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Someone Elses Star
Alone again tonight, Without someone to love. Stars are shinin' bright, So one more wish goes up. Oh I wish I may, And I wish with all my might, For the love I'm dreamin' of, And missin' in my life. You'd think that I could find, A true love of my own. It happens all the time, To people that I know. Their wishes all come true, So I've got to believe, That there's still someone out there who Is meant for only me. Chorus: I guess I must be wishin' on someone else's star, It seems like someone else keeps gettin' what I'm wishin' for. Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are? I guess I must be wishin'... on someone else's star I sit here in the dark, And stare up at the sky. I can't give my heart, One good reason why, Everywhere I look, It's lovers that I see. Seems like everyone's in love, Everyone but me. Chorus repeats Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are? Oh I guess I must be wishin', On someone else's star. Fu

Valentines Day
LISTEN PEOPLE.. a valentines message from me Ok, so I see, like every year, many ppl tend to become extra depressed around valentines day, even more so than other holidays, if they are single or dont have that significant other. Well, guess what? Neither do I, but I dont mind one bit. V~day, IS just another day. But it is also a day that should be counted and you should be thankful for as a great day you get to be alive. This life is a gift, and shouldnt be taken for granted. Do you have food and clothing and a roof over your head? Do you have your health and a job? (already one step ahead of me on that one). Then you are already more wealthy than 80% of the worlds population. Count your blessings. Look at those 50 souls who just lost their lives in that fiery plane crash, just 20 miles from my house. Those ppls chances in this life are OVER. YOU are ALIVE. Now the families and friends of these ppl dont have these loved ones around any more. So remember that and be thank

Wishing On A Star....
Have you ever laid on the ground gazing upon the vastness of space and chosen one single star amongst the many and wished for someone whose name you may not even know yet? I think many of us have, or have at least thought of the idea. We wonder if there is truly someone out there that is made especially for us. Could there be another person wishing on the same star, at the same exact moment? That feeling of having a soul mate out there. Someone that is just for us and no one else and then wondering where and who they are in the world. But what is a soul mate? What constitutes someone actually being the other half of your eternal soul? I cannot answer that question first hand, because if I do have one I have not found her yet. But I do know what I think that person would be to me and vice-versa. Maybe one day soon I will blog as to what I believe a soul mate is lol, but for now I am going to leave it at this.... If you have found your soul mate...Cherish them on this Valen

Pain
Its over for us Im at peace now Well peaceful as I can be But your still in my mind It's over for us I'm never going to be the same My life has changed For the good and bad Its like death Both good and bad Bad because it's gone Good cause the suffering is over Connect it with drowing Rough at first Cause your fighting it But once you give in Its then a peaceful ending But if you never loved You have never lived ------------------------ I used to love pain But loseing the one you love Is not the pain to enjoy But as the old saying goes Its better to have loved and lost Then never to have loved at all

Random Love Poem
You are my love Holding onto your hand Keeping you close to me Let me show you how much I love you For you mean the world to me You are my baby I love you dearly I never want to let you go I love you with all of my heart I want to make you happy I will do anything to make you smile Make you laugh when you’re down Let me kiss that spot on your neck Feel you shiver against me as I do Whisper my love into your ear You mean so very much to me I love you I never want to leave you I will take you to a quiet place Take you in the rain Anywhere you want to go I will take you I will do anything for you I love you that much I love you for who you are My baby… I love you

Bill Rawks! Goo Rate Him Up! He Has Auto 11's Activated!!!!!!!!!
imikimi - Customize Your World! Click on his pic to take ya to his profile and rate the Hell out of it and tell him I sent ya:)Bill always returns the love!!So drop by the 3 day party and show him lots of love:)Help him go from Disciple to Oracle!! Bill@ fubar SEXUPURPROFILE.COM This Pimpout Brought To All of Fubar by none other than:JoAnna SEXUPURPROFILE.COM

Bluemew360
DO YOU KNOW MY SEXY NEW OWNER?? WELL YOU SHOULD!!! SHE'S SMART, BEAUTIFUL, FUNNY, AND A GREAT FRIEND TO ALL!!! SO GO SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE AND MAKE FRIENDS WITH HER!!! ADD/RATE/FAN/CRUSH/BLING...IS THAT IT?? HMM AND HELL JUST SAY HI TO HER. TELL HER I SENT YOU AND I PROMISE THIS TIME YOUR ORDER WILL BE MADE WITH NO SPIT IN IT!!! ZoOkS!!!

True Or False
This is a fun true or false........... Can you guess which of the following are true and which are false? 1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. 2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button. 3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years. 4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot more. 5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart! 6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties. 7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute. 8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are 2-6 years old. 9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines. 10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498. 11. The average housefly lives for one month. 12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year. 13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened. 14 The average computer user

Auto's From 6pm To 6pm
Hey friends. This young lady will be running her AUTO 11'S from 6PM Friday to 6PM Saturday. Come show her some mad love and lets see how far we can move her. ~KiMmY^dAwN~PrOuD MoMmY oF ThReE~@ fubar

Reapers All Jacked Up Train
Reaper's All Jacked Up Happy Hour Train The Rules: 1. Stop by Reapers's page, rate the Button folder of pics... He will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in the Happy Hour Train Tag Folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Swampfoxsport's Happy Hour Train" or something like that... If your profile is marked private, then you need to visit each person's profile on this train and add each rider yourself, whether or not they are above or below you on the train... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will get a thank you tag made for you if one is not already made for you... And add you to the guest list... 4. When new people join the party... You

Let It Go
To anyone who is holding on to something or someone. This is dedicated to a good friend of mine who is struggling right now. There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.

Weak & Hopeless...
Ok, ive been keepin this pent up anger for a bit now, Weakness. –noun 1. the state or quality of being weak; lack of strength, firmness, vigor, or the like; feebleness. 2. an inadequate or defective quality, as in a person's character; slight fault or defect: to show great sympathy for human weaknesses. 3. a self-indulgent liking or special fondness, as for a particular thing: I've always had a weakness for the opera. 4. an object of special desire; something very difficult to resist: Chocolates were her weakness. —Synonyms 1. fragility. 2. flaw. See fault. 3. penchant, passion, hunger, appetite. —Antonyms 1. strength. Now that the meaning of Weakness is clear, I am so Effin' frustrated with all of this relationship bullshit, that has been surrounding all of my wonderful girlfriends and some family members ( I do not need to say your name.) All of this, emotional distress, because of their fear of loosing something they believe is truly theirs. Now being 20 losing, is

Game Plan... 100 Ways To Kill Yourself
1) try soaking your head in a bucket of ammonia. in 5 minutes, if you are still alive, repeat as necessary till dead... 2) cut your balls off (if you have them) 3) cut your head off with a razor blade and go into extreme ecstacy 4) drink a gallon of JD with a dab of Nitrogrycerin and jump up and down vigirously 5) fart in a balloon and light a match 6) eat the stuff between your toes with a teaspoon of pepper and a drop of vinegar 7) fart in front of the meanest, fattest, teacher while bending over to pick up the pencil that you mistakenly (yeah, right!) dropped 8) eat shit and die..... 9) try inhaling a fart right out of your own asshole.... 10) fuck Ronald Reagan- 11) or his wife..... 12) try to do the running long jump over the Hudson river 13) or maybe try skydiving underwater...... 14) try to katch the first nuclear missle headed towards the U.S.A. 15) sit on a pitchfork 16) cement yourself into the Great Wall of China 17) attach

Gimme Your Questions
Alright...you know the drill. There are two kinds of questions I want. One asking for advice on a particular issue...something that could be considered a support type question. The other is a bit more broad...and I don't want pics of broads..thanks. I want your questions or statements about fubar or an aspect of it...ie 'I hate the new rating system. Life was sooooo much better when i could rate a gazillion pics a minute'. Yes...I know that one is coming. Thanks again..you guys rock.

Gimme The Cheeziest
Alright...I'm going for focus here people. Give me the best line you've heard on here. It can be a shout, a friend request or a message. Just send it on over! I'm sorry there aren't boobs in this blog, but reading is fun too! Now gimme...and try to gimme what I'm asking for. Thanks!

Idealist Healer
The most sensitive of the Idealists is the Healer (INFP). While their list of jobs may echo that of other Idealists, they are more drawn to express their own unique vision of the world that all other types, so their work cannot help but be unique. They interpret their visions in the world of music, art, entertainment, or dance. As a professor or teacher, counselor or social worker, they often unlock the mysteries of life for those they encounter. In business they are drawn to organizational development and human resources careers. They may have a religious calling or seek work as a librarian. Their careers need to be in alignment with their personal values. Says Kay, “I chose health education so I could touch the lives of others to help them make better choices about their lives. I know I’ve done some good.” All Idealists seek to have a life of meaning, to help themselves and others grow to be the best that they can be. They do not want to be a copycat of someone else, but want to b

Ends And Means
Stardate 56547.3 1430 hours GAMAZULU The Class-II fighter skimmed over asteroid after asteroid as Cadet Francis Reed piloted it on his final test. It had been four years of hard training, but he had finally come to the final days of his Academy training, and he would be sure this class year would be remembered by everyone. "Falcon squad, this is Falcon 1, do you read me?" he said into the communicator. One by one, the other trainee's responded with acknowledgements. They all knew what he was planning, hell; they were all part of it. They wanted to show the instructors that they were the best of the best. "All right Falcon Squad, just like we practiced." Five fighters came round a planet killer asteroid, all within 150 meters of it. As they approached each other they opened their plasma manifolds, venting a trail of charged plasma. Circling dangerously close, the fighters sped away from each other igniting their trail. Reed looked over his shoulder as he watched the starburs

Stupidness
Ok...so...two people I know have been fighting recently....and personally i think the reasons for the fighting are fucking retarded....don;t get me wrong both of these people are very intellegent( aside from the fact that one of them is a dumbass) but come on people its reDICulous. So you wanna talk to other people...fine....should you ignore everyone else while you do it....um no why...exactly....fucking don't play games no one has the time or the energy for that kinda bullshit and personally im tired of dealing with the fallout from it ya know....i hate seeing/hearing people cry...it pisses me off....so when it happens i wanna fix it...and when i cant it pisses me off even more...so naturally i wanna go out and do something about it...anything...and the resoning behind the fight it stupid....so you like someone big deal...bros before ho's yo...all im sayin is im tired of seeing her cry hysterically becuase of loosing this friend over his arrogance. Maybe its jsut me but i valaue

My Nephew Is Reaching Out For Help, Trying To Make The World A Better Place.
Christopher has signed up for Jump Rope for heart. As most of you know, Christopher's father has congenital heart disease and has a surgery every year or so to correct one problem or another. His ability to work and to enjoy physical activities with his on is effected by his heart condition. So this hits very close to home for Christopher and he is very eager to raise money to help progress the research to help improve his father's quality of life. He has set his sights very high.. He hopes to raise $5000.00 dollars over the next three months. Anyone who would be willing to donate to the Jump Rope for heart foundation please do so, the deadline is May 14. Normally, I would have him canvas, but the American Heart Association frowns upon door-to-door, as they do not want the effort to be related with soliciting. If you would like to help and donate, you can make the check out for any amount you would like and address it to the American Heart Association. You can email me individuall

Disappointment
You know i really hate the disappointments in life that really have a HUGE impact on you, Im not talking about the ones where you didnt get an "A" on a paper, or your hair color didnt turn out just right. Im talking bout the bigger ones, where your spouse to be leaves you at the alter, your friends stab you in the back, your parents divorce. Those kinds of things!!! Well Im feeling disappointed right now, feeling like the ppl who make offers to help really dont mean it or there are conditions to that help but they fail to mention those conditions ahead of time and thats frustrating. Cuz I dont ask for help unless I need it and if you dont really wanna help me then dont offer...I dont need my simple task turning into an emergency, such as now, because you fail to follow thru like you said you would do even after making it a point to state "you can count me whenever you need me!". HAAAA!!!! So many ppl claim that, so few really mean it! Well Im one of those who really means it s

Randomness
K : You're wild and crazy. R : You are good in Bed I : You Are Great in bed. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. I : You Are Great in bed. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. Want Yours? Here's the code...scar y part is it's kinda right on. A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : You like to drink E : Easy to fall in love with. F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks. I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N : You like to drink. O: Awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : You are good in Bed S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you

Umm Yeah True Sdmf Family Stick By Each Others Side No Matter What..
UMM YEAH SO YOU ALL KNOW THE STORIE OF HOW SDMF NY AND SDMF PINK SCAMMED.. WHOS THE NEXT VICTEM OF THIS SCAM? I KNOW WHO IT IS BUT ITS NOT MY PLACE TO TELL HER..THERE IS MORE THAN NY AND PINK IN ON THIS SCAM THEN PEOPLE REALIZE THERE IS..I DON'T LIKE DRAMA NEVER HAVE.. I AM JUST GETTING WORD OUT ON THIS SCAM EVEN ON OTHER SITES AS WELL..REAL SDMF WILL NOT SCAM THEY WILL NOT TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT WHEN YOU HELP THEM.. SAY FOR INSTANCE UMM TAKING MODS AND DELETING SERVERS FOR NO REASON FROM OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS SO THE DRAMA CAN CONTINUE.. THIS IS NOT DRAMA THIS IS A WARNING TO OTHERS THAT SOME FAKE SDMFERS HAVE SCAMMS GOING OUT THROUGH OUT THIS SITE ALSO OTHER SITES.. PEOPLE GET PISSED AT ME FOR WARNING OTHERS SO BE IT AT LEAST SOME PEOPLE WILL LISTEN AND NOT GET SCAMMED AND BE SO TRUSTING TO THE NEXT PERSON THAT JUST HAS SDMF ON THERE TAG.. IN MY PICTURES I HAVE PROOF OF THE SCAMMING TWO PEOPLE DID TO ME AND I CAUGHT ON VERY QUICKLY..THERE WERE ACCUALLY 3 PEOPLE INVOLVE WITH THIS SCAM

Sketches Of Love....
a few sketches....imaged words.... drown me in your love....cover me with your essence... let my mouth receive you...as i kiss you in small places... if love were a tree...desires would be the branches...they'd span the reaches... to touch upon your face... a sky so deep and inky...the stars as rain upon us... from these sparks become embers... desires the fires...that engulf us... fuelling our passions...ardour that feeds us.. as we taste our love for ever and always... the flavour of love...always excites.....us....

To Fake People
Dear Fake People, I just want to know why??? Why be so fake? I mean why do you use people to get what you want? Why not work for it and earn it? Is it because you don't know how to work, or maybe because you're so fucking lazy you don't want to get up off your ass and get a job. I do have to say that I'm tired of all of you. You spend the time and effort to pretend to be a friend and yet you only use me for what you want. Well all I have to say is that you mistaken my kindness for my weakness. You are very wrong in assuming that. I also would like to say is that I'm not feeling bad for you. You are worthless pieces of shit that think the world owes you something. Let me tell you a little secret the world owes you shit. And if you think that you can sit on your ass and collect money from the goverment, I think soon you will have a rude awakening. Good luck to you, I know I will make it no matter what. You will be flushed out like you shout be, rats.

My Valentine
Who would have guessed it would work out so well We met online and you cast your spell Be cautious I thought because I’d been thru hell But when our eyes met was the moment I fell Your smile and your hug made me weak in tha knees Your touch and demeanor put me quickly at ease You were sweet and genuine, those were tha keys You were the calm in tha roughest of seas I dream and hope then I smile and pray That I bring a smile to your face each and every day I look deep in my heart to come up with a way To show you I care more than words can say Cupid, has been here our hearts he did take He added his potion then gave them a shake He said its real love thats not easy to break Oh what a nice couple the two of you make So keep in your heart my love all the time Its yours and it’s free it wont cost you a dime I feel your love too, I’m blessed that its mine Hugs and Kisses to you, My Valentine

Fubar Problems
for the past 3 hours, i have tried and been unsuccessful at getting on fubar.com from my computer. i am currently on here using a proxy server.... and this is extremely slow..i went to fubar support lounge and realized a lot of others are having the same probs. i just wanted to say sorry i am not able to chat at the moment..just trying to figure out what the problem is..anyone have any opinions as to what the prob could be? my friends and family are awesome

I Wanna Say
Its when I see you smiling That I know it must be real And when you look my way Your love for me I feel Whenever you hold me In those arms that are so sweet I always seem to melt inside Yet feel just so complete So now I want to say one thing To you and you alone That everything about you babe Has made my heart a place called home Dont wanna take tha chance Of ever letting you go So as I take your hand I want you to know I'm in love with you Every single day And I want to hold on to you In each and every way So if you dont mind I just have to say Will you be my forever Will you always stay? Will you be my lover For more then just today? Will you marry me, my love? That's all I wanna say. For Ashleigh Nikkole Smith

Thx To Rbk 4 Makin This Bulletin
OK ... iT'S ABOUT TiME FOR TheGateToCemetery TO GET HiS SPOTLiGHT LOOK AT THiS LiL DUDE!! HE'S GOiN iNSANE!! STOP HiM FROM BEiNG MEAN TO GOATS iF U GOT A HEART HELP THiS FU-BROKE SUPERHERO TO GET SPOTLiGHT!! PLEASE DONATE UR FU-BUCKS HERE... The Gate to Cemetery aka Lucifugus aka Misophotoi aka Gary aka The Gate ... *FU-Bombers*@ fubar THiS WAS BROUGHT TO U BY ▓ℜainbowBriteKill@▓© GoddessOfGraphicKillaz&DangerousCurvesMember@ fubar

Pre0production Week Auto
> > With our show opening in less than 2 weeks, my time here will be VERY limited starting Tuesday. With that in mind, I thought it would be nice to show some early Valentine's and President's Day love!!! Sooooooo, auto 11's will be on Today @4:00pm EST (1:00pm Futime) through Tomorrow, Sat., Feb. 14th!!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here..

Jump Ropr For Heart
so Christopher, my future step son, is doin a jump rope for heart thing with his school, and needs donations. he is really wanting to earn alot of money cause of his real father has severe heart problems. So please donate, me, chellie and randi all said we would help him earn a lot of donations. and once pay day is here I plan on donating about 100, his goal is 5000. so any help would be appreciated. I am also gonna take the sheet to work and a few other places i hang out. Email me back if you would like to donate. Come on help the kid out.

Fubar Not Fun Anymore?!
We all know I LOVE to rant. So this is my rant and I'm sticking to it! Fubar Admin is always working hard to add new FUN features to the site. I thank them for that. It provides me with hours of entertainment. I've come to realize that it's not Fubar that is ruining the fun. It's the members. Fubar Admin has found ways to help the PAYING members to gather points faster to help them level. One of those ways is Auto 11s. An Auto 11 costs $30 and gives you the ability to receive 11s for every rate you get in a 24 hour period. Sound great right? It is a great feature. However! Members have found a way to ruin it. They load up their profiles with 2000 photos of ez rates and expect people to spend their time rating all that. It's not fun. It's a grueling task. Why would I want to waste hours rating some greedy person's 2000 photos and not get the same love back? It's selfish. But if that wasn't enough they took it another step and figured out a flaw in the rating system that allowed me

Hospital Again
Pneumonia and RSV. Should be out sometime next week. Planning to see Jeff next Saturday. I miss him. Autumn is doing better. I can take my PS3 to the hospital. They have wifi. 3 hour drive to get there and home. Home for the moment. I'm sick as fuck too. Pneumonia as well. Shes progressing well.

Lets Talk About Sex Baby
I have been pondering some stuff...This is how stuff applies to MY life in terms of my sexuality...It's not something I expect from anyone else...it is how I am, however.... For casual encounters - privately, publicly and professionally Casual encounter defined by ME for MYSELF as: a scene where I play with someone in a non-committed relationship Levels for me: Privately - generally a friend with whom I am not having a sexually based relationship with whom I play with at my own discretion either at my house or a family party Publicly - generally a person as a public event or play party whom I do not take to our house Professionally - Clients who pay for my time Privately - I will NOT play sexually with the person, unless I am inviting them into our pod. To me sex is NOT casual anymore. I had a time frame where it was, but I grew tired of it. I do tend to be more intimate in private then in public though. Publicly - I am even LESS likely to take things very far

Why Parents Drink
Why Parents Drink A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an Envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to 'Dad.' With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it' s not only the passion....Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that mariju

Let Me Be
your rock when the winds of fate seem relentless against you your water when the heat of fate seems to burn your soul your warm morning sun when the nights are too cold and too lonely your warm gentle rain when you want to cry and want noone to see your song when your heart is seeking harmony a steadying hand when you need to stand your fan when you need to fight alone your ally when the fight is too much to face alone your lover when your passions over flow your friend always Let me be your love

Llama Leveler Of The Day
sit_up_king *rate spanker* {{{SHADOW LEVELERS}}} , Llama Levelers, *club F.A.R. *@ fubar all Llama Levelers will rate 100 pics. each when done please kindly leave a comment below that you have done so....Thanks.

A Little About Me
What is there to tell. Right now I am part of the 3.6 million people unemployed and not upset about it at all. I am attending a local university and majoring in Sports and Business management. I can be very opinionated, but still respectful of others opinions. Everyone is entitled to their opinion whether I agree or disagree, that is their philosophy in life so respect it. I am neither Democrat or Republican. Some of their principles contradict each other, so how can one pick just one party. Pick the person you feel is going to help you and others at the same time. Do not just limit yourself to one party. Their is my opinion. I leave you right now with this quote from John Rawls from his book "A Theory of Justice": "Purity of heart, if one could attain it, would be to see clearly and to act with grace and self-command from this point of view."

13th Facts About Friday The 13th!!!
If you fear Friday the 13th, then batten down the hatches. This week's unlucky day is the first of three this year. The next Friday the 13th comes in March, followed by Nov. 13. Such a triple whammy comes around only every 11 years, said Thomas Fernsler, a math specialist at the University of Delaware who has studied the number 13 for more than 20 years. By the numbers Here are 13 more facts about the infamous day, courtesy of Fernsler and some of our own research: 1. The British Navy built a ship named Friday the 13th. On its maiden voyage, the vessel left dock on a Friday the 13th, and was never heard from again. 2. The ill-fated Apollo 13 launched at 13:13 CST on Apr. 11, 1970. The sum of the date's digits (4-11-70) is 13 (as in 4+1+1+7+0 = 13). And the explosion that crippled the spacecraft occurred on April 13 (not a Friday). The crew did make it back to Earth safely, however. 3. Many hospitals have no room 13, while some tall buildings skip the 13th floor. 4.

.puff Puff Pass.
Today is a good day so far I'm happy Going to see Friday the 13th later Gettin my stuff Yay yay yay yay Had a few places call be today about jobs. One being Indiana Live Casino. Going to interview with them Monday I'll be a Cage Cashier, cash in your chips to me lol TXT ME!

