the sunlight on ripened grain... I am the gentle autumn rain. When you waken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush Of gentle birds in circling flight... I am the soft star that shines at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry— I am not there... I did not die...

Remembered Joy
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free! I follow the plan God laid for me. I saw His face, I heard His call, I took His hand and left it all... I could not stay another day, To love, to laugh, to work or play; Tasks left undone must stay that way. And if my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss... Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss. My life's been full, I've savoured much: Good times, good friends, a loved-one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief— Don't shorten yours with undue grief. Be not burdened with tears of sorrow, Enjoy the sunshine of the morrow.

An Old Cradle Song
Sleep, my babe, lie still and slumber, All through the night Guardian angels God will lend thee, All through the night Soft and drowsy hours are creeping, Hill and vale in slumber sleeping, Mother dear her watch is keeping, All through the night God is here, you'll not be lonely, All through the night 'Tis not I who guards thee only, All through the night Night's dark shades will soon be over, Still my watchful care shall hover, God with me His watch is keeping, All through the night

An Old Blessing
May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind always be at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face, and rains fall soft upon your fields. And until we meet again, May God hold you in the palm of His hand.

A Wish For A Friend
Wishing you a rainbow For sunlight after showers— Miles and miles of Irish smiles For golden happy hours— Shamrocks at your doorway For luck and laughter too, And a host of friends that never ends Each day your whole life through!

Difference Between Http & Https.
FIRST, MANY PEOPLE ARE UNAWARE OF: **The main difference between http:// and https:// //> is. It's all about keeping you secure** HTTP stands for HyperText Transport Protocol, which is just a fancy way of saying it's a protocol (a language, in a manner of speaking) for information to be passed back and forth between web servers and clients. The important thing is the letter S which makes the difference between HTTP and HTTPS. The S (big surprise) stands for "Secure". If you visit a website or webpage, and look at the address in the web browser, it will likely begin with the following: http://. This means that the website is talking to your browser using the regular 'unsecure' language. In other words, it is possible for someone to "eavesdrop" on your computer's conversation with the website. If you fill out a form on the website, someone might see the information you send to that site. This is why you never ever enter your credit card number in an http website! But, if the

Why I Fired My Secretary
LAST WEEK WAS MY BIRTHDAY AND I DIDN'T FEEL VERY WELL WAKING UP THAT MORNING. I WENT DOWNSTAIRS FOR BREAKFAST HOPING MY WIFE WOULD BE PLEASANT AND SAY, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!", AND POSSIBLY HAVE A PRESENT FOR ME. AS IT TURNED OUT, SHE BARELY SAID GOOD MORNING, LET ALONE "HAPPY BIRTHDAY." I THOUGHT... WELL, THAT'S MARRIAGE FOR YOU, BUT THE KIDS WILL REMEMBER. MY KIDS CAME INTO BREAKFAST AND DIDN'T SAY A WORD. SO WHEN I LEFT FOR THE OFFICE, I WAS FEELING PRETTY LOW AND SOMEWHAT DESPONDENT. AS I WALKED INTO MY OFFICE, MY SECRETARY, JANE SAID, "GOOD MORNING, BOSS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" IT FELT A LITTLE BETTER THAT AT LEAST SOMEONE HAD REMEMBERED. I WORKED UNTIL ONE O'CLOCK AND THEN JANE KNOCKED ON MY DOOR AND SAID, "YOU KNOW, IT'S SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DAY OUTSIDE, AND IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY, LET'S GO OUT TO LUNCH, JUST YOU AND ME." I SAID, "THANKS JANE, THAT'S THE GREATEST THING I'VE HEARD ALL DAY. LET'S GO!" WE WENT TO LUNCH. BUT WE DIDN'T GO WHERE WE NORMALLY WOULD GO. WE D

Clint/clynt Black - The Rain
I never liked the rain till I walked through it with you Every thunder cloud that came was one more I might not get through. On the darkest day there's always light and now I see it too But I never liked the rain till I walked through it with you I hear it falling in the night and filling up my mind All the heaven's rivers come to life and I see it all unwind I hear it talking through the trees and on the window pane And when I hear it I just can't believe I never liked the rain Chorus: Like the rain I have fallen for you and I know just why you Liked the rain always calling for you I'm falling for you now Just like the rain When the cloud is rolling over thunder striking me It's as bright as lightning and I wonder why I couldn't see That it's always good and when the flood is gone we still remain Guess I've known all along I just belong here with you falling Chorus 2: Like the rain I have fallen for you and I know just why you Liked the rain always calling for

The Rainbow Connection
Why are there so many songs about rainbows And what's on the other side? Rainbows are visions, but only illusions, And rainbows have nothing to hide. So we've been told and some choose to believe it I know they're wrong, wait and see. Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection, The lovers, the dreamers and me. Who said that every wish would be heard and answered When wished on the morning star? Somebody thought of that, and someone believed it, And look what it's done so far. What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing And what do we think we might see? Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection, The lovers, the dreamers, and me. All of us under its spell, We know that it's probably magic... ... Have you been half asleep? And have you heard voices? I've heard them calling my name. ... Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors? The voice might be one and the same I've heard it too many times to ignore it It's something that I'm s'posed to be.

Oomph! - Labyrinth
links rechts gradeaus du kommst hier nicht mehr raus links rechts gradeaus du kommst hier nicht mehr raus der Wahnsinn hat mich eingesperrt und deine Heile Welt verzerrt hat sich in deinen Kopf gepflanzt lauf, Kind, lauf, so schnell du kannst du weißt nicht mehr, wer du bist du weißt nicht mehr, was liebe ist dein Spiegelbild hat sich entstellt niemand ist hier, der zu dir halt klopf klopf, lass mich rein lass mich dein Geheimnis sein klopf klopf - klopf klopf klopf klopf, lass mich rein lass mich dein geheimnis sein klopf klopf, lass mich rein lass mich dein Geheimnis sein links rechts gradeaus du bist im Labyrinth links rechts gradeaus - links rechts gradeaus keiner kann dir sagen, welche Türen die richtigen sind mein verlornes Kind links rechts gradeaus du bist im Labyrinth links rechts gradeaus - links rechts gradeaus keiner kann dir sagen, wer die guten und die bösen sind mein verlornes Kind du hast mich oft aus dir verbannt an meinem Zo

