Ya know how sometimes you'll be completely over something, and not even care, then something happens, and it brings back all these feelings? Well, me and Chastine were goofing around, like chicks do, talking shit about men. I was talking a lot about Lindon and stuff... and then last night i had this crazy ass dream about him... and I remembered how much i missed him... I miss him holding me, I miss him kissing me, I miss him looking at me... I miss the butterflies I got everytime I was with him. I truly loved that guy... and I just wasn't good enough for him. I would have done anything in the world for him. Such is life I suppose. I guess that means in the grand scheme of things, there's someone better out there for me... BUT I tend to have crappy taste in men, soooo thats not gonna help at all huh?
Oh well, anyhow, It just sucks... cuz I woke up this morning, just feeling, BLEH... I'm almost positive I'll never find anyone better than him. So far, it hasn't happened...
Oh, and I think I'm gonna change my nipple and clit rings all to RED. I don't know why, but I'm starting to get bored with BLUE.... i dunno... we'll see...
Anyhow, I hope you all have a great morning!!!
