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For Whoda !
Whenever she is near I get bubbly inside. Hope she has always giving me throughout the years. Overjoyed for her remaining dear to me. Days are always brightened with her presence. Always and forever will she be in my heart. CARING HONEST REASONABLE YOUTHFUL STUNNING TALENTED ADORABLE LOVING

Nathan
I AM SELLING MY BEST FRIEND NATHAN BECUASE HE IS SO SEXY I HAVE TO SHARE HE NEEDS A VIP OR A BLING PACK BUT ANY BID IS WELCOME HE WILL NOT DISSAPOINT U HE IS A GREAT SLAVE SO CLICK ON HIS PICTURE TO GO DROP HIM SOME TLC HIS OFFERS owned by in name for a month 700 tens if VIP offered 500 11s for the month sfw salute top friend for a month added to family link to about me section for a month sweet pimp out bully put in blog permanently fan/add/rate 10 of ur friends if bling pack of 25 or more will bling u 3 credits If bling pack of 65 he will talk to you about what u want but no more than a 20 credit bling the higher the cash bid the bigger things I offer BEING SOLD BY: *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Dj Scooby*@ fubar AC/DCTouch Too Much

Dance Dance Dance
I'm a lickle bit smitten with this song. Oh to have been in the park that day. *hums* *taps feet* *sings* *dances* A gracious hat tip to Audiogasm for having introduced me to Lykke Li. Thank you!

First Enrty
I have known about Fubar for some time. I am glad to join because I love all the things one can do here and the people you can meet. My blog will cover current events, sports, movies, books and music. I also look forward to reading the blogs of my friends and fans as much as they enjoy reading mine.

Looking For Support From My Friends
i had some poems published on triond.com was hoping you guys would go and check them out for me. rate whether or not you like it and feel free to comment on them. just look for Kevin Seabrook

~mylover~
I feel a eternal bliss everytime we kiss.Longing for your soft and gentle touch.I whisper"I love you so much." To look into your eyes it takes my soul away to a warm and special place. Your arms holding me makes me feel safe. I thought I would never find someone that would love me for me. I feel like a new soul. It's like you broke the spell that bound me. Wanting to share my life with you. I want you to know your my best friend too. I want to make all your dreams and desires come true. I make this promise to you that you have my heart, body and soulthey are yours to forever keep. My promise to you I will never break. It kills me to see you hurt and ache. Like i will always say to you, your not just my lover your my best friend too. A piece of me that I thought I could never have again . Here is my heart I give to you wrapped in a bow. I love you for eternity until we die old.

Needed Information
.For your silly side, then… You can't read this and stay in a bad mood! 1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit? Unique Up On It. 2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit? Tame Way. 3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest ? They Take The Psycho Path 4. How Do You Get Holy Water? You Boil The Hell Out Of It 5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall? Dam! 6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long? Polaroid's 7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work? A Stick 8.. What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours? Nacho Cheese. 9.. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers? Subordinate Clauses. 10. What Do You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand? Quattro Sinko.. 11. What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow? Spoiled Milk. 12. What Do You Get When You Cross a Snowman With a Vampire? Frostbite. 13. What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches? A Nervous Wreck. 14 What's The Difference Between Roast Beef And Pea Soup? Anyone Can Roast

An Old Lady And Her Fence
A little old lady is walking down the street dragging two large plastic garbage bags behind her. One of the bags rips, and every once in a while a $20 bill falls out onto the sidewalk. Noticing this, a policeman stops her, and says, 'Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of your bag.' 'Oh, really? Darn!' says the little old lady. 'I'd better go back, and see if I can find them. Thanks for telling me..' 'Well, now, not so fast,' says the cop. 'How did you get all that money?' 'You didn't steal it, did you?' 'Oh, no', says the little old lady. 'You see, my back yard is right next to the football stadium parking lot. On game days, a lot of fans come and pee through the fence into my flower garden. So, I stand behind the fence with my hedge clippers. Each time some guy sticks his thing through the fence, I say, '$20 or off it comes.' 'Well, that seems only fair.' laughs the cop. OK? Good luck! Oh, by the way, what's in the other bag?' 'Well, you know', say

If You Don't Know Me But Yet Believe Everything Said About Me...
If you are truly a true friend, than you would not let what others tell you about a person base your opinion of that person. If you are a true friend, or a true human being, you will get to know a person YOURSELF and not what others say. Be grown...and don't let your online g/f or friends control your life or your friendships. I have been on this site for well over a year and unfortunately, I have alot more haters than I ever imagined. I don't bother these ppl and I let them be. Most of the hatred stems from me and my bubbly personality and me being able to be friends with men more easily than women. Now we all know how Fubar seems to be the new hook up spot and ppl are falling in love thru the computer more now without even meeting ppl. So when I become friends with a man and they seem to like my honesty and just who I am a person, their "online" lover gets upset and hence becomes my hater and feels the need to make up lies and talk shit about me. That's when I exit left....my hater

Should Have Stayed Home Last Night
went to the bar , was already most of the way to fucked up when i left. did some shots with friends and grabbed a pint and went to back room to shoot pool. next rip to bar for a refill the bartender put out some snacks like they usually do, bowls of pretzels etc. well last night it was corn nuts, them rock hard things that tastes so damn good. tossed a few in my mouth. got a toothache as soon as i bit down. kept drinking and going out for joints and forgot all about it woke up at 5 am in pain. go look at tooth and molar is split in 1/2. needless to say i wasn`t sober at that time, i grabbed my mini channel locks from my tool kit and yanked both parts out get up this morning and go to piss and i see bloody tool and 2 pieces of tooth on vanity. at least it don`t hurt today, must have hurt like hell coming out last night though, thank god for blackouts

Love
I'm a thousand miles away from you. I'm in a million pieces. i try so hard to keep myself together on my own. I'm just in a mess. but when i see your face. i feel whole. when you call my name. i come to you in pieces. but you make me feel whole.i know I'm finally yours. when i see your face. i know im in love. i cant keep my mind off of you. i was a broken man. but you took me and made me a new man. when i see your face. i want to hold you. seeing you smile makes me feel whole again. i know I'm in love. I'm in love. yes im in love. I'm in love with you. when i see your face. i want to kiss you. kiss you passionately. cause you make me feel whole.

Ice Storm 2009
It seems in my lifetime I've seen news stations coin phrases for weather atrocites a million times. The only time I was ever a part of it was growing up in San Diego we had El Nino and La Nina but that was just wind and heat. While living in Arkansas we welcomed many people that lost their homes in Hurricane Katrina. Now however I am experiencing the horrific results of a weather based tragedy. I live dead in the center of Ice Storm '09. I live about 25 miles from Jonesboro, Arkansas. My town is called Paragould and Tuesday night for the first time in history we experienced a city wide blackout. Now many towns in our area were just as affected but they are primarly smaller towns or towns with only partial outages. We unfortunately hold the title of the biggest city that is entirely without power. Even Wal-Mart was closed for three days!! My story is much better than others. No one in my family has been killed by tree branches, but it has been horrible nonetheless. The s

Love Sucks
Love that runs away from me Dreams that just won’t let me be Blues that just keep bothering me Chains that just won’t set me free I’m too far away from you and your sweet charm. Just out of reach of my two empty arms. Each night in my dreams I see your face My love for you I can’t erase I awake and find you gone I’m lost and all alone Your lips so sweet and warm Just out of reach of my two empty arms. If you need me I’ll be here I’ll be faithful never fear I think of you, both night and day So close yet so far away Just out of reach of my two empty arms. *********************************************** If You Love Something Set It Free If It Comes Back, It Was And Always Will Be Yours If It Never Returns, It Was Never Yours To Begin With ************************************************ Where do I get the words To express how I feel How on earth do I tell you That these feelings are real There must be some way To prove my love to you But

Update
ok everyone i know i havnt been on in a really long time but we're still asking for prayers, dad is still really sick he has the tumor on his lung and it has shrunk some but he has to go through 20 days of brain radiation, today he had to go to the dr cause he's coughing so bad the poor man cant stand up. he has a cat scan monday to decide how much of a dose to give him and we go from there he went back to work the 18th but has been taken back out for the radiation treatment. so please keep prayin for him. thanks xoxoxoxo -jenn b p.s. i lost 28pounds!!!!

No Smoking
I've been on that pill Chantix for over 2wks and went from smoking half a pack a day to half a cig or maybe 2 a day...so i'm happy...my lungs feel better and i have more energy. i cant stand the smell of cigs and the taste is weird but i still get the urge to go smoke one...but i think i'm doin pretty good :D

Auto 11 Auction
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Yesterday's - A Day Late
Ready for what comes next: Ive been down this road walkin the line Thats painted by pride And I have made mistakes in my life That I just cant hide Oh I believe I am ready for what love has to bring Got myself together, now Im ready to sing Ive been searchin my soul tonight I know theres so much more to life Now I know I can shine a light To find my way back home One by one, the chains around me unwind Every day now I feel that I can leave those years behind Oh Ive been thinking of you for a long time Theres a side of my life where Ive been blind and so... Ive been searchin my soul tonight I know theres so much more to life Now I know I can shine a light Everything gonna be alright Ive been searchin my soul tonight Dont wanna be alone in life Now I know I can shine a light To find my way back home Baby I been holding back now my whole life Ive decided to move on now Gonna leave all my worries behind Oh I belive I am ready for what love has to giv

Various Thoughts On Love
wings@mountainwings.com MountainWings A MountainWings Moment #1045 Wings Over The Mountains of Life Various Thoughts On Love It is wrong to think that love comes from long companionship and persevering courtship. Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations. Khalil Gibran It is with true love as it is with ghosts; everyone talks about it, but few have seen it. Francois de La Rouchefoucauld Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop. Success is nothing, without someone you love to share it with. Billy Dee Williams in the movie, Mahogany Love cures people, both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it. Dr. Karl Menninger Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together

They Just Rule
I haven't really been listening to indie music that long but when I came across MGMT I was hooked the music is awesome and the videos are wicked trippy I love those guys what else. David Bowie rocks also and Led Zeppelin there is so much good music out there

Awkwards
One thing I hate about my job is when people as introverted and shy as I am come up to the front desk to chit chat. It leads to massive amount of awkwardness. A middleaged dude from Canada came up to the FD at 5 30am, and said hi. Ofcourse I got super shy, since I am not very good at communicating with strangers. I said hi back, and commented on a sucky Chicago weather. He said he is used to it, since he is from Canada. The whole convo was so stretched and awkward, since none of us was sayin much, and he wouldn't leave. Then I was putting in the data into the comp, and he just stood there, lookin at me. I went for a smoke, and he did too, so the awkwardness continuted yet. Grrr... Afterwards, his wife and granddaughter came out to join him for breakfast. Weird scenario.

3 Ways To Heal Your Relationship...
If sharing is to take place, you must build a basis that includes equality, sensitivity, and communication. Equality In spirit everyone is equal. This isn’t just an abstract concept; it is the one perception that can overcome ego. If I feel superior to you, my superiority is rooted in self-image. Equality isn’t based upon external factors or images. We all have an equal right to be appreciated, respected and understood. Some men find it hard to extend this concept to woman’s emotions. They were not taught to value their own feelings, which get expressed only as a last resort. But to accept another person means accepting her emotions—there is nothing more basic or intrinsic. If this equality doesn’t exist, how can spirit really grow? Spirit isn’t an emotion, but it provides an opening to our inner selves. You have to feel that your partner wants to understand you and your feelings before you can share experiences you barely understand yourself. Sensitivity Being able to

Wondering..
So I'm spending my first full day at the hotel. I was up super last last night because my cousin was here snoring so loud. It was driving me crazy, lol. Anyway, I woke up to 18 new messages...all were sent from the "fubar shop". At first I thought it was cute, but damn...now it's annoying. Can you turn that shit off???

Don't Make Me
Girl when I look at you You look through me Like I'm not even there I try not to give up, to be strong but I'm afraid to say I'm scared I can't find the place Your heart is hiding I'm no quitter but I'm tired of fighting Baby I love you Don't want to lose you Don't make me let you go Took such a long time For me to find you Don't make me let you go Baby I'm begging please And I'm down here on my knees I don't want to have to set you free Don't make me What if when I'm long gone It dawns on you You just might want me back Let me make myself clear When if I leave here It's done, I'm gone, that's that You carry my love around Like it's a heavy burden Well I'm about to take it back Are you sure it's worth it Baby I love you Don't want to lose you Don't make me let you go Took such a long time For me to find you Don't make me let you go Baby I'm begging please And I'm down here on my knees I don't want to have to

A Poem I Wrote Many Years Ago For A Friend
The Path Two mothers Two infants One born to a family of believers The others existing The firt infant flourishes her path unknown The second is sickly Her path to unfold Our Lord has many paths for those he chooses to place upon this earth Some paths are long... Never seeming to have meaning Some paths are short and purposeful Yet, Meaning and Purpose may elude those around and leave us to ponder: The True Path Set Before Us We can be assured Our main path is to glorify our King Our Heavenly Father Christ We may at times have questions Never seeming to be answered At times, The answeres are merely outcomes Of the circumstances Surrounding our lives

Dru Boogie - A Splat On The Wall Of O&a - On Sale Now!
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You Have The Power To Live Your Dreams.
Your Daily Motivation – You Have The Power To Live Your Dreams. Saturday January 31, 2009 YOU HAVE THE POWER TO LIVE YOUR DREAMS. The day you take complete responsibility for yourself, the day you stop making any excuses, that's the day you start moving down the road to success. No one else can do it for you. Only you can make it happen. You're the only one that has to live your life. Success on any major scale requires you to accept responsibility. It's up to you to choose the thoughts and actions that will lead you to success. Your life will be what you make of it. Nothing will ever happen by itself. Success will come your way once you realize that you have to make it come your way by your own actions. The power to succeed is yours alone. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team Your skin is your largest body organ and it acts as a barrier and ab

Parker's Up For Auction
Want a sexy Valentine? Need someone to pay special attention to your page each day? Well... Look no farther... Here he is... Here is what Parker is offering... Just click on the Offering tag and go to his page and make a bid... Auction Open for 2 weeks. Make your bid today! ***************************************** Lovingly dedicated to Parker By Sweet Addiction Please repost Thank you *****************************************

My Stories
I am a writer of ultra-short stories. I have almost 115 of them. You can say the genre is this: Stephen King, wearing a strap-on, while he stays at HOSTEL, and dining with Hannibal Lector. They might be gothic, many are vampire and most are erotic, with one or two just down right porn! I will begin posting them as I can!

Secretly Admire != Crush
note: for computer geeks and other types of geeks like me, != means, is not the same as (that is, does not have the same meaning as - there can of course be overlap). Even though the only information provided about people was their appearance, I did know some of them beforehand, and "admired" them because - I strongly admired them, but didn't feel a crush for them, or etc. (etc. etc. etc.) Not that anything here or elsewhere makes sense, but it did to mention. And because of the ambiguity, I (... mostly but not consistently) am trying not to "admire" people in relationships anyways. I need the tsuris? (Edit: not. Insert not. Changes meaning, that. _not_ to admire people. I may and often do admire them, but not to "secretly admire" them, not when there's this ambiguity.)

Gett'n Punked On The Net
What do you think when there is a PLAYER LIAR a man that is just bull shit? Ladies I got ammo so if you need help bust'n that lying piece of shit hit me up. BUT HELLRAISER35 Enforcer @ bbw what ever big time dirt girls!

Nsfw
We live in a politically correct (or even corrupt) world where we're constantly told what to do/eat etc what is right and what is wrong... Anyhoo... Fubar... I have 2 pics up with me holding a plastic toy gun (not even one that shoots) larking around with it, not being aggressive etc and they were flagged NSFW even after a week of me having them as my default... anyhoo... I hate people who moan about NSFW pictures and pictures getting flagged but damn now I see why... Theres a lady hosting HH at the moment in just her underwear... and it is not flagged NSFW yet my pictures... in clothes!!!! is... I would prefer my boss stumbling on me looking at a picture of a fully clothed woman with a toy gun than a half naked woman in her underwear... which would get me fired on the spot... "Not Safe For Work" means it isn't safe for you to view at work as your boss may murder you with an axe... but how is it safe to look at a woman in her underwear but not of me fully clothed?

I Love My Family...
OK HERE IS THE SITUATION...I AM SOOOO FED UP IT ISNT FUNNY I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING POSSIBLE 2 KEEP MY FAMILY HAPPY BUT NO....I THINK I GAVE 2 MUCH IS WHAT I THINK I NEVER GET ANYTHING BACK IN RETURN...I ALWAYS GET TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF....WATCHED MY GRANDSON FOR 2 DAYS NO THANK YOU KISS MY ASS NOTHING...THEN SHE COMES HOME AND STAYS WHAT A MEASLY 5 MINUTES AND SEES HER SON AND RUNS AGAIN....I AM DONE DOING FOR THEM IF THEY CANT DO FOR ME OR FEND FOR ME ANYMORE...I TELL MY X TO LEAVE SHE TELLS HIM NO STAY WHAT KIND OF LIFE IS THAT 2 LIVE....TELL ME THAT...AND THEN COMING HOME W/MY GRANDSON AT ONE IN THE FUCKING MORING BCAUSE SHE WANTED 2 WATCH MOVIES...THAT IS FUCKED UP....I AM VENTING AGAIN SORRY JUST FRUSTRATED....XOXO CINDALICIOUS

Hotel Room
Hotel Room you inspiring loneliness as i always feel that love that love that hurts why does love always hurt being loneliness with it i imagine being with you i imagine your eyes they looking at me but when i open my eyes only thing my eyes see dirt my eyes sees the dirty old hotel room so lonely

[happy Day Off]
My neck is jacked to all hell, I have to hold it at a 45* angle I have an imploding zit that refuses to surface and is at JUST the right spot to hurt like crazy and remain completely squeeze immune. Seriously I'm about to grab some box cutters for this fucker... My hair is doing things that'd make alfalfa blush. I had a semi-fulfilling sex dream (I don't even remember who-with, I think someone I knew from highschool) interrupted by a blaring alarm clock. Yeah... my saturday's off to a great start. *Sigh* I'm going to take a shower, hook up my wireless internet, buy some supplies and deposit some checks. Maybe I'll be fed, dekinked, paid, and killing rival gangs by the time you hear back from me... if not send a virgin or 3 to sacrifice.

An Angel To Me
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt pain of a love i lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all the limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another "you". You are so special to me Forever Angel in my heart you will be. There is something you need to know I truly, completely love you so..... For my Angel with love, Shay XOXO

To All The Ladies
if any of u ladies are in or around waco and want to see what it is like to be treated like a queen hit me up or if u are jsut looking for a good time for the weekends hit me up i race dirt bikes jsut about every weekend lets go have some fun together

Psycho
Aleister Crowley@ fubar You know what? Feel sorry for yourself all you want. How dare you accuse me of being shallow and then saying I believe in a fake God and he hates ugly people. You are freakin pathetic. Think what you want, accuse me of what you want but you are you worst enemy. I will not stand here and feel sorry for you because no one likes you. Maybe there is a reason why. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. If you don't like who you are then change it. Leave me the hell alone

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Conflicted
The view from here is always breath taking. With the sun rising from my back, casting a long shadow before me, I draw my sword sit and wait. With last nights events weighing on my mind I try to focus on the days events. With a smile I see in the distance my reason to continue the fight. Such a strange contrast of the beauty she posses and the blood stained battle field. This time the two little faces aren't standing behind her, but in front watching my every move. This poses a serious issue (since problems always have solutions). How to win this battle and not let them see. She smiles and reads my mind, sending them off to play. That smile, that beautiful smile, lights a fire of burning desire in my heart. A passion, A pain. A fear. Kingdoms would fall just to see it. Clergy would sin just to feel its warmth. A warrior would gladly give up his life for a glimpse. I would fight through hell itself just to see it more often. That smile. I wonder

Cuppycake's Saga Ends
So most of you know the story of Cuppycake-a woman that made my good friend fall for her big time. She then rescued someone in the hurricane, got meningitis, and died. well, two weeks ago, that said friend decided to call her, just to finally put the case to rest and out of sheer curiosity, and... voila! the dumb bitch wasn't even smart enough not to pick up the phone. So I guess the dead can not only walk, but also talk. To all those curious Nancies out there, who wanted to know the truth: here it is. For the scumbags that were involved in this garbage: you know who you are, and I hope that made your pathetic lil lives better for just a moment.