Russia
I have a little peeve: It involves people telling me how much they love my former country, how much they want to go there one day, how awesome it is that I am from there, or how they wish they also lived there. (???) There was a REASON why I moved to the US with a refugee status in my passport. None of the little Americans would survive a month in the place, and the odds of survival would've been much lower be it during the years that I have lived there. I don't see much glamor in living in one room in a country with no opportunities, no rights, no laws. Working your ass off to get absolutely nothing. Living among people that will gnaw your arms off if you stand in their way. In other words, while I love it in a weird way since my happiest memories stemmed from my 15 years there (thanks NOT to the country, but to my grandparents) and there was certain fun aspect for a teen in a lawless place, it caused much misery and grief to my family. So I find it quite stupid when p

Who Let The Trash Out
I HATE VALENTINES DAY!! created @ 02/14/2009 01:11 am expires in: 22 hrs [EVERYONE] Sooo do you find valentines day a useless holiday?? Yay ** OR ** Nay 113 votes 612 views 107 comments Report mum as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?] Since when is it a holiday? Who promoted this to the point of it becoming a damned holiday, and given this is an adult site is there really anything not appropriate adult content?

Wtf
All of you seem to be searching out the virtually impossible. No wonder the world is such a wreck today! Lighten up, try to shoot for the moon in place of the sun! Give it some time. Happy V day to the gals out there. Luv you all.....

A Hobo's Parody
I could wash my dirty t-shirt, And suc-cess-fully flirt, Any maybe get a date. I could smell just lik a flower, And not like something sour, Like milk gone out of date. I could get a new hair cut and I could wash my stinky butt oh if I only had a job! I could get me a ve-hicle, And be hy-po-cri-ticle, And nobody would care. I could get me an apartment, And get out of the cardboard, That box right over there. Not be a begger just a chooser, I would not be such a loser if I only had a Job!

Sub Par
Have u ever wondered how in life a sub par performance is considered a bad thing, yet in golf its exactly what u would want 2 achieve. Its amazing how the entire situation is all based on a matter of perspective.

Depressed
Hello Everybody This Will Most Likely Be My Last Blog Please Don't Get Me Wrong FuBar is A Great place to meet and Have Fun With People but I'm Looking for a Soul Mate A Sweet Honest Passionate Loving Caring understanding Lady. Tonight I went Out With A great Friend Of Mine and He Took Me To a exotic Dance Club The Lady's there were Hot I mean Smoking Well there weren't a lot of men there and the girls out numbered the guys 3 to 1when we walked in my friend had one of the dancers sitting on his lap with in 5 Min's after we got there any way they were talking the next thing ya know off to the back they went for a dance which was alright by me the thing that bothered me is not one of the girls approached me I had money I was very friendly I smelled clean dressed nice all that so it made me realize that I must be unattractive and yes it does hurt no I'm not tall 5' 4" with Grey hair I'm not a sex maniac and I don't Flaunt Money and I don't treat women like bitches and whores but it se

Life As I Know It
its been a long time since ive had something to say, and so friggin much has happened in the past year; the wife and i have reconciled, its cost me alot of blood tears and sweat, and a couple friends to get our marrige back on track but im definately glad we put the effort in things are gettin better for us all the time and our improved life is having a very positive effect on the children, they have always been great kids but now they seem alot happier, i am truly blessed, and immensly thankful for the ease of stress, and the abatement of saddness in our house. as my wife and i rebuild our marrige and restructure our lives i just wanted to take a minute and say "THANK YOU" to all the friends ive found online who made the lonliness bearable, and "THANK YOU VERY MUCH" for posting nude and nearly nude pics of yourselves for me and your other friends to oogle over.. so many gorgeous women, you all make me feel very manly that i can show you all off to my friends, your all sooo

Curves?
There was a movie on HBO recently called "Real Women Have Curves". This title, of course, begs the question: what kind of curves? Are we talking hairpin curves or something more like a French arch? Point of note to the HBO folks: you know those thin women who walk down the catwalk at fashion shows? They're not a bunch of f~cking robots. They're "real women". When someone says "real women have curves", what they really mean is "real women have hanging, disgusting, flaps of flab and asses large enough to smother a medium-sized population of jackals". Sure, some real women are fat. There are also some real women who don't run for a bowl of Fritos as their sole means of exercise the minute a commercial for Bally's health clubs comes on the T.V. In other words, some women understand that stationary bicycles have a purpose, even though you can't coast down a hill to the Cheesecake Factory on them. I guess what I'm saying is that instead of "real women have curves", maybe one

The Blasted Secret Admirer
i love it and loathe it all at once it is great that a person can be attracted to someone and have them not know who it is but i can bug me to heck cause so often i want to know who it is regardless of the blasted randomization oh well such is life

We The (people)?
If 'The People' in the Second Amendment only pertains to a Well Regulated Militia, then women were left out of the First, Second, Fourth, Ninth, and Tenth Amendments of the Bill of Rights. If the term The People in Second Amendment only means a Militia is allowed to possess arms, and a Militia is defined as All able-bodied MALES between certain age limits, then females were not considered to have the inalienable right to keep and bear arms. But, if the Second Amendment term, The People, means all citizens, then men and women are born with equal rights protected by the Bill of Rights including the Second Amendment. In all the multitude of writings about the Second Amendment and its interpretation, I have not heard this gender argument stated. Maybe I just missed it. Beware: N.O.W. - and other women organizations, you were left out of the Bill of Rights, If "The People" meant only able-bodied males in the Second Amendment, it must have meant the same thing in all the rest of

I Am Finally An Ordained Minister!!!!
I have always wanted to become an ordained minister. I wanted to be able to officiate wedding mostly but after my own experience 10 years I wished so much to be able to give final blessings to those dying from a terminal disease. I worked and researched but always found that I had to be a member of a particular faith until the last few years. And I was afraid of the fly by night ordinations. I found a church and researched it and made calls. I finally found a church I can become ordained through without the expectation of a certain faith. I can now do all weddings, not just catholic, christian, or baptist. I am a non-denominational minister. This is what I am happy with!!! This is great news for me!

