Everything i told you was nothing but the truth
I mean what i said about I’m no good for you
Your world and my world are 2 very different worlds
I can’t change who i am to be accepted within yours
You can’t survive what my world has in store
We both knew what we were from the very beginning
Just 2 people that found each other when it was least expected
The timing was all wrong, you were single.... i wasn’t
I have a daughter and you couldn’t be her father
What’s in my life is nothing but chaos
Unstable and unpredictable something that punishes
For you, you have built a life that is very simple and complex
You have a routine and a plan for what’s ahead
I could never slow down to exist what u have created
You couldn’t keep up with the twists and turns my life throws in
I’m on the go from the time i wake up
You get to rest till you decide times up
You have a job that you go to every day
Which means you are responsible and have discipline
As for me i may be responsible just not in the same way
Discipline well i have none, that’s the problem
Your 5 yr plan i can imagine is full of wonderful successful dreams
Mine is undecided and very sloppy
Everything i have said i mean ever word
I’m no good for you you'll only get hurt
I know we are great together and it seems like this is what you want
But i have this way about me that can blind you from seeing the evil side that is caged up
It’s hard for you to believe that someone like me could be that bad
If i was something different do you think i would let go of this and what we have?
I can see that no matter what you can’t be convinced
It’s worth waiting and fighting for is all i can get
I believe that you will fight for us, wait forever if i ask
Some how I can't tell you that im willing to give that much back
The love I have for you is why there will be a test
Just know that no matter what happens that i warned you
So if one day i leave you or vice versus
I hope that we can part like how we started
Just 2 people that found each other at the very wrong moment
And if we survive this, i don’t see how we couldn’t destroy it
Then it will be the best time of our lives and i will say to you
I’m so glad that you were right; we are better together than we were ever apart
BY: ME *june 06 2011*