Cutting The Shackles
As the night slowly gave away to a brand new morning my eyes opened to a brand new beginning. I followed my heart not my head. I let you take over me creeping and crawling you drove me to the edge of madness. As I see the reflection in the water I look deep into these eyes that longingly stare from within me hoping I would wake up from this slumber. Always putting you in-front of me, I drew a false smile on my face allowing you to do all that you wanted and I never stopped you. Now, when its time to wake up I find myself bound tight by your love and affection that I thought was true. Not wanting to be like this forever, I cut the shackles that bound me and broke free to live life, as it's time to set things straight. I have learned to give love but never to lose myself in it. Poem by Tammy C.

Pseudo-haiku
-Tributary- Rippled currents, ebbing freely Calm progression, plunging onward Teeming minds, rushing downstream -Shadow Play- Mirrored soul, hooded eyes Brooding figure, shrouded countenance Dawn's kiss, darkness fades -Embrace- Warm shoulder, firm assurance Emanates light, vanquishes fear Exalting spirits, shared strength -Bonds- Lithe tether, invincible union Inspired wonder, soundly eternal Faintest flame, eternally endures -Hesitation- Bated breath, stutter thought Restraining will, frozen impulse Lamented opportunity, lost time -Drive- Leather envelops, hands empower Engine throbbing, blurred scenery Constant motion, no destination -Lip-locked- Intensity swells, oscillating tongues Pulse races, souls merging Verity melts, sublime immersion -Battle- Surging energy, turbulent passions Misguided motivations, deadly intent Blood flows, futures ended -Bibliophilia- Musty odor, comforting spine Words absorb, senses reeling Pages turn

Randomness
Not sure what to write here as this is my first ever blog...Woohoo I feel like on of the cool kids now. Ok so I guess i'll tell a little about myself and where i'm at. I am in the Army National Guard in PA. I am currently serving in Iraq. I am in the infantry and my current jod is as the squad leader for the PSD (personal security detail) of an MiTT which stands for Military Transition Team. They help train the Iraqi Army. Any time this team goes outside the wire, my team must go along to provide security/protection for them. Let me say a BIG thank you to any Fubar members who have been here before. It is a different place than when some of you were here and I can't imagine what you may have witnessed. Thanks!! Uh oh---gotta go for now but will add more to this later. Bye and thanks for stopping in : )

Virtual Passing
Digital veracity, Streams of bits abound, Moving silently, Edging within the corners of my mind, Gliding across a sheer plain of raw data, Grinding effortlessly, this electronic shadow of my soul, Misplaced files, tattered bread crumbs of memory, Await the cyber-ant army, They muster and devour, wiping plain the digital landscape. Reboot.

Please Keep Me In Your Hearts!
My dearest friends, I don't know how much time I am going to be able to spend on Fubar for a while. I have recently had my children taken into protective custody and the state and my ex are trying to fight to permanently remove them from my cutody and into his. They are going to try to charge me with neglect. It started with concerns over my children's physical and mental development and turned into accusations of neglect and improper medical treatment. I'm not going to share too many details because they are personal but I have plenty of evidence to prove that I have not neglected my children. I am going up against the state and it is going to be a difficult battle but be assured that I am going to do whatever it takes to get my children back. I ask that you please keep my children and myself in your hearts and prayers and wish me luck. Thank you all and I do hope to see all of you again soon. Me "Bad Kitty"

Moms Home
Shes so happy, n dammint so am i. a house is just a building without a mom. shes what makes it a home is what makes it home. shes weak tired, give out. but her memory is better. so i'm closing the shop a week to get everything just right fer her., but being home is the best medcine fer her. she just hates the wheelchair, cause she cant put no preasure on the slightley fractured foot. but shes on the mend, n tougher than nails. just stubborn, yalll all know that. time will heal her up. so all the sisters r here, n they all been on my ass to take a nap, i stayed up in there with mom all nite n just slept in the chair. so i anit gonna fuss lol. just need a bout a 2 hr powernap. i'll keep in touch as best i can folks n up to date. ty to everyone again, for yer concerns n prayers n bless u all.

Raspberry Cheesecake Brownies
Raspberry Cheesecake Brownies 1/2 cup butter, room temperature 2-oz dark chocolate, chopped 1 cup sugar 2 large eggs 1 tsp vanilla extract 2/3 cup flour 2 tbsp cocoa powder 1/4 tsp salt 8-oz cream cheese, room temperature 1/3 cup sugar 1 large egg 1/2 tsp vanilla extract 1/3 cup raspberry preserves/jam Preheat oven to 350F. Line an 8×8-inch square baking pan with aluminum foil and lightly grease. In a small, heatproof bowl, melt butter and chocolate together. Stir with a fork until very smooth. Set aside to cool for a few minutes. In a large bowl, whisk together sugar, eggs and vanilla extract. Whisking steadily, pour chocolate mixture into sugar mixture. Stir until smooth. Sift flour, cocoa powder and salt into the bowl and stir until just combined. Pour into prepared pan and prepare cheesecake mixture. In a medium bowl, beat cream cheese, sugar, egg and vanilla extract until smooth. Drop in dollops onto prepared brownie batter. Drop dollops of raspberry preserv

Leveling Requirements
We are trying to keep our timing down to below 10-20 minutes a person, so we do not spend all day or a coupla hrs trying to level someone. We all have better things to do, even if we ARE alao earning points. THAT is Y if you can get someone to join us after leveling them it is better for us. Most will because they are grateful and they like the idea of helping people too. REQUIREMENTS to get leveled: 1. IT MUST BE ON A HAPPY HOUR ALL NSFW AND RIPPED MUST B IN A SEPERATE ALBUM! Levels 15-19: We can level up to 30,000. Provided they have 150 pics and 50 stash and they rate auto 11's Level 20 and above. At least 500 pictures At Least 75 stash If they have at least 500 pictures and stash items,we can level them up to 70,000. and they are rating auto 11's Level 24 and ABOVE 3. 200K away with Auto 11's on 150K away without preferably less. at least 450 photos. at least 200 stash. Remember we are a FAMILY first NO MATTER what level we are on. So add

Ensign: Digital Courage
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 13 February 2009 About a month after my wife Martha and I corresponded online -- that's how we met, she living in North Dakota and I in Florida in 2000 -- I translated a letter I had prepared to email her into French with Altavista because she said she studied the language at university and sent it to her. The next day, I got back a "whoa!" response; Martha's French was nowhere near that good. And neither is mine, but the point is that it is very easy to pretend online to be someone we aren't. A pastor I heard on the radio called this tendency to pretend to be who we're not "digital courage" because we're putting out a front to others we meet on social networks, dating sites, etc. that may or may not, and in a great many instances

Limbo
Waiting, pining, listless, Caught between passion and despair, Ensnared once more into this trap, Yearning, burning, churning, To escape, To stretch out, To spread these wings, To fly, To soar, To sail, Into the warm embrace of freedom, The sweet refrain of tenderness, Shaking off the chains of uncertainty, Trading them for a blanket, Warm and true, Embodied in the fiber, That is you, Let your threads spin and enthrall, Take my hand, Take me with you, And let us explore this thing, This sublime eternity, This dimension called love.

Booming Quest
Senses high, tensing ready, Feel the rush, growing ever steady, Greet the dawn, feel its glow, Throw my cloak on, meet the snow, Sprint a mile, in the dust, Bracing winds, fuel my lust, Catch the train, know no pain, Stand high, tall, show no shame, Balance nigh, brace the gale, Soaring like the eagles sail, Soak my mane, seek to gain, A precious gift, still unclaimed, Meld with crowds, warmth enough, Peruse the shelves, things go untouched, Glowing while I meet the stares, Of empty suits, keen on sales, Nod my thanks, steal away, Off to Cambridge, across the way, Play some chess, breathe a sigh, Surrender my quest, bid this day bye-bye

Beloved Mind
Evasive descriptives, words which hinted truth, Emblematic icon, a near glimpse, Of beauteous youth, with hair like fire, skin so fair, Her thoughts they whispered and made me dare, So, I wrote her a missive, gentle and true, Phrases surmised, saying I must know you, Then later on and not long after, While I surfed like a pseudo-social grandmaster, I bid to call her, to virtually break through, She promptly responded, hello, how are you? Our minds they melded, imbued with our thoughts, Of things remembered, things found and once lost, Excitement it kindled, such utter content, Burned bright with curiosity, wore away all lament, Carried on wings of cerebral tendrils so pure, Bringing forth the promise that you’re for me, And I yours

My New Fu-owner Sugarlicious
Please show my Fu-Owner lots of luv on Valentine's Day!! Sugarlicious Member of The Spankers Club Fu-princess to The Queen Mamma T@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by: ♫Teresa♫Proudly Owned by Sugarlicious!@ fubar

Scarlet Passion
Rita Hayworth, Jessica Rabbit, Elizabeth First, Such is the nature of my habit, With Emerald orbs that light fires within, Make me nearly rabid, can’t be a sin, So parched with craving, Assure myself I’m not misbehaving, She’s got skin like Dresden China, When sun-kissed, speckled, Like pebbled, snow covered ground, Ruby bowed lips, bring forth kisses, None finer to be found, Her form resembles an hourglass, Her hips they sway, with effortless bombast, Her legs sashay, conquer thoroughfares, Arms held out, to this man who dares, Oh so eager to have his face, Once more veiled by her hairs scarlet embrace

Beso Del Sol
Out to bid the day farewell, My feet met with sand, Shuffled by the oceans fingers, So sublimely wet, Mixing endlessly, without acknowledgment, Disregarding the persistence of time, Basked in the long, slow kiss, Of the suns twilight, its glowing bliss, The long shadows surround me, Nod their heads, so polite, As I smile back delighted, steeped, In thoughts of days mistress, The moon-crowned, seductive lover, That is night, I amble upon the shore blithely, Like a cat who’s caught its prey, My eyes caress the suns last embers, Such sweet remains that were today

Us
Fill my eyes with a vision, A thing of beauty to behold, Wondrous imaginings, as yet untold, Engorge my heart with a mission, A promise of eternity unfolds, Permeate my soul without condition, As I render unto thee, with absolute submission, Profound contrition in my plea, To gaze, to pulse, to be suffused, By the power that is us, The universe that is you, Eternal stars which are me, Spinning unto forever, Without end, so seamlessly

My Life-part Iii: Summer Adventures
While I was both in and finishing up my college education, I worked in the summers to earn some cash for school books and bills. For three summers, I worked as a camp counselor. I spent two summers in northern VA at a Salvation Army camp for inner-city kids. I worked with kids ranging from 6-17 and helped out with night programs. The pay was decent and I made many friends. Later I worked one summer at a camp for special needs kids in western NC. There I mostly worked with young adults. The pay was low, but I got a lot of experience in working with special needs of all ages. For two summers, I worked at an amusement park in northern OH call Cedar Point. The first summer I worked in the Food Service department. I learned a lot about running different types of eating establishments. The second summer I worked in the Merchandise-Games department as a retail salesperson. I sold everything from low-priced tourist junk to high-priced clothing. I was the best jewelry (sp) salesperson in

First Glance
The road stretched out before me, As deftly I drove, through fields and upon hills, My conveyance stridently rolled, towards destiny, Whilst my mind, it reeled, suffused with romance, Onward, towards a mind and heart, Which healed, towards a fate, so eager to be revealed, Like a hidden treasure, forever buried, Yet unsealed, The miles passed like a whisper, taken gently by the wind, As thoughts of endless possibilities, Sang out loudly within, I turned round a corner, journey nearly complete, Found that place, where we would first meet, Two eyes low did inspect me, behind a veiled screen, Rose with youthful vigor and vanished, As I alighted my conveyance, crossed the distance between, Suddenly before me, stood a woman glowing, So fair and so true, ‘Twas in that moment, That I surrendered forever to you.

Gimme Your Stuff
Soooo here's the deal. I'm working on a project for good ol' fubar and I neeeeed your input. 1. Gimme your best friend request...the funniest, the creepiest, the most memorable. You know you've gotten 'em and I'm hoping you've saved 'em. I'm not looking for hardcore nsfw content here, but just those invites or messages that had you almost spit coffee at your screen...those ones that you know are worth sharing with the fuWorld. Thanks! 2. Any questions you have about the site. An a and b to this section... a. I'm talking kinda broad here. Bring me your bitching about the rates or some other feature...something you think needs to be clarified someway or just something you would like for Scrapper to answer in some way or another. b. This one is a bit more specific. Gimme something you want to know...something that you think is unclear or you just think should be better defined. Basically a support question. Alrighty folks...bring it on. Do me a favor and send your pe

I Stand Alone
I've told you this once before, can't control me, If you try to take me down your going to break I feel your hatred and think that you'll do it for me, I'm thinkin that your the measure of the way, I stand alone,inside,I stand alone Your always hidin behind your so called godess, so what you don't think that he can see your face, resurected back before the final falling, I'll never rest until I can make my own way (I'm not afraid of fading) I stand alone,You let your sting down inside me,I'm not dieing for any, I stand alone,everything that I believe is fading, I stand alone,inside,I stand alone And now it's my time (and now it's my time) It's my time to dream (It's my time to dream) Dream of the skies (Dream of the skies) Make me believe that this place isn't paid the poison in me, Help me decide if my fire will burn out before you can breath, Breath into me I stand alone,inside,I stand alone you let your sting down inside me,I'm not dieing for any, I stand al

Jambalaya Sandwich
Jambalaya Sandwich Ingredients 1/4 pound thick-cut bacon, diced 1 pound pork butt / pork loin, cut into 1-inch cubes 1 pound smoked sausage, cut into 1/2-inch slices 1/2 pound andouille sausage, cut into 1/2-inch slices 1 red onion, chopped 1 cup thinly julienned red bell peppers 1 pound boneless chicken thighs, cut into 1/2-inch cubes 2 celery stalks, thinly sliced 2 cloves garlic, chopped 1/4 cup chopped parsley leaves 3/4 cup plus 1/4 cup chopped green onions 2 teaspoons cayenne, or to taste Salt and pepper 1/2 cup water 2 sourdough bread loaves 1 pound Havarti cheese, thinly sliced Directions Preheat oven to 200 degrees F. In a large cast iron pot or heavy-bottomed braising pan over medium-high heat, cook the bacon until crisp and fat is rendered. Remove bacon and drain on paper towel. Set aside. Add pork to the pan with the bacon fat and cook on medium to high heat until pork is browned on all sides, about 5 to 6 minutes. Add the sausage, onions, and bell

Pacific Northwest Vocabulary Part 1
Oregon- the state below washington pronounced Oar-eh-gun no are-eh-gun or Oar-ree-gone Washington- the state above oregon it is washington NOT waRshington theres no friggin R in it why cant people say shit right?

Enfants Baise
Three children, resting still, wrapped in darkness, Two boys sprawled on the floor, a girl lay, above them, Secretly adored, eyes filled with mischief, brimmed with Delight, of a thing perhaps forbidden, Known to elders, so tall, with all their rights, Silently she pondered, knowing she might err, She whispered, to the dark haired boy a dare, Bid him rise to her, ran fingers through her hair, Beckoned him to kiss her, a good night wish sealed, With care, he smacked lips to her cheek, She shook her head and thought that weak, The boy knelt puzzled, no words to speak, She uttered gently, finger to her lips, “Kiss me here, Not there, show me that you care.” He promptly pressed lips without worry, so unprepared, Youthful nature to mimic, all seen, Bogie, Bacall, Legends of the silver screen, He shook his head slowly, No big deal, he wondered, if what happened was real, Awkwardly he whispered good night, truly wondering, Head upon his pillow, if his kiss had felt tru

Surfing
Riding the tide, Coasting along the shoals with trepidation, Ever navigating these waters we call life, With the greatest of care, An ounce of fear and hesitation, Yet, once rife with the swell, This rippling undulation, It lays bare my courage, My soul borne with adulation, So carry me well, Oh crest and barrel, Allow me to soar, Upon your glassy surface, As high resounds your sweet, And crashing carol

Morsels Of Uncertainty
A thought, A cleverly deduced suspicion, The certainty that you are for me wholly, Without reserve and free admission, Yet, I not for you, without exacting volition, Once I knew we were one, And that then, when we were apart, in drought, Parched had been my soul, beyond a glimmer of doubt, Yet, now I wonder in the depths of time past, If you have not found within your heart another thirst quencher, Another repast, Such drink and meal might satisfy, fill and delight, Yet, can it give you true comfort, The wonder and completion, That I might?

Ship Without A Sail
Here I roll, along a sea of emotion, Like a ship without a mast nor canvas, A sturdy hull in motion, Bracing firmly against the gale, Flanks at war with the tides, The cold depths surges, Seek to prevail and deride, Yet, mesmerized by these persistent and loving urges, Fearlessly I stand towards the bow, Given to the thought, indeed abiding to the notion, That someday soon my mast shall rise, And you shall be the sail, As together we cross this ocean, Towards a land unseen which we’ll unveil, A paradise, without fail

Passions Unconscious Synergy
Two bodies lay, Curled within each others embrace, Entwined, Sublimely surrendered in the grace, That binds them, Then, without thought and without reason, With neither a glimmer of consciousness and utterly bereft of treason, They thoughtlessly transcend the depths of slumber, They bridge the void, Drawn together in the passion that feeds them, Like the skies tears and thunder, Such synergy, Replete with wonder

Winter Souls Repast
I emerged from the earth’s warm bowels, As snowflakes osculated and tickled my brows, The cold wind howled and tussled my hair, As my feet hit the pavement, seemingly without care, The slate skies above me, So sullen but bright, Rained down flurries, Held the promise of night, I tread the ground softly, My mind suffused in worry, Of things that might’ve been, Were it not for some pain and much fury, My eyes cast low, watched my feet tread beneath, Then right there before me I beheld a scene with much grief, A sparrow lying still, frozen to death but in peace, Its body shattered, its wings strewn awry, Yet those tears I shed, Were they for him or for I?

Love Unfettered
Amongst the shadows, form sunken, Into the empty embrace of a worn but pedigreed throne, I sat low, My soles tickled by the shag below, My shoulders, thrust forward, they balanced my torso, I gazed out, into a room filled, myriad objects, Myriad beams of sunkissed dust, Sparkled bright, yellow brick roads, devoid of rust, Pierced the shadows cast by the cacophony, so bright, Then along came skipping, A being so innocently right, Gentle and true, Her hair like fire, her stride in bloom, With eyes like saucers, verdant oceans that view, She paused still before me and gazed deep into my soul, She suddenly embraced me and held me whole, It was then that she whispered, low and verily, “I love you”, As I held her steadfastly to me.

This Week.....
Well this week had started off like the many previous. Kind of disappointment and nothingness combined. It has been a rough few months. Between the "big D" and i dont mean Dallas, and then losing my job i have become rather discontented with my life. there were many nights of sleeplessness and those i could sleep wasnt all that good. but things this week actaully got better. like i had said prior it started off the same as weeks before. then it got better half way threw. I found a new friend, someone with alot of the same desires in life as myself. we had a few good converstations on the phone this week and even sat and talked. they helped me take another look at myself. dont get me wrong i have many people that i talk with that have been telling me the usual things of "try this" "try that" "dont worry things will get better". these people are my friends. they seem to support and help guide me out of this low point in my life. in all this i can say today im pretty chipper about my situ

No Link Between Measles, Mumps, Rubella Shot And Autism Spectrum Disorders
ScienceDaily (Feb. 5, 2008) — There is no evidence for a link between the MMR (measles, mumps, rubella) jab and autism, finds research published ahead of print in the Archives of Disease in Childhood. MMR has been linked to the development of autism, following the publication in 1998 of research on 12 children, which has since been discredited. The prevalence of autism spectrum disorders ranges from 6 to 12 cases per 1000 children, depending on how the diagnostic criteria are applied. The findings are based on a community sample of almost 250 children aged between 10 and 12, born from a population of 57 000, born between 1990 and 1991 in one area of Southern England. The sample comprised 98 children who had an autism spectrum disorder, and two comparison groups: 52 children with special educational needs, but no evidence of autism spectrum disorders, and 90 children who were developing normally. Some of the children with autism had experienced a set-back or regression ea

Lack Of Specific Gene Plays Role In Autism, Study Shows
Lack Of Specific Gene Plays Role In Autism, Study Shows ScienceDaily (Feb. 12, 2009) — It is estimated that three to six out of every 1,000 children in the United States have autism – and the number of diagnosed cases is rising. Autism is one of a group of series developmental problems called autism spectrum disorders (ASD) that appear in early childhood, usually before age 3. Through symptoms and severity vary, all autism disorders affect a child's ability to communicate and interact with others. It's not clear whether this is due to better detection and reporting of autism, a real increase in the number of cases, or both. That's why researchers at Case Western Reserve University, led by Gary Landreth, a professor of neurosciences and neurology at the School of Medicine, have pulled together a number of recent findings that link a common genetic pathway with a number of human syndromes and a newly-recognized genetic form of autism, publishing them in the January 29, 2009, iss

My ??? Musical Taste
HELLO EVERYBODY! I hope you take some time to look over my playlist, and I really hope that you find something that you like. As you can see, I like a variety of music. Some new, lots of the older stuff. Some fun (corny) or peppy and some slow or mushy...yes, I'm a sucker for mushy love songs(guys, I know you're wretching and gagging, but deep down, you like it too...your secret's safe with me). Rock, pop, country, and ballads...but not into rap (causes head-aches) or opera(causes ear-aches)or heavy metal (causes stress)!!! I do admit that even though headbangers just sound like awful racket most of the time, a lot of those guys can really sing and have some great stuff(like monster ballads). I KNOW...I KNOW...I TALK TOO MUCH! I'LL SHUT UP AND LET YOU LISTEN TO THE MUSIC. ENJOY!!!

The Temptations
Sunshine, blue skies, please go away My girl has found another and gone away With her with my future, my life is filled with gloom So day after day, I stay locked up in my room I know to you it might sound strange But I wish it would rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) 'Cause so badly I wanna go outside (such a lovely day) But everyone knows that a man ain't supposed to cry I gotta cry 'cause cryin' is such a pain, oh yeah People, this hurt I feel inside words can never explain I just wish it would rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) Rain, rain, rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) Day in, day out, my tear-stained face is pressed against the window pane I search the skies desperately for rain 'Cause raindrops will hide my teardrops And no one will ever know That I'm cryin', cryin' when I go outside To the world outside, my tears I refuse to explain Oh, I wish it would rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) Let it rain, let it rain I need rai

"taken By Him....."
It’s late, and the house is quiet except for the sound of the shower running. You turn the water off, and I can hear you rummaging around the bathroom as I wait for you to come to bed. You start talking to me through the bathroom door, and while this is not unusual, what you say to me is. “Be naked and standing at the foot of the bed by the time I come out.” I hesitate, then get out of bed, getting there just as the door open and you step out of the bathroom, wearing nothing but a towel. You stand in front of me, taking my hands in yours and holding them at my sides as you kiss me long and deep. I try to pull my hands away from yours, wanting to wrap my arms around you, but you grip them even tighter as your kisses become more urgent, almost fierce. You release one of my hands, reaching up behind me and wrapping your fingers tightly in my hair; using it to tilt my head back and hold it there. Your mouth moves to my neck; kissing, biting, sucking the tender flesh. My whole body stiff

Politics Again
More Political crap. WTF is wrong with these damm republicans in Washington after watching the nominee for comerece secratary, i am convinced that the Republicans are trying to sabaotoge the President, and by default the country. When will this end. Repulicans need to send a message to their ledership and tell them enough already. Do whats right for the country and not just your party. We are in a recession and we need to do what we can to get out of it, and polotics as usual is not it. Id we work together we can fix this problem, if the show was on the other foot i'll bet the Democrats would be working with John McCain because if they didnt they would be labeled Unamerican. So why not call a spade a spade and label the Rebulicans Unamerican because that is what they are right now, they are thinking less about the country and more about their party. Lets speak up as a country and put all this to end.

