My god how I'm hurting on the inside.
Its amazing how one's pride always seems to stand in the way.
God knows how I feel even though I didnt get a chance to tell you he knows.
To hear you laugh and sound like a lil puppy dog omg.
All those nights we sit at the store and just enjoyed the company of the other .
The endless nights on the computer or on the phone .. Just talking about everything never saying the same things twice.
ALl the private moments that only you and I shared God
how you are missed.
Beverly I love you Please Hear me!!!
the nights at the bar , the Nobody song we sang.
God at all the memories bouncing around in my head.
C'mon and sing it with me for it will never be the same!!
People calling to see if I"m ok and I say no I lost my best friend today.
I hope you didnt feel no pain... and you took all the love that you gave with you to keep you company till one day we can all be like it use to be.
You taught me about small purses and how you can still have all the things in them that you need.. NO need for junk you use to say.
You were a VERY SMART WOMAN! No I don't think I ever made you realize it but you were.
Beverly I love you please hear me!!!
This last piece is a quote from a song..
"Head strong stubborn couldnt be told like a wild horse that couldnt be rode.. Rainbow chaser hungry for gold and still searching"