Sooo, Why Should I Rate You?
Hmmm, let's see? Rate a lot of friends? - Check People rate you back - Che... errr, wait a sec - Tooltip Views: 43 so far today, 48 yesterday. Photo Views: 0 so far today, 6 yesterday. Edit: to be fair A couple people have rated my Profile but no one has rated any of my pics... · ASIANHOTTIE™ CL... rated you an '11'! · °*★ωικιĐ Øηε★*° rated you a '10'! · ~Sweet~N~Sexxay... rated you a '10'! · DrunkWhore rated you a '10'! · William's Demesne rated you a '10'!

That Is Yours (a Valenties Day Poem)
That Is Yours In the darkest of nights My Love If you go to your window One that faces southeast Look into the pitch black My Love There you will see a light Though it is very small it is there If you still your mind and heart Your ears will hear a small voice Carried upon the wind a soft whisper It calls to you Angel Words of Love,Passion,Desire Arms await you open and strong To shed tears with you when you hurt To dry your tears with compassion A chest for you to lay your weary head To listen to the rhythm of a heart It plays a melody only for you To feel safe in strong arms Arms that will hold you tight To share warmth on winter nights To walk under stars in the summer There is an awaiting heart There is a spirit waiting for freedom There is a love waiting to be unleashed I know that what I speak of Is not all that much But freely it is given to you My Love It is simply all of me That is Yours

Friend With Benefits
There's at PROBABLY at least 1 person on your fubar who wants to date you or sleep with you or some shit. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits". The rules are simple...if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar who wants to date you, and maybe more who want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship, single, or whatever. this is for fun, it is just for fun. don't get yer undies in a bunch over it.

Green Eyes October
pick the MONTH that you were born & color of your eyes and put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then re-post it AS YOUR OWN BULLETIN. Your friends might understand you better... ----------blue eyes----------- people with blue eyes are very attractive, adorable, loves to make new friends. will do anything for that special person. kind, and polite. can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. loves to please the one they care or love for, repost this if you have blue eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days. -------brown eyes------- people with brown eyes last the longest in relationships. they are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. not the 1 ** **** with if you repost this and you have brown eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. --------green eyes---------- people with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. you will meet the per

Meth
I DESTROY HOMES, I TEAR FAMILYS APART. I TAKE YOUR CHILDEREN BUT THATS JUST THE START. I'M MORE VALUED THAN DIAMONDS MORE PRECIOUS THAN GOLD. THE SORROW I BRING IS A SIGH TO BEHOLD. IF YOU NEED ME, REMEMBER IM EASILY FOUND. I LIVE ALL AROUND U IN SCHOOL AND IN TOWN. I LIVE WITH THE RICH I LIVE WITH THE POOR. I LIVE JUST DOWN THE RAOD AND MAYBE NEXT DOOR. IM MADE IN A LAB, BUT NOT ONE LIKE U THINK. I CAN BE MADE UNDER UR KITCHEN SINK, OR IN UR CHILDES CLOSET, AND EVEN OUT IN THE WOODS. IF THIS SCARES U, THEN IT CERTAINLY SHOULD. I HAVE MANY NAMES, BUT THERES ONE YOU WILL KNOW BEST. I'M SURE YOU'VE HEARD OF ME. MY NAME IF CRYSTAL METH. MY POWER IS AWESOME . TRY ME YOU'LL SEE. BUT IF U DO, U MAY NEVER BREAK FREE. JUST TRY ME ONCE AND I MIGHT LET U GO. BUT TRY ME TWICE AND I OWN UR SOUL. WHEN I POSSES U, YOU'LL STEAL AND YOU'LL LIE. YOU'LL DO ANYTHING JUST TO GET HIGH. THE CRIMES YOU'LL COMMIT FOR MY NACARTIC CHARMS, WILL BE WORTH THE PLEASURE YOU'LL FEELL IN MY ARMS. YOU'LL LIE TO YOUR MO

Fun
Thats right Baby! Im going to No way out this Sunday!!! the day after 2morrow... If ya all dont see me again that means 1 of 2 things.. I ran away wif da wwe and became a diva.. or I over powered Jeff Hardy and I Am sitting In jail awaiting Kidnapping charges..... Anywho.. I will have kick ass picks Im sure nect week!

Enjoy Holidays In The Most Memorable Way With Shimla, Kullu And Manali Tour Package
Visit to Manali one of the most admired tourist place in Himachal Pradesh. This place is popularly known as Switzerland of the India. This captivating city of Apple state has mane reason to get the attention of tourist from far end of the world. It is one of the most beautiful places decorated with playful waterfall, gushing of river, emerald forest dotted with pine and fir trees, snow capped mountains, apple orchards, serenity of temples, beautiful gardens with flower tossing head with cheerful smile etc. Being here tourist can enjoy visiting Rohtang Pass, serenity of Hadimba temple, Mountaineering Institute, Arjun Gufa, Vashist Hot water spring, Rahala Waterfalls etc. Most of all taking a medicinal bath in Vashist hot water spring is an awesome experience as well as memorable moment of Manali tour packages. After all it is also the dream destination of Honeymoon couples. Apart from Manali, Shimla is perhaps the most visited tourist place in Himachal Pradesh. This picturesque town

Kerala Tours- Feel The Environment Of Heaven On Earth
Apart from the exhilarating beauty of Backwater, Kerala beaches are not to be missed. Tourist do enjoy lovely time on the silver coast viewing the shooting view of pristine water of beaches, palm dotted silver sands and exotic natural beauty. It is the place where tourist indulges themselves in the unlimited fun and frolic. From children to adult, infact no one can control their excitement and enjoy most of the beaches life. They enjoy long walk shipping the nature’s cool necture, sunbath and beach sport. Tourists do have a magnificent time along the beaches, catching up the rumbling water, sprinkling over their friend and family and the best part of the beach is angling sitting over the cliff of rock. It is an awesome experience of your Kerala Tours. Furthermore being in this God’s own country enjoys visiting the famous wildlife sanctuaries and parks. Enjoy luxurious and thrilling tour in the famous wildlife parks and sanctuaries. Some of famous wildlife sanctuaries are Peppara,

