An Anonymous letter.
Dear (blank)
I am going to try to let you know. That is was hard for me to make that decision as well to tell you.
We have been with each other for many years, but we have obviously have grown apart.
Couldn't you really tell? Yes, I love you but I am not "in love" with you.
It make have been, at first all fun, happiness and a great ball of sunshine. But as the years have gone by it was slowly
Deteriorating.. The verbal fights, the frustration..Money problems. Really stupid decisions, the one sided decisions.
The accusations. The yelling, the crying and sometimes I felt that there was lying.
One person losing a job and still have not find one since. Yes, the job market here is hard. But have you looked every day, to everywhere, Not to a simple food establishment? and keep applying.
Trying to help one(1) person out of debt, while making(@) ownself into debt. Only that number (1) turned around
put himself into debt even after (2) helped him out of it.
I felt I was being under a camera every day, I felt I had a son that was in his 30's.
Self esteem went low. Even though you may not have felt like you weren't doing it,, the drill sargeant came out when I went somewhere with out you,. We were with each other 24/7 a day. The only time when you went to visit your friends and family alone is when we were actually apart. Yes, in the beginning I felt alright with it, but it have went worse.
Anyways, at the time being I have begun to not like myself, either. Of course I felt like a puppet. With no life Attaching to myself.
So, I have been thinking I needed break. I know I hurt you this way. Sorry that I did, But I was afraid of what might/ would happend if i didn't speak up now. I believe it would have been worse.
And believe me it was the hardest thing I did so far. I am sorry I really am.
I hope your not too distressful and I know you don't want to hear "We can still be friends"
Nothing else I can say...I am sure there is more.
But this letter has to end..
At least I told you in person and not in some e-mail,letter or a phone call.
Truly yours,
(Anonymous)
