I'm afraid to go to sleep tonight.
Different kinda fear... like
I need someone.
All the signs are there, my swing is heavier, that sinking empty feeling is worse, I have no desire for pancakes.
I wish I had more insomniac close friends to talk to.
Something's wrong, I just don't know what yet.
And its not just that Kroncheit is dead.
Normally I'd just innoculate myself with action games and explosions, but.. this feels bigger.
Lots bigger.
I need one of those 8 people that get me.
Not to tell me that I'm alright, but that they are.
Just my brain bein backwards again.
It's kind of a hassle.
...crap. I think its Brandon.
And we've had a blackout with him for months now.
After this kinda time, yeah, its a pretty standard assumption.
Wonder what it is.