Visit Kerala- The Heartthrob Of India Tourism
Kerala is the best destination for holidaymakers, nature lovers, Honeymoon couples and travelers. It is gifted with the best natural beauty that is so captivating and alluring. The creator must have dedicated his time wholeheartedly to give this place a heavenly look. Beauty of this place catch the attention of tourist form every nook and corner of the world. Its beauty is unique and captivating that its name is being enrolled in the top ten must visit tourism destination of the world. Most of all the picturesque view of the backwater destination gets holds over the heart of tourist at the first place. Though beaches are captivating, but the charm that lies in the houseboat is unique and unmatched than any other destination of the world. It is the best place to enjoy holidays in the most splendor way. As the houseboat or the Kettuvellam starts gliding over the pristine water, door of captivating starts to open. Such a magical charm and beauty you won’t find in any other place of the

Continued List Of People I Can Do Without!
Ok insted of going back and adding to my last blog i figured id just do a new one with the new additions... 27. People who dont know who George Carlin is. 28. SARA PALIN! (why wont she go away!!!) 29. People who dont know who Iron Maiden is 30. People who say all metal sounds the same. 31. Rappers 32. people who feel the need to shop right when a store is CLOSEING for the night. 33. people who are assholes to cashires 34. people who cut me off when im talking 35. People who cant seem to learn how to use a credit or debit card machine.. 36. people who pay ALL in change..(not sure if i already had this one) 37. People who feel the need to wish me a happy Valentines day (fuck off its not a holliday! do this on here u will be deleated off my list!

Wtf?? Really?
ok so just some random thoughts for this early valentine's day. those of you who know me know i love to sing. my favorite thing to do is karoake. well my brother and i along with sum friends started hangin up at ford lanes in dbn heights mich. there is this gentlman there who is very nice, and also a great singer. yea he totally wants to date me. ok i'd possibly consider it if one he wasn't TWICE my age, and two if he were a lil thicker. he's a bit too skinny for my liking. no looks don't matter much, but u gotta have meat on ya bones. so my bro is sayin that this guy is so my suga daddy. im like um no cuz i ain't like that. don't get me wrong, he's super nice, but i like who i am. i go out to the movies, play pool, and karoake. im fine with that. i like to stay home and chill on the puter or watch my fave show a million times. i don't need to go out and have a good time. idk what to do. i don't wanna hurt him, cuz he really wants to be friends. i said thats fine. i'll

Its About The Innocents
I NEED YOU!! I can't sit back and just waste my time doing nothing.. It's so easy to forget or maybe in some cases ignore it but doing that only makes whats happening right here in our neighborhoods that much more sick.. It's one thing to be unaware but its a whole different ball game if you are aware and choose to turn your heads away.. Problems to big. I can't save the world. I don't have any money. I can hardly take care of my own let alone worry about other peoples problems.. If it where you how would that feel if a knowing person said I'm sorry I'd really like to help but the problem is to big and I don't have much time or money to do much so ya I'm sorry. Maybe the next guy will do something and help out.. We are all so very good at passing that damn buck except with the buck is ours.. Its time to stand up and take your spare time and do something worth while.. Not ragging on Fubar or Myspace at all.. Believe me I'm the worst but there comes a time when you stand

Libra Sex Addict
L • I • B • R • A: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna fuck with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible.Rare 2 find. Funny. Talkitive. Erotic. Smart. loves sports. gets what he/she wants. Loves to be in a relationship. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. T • A • U • R • U • S: The Freak in bed "i love Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! P • I • S • C • E • S: The Piece of ass Caring and kind. Smart. Center of

Well...hmmm....
happy hallmark day yep, it's the day of the Psychotic Armed Cherub; discharging what's most likely an unlicensed weapon into unsuspecting couples who were minding their own friggin business. Miss BabyLove

First Things First!!!
If you call btw 5-10 ...and i don't answer then damn theres a Good Damn Chance Im fuckin workin...So if u call and I dont pick up then ...And i hear bitchin or i'm mad...Then excuse me i didnt answer your precious phone call while im working bustin' my ass makin money.. plus if you call leave a damn voicemail...is it that fuckin hard to open ur mouth and speak!!! so if you get mad just cuz i didnt talk to u or pick up the cell then u can obivously fuck off cuz i dont need the damn drama .. Thank You have a Nice Fuckin Day Oh, Also if someone wanted to talk to me they would call me before i had to go in to work instead during work.

Binary Switch
I am the walking midnight. Am I the beginning or the end? Am I a skipping stone or a foundation pebble? See it all comes down to that spiral the one in your rhythm with the dark purple echoes against black hips oscilating to the beat. Watching the clockspin Counting the mediocre deathwish. Calculating the next big hit of bit back insult and gentle humility. When all you want is meaty pulp between your fingers. That satisfying thud of skull to pavement. That overcoming grin that doesn't come with a snap or a rip. It comes beckoned. Summoned. Welcomed. Enthusiastic and oblivious Like a long lost dog waiting at your back porch. New trophy in hand, tail wagging wondering why you hadn't gone with him on that last adventure. My emotions constantly held under lock and key. My eager explosions bound like a bouncing tongue in my cheek. I'm going to burn your home feed you your own children and drown you in the blood of everything you've ever touch

Mind Control = Money
Drones and clones line up in rows to purchase cups of homemade lemonade...what they dont know is the ingredients from which this lemonade is made. I put in every thing that I could find, milk, urine, grime and slime. As they sipped this tasty treat, they danced and marveled as they would drink. Even though it tasted like shit, the TV commercial told them to do it, and so they did.

Hell..
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term.. The answer by one student was so 'profound', that the professor shared it with his colleagues via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that i

Alone
I have been told that I am a great catch. I am a great person. I have an awesome personality. I love sex. I am sexy. I love to please my man. I know how to cook. Why am I single? Why am I alone for yet another Valentines Day? Are the men in Michigan that blind? I just don't understand. I should have men lined up to get at me. I don't have kids. No baggage. I am just lost. I mean granted I am on the bigger side, but damn. Are men really that shallow that they can't see a good thing beind my weight? Someone please help me out. Help me understand. Men just want to fuck me an not keep me. I know I am worth more then that. GRRRR I don't know. One day my Prince Charming will find me. Well a girl has to hope right? I hope everyone else is having a wonderful Valentines because I am not......