Up For Auction
ok make me smile make me happy be the reason i cant get that silly smile off my face and bid on me if you can't bid at least rate the pic...please rates are very important in this auction...let me know that you all like me please and thank you

Ass Lose On Fubr Woman Beware
This loser was on mama's YIM the othday begging her to go back to him after my sister say's he went to visit mom and treated her like shit. Then he get's back home and on fubar and start's to mess with another woman.Even fu married the other woman. Mama say's Lord Wolf was on YIM a few day's ago saying how much he love's her and want's her back.How he want's to spend the rest of his life eith her.BUT I found out he was NOT getting fu divorced and this poor girl he's with now know's nothing of all his using crap. To you Lord Wolf I say thumb's DOWN!!! Too bad for you Lord Wolf because mama is fu marrying and real life marrying tg1492.Their fu marriage is going to be Valentine's night,HA!!

Have You Ever...
OK, this is how it works... I'm going to post a statement. It'll start with "have you ever...?". The next person answers my question, and then posts their own. Ready? Set? Go! First one... Have you ever fallen asleep with a dick in your mouth?

Just So You Know
Phat$o is the best. If you don't think so stay the fuck away from my page an we won't have no beef. (lol I said beef. P.S. Nothing made me write this blog but my feelings of love for my owner. P.S.S. more like sex on the ditch bank....lol you know we all done it.

The Hunger Site
My friend recently sent me this link www.thehungersite.com I just thought that I would share this with everyone. All you have to do is click a button and sponsors will donate food to those in need. Its free so you should all check it out.

A Man Claiming To Be True
i met him on here and his name is sasa1976....he is a player...all he wants to do is be controlling and is very jealous.... we were seeing each other for 3 weeks...after the first week he was telling me he loved me and wanted to marry me....wanted to get a place to live together.... then he bitched about all the attention from men i was getting on here so i deleted my account...shortly after i made this one...he hated me texting my friends... wanted me to get rid of my ex's pics and get my tattoo of my hatchetman covered up, for the simple fact that my ex had the same one as me... hes 32 and is bosnian...i have nothing against men from another country...im all for dating and being with whoever makes u happy....but what i dont get is why the control and jealousy...i dont get it... then when i told him that i wasnt the one to be controlled like that and thats when he decided he wanted to threaten me with the police and called me a fat bitch and other shit..which i dont min

What A Kiss Means
WHAT ALL KISSES MEAN.... -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever -Kiss on the Ear; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I like you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. ~Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.

Friday, Febuary 13th
We'll cover news from the weekend here, cause I'm lazy and won't be doing this over the weekend! It's Friday the 13th. Scary movies anyone? It's also the day before Valentine's day. Ironic, a day of bad luck before a day of love. Nobody break any mirrors or she'll say no when you propose! In 1542 Catherine Howard, the fifth wife of King Henry VIII was executed for adultery. Happy early V-Day Cathy, but it's just not going to work out. I've been diddling your maid. In 1960 France detonated it's first atomic bomb. They weren't really looking to make a bomb, I mean come on, it's France. They did think they had a new way to make cheese though. Feel sorry for the cow involved in the experiment. Tomorrow will mark Oregon's 150th year of being in the Union (1859) as the 33rd state. After it was accepted, it was promptly forgotten. Does anybody even really know where Oregon is? Tomorrow will be Arizona's 97th (1912) year of being a member of the Union. Arizona was the 48th st

There Is....
There is beauty. I've seen it, felt it, touched the Grace of it. Been moved to tears by it. It's all there is that is worthwhile. Whether that is the beauty of a sunrise, a flower opening, the laughter of a child, the smell of baking bread, the stars at night, the feel of a lovers heartbeat, the taste of warm chocolate. Beauty comes at me in many, many forms. If I stopped being able to see it, experience it, life would truly be meaningless. I sometimes get caught up in my emotional nightmare and get overwhelmed by that. I forget to take time out and see, feel, taste, sense the beauty around me. Sometimes, I think, the feeling of near rapture I get when immersed in beauty is very similar to the utter despair I feel when I'm in my deepest emotional hole. They are both deep, sharp, and overwhelming. There is a moment when they can each put water in my eyes. Each seems unavoidable. Maybe that is for the best. If it was all as bleak as I sometimes write, well, I'd have driven into a bridge

If Women Would Just Listen
OK He didn't actually hear anything you said, but he's learned that if he doesn't say something when you talk, you'll keep talking. Five Minutes Somewhere between "in a little while" and "the end of time". Never actually means five minutes unless you gave that as a time limit, in which case it means five minutes, timed to the closest millisecond. Of Course I Love You for You! He loves you for your body. If that goes, so will he. Is it OK if I...? He's already done it, so you may as well approve. Loud Sigh Although not actually a word, the loud sigh accompanies the realization that he's going to have to figure out a way to undo something he's already done in the hopes that you'd approve. Nothing He forgot what he was going to say, most likely because he was distracted by the subtle jiggle of your/your sister's/your best friend's/some stranger's breasts. Thanks Thank you. Really, really thank you -- I thought for sure you'd say n

If A Man Would Just Listen
"FINE" This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. "FIVE MINUTES" If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. "NOTHING" This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "Nothing" usually end with "Fine." "GO AHEAD" This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing" "THAT'S OKAY" This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. "THANK

You Are My Heart, My Hope, My Help
You are my heart, my hope, my help, The passion that is me, The whole of which I am a part, My peace, my ecstasy. You are my future, present, past, My ship, my sail, my ocean, The wind that brings me home again, The home for every motion. You live within me, yet I am Without you all alone. With you I am full of light; Without you I am stone. Is this foolish? Yes, perhaps, But also it is true. I think of life as something I Can spend with only you. Ah, my love! Love longs for such Sweet celebrants as this! Love is a burden and a joy, Slavery and bliss. This day of love come love with me, Come sing with me my song. Come be my Valentine, and I Will love you my life long, my love, Will love you my life long.

Future Real Fu
This is how I imagine the fu would be in real life; The result of a thought process that started with how social sites work and how we end up creating real relationships despite the fact that the only thing we have of the people we meet is an online persona. It's a long story; do as you please. The year is 2099, in some place. I’m on the Highway, in my electro car, on my way to the fu, passing dusty road signs and huge led screens, advertising some product or other. My gps beeps, and in a friendly voice says” Arrr you be near the fu matey, take the next exit and ye be at the booty, park where x marks the spot” Yes, I confess when the voice software came out for the gps, which allowed you to put different types of voices, like pirate or ninja, male or female, I was one of the first to give hard earned credits for it. I was going with male pirate that week, because female bimbo got old after a while. The Highway rises and I can see down from the right hand lane, the Fu g

Skins Project
Lately I've been putting together skins to share with everyone on fubar. In the next few months I will be adding them to posts in this blog section. Feel free to rip what you want as long as it does not say DO NOT RIP. Those are custom skins with banners at the top specifically for the user it was made for. If you would like on of your own you could either message me or comment me here. STAY TUNED!

E-tarded People
subject: E-tarded people post date: 2007-10-10 07:47:06 views: 22 comments: 3 ratings: 0 This was someone's blast message that I can hardly believe I laid eyes upon: "like too think my fubar wife for my frist blast you rock ty you rock mauh xoxoxs" member is Trying to work M, 45 - Wooster, OH views: 321,030 WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have SERIOUS issues about people who misspell words or use them in the wrong context...but holy shit! This one takes the fucking cake. Someone bought you a blast, but they should have bought you a damn tutor!!! Congratulations Mr. Wooster. You are the e-tard of the week!

Info & Requests
We all know that there aren't many comment graphics geared towards Fubar. So I've decided to help out with this and create a bunch of comment graphics. This won't happen over night though. In the next month or two I will be working on comment graphics to add here ON fubar. I'd love to hear your ideas for graphics and your requests. I'll try to do anything at least once. None of my graphics will be generated by some online web applications. That means this will take some time. So please be patient. BRING ON THE IDEAS AND REQUESTS! (leave them here in a comment)

The Shoutbox Is Like Free Cable Tv Sometimes...
subject: The Shoutbox is like free cable TV sometimes... post date: 2008-01-12 11:40:51 views: 19 comments: 3 ratings: 0 Recently, I decided to take my shoutbox from "Friends Only" to "Anyone" I was hanging with my Best Friend, Findme3, and hers was like that, and she always seems to have the best random convos when we hang out, so I thought to myself, "Why Not?" Well, the below conversation is WHY I had set it to private to begin with. This f**ktard proceeds to tell me right off the bat that he would like to sleep with me, no introduction, hi how are you or anything. I tell him to STFU, AND that he is being Lame, and he STILL pours on a mixture of schmooze, and nasty comments. Buwahahahaah, I am SO glad for the "Block Member" feature here! =^.v.^= * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * LAY_THE_LAW DOWN: come make love to me tonght after dinner with me baby -SEXY LITTLE KITTY: STFU....is that how you would querry a woman in person? LAY_THE_LAW DOWN: just

You Can't Have Your Cake And Eat It Too!
subject: You can't have your cake and eat it too! post date: 2007-10-19 17:50:17 views: 31 comments: 2 ratings: 0 Here people. Stop it with the over-use, dangit! Read this...be informed, and then STFU!!! ------------------------------------------------ Have one's cake and eat it too From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from Have your cake and eat it too) To wish to have one's cake and eat it too or simply have one's cake and eat it (sometimes eat one's cake and have it too) is to want more than one can handle or deserve, or to try to have two incompatible things. This is a popular English idiomatic proverb, or figure of speech. The phrase's earliest recording is from 1546 as "wolde you bothe eate your cake, and have your cake?" (John Heywood's 'A dialogue Conteinyng the Nomber in Effect of All the Prouerbes in the Englishe Tongue') alluding to the impossibility of eating your cake and still having it afterwards; the modern version (where the

Backwards Thinking
subject: Backwards Thinking post date: 2007-10-08 17:10:49 views: 21 comments: 2 ratings: 0 Good old H.S.....Lots of fodder for songs back in the day..... Backwards Thinking You've set me all askew, I don't know what I'm thinking Sinking in the quicksand of confusion that is you Thoughts and feelings scatter off course with no direction Dissection of the spinning makes life feel less obscured But that's the hardest part; relating the emotions Notions unconnected to the images of love Yet still I know I'll try to see through what is lurking Smirking yet still working when the push comes down to shove Chorus ------- You fill my thoughts-And you take my time Occupying-What I thought was mine But just with you-I'll share that part The piece you stole-Straight from my heart I've never known someone that made me feel so awkward Backwards twisted upside down is how my insides feel One quirky lil' smile and my pulse throbs super-speed Leads me into thinking

Janie's Got A Gun
As some of you know (you know who you are), I am going to the motherland in a year, for a coupla months. Being used to the safety in the US, I completely forgot what a crazy land Russia is. So...I have decided that I will get a gun once I'm there. While most of my stay will be in Moscow (which is still a jungle), hubby and I will be going to some places that are not safe, esp for Americans (which he is). However...he is completely opposed to this idea, saying that I will get in trouble and they won't let me back in the States. Thats one issue I am a lil concerned about, but since I have a double citizenship, I dont think I have much worries in that aspect. I won't need to get a registration or anything, and there are a lot of places where I can get one, but he is still being paranoid about it. I have no idea how to sway his mind. He is so stubborn! Grr!

The Gibraltar Trade Center Poems
subject: The Gibraltar Trade Center Poems post date: 2007-10-08 16:15:10 views: 15 comments: 1 ratings: 0 These were written a long time ago, to help pass the time at the crappiest job I ever worked. It was a weekend gig. Each Friday I would pick out a vocabulary word , and use it as much as possible, in order to provide myself with some form of mental stimulation while punched in, since I am not a fan of being a mindless grunt. (I wrote them in the 5-7-5 format of a haiku or a senryu, but they don't really fit the formula content wise for either style.) The Gibraltar Trade Center Poems Gibraltar Big Top Is where I cashier today And I an quite bored I stand here and wait For lots of people to come And buy useless things Some things are handy Other items are junk With a low price tag Herds of people come To find the "legal steal" That is called wholesale Items get picked up People are indecisive Put things anywhere When it gets real slow

The Peace In Nature
subject: The Peace in Nature post date: 2007-10-08 08:50:55 views: 15 comments: 1 ratings: 0 The Peace in Nature Life Is Full Of complex Contradictions Only Nature's beauty can soothe my woes To sit beneath a tree and feel the wind Passing the day Pondering My own Sins And Sins of Evil men Who destroy the Harmony and balance with their carelessness We should seek to protect places of peace Killing the world We once loved So much More

Good Question
subject: Good Question post date: 2007-10-08 08:37:13 views: 6 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Good Question Why the hell are we so mean to everyone around? Why is it when we feel good we get pushed to the ground? What's the point of moving on if we know we'll get set back? Pushed around by others, pointing out all that we lack. When did everyone become so sad and bitter? How come nobody can get their life out of the shitter? What is this knot in the pit of our stomachs signaling despair? Why do we try so hard to impress people that just don't care? How can the world keep turning when it's fueled on by hate? How is it that we look alike but no one can relate? Why is it that war is the answer to all the wrongs conspired? When did greed take the wheel and humanity retire? Until we all can get along and accept we're all the same, The brightest spark and the blackest dark will play this eternal game.

The Stress Express
subject: The Stress Express post date: 2007-10-08 08:19:36 views: 14 comments: 0 ratings: 0 The Stress Express My heart beats fast I can't relax Topsy-Turvy With hurricane's fury Rolling thunder My world's asunder I need to drive To stay alive But life's chauffeur Begins to swerve Out of control I have no hold The wheels keep turning My chest is burning My head is spinning My vision is dimming I'm afraid to see Whats ahead of me Metaphorical truck I'm out of luck This car just crashed This life just flashed Before my eyes I see my demise My stomach sinks I've reached the brink... Then all is still My tears have spilled I feel released My stress, deceased The panic is gone Here comes the dawn The wreckage removed MY feelings soothed I can finally breathe With calm and ease I begin on my way A brand new day Peace of mind returned A lesson learned A signpost in time To help me align When trouble's ahead And I hang by a th

Taking Out The Garbage
subject: Taking Out The Garbage post date: 2007-10-08 08:00:09 views: 15 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Taking out the Garbage I'm taking out the garbage And I'm starting with you You're just about as useful as last years smelly shoes My life was rather tidy,orderly and clean It wasn't perfect, that's for sure But then you showed up on the scene I knew that you weren't spotless But neither than am I How was I to know the grime beneath the surface would make me cry You made it seem so nice, so I walked on in a haze A beautiful illusion Created to keep me in a daze I gave you what you wanted You made me want it too A tide if deep emotion; passionate, but not true For I found what I'd thought To be a crystal cove Actually a boggy marsh that all despised and loathed Now I'm taking out the garbage, all your excuses and alibis I didn't mind the flattery, But you spoiled it with the lies

Paint Her Soul
subject: Paint Her Soul post date: 2007-10-05 18:09:51 views: 28 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Paint Her Soul --------------- V.I ---- You wake up hard, and it always seems That your waking life is nothing but a dream The hurts too close, to keep it all inside You hold on anyway, afraid to let love fly B.I ---- Even though she's gone for good, you want her love to show So let down the wall, go ahead and paint her soul CHORUS.I --------- Everything you touch is colored with her love And you know she's watching over from above You're her living canvas, we all see unfold So let down the wall, go ahead and paint her soul V.II ----- The weeks drift by, you're feeling uninspired You move on in a daze, broken down and tired You feel your heavy heart, dragging you down Moving forward but you can't tell where you're bound B.II ----- Trapped within your own mind, there's no place left to go So move beyond the wall, we wanna see you paint her soul CHORUS.I

A Rictameter About Haikus
subject: A Rictameter about Haikus post date: 2007-09-28 09:22:31 views: 20 comments: 0 ratings: 0 (Please see my previous blogs for explanations on Haiku and Rictameter poetry) Haiku A formula To show man the beauty That exists in nature's womb A path to self-control, learning how to Explain the brilliance of God's work In all it's glory with Seventeen Beats Haiku

Anger
subject: Explanation of Format for "Anger" post date: 2007-09-06 07:32:22 views: 18 comments: 0 ratings: 0 The poem "Anger" is in the style of a Rictameter Visual structure is important This is how it it formatted. It is structured by syllable as follows: 2,4,6,8,10,8,6,4,2... the first & last verse are the same word. The Poem "Hope Reciprocated" is also a Rictameter. Both poems were written about 4 years ago, when I was on a mission to win contests and be published...a mission I am thinking of taking on again actually! I challenge you to write your own Rictameter! Toodles for now, *Sereana* subject: Anger post date: 2007-09-16 06:59:09 views: 26 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Anger It's the small things That eat me up inside Wish I could just let them all go But nuances of rage cloud the water Leaving murky doubt in their wake Peace is upstream, so far from this place of Anger

Smiling Eyes
subject: Smiling Eyes post date: 2007-09-16 06:54:56 views: 21 comments: 0 ratings: 0 This was the first song I wrote with my old band Punk Band, "Five Finger Discount." I composed the lyrics around the melody, written by my friend Stan, who was the guitar player. We met in high school, and were both members of the short-lived poetry club. I was 18 and high on idealism and romance, so I ask for your forgiveness in advance. Admittedly, this song is NOT very "punk rock" but the band faithfully played it in every set. Smiling Eyes ------------- I'm walking out beneath the trees The sun is shining through the leaves It's one of those days to go outside It just feels good to be alive I'm going away with my friends I'm going to see the one I love I'm headed out happy and free 'Cause I know that he's waiting for me Chorus ------- He's the one for me Straight from a dream He's the only one I'll ever need Yeah the one foe me He's the one for me Oh,

Lady In The Moon
subject: Lady in the Moon post date: 2007-09-16 06:35:17 views: 6 comments: 0 ratings: 0 This is another song I wrote in my teenage years. Sometimes it feels appropriate for my state of heart as of late, as there are elements that echo parts of my daily life. Lady in the Moon ----------------- I'm standing underneath the stars I am pondering where you are Thinking 'bout incidents of the past I'm sitting in the dark alone Knowing that you won't be home Wishing that my heartache soon would pass Bridge #1 ---------- I know who you are and I know where you've been I hurts me but I admit won't see you again Chorus #1 ---------- The moon up in the sky is my companion Now we both weep tears that are so blue The Lady of the moon is my companion She knows that the tears I am now weeping are for you As I sit here I wonder why My only comfort is the sky Don't I deserve better than this from you So go and leave, see if I care I won't go the place

Your Rules, My Life
subject: Your Rules, My Life post date: 2007-09-16 00:34:35 views: 15 comments: 0 ratings: 0 This was the second song I wrote with my old band Punk Band, "Five Finger Discount" I was the bass player, but the lead vocalist and I would switch positions (hehe that sounds dirty), him on the bass & me on the mike, so I could sing my own material. Ah, 19, where the worst fear was not finding a guy to date me, the most annoying thing was curfew, and all my money went towards concerts, Cd's and college text books... Your Rules, My Life Refrain -------- I shed these tears unabashedly 'Cause you don't understand me I don't know what you want me to do I'm just following your rules (x3) Verse #1 --------- No matter what you do You can't see through my eyes I'm so unpredictable Something you despise I am an individual I don't fit your plan Spontaneous and impulsive Catch me if you can You just go out of your way To try and get me mad Seize any opportunity

Modified
subject: Modified post date: 2007-09-15 23:58:12 views: 10 comments: 0 ratings: 0 This a song I wrote a long time ago for the old band my BF used to be in. The singer/lyricist never would give me a response as to why he didn't want to use it. I can't scream angry enough to sing it myself, lol. Verse #1 --------- Deep inside my silent heart I swore you were my own 'Till you broke your promises Turning me to stone Bridge #1 ---------- I fall down, you watch me bleed Emanating victory When I break upon the earth I die then rise up in rebirth Xxx Refrain xxX --------------- I'm not what you think You're not who I know I'll extract you out of me You'll reap just what you sow Your will, it cannot penetrate I'll show you what is means to hate Waste of effort, waste of mind I won't be shattered by your kind Verse #2 --------- Flavored with your vicious lies I consume the pain Spitting out the angry words Burning you in shame Bridge #2

$950 Screaming Orgasm...i Think Not!!!
So I have noticed that the price of drinks has gone up over the last few days here in the ol Fu Bar...and it makes you think twice about spending gas money to get here to have a few with friends. Especially when your friends don't buy one for you. Now as another member pointed out in a great blog this morning, I realize this is all virtual etc but clearly they want us to buy Fu bucks. In real life, and we all need real life every now and then, I would just go too another bar with better prices. In the real world though we are facing this economic butt raping at every turn so I don't know why we should be surprised we are getting it here too. Buy a blast and a ticker and a drink and you can basically mortgage your house. Of course I am thankful that the price of gas has declined recently. Until it got to $4 a gallon, everyone here in Montana drove their trucks, (which are as big as my flippin house by the way...I am amazed they don't have a pool attached somewhere...), anyway, e

Friday Limericks
There once was a man from Peru Who had a lot of growing up to do, He'd ring a doorbell, then run like hell, Until the owner shot him with a .22 There once was a man from York who picked his nose with a fork when it got stuck he cried "I don't give a fuck" and walked around looking like a dork. There was a farting contest coming to town and people came from miles around the first fart was extremely loud the second fart pleased the crowd the third fart, the judges cried "He shit his pants, he's disqualified!" There once was a man from kanass Who's nuts were made out of brass in stormy weather he'd clack them together and lightning shot out of his ass I know an old owl named Boo, Every night he yelled "Hoo," Once a kid walked by, And started to cry, And yelled "I don't have a clue!" There once was a girl named Kelly who liked to eat She also didnt wash her feet You could tell because they were smelly So everyone called her

