Can't sleep
Tears are still falling-
-lost-
Left here alone with this.....
endless dull hurting memory
heartbreaking pain seems to be all mine
You are now forever gone.
Erased from my life forever.
Night is the hardest for me
Day is uncompleted because I can't see
hear or hold you close anymore 2 tell you all my dreams-
Why must this endless heartbreaking pain be mine to forever walk in
~alone~
All the things I wanted n needed was within my reach as long as I had you,
but
this twisted fate in life took you away from me.
Leaving me tied-up-in-knots to why?
All reasoning is gone
Insanity now has become my companion
How did I get here?
No more will
No more safety
You were my life line
NOW!
There's nothing to dare
dream or hope for.
Am left~
without you
without a guiding light
I got no fight left in me
~yet~
am fighting 2 understand
WHY?
you had to leave me alone
facing this dark world alone
Each ticking of time
I resist breaking apart
Each ticking of fate's reality
I fight back the pain
Each memory of destiny flowing away
I try 2 stay strong and facing my heartbreaking pain of lost love and you.
I had a home
Full of love.
I had a mother
Who was my everything.
~Now~
All is gone.
Left with tears
pain
Picture after picture of past memories always remaining me you are forever gone from sight n reach.
~YET~
She, the mother, who guided me is now forever gone.
Now am being strong * even though* I'm falling apart
~inside~
~outside, am putting on my best acting skills, am okay.
Touch me here n there
Break the chains holding me back.
Kiss me now,
Tear down the walls around my heart.
Take my hand,
Lead me away from this cold and lonely place.
Whisper haunting words into my ear,
Give my soul a reason to live again.
Glowing light around us tonight
Fire of love burning bright
Love me all night long
Take all my desire
Let me love you......completely....
Share the desire with me
Accept the forbidden passion deep inside me
Just let me love you.
I saw U afar before U saw me
Fated 2 be 4-ever mine
U are the falling star
I dared 2 capture
U became my heart's desire
U became my reason 2 dare all,
the hidden dreams speaking 2 me within your haunting eyes n smile.
U became my Project in life twisted realities.
Now....
U see me.
U are reaching out 2 me.
Project U has become my entire world.
Hello,
Are you, my dream coming true?
Can I just stand here ~for a moment~
Basking in this stirring feeling,
You are bring out in me.
Hello,
I fear nothing anymore
Hello,
I can once again breathe and live
Hello,
Hello,
My love forever more
Hello,
Is this real or just a dream?
Can I just once reach out 2 you,
Can you once take me into your arms?
Show me......you are real.
Hello,
I fear nothing anymore
Hello,
I can once again breathe and live
Hello,
Hello,
My love forever more
Hello,
Can I dare to share all my dreams with you?
Why does it feel so right 2 be here with you?
Is this going 2 end soon
OR~
Last forever for us?
Hello,
I fear nothing anymore
Hello,
I can once again breathe and live
Hello,
Hello,
My love forever more
Hello,
Here I am loving U
Here U are loving me back
Now~
I can believe ~ forever is within my reach
I can see all our dreams coming true.
Hello,
I fear nothing anymore
Hello,
I can once again breathe and live
Hello,
Hello,
My love forever more
This heart of mine
Broken ~n~ beaten down
Still believes in Love.
This soul of mine
Chained ~n~ locked up
Still lingers in hope.
This body of mine
Aching ~n~ shivering
Still wants 2 love U.
This is everything I want
This is all waiting for U
All U need 2 do~ is complete me.
This dream
This love
These are endless as time.
These eyes of mine are weeping
This is my fate ~until~ U are mine
This desire can't let go ~but~ this desire is till holding on to us.
This n that
Can't be real ~until~ I see in front of me
These fingers can't touch your naked flesh ~until~ I undress U.
This longing has to be set free
These lips must taste u
This~ is all I can think-n-live for.
Here I am
Lost again, hoping not dream of him no more,
Yet here am standing in the moonlight of lust and desire.
Here he comes flowing like reality has no hold upon my dreams anymore.
Keep still my beating heart
Love can't be
Be still my stirring soul
U can't soar high above the world
~yet~
Here comes the flames of passion
He has chipped away the stones surrounding my heart-n-soul
He has to be merely a dream
So.....
Come morning, I will not remember his touches upon my flesh or his haunting kisses upon lips.
Here I am
Lost again, Praying for this dream to wander away, I can't have this in my reach,
Yet here he is,
Making all my dreams soaring as they will never fade away.
Keep trying to fall asleep,
But
He is invading my thoughts
Room is hot
~yet~
Its cold to the bone as I rise from my bed shivering with need of him to hold me
Here in the darkness, I can feel his fingers moving up and down my spine,
Passion is dancing across the walls like an erotic dream~
I can no longer refuse
~yet~
He is just dream,
I must resist with all my strength and will
Here I am
Complete lost to him
How do I resist his pull upon my heart and soul, when this feeling is too strong to ignore
Now his love is showing me, he is no longer bound only in my dreams.
Keep away
Falling into my dream abyss of him
Why~
Is this happening now?
Is he real or just mere wicked dream tearing all my wall down forever?
Love is.......blossoming from nothing
Emotions have started......to......... stir within me
Here comes,
The roller-coaster of endless trouble~
Reaching out
Daring 2 belong
Love has to be true
~this time~
'Cause
I can no longer stand alone.
Eyes are open
Body is waiting
Here comes the fiery longing flowing free
~once~
Locked away deep inside me
Risking all
Believing
~this time~
Its going to last forever
Love has begun for Us
Tears are falling
~cause~
You have broken down my resistance.
My heart's desire
Wicked thoughts flowing
I'm breathing with endless freedom again
Wanting things~
We can share as one....... is playing
~like~
A endless movie upon movie screen within your eyes
Sinfully~
I take, all you are offering to me
No longer right or wrong, I welcome my fate in your arms of love
Fearing nothing.
Love is blossoming,
I can no longer hide
Run
or fight it.
Touch me
~like~
You can't stop yourself.
Kiss me
~like~
am your only way to breathe.
Caress me
~like~
If you let go of me,
I will be forever out of your reach.
Can you see-n-feel this desire only for you soaring out of control.
Day-n-Night
Night-n-Day, I only love you.
Each moment, I live....is for you and making all your dreams come true.
Never
Ever, can I live without you.
Everything is right, when you are loving me, in those special wicked ways only you can do.
In so many ways, I can't dream life without you in my world
~or~
Boldly walk away from this love, you are solely giving to me.
Time after time, I lingering here in the our night passion,
'Cause here,
Am forever safe and never lacking with your endless love.
If I was to walk the streets of life,
I would be always carrying a wicked smile upon my face,
Telling all about what you did to me last night behind closed doors.
If this love was to be our secret,
Sorry my love,
now the entire world knows because its showing upon face.
You have shown me the way to soar.
Never
Ever, can this love be false.
I know deep down within me, you are real and forever
~so~
Don't ever let me be without you.
Heaven above, along with the glimmering stars know all about us, they are smiling
~because~
We finally got it right.