Linguistic Rebellion
Words, when either perfectly or cleverly combined are art, simply and purely. They are beauty in written form to be appreciated just as much as the works of Van Gogh, Monet, Dali, and the like. I’m not referring to the obvious either…of course there are writers who will always be appreciated for their works…Emily Dickenson, Jane Austen, Mark Twain, Homer even…the list goes on and on. But, in my eyes, a well constructed witty comeback is art. A slyly flirtatious note can be art. A thought inducing essay even… In that way, words are my paints, my charcoals, my clay…this blog is my canvas at times, this keyboard, my brush. And, I find, as I look around many blogs here, I am in the company of much talent just as I do with the letters I write and receive each week. We sculpt and paint little glimpses of our worlds, our realities as we see them…we form jokes, barbs, one liners that all make the person sitting halfway across the country throw their head back in laughter…our words have the pow

Aliens Abductors
I was driving down a cold ice covered road the other night. All of the sudden a bright light appeared out of the darkness. As I walked closer to the light I began to make out the shape of a strange ship. Yep you guessed it. Aliens had once again come to earth. To my surprise the leader walked up to me and bowed. The alien used his universal translator and asked me to probed each and every one of them. I will report more when the time is right. Good luck my fan.

Auto 11 Auction Starting 2/14/09
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Love
Voices sacrifice self, sanity and future dreams side by side endless sweet oblivion drifting without a prayer silent pain haboring nothing left but souless cries from wanting pardise lost wishing minds leaking raw emotions what cannot be denied nor blamed, sane or insanity what am I ? hearts weakness in any sense time kneels for true passions visible for all to see the brain the most sexual organ in the body no stimuli passion held within servitude lost within someone elses memories, I fear not loneliness cries more so the memories that might die, my emptiness strained pleasure in darken rooms two hearts lay weary without rest no comfort in closeness no comfort in sleep within nightmares tongues roll over each word soulful cries of loneliness pain no words are spoken no life’s breath no care the past to presence persistent forbidden what cannot be body's sadness of solitude without a heartbeats feelings of nothing left, Kissable lips an longing surrendering eyes unforeseen promising sa

Every Girls Dream
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someone’s life. give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. leave her cute text notes. kiss her in front of your friends. tell her she looks beautiful. look into her eyes when you talk to her. let her mess with your hair. touch her hair. just walk around with her. FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. look at her like she's the only girl you see. tickle her even when she says stop. hold her hand when you're around your friends. when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. let her fall asleep in your arms. get her mad, then kiss her. stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything tease her and let her tease you back. stay up all night with her when she's sick. watch her favorite movie with her. give her the world. let her wear your clothes. when she's sad, hang out with her. let her kno

Wanna See Bewbs?
Ok, I'm turning my Autos on here in a bit. I got a ticker with fu bucks a few weeks ago, and hoarded it. I sent two in for approval, and I'm just waiting for that to come through to activate. I've actually got a fairly light day tomorrow, so I can participate some Sooo... Yeah. When I hit godfather I'll post some boob pics. Some of you don't care about that and will do it just cuz you love me, but for all the others, there will be bewbs to be had. Now, talk amongst yourselves.

Safe Journeys?
I've noticed that in recent years, that I'm leaning more towards psychological explanations for spiritual things, though these have always been important to some extent. This comes as no surprise to me. I haven't entirely abandoned the concept of a relatively objective, autonomous spiritual reality of some sort. I've been down the road of entirely and exclusively embracing the psychological model of magic, and found it to be emotionally and spiritually unfulfilling. Additionally, there have been experiences I've had in my path that have given me enough evidence to believe that it's not just in my head, that to an extent I'm interacting with something other than myself, but interacting in a subjective manner. I am less likely to surmise about the reality of spirituality outside of my own experiences through the lens of my subjective perception, however. There are certain caveats, admittedly. Some author's like Michael Harner claim that journeying is safer than dreaming (which, if yo

Obama's First Few Weeks In The Office
Well, I wanted to type a blog just after Obama’s inauguration, but as always life took over and I got a bit stalled. So, I’ll just go on and do an update on his first few weeks in the office. So far, it seems like it has been a hectic time for him, considering he has to deal with an economy that is getting close to a depression. The inauguration went very well, even though the judge that swore him in messed up his words while process was being done. Obama’s speech was good for a new president, he was respectable to George W. Bush by saying he did a good job during his two terms, which was able ease some of the crowd that was present for it. His speech was nothing spectacular, just really repeating himself when he got elected back in November. However, once the inauguration was over, it time for work to be done. He was able get the Stimulus Bill passed , which is suppose to help save jobs and revive the economy for a bit. However, there are many speculations with it considering

Soul In The Saloon
This old saloon is dark and damp, the barstools reek of vomit and crap, the shots of Jamison poured slowly into dingy cracked glasses, But i like it cause reminds me home, on day like these were your blood runs cold, the rain pours from the blacken sky and the darkest hole can make it so you don’t feel so alone, even Johnny there just off the pike happy go lucky sits by your side and just like every other poor soul that stop by this god forsaken place, still takes a pound like a true honest soul ,even though the bar wench behind counter spat in it like she didn‘t give to lick , this is place were everything is wrong and dreams are wasted away in empty bottles of booze, its a sad old song but it rings true, I corner my self to see the news on old black and white still hung from the ceiling corner thing looks as though it had seen a president or two maybe even Nixon or the landing on the moon ,but then I digress I stop to realize another years past and im still drinking t

Im Really Sorry Ya'll
As Most of ya know I had a Bad motorcycle wreck.. I havent been hitting hardly anyones pages because,Im seriously dope'd up & sleeping most of the time.. Please excuse me for not droppin love n say'n Hi as I really am hurting now.. today I spent 5 hrs at the hospital gettin more X-rays=20 of them & all my staples removed.. I cant wait to go soak in a bath n relax again.. Here in a week or 2 I should be semi Coherent & able to start back being the flirt ya'll love Thanks for lookin Hugs Mark

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Please Hit Kimmie's Auto 11's And Tell Her That Her Owner Sent You.thanx
Hey friends.~KiMmY^dAwN~PrOuD MoMmY oF ThReE~ will be running her AUTO 11'S from 6PM Friday to 6PM Saturday. Come show her some mad love and lets see how far we can move her.=) ~KiMmY^dAwN~PrOuD MoMmY oF ThReE~@ fubar

Whats The Point?
So what exactly is the point of this site anymore? If you're not pretty - you get ignored... I have been feeling that for the past few days. If you don't have auto 11's - HAHAHAHAHA - good luck with that! Seriously, what the heck is the point anymore??? Whatever!