Workouts Make Poetry? (from 2007)
subject: I like food..mmm post date: 2007-09-10 06:49:27 views: 18 comments: 0 ratings: 0 I like food...mmmm Current mood: contemplative Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes Dear Mr. Blog, See the above face? That is was me yesterday, at the sight of food! Temptation, thy be a sub sandwich with pepperoni and pepper jack cheese! I started well yesterday with a tuna sandwich. I mixed in lettuce to fill it out, and it was very yummy! And then I had a peach. Later followed by a yogurt. And then there was an extra sub sandwich....I hate to waste food... And later still, my roommate made some crazy concoction with eggs, potatoes, macaroni noodles, with a mayo-mustard sauce....and that was after 10:00pm... Oh, and I didn't even workout yesterday...I think I was too busy eating! Argh! But today...I think will be better. I did utilize the stop-watch on my phone..it worked great. I ran through a few nice neighborhoods, and saw some lovely Real Estate, lo

Isolation
subject: Explanation of the poem ISOLATION post date: 2007-09-10 06:40:59 views: 13 comments: 0 ratings: 0 This poem was created about 4 or 5 years ago. It was a collaboration with one of my best friends, who is a brilliant artist. She was making an oil painting titled "Isolation" and wanted to add words to make it more abstract. So she enlisted my help, and this is what I came up with. It was so much fun! I'd love to try again one of these days. If anyone is interested, please let me know. Thanks for popping in to read about "Isolation" (To read the poem, please click on the link box to the left side of the page) *Sereana* subject: ISOLATION post date: 2007-09-04 18:16:39 views: 6 comments: 0 ratings: 0 I am in the picture, but out of focus... Seeing red in a world of black an white...who but me would be Overlooked in a crowd of one... Longing to be held... Accustomed to feeling empty...i am Tepid with the memory of happiness...trying to Igno

The Song Of True Love's Heart
subject: The song of True Love's Heart post date: 2007-09-05 17:08:48 views: 19 comments: 1 ratings: 0 I danced alone forever Eyelids sealed and closed Floating on like magic A life superimposed Outside I was happy A ray of shining light Inside I was silent Stiller than the night No one interrupted They all watched from afar No one dared to touch me For who can touch a star? All who saw were happy Hearts over filled with joy And so I danced forever Ageless as a toy One day I heard music A far and distant strain A song I had not heard before A melody of pain I floated o'er the clouds To find this aching form A heart that danced for no one A spirit weak and worn I opened up my eyes To see a weeping soul A fallen star lay battered A heart no longer whole He peered up through his shadows To see an angel's face He pondered at my presence Entrapped by brilliant grace He reached his hand to mine And held it to my chest I faltered in

"the Thunderstorm Haikus"
subject: About "The Thunderstorm Haikus" post date: 2007-09-05 07:53:54 views: 15 comments: 0 ratings: 0 These haikus were written in 2003. Each can stand individually as its own poem, but together they tell a story I wrote them long before I knew the full rules of haiku. If you are interested in writing haikus the way they were meant to be written, google the word. I learn something new about haiku every time I research it. That is actually how I write many of my poems. I look for a new style, and then research it to get the full understanding...and then put my mind to it. The poetry muse is fickle though, so I suggest printing out instructions and examples so when she does come to inspire you, you will be ready. I digress. This set of poems was published in 2003 by a small college in California. I had entered it into about 20 contests, and that was the place that loved it. I didn't win a prize, but I did get published, and it was not with 4,000 other poor souls

For All The Lovebirds:"the Sweetest Kiss"
subject: Background on the "The Sweetest Kiss" post date: 2007-09-05 07:02:11 views: 10 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Ok, my blog reading pals. Just want to let you know that this is a very old poem. It was written my senior year of High School, and is a bit flowery and juvenile. However, it was published by poetry.com in one of their infamously over-priced coffee table volumes. What a scam! $59.95 for twenty lines or less...I was one of 30 or so people on the same page...and there were a good 300 pages in each volume...so it was (still is) basically just a money maker for THEM... That being said, it was one of the first poems I had published, and therefore I was still proud of myself, and felt that it belonged in my collection here. I would also like to add that my first kiss was not so sweet. It was with a friend of my brother, and was a bit sloppy, almost drooley...this is just a musing of what I would have hoped for, lol. *Sereana* subject: The Sweetest Kiss post

Opportunity Is All Around You
Your Daily Motivation – Opportunity is all around you Friday February 13, 2009 OPPORTUNITY IS ALL AROUND YOU The people that really succeed in the world are the people who look for the circumstances they want. And, if they can't find them, they make them. The lure of the distant and the difficult can be deceptive. The great opportunity in your life is where you are right now. Properly perceived, every situation can become an opportunity for you. Your destiny isn't a matter of chance, it's a matter of choice. It's not something you wait for, but rather something you achieve with effort. You're surrounded by opportunity, but things won't turn up in this world until you turn them up. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team Your skin is your largest body organ and it acts as a barrier and absorption mechanism for the rest of your organs. You should do w

Hope Reciprocated
subject: Hope Reciprocated post date: 2007-09-05 05:56:35 views: 18 comments: 2 ratings: 0 Hopeful Defines my heart The place where I await Your love to take me to the stars Suffering your beauty from a distance You can never know my secret Unless you seek me out For you too are Hopeful

Untitled 8/30/07
subject: Untitled 8/30/07 post date: 2007-09-03 17:09:55 views: 10 comments: 1 ratings: 0 I float in a red sea A dead sea Drifting on the waves Ne'er to see the shores Of Love's final destination Package paid-in-full Naught but a scam of the heart And, oh, how I have been taken The Captain has left the ship Aimlessly it turns and turns No moor shall I find No anchor to set down Nor compass to guide me home Free to move about the cabin This vessel is an empty shell I jump the rail Not to drown, but to swim away To another ship or another shore Ahead, a stormy sea is upon the horizon The risk is great as I swim on into the night But the red sea This dead sea Will not be Love's watery grave

Yay! Me So Hornay!
Apparently my hotel hosted an inbreeding convention, since all its members were loitering in the lobby this morning with their husband/cousins. One of the finer specimens asked me to tell housekeeping not to clean his room because he has a dog in there...in a closet. Because it mutes the barking noise. I was tempted to ask him if its the same closet he came out of, but I figured I would spare those moments of him replying while spitting his fried eggs in my face. His wife/gf swam up to the FD like a cruise ship, and asked "wheres the mall at, somethin not far". I wanted to mention that they don't allow animals in there, and I dont mean the dog, but got worried that she would try to eat me as an appetizer. All in all, there were about 40 barely humans sitting around, waiting for breakfast. The irony was that it was Darwin's bday. They might have been the recipients of Darwin's awards somewhere in the area.

Taking A Fu-break, Temporary ... Or Permanent
I spend far too much unproductive time on here and put off other important things, so I'm taking a month to re-evaluate my priorities. Gonna take care of some things in the real world, things that actually accomplish something of value. I may never be back. I'm announcing it so that anyone who wants to stay in touch can do so through myspace, email, whatever. If so, let me know. Leaving at noon CST on Saturday, Feb. 14. Peace, Barbara

Frustration Management (a Cinquain Train)
Click a cherry to rate this blog all ratings are anonymous. subject: Frustration Management (A Cinquain Train) post date: 2007-09-03 17:23:36 views: 14 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Frustration Management (A Cinquain Train) Current mood: cranky Category: Writing and Poetry Dear Mr. Blog, Since you are a man (hypothetically speaking here) I would very much like to set the record straight about something. Being a woman is glorious. Here are a few of the thing I enjoy about it. The power to inspire others. To give love when it is least expected. To still see beauty where others have turned away. To dress up for yourself, but have the world appreciate it. To ease tension in a room with a laugh, or stir up a cloud with a silent glance. The ability to express my emotions at liberty, without shame or guilt. There is much more than I could ever tell you about that makes my femininity important and powerful. However, there is one thing about being a woman that I hav

Decision
I've decided that when my VIP expires 7th April I won't be renewing it. I was kinda torn on the idea because I do enjoy finding pics and making up folders but then looked at the overall of the VIP and pic quantity and came to the conclusion there is little point having as many pics up as that. Its very similar to having so many friends that you cant possibly speak to them or comment every day or you would be glued to the screen! lol! I am not going to go on about the autos cause you all know what I think about how they have changed the site and I am fully aware that these wont get removed as they are the main money spinner on fubar. Porl has already taken the decision to not renew his, and I know of other friends that are also doing the same, I would much rather have 320 pics up that mean something than have all these ezee rate pics, fubar tried to do something about them by slowing down the rating but the ezee pics still remain, some are so tiny you cant even make out what

Untitled, 9/3/07
current blog rating: 10 (5) Click a cherry to rate this blog all ratings are anonymous. subject: New Poem post date: 2007-09-03 17:18:17 views: 16 comments: 0 ratings: 0 What cruel tricks love plays on the heart My greatest joys threaten to rend me asunder I stand in the eye of a hurricane Silence is all around me, but never in me Every shred of my being aches Pulse pounding, breath short, vision blurry Exhilaration was a temporary harbor But the sea, she stirs again I wished for the change And so I shall have it Grief keeps my words on my lips The bitter taste of my own guilt bubbling over The bow veers towards the rocks I swallow my dreams to keep them from drowning Come thunder, come rain, come hurricane I am not worthy of the silence with which you had once granted me

I'm Going For A Walk....
I'm going for a walk Not the after dinner kind I'm gonna use my hands And I'm gonna use my mind And who the hell are you to tell me what to do? You can't even tie your own haggard shoes Your closet is a mess, and your backyard's falling down And I have no grand ideas or intentions of sticking around So I'm going for a walk Not the after dinner kind I'm gonna use my hands And I'm gonna use my mind I'm gonna build a world Independent and exempt All alone I'll be an empire With no mortgage and no rent And I don't need to live in your stinking zoo You can't even feed the animals donated to you Your storage sheds are ramshackled, flies decorate the walls And you expect me to die here in this shit-filled tiny stall? And I know you're watching everything I do Call me threat to your children call me socially unglued Call me master of insanity, unable to relate Call me lazy, bane, and filthy Call me monstrous reprobate I'm going for a walk And there's nothing

No Respite
8/25/07 I wear your love like a shroud I thought I was content to spend an eternity with you Come to find out you had not yet died I lay in the grave of my own making My heart and soul linger like wisps The Mausoleum which I thought we shared Offers no comfort or respite from the sun Life moves about me as I rot away Can I rise up from this pallor? Try as I might to toss aside this cover It holds me like a stone Carved with words not yet spoken And promises that were naught but lip service

The Bull Is My Hero
the fuckin' bulls are as awesome as the side of the sun and although they kill them for our stale pleasure it's THAT FUCKIN' BULL that burns the fire and yeah...there are cowardly bulls as there are cowardly matadors and scared men but generally...that bull stands pure...dies pure he remains untouched by symbols, or cliques, or false loves and when they drag him out nothin' has died somethin' has passed and the eventual stench .............is the world.

How I Feel....
Shut off the t.v and peel off those sunday gloves And I'll stain the clean that you've been counting Old mr. fletcher passed by here today After 40 years of toil he just up and walked away Fantastic the panic that showed in his eyes He shrugged when I asked him about it He said "young man pay heed, you listen well to what I say Now there comes a time for a man to walk away" Walk away, I'll be a parade And I'll be determined that no one shall dissuade on my way I'll take my sweet time and burn all the bridges that I'm leaving behind He passed by again and he was shivering from the cold I'm not sure but I think that he was trying He told me about the weather and something old to pay "But tomorrow", he said, "I'm gonna surely walk away" Some days I just wanna walk away....thanks to Bad Religion for the words....

I Was Thinking..
I was thinking about having an auction. I haven't seen any bulletins or blogs about anyone having one for a while now. Thing is, I don't know if I should have it FuBucks only, so everyone has a chance to own someone or have it the regular way..with people being able to offer real cash offers. Also, I was thinking about having some kind of "award" for most rates. Maybe bling the person with the most rates...something like that. I don't know. IF I do decide to do this, who would be willing to be in it?

Friday The 13th
After a 13 minute Google search, lol, I decided this blog was the most informative about Friday the 13th, capturing the majority of the common issues about this less than hallowed day. Personally for me, being of a witchier persuasion than most, I think Friday the 13th is lucky. My black cat and I are going to enjoy it. =) * * * * * * * * * * * Friday the 13th myth makers By JENNI DILLON Watch out for black cats, avoid mirrors and ladders and, by all means, don't spill the salt. As most people probably already realize, today is Friday the 13th, a date commonly associated with bad luck. For the next several hours, millions of superstitious individuals across the country will hold their breath anticipating misfortune. Others will avoid leaving the house altogether, refusing to drive, shop or work on the ill-fated day. But whether you're a true triskaidekaphobe (a person with an irrational fear of Friday the 13th, also ca

Neww House!!! Help!!!
Okay so I have recently purchased a new house that has an in ground pool as well as a hot tub. I have heard that salt water pools are becoming the "in" thing, and that it's ALOT easier to maintain. So I guess that my question is, if anyone has any idea how to convert a chlorine pool into a salt water pool? Any help would be sooo GREATLY appreciated!!

Rediculous
Okay everyone has noticed all these new changes to fubar supposedly its for the better i honestly think its getting a little outta hand i got up this morning and realized that the drink prices have sky rocketed it 950 fubucks for a 20% drink what the hell! i totaly understand that its just prtend money not a big deal but this site is supposed to be fun and here lately all i see is a bunch of gouging i have quit rating because it has just became a hassle and only comment those who comment me or thatse on my familys list. now fubar is draining my fubucks just to buy virtual gifts for my friends which would mean that if i want to keep buying for my friends i must rate to get the fubucks but it takes so long just to rate a hundred pics so idk if its worth it any more i have only been on this site sence it was cherry tap and everyone that i know thats been on here sence it was lost cherry thinks that it was better then. i must agree this site was once just for the fun and the connections an

My Gift
My Gift To You I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Bling Auction (opens Fri The 13th)
HOSTING MY FIRST BLING AUCTION, PLEASE COME MAKE A BID....WHAT'S YOUR OFFER?? AUCTION STARTS FRIDAY FEB. 13TH AND WILL RUN UNTIL I ACCEPT AN OFFER FOR EACH BLING.....HIGHEST BIDS WIN, CASH TYPE BIDS WIN OVER ALL OTHERS. WHAT'S UP FOR AUCTION BELOW, CLICK ON THE PICK TO BID ON THE ONE YOU WANT GET UR BIDS IN BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE! TYPES OF BIDS: FUBUX,BLASTS,VIP,TICKERS,RATES, COMMENTS.... MIX & MATCH, GIVE DETAILS OF BID, MAKE UR OFFER IN THE COMMENT SECTION UNDER EACH PICTURE! BLING AUCTION HOSTED BY JADE ROSES FOREVER Jade_Rose_Forever ~*MNGR OF BETRAYED SOULS LOUNGE*~

He's Just Not That Into You
So I saw this movie yesterday and i must say my eyes are open fukn wide. I took all my fav out my phone. I'm not calln,txtn,im, or email anyone i've known for less than a year unless they show true interests. And yes I have to agree, If I'm not getting a phone call he's just not that into me...... Believe what you see and don't ever make up an excuse...

R.i.p Frances
My Husband Lost his mother in a car accident yesterday Feb. 12, 2009. The days to come are going to be so hard for us. She was the best Mother in law any woman could dream of having. Her Family always came first. She will live on in our hearts and our minds forever and one day we will be with her again. Please Pray for my Husband and all of us. God has the Best Angel ever by his side. Love & Blessings to everyone. Becky,Keith, Kourtney & Kristian

*77-from The Blog Of Trina
FOLKS THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT!!!! PLS PASS THIS ON TO ANY AND ALL. IF THE TIME IT TAKES TO FORWARD SAVES A LIFE IT IS WELL WORTH YOUR EFFORT!!!! YOU MUST KNOW *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77 It was about 1:00 p.m. In the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on.. Lauren's parents have always told her never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually l istened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on t

Proud To Be White!!!..{i Amnot A Racist..}
Michael Richards, better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld, does make a good point. This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points... Someone finally said it... How many are actually paying attention to this? "There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman' .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that Whites commit a lot of violence against you... So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have the NAACP. Yo

*77 We All Need To Know About This
Subject: *77 FOLKS THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT!!!! PLS PASS THIS ON TO ANY AND ALL. IF THE TIME IT TAKES TO FORWARD SAVES A LIFE IT IS WELL WORTH YOUR EFFORT!!!! YOU MUST KNOW *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77 It was about 1:00 p.m. In the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on.. Lauren's parents have always told her never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually l istened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and t

Happy Valentine's Day
From time to time A stranger appears And presses a button That starts emotions Churning within us But it’s not so much that person As it is our interpretation Of what they can mean to our Life That makes our throat dry Our speech hesitant But worst of all Makes us so very, very Vulnerable Happy Valentine’s Day Yes it is a commercial Day to which Greeting Card Companies, Flower Shops, Bakery’s, Restaurants and Gift Boutiques prosper. We are given choices. One could choose to boycott Valentine’s Day. I could not argue with anyone on that it seems to be a day to which we treat those we love more special then on the day before or days after. Seems we have to look on a calendar to treat one another nicer and that should not be. One could choose t

As The Music Rests
As the music rests, Upon this lovely day, One must face the rays, Hit the sun, Filled full of sun, Throws on his shoes, A jacket & coat, Holds unto a strong rope, Pulls untill my hands are raw, Or very sore, Holding unto a lifetime, Off joy & hope.

Rates/auto 11's
This has been really bothering me so Im going to say it..If I loose friends off my list then they werent friends to begin with..I have some really awesome friends and wonderful people I have met here..I love giving daily comments and receiving them..Watching people level! Bombing them as much as I can..but what I cant take is when someone has Auto's on and they only come to my page and I know that hapnens to alot of us..give a quick rate so that we all go rate them while Autos are on..Granted yes it benefits us all.But..Am I only good enuff for a rate when you have Auto's on? Im not worthy of a simple rate now n then? I rate..pay it forward, do for when I want ..Not because Autos are running..Nor would I nor have I in the 2 times I ran Autos done that..But again this is fu and getting to the top being at the top is more important to some then the friendships> Sorry if I have offended anyone but I do have feelings n an opinion and Ya its my blog..lmao..To all of you I luvs ya.Have a gr

Fright Night
Friday, March 13th, 2009 Westcott Theater 524 Westcott Street Syracuse, NY 13202 18+/21 to Drink - 9pm-2am COST: 30$ Presale Tickets available at Sabistinos or through the Westcott Theatre website @ www.thewestcotttheater.com 35$ at the door ONLY 700 Presale Tickets are Available DO NOT wait this will sell out!!!! Elite Divas Dance Crew PerForming Throughout the Night!! Lazers by APB Lighting and Nexus Entertainment!! Sound By Digital Ear Candy!!

Be Mine
"Be mine" Valentine Friday, February 13th, 2009 Trexx Nightclub 319 N Clinton Street Syracuse, NY 13202 18+/21 to Drink - 9pm-5am COST: 15$ at the door Dress to Impress!! Free Valentines Dinner and a Movie Raffles from 12-2am!! Elite Divas Dance Crew PerForming Throughout the Night!! Lazers by APB Lighting and Nexus Entertainment!! Decorations by the one & only HUEY soulFresh!! Sound By Digital Ear Candy in BOTH rooms!!

My Love To You
I have hide away in the darkness lurking in the shadows of how I long to show you the love no matter where we was I spent hours of countless hours on the phone making you laugh wishing to hold you in my arms and to get lost with in your eyes no one makes me more happier in life then you your my universe my world my life my one and only true soul mate that I would do anything for I will not hide in the shadows no longer if I lose you it is because I lost my world I want the world to see how happy you are I would love to have your hand in marriage I hope I will never lose you for if I lost you my world will crumble into a million pieces I would not expect no one to put it together but just let me sit and watch as people go by life it self will pass on bye with out I Love You Nocturnal Kitten and nothing will change that you are my heart and soul.... Will You Marry Me? To Top This All Off Here Is The Poem I Wrote Just For You!!!! Here I Am Yours To Take, Not Knowing What To Say,

Jealousy
You can meet alot of people here on fubar(or the net for that matter). And you can make alot of friends that you talk to on a constant basis. I have many that I talk to all the time. But i have noticed that after a while it seems that people get a little touchy about certain things on here such as not being able to see pics, not being number one, not being only one you talk to or things such as that..I know that I will meet few if any from here in real life and therefore dont go out of my way to BE IN THEIR LIVES...I love the friends that i have and talk to all the time for they are awesome and are always returning the love and I dont just mean rating pics or sending gifts. They will actually take time to chat with me about more than sex or what they can get. But why is it that people have to get jealous over this?? Is there any real reason to act like an ass over things or people you may never get? Dont you think it makes you look like an ass and make people not want to talk to you or

Dont Quit"
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest, if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out; Don't give up though the pace seems slow-- You may succeed with another blow. Often the goal is nearer than, It seems to a faint and faltering man, Often the struggler has given up, When he might have captured the victor's cup, And he learned too late when the night slipped down, How close he was to the golden crown. Success is failure turned inside out-- The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far, So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit-- It's when things seem worst t

Top 11 Friday The 13th Movies
ok i was really bored and thought this might be fun for the 3 of you who can actually see this...so just read it and go ok he likes those movies in that order and forget it 3 mins later hahaha so why 11? well why not? no really there is a 12 movies out but at the current time of this writing i have yet to see the remake that premieres today across the big old world....so enjoy and if you like it cool 11 - Part 9 - Jason Goes to Hell - this movie sucks. 10- Part 10 Jason X - this one is ok...thats it very differnt, also the highest kill count in any of the movies. 9 - Freddy Vs Jason - this movie should have been alot better and much higher on my list...i was only waiting for it for a good 13 years....it wasnt terrible by anymeans...but the main female lead by the name of Laurie really bugged me...her lines were some of the poorest in modern cinema history...and since when did the big main even turn into a triple threat??? 8 - Friday The 13th Part 6: Jason Lives. So

Feb 13 2009
well been with matt fo r3 months.. hate baby daddy bt am sorta kool with him! lol.. hate his gf! so do alot of of other ppl! even he does lol! still dont have a job put school on hold.. till i get a job.. bout to go to court with shawn baby daddy! over custody! he aint gonna get it! lol.. joint maybe .. bt ill be primary! just tring to survive at this point an im only 19 lol.. ok well theres kind of an update lol.. later!

Promises
Why must people make promises and break them? Is it really so hard to keep a promise you make? Why make a promise if your gonna break it? Just once I wish that it could be more like it was in the days of our fathers where a person made a promise and it was there word.. no one went back on there word because with out there word they were nothing. What ever happened to believing that? I know that not everyone is like that and a promise or your word still means something to at least a few people out there but why can't everyone live by that? If I give my word then I keep it... even if it takes a long time or if it requires me to not do something I want to for whatever reason... a promise is a promise and my word is my bond... if you don't have that much in your life you ain't got anything worth offering to anyone that matters. Well remember haters gonna hate... I'm Out!

