do you want to be me do you hate me like I always knew you did do you want me to take off my clothes on this table in this chair on this plaque there's nothng written only garbage and
no one cares what I think despite how brilliant I am hah like I rally believe that you never know who's listening you never know who's watching and I like it when you watch I love it when you
think of me when I'm gone because it might be some day soon it might be some day soon it imght be some day soon do you love me i think they do do they dont they hate me please just take it away i don't want to be here anymore i want to be at
never thought id make it this far i thought id have give n up or
do you think there is a god does he like me im doing all this for him im doing all this for you you are my only all of you need need
was it ever real was i ever worth it was i ever the deserving son that they wanted me to be what did love get me in the end what manner of payment have they receivedf om me never do wells d o they know me do they know my name do i knw my name am i worthy am i worthy am i worthy and i think to myself if i was really there i d know at the edge beyond the ninth gate id tell you what it all means id tell you exactly who i am id tell you why everyone was so kind to me id tell you exactly who what why and how i needed because thats the kind of mentality i have stupidly oepn and easy to comprehend i come with a guide book i come with instructions assemble with the supervision of an adult.
it hit the wall and i was nothing aaginand i was nothing worth mentioning I was wthe only thing in the universe without a partner without a soul i was someone wonce bt not anymore i am nothin you are the me the me you want me to be and then you cot rid of me there isnowhy am i really