My Love
My love for you came without warning, Now that i dont pretend. My love for you will never falter, It will never have an end. My love for you is greater, Than the world has ever seen. Our love is the purest love, That there has ever been. I promise to never make you cry, Or put sorrow in your life. I will not rest until the day, That i make you my wife. I have never felt for anyone, The way i feel for you. And with all of my heart, For as long as i live, My love will be sooo true. No other woman could ever compare to you, For your beauty is in everything you do. I've loved you from the start. Ever since that fateful day, You came and stole my heart. I thank the Lord above. For bringing me you, My Love..... I love you angel, Shay

A Day
The day begins watching a sunrise that strongly resembles a Thomas Kincaid painting. With the orange, reds, blues streaking through the clouds. The only thing missing was the ocean and the lighthouse. The clouds roll in thicker ruining the moment, but define the day. The temperature wouldn’t be that bad but the wind is blowing. The sun tries to peak out every once in a while creating a battle with the clouds. “As I ponder weak and weary…” the wind sings and the clouds hypnotize giving actions to thoughts from dark corners. Corners that you thought were hidden and buried deep. People you haven’t talked to in years or how life is pushing ever onward. Wondering if it has a life of its own, breathing, bleeding, thinking, creating, destroying, and feeling. The radio plays songs that feed the mood “ Lonely Road of Faith” “In Memory” pulling the trap door ever more efficiently, adding weight to clouds. Reminding of th

Silence
Quiet chilly Saturday morning just the purring of a cat she is helping my type this she is a solace in this empty morning silence hangs in the air silence who sometimes is a friend has left me cold and numb

Have I Freed Myself Of Shoulds Today?
Thou shalt not 'should' thyself. --Anonymous When someone tells us we should do something, do we want to do it, or do we feel mad that someone else is telling us what we want to do? Sometimes we forget that these messages are not our own, but are the desires of others. It's important to listen to what we tell ourselves, to be aware of which messages we're giving ourselves and which come from others. We can make a list of all our shoulds and identify where they came from: parent, boss, friend, self. Then we can decide which shoulds are want to's, and throw out the rest. Doing what we want to is very different from doing what we should, and we can usually do a better job of it. Have I freed myself of shoulds today?

What Did You Expect
You came into my life As quickly as you left. You grabbed a cutting knife And sliced right through my breast. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? My heart now cut in two It feels beyond repair. Injury done by you God, life just isn't fair. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? So here we are, just friends, But I long to be more. Desire with no end Throbbing from my core. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect?

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Way Too Easy To Win
so its 6:30am and im thinking wtf am i still doing up.... anyways i get this green noob accound in my sb. and we all know what thats gonna turn into...so heres the convo.. ->Queenie: let me guess...a webcam site! Queenie: am??its only 10 20pm here my time,,and im too hot,,actually im looking for some lil fun now.wanna have some fun? ->Queenie: 0630 Queenie: sorry to bother??what time is there now?? ->Queenie: tired...and hello Queenie: hi there... how r u doing right now...? how disappointing... i wanted to have some fun, just not what they had in mind.... damn cambots!!! http://fubar.com/user/2460021 im tempted to fuck with them some more....

Entering Freedom
i broke up with my boyfriend a month ago. it was hard at first cuz i felt so close to him and i thought i loved him but of course i just loved who i thought he was... but whatever... what i really wanted to say is that i finally got out of my apartment today and into the outside world. ok this will sound so fucking typical but for the first time since the breakup i went out for lunch and bought some shoes... oh my god i feel so much better... fresh air and freedom soooooooooooo much FREEDOM

O.m.f.g!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AUG.11 I let this TANYA CARSON...(AKA Confuzed_cali_gurl_19, AKA Xena, AKA persephone lauriate, AKA Lady Raven.) ya lady HA what ever 2 that. well i let her move in with me because her sister was kicking her out of her house. she was a friend to my boyfriend so i said she could live at my house so she would have a place to stay. she was supose to be a roommate. WOW that was a vary bad idea to me because my house became Her personal WHORE House/ Flopp House fore 4 months. For 4 months she sat there promising me that she will get a job and pay me rent and for other things that i bought her that she said that she needed and that she would pay me back for , including the payments of her cell phone bill that i payed for out of good faith. Mid Sept. ()DAMON HATHAWAY...(AKA Hyanda, AKA Chronosrariurs, AKA Master Ares) MASTER MY ASS!!!!! LOL I'LL get to that latter!!! *GIGGLES* Moves in as Her boyfriend! LOL!! Said he was a NAVY SEAL!!! ROTFLMFAO! THEY Lived like rutting Pigs living in fi

Random Original Poetry
Travels of a mystic are strange indeed, and stranger still is his creed: To gain all knowledge that he can, and not to share it with his fellow man. So, that leaves the lady he calls his wife, who will ever and always share his life, the chance to break the boundaries of time and learn how to perfectly squeeze a lime.

All This Work And Still At Level Crap Haha
Ive been amember since it was cherry tap and at this point ive had no sponsers vip offers true fans nor anyblasts, i show love to those who show love back all im asking is sumone please help me out cuz im getting discourraged and close to deleteing this whole thing, seriously what am i doing wrong? Im kinda sad lol Much luv 2 u all ~Lady Envy~

The Chance Of A Lifetime
Okay so I went to RAW this past monday. Which wasn't the greatest raw but it was a live event and I got the tickets for free. I met an indy wrestler when I was there we got to talking, and he was telling me about all the indy circuts up here where I live. So I was talking to him about Vallets. And he gave me the number of a promotor and his own. He called me then tells me I've got a match. I was like What? I haven't had anything to do with wrestling since i was 16. He is offering to train me and get me ready for this match. He's also willing to drop his light weight title to me. I was thinking WOW Epic. Except my old attire doesn't work any more cant find my shoes to save my life and I don't have my pads any more. So I'm happy but I'm also stressed about it. IT's the chance of a life time. Granted its one little match in an indy fed but STILL it's entertaining and like WOW. That's the newest update from the life of me.

I Want To Love Again
I slowly and silently gather the remnants of my shattered heart Trying to feel again Searching for my own soul Do I dare let myself love again? Can I hope? Will you keep the promises made? Can you succeed where others have failed?

Carry On
We all saw it happen before. Our King, cruel master he is, have a tantrum and sentence a man to hang for offending him. We had our tax raised to make it hard to eat. I lost my home to pay "tributes". But this, was the last straw! We loved our Princess and we knew her father would be enraged when he found she was carrying the heir to the throne, the child of a commoner. That monster had the boy and his whole family murdered. Burned at the stake. But worse, he had cast his own child from his home. We had had enough! That was a long time ago. That was what made me cast my lot in with her. She will be a good ruler with a kind heart. We deserved better. She had always been good to us. I was there on the first line of the first fight of the first battle. I sold everything I had left for a few scraps of hardened leather to fashion an armor vest. My spear started as just a long pole, sharp at the end. There on that field, as I saw the King's cavalry charging at us, swords high and sunlig

Drama Queens And Attention Seekers
Humans aka People never cease to amaze me the way we f*** eachother over talk about eachother behind eachothers backs. The I love you's then sleeping with their brother or sister the next day, the your so pretty or your so handsome then going and telling someone else well that persons so fat and ugly or skinny and smelly. The women who think they are everyones perfect dream their all look at me look at me my shit smells like roses you aint got it so dont flaunt it hell even if you did have it still no one cares Its not your right to judge so dont bother wastin your time doin it believe me no one is the least bit interested in you as to talk about you Starting drama just to get attention is a waste of valuable time your not going to get any attention from it drama just makes you look insignificant and uneducated. If your unhappy fix it go out do something with your time instead of putting other people down because it makes you feel a little taller and in control just to let you know you

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How I Love You Love
How I Love you Love By Casey Fox Don’t date me anymore, for ill just fall apart As you tell me how I’m not the guy u like For I’m just too nice, u want to stay friends So I smile just for you and chock back my tears Only to say thank you, hope you have a great day You turn around and walk away happy you’re ok Never thought about me, as keep walking So don’t tell me ill find love or to not give up Because their some great girl out there That well love you, but I bet she married Are just think I’m one of her good guy friends February is coming up; I think I’ll give up For I’m tired of all lost hope towards love Saint Valentine makes me depressed in side With no hope at gaining someone else’s love So I raze one more pint size suds filled glass Taste the bitterness fall back inside my mouth I swallow it all down, drinking all alone So don’t tell me ill find love or to not give up Because their some great girl out there That well love you, but I bet she married

Nsfw Bullshit
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2454467&albumid=0&i=2593713909 that photo was reported nsfw first of fucking all this is an adult site second of all if you are at work you should be fucking working and c it is only cleavage get a fucking life.

Something That Was Left Unsaid
I'm slowly fading into a state of insanity. It would be in the populations best interest, If I'm not around any kind of humanity. Maybe it would be best not to exist. Your whole thought process is a calamity. I thought prostitution was criminal. If so you're guilty because your property. Do any of you see the messages subliminal. I think there is no hope for us all. For united we stand now unfortunately, Guess what unfortunately we all fall. Should I state this more clearly? I'm slowly taking to much time. This entire cause seems to be lost. Soon I'll be dead because talking is a crime. Maybe I'll buy you back whats the cost? So we have no hope so lets just go, Away from the republic that has us chained. Do you truly understand that we have a foe. It's not anywhere but here where it's housed. I believe I should stop reading this, You may end up being an accomplice. An accessory to this new crime to talk. Because maybe reading it will also leave

A Dream Come True
Once upon a dream I met this boy Who was like a dream He was no ordinary Guy This boy was very special He had a heart That twitched all my vessels I knew then and there we had a start As I got to know him I knew he had to be true And that I had to be with him He had eyes of brown Skin so soft Just as a teddy bear Not to mention his beautiful brown hair Lips so perfect, smooth and real His body so beautiful and rare One night in September To this day, I can still remember This dream came true And to say the least: ’I will always love you’

The Value Of An Embrace
im continuing on my value thing. really what is the value of a touch, and embrace? i put value on every embrace. when my boys run to me and grab my leg because they think mommy will protect them. i would stop a bullet if i could. the littlest hands grabbing my thigh when they are shy around someone new. their little face hiding behind my leg. what about the embrace of a person you are just meeting. a handshake a hug, you can feel their energy and almost know what type of person they are. we all get that feeling meeting someone new. you get that feeling of should you just say hi and get a drink or sit them down and talk for hours. what about the value of an embrace. the type that your family gives you when you see them or you leave. i love my sisters hugs more than anything in the world because i know they are heartfelt and without prejudice. it is the type of embrace that when you feel bad it gives you that glimmer of hope. an embrace when you are sad and you just break

Deep In Love
MY LOVE FOR YOU, IS SO VERY DEEP. JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, THAT I CAN’T SLEEP. BECAUSE I LOVE YOU TO MUCH, TO BE WITHOUT YOU. TO FEEL YOUR SOFT TOUCH, OF LOVE THAT IS NEEDED VERY MUCH. I WISH IT WAS THE WAY IT USE TO BE, I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU, AND YOU WERE THERE FOR ME. THE LOVE I FEEL FOR U, WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. I MAY NOT BE HERE FOR YOU, BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY LOVE IN YOUR HEART. I WILL NEVER STOP LOVINGYOU, YOU ARE THE ONE AND ONLY ONE, THAT MY HEART TRULY DESIRES. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU DEAR, NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME EXPIRES. I WILL NEVER STOP SHEDDING MY TEARS, ALL THOUGH THE REST OF MY YEARS.

Here I Stand Alone
ONE DAY I GOT MY HOPES UP, I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE US. BUT NOW I SEE WHERE I STAND IN YOUR EYES, I STAND ALONE AND COLD IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT. WHY DID YOU TREAT ME LIKE YOU DID, YOU USED ME FOR NOTHING BUT A CRUTCH. UNTIL YOU COULD GET BACK ON YOUR FEET, MY WORDS AND KINDNESS ALL TAKEN FOR GRANDED. NOW I AM ALL GAVE OUT. YET YOU STILL COME TO ME, WITH YOUR TROUBLED MIND. IF YOU DON'T WISH TO BE WITH ME, THEN DON'T COME TO ME AND MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY. EVERY TIME I SEE YOU, IT BRINGS BACK ALL THE PAIN, THE PAIN OF LETTING YOU GO. WHEN YOU COME AROUND , I'M ONE STEP CLOSER TO A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN. MY INSIDES FALL APART, YET I DON'T LET YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL. I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE OF THIS PAIN, WHERE DOES IT COME FROM, AND WILL IT EVER GO AWAY. TO SEE YOUR FACE, MAKES MY HEARTACHE. FOR YOU TO SEE MY TEARS, CAUSE IT MAKE YOUR HEART POUR OUT THOSE SAME TEARS. BUT NO MORE WILL I DEAL WITH THIS PAIN, THAT IS DEEP WITHIN ME. I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE, SO MY HEART IS FOR

All I Can Do
As the summer slips by All I can do is lay and cry For as fall begins to come in And the days start to end As the nights grow longer My body starts to get colder As the time of night goes by All I can do is cry As the nights become day All I do is fade away As the time passes slower All I can do is roll over Wishing the tears from my eyes Will hopefully begin to die As fall becomes winter My heart is splintered Waiting to see the day That someone will come my way As winter becomes spring I wonder if my heart will sing A song of happiness ever again Just like it did before this all began As spring becomes summer My heart hears nothing but thunder For my life is a big cloud Just passing by as it is aloud Wondering if my heart will be found As tears fall from my eyes Hoping never again to hear a sound

My Red Heart Is Blue
My red heart is blue, because I'm missing you. Every day, I think about you, and I imagine how great every hour, every minute, and every second would be if you were here with me. Every night, when I lay in bed, I dream that you're beside me, holding me close to you. If you were, I'd whisper in your ear, how much you mean to me. Since you came into my life nothing has been the same. I've experienced joy to its fullest, and I've tasted a beauty that never ends, because you're where my happiness begins. I'm incomplete without you, and I'll never stop caring for you. You're the world to me, in brilliant colors. You're the best of friends, a favorite song that will never end. And together is where we should be. Someday soon, I pray, you'll open the door to your heart and say: I feel the same for you.

The Pain I’m In
I know I am a pain, But why does he run. Is it because he has something to hide Or because he is just a good friend I wish I knew because I feel like A piece of paper that keep being trashed But I seem to always blow away I'm sure he's not running, Or at least I hope not Because I'm not sure, But I don't want him to run from me. But to run to me as fast as he can, So we can be happy together. As we live in happiness forever, Please stop the pain.

Life
I FEEL USED, ABUSED, AND BROKEN DOWN, AT NIGHT I TRY TO SLEEP. BUT MY SOUL WON'T LET ME, ALL I CAN DO IS LAY AND WEEP, MY HEAD IS FILLED WITH WANDER, MY HEART IS FULL OF LOVE, AND THERE IS NOBODY TO SHARE IT WITH. I HAVE TRIED TO FIND THAT SPECIAL ONE, BUT IT SEEMS NO ONE GIVES A DAMN ABOUT ME. SO I AM ASKING FOR SOME ONE, WHO IS WILLING TO CARE, AND LOVE ME? ONE WHO CAN GIVE ME A HAPPIER LIFE, TO ANSWER MY HEARTS CRY FOR LOVE.

As I Sit In Total Darkness
AS I SIT IN TOTAL DARKNESS WITH NO KIND OF SPARK MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED IN THE DARKNESS OF SLUMBER I AM LIKE A LOST PERSON WHO LIFE ALWAYS SEEMS TO WORSEN AS I GO ON IN LIFE MY HEART IS CUT WITH A KNIFE AS THE TIME GOES BY ALL I CAN DO IS CRY I FEEL LIKE A LOST SHEEP WITH NOTHING TO DO BUT WEEP SURE ON THE OUTSIDE I LOOK HAPPY BUT DEEP INSIDE I FEEL CRAPPY I FEEL LIKE A VILLIAN WITH NOTHING BUT AN EMPTY FEELING AN EMPTY FEELING IN MY HEART AS MY LIFE KEEPS FALLING APART I STAY HERE IN THE DARKNESS WITH NO WHERE TO LOOK FOR A SPARK I LOOK AROUND AT THE REST AND SEE THEM ABLE TO REST BUT HERE I SIT ALWAYS FEELING LIKE SHIT I TRY TO DO MY BEST BUT END UP IN A MESS

Strength And Courage
it takes strength to be firm it takes courage to be gentle it takes strength to stand guard it takes courage to let down your guard it takes strength to be certain it takes courage to have doubt it takes strength to fit in it takes courage to stand out it takes strength to feel a friends pain it takes courage to feel your own pain it takes strength to hide your own pains it takes courage to show them it takes strength to endure abuse it takes courage to stop it it takes strength to stand alone it takes courage to lean on another it takes strength to survive it takes courage to live it takes strength to love it takes courage to be loved

Stars
Lazy days Lonely nights Looking for a lonely star Who'd keep me company Looking at the widespread sky Being me a lonely soul Gazing at the moon so bright Making wishes upon a star A blow of breeze To animate The freezing scene So the strings of white gold ribbons Seem to tease the lonely moon Because it is standing still And they are free to move "Twinkle twinkle lil star..." I used to sing when I was young Now I've grown but still today "How I wonder what you are" Lying down upon the meadows Dream of flying up so high Reach the stars, sit on the moon Dancing ballet with the clouds

Another Journey Into The Mind Of A Clown
As I sit nothing but my mind. What I come across seems to frighten even me. I have finally discovered what most seem to find. This ever growing sense of animosity. Now I only hope that it doesn't materialize. Because then I will be a true Monstrosity. The very thought makes me feel atrocity in my eyes. All of these feelings are almost making me realize. That I don't want to not be bright even though. Seeing someones mental anguish brings me delight. Will my hopes get crushed and lead me to death row? Maybe not, could it be possible that I can see the light? I don't think this to be so, so maybe I should just go. Now I take several deep breaths. Inhaling the carbon monoxide smoke. From the devices I've chose to bring death. So hopefully soon I will finally choke. Don't cry this ahs to be the END!

My Condemnedment
With a crack of the whip I drop down to my knees. Like a demon tearing down my soul , The tip lashes across my back with such force & hatred wich only us condemned know. Tears fill my eyes daring not to fall to the raging inferno beneath me. My Judgement & Condemnedment both hand in hand before me. A life lived to my wants & needs & not that of my heavenly father's advice has brought me to where I deserve to be. Only cursing myself for not doing as I should've, Accepting every soul crushing lash that continuously falls upon my body. With dead memories of the happy times of my life for wich I had not appreciated nor had I shown graditude for. Tormenting me endlessly. Drawing me to scream out from the deepest depths of my soul for the the next lash to be even more painful enough to drown em out . But with every lash comes a fresher more heart wrenching memory and more torment. I look above to to repent for all i did & didn't do , But now its to late. The demon

Real Life
For those who I actually use the term "friend" with on here. Starting in a week, I won't be online as often as I have been. Real life is a bitch and unforseen things happen. I will try to get to the library as often as I can or if I can pick up a wireless signal from someplace I'll be online. Those very few that have my yahoo IM I will be on there via mobile. Just wanted to give you all a heads up and as soon as I get to where I'm goin and I'm settled then you will see me more. Thanks...

What Is The Value Of One's Life
What is the value of your life? How do you measure the value of your life? Do you measure it by what you have done, by what you haven't done, by who you love, by who has loved you, or do you measure it by who will miss you when you are gone? What is the value of my life?