I Hate Valentine's Day
seriously... this year i hate it more than christmas, which i hated because i didn't have the money to buy anyone a damn thing... which sucks because usually i spoil certain people (brother/sister/certain close friends)... but really, i hate being single... but given the divorce's destruction of my concept of anything lasting forever (which hit me alot harder than i expected it to considering we'd been separated over three years) i can't figure out how to be in a relationship right now either. so yay for all of you in loving relationships that are so happy and in love... but for me... i want to wake up and have it be sunday already. ~sin

In Devotion To...
Written from another perspective not my own: We were strangers But friends from day one We knew not much But felt like we knew another for years You lit my fire I glowed like never before Unfortunately Your life light was extinquished Before I ever really got to see it shine But within my heart Burns an eternal flame Never to be watered down Never to be smothered Never to be wicked away I carry your fire I carry your warmth within me And I just know Deep in my heart We will be with each other Once again Until then I will love you With supernova brightness Until the end of time

Help With Animal Rescue And Shelter
Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals..It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. Click HERE for website! or type http://theanimalrescuesite.com

..........
Seems like yesterday; but, it was long ago...... no words could ever seem as true as this proverb. Tonight, as I do many of nights; as the darkest of sky slowly fads into a deep hugh of midnight blue, reflect upon where I'm going, but most importantly...... where I've been. Feels like a lifetime ago; when the world was new, fresh and untouched. I looked forward to this second; where I'm writing now. At the time I had no idea what laid ahead of me.... just knew the ending. Feels like a fragment of a dream I barely remember upon awaking. The memories of childhood, and those whom I shared it with. I remember those spring nights, sitting at the Pizza Hut parking lot- after work; with some of the best friends that I ever had. Talking about the future and what was to become. Always promising that the bond we shared would never be broken. Breaking balls and pipe dreams was the usual after work conversation. Never knowing the dangers, tradgities, love or losses that lied ahead. Not ever seei

Got A Another Auction Inside
Auction for a auto-11. Got a 25 bling pack up for auction and a vip. Rules to enter is 200k for auto-11 and 100k for bling and 100k for the vip is the starting bid and you must add/fan the host. Please only serious bidder will be open till the end of the month. Don't forget to bid! CLICK HERE: BLING HERE: VIP is here; the host is Akamrs. T AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ CLUB FAR~ BAD GIRL~PU$$YCAT PLAYMATE/LIL PLEASURE/OWN BY GBEAVER@ fubar

Mother
That night was long, the night you left. and now you're gone and laid to rest. and the love you gave we put to test. All the while you knew best. Today we took you to the place you said all the while wishing that you were not dead. The sun was shining and we were quiet, we did our best for your eternal rest So long you hurt and suffered so you should have told us, we didn't know. You will be missed, sadly so, we really didn't want you to go. We want you here to laugh and play. But deep deep down we knew you couldn't stay. You will be missed and missed some more and thoughts of you make us miss you more. we miss your smile, your silly laugh if you were here with us, we'd make you laugh. You'd call us silly and smile a while. and laugh and joke and sing with style. We miss you mom.

Fragments Of A Sucide Note
Seems like yesterday; but it was long ago….; Hold on to 16 as long as you can, changes come around real soon makes us women and men. These AM radio proverbs haunt me in the wee hours when I can’t sleep. Not that I can’t sleep, it’s just that I don’t want to sleep. Afraid of what dreams might come. Fears that fill my head on an event that happened a long time ago. In a time when the world and my future were so bright; so full of hope. A time when I had everything in the palm of my hand and I somehow managed to throw it all away. Fucked things up as I normally do. Buried myself into a hole that I can’t escape. I mean I’m in really deep. So deep that the only way to escape, would be to get really pissed drunk and pass out on the railroad tracks. My last memory hear on earth would be of my body being torn to shreds. A nice red and pink mush. Then all this would be over, finally. I could start a new life; with no memory of this one. Ha- that would be to easy, my luck I would e

Stars That Shine
when you look up at the sky and see the stars... and the beautiful bright lit moon.. when you think that your alone.. with nobody there to veiw the night with you..when your at all wits end ready to give up hope.. ready to stop caring.. just think.. somebody is out there doing the exact the very same thing...somebody like me... i want my rockstar... i dont usually care about valentines day..ive never really gotten anything from it in past maybe a rose one time... im not usually very girly.. but eventually id like something that shows real meaning..something that wont die... something that isnt a last minute idea all the time...it wouldnt even have to be fancy.. im a pretty simple person..eventually id like to get to that ...that place in life that i find mr romantic.. that doesnt mean a girly man..although.. i could get a good laugh outta making fun of little things at times lol.. but seriously.. going into doing the cdl/truck driving thing... i doubt im gonna find or even g

Fuck Valentine's Day
Hearts and Roses and Kisses Galore, What the hell is all that SHIT for? People get all mushy and start acting queer, It is difinitely the most annoying time of year. This day needs to get the hell over with and pass, Before I shove something up Cupid's ass. Guys act all sweet, but soon it will fade, Cause all they're doing is trying to get laid. That arrow Cupid shot at me must not have hit, Cause I think Valentine's Day is a crock of shit. So that's my story, what Can I say? Love Bite my ASS, Fuck Valentine's Day!

Semi Anual Update
So yes once again I know its been like fricking forever since I have updated this thing. Sorry have been a bit busy with other things. I read the journal every day I just dont have time to update, or if I do have time I just dont want to take the time to write out a huge post. LOL! So lets see whats been going on with me..well a whole of NOTHING! Been pretty much the same thing everyday. Work, home, work, home. Get up in the morning run my brother to his stuff for court, come home clean up a bit, then off to pick up co-workers and away to work i go. So see not much going on. Only plus side is that today brother got his DL so he is finally legal to drive his car he bought, so as of today I no longer have to run him anywhere. So for that I am very much happy. Means I dont have to get up at the butt crack of dawn to take him anywhere and I can finally sleep in a bit and relax. In other news..I killed my cell phone. Well let me re phrase that, my cell phone killed itself. It cho

Media Blitz!
I have recently listened to the coverage of the murdered little child..."mother does not want to watch funeral" sick to death of the media arbitrarily picking cases of interest so they can pass judgements, have specialists, psycholigists, diagnose, disect and determine the actions of people they know nothing about...granted..I have no clue if the mother is responsible for the death..the fact of the matter is..that a lot of children are abused. murdered and abandoned...if I were the mother of this child and innocent..it would disgust me that the family made her funeral a media 'event'. Do us all a favour CNN..stick to politics..then you will spew the same shit that comes out of mouths of the babes you judge..go play in the muck with your friends.

A Friend Like You
You are one of the best friends that i've ever had for the past nine years your know everything about me, my secrets, my lies, my faults,my trumphs, my joys and my fears you know me inside and out like the back of your hand i've never been as honest with anyone as i have been with you when i was weak, you were strong when i was stumbled, you led the way when i was blind, you could see when i silent, you spoke when i was needed advice, you where there when i needed a shoulder to cry on, you were there when i needed someone to cheer me up, you were there when i needed a friend the most, you were there you're always been able to bring a smile to my face and makeme laugh through thick and thin,you're always been there for me whenever i'm with you,i have a good time it seems like you always understand my feeling and identify with my thoughts when i first meet you, i thought we'd be friends for life but now, something had happened i still dont understand it, really all ikn

Wat To Belive
you say you love me... yet you tell her that too you say you want me... but do i know for sure you say need me.. yet you still look at her thatway how can i be sure of where i stand how can i be sure of what i am to you i know i love you i know i care for you i know i want you i know where i want you in my life i know where i need you in my life just let me know where i fit in yours love you me

Pudding
I fell down the hole in your paper heart. It was the size of two chasms and three where was I going with this? My head is vacant. All the words fell out in a jumble. Like a puzzle shook up in the box. Pieces jammed where they don't belong. Some upside down Very much like my on again off again romance with success. Nah, not even that direction. My on again off again romance with sleep. One day she's cool the next night she's inescapeable terror. Strangulation in the sheets. Dry sweat and wet gasps tangled and creeping into every part of me. Every last engorged pore rupturing with bile and so much fear. Fear of being alone. Fear of waking. Fear of every knife wielding stranger. Blades of unkind. Chipped on bone and stoney hearts. Sharpened on tears frozen immortal. The everliving daylight of cruelty. The cruelty we all know in an unloved heart. Another hour of overtime. Another highball. Another headache. Another sadistic grin as you twist it in an

Me
Im 5" 9', 165 pounds, brown hair, blue eyes, and in good shape. I smoke cigs but wish i didnt. I do however smoke herb and love it. I love my electronics and playing any kind of game having to do with it. I like to play all types of sports when the weather is good. I like to party and have a good time but above all spendind quality time with my daughter is most important.

No Girls Allowed
Back in the day, I used to post all my writings to my MSN Spaces page. Once I started at UNO last year, however, I kind of let it slip away. Anyway, I feel like starting it up again. I don't know how consistent I'll be. And I assure you it will be quite boring and, in most cases, pretty damn long. I'm just warning you. There's no obligation to read any of it. I do this for my own pleasure. Anyway, this first piece was for my Magazine Article Writing class. My professor said I should attempt to get it publish in the school's student newspaper. And I would, if the student editors would ever return my calls about writing for them. It's entitled "No Girls Allowed." No Girls Allowed “No Girls Allowed…Except Hannah Montana.” These are the words that adorn the bedroom door of my 5-year-old nephew, Patrick Jr. Let there be no doubt as to the immense popularity and influence of Hannah Montana. She is an economic and pop culture juggernaut. She has done what few other femal

Banned
BANNED FROM WAL-MART >> >> This is why women should not take men shopping against >> their will. >> >> After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on >> her trips >> To Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, like most men, I found >> shopping boring and >> Preferred to get in and get out. >> >> Equally unfortunately, my wife is like most women - she >> loved to >> Browse. Yesterday my dear wife received the following >> letter from the local >> Wal-Mart: >> >> Dear Mrs. Oakley, >> >> Over the past six months, your husband has been causing >> quite a >> Commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior >> and have been >> Forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints >> against Mr. Oakley are listed below and are documented by >> our video surveillance cameras. >> >> 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them >> in >> people's carts when they weren't looking. >> >> 2 . July 2: Set all t

Montana
Big Open sky, Land that seems to go on forever, Animals of all kinds, Beautiful weather. Mountain ranges all around, Tip tops covered in snow, Waterfalls are made from this. Fishing Camping Hunting And Having Fun! Wake to watch the dew covered flowers Sparkle in the sun! The experience is breath taking! Unforgettable. Leaves you at a loss for words… Within this rolling land, Is a Huge cabin…. A place of which I call my own… And there is a school Of which I will attend… A new home for me, In a far off land. Approaches, My bags are packed. Soon it will be Good-bye Mother Hello World.

My Favorite Place
Late at night, when I’m alone… I long to be in his arms When air becomes cold and Goosebumps cover my body… I feel warmth in his arms When the day is long and I’m exhausted… I feel relaxed in his arms The days I hate to look in the mirror… I feel beautiful in his arms There are days I just feel as if nobody loves me… Being is his arms, He lets me know that I am loved When life throws me a curve ball and I feel like my life is falling apart… Being in his arms gives me the strength to build it back up When ever I have a game and I am feeling nervous… Being in his arms encourages me to do my best and NEVER give up I absolutely love being in his arms… For it is my favorite place!

~eric~
Big bellied mama Moody Laying in bed. Out popped his head, Body following. Cries fill the air As He makes the transition From a warm Dark Womb. To the Bright Cold depths Of the Delivery room. Wrapepd in a blanket, Placed in her arms. Brought home to be laid in a bassanet. Nights out partying, Left him to me. Rubber duckies float in the tub Which looked like a ship in stormy weather As he splashed in Excitement. He was my little angel. Crystal Blue eyes, Curly blonde hair, Topped off like a sundae With a crooked Toothless smile. He no longer called them …Mommy And Daddy… To him that was me. I spent all my time with him, I was his protector. Taken from me to far off Nevada. Their fights broke us up, And love got them back together. No longer haters but lovers, Don’t worry baby boy… I’ll see you, This Summer!

Big Pickle(a.k.a Bro)
Born in 93’ Bouncing baby boy. He was my brother. .Michael. Baby blues Curly blonde hair… With a little button nose. I love him, I was his favorite, My only little brother. He came to me for advice on life But To my sister for advice on clothing. He tried to act like a tough guy But was really sensitive on the inside. School he does not like For he Trails in my footsteps Making it hard for him to be seen As none other than “Claudia’s little brother” Divorce has caused separation and I it’s hard. I miss him so much. A different person he has become, He’s heading down he wrong path. I want to save him So I pray. All that’s left is to wait, Wait for him to listen, Wait for him to make the right choices. You can do it bro I have faith in you. And please remember I will always love you!

It's Amazing What Some Fools Will Try!
I just finished my contest and it went great! The winners were pleased. I'm pleased too! BUT I did have a slight wrench thrown in just for fun. I suppose they were testing my Fu-intelligence, but I proved I'm smarter. hehe I actually had someone, not going to name names, make fake accounts JUST to enter my contest! Now, this might have worked had the IDIOT verified their email so as to not be green anymore. Or even attempt to post a pic. All my contests have been based on a slight bit of trust. Me trusting that my fu-friends wouldn't try to take advantage of my generosity. But apparently, and sadly, that's just not the case. SO I will be making all my contests closed to those with no verified salute. I'm sorry about this, but there is some SCHMUCK out there that is to blame for this. That is all, commence living lol

Mall Conquest Pt2
“He is certainly a hunk.” “I agree.” “Would you like to practice fucking him?” “Yes!” In unison. “Both of you, get naked.” They quickly undressed. They both had thongs and front hooking bras. They were both glistening in the crotch and putting off a musky odor. “Arlene, roll him on his back.” With some effort, she did. “Hold his pole and mount it, facing him. Do it slowly, so you won’t injure yourself.” She stood over him and held his enormous cock in her right hand, swung her leg over his large body and got herself in position to mount him. She slowly impaled herself on him. Very slowly. “How does it feel?” “Very filling. I feel like I am going to break. It feels like my vagina is on fire.” She was half way down his pole while Magen and I watched. Slowly, slowly she lowered herself. Finally she was sitting on him. “It feels like he is extending into my stomach. I’m getting feelings I didn’t think were possible. I think I’m going to come. Oh, dear, oh, dear!”

Mall Conquest Pt1
I had been walking the mall for fifteen minutes. Sally was shopping and we agreed that we would meet at three o’clock. It was now forty five minutes to three. I was browsing in Radio Shack when I noticed the most ravishing young woman I have seen in a long time. I am Mike Lawrence and I am a master hypnotist and a very successful businessman. I also greatly appreciate a difficult challenge. My challenge was how to put the beautiful apparition under my control in time to meet my wife, Sally. I decided that only the direct approach would work. I went up to her. She was inspecting a computer display. “They keep getting cheaper and better, don’t they?” She looked me over. I am six and a half feet tall and in very good shape. I was also old enough to be her father. “I am so confused. I am supposed to buy a gift for my father and I don’t have a clue. Could you help me?” For sure. “What can I do to help?” “My dad is not very computer smart. Would this be a good computer for him?”

Name Change
so i was just talking to someone about the mumm that got removed. I was thinking with all the rules and guidelines we have to follow. why don't they change the name from fubar the online bar. to fubar the highschool playground. I mean the keyword in this site is adult not minors. so what do you think? let me know if its just me.

Today's List 02/12/2009
cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH HAS AUTO 11s!!! Until 11pm EST/8pm PST Fri! And she's paying for your rates! 10000 fuBucks per 100 during Happy Hour. Msg her when you're done! ENDS FRI AT 11pm EST/10pm CST/8pm PST/FUBAR TIME. She's my best friend on fubar & needs a good spanking!! xoxo cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH~owned by Neptune's Human@ fubar Brought to you by..... RedZ28@ fubar

Another Stolen Survey
Basics What's your favorite color? Purple What's your favorite animal? Cat Who's your role model? Don't really have one Family How many siblings do you have? 1 full, 1 half, 3 steps How many people live in your house? 4 How many animals do you have? 1 cat plus a crapton of sea monkeys Where do you live(trailer, mansion, regular house )? House / McMansion Freinds Who is your most valuable friend? Heck if I know Which friend do you look up to the most? all of them, I'm friggin short How many best friends do/did you have? never counted How many friends have moved out of your city? idk Would you rather have... coke or sprite? Coke lunch or dinner? lunch a sister or brother? sister Mcdonalds or Burger King? Mcdonalds boyfriend or friend? friend hug or kiss? both pinch or poke? A poke in a special place clown or doll? teddy bear

I Read Things Like This And I Die Inside.
Preface: As almost none of you know I run a very large outdoor adventure group in NY. Today I got this message. hay if your thinking about having this id like tooattend but dont know whared it is can you help pleased thanks bye I have no idea what he is talking about... can anyone translate?

Baby Was Born Tuesday
Feb 10, 2009 @ 1:44pm Ronald "Ronnie" Lee was born weighing in at 8 lbs 2 oz; 20 inches long. He has a major set of lungs on him and he instantly showed off his "manhood" on the doc when he was born. We are all home now and trying to adjust to the new addition in the family. We are doing well just trying to get caught up on much needed sleep. Not sure how much I'll be online the next couple of days as the every 3 hour feedings are taking a toll on daddy and I. Take care everyone and I'll keep ya posted. P.s. Ronnie is bigger than his Jr was when he was born....lol.

Basic Survey
Basics What's your favorite color? Purple What's your favorite animal? Elephant Who's your role model? Me Family How many siblings do you have? 0 How many people live in your house? 2 How many animals do you have 2 My doggy & puddy tat Where do you live(trailer, mansion, regular house )? House Freinds Who is your most valuable friend? a few Which friend do you look up to the most? How many best friends do/did you have? 4 How many friends have moved out of your city? idk None of my friends live here on fubar? Would you rather have... coke or sprite? neither lunch or dinner? cookies a sister or brother? neither Mcdonalds or Burger King? Firehouse Subs boyfriend or friend? friend hug or kiss? both pinch or poke? neither clown or doll? I am the clown!!

As If You Care.
Talk to me, and make me feel, as if you care. Hear me when I talk. Miss me when I am gone. Realize the bed is empty, because you told me to leave. Miss my smile, the way i miss yours, because I care. Miss my eyes because I miss yours, and the way they light up when you smile. Soon one day, after I can not take your abuse anymore. One day, you will want these things, and you will hear, this... As if I care.

Name Thing Stolen From Brainninja
YOUR REAL NAME Amy L... WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:(mother and fathers middle names) Lynne Carl NASCAR NAME:(first name of your mother's dad, father's dad) John Carl STAR WARS NAME:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name) Lesam DETECTIVE NAME:(favorite color, favorite animal) Pink Giraffe SOAP OPERA NAME:(middle name, town where you were born) Jordan Charlotte SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning The Carolina Blue Sweet Tea FLY NAME:(first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)

Removed
So ok i made up like 5 mumms last night i was bored and wanted a laugh. and boy did i get one, but here is the thing i got offline for like 5 minutes not even and come back on and see a message from the fubar shop saying your mumm has been removed blah blah blah. so now i can only make friend only mumms. Is it that people have nothing else better to do then to a report a mumm that did not say anything NSFW? So tell me if a title is should i stay or go. and the subject say like the song says. and A. says stay and b. get the f*ck out should that be reported. maybe its just me but i think its fubars way of shutting people up that they dont like or whatever.

"they Say"
Saturday 1/31/2009...7:33 AM "They Say" When asked...I began to tell the story today...then i realized...there is no point...for what does speaking of the past...or how we came to be here...have to do with a single thing???... "They" say ..."let it out".."they" say..."its not healthy to keep it bottled up"..."they" say...alot of things... I wonder why???...because when the things "they" say...to let out...finally surface... "they".... get uncomfortable....(ouch!!...oh poor "them") "They"...slowly move away...so slowly...its like "they" dissipate...rite before your very long dried eyes... before you realize... "They" have not disappeared...no..."they"...have gone...on their own voilition... which causes a pause...( a very long...yet brief??? ...pause) deep breath not possible...just a pause... __-__---_____---__-__-_____----------silent...yet chaotic...turbulent...yet...with validation...finally...validation_---_-____-----_ then...the cold s

Illinois
well I am back in IL now, pretty fucking crazy being back home again. Still lonely as hell, but I get by. Working at State Farm now, and trying to keep myself together. Its funny every V-day I think it can't possibly be worse the next year, but it always is.... in fact the only thing I have to remember the last person who cared for me is a t-shirt haha, and I am wearing it. I just don't know... hopefully sooner or later I won't have to feel so singled out and secluded.

