and the dream crumbles
theres this dream i have
Whenever I fall in love
It always involves me getting hurt
Which then becomes reality
I love a guy and fall for him deep
Then without warning
He pulls the rug from under my feet
I hear the same lines over and over
I'm so sick of them that in my dreams I want to stay
My dreams are sweet and full of love
But with simple words even in my mind
The dream crumbles and I'm forced back into reality
i dream this dream every night that starts and stops exactly
The same way it always has and I fear always will
Every time i see your face and try to touch you
The dream crumbles and fades to black
And I'm left with the thought of you
The face of you is many and numbered
From years of love and anguish
The face of you is heartbreaking
As the memories flood in
It always starts the same
Even though the faces don't remain
And always ends the same
With the same bitter taste
I don't know if its me
I don't know if I need to change
But every time you were with me
For once I want the dream to end happy
And I think I found the solution
But as always the road is still a one way street
And so far the love is remaining only as a wish
The dream begins to crumble and I see his face still
And as it fades to black the face is still there
Is this no longer a dream?
Has it become reality?
Or have I crumbled with the dream?
With so much heartache and pain
My heart has been broken and in pieces
This time its not my heart broken but my body and mind
I loved with my whole self this time
Not with just the pathetic excuse of what's left of a heart
But I loved with reason and rationality
I let my mind and body lead me where my heart could not tread
And still the knives were sharp and left me for dead
Am I destined to be alone
Or am I destined for great love
So far the dream is going as planned but there is a change
There is a mutual feeling growing and I have no clue
Exactly where i stand here
I've never been this far
I think and I think ad I think ahead then the dream crumbles
But is the dream different this time?
Is the dream real this time?
Have I imagined the smiles and the looks
The laughter and words have they been mistook?
Are simple words and gestures and the feelings all in my head?
Or has my prayer been answered and love in him found
Is he the one who will turn my world and life upside down
His road has been long and hard as well
So will we share a love that isn't forsaken?
Will we take us for granted?
Will he come out of his hiding out of his dream?
When his dream crumbles will I be left standing
Holding him as I want to be held a mutual love
Us never being misled by the same reoccurring dream
Is my dreams the same as his?
To find love and happiness?
Our we in the same dream night after night
Missing each other as the dark fades to light?
So as my dream crumbles again tonight
I will look for his crumbling light
And look for his face of grace and beauty
And the smile that stole my heart
Cuz when I see him I can't breathe
And I think thats the way love is supposed to feel
head in the clouds butterflies within
Heart beating rapidly weak to his grin
Does he feel this way around me
Ha he let go of that same dream
The one that says this is heading down the wrong road
With melancholy feelings of that crumbling dream
Because with this heart and mind and body
I will fly to those dreams and hold him close
As the faces fly by and make him turn away
As the dream crumbles and fades
And our love is what is left standing when the light comes
All because those horrid memories have faded
And those faces have gone
And then his dream crumbles and my face is left to stay
And as my dream crumbles I look for him to do the same
To be with me as my heart breaks
So he can be the one to keep me from fading away
As the dream crumbles and night becomes day