For People That Believe In "god"
for people "in touch" with "God". Interpret the quotations as loosely or as tightly as you like. I know there are different people of different faiths and beliefs on my friends list. I have been raised "Catholic". It seems after all my years, I haven't quite reached a level with him. Despite my days of going to church since I was a wee one, (which actually stopped when my family's car and house was robbed on Sunday) to going to Catholic school, which was fucking hell for me beyond belief (emphasis on the hell), to be honest. I have a question to that I've always been curious for an answer, and none has satisfied me so far. According to the last priest I talked to, Autumn was given a gift from god. She is missing half her brain, is blind, and just had a seizure so bad both halves of her body are paralyzed. I've got her asleep right now. I hit her with a shot of Valium so large it could knock out a horse. At this point, its the only thing we can do to save her life when her body is convu

I Miss Good Lyrics....
AIGHT, SO I LOVE GOOD SONG LYRICS. IT'S PROBABLY WHAT GETS ME INTO MUSIC THE MOST. IT'S WHY I LISTEN TO MUSIC LIKE BOB BY NOFX, OR PIANO MAN BY BILLY JOEL. I GO ALL OVER THE BOARD WHEN IT COMES TO MUSIC I LISTEN TO, BUT THEY ALL HAVE DAMN GOOD LYRICS, WHICH TELL ME A STORY, WHICH MAKES ME LOVE THEM. I'LL LISTEN TO DAMN NEAR ANYTHING IF I THINK IT HAS A GOOD STORY OR MEANING TO IT. LIKE BECK, I KNOW HIS SONG LOSER IS WHAT EVERYONE LIKED, BUT I THINK THE SONG PAY NO MIND HAD BETTER LYRICS. Pay No Mind (Snoozer) [Version (d)]: Tonight the city is full of morgues And all the toilets are overflowing There's shopping malls coming out of the walls As we walk out among the manure That's why I pay no mind, I pay no mind, I pay no mind Somebody burned down the picnic Somebody kissed their own ass by mistake The cliches are turning into people With a greeting card glued to their face That's why I pay no mind, pay no mind, pay no mind Give the finger to the rock and

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Nelly-one And Only
Yooo... we cool right ? Neahhh... I mean we go back,you know, back before the records, before you went to college and become this person who you are, ohh... congratulations on that anyway... But for long time it's been something I need to tell you... Listen... You see we've been known each other since we were about this high, Same elementary, shared the same bus stop, Even as a youngster I knew your so fly, Even back then I knowed you were THE ONE, I watched you grow, I watched your transformation, Right to school to your coll and occupation, It took this long to be a man to have this conversation, But fu** it here we go... I want you... To want me... Girl I need to know that... I could be your one and only... I need you, To need me, See you were my worst mistake girl, And that's why... It's hard to keep my cool when I see you with him, Coes I really wish that you would right here, Tell me what should take to win just a piece of your heart... My only cript i

Touched (brand New Poem)
This in the life of the moment and in the moment the sensual sensation that life is a miss with out the feeling from the being that heaven is apart of the skin, slowly pursuing the emotion to love once again... This is the moment in the world of the feeling and the feeling of the world of one emotional outbreak, to that outbreak be the moment that sets aside the fraction of the feeling from one person to another That moment has passed and the heart can no longer take it the moment of torment as torment is the deepest the fraction of the blade in the words to the mind..touching the soul and the soul touching the body...heaven in the moment but hell in a lifetime.. Touching the words as the words touched you this is the fraction of an emotion that can't be held, won't be held and should not be taken likely... Torment is my touch my heart is dead touch me not...

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Sheriff - When I'm With You
Sheriff - When I'm With You I never needed love like I need you And I never lived for nobody, but I live for you Oooh, babe, lost in love is what I feel when I'm with you Maybe it's the way you touch me with the warmth of a sun Maybe it's the way you smile, I come all undone Oooh, babe, lost in love is that I feel when I'm with you Baby, oh I get chills when I'm with you Baby, my world stands still when I'm with you When I'm with you I never cared for nobody like I care for you And I never wanted to share the things I want to share with you Oooh, babe, lost in love is what I feel when I'm with you Baby, oh I get chills when I'm with you Baby, my world stands still when I'm with you When I'm with you Baby, oh I get chills when I'm with you Baby, my world stands still when I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you...

Death Of A Loved One
We die for no reason, it's just what we do. But why am I surprised, it had to be you. You left me in the darkness, you left me all alone. This is the last time, I'll ever hear sorrows tone. You make me feel pain, you make me loose hope. With who do I love? With who do I cope? Did you know I loved you? I never said it before. I hope that you are listening, I hope you won't ignore. Did you love me? Or did you hate? I loved you so much, now you left me as bait. I hope that you are happy, now that you are dead. Guess what? I'm not, yes that's what I said. I look down upon this bridge, I see us together. I don't care about the rain, I don't care about the weather. I have to be with you, I can't take it no more. I think of you every moment, now you make my heart sore. Soon I will see you, I hope you feel the same. Because with out you, there's no love, and with out love, life's insane.

Death
Death is something I worship, Death is something I love. Death is not a joke, Death is the power above. Death is the strongest force, Death should be respected. Death is very serious, Death is the unexpected. I love it, I feel it. You can't stop it, You can't heal it. It is the end of the story. It is the begining of a new. Death is the meaning of life. Death is something you can't redo. Death is such a beauty. Death is such a wonder. Death is a scary thing. Death is not a blunder. Though death can seem scary, It can be your friend. Because everyone's story is a good one, If it has an end.

Dark Fog
I jump out the window, Without thoughts to return. I won't live my life, Getting things I don't earn. I've cheated my way, Through my whole life. Now I walk in the woods, Thinking what to do with this knife. Should I cut through my flesh, And bring my world to an end? Should I just turn my back on my future, And leave behind all my friends? I ask these questions, But I don't know whom. My shameful past will still torture me, My shameful name will be carved in my tomb. I do not regret, The things that I've done. Because I'll do them again, And from these facts I can't run. I want to see my blood. I want to see my smile. I still ask myself, Why I walk this lonely mile. A handful of complaints, Pointing at all of you. I don't understand, What makes your joy true. I'm watching myself go crazy, I know I'm turning insane. I still don't try to change, I guess I'll always be the same. Some people go outside, And all they see are cars. They don't care who's dri

Confession
I followed him fishing With his girlfriend aside I watched him no knowing In this bush I would hide His girlfriend then left Leaving him with no more than a kiss As I walked up to him knowing I would do this I took out the blade As he stood in surprise I stabbed him in the stomach With fear in his eyes I told him to stand still He was clearly in shock He will now get light-headed, then drowsy Then fall to the dock I pushed him in the water His fishing gear, too A quick splash and a moan His death is now true "Help me someone!" That's what he said But how could this be As the lake becomes red? It was his girlfriend Coming back to the lake I'm glad that she saw me Kill her boyfriend with a steak All well, it doesn't matter She still needed to go So I pulled out another knife And walked to her real slow She was leaning over the dock Starring strait in the dead man's eyes Trembling and crying There were no good byes She turned her head and saw me Coming

One More Day
Cancelled compasion This our ignorance Light everlasting Much less eminent Stay time heals everything One more day to regret One more day to regret In my eyes I see Free deleverance Light everlasting Such is punishment You take me higher Than the lowest place yet One more day to regret (one more day) One more day to regret (one more day to regret) One more day to regret (one more day,one more day) You take me higher (one more day to regret) Than the lowest place You take me higher Than the lowest place (both) you take me higher Than the lowest place yet (than the lowest place yet) (than the lowest place yet) Cancelled compasion This our ignorance Light everlasting Much less eminent Stay time heals everything One more day to regret One more day to regret (one more day) One more day to regret (one more day) (one more day to regret) One more day to regret (one more day,one more day) You take me higher (one more day to regret) Than the lowe

Cocain
That's all I want, A pound of pure. Once I get it, It'll be the cure. Cut them, take them, Pure injection. Kill them, steal them, A true affection. Heart's racing, Tongue's tasting. The sky is black, The high is back! It costs alot, And speeds your heart. I can't go a week away, Or I'll fall apart. Once a week, That's all I need. To make me hyper, And life to speed. When I take it, I just want to scream. For a pound of pure, Is in my dream. I go crazy, When high on coke. Sometimes I snort it, Sometimes I smoke. My throat is numb, The back-drip hurts. I can't feel my tongue, I wouldn't realize if I were eating dirt.

Celluloid Lives
Some lives can be burned in an instant. Some can go up in flames. Those are the celluloid lives, There are no others the same. They burn so easily. Their live leave behind no rashes. Their lives burn up in fire, And their life turns to ashes. One minute they're your friend. The next they are a killer. To me, I understand. To you, it is a thriller. The celluloid life, Of one single boy. Age 15 killed all his classmates, With his daddy's toy. There was horror in the school, Ending all that were alone. Ending the lives of nineteen people, Then he ended his own. People were shocked it was him. "He was always quiet." a teacher said. But nobody took the time to listen, Or understand the crazy thoughts in his head. It's no one's fault people are like this, It's your fault you didn't comprehend, The actions of the celluloid lives, And why their life comes to an early end.

Candy
I live like a great machine, I walk alone through the dusty marsh. I know what you really want, But the consequences might be harsh. Life is like candy to me, You eat it up and you rot your teeth. I might look happy outside, But I'm crying underneath. I go in to my room, And I stay there till the dark. So I can go outside, And go peacefully to the park. I can not stand here alone, I feel life's sweet denial in the sun. Life's a future bad ending, You can watch a human try to run. I can't go outside, Without a plan to do wrong. Life's like candy to me, It won't last for too long.

Cancled
Please clear the stage, The director has read his rights. Take down the props, Clear all the lights. The movie is over, And so is your job. Don't bother to complain, Don't bother to sob. Everything is over, The contract has been signed. The show has been cancled, The project has been re-designed. We've been taken over, The new show is here. We've been bought out, The unemployed has felt fear. Poverty is amung them, For the cancellation is not good news. The rating system has let us go, The director has changed his shoes. Now he is rich, And the rest of you are poor. Who cares about all of you? He already closed his door. Please clear the stage, The director has betrayed you all. All because of a single contract, Has caused you all to fall.

Blood
I cut myself once, My anger goes away. I cut myself twice, All my problems delay. This is not the first time, Nor is it my last. Blood is falling, Ever so fast. I love the feeling of blood, I love the feel of it burst. When ever it comes to blood, I always have a thirst. My mom tells me it's bad, She put me in psychology. What do they expect? Do they want an apology? It's like a drug, It's so addictive. It's almost the same way, Am I vindictive? Ahhhh, blood, Such a relief. It's such a good thing, That's only my belief. The color of blood, Such a wonderful red. Hope I don't spill too much, If so, I'll be dead. A can use a razor, I can use a knife. Who really gives a fuck, It endangers my life? All I care about is the blood, Coming from my wrist. I just can't help it, I cannot resist.

Mensa Invitational
Here are the winners of this year's Washington Post's Mensa Invitational which once again asked readers to take any word from the dictionary, alter it by adding, subtracting, or changing one letter, and supply a new definition: 1. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period of time. 2. Ignoranus: A person who is both stupid and an asshole. 3. Intaxication: Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize it was your money to start with. 4. Reintarnation: Coming back to life as a hillbilly. 5. Bozone (n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately,shows little sign of breaking down in the near future. 6. Foreploy: Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid. 7. Giraffiti: Vandalism spray-painted very, very high. 8. Sarchasm: The gulf between t

Bleeding Souls
Bleeding souls of hatred on another life. Corrupted these emotions trying to find another knife. I don't know what to hear, I don't know what to say. I'm not sure if killing will ever be ok. Taken from their world and everything they love. All because that brutal power from above. Just stop crying and stop all the sighs. Don't let us be destroyed in these fucking lies. Bleeding souls of mercury hating what they can. Don't give them any room for their suffering to land. Cheating and hacking is what we do with lives. Such a great pool of blood though still no room to dive. Controlled colors of black, white, and grey. There is no time to leave, there is no time to stay. Their hearts are filled with poison and their brain full of lead. Bitter hate and anger is the only thing they're fed. Bleeding souls of fuckers that are to be no more. Death is such a slut and life is such a whore. Bleeding souls of everything wanting to be a shape. They can't get out of denial and thei

Black Roses
We bleed for the glory, We cry for the pain. Humans are the sickest life, That god could ever rain. We've all felt the fire, It burns all our lives. Step into my bitter world, Before death arrives. Freeze all the bodies, So they don't decay. Freezer burns everywhere, Join my blood buffet. The souls of the deceased, Just can't seem to find. Join me now everyone, This is the end of mankind. Black roses made of solid steel, Black roses made of blood. Life is passed through all it's stem, And death in each leaf bud. For every time a life is took, That wasn't ment to die. A black rose spreads it's leaves, And makes an angel cry. If your filled with anger, And want to be relieved. Don't hold back for a moment, Let it all out on me. Black roses falling from the sky, The apocalypse of our prayers. Set all of heaven to fire, Nobody really cares. For every time a life is took, That wasn't ment to die, A black rose spreads it's leaves, And makes an angel cry! I

Losing Faith In The Free Market
After the thousandth email about the economy I finally think I will write down my take. I have a friend who has cancer. He had to leave graduate school and throw away the life that he had been building for years. He had to do this in order to work at a menial job to pay for his health insurance. If his insurance lapses he will be denied treatment for his pre-existing condition. I ask in all seriousness, where is his government bailout? This is on a small scale the model of what our economy has become. One cannot leave ones class without risking it all. You cannot get ahead because they do not want you to get ahead. Regardless of what the stock market does the poor remain poor and the rich remain rich. The "Free market," isn't free it comes at the greatest cost. The life of the working man. I leave you with a quote: "You cannot legislate the poor into freedom by legislating the wealthy out of freedom. What one person receives without working for, another person must

Beautiful Disease
I think I have a disease, Oh, what a beautiful disease. Butterflies won't fly, Scrutinize if you please. The guns won't shoot, The knives won't cut. My feet won't walk, My eyes won't shut. The pills won't swallow, The drugs are hollow. Everything and everyone, Has thought of good to follow. I don't know why, I don't know how. This is the end, The time is now. Open the door, Let me come in. The end of the world, Is about to begin.

Use At Your Own Risk
Ths is just to let everyone know that if you plan on using a pre paid debit card to purchase anything on Fubar, it is NOT a good idea....I attempted to buy Fubling credits and it told me the transaction was denied and my card would not be charged....I attempted to purchase 2 more times and my card WAS charged all 3 times leaving me $250 in the hole......I will get my money back, but it will take 10-30 days they tell me. I do know some of them will work because I have seen it happen but now that it happened to me I was told it may not work if it is a pre paid card. They neglected to mention that on the purchase page so I am alerting everyone! Save yourself the hassle and use a secured card so you don't get hurt like I did. GOOD LUCK & HAVE FUN!!!!

For What Reason
OK well I am bored out of my mind ans sitting here thinking of William of course as always. But you know when you happen to come across someone and their status message states, "wishing I had something to do." Well that doesn't mean to take that as I'm bored and I need someone to screw around with." Sorry to break it to you all but I have the ONE and ONLY man that I ever need in my life. He is all that I need and even though he is away alot that doesn't mean I am looking for something on the side. Because truth be known I'm not looking for a damn thing. The one thing that I may be looking for is that Dodge of his to come pulling up in our driveway...Then I will be happy. SO for those of you who think if you say the right things that maybe I will change my mind...Well that is not gonna happen. I am totally and faithfully in love with William. If you can't handle that then I guess we don't need to talk.....

A Couple Words
I sit here today, Thinking about my past. On all the things I hate, And how long my life will last. Why do you people hate me? Why must you be so mean? Is this how you should treat me? If not, that's what it seems. I will not justify my feelings, But I know I can. You people keep provoking me, This is why I ran. You people disrespect me, But you still don't realize. What you say about me, Stays in my inside. I don't forget your face, Or even your evil voice. I could be mean when I see you, But I don't choose that choice. I still try to be nice to you, But look at what you've done. No longer will I be nice, No longer will you have fun. I hold this pills in my hand, Thinking of all the things you've said. Through all those moments you laughed at me, My emotions bled. I've suffered way to long, Today it is the end. you have no more chances to say sorry, I will never be your friend. I've taken all

Ice Cream & The Election
Excellent analogy from a teacher in the Nashville area. *** Who worries about "the cow" when it is all about the "Ice Cream? The most eye-opening civics lesson I ever had was while teaching third grade this year. The presidential election was heating up and some of the children showed an interest. I decided we would have an election for a class president. We would choose our nominees. They would make a campaign speech and the class would vote. To simplify the process, candidates were nominated by other class members. We discussed what kinds of characteristics these students should have. We got many nominations and from those, Jamie and Olivia were picked to run for the top spot. The class had done a great job in their selections. Both candidates were good kids. I thought Jamie might have an advantage because he got lots of parental support. I had never seen Olivia's mother. The day arrived when they were to make their speeches Jamie went first. He had sp

9/11
It was a cold september morning, Waiting to be ruined by mankind. 8:46 AM it happened, To us death was to remind. Flight 11 holding 92, That were now to be dead. It crashed into the North Tower, Then filled America with dread. Flight 175, A flight holding 65 human beings. The South Tower was hit, Not close to a sightseeing. 2,823 lives, That were to be no more. Hundreds jumped thousands of feet to end their lives, What a moment of gore. Flight 93, Ended the lives of 44. This moment will go down in history, Not a moment to ignore. 10:45 AM, All federal office buildings in Washington, D.C. are evacuated. But it was too late, This will not be sedated. The firefighters flee. The medics tried to cure. Then the towers fell, America won't endure. The blood on the streets, The smell of the decayed. Now look how god has helped you, After all the times you prayed. A man in the street, Was killed by the debris. 4 tons of solid steel, Now life he'll lack to see.

6ft Under Part2
I know how to love. I know how to hate. I know all that I consume, And what I create. I've created a monster. That monster is me. It's all of my fault, At least that I can see. Don't try to help me, When I can't even try. Don't even look at me, My whole life is a lie. I don't fear myself, I fear for all of you. I didn't want to be violent, But my fears have come true. I just had to be evil, I just had to kill. Now you'll be buried, 6 feet under a hill.

Voluptuous Vs. The Beast
so the facts are i'm young, i love sex, and im in a relationship with someone i really enjoy. however, as it stands, he weighs about 30lbs less than me,but his body is beautiful. however, i hate missionary, it gets old, i like to have fun, but my insecurity lies in my weight. i always feel like i'll crush him, so i feel awkward on top since it seems like i'll squash him! ive never been with somebody that was smaller than me, since being with bigger guys was more comfortable because it didnt leave me feeling so large myself. is this irrational? solutions besides getting over myself?

6ft Under
The Shadow of death, Didn't come for me. So now I must wait, 6 feet under this tree. I don't have a life, But not filled with death. My body is empty, So here I shall rest. Souless like my heart, In shame of my sorrow. I was to evil, For hell to borrow. Restless I lay here, Never to tell. If I'll end up, In heaven or hell.

Hide And Seek
Ok ya'll the mumms suck tonight and i wanna play. Im out of alcohol BOOOOO but i am rather toasted and i truly believe sharing is caring. If i show you mine will you show me yours? just a rhetorical question but it holds lots of fun potential. Thanks 4 Reading

My Dad
So finally my dad caved in and called me. We both are extremely stubborn and grudge holding. So when he gets pissed that I dont call, he doesn't call either. ANd I don't...but this time he finally broke down and called. Ofcourse the conversation ended with him telling me how successful his stepdaughter is in her real estate career, and how some magazine has published her modeling career pics. WTF? Puke... I reminded that she is a 26 year old that married a loaded 50 year old dude in Mexico (she is half Panaman, half Russian, and was born in Mexico), and that maybe I could find myself a sugar daddy to do the same in order to be a "successful real estate shit". He said I was being bitter and silly. I was like WTF??! Then I was completely out of food, so I went to his place to raid his fridge (he lives a floor above me), and...the living room wall has her pics all over...one of them in a see thru top, where you can see her boobs...I was like WTF??! I asked him why

Black And White
Some people say they want to die, They think it would be better. When I here these words they say, My blood grows even redder. They don't even know what it's like, No one does in all mankind. I know and I've found, What many has seeked to find. I know what death feels like, I know that death is real. It is very hard to explain, I can't discribe death's feel. I know what happen after death, I won't tell you it's dread. Which is why the reason I choose to die, With these secrets in my head. If I told you or any one, What happens when you die. You would either think I"m crazy, Or do nothing but cry. It is such a bad time, As I hold this knife. But if I told someone, It would ruin all your lives. I won't give you a hint, Or a single clue. I won't tell you if it's good or bad, Or when it will happen to you. I do know when death is near, I know on who it stalks. I fear the worst for that person, But

Dating Personality Types...interesting!
Dating Personality Types Sherry..., you are a (Primary) BUILDER/(Secondary) director You are an executive. You are consistent, reliable, thorough and persevering. You can also be socially charming. So you are good at managing others at home and work, in your social circles, and in community projects. You are efficient too. You have high standards and take your duties seriously, focusing carefully and persistently on your assignments with sensible, concrete, tough-minded thinking and exactitude. You respect schedules, rules, routines and customs. Appropriate behavior is generally important to you. Yet you have a streak of the independent and innovative thinker. As a result, you have a good balance between conventionality and originality. You are also a good leader. You are direct, analytical, and skeptical, as well as emotionally contained and clear headed. You acquire the perks of rank more easily than most. And you handle your possessions gracefully. You also enjoy t

Go To The Lounge Here!! Or Look At
COME TO THE 96.5 THE NOIZE LOUNGE OR GO TO THE SITE ONE TOO AT http://www.965thenoize.com IF YOUR BORD BORD BORD BORD GET OVER THERE IN THE SITE OR HERE AT THE LOUNGE AND HEAR US LIVE RIGHT NOW!!!!! COME WHAT U WAITIN FOR!! WHOHOH TIS FRIDAYYYYY!!!!!