Jonizzle The Green Water
YOUR REAL NAME Carianne Jones WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:(mother and fathers middle names) Marie Lester NASCAR NAME:(first name of your mother's dad, father's dad) Richard Lester STAR WARS NAME:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name) Jonca DETECTIVE NAME:(favorite color, favorite animal) Orange Moose SOAP OPERA NAME:(middle name, town where you were born) Nicole Munster SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning The Green Water (uhm... ew? XD) FLY NAME:(first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your las

Neuroscience And Love
WASHINGTON – Like any young woman in love, Bianca Acevedo has exchanged valentine hearts with her fiance. But the New York neuroscientist knows better. The source of love is in the head, not the heart. She's one of the researchers in a relatively new field focused on explaining the biology of romantic love. And the unpoetic explanation is that love mostly can be understood through brain images, hormones and genetics. That seems to be the case for the newly in love, the long in love and the brokenhearted. "It has a biological basis. We know some of the key players," said Larry Young of the Yerkes National Primate Research Center at Emory University in Atlanta. There, he studies the brains of an unusual monogamous rodent to get a better clue about what goes on in the minds of people in love. In humans, there are four tiny areas of the brain that some researchers say form a circuit of love. Acevedo, who works at the Albert Einstein College of Medicine in New York, is part of a te

In The Arms Of The Savior
In the Arms of the Savior There may be days to come When the world will seem cold Everything around you falls And you feel all alone No matter where you turn It seems like a dead end You can find no comfort In any of your friends But I have a message From a Friend that loves you He stretched out His arms And shed His blood for you He wants you to call on Him Because He loves you so much It is in His outstretched arms You will find His healing touch In the arms of the Savior You can lay your weary head In His infinite wisdom Is how you should be led During the darkest trial Is what His light is there for You can reach the mountain top In the arms of the Savior The valley may seem to dark And to hard to venture on Yet it is in that moment You can see the risen Son Everything else may fade And disappear in the night But you can still find your way In the warmth of His light

Peace & All That....
I you and all but you about to EXPIRE!!! Soon, I think...how many days does it last anyways..anyone know?? someone...buy her...please... I beg you... LMFAO!!! *will make the deal sweet* bling a ding your blingy dingy dong..blingy? ♥ ~PoSTal

In The Darkness Of Life
In the Darkness of Life I feel so alone In my room of shame Here in my darkness Is nothing but pain Oh heavenly Father I am on my knees I pray for your light To shine down and rescue me Only You Lord can save me From this trial I face I place my trust in You In Your mercy and grace Deliver me O’ God From this moment in time Shine Your light down on me And take away the night In the darkness of life Your light shines through When life seems impossible You show me Your truth I will praise Your Name As Your light burns bright I will sing Your praises In the darkness of life Thou I walk through This valley in my life I place my trust in You To show me Your light And as it shines down I see Your out-stretched arms Beckoning me to come Into a new dawn

A Beautiful Rose
A Beautiful Rose Fate is cruel seeming at times Dealing us an undesirable hand Such as a person placed in our path And then divided by much land Fears are immediately set in place And cause hesitation for each They wonder how it could ever work With so much distance could it be Could it ever be more than a moment Frozen in life’s cruel sense of time Or could there possibly be more Changing fate and two peoples lives These are things I have wondered Since I began to get to know you Because with each new thing I learn I want to tempt fate and continue You have impressed with your beauty A face like that of a beautiful rose A rose that meets the morning sun And blossoms deep within a soul And yet it is your inner beauty With every flaw and attribute Like the petals of the blossoming rose Each adding even more beauty to you So where will all of this lead us I do not claim to truly know So many unanswered questions we have Many directions in which we can g

Whatever The Reasonn May Be
Whatever the Reason May Be I often find it amazing How God places us in other’s lives Years may go by before we know The blessings they provide I knew the moment I met you That God’s hand was hard at work But I also know in my heart That why is not for me to search When God puts us in a place We are not to question Him But to simply be patient Trusting He knows why and when So I want you to know this That I will be here for you Awaiting God patiently Until His work is seen through Whatever the reason may be Is not for me to question A reason, season, or lifetime Is completely God’s decision And though I may not understand On this side of eternity You can count on me being there Whatever the reason may be It is not hard to see in you God’s grace, love and mercy Even through your so-called “ego” Christ’s light shines so brightly I look forward one day knowing What God has in store for us Until then I will just say this It is in Him I place my tru

My Labyrinth Of Confusion
My Labyrinth of Confusion Deep inside the workings of my mind Lies a confusion that I cannot discern Is it my own desires that are burning What is it I am suppose to learn I struggle with not knowing the answer Battling rages in the depths of my soul Do I follow what I feel to be true Or do I simply let it all go My labyrinth of confusion is mighty Not knowing in which direction to go With no clear choice deep within me Which path should I take and follow My labyrinth of confusion is tiring An unrelenting war of decisions Mind, body and soul are so weary Do I continue, or just give in Each day is more of a struggle Trying to make it all make sense Why is it so hard to just listen Knowing where the truth begins

Then You Walked In
Then You Walked in Before I ever met you I was caught in a storm The lightening had hit And my heart had been burned The rain seemed to keep falling My breath had become shallow I was beginning to drown In my pain and my sorrow Life can be cruel at times Dealing you the devil’s hand Things can become crazy While you sink in the sand Sleep becomes a distant thought As the night becomes your friend Then in the midst of it all Somebody comes walking in Then you walked in my life The thunder began to cease The rain began to subside And I could finally breath Before you the storm raged Darkness outshined the light I was just about to give up Then you walked in my life My world is still undone And I am still spinning But since you walked in At least I am healing You may never look at me Through the eyes I desire But just being who you are Has calmed the raging fire

Got Screwed Out Of My Appointment!
Went to the doctors today to talk with him about my LEEP procedure & lets just say the doctor had to leave for an emergency c-section which I can see thats more important than what I needed at the time but still, anyways I upped the appointment to the 17th for my procedure so I'm not tripping about it anymore. I do hope all goes well with it, it's set for 1:15pm which I'll be the last patient for the day so this way I can give him the list of questions/concerns I may have an then get the LEEP done... Wish me luck, an pray for me as well.... Love from your friend Jaime!

Intimidation At Its Finest
There is a boy (he thinks hes a man) in my 496 class that hates me. And the only reason he hates me is cause he can't intimidate me. I won't take his shit and always put him in his place. He thinks he knows so much about this area cause hes lived here for awhile but he had no idea that I have lived here my whole life an this land is bred into my soul. Today in class we got into a stare down and I would not be the first to look away as that is a sure sign of weakness. He looked away first and got pissed after that everytime I asked the professor a question he would stare at me and I would stare right back. I had that look of you don't scare me and I am not afraid to take the back of my hand and put it across your bitch ass face. I guess I was just kinda looking for a fight and he took up the offer. He couldn't make me back down and it pissed him off. This boy has woman issues too. He hates them and sees them as inferior but no man is gonna make me feel like that, especially some hic

I Wonder..
how people that have DVD players installed in their vehicles can even pay attention to driving. There I was, on my way to get dinner and I'm following a Tahoe-type vehicle.. and and anddd all I want to do is watch Spongebob. I dunno. Mmmm, pizza!

Just A Note To My Friends
Just wanted to thank everyone for there prayers cause they worked! I got my test results back today & even though the twins r still bruised & sore they R cancer free! the tumor was benign!!!!!! So I just wanted to say thank u to all of u for ur thoughts & prayers < I love U... "Sunshine"

My First Happy Hour 2/12/09
Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own Tonight is my very first It would be awesome to see all my friends and to make a bunch of new ones! So don't be shy, Don't wait till later, Stop putting it off

Whats It Means.. Means Its What
This one I am not sure why I wrote. I think it was written by the crazy people in my head I see clearly now They show me the truth you see I know when and where he will show I jump, skip and run They scream and shout in my head and I shiver The bed spins around the room and I scream Let me dream of better days and her lips She kisses my face and in her eyes I see her love for me He was betrayed by just one kiss We hope for life to be love The doctor says he's sorry, but there is no hope When I bleed, will you be my doctor I try to fly the path that will lead me there A father can only do what he knows and do his best...he will try My worst day is coming when God takes my Father These men that hammer day and night Black water, purple sky and roars of pink and blue men I find hope where I may upside down in the water Can't you see the spaces...empty in my soul\ My life is wandering, spinning and lost without you Why so long you take to put my self in

Rise!!
Rise!! Held back by these walls like a leash on a dog, Hell bent on rising even though I fall, In my thoughts I stand tall even though I crawl, Quick to claim the fame even though I’m small, I rise like the flames on a burning log, Covered in ashes I dust myself off, It’s time for a new leader to represent yall, Too many Kings have failed, too many lives got lost, A voice whispers in my ear, it sounds so subtle, It says hit the wall and watch it crumble, I hesitate, because of my fears of trouble, But then I thought about all of my years of struggle, I smacked the wall with my fist and moved through the rubble, As I look back, all I see is a puddle, It must’ve come from all of this blood on my knuckles, As it drips dry, I rise like a space shuttle, I leave the world behind in the midst of my troubles, In my muscles I feel the power of a scud missile, Breaking those walls was like popping a bubble, I’m taking over yall, I’m not dropping the issue,

What Will A Time With Wine Untwine?
What a time Wine and dine, dine with wine, Get drunk for the bliss of the time, Is it time or is it in my mind? As the taste cools my tongue I rewind, Relaxed but not all is fine, Reminded by the past I simply sigh, Drenched in misery I ask why, No answers, I don’t expect a reply, Like a game I just try, Did I fail, is my life a lie? Or did I succeed past the visions in my eyes? I could be blind because all I see is behind, Or beforth, still I climb, To who’s ambitions? It must be mine’s, Like discoverers I search to find, Uncovering only a bottle of wine, I drank till my heart is thine, Can you feel my pain like chimes, When the wind blows? Blow me a sign, In the midst of the snow I seek to hide, Underneath warm blankets my face seems shy, The world can’t see me cry, Alone with only a dog at my side, My depression seems to subside, So in my devastation much is abide, Should I remain faithful or should faith be my suicide? The answer may lie in this bottle

Be Hppybubbles Valentine
My Valentine - Martina McBride Have u ever wanted to be HppyBubbles Valentine??? Well NOW is ur Chance!!! She is turning on her FU-OWNED until Saturday...The person who owns her when she turns it back off on Saturday will be her VALENTINE YOU WILL BE HER CRUSH!! YOU WILL BE IN HER NAME!! YOU WILL BE IN HER STATUS MESSAGE!! AND YOU WILL GET ALL OF HER ANGEL PIMP OUTS!! So go now and FU OWN HER... She has tons of GREAT/SEXY pics!!! Click the pic below to go fu-own her!!! HppyBubbles™@ fubar PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO U BY: VAsFynest VAs FyNeSt~HEAD GREETER @Club Flava~fu Owned by the sexy Johnny@ fubar

The Lonliest Man In The World
The loneliest man There was a lonely man, so lonely and disgusted, He thought he was depressed but depression wouldn’t touch him, Tried ending his life but the blades wouldn’t cut thru his skin, He would have given his life but he committed too much sin, So he tried more times, to cut thru his veins, In the end all he had to show was blood on his name, He understood nothing had changed, his luck was still the same, Trapped in a room with a bathtub filled with shame, He could wash away the guilt but he smelled like a fraud, Counterfeit money, you know has no cost, So a counterfeit life isn’t even worth the loss, That’s how he felt and those were his thoughts, He consumed narcotics thinking that would solve it, To only find out, he got high more often, He sold a few bags but his money did a rock spin, He was much worse now than he was when he started, He sniffed a little and brought himself to the end of this riddle, With his thoughts written on paper as if so

But I Don't Know You!!!
written 11pm Feb 9, 2009 My heart beats faster when I think of you My blood flows strong because of your care But I don't know you I see your words I imagine I hear your voice But I don't know you Miles away, I can feel your touch Away from you, I miss you so much But I don't know you You have so much passion You love with all your heart But I don't know you Your wisdom amazes me Your intelligences attracts me But I don't know you You cry at sad movies You laugh when you read a book But I don't know you You make a house feel like a home In your arms I know I would feel safe and loved But I don't know you You care so much for my heart You miss me when we are apart But I don't know you I want to love you forever Forever I hope you will be mine I want to hold you until dust Until the end of time Because I know you

Ever Had A Good Cigg?
Cigarette buzz As I approached the clerk, suspicious I chose my blunt, With two cases of beer, I know I’ll get drunk, I asked for menthols, and gave the man six more bucks, I slipped the blunt in my pocket and put the beer in the trunk, Then proceeded, to text my home boy skunk, Cause his stuff is in your system six more months, I split, rolled, lit the blunt, took six small puffs, Cracked open a bottle to wash the taste off my tongue, As I put the spliff out, I entered the club, The music loud, voices low, I kept saying what, She said, ”what would you have?” I answered just give me a dub- shot of Henny and an ashtray for my cigarette butts, A young chick sat at the bar, all dressed up, She would make an order but her money wasn’t enough, I sent her a smile, she replied with a blush, I whispered in her ear, are you with anyone? She pointed at her friends, they were there to have fun, From my pack, I took a smoke, to regain my buzz, Got drinks for her crew, she bega

Two Sides
The sun shines strong Giving life to all that need In the desert on the sand Giving death to all who do not understand The earth, full of life and hope giving food, health and home A shift, a Tremor and a shake It opens..life and home it will take Fire to keep the freeze away Warmth for belly and light for lovers Left alone till will run wild Burn til all is gone Air to bring seeds to their new home To fly kite and send soft whispers in the night Air will move your home from here to there Send fire to burn screaming...no skin no hair Water is our life force With out which all would be forfeit Ships upside down and towns lost Bodies lost and drown oh look at the cost Moon so sure, working like a clock Plans our lives, know the season.. for the farm it does shine Waves so high to touch the sky In its path all will die All are must and need for everyone But close your eyes and see no more.

I Am Offering My Fubucks For A One Month Vip
OKAY YALL SEEING HOW THEY HAVE RAISED THE PRICES ON DRINKS AN OTHER THINGS AND WHAT NOT I AM OFFERING MY FUBUCKS TO ANYONE WHO WILL TRADE FOR A MONTH VIP AS I HAVE BEEN ASKED BY ALOT TO DONATE FOR AUTO-11'S AND OTHER THINGS SO LET ME KNOW IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED IN MAKING THE TRADE AS I HAVE ALMOST 2 MILLION FUBUCKS RIGHT NOW TO TRADE...THANKS

This Dark Skined Shawty!!
Dark-skinned shorty I saw a dark-skinned shorty I would really like to meet, But she was too busy chasing a different kind of meet, The ones with more money, was her type of meat, And she went out of her way to keep them biting at her feet, If seen from a distance, she was a wonder girl, Cause everyone would wonder, who is that girl, I came to know her as, that short skirt girl, Many others knew her as a go to church girl, Her mother loved her daddy, and her father was a preacher, Impetuous, she did those things her mother wouldn’t teach her, They had no idea that their daughter was a teaser, That she showed more flesh than a butcher with his cleaver, That she had two kids, with two different fathers, And that every promiscuous night she had a different partner, A permissive woman with the mind of a martyr, Makes you kinda wonder, what world was she part of, Now she’s part of mine, I lit a spark in her eye, Because she seen me with a bankroll, the size of a

Love In All Its Form
Love sees Love is blind but very conditional, When limits appear they remain subliminal, We test the heart of our lover as if permissible, Only to discover that love isn’t blissful, Love is magic, a cute dove in a hat trick, Spontaneously drafted at the same time sporadic, We become confused by the magician with his illusive gadgets, As the same to lovers with words emphatic, Love is a memory to those who wait, Wait too long and love turns to hate, In other situations it turns to haste, Hurray and fix things before your love is waste! But wait, what is love? Some say it’s sent from above, To give us peace when times are tough, Then where is love when I shed my blood? It seems to hide when I scream and cry, Maybe love isn’t strong enough to defeat my pride, Or could love be keen as a thief in the night? A sly perfectionist lurking in the shadows like a spy, Waiting for the right moment to strike with no explanations, Softening ones heart, redeeming its

Doing A Clean Up
hey yall just wanted to say that as of tonight i am going to be doing a clean up on my family friends and fans....i have added alot to them and as it seems i havent seen or heard from alot of yall so if u wish to remain on my list contact me or i will delete ya....and for the ones that has shown me fubar love i thank you.....

Old Ppl Driveing
ok i was in ks but got a phone call to drive to fl. to start a new job. so i packed up a few thing and hit the road. now half way there some old hag hit me doing 80,mhp in a 60 .and it fucked me and my 2008 toyota up really bad. i have 4 broken ribs ,broken nose,and 12 staples in the back of my head for all the glass from sunroof. will be stuck in hopst. 2 to 6 weeks. old ppl should not be out driveing the roads.

Come Check It Out! Aphrodites Is Doin What??????
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Financial Planning
Dan was a single guy living at home with his father and working in the family business. When he found out he was going to inherit a fortune when his sickly father died, he decided he needed a wife with which to share his fortune. One evening at an investment meeting he spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her natural beauty took his breath away. "I may look like just an ordinary man," he said to her, but in just a few years, my father will die, and I'll inherit $200 million." Impressed, the woman obtained his business card and three days later, she became his stepmother. Women are so much better at financial planning than men.

Burning Desires......
Waiting outside his door…. The air heavy and damp with the late evening showers…. What am I going to say? She thinks to herself?? Nervous she knocks….. No answer…. Maybe he’s not home… Turning to walk way the door cracks open… Peering through the night air there eyes lock… No words were spoken… She slowly stepped inside… I didn’t think you where home… She say’s slowly…. I’m sorry I caught you at a bad time I can come back…Seeing that he’s wearing nothing but a towel dripping wet… His eyes burning into hers… She looks away towards the door as if to leave.. I’m glad you’ve come…. With one swift motion… she finds herself in his arms…There lips interlocked! She moans as he runs his hands through her hair down her back to her nice firm bottom… She pull’s just far enough back to grab his pulsating cock… How hard and firm she couldn’t resist wanting to taste his sweetness… His eyes roll back as she takes his full rod in her mouth.. Ever so slowly to stroke it with her tongue… Grabbing her h

Now It's Wrong Just To Talk With Someone That's Taken!?!? Hmm
(never added me, never talked with him before, he did the secret admirer thing on me, guess he's blind and stupid, my bf's pic is on my profile and it plainly says that I'm taken etc. lol and yes, I did as he requested right after I said "ok"lol ) ->Spark Sexy: ok Spark Sexy: i dont talk to woman with bf ->Spark Sexy: why? Spark Sexy: can i be block ->Spark Sexy: lol yea we've been together for 1 1/2 months now Spark Sexy: i didnt know you had a man

Are You Dirty Minded
It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears

Llama Leveler Of The Day
:::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. - Love Team * Llama Levelers ~ THE BOBBLEHEAD FAMILY@ fubar all Llama Levelers will rate 100 pics. each when done kindly leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks.

Eating Pussy Story
Eating pussy story I have always had this fantasy and ambition to tell you how I would lick your pussy. Just licking it. I start out with you on the bed.Your arms and legs tied to each of the bed post by using long silkscarfs. Your body is in the 'x' position, as you are wearing a blacksilky bra, black thongs, and black thigh high stockings.The room is dark, as I walk up to you only wearing a pair of boxers and cover your eyes with a black scarf.Suddenly the room becomes black, and you only hear the burning of candles lit around you.You feel a soft object running from your forehead down to your lips,down your neck, between your tits, down your stomach, and down to your hips. I take the same object, and trace every inch of your thong: up and down, side to side, and up and down again, making sure that every nerve down there was touched.You can feel the bed pressing slowly down as I lay betwe

Dream Theater Working On Their 10th Studio Album!
Prog Metal veterans Dream Theater are currently wrapping up work on their tenth studio album. The band commenced work on the as-yet untitled album –their second for Roadrunner Records, following up 2007's Systematic Chaos—in October of last year. Drummer Mike Portnoy and guitarist John Petrucci are once again producing the CD, while engineer Paul Northfield will mix the record. Roadrunner plans to release the album in early summer upon which the band will immediately embark on a world tour to support it.

Auction
Sweetest Friends Auction Open now until Feb 26th. Extra bonus added. MyHotComments Ok get in here and bid on your friend,he has lots of great things to offer.So lets see what you believe your friend is worth. Which friend of yours is up for auction you ask? Well here they are: Remember its just for fun and to help you and others get farther on this site. The rules are simple. NO DRAMA, f/r/a the hostess and have fun. Its not too late to join. If you would like to enter just send the pic link you'd like to use, your offers and 5k to DJ Bitter Sweet. And a little surprise for all and an added twist I am going to add a little extra bonus. Even if you cant bid on your friends make sure you rate them for the one with the most rates at the end of the auction gets their choice of a 1 month VIP, $20 Bling pack, or a 3 day blast

Proud To Be White
Proud to be White Michael Richards makes his point......................Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point. This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act.. He makes some very interesting points... Someone finally said it... How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, AsianAmericans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sn eer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' ' Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman'... and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink .. You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you... so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Da y. You have Black History Month.. You have Cesar Chav

I Have Changed I Say This To Cudagirl33
i have changed and i need you to relize that and i truly do love you remember when we meet there you were standing in pennys in your mr.clean pjs you were so cute i can not tell you enough that i really have changed michelle if we get back together i will get a second job to help i will do all the house work and littally kiss your ass just drop you drawers and bend over and i will pucker up and gladly do it i will rub you feet draw your baths and paint you nails you can even mess with my hair like you ust to with the mouse and hair bands god i miss that.i miss us so much i am so lonely and depressed.i miss us as a family and with the recent events thathave developed you need to think about that and how we really need to be united right now for izzy well being.

Things Never Change
Sometimes I hate being me. Always worring about stupid shit. Maybe I am just to busy. Maybe I just do not want to talk. Maybe I just do not feel the same way I used too. Maybe,Maybe, Maybe. All these questions and no answers. Kinda hard to figure out when nobody can answer these questions. It is funny I got hammered drunk the other night. I thought I did it because I had a bad night at cards. Well I did have a bad night at cards. I played like shit. I think I know why I played like shit. I had e to time. Just hard to adjust to talking all the time. Then to just not talking allot. I played like shit because i had someone on my mind. I let my personal life affect how I played cards. I came home and tried to study a little bit. Everything I read had nothing to do with where I made my mistakes. I made my mistakes because of thinking about the hands I was playing I was thinking about the future and if I was still wanted. Still needed. "Live your life like you play cards. Play cards the w

If Only You'd Want Me.
I'd wanna wake up next to you, With your arms around my waist, And your eyes, so blue, looking into mine. I would want you to protect me forever, And infinitely be mine, only mine. I would wanna be there where you are, So I can always make you smile. I'd do anything you asked of me, Just to make you happy. Only yours is what I'd be, If you would promise to forever love me.

A Sick Day Turned Out Great!!
God must have had a plan for me. The entire time I have worked for my company I have never taken a sick day. Last week, prior to my Son leaving for Basic training, he was sicker than a dog, even as I dropped him off on Monday, he was still sick. Well, as it turns out, he was kind enough to leave me a going away present. Yesterday however is when it started to get worse. I got home from work, took my temp and I had one. Thought my face and forehead felt a little warm. Anyway, I went to bed early, slept like crap, got up early and headed to work. When I got to work, I apologized to the boss in the event I get anyone sick since I had a fever yesterday. He then said "then why are you at work?" I was like because I was scheduled. You see, I am hard headed, I do not call out for anything. My Boss, made me go home. Who was I to argue. The BEST surprise EVER!!! I have been talking to my Son on and off today. He got his Cell Phone back as he is flying to his final destination of Fort Sill,

So Close, Yet So Far
SO CLOSE STILL SO FAR... TWO AWESOME LADIES,TWO VERY GOOD FRIENDS.THEY ARE ON THEY'RE WAY TO PROPHET!! PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW THEM LOTS OF LOVE!!!! NATURAL WITCH ~Natural_Witch~ * No Fan No Add*PWN3D By ♠Diana♠2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar DAISY BLUE JustaDaisy!!@ fubar Pimp out by : ¢¼Diana¢¼ 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar (repost of original by '♠Diana♠2nd Alarm Hotties (NO FAN=NO ADD) PWNED By ~ Razz ~ * Club F.A.R *' on '2009-02-12 14:45:17')

Crushes
I think, and this is only my opinion, that we should be able to have a crush on ourselves if we so choose. No, I don't see anything wrong with this, as somedays, I'm really the only one I love. Well, ya know what I mean... anyway, if you agree, please post a comment. That way, I can tell babyjesus that I HAVE A DREAM!! (hysterical laughter on the other end of the phone... steph) I also don't care if he makes it say "I have a crush on myself and blah blah blah blah." Sign it please SMOOCH! Shannon

Paella
Ingredients: Makes 6 servings * 10 small to medium chicken drumsticks * 1/2 cup extra-virgin olive oil * 2 cups medium shrimp , enough for about 5 per person * 1 medium Spanish onion , cut into 1/4-inch dice * 1/2 cup pureed ripe tomatoes * 1 tsp. kosher salt , or to taste * 1 tsp. saffron threads * 2 Tbsp. sweet pimenton (Spanish smoked paprika) * 4 quarts chicken stock * 2 cups bomba or other shortgrain rice * 1 pound Manila clams , scrubbed * 1 cup freshly shucked peas * 10 spears pencil asparagus , stalks cut on the diagonal into 1/4-inch thick slices * 1-inch pieces of sausage Preheat an oven to 400°. Place the drumsticks on a baking sheet and season all over with salt and extra-virgin olive oil. Bake for 20 to 22 minutes and set aside. In the meantime, heat a 14- to 18-inch paella pan over medium-high heat. Add the oil and heat until smoking. Add the shrimp and cook until golden brown on both si

Feisty
Come And Meet Feisty!! She Is The Most Feistiest Woman I Know...Very Friendly and Down Right Beautiful!! How Can You Not Love a Face Like This...She's Sexy As Hell!! Just Click The Picture Below To View Her Page and Rate/Fan/Add/Bling/and Crush Her...She Deserves It All!!!

