I'm Stuck in this nothingness. Between a world of broken and fixed dreams. My Life is shattered like a mirror. The scars may never heal. Forever saddened I shall never be whole. The pain is too real. I just wanna go. How can you say you really care. When the mask you wear is in plain sight. I never see day. I live in eternal night. I am my worse enemy. My thoughts hurt the most. Say what you want. Your taunts are a joke. I laugh at your thoughts of caring you thought you played me so well. You should get a award for the acting job you did. Ha Ha. I live by no rules. So forget your laws. I am chaos incarnate. I was built on flaws. Don't tell me I can talk about it. I don't want your calls. Don't say you love me that's a joke I don't want to hear. It was never funny the first 20 or so times I heard it do you actually think it is now. I am the king of desolation. I seem crazy because I'm normal. Can you look in the mirror yourself and say your perfectly normal. Come on I dare you try it one time. I guarantee You'll hate the results. How can we be so happy when the world is filled with wars. You gripe and complain about how the world isn't perfect. Well I am doing something about it. I am standing to fight. If I got to stand by myself then it's alright. I am not scared. At least I'm trying, That is more than I can say about you as you run away and cry. So go ahead and cry. It won't help in the end. Only when you join me will we have the chance to win. You might think I'm losing my wits but that is far from untrue. I'm really just giving up on drama and BS because I can see right through. I am no longer the weak person I was before. I am stronger than you know. You can't look in my eyes and read what's in my heart. Go ahead and try it you'll just fail before you start.
Love Is not a object. Love is not a scam. Love is not something you can't see. Love you can't hold in your hand. Love is not a scent or something you can taste. Love is not a emotion. It was all part of the master plan. To truly love is give yourself 100% away. You can't just give 50 and think to receive the same thing. Love is something great. It more powerful than a sword. If you showed someone you loved them maybe your love would grow.The reason why this world is hateful because so many go for that. Maybe if we can remind them. Then maybe just maybe they can begin to care. The world was created out of love but evolution taught us to hate. So why can't we love again if we're a ever changing race. Instead of 1 day a yr why don't we try 365. I know this world would be better off if we all remembered What Love Is.
The hours count down like clockwork. 12 to 1 and so on and so forth. The darkness tries to conquer me but it can't succeed. I will not be defeated. It has no hold on me. Go try me if you dare. You will fail. I am the Light That always prevails. Sorry I can't lose. I Laugh in the face of danger. So that means I laugh at you. Bring the hate. I can take it. Your just my biggest fans. You know you can't win so no reason to lie. I am the king of all I see and if I don't see it I just take a step forward and then I run that. So what are you gonna do. I am the definition of real you just the fakest of the fake. So to my haters where ever you are Thank you for the hate, Without you I wouldn't be where I am today.
I am a one winged angel. Broken but still beautiful. Yes I have feelings. That is why I am pure. It hurts me when you do. So please don't cry when you sleep. I only want your happiness. Then for once I'll sleep. I am stranger in this world. I am as deep as they come. I rather stand up and fight then take off and run. Yes there is someone better than me but few that care like I do. So I stand here by myself waiting for a clue. Life will always be a mystery. There new questions around every corner. It seems like when you answer one. The next hits one you harder. so smile little one smile and dream that loving dream. For one day you could be beautiful like me: A Angel With One Wing
I wallow in self pity. I feel nothing but pain. Every time I try to be grounded I fall flat on my face. My life has no meaning. I'm lost without a clue. I'm not true with myself so what can I do. I can't seem to sleep. My soul you can keep. I don't need it anyway. I'm to empty to think. I am on the brink. Who gives a damn about me. That's the question without a answer It's rhetorical in theory. Another one of life's mysteries. Why am I like this. Why do I care, without my friends & family support I am half of what I can be. I am like a torn picture. No beauty is within me. I am ugly and scarred. No reason to seek. I am another of America's youth no voice to speak. So what if I lived 26 yrs. It was all a waste. I will never be happy. I will never have a taste. I am in a chase with the life I could have. It stays one step ahead I will never catch it you see. Wish me good luck if you want. It's all wishful thinking for I am broken you see.
The Tides That Bind And The Pain That Comes Is Like The Sun Setting And The Moon Rising. Where The Darkness Begins And The Light Ends Is A Ever Revolving Cycle Forevermore. Close Your Eyes, Go To Sleep, And Dream That Ever Loving Dream. As You Awaken Begin Anew, Smile, And Enjoy The Beauty of The Morning Dew. Because Each Day Is Never Promised But It Is Never A Curse. When In Actually It Is A Blessing When You Look In The Mirror. Because As The Day Ends, So Shall Your Life So Make The Best Of It In All You Do. Doesn't Matter If It Is A Picnic In The Park Or A Walk In The Rain Each Life Is A Blessing In It's Own Way. So As You Grow And Get Closer To Death. Think Of It As Another Journey That Is A Blessing Because One Day The Moon Will Fall And The Sun Will Rise The Tides Will Break And The Pain Will Come Nevermore.