Eyes
Beautiful eyes open across a pillow top, It seems for this moment time will stop, The earth slows and sounds wane, A frozen moment without stain. Our hearts beat in time, Your body close to mine, With a smile of simple pleasure, This moment should last forever. BUT AT THIS MOMENT IT WAS NOT MENT TO BE, THAT I HAVE LOST NOW ILL FIND SOMETHING CLOSE TO WHAT I HAD IT MIGHT TAKE A LONG TIME TILL I CAN GET THAT BACK

Help Me To God Father
You Know ya Wanna Help The One and Only DJ BadBoy get to Godfather. Smack him hard with rates he likes it like that. Just Click on the pic to show him luv All love will be returned You can also see him In the BlUe Moon Lounge. Drop in and Say Hello. Just Click on the Banner Below to enter the Lounge. (repost of original by 'Ì†§ÚrÄñgêl ~Öwñêr Ö£ †hê ßlµê Mððñ~ R/L GÌRL£RÌÈñÐ Ö£ M¥ HÈÄR† ÐJßÄÐßÖ¥' on '2009-01-30 15:22:57')

My Head
Life takes so many twists and turns. I've given up on trying to keep up. In the end some people are ment to be in your life, some arent,and some times there just isnt room for others. ive learned to never say never. ive learned its so easy to get what u want from everybody you dont want it from, but the one person u do want it from is the hardest to get what u want and need. I've learned no one is perfect everyone has flaws, when ever i forget that i look in the mirror. I've learned love does exist if u stop chasen it. Ive learned u can work through problems without fighting. I've learned that I love u and when i forget or think It just can be u wrap ur arms around me without me saying a word and i know it IS. I've learned I cant make me totally happy, but I can work on maken you totally happy and the look in ur eyes when i do try fills me to my soul of happiness. I've learned i can feel how much I love u just by looking at ur face when u dont know im watching!!!

Idk I Just Wrot It
U MOST LET THE ONE YOU LOVE GO TO SEE IF U CAN REPLACE HER WITH SOMEONE U CAN GET HIGHER FROM HER AND GO WERE YOU COULD NEVER HAVE GONE BEFOR AND IF THATS NOT POSABEL U MOST GO BACK FOR THAT PERSON U LOVED CUZ SHES THAT THING THAT WILL BE ABEL TO DO EVEYTHING FOR U N TAKE WERE U CANT EVEN DREAM BOUT THAT PERSON WAS THAT SPECIAL ...............FORM DREW AKA JOKER

Whispers Whistling
Whispers Whistling I hear you calling, your whispers whistling. To the feet I stand. A journey to the window. Leafs fluttering anxiously calling. As the wind whips through them. The green grass shivers with anticipation yearning for your softly spoken words. People seen in the streets yet the streets seem so bare. All I hear are your whispers whistling and the calmness in the air. My soul glows, my hair stands on end. As the memories conjure of the good times we had. I run to the breeze and let it take over me. I feel your touch in the caressing of the wind. I hear your whispers whistling in the warm summer of sin. Our passion burns like a kindling till our next meet. For now I stay patiently zealous, on the horizon of dreams.

Valentines Day Auction
Hey everyone I am in a Valentines day auction...please drop in and maybe place a bid on me...you WONT be disapointed!! Heres my offerings: ALL my 11's for 2 weeks Rate everything you have & RE-rate it all when i can keep u drunk random blings if i have them daily gifts Add you to my family forever pimp you out on my profile as well as blogs and bullys yahoo ID if bid is high enough 1 30 minute SFW phone call if HH is offered THE HIGHER THE BID GOES THE MORE I WILL OFFER ***JUST CLICK THE PICTURE 2 TAKE YOU THERE***

Interesting New Evidence Ladies
CNN Edition Health SEARCH The Web CNN.com enhanced by Google CNN.com enhanced by Google Study: Fellatio may significantly decrease the risk of breast cancer in women Thursday, October 2, 2003 Posted: 9:19 AM EDT (1319 GMT) Story Tools Save a link to this article and return to it at www.savethis.comSave a link to this article and return to it at www.savethis.com Email a link to this articleEmail a link to this article Printer-friendly version of this articlePrinter-friendly version of this article View a list of the most popular articles on our siteView a list of the most popular articles on our site RELATED • New England Journal of Medicine external link • American Cancer Society external link HEALTH LIBRARY Mayo Clinic • Health Library • Fellatio • Breast Cancer • 6 steps to cancer prevention YOUR E-MAIL ALERTS (AP) -- Women who perform the act of fellatio and swallow semen on a regular basis, one to t

What Is Love.......
Im not a religious nut but I think this says it best, but at the end of the day even if your love fails in any or all of the below mentioned perameters it is your choice the next day wether to do it better or not I guess or perhaps love like God is a myth. "Love is always patient and kind; love is never jealous; love is not boastful or conceited, it is never rude and never seeks its own advantage, it does not take offense or store up grievances. Love does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but finds its joy in the truth. It is always ready to make allowances, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes. Love never comes to an end." I Corinthians 13:4-8

Id Bouncer
It came to my attention the other day. I am tired of the ID check bouncer Guy. It bothers me that i HAVE to spend a predetermind ammount of time on every picture i wish to rate. I have found that some computers load the images at differnt rates. Infact my eye can load the image at a pretty fast rate. LOL! I cant tell you how many times i have been "Bouncer checked" over nothing. I have expiremented with the system and have found the following to be true. My wish here is to not become a pest or be bothersom to the fubar crew. Mine is only to state my thoughts and my discord with this aspect of fubar. Comments are welcome

I Am Costanza, Lord Of The Idiots.
I'm George Costanza You are prone to twisting the truth, (it's not a lie if you believe) you invented the it's not you it's me routine, and you have been known to take a tip back out of the tip-jar if the tipee didn't see you tip. You are a stocky balding man whose IQ rises considerably if you abstain from having sex and you would regularly drape yourself in velvet if it was socially acceptable. You may even have lupus.

Exxon Mobil Sets Record With $45.2 Billion Profit
HOUSTON – Exxon Mobil Corp. on Friday reported a profit of $45.2 billion for 2008, breaking its own record for a U.S. company, even as its fourth-quarter earnings fell 33 percent from a year ago. The previous record for annual profit was $40.6 billion, which the world's largest publicly traded oil company set in 2007. The extraordinary full-year profit wasn't a surprise given crude's triple-digit price for much of 2008, peaking near an unheard of $150 a barrel in July. Since then, however, prices have fallen roughly 70 percent amid a deepening global economic crisis. In the fourth quarter alone crude tumbled 60 percent, prompting spending and job cuts in an industry that was reporting robust, often record, profits as recently as last summer. With piles of cash and diversified operations, the majors like Exxon Mobil have fared better than many smaller oil and gas companies, but Friday's results show no one is completely insulated from the ongoing malaise. Irving, Texas-based Exxon

You Want This Valentine!!
Hey everyone I am in a Valentines day auction...please drop in and maybe place a bid on me...you WONT be disapointed!! Heres my offerings: ALL my 11's for 2 weeks Rate everything you have & RE-rate it all when i can keep u drunk random blings daily gifts Add you to my family forever pimp you out on my profile as well as blogs and bullys yahoo ID if bid is high enough 1 30 minute SFW phone call if HH is offered THE HIGHER THE BID GOES THE MORE I WILL OFFER ***JUST CLICK THE PICTURE 2 TAKE YOU THERE*** This bully PROUDLY brought to you by: ?Delicious RedHead ?FU-Fiance2 Tony?@ fubar

Rawr!
I usually don't do many pimpouts anymore, however - two of my best guys have auto-11's on. Please stop by and show massive massive fu love to them! Tell them BrattyBytch sent you! First persons autos end @ 5PM Fu-Time Saturday. ♥ BIGSEXY ♥ thanks CHELLEBELLE@ fubar The second persons end @ 1PM Fu-Time Saturday. +MRMostunderated+ (shadowleveler)(*Dgizzle the pu$$ycat pimp)(stalker2/stalked by lil freakstar)@ fubar

Dirty Old Man Has Auto 11s On
HE HAS AUTO 11S ON AND NEEDS ALOT OF RATES AND HE DOES NOT HAVE THAT MANY PCTURES SO CLICK ON HIS PICTURE TO LOVE ON HIM! RATE ADD FAN BLING `DIRTYOLDMAN@ fubar > > AC/DCTNT Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com PIMP OUT BY: *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Dj Scooby*@ fubar

Sugar Mountain
Sugar Mountain by Neil Young Chorus: Oh to live on, Sugar Mountain With the barkers and the coloured baloons. You can't be twenty, on Sugar Mountain 'tho you thinkin' that you're leavin' there too soon you're leavin' there too soon… Verse: F ~~~~~~~ Bb ~~~~~~~~~~ F~~~~~~~ It's so noisy at the fair, but all your friends are there F ~~~~~~~ Bb ~~~~~~~~~~ F~~~~~~~ And the candy floss you had, and your mother and your dad Chorus: Oh to live on, Sugar Mountain With the barkers and the coloured baloons. You can't be twenty, on Sugar Mountain 'tho you thinkin' that you're leavin' there too soon you're leavin' there too soon… Verse: There's a girl just down the aisle, oh, to turn and see her smile. You can hear the words she wrote, as you read the hidden note. Chorus Oh to live on, Sugar Mountain With the barkers and the coloured baloons. You can't be twenty, on Sugar Mountain 'tho you thinkin' that you're leavin' there too soo

Fyi On Secret Admirer Game
FROM THE BIBLE: What is the Secret Admirer Game? The Secret Admirer Game is a fun new way to try and connect with new people on fubar!. There are two modes of play. In "Find people!" you are shown a series of member photos. Based on these photos, you can decide if you would like to secretly admire this person or skip on to the next one. In "Who admires me" you are shown a group of photos and you must correctly guess which person is your admirer. If you run out of guesses, you may purchase more with fuBucks one time per play. You may also chose to secretly admire someone by clicking the "Secretly Admire" link underneath their profile photo. If you would like to not receive notifications when you're secretly admired or matched. Turn on the "Filter Matches" setting on your privacy settings page. ************************************ NOTE: SOME PEOPLE HAVE BEEN SHOWING UP IN THE "YOUR ADMIRERS" AREA THAT AREN'T NECESSARILY ANYONE YOU HAVE PLAYED THE GAME WITH? THIS IS NO

My Happy Hour - 01/31/09 - 6 Pm Fu Time
Saturday ...January 31, 2009 at 6:00 PM FU Time, Tulsa's Angel is Hosting A Happy Hour! ღTulsa's Angelღ At The Time of Happy Hour, Auto 11s WILL Be On! ღTulsa's Angelღ Hit Up Tulsa's Angel During Her Happy Hour And Make 60 Points Per Rate! ღTulsa's Angelღ FYI...Cherrybomb is hosting the very next happy hour at 7:00 PM Fu Time! She also has auto 11s running!

My Life
I've been through hell and back loving every minute with no regrets. If I had to do it all over again I would. I don't back down from any challenges and welcome any that come my way. My husband knows I don't tolerate anyone's bullshit, never have and I never will. My husbands name is Denver, he's 31 and such a great man to the kids and myself. He has 2 kids from a previous relationship whom I love as my own. I call them my kids because I have never thought of them any other way. To some people it might be viewed as a bad thing but if they knew what I knew then chances are it would be better understood. My daughter is soon to be 11. My son is soon to be 10. I have been in their lives since 2005, watching them grow up more and more each day. They are both jewels in my husbands eyes as well as mine. The love I have for them all can withhold anything. This is my family and my life. I'm taking things one day at a time making it better each day.

Secret Admirer Game
So I went to the fu bible like I always do when fubar puts out new things like this. And this is what it told me so I thought I would make a bulletin and inform everyone else about it. What is the Secret Admirer Game? The Secret Admirer Game is a fun new way to try and connect with new people on fubar!. There are two modes of play. In "Find people!" you are shown a series of member photos. Based on these photos, you can decide if you would like to secretly admire this person or skip on to the next one. In "Who admires me" you are shown a group of photos and you must correctly guess which person is your admirer. If you run out of guesses, you may purchase more with fuBucks one time per play. You may also chose to secretly admire someone by clicking the "Secretly Admire" link underneath their profile photo. If you would like to not receive notifications when you're secretly admired or matched. Turn on the "Filter Matches" setting on your privacy settings page.

Poem.
A tears is a tear and i wear it proud becuase no other man will knock me down when i turn around and see what i can see he will realize what he did to me you dont need to lie especially to me i thought i was everything your little wife' i thought you loved me i thought you cared? what are you hiding from why are you so scared to let your feelings compine with mine we could have made heavens doors shine but now its to late i am already done i guess you could say it has been fun now i will end with this letter written from me i just wish it didnt have to be like this forever but i am sick of being hurt that is why a tear is a tear and i wear it proud

Ez Free Drink For Ez Rate
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Nicole And Jen Ch 3.5
I pulled a towel off the wall and began drying myself as I walked out of the bathroom. It was not until I made it through the threshold into the darkened bedroom that I saw Jen lying on the bed staring at me, a huge grin on her face. I kneeled down next to the bed and kissed her. “So are you having a good time?” I asked her. “Oh my God yes!” she replied, then reached out and wrapped her fingers around my cock. Inexplicably, it began to stiffen again, “Did you save anything for me?” she asked playfully as she stroked me. I became a bit firmer with each pull, and when I was as rigid as I was going to get she let go and took my hand, guiding it to my dick. “Cum for me,” she said with a grin. I took my swollen member in hand and started manipulating it with a skill and ease born of twenty-three years of hands-on experience. Jen slid to the edge of the bed, and reached beneath me, caressing and fondling the underside of my balls. After the activity of the last few hours it was talking

Come Get Some Of My Wicked Wifey And Her Auto 11's
Thats right Wicked Wanda is running auto 11's right now and wants to be spanked hard with love! So stop on my and show her some Fu Luvin! Autos on Wicked_Wanda@ fubar

Will We Ever Meet Our Loved Ones When We Go
TO ALL ME FRIENDS AND EVERYONE OUT THERE I JUST LOST MY UNCLE THAT I LOVED VERY MUCH. AND I ALSO LOST MY MOM 9 YEARS AGO, I AM WONDERING SOMEDAY WILL I EVER SEE MY LOVED ONES AGAIN OR IS IT JUST A FRONT. LET ME KNO WHAT YOU THINK

My Papa : )
My Grandfather Passed away today at the age of 92. He was such a wonderful kind man. I'm sad that he is gone, but relieved that he is no longer in pain and at peace now. I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for the thoughts and prayers to my family. It means alot to me!! ~Jen :)

Write Up On Powermizzou In Justin!
January 29, 2009 Britt ready for more football Phil Laposa PowerMizzou.com Staff Writer Talk about it in The Tigers' Lair In June, Lebanon (MO) offensive tackle Justin Britt committed within minutes of receiving an offer from the Tigers. Making such an early commitment allowed Britt to focus on his senior season and to make improvements to his game. Britt committed within minutes of receiving an offer from Missouri. "The season went great," Britt said. "We had a winning season for the first time in 13 years it seems like. We had the second playoff win in school history. I think what I did well was my pass blocking. I think I only gave up one sack, and we threw 443 times. "At the beginning of the season, I was not too good at making a block and then making another block, which I improved on towards the end of the season if you look at the film. There is always room for improvement though on everybody." Currently, the offensive tackle is 6-6 and 270lbs. According to

Because I Can
When was the last time someone touched your ass? Last night. Oh and what's your full name? Annabel Churches And what's your friend's name? Claudia. Speaking of names, do you like yours? Annabel-meh..Annie-yup When was the last time you had a Gatorade? I had a powerade not too long ago.. Are your nails painted? Kind of. My right hand nails are pink because of my red hair dye and my left hand nails are purple because of Claudia's hair dye. Don't you hate it when people paint their nails black to act all "goth"? I don't know anybody who does that. I like black nails mmkay? Do you own an iPod? Nope, and I don't ever plan to. What are some of your favorite bands? Flyleaf. Papa Roach. Underoath, etc.. Who do you have a crush on? My penis. It's rather large.. What are you listening to right now? The noise my laptop is making. So who do you love? Who do you trust? I love my family and friends. I trust

Survey 2
And here's the other one Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself? Too many How has this past week been for you? Uneventful, thankfully What do people think about you that isn't true? People tend to think that I'm a very calm person ... they don't know me very well. Who was the last person that took something from you without asking? Don''t remember How many months until your birthday? Less than one What are you listening to? Twitlive What's one thing you want more than anything in your life? To be remembered in 100 years What was the last movie you watched? The Day The Earth Stood Still. Unfortunately, it was the new one. Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it? Yes Does the last person who held you mean anything to you? Don't remember the last person who 'held' me Who was the last person you took a picture with? Don't remember Was yesterday better than today? About the same Are you happy with

Survey
I found a couple of surveys on a forum I post on ad figured I'd post them here. Here's the first one Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?:: No, but it might be worth a shot What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve dated? 10 years Ever been in a car wreck?:: Several accidents, but I wouldn't call any of them wrecks Were you popular in high school?:: I knew a lot of people, but I wasn't popular in the traditional sense Have you ever been on a blind date?:: Thankfully no Are looks important?:: Somewhat, but personality is far more important Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??:: Yes, a few By what age would you like to be married?:: Not planning on getting married Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?:: I'd like to say no, but it probably does maybe they have just had alot of girlfriends or boyfriends? And your point is? Have yo

Phone, Phreezing, And Phuking
If you are sensitive to hearing about sex or me complaining than don't read this..im venting... Enjoying this winter time blow. Speaking of blowing I'm not getting laid. Which has its disadvantages and advantages. I'm not getting anybody pregnant nor am I enjoying any STD's. But at the end of it all I'm not getting laid. Which I believe is beneficial for releasing endorphins, stress, and temporarily easing my social situation. I was in a bad relationship for a while. Which was great for me cause it helped me understand what I shouldn't get into as much as the good stuff overshadowed the bad. The sex was good but the relationship was far from 50/50. I was just in love and it phucks with your mind.. (like the way im writing ph for f's? lol) But it ended and I am stressed out over not having someone to sleep with or talk to on a regular basis. Another problem is my ghetto phone. Its beautiful don't get me wrong. However every time I have one of those SIM card phones

Throwing Stones
as i look back, at it all in my mind i can search for answers that i may never find getting caught up in a dirty game the rules might change but the game stays the same every time i try to figure out somehow it all turns to doubt i saw it coming like like a midnight train stuck in the lights like a deer again i know this road like the back of my hand but there is something ill never understand why the hell didnt i turn back when the signs showed railroad tracks maybe a part of me wanted to believe the red flags appear in front of me screaming deceit i guess im rubber necking on the highway what did i expect what can i say what would you do in my place with the hypothetical in my face distractions seem to be my interest though i know theres no S on my chest sometimes i feel invincible but its all about principle sometimes i stand corrected and i take time for reflection its easier to walk away its easier not to play so i put up the walls to my prison am

Luvthisangel Has Autos On!
Luvthisangel is only 4.5 million to Disciple Come and show some love! Get mega points Over 1,800 pics to rate Ends at 4:00pm Fu-time on Saturday (PST) ********************************** Lovingly dedicated to Luvthisangel by Carrie

Goddesses Sex Novel
SO I RECIEVED THIS FROM A GUY ON HERE WHICH I MET A LITTLE WHILE AGO,HE'S A REALLY SWEET GUY AND AN AMAZING WRITER...GLAD TO HAVE HIM AS A FRIEND..... After talking to each other for several months on Fubar, and getting to know each other very well, you find out that I am coming to Pennsylvania to visit my family. My family only lives a few hours away, so we discuss me coming to Pittsburgh for a day or two and hanging out. The first look at I get of you in person is 10 times more beautiful than your pictures. You look at me, give me that big beautiful smile, and you chose the blue eyes for our meeting. I look into those gorgeous blue eyes, and tell you first off that I want to see them brown before I go. You giggle and say ok. I pull you towards me and give you a big tight hug. You offer a slight gasp and moan as I squeeze you, leading me to pull your head back back so I can kiss you and taste those sweet lips. Our lips meet and we both enjoy the feeling. I slide my hand

Poeple
If only people could understand that I am who I am and no matter what people say they can't change my views on life and my goals. Is it so hard to see why someone who gets cheated on after 5 years doesn't trust anyone from the start? Especially when the person is constantly trying to talk to you again?