My Loves, My Valentines
I wake up in the mornings, stubble to the coffee maker and look over to the computer screen and smile.....nice to be able to say hello each day to some of the sweetest people I have had the pleasure of not meeting..lol... Just a wish to you all, a Happy Valentines Day, (my favorite). I have the greatest family and friends in real life but there are a choice few I have chatted with here that I will never forget.. Should we have the opportunity to meet...Let's not let it slip away....Let's do it.. Charlene

A Valentine's Miracle?
I know this will be hard to believe,but everything I'm about to tell you is true. On January 26,2009 we received our first measurable snow.On January,31,2009 I noticed the following image in my Driveway.It was not deliberately made,and as you can see there are at least three different tread patterns. As the weather warmed and the snow began to melt I noticed the trails made by the vehicles that had come in and out of my driveway had made the image of interlocking hearts.You could only see the image if you looked at it from one spot,and I guess that's why I hadn't seen it until fourteen days before February,14. I know it looks like it was made purposely and that's why I wrote this Blog. Happy Valentine's Day Thank You for taking the time to read my Blog.As you can see I'm not very good at these,but I wanted to share my Valentine's experience with my friends.

Anonymous Liaison
Based on a real-life experience, and thus written in a sense from memory (with some small changes), this was... tricky to write. ---- Anonymous Liaison Your hands are soft silk on my sides. Nay, just your fingertips. They rumple my shirt up, invisible baring of skin in the darkness of the club. I shiver, my goosebumps rising like pinpricks of ice up my spine. You are warm and supple, yielding and strong, and your breath feels good on my throat, your hair good on my shoulder. I inhale of you deeply as we twine and dance, sensing beyond the subtle allure of perfume to your real scent, the underlying woman beneath. The goosebumps tighten. Words are whispered in my ear. I shiver, aroused at your boldness, and moments flicker by like a slideshow: the dancefloor undulates with lights from above, the thumping of my heart in my ears louder than the monotony of music I didn't come for. Doorway. Cold night air, warm hands, dizzy as we laugh, stumble, high on the primal knowledge

Quick Post
I just want to a) wish everybody else a happy V-Day and b) let everyone know, I am going to be somewhat distant through Monday. Valentine's Day weekend for me is a double whammy because I lost my aunt 18 months ago, and then last year on the 15th of January, I lost the relationship with the only woman I'd ever stayed with for more than 3 months, because she cheated on me... So Valentine's Day is a very bitter time for me. Thanks for understanding... Courage + Belief = Life Jeremy

Up For Auction Once Again.. You Know You Wanna Own Me...
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Pu$$ycat Fund
Hey fam!! We've been trying to keep the VIP on the home page but it's beginning to be a little much cause theres only certain people doing it. We would also like to start running some contests for the fam but it's gonna require funds to do this so we have purchased a reloadable mastercard and opened a paypal account with it. It is not REQUIRED to give money but all donations will be appreciated. The only people with the account info will be Breed, Damien and Smack Daddy so we won't run into any issues about missing money. There are 4 ways to add money to the account: 1. Via paypal transfer. Just log into your paypal account click send money and enter the account email which is pussycatsplaymates@yahoo.com 2. MoneyGram® To find a MoneyGram location near you, call 1-800-MONEYGRAM or visit the Web site. At the MoneyGram agent location, complete the blue MoneyGram ExpressPayment form with the following information: * Receive Code: 4941 * Company Name: H&R Block Emerald P

13
13 tattoes to kiss and lick 13 looks from accross the crowded room 13 dreams that make the days worth being 13 times to stop and look at your picture 13 songs that top my mix cd 13 names i know in the dark 13 places you left your mark 13 reasons i smile the way i do 13 ways to make you blush 13 secrets to every ones crush 13 movies that in my top 10 13 outfits id love to see you in 13 where do you fit in ?

The Tight Skirt
This lady that was wearing a tight skirt was waiting at the bus stop to get onto the bus. A bus pulled up and the driver opened the doors. she tried to step up onto the step but her skirt was too tight. So she reached back to unzip and loosen it a little. she tried to step up onto the steps again. But it was still to tight. She reached back and unzipped some more. Tried to step up again and the skirt was still to tight. She tried one more time. She reached back and unzipped some more. And she still couldn,t get up onto the bus. So this man behind her reaches and grabs her by the butt. He gives her a boost onto the bus. She turns around and slaps him and saying "What do you think you are doing." Well the man says "Well lady after you unzipped my pants for the third time I thought we was aquainted."

Voodoo Dick
There was this man and woman, and they were married. Well, the woman was always horny and wanted sex all the time. The husband had to go away on a business trip and needed something to keep his wife satisfies until he got back. He went to a pleasure place looking for dildos. He walked in and asked to see all the dildos. the man took all of them out except for one. the man told him he wanted to see the one in the box. the man said that it wasn't for sale. He finally talked him into taking it out and looking at it. the man said,"this is a voodoo dick. let me demonstrate. Voodoo dick the keyhole." the voodoo dick went over to the door and started doing to keyhole. the man said,"voodoo dick back in your box." Well the man finally talked him into letting him buy the voodoo dick. He took it home and told his wife that whenever she got horny just say voodoo dick my pussy. he left and she got really horny and said,"voodoo dick my pussy." well she had an orgasm and wanted it to stop. she couldn

Turner Brown
There was a little dude and he walked into an elevator. standing next to him was a huge dude. The huge dude turned and said to the little dude .. " before you ask me any quesitons im just gonna tell you the answers to what people usaully ask me .. im 7'2" 375 lbs 2lbs left testicle 2lbs right testical 15" penis and my name is Turner Brown." then little dude looks at the big dude in horror and the big dude says " whats the matter? all i did was tell you that im 7'2" 375 lbs 2lbs left testicle 2lbs right testical 15" penis and my name is turner brown." and the little dude says " oh! thank god! i thought you said turn around!"

