Life has changed quite considerably since my last post almost 2 yrs ago. I can honestly say I am VeRY happy. There may be times here and there that it don't feel like it, but that's because life has put some kind of obstacle in the way. So instead of figuring out how to get past it I dwell on it and end up taking it out on the wrong ppl. Most of my issues are my insecurities...I want to be loved completely, not loved for a few months then have it die off just to return in a couple months. I want it all and I happen to want it now. I know I can give it my all, but can anyone else. Is it ok for life to be just mediocre..I don't think so!! Either you are 100% happy or your not and hopefully if you're not then it needs to be fixed! I know that I am 100% in this and happy!! Ok well that's it for now!!