What if you don't want a new world but to find a way to mix the new & old
I've grown too addicted to one, for the other too bold
What if you're not sure you want a new love but do know you want old love to be a friend
While you work on healing yourself so your broken heart can mend
Sometimes you're willing to rewrite the book but you don't want to accept & forgive
Unwilling to acceot a new way to love & live
Hate for you is not what fills my eyes
But anger & fear that I can't stop or change the changing tides
As to the last, who decided what was wrong & right
I'm unwilling to give in to socities closed mind without a fight
So hard to see myself without you, I feel my heart beginning to break
Not sure who I am anymore but I know I now have a choice to make
You can you look me in the eyes & honestly tell me you're in love with me
Are we both trying to hang onto the past comfort when we really want to be free
It's going to break me, trying again to learn to fly
Sometimes the rest of your life starts with goodbye