I see what it has done to you my beautiful son .I see what you don't see. I have watched you fade away, one who was so strong and full of life. Now a shell of what you once where. And the pain runs deep, to deep to reach or measure. How long will you make me live hear............. watching you die? How much more do you think I can tack, but I will not break.
You are so far away from me now. There is a raging river that flows between us and keeps me from you. I watch as it take's peaces of you away and you become less and less of the young man that I once knew as my son.
I miss your laugh.. I miss that beautiful smile that used to lift my heart when I was sad. Now every time I see you or think of you there is sadness and pain. Wont you come back to me and end all this? Wont you stop where you are, and turn around? I'm here waiting for you, my beautiful son.
