Choking Fool
why did you care
when i was giving my heart away
to one with tragic false promises
why did you listen
when i brought tears again
to your arms
why did you wake
reaching for this
why aren't you afraid
of the nightmare we were
nothing has changed
i am what i was when we met
choking on questions
without answers
mourning the love that doesn't linger
the hot heart that freezes over
the impossible dream that lingers
the sorrow of love in an empty life
why haven't you shut the door on me?
as big a fool as any
with a masochistic heart
j.t.c.
