nine inch nails.the becoming[reconstructed]
i beat my machine
it's a part of me
it's inside of me
i'm stuck in this dream
it's changing me
i am becoming
the me that you know
he had some second thoughts
he's covered with scabs
he is broken and sore
the me that you know
he doesn't come around much
that part of me
isn't here anymore
all pain disappears
it's the nature of
of my circuitry
drowns out all i hear
no escape from this
my new consciousness
the me that you know
he used to have feelings
but the blood has stopped pumping
and he is left to decay
the me that you know's
now made up of wires
even when i'm right with you
i'm so far away
i can try to get away
but i've strapped myself in
i can try to scratch away
the sound in my ears
i can feel it peeling away
all of my bad parts
i don't want to listen
but it's all too clear
hiding
backwards inside of me
i feel, so unafraid
annie,
hold a little tighter
i might, might just
might slip away
it won't give up
it wants me dead
goddamn this noise
inside my head
i don't know what to be thinking right now. but for the time being. the schedule is being maintained. things are iffy. touchy. confusing. weird. don't know. fuck.