Baby Elephant Trunk Dick Joke
A Baby Elephant's Trunk This couple are out having a romantic meal for the first time together.Suddenly something from the man's side whips from under the table, steals a bread roll and dissappears back under the table. The guy doesn't blink aneyelid and the woman can't tell whether it really happened. She says nothing. Well, damn, the same thing happens again. The woman checks the guy out andsure he makes out like nothing happened so she holds it in. A little timepasses. The, hell, it happens a third time and the woman can no longer holdit in and she speaks up demanding to know what's going on. The man explains."Look, I was in an accident in India.. I lost my ..penis.. thesurgeons transplanted a baby elephant's trunk in it's place and, well, I'vegrown to accept it and hell, It's embarrassing but that's it". "No, no.."the woman says "that's absolutely incredible. And you mean the trunk keepsstealing the bread rolls like an elephant. WOW. Look that's so amazingwould you mind d

A Merge
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Pnwa / Tmiwirelss
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You Make My Heart...
Written .. Now - to the woman who is not in my life..Yet ha ha You make my heart sing You make me smile with joy Everyday I wake with happiness Knowing the joy you love brings Today I want you to know That your my heart and I love you so Without you in my life True love my life would never know The years together have brought us closer I love you more today than the first day my eyes saw you You amaze me with that smile of yours You amaza me with the love you show So many times I look at you And wonder how someone must love me so to give into my life a gift such as you You are all I could ever dream To kiss your lips and hold you close My love just bursting from me I am always amazed that you even love me I promise you ever day I will always love you in this way Until the spark leaves your eyes And we ascend into the skys You make my heart sing You make me smile with joy Everyday I wake with happiness Knowing the joy you love brings Happy Va

[the Blues]
I was gonna tell you all the details of a horrible day of feeling trapped in this hellhole city, being investigated and scrutinized for a crime I didn't committ and having that fuck up your life being single Not being at the point you want to be in your life. Having fuckwit morons ask too much of you and then judge you for not delivering their unreasonable wishes. But my brother pretty much put it all into perspective and really helped me out. Just gotta remember that oath to endure. I'll be fine.

Life In A Small Town
Today a friend and myself made flyers and put them up for our upcoming Passion Party. It was an interesting experience to say the least. And major fun too. A Passion Party is one that shows off adult toys and lotions and such. The one I went to was fun and so my friend and I decided to try to hold one. I was surprised at the places that allowed us to put up the flyer so it could be seen. Everywhere from the bar it is being held in, to the library! Just goes to show you that even in the bible belt, people can be freaky kinky. It will be interesting to see who all shows up.

Mis. Love Poems
A River of Love My love for you is like a river. For which your heart can only deliver. When we fight and scream. My heart can only dream of our hearts being a team. Your Love By Stephanie Fiske Your love that seems so true That it can beat the ocean blue. Everyday it grows And even you will know. The love can be like a seed Even though it is not a tree. The seeds of your love Is like a wing of a snow white dove. Love So New The love so new That it will always be so true. The things you share And that you also bear is the test of the love That you will always share. The Promise You made a promise to my heart. You promised we would never part. When we went our seperate ways twas my heart that had to pay. Never promise that we wont part. So it will save another heart. What is Love? What is love, I asked myself. How do I feel i am loved? Is it measured by the patter of my heart? Or a feling I should know? Is is a special song or gift? Is it

My Heart Poems
My Heart My heart can hardly wait to see and feel my loving mate. It aches with sorrow that I need to hope on our star. I wish that you will be in our tower waiting for me with a single flower. It sings with gladness that there will be no sadness. My greatest wish and hopes is that I can feel all your kisses just like on the soaps. My Heart2 My heart burst when you are near for reasons that are all unclear. You are like a soft teddy bear who can hold all my cares. The day my world wouldnt turn blue was when I knew my dreams came true.

What Makes A Perfect
What Makes A Perfect Valentines? By Stpehanie Fiske-2006 Who or what decides the best valentine? The stores sells cards and gifts, hoping to make millions. Candy comes in variety of flavors and sizes, oh what a sweet tasty treat. Flowers are grown and delivered in stores, what more is there? Children wait for this day in glee, oh how wish it was me. The romance and the dancing all night. Maybe seeing the endless love is the sight? Is it the parties decorated with pink and red, or what is actually being said? Is the perfect Valentines homemade or a price handsomely paid? Whatever you think is the perfect valentine is up to and hopefully from your heart. But remember the day is Febuary fourteenth.

The Vampire's Curse
The Vampire's Curse Look into my eyes and tell me what you see Can you see the real me? Can you see my pain? my tortured soul? Can you feel my sorrow? I'm breaking down My body is screaming in agony My loneliness lurks in the shadows Stalking me in my eternal emptiness My damned soul is punished This lifeless body walks through this life aimlessly My final hope is dwindling Feeling the emptiness consume me Turning me into a monster A shell of my former self I start to thirst for your blood Being intoxicated by your fear Enraged in my dark animality Staring back into your eyes As I launch towards your neck My fangs pierces your flesh I feel your pulse fading As I inject you with my venom And drain you of your life Remembering my first time like it was just my last My curse now became yours As your lifeless corpse resurrects You now realize I'm your creator And you're my creation

Valentines Day Poem
Valentines Day(2006) There seems to be a special day. That should happen everyday, many say. A holiday for lovers, hoping to be more than friends. A day that has many cards, that are often sent. Rushing off for last minute gifts. Often, in between work shifts. In school, kids make pretty mailboxes. And men just want to knock of ladies socks. Homemade valentines made of glitter and lace. Bows and ribbons in their places. Alot of romance and dancing all night. Smiles shining brightly. A day full of hearts, red and pink. Hopefully the flowers wont stink.

Boring Day At Work This Is What I Do With My Time
Roses are red Violets are blue When I am in bed I rub one off thinking of you I think about your cock And your clean shaven balls And how you make my bed rock Until the echo of your name reaches my halls I think of your dick It makes me so wet I want you to lick I want you to pet I want it so fast I want you to pound But you want to make it last Until I'm so weak, I can't make a sound.

Quick Sketches..
I was looking thru my old Photobucket accounts, and I stumbled across these pics... I had scanned these some time ago... before my scanner blew up and caught fire... These were two quick sketches I had done for paintings I had done, which now, are destroyed, of course... This is the kind of work I did all the time..that I had to give up.. Shit, don't know if I should be even showing you this horrible crap... But It's been a hole in my soul and heart for 11 years, that I haven't done anything worthwhile with anything artistic, outside of bodywork on vehicles.. I did these in late 2004 or early 2005.. It took a few months to do these with the paintings added, so somewhere in that time area.. I got inspired one day...took a lot of pain to inspire me, but it did... Anyway.... Honestly.. what say you??