So Bored!
When was the last time someone touched your ass? LOL, I have no clue. No one really touches it. Oh and what's your full name? Stacie Lynn. If you're special enough, you already know my last name. And what's your friend's name? Which friend? Speaking of names, do you like yours? Not really When was the last time you had a Gatorade? Years! I hate that crap Are your nails painted? Nah Don't you hate it when people paint their nails black to act all "goth"? I've painted mine black..but I didn't do it to act goth... Do you own an iPod? Nope What are some of your favorite bands? I like to many, not gonna even try to pick a few Who do you have a crush on? It's a secret ;) What are you listening to right now? The television So who do you love? Who do you trust? I love and trust my friends =] What was the last CD you bought? I have no clue When was the last

Why I Love My Fu-owner!! Omg!
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Weird.
Well, something very gross and strange just happened to me, and I'm trying to figure out exactly why. I bought one of those Arizona Green Teas. You know. The 23 oz ones. I cracked that bad boy open, took a few sips, then ran to the bathroom to vomit suddenly and violently. What the fuck. I've had these many times before. The weirdest part, is now my entire throat and mouth tastes like old lemons. I checked the can to see if I got a lemon one. Nope. Ginseng and Honey. But you want to know the worst part? Some of it came out of my nose. Very acidic. And every time I breath in, smells like lemons.

I'm Stuck Could Use Some Ideas
The rain is coming down blowing wildly in the furious storm as a bolt of lightning illuminates the sky on his dark depressing night. Kat is racing down the dark desolate highway trying to find somewhere anywhere to stop and stay when a florescent neon sign comes into view. The sign is that of a lonely old motel in the middle of nowhere. She decides to pull off for she can barely see through the rain. As she pulls under the canopy to get out of her car to go inside an ominous feeling overtakes her. She decides it’s just the weather. She goes up to the door which is locked seeing that it is already 3:30 in the morning. She sees a door bell so she reaches for it and rings it. The elderly man who runs the motel comes to the door and lets her in. He says “good morning I’m Randolph. How may I help you?” Kat replies “I need a room I was hoping to make it home tonight but with the storm I can’t see anymore. “By the way how much is it?” Randolph says “it will be $20.00 plus tax a night and

Death
i just found out that my aunt passed away. i havent seen her in a few years and im regreting terribly my lack of communication with her. nothing i can do about it now...i will just mourn her and hope that her afterlife is peaceful.

Pc Down
My comp is down for now. Tragically my power supply went down and fried my graphics card and processor (500 bucks down the drain) so no custom pieces for a while, but ill be back and for those who care yall know who you are ill be back with a vengance and tons of new ideas and pieces to spoil your lovely asses with!!

Stuff To Do On A Date
i shall do this list 1. Go on a search for as many good climbing trees as possible, climb as high as you both can in all of them, compile photo evidence 2. Go to a major chain bookstore, and leave notes to future readers in copies of your favorite books 3. Have her dress up as a ghost and you dress uup us Pacman. Walk around downtown holding hands, and whenever anyone sees you two, pretend to be embarrassed, and run off screaming “wocka wocka wocka.” 4. Create photo evidence suggesting that you went on an adventure that didn’t really happen 5. Dress up as superherous and stop at least one petty crime “ie. jaywalking, littering….” 6. Build forts out of furniture and blankets, and wage war with paper airplanes. 7. Try and visit as many people as you can in one night, and turn as many things inside their apartment upside down as you can, without them noticing. 8. Go to the airport, get the cheapest, soonest departing flight to

The New And Improved Flirtations
I just wanted to let everyone know that Flirtations has been reopen now for a few months now and it has been nice to see some new faces and some old ones too (has nothing to do with age). I wanted to extend a special hand out to past staff and members that we would love to see you come back in and hang out. We have let the past go so if there were problems before, we are giving everyone a clean slate. Hopefully if it was us that made you mad then you will do the same for us. There is a new design to the lounge so if nothing else, come on in and take a peek. As far as people that have never been in before, we would love for ya to come in and check it out. We have been reopen for almost 6 months now and have 2 people on the ban list. That should show that there isn't any drama. If you would like to meet some down to earth people that love to have a good time then stop on in. The link is below. Click Here or the graphic above to visit FlirtationS Hope to see al

When Karoake Goes Bad...
Here's some links for my singing...tho I use that term loosely. Apparently in order to add reverb and other snazzy effects that make you sound less shitty, you have to get a premium account. Mine's obviously FREE. Listen at your own risk...I'm not paying for anyone's hospital or psyche bills! Here's the main page as I keep deleting and rerecording, etc... Oh and I had to upgrade cuz they only let you sing ten times. My Karaoke Page

I Didn't Feel Alone
It seems so long ago now That I was sitting here Taking in everything I stopped to look around me As far as I could see Across this precious land Shadows painted by the sun I don't think I remember How long I waited there Watching everything My thoughts began to wander Then I realized Every moment I had lived All I had seen Pass like this moment now As clear to me now Is the moment when I knew That it's time to let it go With it came the feeling strange I'd waited for it all my life I didn't feel alone

Skillet - Whispers In The Dark
Despite the lies that you're making Your love is mine for the taking My love is just waiting To turn your tears to roses Despite the lies that you're making Your love is mine for the taking My love is just waiting To turn your tears to roses I will be the one that's gonna hold you I will be the one that you run to My love is a burning, consuming fire No, you'll never be alone When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars Hear my whispers in the dark No, you'll never be alone When darkness comes you know I'm never far Hear the whispers in the dark Whispers in the dark You feel so lonely and ragged You lay there broken and naked My love is just waiting To clothe you in crimson roses I will be the one that's gonna find you I will be the one that's gonna guide you My love is a burning, consuming fire No, you'll never be alone When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars Hear my whispers in the dark No, you'll never be alone When darknes

Auto 11 & Bling Pack Up 4 Auction
I have got some Up for auction the auction will end on Feb 5th at 9 pm central time. and a $20 Bling Pack up 4 grabs So come on by and make a bid! And get you some This Auction/Bulletin Is Brought To You By... SinfulBrat

Heartbreak
I woke up realizing that iam alone once again...seeing my bed empty next to me cold...the room dark, seeingher clothes gone i realzed for the first time in 5 years i am alone once again. Why she hado leave me alone was beyond my belief...what did she see in that other guy i didnt know, i had everything, car, money, and i gave her the best thing i could give her, my heart and yet she takes it and abuses it like a football. Irolled out of bed and hit the shower...i stood t here and let the steaming hot water roll over me, letting theheat washaway the trears that fell from my eyes, oh yes i loved Emma with all my heart and soul yet..she left me, fo who the other guy..my fist foundt he wall of the shower but not breaking skin or damaging the tiles. turnedt he shower off and dried off..got dressed and had breakfast, hmmmbreakfast, a hot dog and dr pepper from last night, i grabbed my jacket and split for my car. I decided id drive around and see spots i hadnt seen yet..just drive, tho

Irish Blessing
This a song I remembered when the seniors on their last Choir performance back in the year, 1991---- C.P.H.S.--- the old one May the road rise to meet you, May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face, The rains fall soft upon your fields. And until we meet again, May God hold you in the palm of his hand. May God be with you and bless you: May you see your children's children. May you be poor in misfortune, Rich in blessings. May you know nothing but happiness From this day forward. May the road rise up to meet you May the wind be always at your back May the warm rays of sun fall upon your home And may the hand of a friend always be near. May green be the grass you walk on, May blue be the skies above you, May pure be the joys that surround you, May true be the hearts that love you.

Hmmm....so True
Thriving Ivory "Angels On The Moon" Do you dream, that the world will know your name So tell me your name Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all? I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I wanna feel I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive To know I'm alive Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon Do you believe, in the day that you were born Tell me do you believe? Do you know, that everyday's the first of the rest of your life Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon This is to one last day in the shadows And to know a brother's love This is to New York City angels And the rivers of our blood This is to all of us, to al

Why Would You Bring My Kid Into This?
why the hell would anyone find it alright to start talking shit about my kid? thats really fucked up. you stoop too low to try and hurt my wife and i, but you have just condemed yourself. there is no turning back. you have fucked yourself. no decent human would talk shit about a kid. thats is utterly immoral and dispicable. aparently you dont know how cold and heartless i can be. and again you are using words you dont know. showing that you are still trying to be a sophisticated retard. and yet again you are calling her a slut... foolish foolish swine. you have nothing better to do with your life than to bring others down. yoiu call my wife addicted to the internet but you show up all the fucking time. are you a jobless crotch goblin that makes it through life sucking the dicks of random guys that leave you in the alley ways after getting what they desired from you? oh and that SGLI part was a piece of work. it made me laugh actually. i told you that if you wanted to in

My Pimpout From Arctic Mermaid
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Unattainable???
I sit around and find myself questioning my motives and what drives me to keep going. Granted i have a gr8 job in NYC as an IRONWOKER LOCAL 361, and a i have a 9 month old son who i love and adore and would die for. But something in my life has eluded me, true love... I know it might sound corny coming from a man who is about to turn 27, most would say that im crazy and i should just stay focused. Others who know me for the crazy BREAKDANCING/DANCING freak would say wtf are you talking about. Well i thought i had it all figured out but alas LOVE has eluded my grasp once again. A woman who is 9 years my senior who shall remain nameless showed me a glimpse of what a TRUE WOMAN is. Not these youngins who just go 2 the bar and act like COCKTEASES all nite, don't get me wrong MEN ARE NO BETTER LOL. But she showed me there is more to life than wut life throws at me, i just wish we could have made it work. My and her schedule put MUCH strain on our relationship and alas it CRUSHED our future

Politically Correct
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America , Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as'HILLBILLIES.' You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS . And furthermore, HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a 'BABE' or a 'CHICK' - She is a ' BREASTED AMERICAN.' 2. She is not 'EASY' - She is 'HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE.' 3. She is not a 'DUMB BLONDE' - She is a 'LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY.' 4. She has not 'BEEN AROUND' - She is a 'PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION.' 5. She does not 'NAG' you - She becomes ' VERBALLY REPETITIVE.' 6. She is not a 'TWO-BIT HOOKER' - She is a ' LOW COS

Rip "bubba"
Bubba died in a fire and his body was burned pretty badly. The morgue needed someone to identify the body, so they sent for his two best friends, Cooter and Gomer. The three men had always done everything together. Cooter arrived first, and when the mortician pulled back the sheet. Cooter said, 'Yup, his face is burned up pretty bad. You better roll him over.' The mortician rolled him over and Cooter said, 'Nope, ain't Bubba.' The mortician thought this was rather strange. So he brought Gomer in to confirm the identity of the body. Gomer looked at the body and said, 'Yup, he's pretty well burnt up. Roll him over.' The mortician rolled him over and Gomer said, 'No, it ain't Bubba.' The mortician asked, 'How can you tell?' Gomer said, 'Well, Bubba had two assholes.' 'What? He had two assholes?' asked the mortician. 'Yup, we never seen 'em, but everybody used to say, 'There's Bubba with them two assholes.'

Ok You Define Happiness
Barrack Obama, Michelle Obama and Oprah Winfrey were flying on Obama's private plane. Obama looked at Oprah, chuckled and said, 'You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy.' Oprah shrugged her shoulders and replied, 'I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy. Michelle added, 'That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy.' Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, 'Such big-shots back there. Hell, I could throw all of their asses out of the window and make 56 million people very happy.'

The Correct Way To Come Home Drunk
The Correct Way to Come Home Drunk... Two married friends are out drinking one night, when one turns to the other and says, 'You know, I don't know what else to do. Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the driveway. I shut off the engine and coast into the garage. Take my shoes off before I go into the house, I sneak up the stairs, get undressed in the bathroom, stick my foot in the toilet and pee down my leg to prevent splashing sounds. I ease into bed and my wife STILL wakes up, and yells at me for staying out so late! 'His friend looks at him and says 'Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storms up the steps, pee hard into the toilet water, then use the full flush, throw my shoes in the closet, undress in the bedroom, then jump into bed, slap her on the ass and say!, WHO'S H0RNY????!!!' and she acts like she's sound asleep! Works Every Time!!!

Buddhist Quotes
On life's journey Faith is nourishment, Virtuous deeds are a shelter, Wisdom is the light by day and Right mindfulness is the protection by night. If a man lives a pure life nothing can destroy him; If he has conquered greed nothing can limit his freedom. Buddha One of his students asked Buddha, "Are you the messiah?" "No", answered Buddha. "Then are you a healer?" "No", Buddha replied. "Then are you a teacher?" the student persisted. "No, I am not a teacher." "Then what are you?" asked the student, exasperated. "I am awake", Buddha replied.

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The Guy's Side Of The Story :)
A husband and wife go to a counselor after 15 years of marriage. The counselor asks them what the problem is and the wife goes into a tirade listing every problem they have ever had in the 15 years they've been married. She goes on and on and on. Finally, the counselor gets up, goes around the desk, embraces the woman and kisses her passionately. The woman shuts up and sits quietly in a daze. The counselor turns to the husband and says "That is what your wife needs at least three times a week. Can you do that?" The husband thinks for a moment and replies, "Well, I can drop her off here on Mondays and Wednesdays, but I can't on Fridays, I golf."

A Perfect Woman Is Not Real?
if as a man you think a woman is perfect than you are wrong don't base your decision on her face how her tits look in a bra or how her ass looks in a thong..don't listen to her hook..listen to her song...she speaks about men in her past so negatively what makes you so certain she has any positive energy? when men in her past have had similarities but she wants sympathy and never looks at things realistically ...So begins the brainwashing..wondering about the outcome of a few things ..the drinking ..the constant clubbing..the blaming others and not being self loving ...I don't understand you You respect someone who disregards you You are concerned with someone who is only concerned with himself.You set standards for men that you don't have for yourself .This isn't a perfectly constructed definition but unlike you that many think are perfect ...atleast it's REAL

Re-arranged {limp Bizkit}
Lately I've been skeptical Silent when I would used to speak Distant from all around me Who witness me fail and become weak Life is overwhelming Heavy is the head that wears the crown I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain Because you know it all and I guess things will never change But you might need my hand when falling in your hole Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go of You and me we're through And rearranged It seems that you're not satisfied There's too much on your mind So you leave and I can't believe all the bullshit that I find Life is overwhelming Heavy is the head that wears the crown I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain Because you know it all and I guess things will never change But you might need my hand when falling in your hole Your disposition I'll remember when I'm

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7 Deadly Sins Survey
WrathWho did you last get angry with?A person whose name I will utter because they are a pathetic excuse for human existenceWhat is your weapon of choice?My wordsWould you hit a member of the opposite sex?Yes, if hit firstHow about the same sex?Yes, if hit firstWho was the last person who got really angry at you?Probably my momWhat is your pet peeve?Way too many to list hereDo you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?Depends, I do hold them for a little whileSlothWhat is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?Shave my legs, hahaWhat is the latest you've ever woken up?sometime late in the afternoonName a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?LexiWhat is the last lame excuse that you made?I forgotHave you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?haha, yesHow many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?3 or 4GluttonyWhat is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?Fiji waterAre you a meat eater?Heck yesWhat is the gr

My Long Beautiful Hair?
Yeah well lets just say I don't have long hair anymore it's all gone, went today an got mine & my sons hair did....lol.... However once I've clamed down enough to really get myself back up on here I'll take some pictures to share with everyone....SMILES!!!!

Cat Cuts Jobs.
Caterpillar Announces Additional Layoffs for Employees at Three Illinois Facilities PEORIA, IL – To bring production levels in line with current demand, Caterpillar Inc. (NYSE: CAT) today notified full-time production employees at its Aurora, Decatur and East Peoria, Illinois, manufacturing facilities of permanent layoffs. A total of 2,110 production employees will be laid off at the three facilities as a result of this decision. The layoffs for production employees announced today are in additionto a wide range of other workforce and cost-reduction actions that were outlined by Caterpillar on Monday, January 26, 2009. In Aurora, where Caterpillar manufactures wheel loaders and hydraulic excavators, 500 production employees will be laid off. In Decatur, where the company manufactures off-highway trucks, motor graders and wheel tractor scrapers, 1,026 production employees will be laid off. In East Peoria, wher

I'm So Terrified Of This Shit Happening 2 Me!
When seeing this I couldn't help but start to cry, given I ain't afraid of needles however the rest will make anyone watching it freak out... http://screening.iarc.fr/leep/enwLEEP.htm Please view this to better understand what I've got to go through, after coping the lick click on the far right of page it'll state excision of ecto & endo cervical lesions once you've done that scroll down to the bottom an click on the full movie to watch the video! Please do give your input on it.... Thanks so much, from your friend Jaime!

Personality Type Quiz
You Have a Type A PersonalityYou are ambitious, driven by your desire to get things done. Type A personalities are characterized by their drive and intense work ethic. You are competitive; you want respect, not affection. You may become irritated when you have to wait on a line or at a red light. Are you a Type A or a Type B?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

In A Stupid Survey Mood
BasicsWhat's your favorite color?PinkWhat's your favorite animal?GiraffeWho's your role model?My momFamilyHow many siblings do you have?0How many people live in your house?1, meHow many animals do you have1, my fishyWhere do you live(trailor, mansion, regular house )?apartmentFreindsWho is your most valuable freind?LexiWhich freind do you look up to the most?LexiHow many best freinds do/did you have?2How many freinds have moved out of your city?None of my friends live hereWould you rather have...coke or sprite?Spritelunch or dinner?Dinnera sister or brother?neither! hahaMcdonalds or Burger King?Chick-fil-aboyfreind or freind?boyfriendhug or kiss?hugpinch or poke?pinchclown or doll?dollTake this survey or other MySpace Surveys at PimpSurveys.com

What Is Love
we see it in the movies we hear it in the music but do any of us ever realy feel it is anyone so deeply touched that they cannot discard another I feel teh movies and I hear the words in the songs every word it touches me, torments me, I cannot bury it, I cannot hide it, and yet for her I remain silent, for her I walk away, It was my fault that we are where we are, it is my doing that put us here, if only I had told her everything from the start. As the cold winter winds blow and echo within the hoolowness that is now me, I can only remember with fondness and an ache the warm summer spent with her on the phone for hours on end, my lover my companion my best friend all gone only a memory. I hear the music and I feel the movies and I wish her well, I wish her health, I wish her peace, and I would and have traded my heart and soul to this end. The only truth I know anymore is that I love her as I have never loved another nor will. Everything happens for a reason, but for now I see now

Bling & Blast Auction
STARTING BID 100k any FIVE credit bling starting at 50k any THREE credit bling starting at 25k any ONE credit bling starting at 10k 3day BLAST starting at 50k Brought to you by: Cali Rain@ fubar

Past And Present Survey
5 Years Ago: Did you have a job? What was it? Yes. I worked at Target. Did you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? Exactly 5 years from today? No. But I did in the year of 2004. lol Where did you hang out? School, I was involved in so many clubs and sports I hardly left that place. What was your favorite TV show? Hmm. Probably Law and Order. Where did you live? In Raleigh, in the old townhouse. Did you believe in Santa Claus? haha, sure. My mom is the best Santa Claus ever! Had you been in an accident? No. How old were you? Again, exactly from todays date, I was 17. Who was your best friend? I don't think I really had one. Well, I did, but she moved away and we kind of lost touch. What was your favorite possession? My class ring, which I had lost but my dad was kind enough to help me get a replacement. 5 Months Ago: What was your favorite TV show? Still Law and Order, lol. Had you been in an accident? No. Where did you live? Columbus, GA.

I've Seen This Before. Oh.
Over on MYB. But here, "secretly admire", this new feature (new to us), is easier to keep a secret when you don't know- or at least, have a moderately good idea, give or take system bugs etc. - who's been visiting your profile. But I'm making a guess...