Blahhhhhhhhhhhh
Wedding bells are ringing and you've been invited!! ~dJ aMeLiA And Fu Schnickens Cooridally invite you to join them today (6/24/08) as they become husband and wife. Please join them for the wedding at 11:30 am PST (2:30PM EST) in the Exotic Resort as they tie the knot. Be sure to also stop by and congratulate them and send them wishes of happiness and love. Please join the couple during this happy time. Click either photo to enter the lounge and be there as the wedding takes place.

My Guardian
my guardian walks with me hand in hand my guardian warns me when in going astray my guardian watches over me as i sleep my guardian holds me close when i weep my guardian is my own personal protector but as good a guardian as she is she must sometimes let me go so that i may figure it out for myself

A Moment Of Jealousy
Release me out of my chains. Let me destroy; Did you see the way he was looking at you? Hit him! Push him do something! I swear to god if you turn the other cheeck; Then its over, you might as well die. What good are you to defend yourself; and the pride you carry around your neck. Why should I be quiet? Call me by my name when you are speaking to me. With out me your edge is gone With out me you'ld be scared. Break something this isn't fair, Why should they talk to you like that. No more hour glasses, I'm alergic to salt water. Lets slaughter all things in a two mile radius. Hate is us. And the fuel is our divine fire. Take another step twards the confrontation, This is my favorite part. Lets create a way to start, Death is imposiible We are invinsible, so there is nothing tougher then our image I've grown fond of the anger, Stranger then the others. How come when you least expect; Torment is caused. Its a Job well done. Torture out oppenents! We know t

A Feeling Of Extacy Fading
your arms your hands your voice your smell a feeling of extacy your arms no longer wraped around me your hands no longer caress me your voice no longer sooths me your smell no longer surrounds me my extacy fading into the mundane

Writing A Story For My Website, Check It Out
I have just finished chapter one of a series of stories I will be writing on Open Road Biker. I hope yall will check it out and tell me what you think. It will be on the site on Friday so please bookmark it and check back. Here is a little teaser; Small Town Troubles Sometimes I am not really sure how I got here, another two bit town, a hang over, and a cheap motel. It seems like so long ago when I was doing the whole family thing. You know the "American Dream" where you have a job, two cars in the drive, a mortgage, and a wife and family that you provide for. It all seemed to go bad quick, but more about that later. Time to push on, can't let any grass grow around the bike. Just wouldn't seem right staying any where too long, not anymore anyways. The last town I was through wasn't too friendly so I had to head out of there sooner than planned. You see every so often I try and slow down for a few weeks, take a little job turning wrenches, flipping eggs, bailing hay, whatever it

Court Today.
Well now I can talk about it more to everyone. My hubby got in a car accident last month, hes ok but it was all a sceme cause the original driver of the other vehicle ran the scene and a van full of mexicans took over the other vehicle, the original driver was also mexicans. Total damage done to our vehicle is well over 6 grand and the other vehicle was totaled. The other vehicle at the time of the accident had no bumper, the brakes were not working whats so ever, the right passenger brake was bungee strapped to the rear spoiler and the license plate was zip tied to the bungee cord. It apparently had been in a previous rear end accident prior. Went to court today and the other driver who wasn't the original driver to begin with showed up but could not answer the judge so they threw it out of court. We also may get to pick up our vehicle tomorrow, we found that out today from Ford. The original ticket was for $237, we did not have to pay a thing. We only have to pay the deductible to ge

Humor At My Expense
Have you ever had one of those days where no matter how hard you try, you just can’t seem to keep your eyeballs open? Well, that’s the kind of day I’m having. So, in an effort to not become one with my keyboard at work, I’m listening to live Metallica. The Chicago January 27th show to be exact. The show where the a$$hole not only fell on my head but later proceeded to kick me in it. Ah…drunk *&!#(@ that think you wanna hold them up as they body surf. Anyhoo…so I’m thrashing about my lil’ cube here when I suddenly burst out laughing. No, my last good nerve didn’t finally snap. I had been trying to remember what song was playing when my head got thudded. Yeah…it was BROKEN BEATEN & SCARRED! Ahhhh...only me, I swear!

Up For Auction @ Club Wicked Paranoia
Stop in and subscribe to the lounge and bid on me. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50245 fan/rate/add you(if not done already All pics rated during HH Add to top 5 friends Add to top 5 family Salute made (SFW only) re-rate all pics once weekly during HH for a month 30 picture comments profile comments at random fan/rate/add any 3 of your friends during HH (your choice who) 4 Custom pics made(for you or a friend) **see samples in my made for others, me and my friends & default albums "Owned by" included in name drinks/gifts daily one Big pimp'n gift my choice Auction date tba Hope to see you there! Sherry

The First Story
So in an effort to let people get to know me and im sure most of you probably do I have decided to put some of my stories and yes they are all true in a blog rather than try to tell each one of you individually. and please feel free to share your stories with me, as I find so much of who we are is in the experiences we have had. These stories will be in chronilogical order so hopefully that will help with any confusion. Each of us is special in his/her own way, here is my story. My coming to this earth was no less a miracle than my living this long. At six months pregnant in rome italy in 1976 my mother was told that I was dead inside her. This is in a place and time before the moder ultrasounds we have today, of course. She did not beleive them of course and was adament that I was alive and that she could feel me. The nurses and doctors would come and feel nothing nor hear any heartbeat, my father then decided to sign a form stating that my mother was not mentally compite

Make Your Dreams A Reality
Your Daily Motivation – Make Your Dreams A Reality Thursday February 12, 2009 MAKE YOUR DREAMS A REALITY You have the power and the opportunity to change your life. You can make anything you want of it. It's not difficult, it just takes some effort. See things as you would have them be instead of as they are. Develop a personal plan that focuses on what you want, not on what you have. Your imagination will show you how to turn possibility into reality. Visualize your goals and your subconscious will work toward making those mental picture come true. When you picture yourself as vividly winning, that alone will contribute immeasurably to your success. Knowing your destination is all you need to get there. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team Your skin is your largest body organ and it acts as a barrier and absorption mechanism for the rest of

.long Distance.
There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time. And I'm running out of things to do to get you off my mind (oh whoa). All I have is this picture in a frame (oh ah), that I hold close to see your face everyday. With you is where I'd rather be, but we're stuck where we are. It's so hard, you're so far.. This long distance is killing me. I wish that you are here with me, but we're stuck where we are it's so hard, you're so far.. This long distance is killing me. It's so hard, it's so hard, where we are, where we are, you're so far. This long distance is killing me. It's so hard, it's so hard, where we are, where we are, you're so far (so hard, so hard, where we are, where we are, your so far). This long distance is killing me. Now the minutes feel like hours and the hours feel like days.. (whoa oh whoa) While I'm away (way-ayyyy) You know right now I can't be home (ahhhhhh) But I'm coming home soon (ahhhhhh) Coming home soon.. (ahhhhhh a hahhh) Al

Beer
The Value of a Drink "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams .. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils

Missing Ya Guys
these are my favorite fubar guys..i love them all to the max".. but of course all my friends on here are as nice and as hot as them,, maybe am just closer to them and spend more time with them than the others...".. wherever you are guys, I MISS YOU ALL". [Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*]

Glad List
I'll be adding to this as I think of things. 1. The first sip of a good cup of coffee. 2. Sitting in the park, listening to the trees. 3. Post it notes. 4. 3 am phone calls. 5. Putting together new furniture. 6. A loving cat. 7. Listening to thunderstorms. 8. Finding music I've never heard on my iPod. 9. Contented sighs. 10. That first second of laying down in bed. 11. Freshly ironed shirts. 12. The feel of goosebumps on someone's skin. 13. New shoes. 14. Stacking things by size. 15. The way dry erase markers smell. 16. Ticking clocks amidst silence. 17. When things line up symmetrically. 18. Warm socks out of the dryer. 19. Rearranging furniture. 20. Getting sarcastic eye rolls. 21. Legos. 22. Blankets, fields, and stars. 23. New socks. 24. Inside jokes. 25. Bubble wrap. 26. Random text messages. 27. Books that can't be put down. 28. Sour apple slushes. 29. Drum sets. 30. Boudreaux and Thibodeaux jokes. 31. Red Swingline staplers. 32. A good pen. 33.

Losing The Liars And Idiots
Libra - February 12, 2009 Without a doubt, your day will have important consequences on the future of your love life. The doubts you may have today, especially where your feelings are concerned, are likely to push you to really think about things before you make any kind of decision. Should you go back on what you have done or march on with conviction? This is what is at stake in your life right now. Don't be too hasty about things!

My Organs And I Go On A First Date, Part 2 By Casey Freeman
(Our hero KC and his organs are on their first date with Zee. They are seated at an uber-fancy restaurant making small talk.) KC (to Zee): Don't you think they should have a course in the philosophy school called "How to be a waiter?" Oh, you minored in Eastern Modern Dance Philosophy? Well, whatever, I studied English, which basically means I'm well-read and completely unemployable. KC (to Zee): And then I told my intern, "Next time you check your horoscope on the job, hopefully it says, ‘Get a new fucking job, Slacker.'" KC (to organs): You see, I can do this on my own. BUTT: I'm itchy and I need to fart. BLADDER: I need to pee. GUT: I'm still hungry. KC: Damn it guys, I'm on a roll here. BUTT: I can just blow it here. KC (to Zee): I'm going to hit the little boys room. (KC enters the bathroom) JUNK: Ahh, finally. (Chants) As hard as diamond, as thick as rock, beware me ladies, I am the... KC: Stop! This is a peeing trip. Butt and Bladder, do your

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My Organs And I Go On A First Date By Casey Freeman Part 1
FAVS (The scene opens in KC's Luxury Pee Slope Apartment. He's giving a pep talk to his organs.) KC: Okay gang, I've got a date with this really hot chick. Can you please, please behave for me tonight? I don't need another, "Um, I forgot your name but can I get a high five and could you pay for my beer?" date night like last time. Dig it? EVERYBODY: Whatever. EYES: Oh, do they have TV there! I love TV! And maybe waitress butts? Those are the best.JUNK: Don't worry, I'm almost getting hard. KC: Seriously, no boners now. JUNK: After all I do for you, now you don't want it? I'll remember this. KC: Look Boner, this is all a ploy to get somebody else to play with you for a change. Hands are getting tired, right? HANDS: Yeah, we're getting hairy. EYES: I'm going blind. (KC exits Apartment and walks to Fancy Restaurant) BRAIN: I wonder how you're going to screw up this time. KC: Shut up, I'm trying to think. BRAIN: Balls. Mega Man II. Farts. Ninjas. Balls.

Today Was A Very Sad Day
I do not usually blog about anything..but today was a really sad day in my life.. My beautiful companion of 15 years..Miss Anna.. passed on to doggie heaven.. My heart is heavy and my tears are nonstop.. She was the best friend I could ever of asked for...I had to make the final decision to either let her carry on and suffer or keep her with me for my own selfish reasons... I feel I made the right choice.. She passed away peacefeully with me by her side at 11:35am today.... She will be greatly missed...and forever loved MAY YOU REST IN PEACE MISS ANNA GIRL... July 1993-February 2009

The Golden Rules Of Manhood By Staff Writer Jd Rebello From Point In Case.com
"I wouldn't be the man I am today without these rules. You too would be weaker without them." -Arnold Schwarzenegger, Governor of California and former World Bodybuilding Champion Introduction: In my 20 years of existence as a member of the male species, I have learned certain rules, nay, guidelines, nay, shit you better do or get your ass beat. Unlike girls, who backstab, cry, scream, produce delirious drama, and lead lives as if they were muses for Dashboard Confessional, men operate under a certain code. That code is as follows. I. Bros before hoes. I cannot stress this enough. Always remember, girlfriends come and go, but your boys are always there. Breaking this rule is to commit the cardinal sin against Team Testosterone. II. Never drink the last beer, unless you've been granted specific permission that it's OK. III. If a girl falls into the following criteria, she is off limits forever until the end of time: A. Was an ex-girlfriend. B. Your friend specifically t

Random Things About Me...
Thought I would share some random things about who I am for those who may care.... I have loved unconditionally .... and had that love shattered into a million small pieces left for me to pick up and put back together .... I have put those pieces back together and learned how to move forward I have stood in the rain just to feel a small piece of God and know that even though I am insignificant to most I am important to Him I have had plenty of money in my pocket and thought nothing of it ... I have given a complete stranger my last dollar because I knew they needed it more than I did I have had all I needed and more and not appreciated any of it ... I have stared into empty cabinets and looked into the face of my child who was hungry and felt more appreciation for the small things I have than ever before I have been hurt and have hurt others .... I have learned to forgive those that hurt me, but also to forgive myself I have awakened from a good nights rest and went t

Rrrrrrrrrr!
10 things - one letter. Rules: Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Ron 2. A four letter word: Rock 3. A boy's name: Roger 4. A girl's name: Robyn 5. An occupation: Rock Star 6. A colour: Red 7. Something you wear: Running shoes 8. A food: Raspberry Jam 9. Something found in the bathroom: Rolling Stone (I do all my best reading in the can) 10. A place: Regina (it rhymes with Fun)

Dead Drunk And Naked
Dead, Drunk, And Naked Lyrics (written by: Hood / DBT) When I was a young boy I sniffed a lot of glue Mom sent me to rehab, they told me what to do We didn't have much money; the lord picked up the tab They made me write him love songs, sitting in my room Now I just drink whiskey and drive around my friends Get a haircut, get a job, maybe born again And if you're living badly, we'll tell you how to live Dead, drunk, and naked? If you're out there listening, I just want you to know I been doing just fine, psychiatrists tell me so My scars are patched up; my arms have almost healed My demons almost tranquilized, my pains almost killed Me and old Jack Daniel's, become the best of friends We got all them Baptist's to die for our sins I know the lord is coming The South will rise again! (Dead, drunk, and naked) Daddy used to tell me, everything comes down to what they say about you when you're not around And I wish that he was here now, I'm

You Know You Wanna...
This is gonna be short and sweet lol.... If anyone is willing to trade 5 Million fubucks for an auto 11, pls let me know...I'm just over 1.7 million to prophet and I'm bustin my ass to get there...Gimme a holler if you want to, or if you know anyone that does...Thanks bunches

Im Back!!!!!!
Hey everyone....I am BACK on Cherry Tap...opps!!!!! I mean, FUBAR. Thats how long ive been gone for. My lounge is still up and waiting for you to join. Come check out Power 1 Radio on FUBAR, LIVE!!!! The lounge is up and running, please come and join.

What The Heck?
ok my stupid dumbass aol account wont open so i cant verify my email which = me dumbass im sooo sorr i see them all it just wont let me reply and i did it last nite (well this am). HELP yall seem so nice too.. hugs & Peace, J im not iggin anyone at all pls know that.

Grizzly Adams To Grizzly Johnny
The "Real" Story of Grizzly Adams Is one of the most unusual and heartwarming wildlife stories ever documented. Back in the 1850’s, a man named James Adams became a legend. He was a gentle man who was forced to leave civilization behind and journey deeper into the wilderness than any white man had ever been. And though he was alone and hungry, with little hope for his own survival, he risked his life to save an orphaned bear cub. this man and the bear cub, with no knowledge of the wilderness, face danger together. How they survive. And how the bear repays the man’s kindness. he learns to live in harmony with the animals of the forest. How he becomes an important part of the wilderness and how he protects and works with the animals in his valley. He was a special man, with an incredible ability to make friends with wild animals. He was Grizzly Adams. Now The Legend Continues.... Grizzly Johnny He too left civilation, not because he was forced to b

Today
My life is not a game. My heart is not a toy. Why can't anyone see what is really going on? i worry myself sick over friends, i make time for them in my life only to be told theres no time. Theres promises that are made then broken just as quick as they're made. Theres been lies and rumors and bullshit that's made everything come undone. to many questions left unanswered. i've become so confused. alone or together, right or wrong. i want it all done. no more questions, no more lies, no more confusion, no more half hearted love no more.......

Sometimes... I Feel So Alone
Sometime I Feel So Alone Have you ever felt alone in a crowd? Friends all laughing and having fun? People shouting 'cause the music's loud? And here you are by yourself... the only one? Sometimes, I feel all alone like that. All I hear is the quiet in my heart. It doesn't matter where I'm at I feel so alone since we're apart. Laughter is but an echo of your voice I no longer hear Music is a roar of what used to be a melody The shouting lets me know that you're not near And the quiet deep inside brings an emptiness to me. Sometimes... I feel so alone and lost. I wonder if I'll ever find myself again. I know I once was happy But I can't remember when.

Alone
I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows

Happy Thursday
well.. we had one bad windstorm lastnight. Have to say it was one of the scariest moments in my life. I know they were calling for tornados in cities near us..but felt like we were having one here also. I was rather shocked though when I went to town today..to find not much damage. I seen a little bit..but not what I figured there would be. We were out of electric for 13hrs though. I got weighed in today..and lost 3 more pounds. A total of 9.8 in two weeks..woo hoo. Anyways.. hope you all have a great day..I am going to go take a nap. Didn't sleep to well lastnight.

Wtf Is Going On Here ?
Beaners: Recently on the side walk in front of our local court house there was this gentleman carrying a sign that had an arrow pointing south and under it , it said Beaners : homes 2500 miles that way . Well being the calm person I am I thought to myself , self : This man has a point , if all the people that arent from here left and went back where they came from maybe it would be a better place , first all the black people should go back to Africa , then all the Spanish people should go back to Mexico, Puerto rico , or what ever latin country their from . After that how about all the asians , ya there we go were really cleaning up the place now , and what about those Germans ,Irish, Polish, Hindu, Canadian, and all the other people that "came" here , the ones not natural citizens ! Who would be left? They would be the true Americans, the purest of the pure !!! Guess that means we should all learn Native American then because those are the only true Americans , the rest of us a

2/12/2009
Ok so monday morning Robby was arrested in front of our house for probation violation and got out yeasterday with a small fine.The car still broke and I still need 30 bucks to finish filing my taxes ughhhhhhhh money problems and thats all Im gonna say bout that for now hahaha anywho.I am doing ok I havent been real sick lately so heres to happier times and to all my friends who I miss so much I loves you all and to Horny beep beep on the clown nose to naughty I loves you so much my sexy girlfriend.

Fighting The Beast
Running into the belly of satans den...I do what I have to do. No fear...no pain...because its how long, how fast and how far. I do it because I have no fear. No regrets. And because I am good at it. Dedicated, determined and disciplined. I hate whiners and belly achers in my profession. Its about blood and puke when I train and if my bros don't want to hang they can kiss my ass. If they try to hang...then I will give them everything I have to help them up to my level. We are our brothers keeper. I play like I practice. I fight like my life depends on it.

For Her
I would do anything endure anything for that laugh when she has every reason to cry for that smile steadfast no matter what life has thrown at her for just the fact that shes the first woman I have ever met that will sincerly apologize for the fact that every time she talks to me I feel like Ive been struck by lightning feel like Ive been resurected just feel feel her feel me crave more strain against my leash and then she says hush hush and I am calmed and she laughs and calls me silly perhaps I am and I dont mind cause when she calls me that I cant help but smile and despite all she makes time for me wants me there somewhere God help me I love her so I love her crazy I love her sane I love her sunshine I love her rain I love her joyousness I love her pain all of it ever thing about her draws my orbit closer makes me wanna rope the moon

For You I Guess
So now ill wait my whole lifetime for you, I ride the dirt i ride for you, I search the outside and inside for you, to take back what you left with, you know ill always be me, the one who seeks, the one will find, So ill wait a lifetime for you, the outlaw turned, if i close my mine in fear, Please pry it open, if my fave becomes sincere, the beware as i am frightened, when i start to come undune, please put me back together again, when you see me strut, then remind me of where we left off. waiting for a life time for you. bedrock

I Am Just So Heartbroken.....advice Anyone?
I would have wrote a blog but blogs don't get NEAR as much attention. I have recently lost my boyfriend, Mike. I have been going through hell trying to make sense of why he did what he did. He is #1 in my family for a reason. I TRULY thought he had my TOTAL best interests at heart. My relationship ended with the guy in the X FOLDER (Jake) back in August. Mike was TOTALLY there for me, but at the same time, little did I know, had pretty much WAITED for me for a year to be single. When I did, he was the happiest LO on earth. He KNEW I was on the rebound and STILL took a chance on me. Now the thing is he had been with his ex off and on for the last 3 years and ended three weeks before things started up with us. Apparently, they had a "woops" and had a kid that was only a mere TWO MONTHS when we started goin out. since I always am a worrier because of all the baby-momma drama I have been through, I naturally asked alotta questions about his situation with her. He told me I have nothing to

Friends With Benifits??
ok so lately i've been tossing around the idea of friends with benifits. those of you who know me know its so not me. but i thought i could do it. well i was so wrong. i'm not that type of girl because i deserve better than that. im not saying girls who have a friend with benifits are wrong. it may work out just fine for them. but it wouldn't for me. i decided when i was in eighth grade i was gonna wait until i was married to have sex, well that of course didn't work, but im glad i waited as long as i did. i know ur first time isn't supposed to be magical, but the whole time i thought this is it? this is what i waited for? WTF u gotta be kiddin me. im not like other girls.(is it so wrong to like porn?) so that relationship lasted bout 6 months and i wasn't that heartbroken that it was over. he was way lame and it shouldn't have lasted that long, but i didn't wanna break his heart. thats when i knew he so wasn't the one. i know exaclty who is and thats who i want to be with.

Important Information
Computer died during the storm last night. Will NOT turn on. It's either the power supply or the motherboard. So...will be gone until further notice. Will catch up with everyone later. Have a great weekend all!