Flippin Hilarious
Things only A Mom Would Know One day my mother was out and my dad was in charge of me. I was maybe 2 -1/2 years old and had just recovered from an accident. Someone had given me a little 'tea set' as a get-well gift and it was one of my favorite toys. Daddy was in the living room engrossed in the evening news when I brought Daddy a little cup of 'tea', which was just water. After several cups of tea and lots of praise for such yummy tea, my Mom came home. My Dad made her wait in the living room to watch me bring him a cup of tea, because it was 'just the cutest thing!' My Mom waited, and sure enough, here I come down the hall with a cup of tea for Daddy and she watches him drink it up. Then she says, (as only a mother would know... 'Did it ever occur to you that the only place she can reach to get water is the toilet?'

Hope
We are lovers true and through and though We made it through the storm I really want you to realize I really want to put you on Ive been searchin for someone To satisfy my every need Wont you be my inspiration Be the real love that I need Real love Im searchin for a real love Someone to set my heart free Real love Im searchin for a real love Oooh, when I met you I just knew That you would take my heart and run Until you told me how you felt for me You said Im not the one So I slowly came to see All of the things that you were made of And now I hope my dreams and inspirations Lead me to want some real love I got to have a real love Loves so true and oh baby I thought your love was true I thought you were the answer to The questions in my mind But it seems that I was wrong If I stay strong maybe Ill find my real love So I try my best and pray to god Hell send me someone real To caress me and to guide me twards A love my heart can feel No

Her Voice
The wild bee reels from bough to bough With his furry coat and his gauzy wing, Now in a lily-cup, and now Setting a jacinth bell a-swing, In his wandering; Sit closer love: it was here I trow I made that vow, Swore that two lives should be like one As long as the sea-gull loved the sea, As long as the sunflower sought the sun,- It shall be, I said, for eternity 'Twixt you and me! Dear friend, those times are over and done; Love's web is spun. Look upward where the poplar trees Sway and sway in the summer air, Here in the valley never a breeze Scatters the thistledown, but there Great winds blow fair From the mighty murmuring mystical seas, And the wave-lashed leas. Look upward where the white gull screams, What does it see that we do not see? Is that a star? or the lamp that gleams On some outward voyaging argosy, Ah! can it be We have lived our lives in a land of dreams! How sad it seems. Sweet, there is nothing left to say But this

Grandparents
> 1. She was in the bathroom, putting on her makeup, under > the watchful eyes of her young granddaughter, as she'd > done many times before. After she applied her lipstick and > started to leave, the little one said, 'But Gramma, you > forgot to kiss the toilet paper good-bye!' I will probably never > put lipstick on again without thinking about kissing the toilet paper > good-bye... > > 2. My young grandson called the other day to wish me Happy > Birthday. He asked me how old I was, and I told him, '62.' > > My grandson was quiet for a moment, and then he asked, > 'Did you start at 1?' > > 3. After putting her grandchildren to bed, a grandmother > changed into old slacks and a droopy blouse and proceeded to > wash her hair. As she heard the children getting more and > more rambunctious, her patience grew thin. Finally, she > threw a towel around her head and stormed into their room, > > putting them back to bed with stern warnings. As she left the > > roo

Whoring Out To The Highest Bidder
Anyone who wants me to work for them since ive not been officially working anywhere but helping lots of people i say this....if you know the value of having me whoever offers me the best insentives i will consider working for.

Lamb Of God// Set To Fail Video Premiere Today!
The Official video for Set To Fail premieres today at myspace.com/lambofgod. Check it out and preorder your copy of the deluxe version here so that you are sure to have a code for the Escape The Plague contest! To celebrate the release of their fifth studio album Wrath, Lamb of God have created the Escape The Plague contest. The first 100,000 copies of the album (CD, vinyl and deluxe editions) will include a card that will direct the fan to Lamb-of-God.com/escapetheplague. Once at the site, the fan will be instructed to enter the code listed on the card and answer three questions. The site will then randomly select 100 winners, who will then be directed to the prize page to select their prize. As each prize is chosen, the site will automatically delete that prize and will do so until all prizes are claimed. The site will go live at 12:01 AM EST February 24th, 2009. Escape The Plague prizes include: 2 - Trips for two to see Lamb of God perform at a major UK festival in Augus

Happy Valentines Day From Kiddrock To Us All
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !! I WANT TO SHARE WITH YOU SOME OF THE BEST LADIES ON HERE !! EACH ONE OF THEM HAVE TOUCHED ME I NEVER REALLY TAKE THE TIME TO SAY THANKS ..SO IM DOING IT NOW PLEASE F/A/R THEM ALL !! LET THEM KNOW I SENT YOU PLEASE !! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !! AUTOS ON♦♦DaNgErOuS DeSiRe♦♦♦@ fubar HppyBubbles™@ fubar ~♡~Thcknluvit~♡~Sarge's Bad Girls~♡~@ fubar Ì†§ÚrÄñgêl RL WÌ£È ² ÐJßÄÐßÖ¥ ÖWñÈR Ö£ †HÈ ßLÚÈ MÖÖñ@ fubar

Name Change
Ok long story short I was listening 2my playlist my daughter made me my x walks in and says "What is that your new Fuck Song" Well here you go Asshole.....that is my name now lol gotta love me huh hugz my Friends.....xoxo

Hatters And Fakes
Here we go... I tried to be nice to everybody,I was trying to help everybody with level,fubucks,etc…But I noticed something...It seems that everybody remembers me only when they need help. So...I’ll start to clean up my list.U were on my list for long time and u didn’t said a “Hello” even once,u'r coming on my page just to GET HELP not even a rate or read my blogs or bullies.I'm sick of fakes friends... Sooo…what’s the point of keeping u on my list?!? Oh...and please don’t send me another request,cause I’ll deny it!!! Have fun in FU-Land!!! BIGDADDY4LIFE --- IF YOU DO NOT LIKE ME BITE ME LMAO