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My job has me going nuts!
Last month I drove over 6000 KM's between a few places going to work and back. I managed to have a near record month for sales, and although that makes me happy. I do have to pay for all my travel, food, hotels.... when I go to work. I can claim it all as write off's but still it doesn't help me today.
So, today I'm at the office submitting business and I find out one piece got held and I'l not be paid on it until next week. so today I got paid under 300 dollers, but my rent is 460. My last trip was more expensive than I thought and I spend more on it that I ultimately made from going out there. My old job has me on staff again which is nice so yesterday I went and gave an old guy a bath. Saturday I'll do a 12 hr over nighter to take care of another elderly man. next week i'll have a truck load of cash coming, in, but its feast or famine.
I collect food for the food bank with my job but over the past several months I end up eating the food because i just don't make enough to survive. I spent over 1,000 this month just doing my job and I only took in 1,800 in total, so not I'm struggling with my rent, have two credit cards up my ass, my cell bill is over 200 again and my house phone is about to be cut off.... again! :(
Things are improving though, slugging my way slowly out of the shit I"m in, but I feel ike a professional gambler when I go to work and its scary. I like sure bets....like go to work get paid.....not..... drive 10 hours each way see 20 families in two days and pray that 2 of them buy from you so you'll break even,then pray 2 more will buy so i'll make a profit for going out there.
Fuck i"m just losing my damn mind :(