Ensign: Love One Another
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 30 January 2009 The ethic of reciprocity -- college speak and Wikipedia's name for what we call the Golden Rule -- did not originate with Jesus in the Sermon on the Mount. What gets distilled in our culture as "do unto others as you would have others do unto you" is rendered in the King James Version as Matthew 7:12. "Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do unto you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets." Unlike in most other religions, Jesus expresses this without negatives (i.e., what you don't want to you don't do to others). But the earliest known expression of the Golden Rule -- incidentally, why is it called that? -- isn't even in a religious text, but rather an ancient Egyp

Call Me When You're Sober
This is my song of the day. Call me when you're sober- Evanesecence Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Should I let you fall Lose it all So maybe you can remember yourself can't keep believing We're only deceiving ourslves And I am sick of the lie And you're too late could'nt take the blame Sick with shame Must be exhausting to lose your own GAME Selfishly hated No wonder you're jaded Can't play the victim this time You never call me when you're sober you only want it cause it's over How could I have burned paradise? How could I? YOU WERE NEVER MINE so don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me Don't lie to me Just get your things I'VE MADE UP YOUR MIND

Slow Cooker Barbecue Beef
INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 1 1/2 cups ketchup 1/4 cup packed brown sugar 1/4 cup red wine vinegar 2 tablespoons prepared Dijon-style mustard 2 tablespoons Worcestershire sauce 1 teaspoon liquid smoke flavoring 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder 1 (4 pound) boneless chuck roast DIRECTIONS In a large bowl, combine ketchup, brown sugar, red wine vinegar, Dijon-style mustard, Worcestershire sauce, and liquid smoke. Stir in salt, pepper, and garlic powder. Place chuck roast in a slow cooker. Pour ketchup mixture over chuck roast. Cover, and cook on Low for 8 to 10 hours. Remove chuck roast from slow cooker, shred with a fork, and return to the slow cooker. Stir meat to evenly coat with sauce. Continue cooking approximately 1 hour.

Slow Cooker French Dip
INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 4 pounds rump roast 1 (10.5 ounce) can beef broth 1 (10.5 ounce) can condensed French onion soup 1 (12 fluid ounce) can or bottle beer 6 French rolls 2 tablespoons butter DIRECTIONS Trim excess fat from the rump roast, and place in a slow cooker. Add the beef broth, onion soup and beer. Cook on Low setting for 7 hours. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Split French rolls, and spread with butter. Bake 10 minutes, or until heated through. Slice the meat on the diagonal, and place on the rolls. Serve the sauce for dipping.

Big Bites Big Game
Big Bites, Big Game These Italian and Spanish turnovers are perfect "finger food"--no knife and fork required. And because the recipes use refrigerated rolls or biscuit dough, it's an easy score. All you have to do is make the fillings. It's easy to make a calzone or an empanada. Step 1: Roll Open a can of refrigerated biscuit or dinner roll dough. Separate pieces onto a work surface lightly coated with cornmeal. Cover with plastic wrap and let rest for 20 minutes to relax dough. Sprinkle with cornmeal as necessary, and roll each into a circle. Step 2: Fill Spoon filling just below the center line of the circle of dough, leaving a border along the bottom half of the circle. Step 3: Seal With wet fingertips, moisten the bottom border. Fold dough over filling and press edges together. Thoroughly seal by using fingertips to crimp and flute the edges or by pressing with the tines of a fork. Place on a large cookie sheet lined with parchment paper. Step 4: Bake or

Super Bowl Bites
INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 1 pound ground beef chuck 1 (8 ounce) package shredded Cheddar cheese 1 tablespoon mayonnaise 1 (1 ounce) package dry onion soup mix 24 (2 inch square) dinner rolls, split DIRECTIONS Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). In a medium bowl, thoroughly mix ground beef chuck, Cheddar cheese, mayonnaise and dry onion soup mix. Spread even amounts of the ground beef onto the bottom half of each roll. Place top halves on, forming little sandwiches. If you purchased the rolls in aluminum foil pans, you may return them to the pan for baking. Otherwise, place them on a baking sheet or baking pan. Cover the pan tightly with aluminum foil. Bake for 30 to 35 minutes in the preheated oven, or until meat is cooked through.

Scrambled Egg Cupcakes With Cheddar Cheese Frosting
SCRAMBLED EGG CUPCAKES WITH CHEDDAR CHEESE FROSTING BASKETS: 8 slices white bread, crust, removed 2 T. butter or margarine, softened EGGS: 2 T. butter or margarine 7 eggs, beaten 3 T. chopped fresh chives or 1 1/2 tsp. dried chives salt 8 (2x2 inch) squares sharp cheddar cheese Heat oven to 350. To prepare baskets: Flatten bread slices with rolling pin. Spread butter on 1 side of each slice. Press bread, buttered side down, into 8 muffin cups. Bake 12-15 minutes or until lightly toasted. Prepare eggs: Melt butter in large skillet. Add beaten eggs, chives, cook over medium low heat until softly scrambled. Season with salt, if desired. When bread baskets are done, increase oven temperature to 475. Fill baskets with scrambled eggs, top each with a square of cheddar cheese. Return to oven about 2 minutes or until cheese is melted.

Fried Corn And Bacon
Fried Corn with Bacon INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 6 ears corn, husked and cleaned 6 slices bacon 1/2 large green bell pepper, chopped DIRECTIONS Slice corn off of cob and scrape cob to release the milk. Set aside. Place bacon in a large, deep skillet. Cook over medium high heat until evenly brown. Crumble and set aside. Retain 2 tablespoons of the bacon grease in the pan and fry pepper until just softened. Add the corn and cook until tender. Stir in the crumbled bacon and cook 1 minute more.

Artichoke Casserole
Artichoke Casserole Ingredients 3 tablespoons olive oil 1 garlic clove, minced 1 pound frozen artichoke hearts, thawed 2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley leaves 3/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1/8 teaspoon red pepper flakes 1/2 cup chicken broth 1/4 cup Marsala wine 2 tablespoons butter 1/3 cup plain bread crumbs 1/3 cup grated Parmesan Directions Preheat the oven to 450 degrees F. Warm the olive oil in a heavy bottom skillet over medium-high heat. Add the garlic and cook for 1 minute. Add the artichoke hearts, parsley, salt, pepper, and red pepper flakes and cook until the artichoke hearts are starting to brown at the edges, about 3 minutes. Add the chicken broth and wine and simmer for 3 minutes. Transfer the artichoke mixture to a 2-quart baking dish. Melt the butter in the same skillet used to cook the artichokes. In a small bowl mix the melted butter with the bread crumbs. Stir in the Parmesan and top the artichokes wit

Saying Goodbye To Someone You Love
A few months ago I said good-bye to my best friend that I could have counted on for so many years. She was someone who could finish my sentences, laugh at the most dumbest jokes, we could talk for hours on end. I think about all the smiles I worn when I was with her, but my smiles have now turned into a frown. My best friend was my Aunt, she passed away from cancer. She was there the day I was born and held me, I was there the day she passed and I held her. My tears seem to keep flowing inside my tired eyes each day I am feeling more distance my sadness pulls me further from happiness I seek,thinking to myself I've lived in a box my whole life I don't want to spend the rest of my living years in one anymore. Since her death now whenever I'm worried I ask her for guidance and I swear that she has helped me profoundly. I now feel that although I have endured an emotional darkness more intense and shattering than some people have gone though it is not the pain that has chang

Thanx To Everyone Who Helped
A Special Thanx To All Who Helped I Want To Thank Everyone Who Came To Show Love During My Autos You All Have Brought Me Down Almost 2 Mil Closer To Prophet And I Will Be Returning All The Love During The Week This Is My List Of Who Came If I Forgot Anyone Please Let Me Know And I Will Add. You Are All Awesome People And I Am Glad I Have Such Get Friends On Here A Very Special Thanx To Southern Cowboy For The Auto 11's Bling To Make This Happen Feel Free To Show Everyone Love jazzedcougar Tigerchief LittleMissMissie ~*~Strawberry~*~ Frogs2427

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How I Do It
Just so ppl know how I randomly bling it's like this...I see my bar tab and mouse over with my eyes closed.Whoever I land on gets Blinged....I ususlly pick 3 or 4 so that's how it goes ppl. The bling is usually 1 to 3 credits....Only occasionally do I bling special abilities bling

No Fascination
No fascinationThere is no gratification in masturbation..no stimulation..those that feel it is are suffering from an hallucination..dont understand those that do for real..One must have something they can really feel ..with out the appropriate props there is no scene created to make the mouth drop ......an explosion of lava from the volcano didn't erupt ..no need for hands if a woman can't then no on can..no baby oil no lotion cause the notion is for skin..to be perspiring as her orgasm is expiring preparing her for another and another to make one scream so loud that call on their mother while she bites on the pillow or the covers stirring and shaking things up with her outspoken lover...this is what had been uncovered....No fascinationThere is no gratification in masturbation

It Was Late (poem)
Late night cells coexist within the flames of candlelight bathing skin but the night begins as a peach and purple corset watching over with her flesh the prisoner as straps and curves down to the fishnets that capture better yet the thong with her booty in attendance attached eyes to the panty line fall to the 6inch spike purple & peach trimmed heels that appear kind to the eye with his man to the sky he realizes the gift he has to UNWRAP he reaches out but he is out of time when morning comes he awakens and opens his eyes to find Nothing

Two World Wars Ended
Two World Wars ended I was born 17 years later after 2WW Grandma says when it ended So revive breath life’s fresh air Release from heavenly skies Birds singing plant and trees glowing But said mankind must not build Such a deadly weapon drops on Japanese soils The horror they screaming, silents of the dead soil theworld have lost so much because of two world wars and why we keep on going Building such deadly and most evilness kinds Keep upgrading to perish mankind and all living things on mother earth? WHY We are here to make theworld a better place to lives? Because we are, Peaceful human being? This I cannot answer for you!

Loving Life
dud i was as wild one year ago as they come here in tenn. then i found out about this man named Jesus when he was alive he loved me when he died he saved me when he was barred he carried my sins away he freed me when he arose

Ridley Scott To Remake The A-team
"Director Ridley Scott has signed up to produce the big screen remake of 1980s TV show The A-Team, according to industry paper Variety. The film, due out in 2010, will be updated so that the army veterans will have fought in the Middle East and not in Vietnam, Variety adds. " I really think Ridley Scott's over-rated. When was the last time he made a good film? Source : BBC.co.uk/news

Annoucement/12 Noon Eastern Time Saturday
Link to Judge Lady Byrds Lounge http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=59487 With the Devastation of my Best mans Health,I have been a Basket case today.Silverado + I go way back.An I'm so beside myself.I cannot stop crying.He has been great backbone for me,in our finaly fubar adventure.He was also there for me in my first fubar adventure back around jan,07. The Beautiful Union between Susan an I will be held tomorrow soon as Silver can let me no what time he can attend.12 noon saturday easternTy , .Shayla will be Susans Bridesmaid

Fate
Fate. What exactly is it and does it exist? Is there a certain power that holds our future in its hands, manipulating us like chess pieces, and determining whether its check or mate? Is there a path that leads us to a certain destination that was preassigned to us by stars or something else the day we are born? Or maybe it is ourselves and the circumstances that things happen under that determine our outcome? Here is a scenario: a young 18 year old man slams his car into a tree and dies in a fiery crash. Some may argue that this scenario was written in his unfortunately short book of life, and this was the last chapter. Others may say that his demise was brought on by himself, and if he wasnt speeding, or maybe drinking, or paid a little more attention to the road, he would have avoided the accident and continued enjoying his life. Then, if his life is spared, the first group may say that if he could have avoided that tree and stayed alive, it was his fate, and his book of life may

Happy Birthday Whitney♥
Almost two years ago I had the honor and privilege to meet a wonderful woman. Her smile could light up a room, her laughter was infectious, and her warm and giving spirit was felt by all around her. She cared deeply for her family and friends, devoting her life to those who mattered most to her. She was rarely upset or down. She was always there to listen, lend advice or bitch right along side you. Tragically her beautiful life was cut short on September 23, 2008 when she was involved in a auto accident that took her life. Today would have been her birthday and I know she is looking down on her friends and family, not wanting us to be sad or crying but celebrating her life. I will always love, remember and miss you Whitney

A Note From Me
I"M written this blog today to fill in my family and friends that care.. I'm not sure how much i will be around. if i dont chat with you its nothing personal . MY real life family is going thru some very hard times right now.. we are one of the many American who are losing there home due to high payment and my H losing hour at work. we are with a company that will not work with us and would rather us walk away from the house then help us.. it a very scary time for me as i have 3 boys i have to protect. But with that said the scary part of all of this is we have no means of getting another home . so i have been working on trying to get a plan together for my family. I come here not for pity but for my family and friend to just understand that I'm very stressed out and trying to hold my chin up the best i can. sometimes this place his the only thing i have . anyhow pls keep us in your thoughts.and I'm so thankful for the friends and my very close family on here you are my b

Fu Party Tonight(1/30)in Nashville At The Foobar
Hello Nashville It is official The First Fu Party of 09 is at FooBar in Nashville on 1/30/09 The band starts at 9pm (The Black Lucys) You all know them so come see them :D You will miss them if you are late they took the early set to play with us afterwards :D 2511 Gallatin Pike Nashville TN 37206 C ya there~!

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Faith
Have you ever seen a sand clock? Have you flipped it over and observed those tiny grains of sand all over sudden come rushing through the funnel, one just like the other, hurrying to get to the narrow part, pushing and shoving while being concentrated in a tight spot, just to fall through and join its counterparts all the way at the bottom? For hundreds of thousands of years, since the beginning of humanity, we have been going through a gigantic sand clock of life, starting all the way in a top chamber the moment we are born and making our way down every second without stopping. Unlike the sand clock, however, we do not get to start all over again once we reach the bottom and the clock is turned upside down to repeat the process. This is where this analogy ends and the reality of our existence begins. Since the beginning of human experience we have been trying to find the explanation for our presence and the reasons for overcoming the struggles that life throws in our face. Do we

Ya Think ?
A WOMAN'S WEEK AT THE GYM Dear Diary, For my birthday this year, my daughter (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. MONDAY: Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She is something of a Greek goddess - with blond hair, dancing eyes and a dazzling white smile. Woo Hoo!! Belinda gave me a tour and showed me the machines. I enjoyed watching the skillful

Can A Girl Get Some Help?
SHE IS GOING FOR SPOTLIGHT PLEASE ANY FUBUCKS YOU DO NOT NEED SHE WILL NOT MIND HAVING LOL!!SO DONATE TO THE FUND!!!CLICK ON HER SEXY ASS PICTURE TO DONATE!!!ღMz.ÇµffêÐÐê§ïrê™ღ of the Booty Fugitives!@ fubar I WAS LESS THAN 1 MILLION AWAY FROM GETTING TODAYS SPOTLIGHT...I MEAN REALLY CLOSE! PLEASE HELP SO I CAN GET IT TOMORROW!! ALL DONATIONS GET LOVE AND RATES. 100,000 GETS YOU A CUSTOM TAG. 500,000 GETS YOU A SALUTE.(SAYS WHAT U WANT) 1,000,000 GETS ALL THAT AND EXTRA GOODIES. DONATE TO FIND OUT!!! TY TO THE ONES WHO HAVE ALREADY DONATED!!IF U DONATE PM ME TO ADD YOU TO BULLETIN!!! (if your unable to donate pls keep in mind that bling and rates help generate those bucks hella fast as well)

Rye Bread
Two old guys, one 80 and one 87, were sitting on their usual park bench one morning. The 87 year old had just finished his morning jog and wasn't even short of breath. The 80 year old was amazed at his friend's! stamina and asked him what he did to have so much energy. The 87 year old said "Well, I eat rye bread every day. It keeps your energy level high and you'll have great stamina with the ladies." So, on the way home, the 80 year old stops at the bakery. As he was looking around, the lady asked if he needed any help. He said, "Do you have any rye bread?" She said, "Yes, there's a whole shelf of it. Would you like some?" He said, "I want 5 loaves. She said, "My goodness, 5 loaves...by the time you get to the 5th loaf, it ll be hard" He replied, "I can't believe it, everybody in the world knows about this shit but me."

Define Globalization
Finally, here is a definition of globalization I can understand and to which I can relate... Question : What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer : Princess Diana's death. Question : How come? Answer : An English princess with An Egyptian boyfriend Crashes in a French Tunnel, driving a German car With a Dutch engine, Driven by a Belgian Who was drunk On Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling), Followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, On Japanese motorcycles; Treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by A Pollock, Using Bill Gates's technology, And you're probably reading this on your computer, That uses Taiwanese Chips, and a Korean monitor, Assembled by Bangladeshi workers In a Singapore plant, Tran

Ok, I'm Bored
Your 80s Song is "Sweet Child O' Mine" If you were transported back to the 80s, your life would be all about rock and roll. You love the free wheeling, wild atmosphere of the 80s - even if there were consequences later on. You think of the 80s as a time of partying hard and letting loose. Even if you find a lot of the 80s nostalgia to be a bit lame, you truly believe there was no better decade. What's Your 80s Karaoke Song?

Sweetheart Auction
Welcome to the Sweetheart Auction. I'll explain briefly how this will work. Please check out this bully and repost! http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2079219851 First off, there will be NO entry fee! That's right, it's FREE to enter. You will need to send me a message on Fubar (NOT in the SB.) With a link to a photo you want to use along with what you are willing to do for your "Sweetheart". Example: Drinks and a gift every day for a week. Personal salutes, ect... You will also need to tell me what are acceptable bids. Such as cash, Fubucks, bling packets, ect... The bidding can start once I post your auction. I will message you when I do so. The auction will run until you either stop it or on February 11th. You can stop it at anytime by either sending me a message or posting it in the comments for your auction. I will NOT be responsible for collecting your winning bid. That's between you and your auction winner. Starting bid is 50,000 fubucks. No entries will

2009 Tax Code
The only thing that the IRS has not taxed yet is the male penis. This is due to the fact that 69% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 10% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is pissed off and 1% of the time it is in the hole. On top of that, it has two dependents and they are both nuts! HOWEVER, effective January 1st, 2009, the penis will now be taxed according to size: The brackets are as follows: 10 - 12" Luxury Tax $ 300.00 8 - 10" Pole Tax $ 250.00 5 - 8" Privilege Tax $ 150.00 3 - 5" Nuisance Tax $ 30.00 Males exceeding 12" must file capital gains. Anyone under 3" is eligible for a tax refund. ** PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION **

My 8 Year Old And Her Sense Of Humor
My 8 year old daughter came home from school yesterday and announced she was now on yellow.(It's a behavior color system; green=good, yellow=so so, and red=bad)I asked her what did she do and she said I gave Curtis a Starburst. Something about this didn't seem right but she had a shit eating grin on her face I know all to well so I decided to dig a little deeper. I said you got in trouble for giving him a piece of candy? She grinned even wider and said "What had happened was, me and Carley had a Starburst wrapper and took a piece of bread from our hotdog at lunch, made it into a square shape and wrapped it inside the paper. Then we gave it to Curtis. Poor child must not have been paying attention or something because my little "angel" said he popped it in his mouth then realized it wasn't candy and went and told on her and the little girl for playing a trick on him. I was laughing so hard I was crying. I love my kids :D

Auto Bling Bux 1/30-31
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Stalking?
I was talking to my friend, and he told me that I shouldn't be posting any NSFW pics in blogs, since that will bring on more stalkers and make guys "talk between each other", which will cause an "information spill". To clarify: I really could not care less what the crowd thinks about me, who talks about me, and what impression I give out. I am not in high school anymore, although I really didn't give a shit back then either. Some might think I'm a whore, and I am perfectly fine with that. I am not running for a President, nor plan to run for Miss America, so I can gladly announce that people's opinions do not matter to me at all. I have met a small amount of people that appreciate me for who I am, which is a person they know. Others appreciate my art and writings, and make their opinions about me based on those. Those are people I talk to, and who matter to me. Otherwise, you are nothing but a pic with a screen name, and no amount of talk between the SBs would possibly a

Are You Cute Or Sexy?
You Are Cute-Sexy! You are definitely attractive, and you have an interesting mix of sexiness and cuteness. You are both hot and quirky. Gorgeous and silly. Charming and natural. You are not so in-your-face sexy that you're unapproachable. You tone things down a bit. More than anything else, you are real and genuine. And that makes you truly captivating. Are You Cute or Sexy?

