Lost Angel's blog: "The world of an innocent tease"

So Yeah.. here recently.. I have been nociting the top couple questions asked are Are you married.. and if you have kids. OK.. So I am Unmarrieed.. This being said.. People start acting like there is somethign wrong with that.. Or like there is something wrong with me. First off.. I believe I need to be financially able to handle kids.. and right now.. I can afford myself.. my bills and whatever.. Added expenses are a little hard right now. But paying off debt is like. The fact I am unmarried might be because I have not found that guy.. the one I am suppoesed to be with forever.. Maybe I am picky.. and Want the movie moments.. the sweetheartness.. the fact I have not been able to trust guys.. because of the games people play.. GRANTED girls are not much better... But thats for another rant and rave! I just wanna know since when was it a bad thing to wait to have kids or be unmarried!!! Last time I knew that was a good thing.. but here lately... Thinking maybe it is wrong.. Maybe that is the thing...

Daily Overview for December 18, 2007 Provided by Astrology.com Daily Extended Forecast Quickie: Spend less time with your nose in work, and more time with your head in the clouds. Go figure I am at work.. WORKING LOL

Every other memory is of you every memory that is bad I dont remember the good stuff I am here in this place So Alone so Confused so amused Every other memory is of you the good the bad the in between Every other memory is of you Every memory that is good I dont remember the bad I am here in a place so in love so happy so interested in more Every other memory is of you I wrote this a few years ago.. It was about a first love. or it could be about someone who taught you so much. abour life.. about who you are as a person. So I ask this.. Does anyone ever feel like this??

You're in a good position to get your way with the boss or that one cutie -- but only if you can wait them out! Your patience is far from legendary, but you can pull it off if you really want to. Ok so I am bored today.. So I look at this.. and think about it.. HMMMM I dont have patience.. Never have.. That could explain so much about me as a person.. I try to be patient.. but it just seem to work..

OK.. Just so people will get it.. I will not post any "dirty pictures" on here.. Nor will I send them to you privately. If you want a view webcam I will NOT TAKE OFF ANY CLOTHING YOU WILL SEE ME>> MY FACE>> MY SMILE. If I decide to dig the stupid thing out. I am not saying those bad photos are bad or whatever.. there just not me.. I will be true to myself.. and follow what I believe to be moral and true. SO PLEASE STOP ASKING!

People suck.. Especially those who pretend to be your friend.. Someone who is now distant memory wont leave me alone.. I walk away and he puts me down for it.. Calls me names.. and just is being a real jerk.. Why cant he take the clue I just dont want to talk to him.. I delelted his number and yet he still texts me.. Deleted him and blocked him.. on e-mail and all that.. but he still is contacting me.. GRR any advice>>?

OK I know I am not the most mature person in the world. .and I know I am not perfect by any means... But gosh darn it.. When your over the age of 20 you should not act like your in Grade school. My ex just gave my number to a bunch of people and said I was worth 20 dollars a night.. and my phone was blowing up last night.. Mind you he is angry because I left him.. But just because your angry that is immature and stupid... Is there such thing as a guy... Who you can just be able to trust.. and be able to talk to... and be able to be a kid with.. .and an adult... GRRRRRRRR

There was a survey I just did.. that most of you wont read.. but more might read this one... [09] Do you believe the statement, once a cheater always a cheater? I dont.... because people do have the ability to change.. they or most people choose to not to.. cause its easier.. doing what is expected.. Everyone has the chance to be something better than what they are... I will say this.. I cheated once... and I told my boyfriend at the time I did.. that was harder than hell to go through,... I learned from it.. Its easier telling the person you dont wanna be with them.. (now I know I dont do that step the right way a lot of the times.. but its something I working on..) So if your a person who people deem you to the once a cheater always a cheater... You should shock them.. know you have the power to change yourself.. and know you can do it.. dont always do what is expected.... then and only then... you will find out who you truly are..