well i just ended a three + year relationship with someone who made my life a living hell.I gave her all of me and put her before me and my family.I will never do that agian.I don't like liers and game players.If that is you then move on please.What i'm left with is a lot of scars that need to heal.I know that only time can do that.I would like to find a good friend to hang with and help me forget the past and move forword with my life.If it turns into something more great'if it stays just friends thats great too.I have been screwed over too many times in my life i can not just trust anyone anymore it has to be earned from me.I am a good man with a great heart for the right woman.Never been married(came real close twice)no kids.Im not sure how i feel about that.It was what i wanted at one time.I just buried my dad in august from cancer and mom has been sick for a little over four years.I don't know how much time I left with her but when she goes'i will have nothing left.I don't want to spend my life alone.I want tosettle down with a good woman but I can't take getting hurt anymore. Now i just want to enjoy whats left of my life and be at peace with myself.If anyone wants to chat you can find me on yahoo im.
john.ruppart@yahoo.com