What's Your 80s Karaoke Song?
Your 80s Song is "Walk Like an Egyptian" If you were transported back to the 80s, your life would be all about having fun. You love the wackiness that the 80s represented. Everything back then seemed a lot more colorful! You'd peg your jeans, get a "totally tubular" hair cut, and even wear one sequined glove. You would skateboard, play Pac-Man, and hang out at the mall. And of course, you would walk like an egyptian. What's Your 80s Karaoke Song?

Locked Out!!!
What a morning. Left the house to go to work and the car is covered in a couple inches of snow. So I start the car and clear it off. Somehow the door locked on my car. I have a spare car key, in the house. The locked house that I don't have a key for. So great, I get to "push" the door in. This of course obliterates the lock, the door, and the door frame. But i got my key and the car stopped. The door will latch with the deadbolt that hadn't been locked. So at least I can still shut the door. So whatever, fuck all that. I gotta go to work so this day can't get much better.

Vamp Morticia Has Auto 11s Jan 30th!
Meet Vamp Morticia! She's running auto 11s! GO RAPE HER PAGE!!! hehe Show her sum lovin! VAMP MORTICIA~GF of DJ Carnage~LaLa's WIFEY~Sultry's Mistress~VMV~Pu$$yCat Playmate@ fubar

Roach Science
Do you ever feel deep frustration when in the morning, as you arrive to work, you start feeling completely lost, unable to concentrate even on simplest tasks, and generally completely out of sorts? However, once you arrive home after the tedious work day, all over sudden everything seems to fall into places: your memory becomes sharper than cheddar (oh, if only your boss could see you now), your reaction becomes like that of a rattle snake (but please don't forget to wipe that drool streak off your chin), and your IQ increases by 100%, almost dipping into triple digits. Annoying, isn't it? Well, do not feel perturbed or left out, as you are not alone in feeling this way. So do roaches. As it turns out, studies performed at a Cocroach University of TN (actually called Vanderbilt University, but CU has a better ring to it), showed that roaches are just not morning individuals. Apparently, a roach IQ, which on a scale of IQ's sits between that of a mealworm and a member of MoveOn.org, is

What's Your Friendship Style?
Your Friendship Style is Independent You love your friends, but you don't always need them as much as they need you. You like to do your own thing. Sometimes this means taking a break from your friends and carving your own path. As long as your friends give you the space you need, you are happy to be there for them whenever you can. Your friends lean on you for advice and problem solving. You tend to be "the rock." You and an Empathetic Friend: Go well together. Your Empathetic Friend understand and accepts you... but may be too needy sometimes. You and a Gregarious Friend: Get along well, as long as your Gregarious Friend is happy to only see you occasionally. You and another Independent Friend: Have a love / hate thing going on. When you agree, things are blissful. However, more often than not, you butt heads. You and a Philosophical Friend: Are somewhat a matter of opposites attract. You're both thinkers, but you think very differently. What's Your Frien

Shut My Eye
I shut my eye in order to see. what is that good for me? what is that i need in my life? I dont want to be with a man that dont appreciated me. Im better than that. i dont need to proof myself to you. for you to fall back in love with me. I'll not let you put all the blame on me. like you say i do love you , but im not in love with you. everytime i cry, im not crying for you, i cry for myself begin fuck over, being lie to. this is a painful lesson i had learn. i swear on my life. i'll never let myself be hurt like this again. i cant take away how you feel, all i could do is hope. so this is the end of you and me.

Be With You
written in a pen and sealed with a kiss. if you love me please answer this. do you love me? or do you not? you told me once and to many, but i forgot so tell me again, and tell me now. and tell me the true. can i say that i love you? of all the people i've ever meet, you're the one i cant forget. if i die before you do. I'll go to heaven and wait for you. if you're not there by judgment day. i'll know you went the other way. I'll give back the angels my wings and risk the lost of everything to proof my love is true. I'll go to hell to be with you.

Bathroom Doors
There are many concepts out there that are hard for a human mind to comprehend. For me, one of those concepts is a door in a public bathroom that requires a handle to be pulled in order to open it. Obviously, these doors are designed for us to physically touch that handle in order to let ourselves out. It is also obvious that whoever decided to install those types of doors by now has got to have some sort of desease caused by constantly touching the said handle every time they use a bathroom. Why? Because, while in an ideal world all creatures would wash or at least rinse their hands after having their them in such close proximity to their not so clean nether regions, we do not live in such world. There is always that one individual that, as much as our peripheral vision lets us, we see make a bee line from a stall or a urinal directly to the door (we also usually try to look in the mirror to see if we personally know this savage so we can tell our coworkers about his/her awful h

Love
love is like magin and it's always will be. for love still remains.life's sweet mystery love can transform the most common place into beauty and splendor and sweetness embrace love works in a mysteries way. and there's nothing in our life that our love cannot change. love is unselfish and kind understanding. for it see with a heart and not with your mind. love is the answer that me and you are seeking for love is the language that everyone speaks. love can be brought or sale. it's priceless and free. if there no love you feel for me. I then set you free. love is like magic and a sweet mystery.

Where Did I Go?
I've disappeared for a while, and I apologize for that. I've gotten to deal with a shit-load of problems and trials lately. From December of 2006 until today, in January of 2009: - I had a best friend decide to invite a few friends over to shower us with his last moments with a gun in his mouth. (Death) - I had a friend that decided to show everyone how he could make crimson rivers flow from his wrists. (Death) - I had to move twice. (Once because of school, and once due to money) - I had to deal with my father having a heart attack. (Luckily he made it through) - I had my wife walk out in December of 2006, leaving me with four children, only to find out she is with another guy in Europe now, and has had a child by him. (She was a Bitch) - I returned to university, but had to leave. (Due to the shit my ex pulled putting me in a position to owe over 600 to the school) - I tried to get temp help from the state (They turned everything off, because I was a guy, so I should

Commitments
Thoughts generated by something said yesterday Third book conceptual brainstorming to start my day might give me a headache. This is going to be a little segmented, so please try to follow. I am going to show you all how my brain breaks down an idea to prepare for approach...If you should have any suggestions, and then please drop a comment!! Levels of interaction: Online *chat rooms *profile sites *"e-groups" *cam/show sites like NF -pay to play Socially/Semi-private Local large/public one night event attendee *Sinfest *Dallas Fetish Ball *Temple of Flesh types Large/public event producers [vs events hosted by community groups of this type] Private Player *out of state while traveling types *only with select lovers when in a local environment *privacy is a huge issue for Paying player *Seeking professional domination *Spouse may or may not know *Rarely seen at public events *Online NF included Professional Providers for players *ProDom *Fetish model

Bad Week
My weeks been pretty sucky.. from having my tooth pulled to almost ditchin my car lastnight. Theres more but those been the highlights. Anyways.. friend just told me I needed a attitude adjustment. I admit..I probably do. Therefore I will not be on here that much. If I am..do not expect to hear much from me.

Children
Tell me why we find it so hard to forgive? Somebody irritates us and we delete them from our lists. Or we ourselves do something foolish and unacceptable, get caught and then try to get out of it by deleting the person we wronged? I don't know if it's just me or are we all tending to regress and act like children more and more since the advent of internet chat?

Dream
In my dream i dream of you and me. A happy moment, a sweet feeling. In my dream i was happy and free. free of all though and all worry. In my dream all is joy and loving. Such a beautiful dream that i dont wish to wake up. No tear, no lie, no betray just feeling love. oh how i wish to have that dream again. i just wish to have that dream again where i can get away from all the heartache, all feeling i dont want to feel when i see him. a man once say i was his number one, then he go and broke my heart. 11 year being together a son and one on the way. finding out all the trash he say about me. it hurt so much so i almost commit a unthinkable act. i dont really know what the hell im doing. i wish to let go and not think of this man anymore. i wish to move on with my life. i wish to be happy again, wish to be myself again.

There Is Always A Good Side.
Your Daily Motivation – There Is Always A Good Side. Friday January 30, 2009 THERE IS ALWAYS A GOOD SIDE. Be an optimist and try to see the opportunity in every misfortune, not a pessimist that sees misfortune in every opportunity. The optimist sees the doughnut, the pessimist sees the hole. You can develop success from every failure. Discouragement and failure are two stepping stones to success. No other elements can do so much for you if you're willing to study them and make them work for you. View every problem as an opportunity. When it is dark enough, you can see the stars. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team Your skin is your largest body organ and it acts as a barrier and absorption mechanism for the rest of your organs. You should do what you can to protect and nurture your skin because your skin protects the rest of your body. Healthy ski

Continued Success
When momentum is on your side, use it. When you're going strong, keep going and become even stronger. Don't let your success stop you from continuing to succeed. Before the goal is accomplished, have another goal ready and waiting to take its place. Each accomplishment opens the door to many more opportunities. Each success paves the way for even greater success. When the job is done, celebrate the victory by setting your sights even higher. You've firmly established a positive pattern, so keep it going and improve upon it. The value you've just created can now be put to productive use. Just imagine what is now possible. Great accomplishments are built from small successes. Keep the momentum going, and there's no limit to what you can achieve. -- Ralph Marston http://greatday.com/

We're Like Plants In A Garden.
Everyone has his own fingerprints. The white light streams down to be broken up by those human prisms into all the colors of the rainbow. Take your own color in the pattern and be just that. --Charles R. Brown We are often amazed at how different members of the same family seem to be. Contrasts are often great: one child might be loud and funny, one might be timid and quiet, and yet neither seems to take after the parents. A family is like a vegetable garden. The vegetables respond to outside influences. The one exposed to more sunlight will grow differently than the one growing in a damp, shady place. Vegetables growing in crowded areas of the garden may not be as developed as those around them, but they might be tastier. Although we may have common roots, outside experiences and friends mold us too, making each of us unique. We sometimes lose ourselves by comparisons and feel as if we don't belong, but the variety of our family garden is what makes the world so interesting. Ho

Name Sake
Where you are seems to be As far as an eternity Outstretched arms open hearts And if it never ends then when do we start? I'll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever did receive Pushing forward and arching back Bring me closer to heart attack Say goodbye and just fly away When you comeback I have some things to say How does it feel to know you never have to be alone When you get home There must be someplace here that only you and I could go So I can show you how I feel Dream away everyday Try so hard to disregard The rhythm of the rain that drops And coincides with the beating of my heart I'll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever did receive

Last Night
UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!! Went to the hospital yesterday afternoon hoping and praying to deliver this baby. Oh no!!!!! Can't do that...only 3 centimeters dilated now, still having massive contractions but not enough to keep me and since I'm ONLY 36 weeks they won't induce labor either. So they sent me home about 7:30pm. We were standing in the doorway of the main entrance waiting for our ride and my husband informs me he's "not feeling well" (which usually means 'Honey, grab me I'm collapsing from a seizure'). My nurse puts her hand on another wheel chair to offer it to him to sit down but it was too late. He did a face plant on the floor. My nurse yells for security since we're standing right by their office and off to the ER we get rushed. *sigh* Now labor and delivery had just given me 2 darvasets to help me with my pain, I have an allergy to codine and couldn't remember if I could take those pills or not so I went ahead and took them anyway. HUGE MISTAKE!!! Now sitti

1st Sunday Theme
Its Rock & Roll history this sunday. Starting with the 50s no later then 99. Preshow: 8pm est The show: 9pmest-12est Will also have trivia... Come enjoy yourselves as well as make easy fubux Click on the following pic to enter

Want A Auto-11 Or Bling Pack Then Here Your Chance Auction! Open
Auction for a auto-11. Got a 25 bling pack up for auction and a vip. Rules to enter is 300k for auto-11 and 100k for bling and 100k for the vip is the starting bid and you must add/fan the host. Please only serious bidder will be open till the end of the month. Don't forget to bid! CLICK HERE: BLING HERE: VIP is here; the host is Akamrs. T AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ CLUB FAR~ BAD GIRL~PU$$YCAT PLAYMATE/LIL PLEASURE AND OWNER BLACLIE22@ fubar

400-11's
I won in a Auction 700- 11 rates, I only have 300 pics so therefore I am doing an Auction on the other 400 11's. Would you be interested in bidding for them? If so, click on this pic & Bid away.... *Auction will end on Sat. 31st @ 2pm fubar time*

Child Molestors
Once again more bad shit is going on around me. We just found out tha other day someone close to us was locked up for molesting someone!!!!! A few years ago I had to go through this shit with my little nephew. Then a little over a year ago I went through this with with my daughter. And although this time it hasnt happend to me, my family or loved one I feel that I am involved in this in some way, shape, form, or fashion. But tha funny thing is, now that it is this certain individual who did it I am supposed to just sit back and not express my feelings and eat it up....Dont get me wrong, I dont want to make this harder for tha family who is involved because it is a very sad situation, but at tha same time I feel like tha person who done it is going to recieve "special treatment" by his family just because of who he is!!!! I dont care who you are, you do that shit to a kid you desereve every fucking thing you get!!!!! I meen damn, my feelings on people who do that are they should r

Fin
It's official, my Dr. has released me to go back to work. So I went back to work, on call, with no problems.I won't go back full time, just on call. It's still snowy and icy here in the great state of IL, so my boss and I don't think it's in my best interest to walk around, and chance tearing my back up again. I have started back at the Y. So far some light cardio, and some very light weights. No more than 50 pounds as per the Dr, and I don't even go near that. Just stretching some things out. Thank you all for being so patient, and putting up with my year of misery. It affected me more than I like to admit, and I appreciate everyone sticking by me. Jay

I Want To Give You Me
I Want to Give You Me by Julie Jordan Scott When you feel lonely I want to keep you company When you feel sad I want to bring a smile to your face When you are laughing I want to laugh alongside you When you are feeling great I want to be your cheerleader When you are hungry I want to make your food When you are weary I want to give you rest When you want to dance I want to be your partner When you want to fly I want to be right there beside you When you need some loving I want to take you in my arms When you want some comfort, I will bring you soft cozy feelings When you want peaceful solitude I will take you to a quiet haven When you want to feel love like you never have before I want to give you me

Perfect Woman, Perfect Attiude.....lol
1. I'll swallow it all, I love the taste. 2. Are you sure you've had enough to drink? 3. I'm bored. Let's shave my pussy! 4. Shouldn't you be down at the bar with your buddies? 5. That was a great fart! Do another one. 6. I've decided to stop wearing clothes around the house. 7. You're so sexy when you're hungover. 8. I'd rather watch football and drink beer with you than go shopping. 9. Let's subscribe to Hustler. 10. Would you like to watch me go down on my girlfriend? 11. Say, let's go down to the mall so you can check out women's asses. 12. I'll be out painting the house. 13. I love it when you play golf on Sundays. I just wish you had time to play on Saturday, too! 14. Honey, our new neighbor's daughter is sunbathing again. Come see! 15. I know it's a lot tighter back there, but would you please try again? 16. No, no....I'll take the car to have the oil changed. 17. Your mother is way better than mine. 18. Do me a favor. Forget the stupid Valentine's Day thing and

I Am So Proud
Last night my kindergarten daughter, just finished her last book in first grade hooked on phonics. She is reading at a first grade level now and it makes me so proud. starting Monday we are starting second grade hooked on phonics. She loves to read and is trying so hard so that she can read on her own. The teachers are all so amazed at how smart she is and says that she is well advanced for her age. She is always trying to learn new things and if she keeps going by the end of elementary school she will be reading well over a sixth grade level. I am talking to the teacher today to see if they can give her a little more difficult books to read since she has mastered all the easy ones. I dont want her to get bored. I am the most proudest mom in the whole world.

It's Almost Here.......another Life These Days Type Thing
Well folks, it's almost that time of year. My daughter turns a year old in march. Man, where did the time go. I mean it seems like i JUST had her yesterday. She's already "walking" with some assistance and it just takes me by surprise that not only that she is walking but that she is growing up so damn fast. I love being a mother and I am so glad that I met the man of my dreams and he gave me another one of my dreams. I mean hell, me and my hubby have been married almost 2 years now. But anyway, back to the little one. She's growing up so fast. Her "teacher" at my GED school is in shock that Becca is walking. As a matter of fact, all the ladies at Promise Village can't believe it. Speaking of school, I am just a month away from going to take my GED test and I am excited. I plan on going to Central Florida Community College in the fall. I'm going to be going for an Associate in Arts Degree in Computer Science. I'm really excited. My life has turned out DAMN good. I have everything that

Easy Eneagram Test
Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test... 5 - the ObserverThanks for taking the test ! you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker"). "I need to understand the world" Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful. How to Get Along with Me Be independent, not clingy. Speak in a straightforward and brief manner. I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts. Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable. Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity. If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place. don't come on like a bulldozer. Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy. What I Like Abou

Congrats Dani!!!
Dani~DJ Lush got the spotlight!!!! And she has Auto 11's activated!!! Go show this amazing gal lots of love! R/F/A her!! Rate her pics! Rate her stash!! Don't forget to bling and crush her!! You can find this amazing woman at Dirty Deeds Radio Congrats Dani!!!

My Life
I Know none of the people on here. really quite intriguing. I like it. So tell me what you think be honest.. No need to lie really. Were never going to meet eachother so why not. The Name is Annie.. Yes chris you already knew that.. (no chris is not my bf) anyway I like pink. I am a nympho.. Figured ud like that. Anyway.. Im not seeking help for my condition I just look it as a good cardio work out no harm done. lol well no harm has been done. I can controll it and just take it out on my bf. Yep he loves me. Why wouldnt he. haha. Im not your average girl I think I can honestly say. I really honestly think im a dude trapped in a girls body. That happens to have big boobs... thank you all for pointing them out cause I didnt even notice they were there! wow weird. So therefore I am BI.. yep real bi not im a drunk whore I think ill get with a girl but only when im drunk kind of bi.. I also enjoy long walks on the beach.. JK no when im at the beach I enjoy Skim boarding. You know your

A New Day. Happy Friday
Good Morning and happy Friday. Due to my goofy ass flying south early in the morning and I do not want to leave on a sour note of me bitching about this or that. Lord knows I can and our great Governor Jenny G light my butt on fire this morning however no more then Gary, Indiana’s Gov has done to his constituents and for these stories…just look them up and you will see what I am talking about. Gee wiz even when I try to be all suave and debonair I come across as tyrant. So I am changing right now. Well soon… oh hell I can’t change! That is my MO! Well perhaps this will help put a warm and fuzzy feeling on you. I received this from a long time email pal here in the great state of Michigan. It is a song derived up from Americans. Called born again American. I know, hang on give the song a chance and you will see the message, we need to reach up and learn to live, learn to stop bitching about who has more and who is sucking bilge water. I am by no means doning the cloth or preaching

Respect People For Who They Are
People shouldnt be judge on the base of their looks. not the size of the tits, how big dick or the body mass and shape. people should be judge on the actions they give out towards them self and other people... i know i am not perfect i have judge people with out knowing them.. if we want to change who we are as a person as a human race, we must change are self to better are self than work on other..I respect those who respect me as a person.. please dont call me hot or sexy to me it degrading towards me and dont like at all.just say handsome beautiful gorgeous just not HOT or SEXY.. respect me and i shall respect you.. disrespect me and will see why they call me the Absinthe Prince..

Is It Worth It?
I'm 26 yrs old and a single mom of three great kids. I'm really starting to wounder if finding the right person is worth anything at all. I've been a single mother for awhile my kids seem happy this way,it's me that misses the contact and stuff a partner brings,but it doesn't seem worth all the trouble anymore trying to wait or find someone right.I feel I'm a good person and woman, I have never done a man wrong,yet i get hurt or just dumped on by this thing called love. I have old fashion values and yes I'm a flirt,but when I'm with someone I'm all theres.Yes I have more guy friends then chick friends,but they understand they are just my friends. Guess i'm done going on and on.

Tired Of @#$%$
all my life ive had nothing but hatred for everyone,you looked at me wrong i stright fuck you up,im still that way i just hate fucking ppl i wish theyd all get slaughtered and with that been said i just dont have anything nice to say to ppl they can all die and fuck a duck for alli care but one thing is sure no mother fucker in this world can replace the effects that i can have on ppl,i love turning ppl into haters like my self and my plague will spread like a disease and infect everyone, hahahahahahahah you cant stop this flow of evil that i bring.

