Because of the hurt I want to push you away.
But when you are around I beg you to stay.
I wish things were different and we weren't drifting apart
Because being with out you is breaking my heart.
I wonder if I'm in love or just afraid to let go.
You say you love me, but this love you don't show.
Is this for real or just an allusion?
I can't handle the drama & all the confusion.
Why does all this pain always happen to me?
Why can't I just disappear, just let me be.
I will close my doors and disappear inside.
This is where I find comfort, this is where I
shall hide.
Behind this wall is where I shall be
Behind these walls no one can hurt me . . . .