I'm a thousand miles from here
Lost inside my mind
Hand grenade halo around my head
Soon it's gonna blow my mind
I'm a million sins trappeed inside
Taking the world on and losing
Fanatical heretic selling my soul
Hating me with corrosive love
Push the touch away
Pull the damage closer to stay
I kill a piece of me each day
Can't figure why I am
Unable to see who I am
Looking back is too hard
The mirror lies to me every time
I've created this madness
The bed is mine
I'm so very tired......think I'll lie down