My Definition Of Real
Ok. Here's the deal. I have removed from my "family" those who have solicited bling from me and those who are jealous of who I bling. Anybody else has actually talked to me, seemed like they really want to know me and seem really interested. I am always looking for REAL which in my terms is: 1. Those who don't take life too seriously who realize there is enough problems with life as it is and just want to have fun. 2. Those who don't "hint" that they want something. 3. Those whom I easily connect with. 4. The few Old Souls here. 5. Those who are not envious over a stupid website. The rest I really don't think we will connect. I make NO promises from Iraq. If I lose anyone it's your loss because you did not see far enough into me. I would bling people because I can't rate pics. When I have real internet again I will level people the old fashioned way

You Ask Why
you ask me why i love you and i tell you because the way you talk the way you walk how you smile how just the slightest touch can send my heart spinning or how one kiss can make me feel like the only person on earth next to you how your smile can melt away all the bad things that have happened how the fact that your not perfect makes you even more perfect how cute you are when you tell me that i am stubborn or how beautiful you are when you are vulnerable how each and everyday since we first met your the first thought on my mind and last thought before i sleep or maybe its because the way you make me feel each day by just being here and saying hi or maybe its because you are the most beautiful person i have seen in my life and i want to be surrounded by your beauty each moment of each day until i live no more yes its all of the above

A Racism Full Of Day!!!
So I'm on here at 3am one day, and suddenly out of the blue, My shoutbox blows up... here's the conversation I had with a gentleperson named 'I-HATE-NIGGERS' *(He's a coward who constantly changes his name but here's a page link. http://www.fubar.com/user/1836691) ->Mr. Sinnis...: Sigh... Look, I -demand- a higher calibur of insult... Faggot is so... 8th grade... you -gotta- do better... I got a reputation to uphold here... Mr. Sinnis...: FAGGOT!!! ->Mr. Sinnis...: ROTFL Wow, you are a very special person... ->Mr. Sinnis...: Oh, did you block me? ->Mr. Sinnis...: Ahh, the truth comes out now... Did I have sex with your fine upstanding wife/mother/sister? Sorry about that... can we be friends now? I note that it was at this point he decided to change his name to Mr.Sinnister is a faggot. I-HATE-NIG...: GO FUCK YOURSELF NIGGER!!! ->I-HATE-NIG...: You people are -so- senstive... OOOIH I DIDN"T MEAN YOU PEOPLE!!! ->I-HATE-NIG...: Where'd you go? Oh, still looking u

Thinking Again
i have been asking myself recently what is life supposed to be like is there some secret to how all this works because i cant seem to get somethings right and i wonder if its me or is it everyone else i seem to keep chasing certain things that i cant seem to grasp and the more i chase the more it seems to elude me i wonder if its just the chase that seems to keep me doing it or maybe because its easy that way i know i wont catch it so why not chase and ask dumb ass questions as to why i dont catch it lol i wonder if that is what things are about chasing what you cant have because once in a while you get it but then you realize the chase wasnt worth it anyways and why do we always do things the hard way so as i sit and get in touch with more of my feelings and try to understand why people do the things they do i am gonna just keep being honest about what i feel even if i dont understand what it is or how life is supposed to work cause if it was easy i wouldnt be nearly as much fun as i

Friends
Today's Message of the Day is: Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2009, even me. If you get 3 back, you are a great friend. Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we should dance.

Bittersweet...
A bittersweet potion like the bittersweet love we share. Killing us softly from inside our hearts. Don't deny your own, you merely lost it a long time ago. I still want to be by your side whatever happens to me to you to us...

What It Means To Me
What L.O.V.E means to me: L=Longing for that one special person with all you have, heart and soul, O=Over everyone else that ever came before or will ever come after, V=Victorious over everything because you're with them, E=Excited that you are a part of their life for the rest of your life

When?
Im pretty much praying that tomorrow is a better day. between my back really bothering me and drama I really feel like giving up. Not that anyone is going to read my rant but hey maybe I'll feel better. I really just dont know what else to do. I shouldnt let 1 person get away with murder. well not killing me but close enough, killing my spirit and joy to be happy. although Im sure thats the master plan. sadly enough its starting to work. I really dont know how much more of the foolishness I can stand. I mean when is enough enough. between all the ex's I've had I think this one takes the cake. hell this prick takes the ice cream too. how low is someone willing to go over rejection. it makes me sick to my stomach. maybe coming back to fubar was a dumb idea. who knows

To All Fubarians
this saturday i will have auto 11's .... have lots of pics to rate and giving away 250k to the person that gets me to disiple and who knows there might even be a bling in it for you so if you are willing to help and will return the love for all of you that i have showed mass love to plz do and then when you rate send me a pm and i will hit ya up again.... Since none of you can return the love don't shoutbox me no more telling me that you have autos on and that you will return the love since you all are selfish and only do for you the only ones i will help from now on are the ppl that make an honest effort to return the love and obvious yall don't care about helping others just yourself

What's Your Kink Spectrum, Hmm?
Your result for The Kink Spectrum Analysis Test... Blue (450 nm)You scored 65% self-confidence and 60% bandwidth! Wow! You have quite a big repertoire when it comes to kinky sex. And you're probably also willing to play on either side of the fence. You should look for another Blue, or an Ultraviolet if you want to broaden your horizon. Greens may be okay as well but will probably bore you after a while. Reds are too vanilla for you. But I promised you a more detailed analysis, so here it is. Note that most scales are twofold: There are separate values for giving (active) and receiving (passive). If you scored high on one of them, you should look for a partner who scored high on the other. If you scored high on both of them, go for someone who is similar (or for multiple partners if you're into that). If you scored low on both, this probably is not your kind of kink. You scored 92% giving and 46% receiving on oral. You scored 89% giving and 50% receiving on

Women
women are complicated, they tell you one thing, they mean something else, they say they love you, but do they really, they tell you something, but tell others something else, they say call, you call no answer, they say the right things to you, but then dont follow through, what should i do, worry or not worry, you decide, im out. peace all bedrock

Its Not Over Till Sunset On The World
nothing in life is final ...and timing is everything, though we may not be in the field, we are in the stars, laughing at each other when the rest of the world is crying, crying for our world when all we should be doing is smiling ..."everything happens for a reason" she said ... and i say "nothing reasonable happens"

A Lesson In Love
when push comes to shovel, we bury this...try to forget what we could not remember in the first place....watching the clock as we run out of time.....thinking of ways to pause....running backwards, trying to put the world in reverse, meanwhile not looking where we are goin......crashing into everything in our way, we decide now is the time to turn and face it...and thats when it hits us square in the fucking jaw......love hurts.....lights out.....fade to black ...only to come to to the face of a stranger....a stranger we have met before......" my name is forgiveness" it will say to us.....and the only thing we can say back is "sorry"......love is humble....hit your fucking knees......scrapes and cuts and bruises...bleeding hearts for the bleeding souls....asking not for pity...but for sweet release....release into the arms of another..to feel what they see in you...and to know its ok.....love is beautifull...count your fucking blessings

The Most Beautifull Nightmare
Everything is still......the trees are not swaying, birds paused in mid flight, people frozen in their mundane existence, the world itself has stopped turning. I suddenly feel as if I am being pulled through a wall. “Hello, Beau.” I turn slowly and look, although I didn’t want to. I couldn’t help myself, something about the voice, like a choir of angels, but something a little more sinister." how do you know my name? “I asked, very much afraid of the answer.” I know the name of everything I own, "she said.” what do you mean? “What she said next put the rest of my life in motion. “You belong to me, or rather a piece of you does. “She held out her right hand, which was covered in blood “this is your heart, your world, and I hold it in my hand. I control its fate, your fate." as she said the words I felt a pain unlike any other I had ever felt. With tears in my eyes, clutching my fist against my chest in agony, I asked “where do you keep your heart then?” her eyes turned, from the piercin

Hi
I'm just one of those assholes that people like more than you. LOL. I thought it was funny. Be happy if your friends don't like me, and I don't want to be around them. It works better for you. That way you don't have to be jealous if your friends end up likeing me. It may not happen often, but there's always that weird chance. Perspective taking is a good skill. Try it more. I rather didn't like " the secret " when I watched it. It's a lot of bullshit. Well, atleast their reasoning behind it is bullshit. It's about self-fullfilling prophecies. That's it in a nutshell. People will likely act according to how you treat them. You treat them like an asshole, they will probably act like that. Who's happy and nice when the person they are talking to is treating them like they are an asshole? There's probably some people, like customer relations or whatever that are paid to do that shit. But just take a step back to think about it. People often rise, or lower, to your e

Life
I GIVE UP!! Today was almost a good day then she goes and pisses me off.... Maybe I am just being silly, maybe I am just over reacting, but I am tired of trying to be nice through this whole separation/break-up whatever it is and I have caught nothing but BS for all my efforts so you know what .... I GIVE UP!!! I only have one wish and that is for both she and I to get past our selfish reasons for all this crap and just make up, but it seems that that is not the case. For whatever convictions she may have for staying away and my stubborn headedness we can never resolve anything. All I wanna do is talk something out and all she does is complain about her headaches, call me a little insensitive if you want it is just that i don't feel a headache is a good enough reason to avoid an important matter. Also, I am no help with my lack of patience and I admit that. So in truth I GIVE UP!!! If any of you out there know who we really are you know that she is the most understanding, gi

March Of June
Spread your eyes to see clearly the reality to make this real. Let focus go from your deceiving eyes to know whats be conceived. Toxic engaged into the memory of rational systematic denial of the crystal light. Fist full of Novocain. Relapse controlled by the output. Cut your eyes out to see clearly, the reality to make this real. To see the hidden word, we've all been blinded, subjects of a sacred world, to see the fine grain. Void of life in illusion filtered to this frail substance. Take the first out, examined systematic one thing at a time. The harder you pull, the tighter the cord becomes. Except the initial verse and let the pain go. Let this become reality, oh what a fool you have been. Misinformation in translation, the context in the index slipping through the hands of only a human mistake. Settle in the completion of this disintegration. Ruin in the collapse. In the valley of light there is dust, in the depths of the shadow, there is light. Squint your eyes to see clearly, t

What Is My Story?
What is my story? I subconsciously scan the self written chapters that make up the ongoing book of my life. I cringe as I skim over all of my past mistakes. I ashamedly pause on each one, questioning whether or not any of them were ever worth it. It was a stupid question really. I already knew the answer. Each and every one of them were apart of the person I am now. I sit and read and reread the humorous parts and laugh at myself wondering why I never wrote a best selling novel out of those particular chapters! Then...there are the sad parts. With in these chapters I can still feel the tinges of hurt, resentment and tears and I fight back the urge to ask why? I already know the answer to this question too. There are so many chapters...preserving so many memories, experiences, and moments in time. But as I look back, one question keeps arising in the back of my mind: Has my story touched anyone else’s life? There are so many people who have made their way into the chapters of my life’s

Love Song
I love to fuck up songs...HEEhee. I'm good at it, too. So good I'm bad. I mean, AWFUL. Case in point, here is my latest love song, very romantic.... To the tune of Winter Wonderland... I really shouldn't be doing this without a copyright, but I trust my Fubar friends.. Hey there girl, I been thinkin', That I bet you been drinkin' I see yer a ho, but I bet you don't know Yer walkin' round with jism in yer hair. She said "In the alley we can score some blow, man! And a jug of wine to wash it down!" Later on, we'll ask him for some credit, He'll say "Get a better job then come around!" Later on we'll retire, and convulse and perspire, The coke is all gone, but we'll get along, and you've still got that jism in yer hair! Hey, I've got my revolver! It's a real problem solver! We'll walk in the store, Holler 'Get on the floor!' In a week we'll both have jism in our hair.

Kink Spectrum Analysi
Longcat is looooong...just like this test. Your result for The Kink Spectrum Analysis Test... Green (530 nm)You scored 43% self-confidence and 44% bandwidth! Not bad! You're probably not willing to try everything, but you have quite a few kinks. Or you strongly prefer one side of the fence. Look for another Green, or a Blue if you feel adventurous. Reds may be okay as well if they share one or two of your likings (see below). But stay away from Ultraviolets unless you want to radically spice up your sex life. You've been warned. But I promised you a more detailed analysis, so here it is. Note that most scales are twofold: There are separate values for giving (active) and receiving (passive). If you scored high on one of them, you should look for a partner who scored high on the other. If you scored high on both of them, go for someone who is similar (or for multiple partners if you're into that). If you scored low on both, this probably is not your k

A Short History
The 82nd Airborne Division of the United States Army is an elite airborne infantry division and was constituted in the National Army as the 82nd Division on March 5, 1917. It was organized on March 25, 1917 at Camp Gordon, Georgia. Since members of the division came from all 48 states, the unit was given the nickname "All-American." This is the basis for its famed "AA" shoulder patch. Famous soldiers of the division include Sergeant Alvin C. York, General James M. Gavin, and former Chief Dave Bald Eagle (Sitting Bull grandson). Operation Enduring Freedom: Afghanistan After the September 11, 2001 attacks on the United States, the 82nd's 49th Public Affairs Detachment deployed to Afghanistan in October 2001 along with several individual 82nd soldiers who deployed to the Central Command Area of Responsibility to support combat operations. In June 2002, elements of the Division Headquarters and 3rd Brigade deployed to Afghanistan in support of Operation Enduring Freedom. In Januar

Here Are Some Videos In Order After Meds Given
Watch the progress :p Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic And he came thru it fine and no complaints :D

Aint It A Kick... In The Head?
I keep getting kicked in the face. I'm not sure if its anything I did wrong or if it was a gap in my defenses I might just be too abrupt too direct too used to headbutting feet to solve my problems. I'd scratch my head and nonchalantly tell you I can't help it. I have a high IQ, but I tell you sometimes I can be pretty stupid. ...sorry. Well, I'm not sorry for how I feel. I know I should stick to my good intentions. Not to rush headlong into a blind corner. I'm tipping the soufle'... I know. Putting my cart before my horse. Sorry, I said to wait, I said to know you backwards forwards memorized That's kinda difficult when you're so used to getting kicked in the face. I'm not asking you to love me. Okay... I am, but I shouldn't. It's that pesky dichotomy of mine flaring up again. The part of my soul that wants you is certainly louder. The part of me that does the right thing, through the right channels- I think is on vacation this week.

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Near To You
He and I had something beautiful But so disfunctional, it couldn't last I loved him so but I let him go 'Cause I knew he'd never love me back Such pain as this Shouldn't have to be experienced I'm still reeling from the loss, Still a little bit delirious Near to you, I am healing But it's taking so long 'Cause though he's gone And you are wonderful It's hard to move on Yet, I'm better near to you. You and I have something different And I'm enjoying it cautiously I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard To get back to who I used to be He's disappearing Fading steadily And I'm so close to being yours Won't you stay with me? Please 'Cause near to you, I am healing But it's taking so long 'Cause though he's gone And you are wonderful It's hard to move on Yet, I'm better near to you. I only know that I am Better where you are I only know that I am Better where you are I only know that I belong Where you are Near to you, I am healing Bu

10 1/2 Weeks Left And Counting
I so forget that I even have this account. Seems like everyone that I truely know doesn't even hang out on here anymore. The new love of my life ( and hopefully the one that will stick around forever) , is currently "playing" in the sand. Sigh. Oh ! The 10 1/2 weeks left and counting thing? I've got just about that long left of this pregnancy. Possibly less than that. I know that it's a girl. But, her name isnt going to be Annastacia Elizabeth as I had originally planned. Her name is going to be Rose Elizabeth Schroeder. I'm going to be an aunt very soon as well ( finally ). Things are really begining to look up around here. Just wishing i weren't sick right now. That's the only thing bad about working in an office. You tend to share much more than a few laughs and jokes. GERMS ARE EVERYWHERE!!!!

Hope For The Hopeless
Stitch in your knitted brow And you don't know how You're gonna get it out Crushed under heavy chest Trying to catch your breath But it always beats you by a step, all right now Making the best of it Playing the hand you get You're not alone in this There's hope for the hopeless There's hope for the hopeless There's hope Cold in a summer breeze Yeah, you're shivering On your bended knee Still, when you're heart is sore And the heavens pour Like a willow bending with the storm, you'll make it Running against the wind Playing the cards you get Something is bound to give There's hope for the hopeless There's hope for the hopeless There's hope There's hope There's hope There's hope

A Fine Frenzy
Don't know what to do anymore I've lost the only love worth fighting for I'll drown in my tear storming sea That would show you, that would make you hurt like me All the same I don't want mudslinging games It's such a shame To let you walk away Is there a chance? A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel? A reason to fight? Is there a chance you may change your mind? Or are we ashes and wine? Don't know if our fate's already sealed This day's spinning circus on a wheel I'm I'll with the thought of your kiss Coffee laced intoxicating on her lips Shut it out I've got no claim on you now Not allowed to wear your freedom down Is there a chance? A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel? A reason to fight? Is there a chance you may change your mind? Or are we ashes and wine? I'll tear myself away If that is what you need There is nothing left to say But Is there a chance? A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel? A reason to fight? Is

Greeting's From Ohio
Well our move went really smooth. We've spent the past few days unpacking, cleaning & Rearranging our room. Things have been really good - except my new transfer kinda fell through the Manager can only give me like 5hrs b/c it's so slow then she will put me on for Seasonal so I gotta find another job. I've been looking alredy. I was a lil upset but I know wwe will get through this!! I'm just so excited we're finally living together... :)

Family Thunder (poem)
The rain fall hard on thoughts of dought! After a huge family fight, Let the lightning roll & the thunder raw hard, The Tiger may be leiving or beliving, SilverRain: vamp hun I'm gonna read a blog real quick As the clock slows down , upon this frightfull Night, Whether they win or lose nobody knows, They'll soon be replaced by doves off white, With the bats flittering bye , there wings as black as black, As the fight is finished one is thinking of taking flight, Or jumped the gun & ran upon skates of ice, are on earth, why would I feel so alone? Its night upon time they had some fun, As the stars lie glistening in the deep dark empty sky, Flying off on bead off gold , glinting unto the sun Whether they fly or whether they fall one can not predict Theres white angels somewhere glinting in the light Upon the deepst of Darkest Nights As the silver moon rises

Doin'betta
i started studying my stuff...lucked out the free bookstore. got recognition from the big wigs and afros at my job cuz i did something that i like to do on my own to help the children. my oldest talked to me without her feeling persecuted...lol

Proud To Be An Okie..lol
Proud to be an OKIE! Body: These really sum up Oklahoma ....love it or leave it we are who we are. This is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about folks from Oklahoma : If someone in a Lowe's store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Oklahoma If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Oklahoma If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Oklahoma If 'vacation' mean..s going anywhere south of Dallas for the weekend, you may live in Oklahoma If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Oklahoma If you say Fixin to, a walla go and ya'll because you heard it from the teacher in school you may live in Oklahoma . If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Oklahoma If you install security lights on your house and garage, but leave both unlocked, you may live in Oklahoma If you carry jumper cables in your ca

The Best Red On Fubar
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Not Right.
Something's not right here these days and I really can't put my finger on it. I can smell a whole lot of shady going on though that much I do know, what it will take to get to the bottom of it well, that remains to be seen...thanks to everyone who's sent info...I do appreciate it, it will be out there once I put it together...and ya'll know I always do :D....peace

Vows I Want Said...
Wise words of Leo Buscaglia that I want in my vows... I will remember to communicate my joy as well as my despair so that we can know each other better. I will not demand perfection of you until I am perfect. I will share the beauty of the world with you. Each day I will remind myself to reach out and touch you gently with my words with my eyes and with my fingers because i don't want to miss feeling you. Each day I will dedicate myself to the process of being a lover and then see what happens. Our love is life.

Huggabl Loveable Auto 11 - Plz Help To Prophet 2 Mil (tysm Chris, Ur Such A Sweetheart)
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Sexting And Fights And Fear, Oh My!
I watched the local news for 7 minutes. During that time I was told about 6th graders - a boy and a girl - sending inappropriate text pictures to each other. I was told about fights at a sporting event. I was told about the impeachment of a governor for abusing his - allegedly, (criminal trial to follow) - power and trying to sell a senate seat, and finally I was told about a family having all their utilities shut off in the middle of a frigid winter - and it was an error on the part of the company and government service agencies. That was enough for me. Prior to that I watched a new batch of hopeful singers trying to win a place on American Idol, and then I watched the ever passionate and borderline abusive Chef Ramsey masticating for his American audience in Hell's Kitchen. I have a few ideas that could help everything. 1. Parents - cancel the multi-media aspects of your children's phone. If they cannot send or receive pictures, they will not do what nature tells them to