Accident
As you all can see I (in the pictures) am a male model. Due to a accident that happened last year i am no longer a model. I was on a photo shoot in Italy and my plane went down. I was in the hospital for quite some time. Had major head trauma. I have not taken a picture since and not to sure if i will. A lot has changed for me since then. I want to thank my friends and family for all the support. To all i meet on here I hope you accept me for who i am. I am a fun loving guy, who loves to meet new friends. I will not be putting up a salute do to the accident I am just not ready for the world to see the new me until i get some of the surgery that I need. Hope you all understand Much love Drinkin Man

Elizabeth Bathory
if u don't mind reading..... Elizabeth Bathory Elizabeth Báthory (Báthory Erzsébet in Hungarian, Alžbeta Bátoriová-Nádašdy in Slovak, August 7?, 1560 - August 21, 1614), the Bloody Lady of Čachtice, was a Hungarian countess and the most famous serial killer in Slovak and Hungarian history. She spent most of her life at the Cachtice castle. She and four collaborators are said to have tortured and killed numerous girls and young women (20 - 2000 victims, depending on the source). In 1610, she was imprisoned in solitary confinement, where she died. Her collaborators were executed. Her guilt has never been proven. Various legends about her life, including the idea that she bathed in or drank the blood of servant girls, are thought by some to have been the origin of numerous vampire myths, the Dracula story, and the trope of the sexually sadistic vampiress in particular. The Báthory lineage The ancestors of Elizabeth (the Hun Gutkeled clan) came to the Hungarian King

Things Us Girls Dont Know
Things girls don't know! 1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the "let her complain to you and then have her realize how wonderful and nice you are" method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll as

The Secret To Life..
To those of you that are close friends I'm sure I have already shared this story, but since I have to start a new account I thought I would go ahead and post it on myspace, it may get some people thinking. When I was around 19 years old, I had a history professor that shared a story with me that I have always held on to in my mind. One day in class, during an especially tedious lecture on the industrial revolution, he decided to break the monotony with a story. He told us of a professor that he had when he was about our age. He told us that one day that man walk into the class and told him that as a special gift, he was going to let them in on a secret. On this very ordinary day, he was going to teach them something extraordinary. He was going to tell them the secret of life. My professor went on to tell us that his professor walked to the chalk board and wrote a single word on the board, put the chalk down, and walk right out of the room. Now of course at this point the curiosity

Happy Birthday Jeff
There is something sweet about honesty a heart felt word expressed for no reason a touch of innocence in a stressed world Holding on to what little we have to interpret what we as people long for This is for you Hold true the heart that beats beneath your chest sigh heavily for the touch given runs hard emotions screamed through the day and here is where you stand before me Hold true to yourself head up high Follow your heart as actions pressed grab hold of the flower with thorns A proven that beauty can be painful the style you show makes it worth you your passion makes your eyes seem never ending happiness looks good on you as you show it adored simply by those around you I touch your face and press my lips your cheek warm to the connection i smile as we part my wishes with you A happy birthday for you indeed Make yourself happy follow your dreams Do not worry about others you are your own Smile and hold true to you You are loved fo

Ever Wonder ....
EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? ! Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff?! Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together? If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress? If flying is s

30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know
30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know!!!! 1. We’re not as perverted as you think we all are. 2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER. 3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too. 4. Don’t argue with us when we call you beautiful. 5. Don’t treat us like crap, what goes around comes around. 6. We know you’re pretty, that’s one of the reason’s we’re going out with you. 7. Don’t go into detail about your period. It scares us. 8. If you have cramps and we ask you what’s wrong, just tell us it’s that time of the month and nothing more. 9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool. 10. We never shave our legs. So get over it. 11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It’s just wrong............ 12. Don’t make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don’t. 13. When we tell y

Thinking Outloud
i dont understand when you have something happen that becomes, shall we call it public knowledge, that suddenly people you know seem to get the impression that it may have something to do with them. as if you cant be friends with someone, and have a problem completely unrelated to them with out it bleeding in to that friendship. im trying to understand how this works. is it not possible to maintain a friendship with people, if one or more of your friends dont associate with someone else? does everyone have to be a clique? i woke up to a msg today about how everything was fun until someone showed up basically. and one thing had nothing to do with the other directly. and feelings got hurt and im not sure how this is connected. all i know is that im here to have some fun and the last few weeks have been up and down and i really dont know why. Im just going to let it go and keep to myself. end vent...

I Was A Dreamer Before You Let Me Down
BOY WE HAD A REAL GOOD TIME AND I WISH YOU THE BEST ON YOUR WAY. I NEVER THOUGHT WE WOULD FALL OUT OF PLACE. I HAVE SOMETHING THAT I LOVE, BUT MY FRIENDS KEEP TELLING ME THAT SOMETHINGS WRONG, THAT I MISS SOMEONE, THERE'S NOTHING ELSE I CAN SAY. BUT I WISH YOU NEVER LOOKED AT ME THAT WAY. WE HAVEN'T TALKED IN DAYS AND MAN IT'S SO OVERDUE. IT'S COLD OUTSIDE BUT BETWEEN US IT'S WORSE. THE WORLD HAS SLOWED DOWN BUT MY HEART BEATS FAST RIGHT NOW, I KNOW THIS IS THE PART WHERE THE END STARTS. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER, I THOUGHT THAT WE WERE STRONGER. BUT ALL WE DO IS LINGER. I DON'T WANT TO TRY NOW. ALL THATS LEFT IS GOODBYE NOW. JUST TO FIND A WAY TO TELL YOU THAT I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE.

The Lincoln-darwin Debates On Their Bicentennial
I’d originally written this for February 12 two years ago, and I’m stepping out of my humility by saying I think it’s one of my best. Believe it or not, it’s not a draft, even though I corrected some grammar errors and added one or two tweaks for today’s presentation, in essence it’s what I wrote in 2007. I wrote it as it came to me – history was one of my best subjects in school and still interests me a lot. It may or may not be true that those who fail to learn from the past are condemned to repeat it, but it’s certainly food for thought. Nobody has an easy time with their ideas when they lived, but we can look in hindsight and hopefully see that the past was no primrose path and the future won’t be either. We just have to make the right decisions for ourselves where we are right now. So here we go! To the best of my knowledge, Abraham Lincoln and Charles Darwin never actually met. I don’t know of any record Darwin visited the United States in his travels, and I do know Lincoln ne

New Update
I guess the 11th was the last day people to make ther entries.The Voting part of it is stll existing.On the 13th they will tell who is the three finalist on www.taitboudoir.com ****************KEEP THE VOTES COMING!************************************* I cant stress that enough.You know how you try to win something over the phone how do you keep doing it?Keep redialing right?Well inthis case try emailing them at info@taitboudoir.com over and over like that til you think you really getting tired of it.That would be awesome! Thank you for all who have been voting their butts off.Grateful to have you in mylife..ok enough of mushiness,let make this happin' cap'n! Kitty V.(CA GQ)

Hospital
We're at the hospital. We'll be here a while. She seems to have a case of spontaneous pneumonia. Her right lung is full of fluid and its putting pressure on 7 of her ribs. Shes on a breathing machine now with full oxygen pumping. Shes doing better then yesterday, but working really hard to breath. We're at a hospital we've never been at. Its not bad at all. I've got my own little tv/computer that hangs off the ceiling, hince why I'm able to get on the internets. I'll be on off and on since there isn't anything I can do here. My trip with Jeff has been post poned, obviously. We're shooting for Tuesday. If she keeps getting better, its highly likely. Our dog was also hit by a car. Well, Jeff's dog technically. He had his skull crushed. He managed to survive. They took him to the vet and it was decided to put him down because they were pretty sure if they operated, he still wouldn't survive. Kind of goes along with the skull crushing. It has not been my day. I've got a friend that might b

This Song Makes Me Love Will Ferrell
Whole Wide World (originally performed by the Monkees...I think?!) Whole Wide World - Wreckless Eric When I was a young boy My mama said to me There's only one girl in the world for you And she probably lives in Tahiti I'd go the whole wide world I'd go the whole wide world Just to find her Or maybe she's in the Bahamas Where the Carribean sea is blue Weeping in a tropical moonlit night Because nobody's told her 'bout you I'd go the whole wide world I'd go the whole wide world Just to find her I'd go the whole wide world I'd go the whole wide world Find out where they hide her Why am I hanging around in the rain out here Trying to pick up a girl Why are my eyes filling up with these lonely tears When there're girls all over the world Is she lying on a tropical beach somewhere Underneath the tropical sun Pining away in a heatwave there Hoping that I won't be long I should be lying on that sun-soaked beach with her Caressing her warm brown skin

Millions Of Animals Die In Australia's Fires
as reported in the Associated Press: By KRISTEN GELINEAU, Associated Press Writer Kristen Gelineau, Associated Press Writer – Wed Feb 11, 2:44 pm ET SYDNEY – Kangaroo corpses lay scattered by the roadsides while wombats that survived the wildfire's onslaught emerged from their underground burrows to find blackened earth and nothing to eat. Wildlife rescue officials on Wednesday worked frantically to help the animals that made it through Australia's worst-ever wildfires but they said millions of animals likely perished in the inferno. Scores of kangaroos have been found around roads, where they were overwhelmed by flames and smoke while attempting to flee, said Jon Rowdon, president of the rescue group Wildlife Victoria. Kangaroos that survived are suffering from burned feet, a result of their territorial behavior. After escaping the initial flames, the creatures — which prefer to stay in one area — likely circled back to their homes, singeing their feet on the smoldering

A Dream Worth Dreaming
Somewhere in my dreams I hear your voice Whispering gently....into thin air At the edge of the mountain I close my eyes Sensing your breathing...feeling you appear there On the edge of my dreams I see your face A twin soul......when we share eyes At the edge of the mountain I catch my breath Touching our finger tips...mouth goes dry In the shadows of my dreams I taste your lips So soft against mine like a warm rain At the edge of the mountain my heart slows Sharing our every breath....two hearts don't refrain In the deepest part of my dreams I feel your touch Breathless....from the warmth of your skin At the edge of the mountain I open my eyes Seeing only clouds....feeling.... within On the edge of my dreams is where I want to stay It's there...I'm forever in your arms...safe...sound At the edge of the mountain I'll remain breathless For me.....no greater love will ever be found Will you always be there on the edge of my dreams? Will you always meet me t

First Post... Weiird
hmmm well i've never heard of this before ever, but my friend chris suggested i do it and now i kinda like it :] but i don't have many friends so i hope both guys & girls can befriend me maybe leave me some comments or drop a line say hi :] i'm friendly don't bite promise hehe

My Beliefs!
I believe- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- that you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I beli

2-12-09 Levelers Challenge
Okay guys because we are still trying to level these ppl I will continue the challenge to today 2-13-09! Lets get these people leveled so we can move on to the knock-off list. Also FYI DJ Nilla has Auto 11's on today show her lots of love for making DDR such a wonderful place. ~~~ Kasper Any DDR Lever that will rate all people and pics on the current Levels 21-30 blog today. I will give you a 3 credit bling! Let pull together and help these people out and see if we can get them leveled. DJ Kasper will be handing out the Bling Please PM us when you are finished. Have a wonderful day and happy rating!

To Military People
Anyone involved in any type of military anywhere for this country or for its allies..... I just want you to know that those of you who are on here and are or have been military people or possibly are gonna be military people, I have all the respect in the world for you people. God Bless You All and feel free to send me a friend request because if you let me know youre military or if I can see from your pic or whatever else that you are, youll be added. I'll add every single one of you and once more, just wanna let y'all know that I appreciate what you all do for us, God Bless You and hope youre able to stay safe and come home soon. Chad

Randomness
Fun/interesting/stupid facts about yours truly. I'm a book worm. I read a lot & I read quickly. I've never seen Jerry Maguire, The Goonies, Top Gun, any Rocky or Rambo movie, any of the Die Hard movies (except for the last one.) I like watching men make out. Yep, I'm a freak & weird. Nope, I don't care what you think. I don't have many female friends. I will stop doing almost anything if a guy stops to talk to me. (It's rather annoying, I admit. I block out everything except for what they're saying.) I don't forget. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, I'm slashing your tires. First impressions mean A LOT to me. Don't make a shitty one; remember: I don't forget. Don't pull out in front of me & then drive slowly. I will tailgate you. I sing to every song I hear. "Free credit report dot com baby." I'm an awesome chair dancer. I'm popular, but I feel like an outsider. I carry dental floss everywhere. I like the smell of marijuana, but I do

Erotic Desires...
Her bed is cold... the air is crisp... She breaths in deep... The night is so still.... It's late... Work comes early.... But she can't get him off her mind... Damn do I miss my freek!... She whispers... Wishing that you didn't take that left turn heading away... Soon she thinks to herself..REAL SOON....Closing her eyes she see's him.. Tall handsome strapping man... Her heart start's to pound.... Echoing in her ears.....Mouth watering she brings her fingers to her lips touching them gently. Slowly sucking her own fingers picturing his hard throbing cock inside her mouth... With her other had she finds her pulsating pussy dripping wet.... Moaning with so many desires she pushes deep inside her....

Change Of Plans.
I'm crazy busy today. And have plans later tonight. I think Monday will be a better day to turn on my 11's. It's a holiday, "Family Day" here in Ontario. So i'll be able to return luv better. Have a great day

Guys Rules For Picking Admirers
Rules for picking who to admire from a guy's point of view. First off this is strictly satirical so please don't take offense ladies. 1 - Any pic that doesn't have you in it = auto skip. Probably goes without saying but this is Fubar... 2 - If there are 2 or more people in your pic chances are we'll skip it unless they are both hot. 3 - If you are kissing another guy in your pic that is almost always a skip because we don't know if it's a brother or not. 4 - If you are kissing another girl on the other hand, that's almost always an admire. 5 - If you are surrounded by kids it's most likely a skip because we don't know whether you're a teacher or have extra baggage. 6 - The amount of clothing you are wearing is directly proportionate to the likely hood of us admiring you. Even a not so hot female can look hot wearing barely any clothing. 7 - If your pic is taken from any viewpoint that your face cannot be clearly seen (far zoom, blurry, from the back, sky view, e

Please Help Me Level For My 1 Year Fu-anniversary
~It's My 1 Year Fu-Anniversary~ Today I have been on Fubar for a year. I would like nothing more then to become Godmother for my anniversary. I am asking all my friends for help. I will be activating Auto 11 sometime today. Please help me out anyways possible. Also please repost ♪DJ Lil Suga♪DJ Manager @ Sinfully Seductive~Proudly Owned by ☠EDDIE☠FUM2JAX

I Am...
I am The Son (Broken) Shattered by what you've done I am The Lover (Disillusioned) Ruined and left to die I am The Father (So Lost) Help me find direction I am The Spirit (Out of Body) Help me return I am The Lie (So Often Told) Can the truth be found? I am The Future (As Yet Unseen) How can we know? I am The Shadow (Lost Within The Light) How can this be? I am The Nightmare (Listen To The Child Scream) Purify me

Closet Drinking
no more for me man. I got a little out of control last night. Thank god I didn't do anything I majorly regret. Might have sent an email or 2 that now I kinda regret but lets face it when haven't I done that. I seem like a stalker but fuck it.

My Life-part Ii: The College Years
In the fall of 1992, I began attending Marshall University in Huntington, WV. I decided to major in Social Studies Education and minor in Mathematics Education with specialty classes in Middle School Education and Special Education. As a student, I did pretty well in making the Dean's List and getting inducted into four honor societies. I did pretty well at getting my assignments done, but I found summer session too much work to do for the credits I earned. I got involved in the college community by serving in student government, the College Republicans and Students For Life. I even worked on a conservative underground newspaper. I loved going to football and basketball games. Every so often I would go out to a Techno bar/club to hear the latest dance tunes. I didn't date but had many female friends I hang out with. I spent my first year living in the "jock dorm". It was always noisy and my roommate was much younger than me. So we didn't get along too well. For my last thre

Seriously?
I saw this sign today in the tanning salon. As I lay down to attempt to bronze my pasty hide, all I could think was "You've got to be kidding me...I hope it is just in my room." There are about 20 tanning rooms in this salon... I could have let it go, but I refuse to allow something so retarded to hang around. It makes me very upset when the spelling is so BLATANTLY WRONG. I know, I know. It IS a tanning salon. It doesn't take a PHD to ring up a sale and hand over a towel and some goggles. I digress. As I went to leave, I called the woman on duty to my room. "I want to show you something. These signs are really bad." She started looking all around, (there are about 4 signs in each room) so I pointed at the offending piece of paper. "Beds is plural, not possessive, and pressure isn't even CLOSE to being spelled right." (I didn't know if SHE was the one that made the signs or not, so I figured perhaps a gentle explanation would be helpful, and not offend her

My Best Friend Wrote This
can you come over? i want to see you again. can i ask you to take me and hold me. make me feel wanted. you can be the falling girl. i will be superman. i will catch you while you're falling. i will never let you go. i wake up hearing bells this morning. there is a thousand girls in wedding dresses. all looking at us. all i see you while im walking down the aisle. i will take you. i will hold you. i will be there for you. from now until i die. so i ask you please take me, hold me. make me feel loved. cause i love you so much. i will be there. i will be there for you until i die.

Being Together, Forever
can you come over? i want to see you again. can i ask you to take me, hold me. make me feel wanted. you can be the falling girl. i will be superman. i will catch you while you're falling. i will never let you go. i wake up hearing bells this morning. there is a thousand girls in wedding dresses. all looking at us. all i see you while im walking down the aisle. i will take you. i will hold you. i will be there for you. from now until i die. so i ask you please take me, hold me. make me feel loved. cause i love you so much. i will be there. i will be there for you until i die.

Hypocrosy Runs Rampant
Recent events proves that hypocrisy runs rampant in Washington, DC, a fact that should come as no suprise to anyone who is remotely aware of the news. Yesterday, some of the bigwigs from the banking community sat before Congress and allowed themselves to be ridiculed before the running cameras of C-Span and other news outlets. Now, I'm not defending the financial institutions and their recent actions. To first ask Congress for huge amounts of taxpayer money to bail their companies out of a mess they helped create, then fund company jaunts to Vegas or whereever, is unconscionable. To purchase multimillion dollar aircraft or to dole out massive bonuses to employees that aided their clients in losing billions of dollars from their retirement funds should be prosecutable. But to have these facts thrown in their faces by Congress is laughable. There is undoubtably not one member of that government building who has never boarded a government owned and operated aircraft to jet away on

Mother
My parents have been divorced for almost 15 years now. While my dad is a major Kasanova, and always had ladies around him (he is on marriage #3 right now), my mom has never remarried, or had a bf. To describe her: a 52 year old scientist/computer programmer that looks like an out of shape Harry Potter. (yes, same glasses, hair, and dress style). I could never imagine her having a bf or going out on a date, but my best friend says that my mom would love that one day. I told her that some people are just perfectly content not having intimate life, or romance in their lives. I have asked my mom a coupla times, and she said that she doesn't need a man to tell her what to do, or sit on her back. Also, she says that all Russian men are either taken or are assholes, and she doesn't have the same mentality with American men, so those are out of the question I suppose. She is a member of a mycology club (mushroom club, for those who don't know), and a birdwatching club. Once

Braaaiiins.
This morning my main computer at work was off. Even though I clearly left it on. I believe the elves that I have enslaved to do my work while I chat on Fubar and post blogs have finally risen up. This may be my last post, I can feel them plotting on me now. They may be small, but their tiny little spears made from paperclips can be deadly when wielded correctly. My computer actually growled at me when I finally got it to turn on. Pressing the power button resulted in no action, so I had to unplug it and plug it back in. I sense that even though it is only about a year and a half old, it will soon die. I can't complain, I've gotten roughly 12500 hours worth of use out of it. I am a computer slave driver. I'm slightly worried about my co-worker and his wife's labor. It's been a day and no word. I'm sure he's just caught up in the happiness of the moment, but sometimes things happen. I'll not mention that again for fear of bad luck. I'm going to need coffee, a trip to Starbucks w

Good Trip
Well I am back in Raleigh after being gone for a week. Was not sure I would make it, as my co-pilot was the driver from hell, my little big sister Tammy. She's very proud of the fact that she's "wrecked every car she ever owned". She had me over the white line on my side everytime she drove, I got some real up close looks at other drivers. Had a blast in Louisiana at my 20 year reunion, catching up with people that I had not seen since High School days. But of course the best part is hanging out with those friends I most care about, who I see every time I go down. I have to say I am glad I don't live there anymore cause I know I would be 350 pounds, everywhere I go people want to feed me. I think I put on 10 pounds this week. I need to eat salad and drink water for a week just to let my body catch up. I posted some reunion pics in a folder if you want to check them out. But forgot the camera the next day when I grilled out with friends, would have love to got some pics then, espe

Stories Part 2
We stand face to face, staring deeply and lustfully into each other's eyes. I grab you around the waist and pull you closer to me. You put up a very weak struggle to free yourself from my grasp. I know that you don't want to be truly free from it, so I hold you even tighter. I pull you closer. As soon as your lips are within mere inches of mine, I kiss you. Long, deep, and hard. Small gasps and moans escape your lips between our kisses. Our tongues twirl and dance around in each other's mouths, our hands beginning to explore each other's bodies. As your hands slide down my chest, I tilt your head to one side and slowly, very slowly, lick my way from you shoulder up your neck. I can feel your legs slightly buckle at the knee, as you tremble. I kiss very softly the same area I ran my tongue across, and you look at me and tell me how bad you need me, RIGHT NOW. I slide my hands down your back, touching, feeling, and appreciating each and every curve. My hands grip your ass, squeezing a

How Do I Tell You How I Feel
How do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say: you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. But everytime I want to the words just wont come out to you it may sound mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed Then to try to tell you exactly whats on

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Juggalo Prayer
SAY WHAT YOU WILL OF ME ILL ALWAYS HAVE JUGGALO FAMILY TILL THE DAY I DIE TILL THE DAY I DEPART ALWAYS KEEP CLOWN LUV IN MY HEART FOR YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR TIME WILL NEAR OR WHEN YOU WILL BE CALLED DONT NEVER THINK FOR ONE SECOUND THAT A JUGGALO WILL EVER FALL SAY YOUR PRAYERS LIKE YOU SHOULD AND HOPE TO GO TO SHANGRAI-LA FOR ALL THE NEDEN IN THE WORLD AND FAYGO AROUND COULD NEVER STOP JUGGALOS FROM BEING SHANGRAI-LA BOUND. AMEN JUGGALO PRIDE

I Love
To have sex to music. Kinda weird to some peopl but I know a few songs get me turned on for different reasons. Voodoo by Godsmack is my FAVORITE song. All I have to do is listen to Sully's voice and I am ready to go at it. Then there is the hardcore music I LOVE. I mean I like the music for more than that but having sex to that makes the guy go just that much faster, like they want to keep up with the rhythm.When I go to hardcore shows I go to have fun but something about being there turns me on too. Maybe its the violence emitted at the shows in the pit, or how rough the guys are in the pit, but something does it to me. Am I the only one who can just get turned on by music??