I try to cry but I can't. The pain I feel is choking me. I lost something that is so real, I think I lost the power to feel. No It's A dream, It Can't Be real, Everyone is lying, It Can't be, Why did the phone ring that night, F*ck you don't talk to me. My heart is shattered, I lost the will to fight, I hated God for taking my light. Who can I talk to now, Another candle got blown out. I just want to shout F the World. No reason to be the same as I was. My bro is gone. He was the only one I could trust. So what if he is in a better place I need him here. My life is in shambles it's like a dead rose. The Pain I Feel No One Knows. But Then It Hits Me. He Never Really Left He's Still Here. In My Heart, My Memories, And With The Impact He Left On Others, I Just Have To Know How To Listen, I Have A Angel Always With Me, All I Got To Do Is Talk And He'll Listen, He May Not Be Able To Talk Back Like I Want But He'll Talk Back In His Own Way. So I Breakdown and Shed My Tears But With A Smile On My Face, Close The Umbrella And Step Out Into The Light Of A New Day. I Love You Bro R.I.P.
I Ask You Now What Is More Powerful Than A Action. It Is That Of The Spoken Word. Words Affect Everything We Do. Rather It Be Love Or Hate. Happy Or Sad. Mad Or Glad. Words Can Hurt More Than Bullets More Than Sickness And Can Lead To Death. Wars Are Started And Ended By Words. Mothers Cry Children Die Because Of Words. Love Comes And Love Goes Because Of Words. Just Depends On How You Put It. So End The Hate And Tell Someone That You Care Because Only You Have The The Power To Change Someone's Life With The Power Of The Spoken Word.
I'm So Tired I can't Sleep. I Choke Every Time I Try To Breathe. I Am In Way To Deep. Why Am I Falling From Grace. I Stubble Every time I Join The Race. I Am Like A Beat Without Bass. All I Want Is A Taste. I Will Never Be Free. The Chains Bind Me Holding Me Down. Never Letting Me Obtain The Crown. Where Is My Salvation That I Deserve. I Just Want To Fly To The Sky So High. Just One Time I Want To Reach Cloud Nine. But I Keep Fighting. I Will Never Surrender. I Am To Strong To Give Up. My Will Can't Be Broke. I May Be A Picture Torn. I'm Like A Rose With A Thorn. But As Long As My Friends Continue To Care. I Will Continue To Be Strong. I Will Continue Down The Trail. Down TO Salvation Row.
As I grow older I always come to ponder what is a dream exactly. Is it a reflection of the past or a window to the future? A Window Of Things To Come And if you don't change it could be be what your life will become if you stay on the path you are on.
Dreams can also manifest when you keep your feelings inside and never talk about them so you think about them while you sleep and for some strange reason they come to you in pictures or actions instead of a simple thought like when your fully awake during the day.
Like For Example if you have feelings for someone you might have a dream about having adult relations with that person or losing that person depending on what feelings you are having for that person.
Dreams Could also be a way of preparing you for something that is about happen like if you have a dream about someone close dying it could be a message telling you to spend time with them or just tell them you love them and that you care for them.
Dreams can also be a goal that you have set for yourself. Like for example if you dream of being a famous musician or athlete and if you know you have the willpower and talent to do it you might use that dream to work hard to make that dream a reality so you can live a happy and wonderful life. The kind of life everyone deserves to live. A Life where you don't have to worry about getting behind on bills or anything because a hard knock life is a tough life to live and nobody deserves a life like that. A life where a family has to struggle to put food on the table, shoes their kids feet, clothes on their back, or to provide their kids with a good education all through High School to their college years.
Dreams can also be used to scare you when you have a lot of negativity or low self esteem which is called a nightmare. Nightmares can be a fictional character or a situation like when your a young child who doesn't know the difference between real and make believe & watch a scary movie. Or another situation can arise where you maybe might be addicted to something or feel guilt for something you did. Like for example if you were addicted to a hard drug you might have a nightmare on what you will look like in 10, 20, or 30, yrs you might have a nightmare to scare you off that path.
So in closing it's ok to have dreams because dreams is what makes you a person. Dreams is what every country and idea is based on. Dream are free they are not taxed by your government. They can't be taken away they are your to do with whatever you see fit. So Dream My Little One Dream.
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