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sometimes i cry out sometimes i scream
"can you hear me?"
i wait for an answer, i dont hear a thing
it's hard to see me cry
i only cry when it rains
it's hard to see me bleed
it washes away
my heart is broken, too many pieces this time
i cant believe i fell for your lies
i wanted to hurt you the way you did me
but i just walked away
it doesnt get easier with time
it gets harder day by day
little reminders that you were real
i wish it all would just go away
why did you do it
why hurt me like that
couldn't you have just spared me the pain
it's hard for me to trust
you knew that well
you made me trust you
i gave in
no i'm not saying this was all on you
yes i know it's my fault too
i was the fool that loved you
i was the fool that cared
i was the one that stood by you
i was the one that was there
i gave u so much of what was my life
i gave you all i could
and when the last bit was drained out of me
you decided i wasnt any good
maybe i was stupid to think it was different
maybe i was foolish to have faith
but i would not trade anything for one moment
one moment in your arms
one simple kiss
one touch of your hand
and hearing u say "i love you"
i will hurt now, and for a long time
and maybe i will hate you as well
but when all is done
i will still be the fool
who will still love you.
maybe you'll regret it
maybe you wont
do you still love me?
i dont want to know
it's easier to think you didnt
then to believe you did
that way it hurts a little less
i'll never forgive u
or forget
i'm sorry to say that
but you broke my heart
in ways i never knew it could
i'm still holding on to some form of hope
that maybe you will wake me up
tell me it was a dream
and that you really didnt
and will never leave me
it's really hard to feel anything now
my whole body went numb
i try oh i do
but to feel would mean i'd have to get over you
I'm not ready to move on, to let you go
i'm not ready to forget all the times we had
all the love we shared
sometimes i cry out, sometimes i scream
"can you hear me?"
i think you've already forgottten me....
© Tracie S.
