Someone very close to me, once told me something. I still hear his word in the back of my mind every day; "No guy will ever be worth your time untill they are in that driveway with their arms around you. Not over the phone. Not over the computer."
Thanks Arjay! I miss you!


About Me:
Name's Lucy, im 23, I'm bi... GET OVER IT! I'm a total CUNT. I can go from 0 to CUNT in 2.3 seonds. fuck wit me and i'll fuckin kill ya.

also fuck with my family and ill fucking slice yer fuckin throat ear to ear. i dont give a fuck. my friends are my fam. my juggalos are my fam.. so again.. fuck wit my fam and i fucking paint your house with your blood. mmfcl to my juggalos...

on a sweeter octave, I LOVE walk-me-downs. gimme 4 or 5 straws and less than 8 seconds and wait 10-15 minutes and bring me another. lol i LOVE komakazi shots! i dont know how to spell that cause i'm usually drunk by the time i order them. lol


Adam can go suck a dick and fuck off for the shit he fuckin did. if you wanna know, hit me up on YIM... or just read the latest blog on my my-space..

i might throw out there that im kinda bipolar.. so back up again we go: I'm tellin you right now, I'm hard to handle, so you better hold on tight.. See I'ma small town girl... this city is a rough n tumble city, it aint meant for small towners but I'ma rough n tumble kinda girl, hell I'm still showin these folks how its done, C0UNtRY StYLE!! YEEHAW!! and also I'm just too much rock for one person so I'll just have to constantly be surrounded by a crowd!


I'm so fed up with everyone around me
No one seems to care
I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change
I'll never be the same
It's always do this, do that, everything they want to
I don't wanna live that way
Every chance they get they're always pushing me away

It's never enough, no it's never enough
No matter what I say
It's never enough, no it's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be

It's all so messed up and no one ever listens
Everyone's deranged
I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change
I wanna lay it all to waste
They're always say this, say that, nothing that you want to
I don't wanna live that way
Every chance they get they're always shoving me aside

It's never enough, no it's never enough
No matter what I say
It's never enough, no it's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be
I'M DONE!

In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete
Drawn only to be washed away
For the time that I've been given
I am what I am

I'd rather hate you for everything you are
Than ever love you for something you are not
I'd rather you hate me for everything I am
Than have you love me for something that I can't


check out my myspace,
http://www.myspace.com/hahaitslala

(when you go to add me, my e-mail is laura.fackler@yahoo.com, and add a note saying you're from fubar.) thanks!