Watching my love, hurt’s me so bad
It made me see something I’d missed
How I never stopped to say goodbye
A fact that has me almost pissed
it only took me almost 2 damn years
to finally try and say goodbye
to tell you how my life has fallen
since the days I had to watch you die
you were my father and my best friend
you were my boss, me... your right hand
oh god the times we almost starved
now looking back... I understand
you tried so hard to keep control
molded me into the man that I am
a hero's love , thru all your faults
you taught me to not give a damn
Oh god pop, my heart hurts so bad
you were such a big damn part of me
I got your smile, your hair, your eyes
and I 'm bout as crazy as a man can be
how many times I 've stopped my hand
as it's reaching for the phone again
as if by luck... just one more talk
tho I don't know where I'd begin
we thought you had it all worked out
and everything would be just fine
not two days after your last breath
gone were the lists you said you'd sign
god damn it pop... she took it all
for all that work and all those tears
it seems now, we don't have anything
except memories from all those years
I tried to give you half my liver
it broke my heart to hear your" no"
so instead I got to watch you die
my tough old man, you died so slow
so now I've got my box of ashes
a chunky bracelet and a broken soul
the crushing knowledge, that you're gone forever
where I kept my heart, there’s now a hole...
I miss you so much...
