I am just trying this out. Here goes. I am trying to figure out why certain issues never get resolved. When I speak of certain issues, it can be anything. I mainly don't know why people make the same mistake over and over but yet never change. They do complain. I thought everything would be different at this stage in my life. I keep seeing a lot of the same thing. I think i am being vague. Meh it is my blog. I will be vague for now. I want everybody who works hard and puts their all into everything they do to be happy. The problem is happiness is nothing more than an idea. I can go as far as to say it is an illusion. I know most people will think that I am crazy. I can accept that but what I hate seeing is pure denial. I see so many people in situations with a smile on their face but I can feel the pain they are projecting. Hell sometimes it is not pain. It is pure disappointment. I don't get it. I see some people who are actually happy. It is not a show for everybody else to see. I know some people have a lot to deal with. That being said, a lot of people put themselves through a lot of nonsense. So while I do have smypathy for some, I can not feel bad for a person who knows better. I think that is why I can only care so much about anything. If you put yourself in a problem then you must find a way out of it. I am not going to sink beacause you are sinking. I will do my share but I can not condone irresponsiblilty and poor judgement. I think I have vented enough. I was just up late and I had this on my mind. Well this ends my rant. lol