Thoughts are filling my head inside
Knowing my soul had died
Thoughts of saddness and pain
No more strength to gain
A walking and breathing suicide
Unknown to others of what I hide
Tears leaking from my eyes
Of images that I truely despise
Looking at myself in the mirror
What I have become is a true error
How can people put up with me
Why can't they see what I see
Tired of feeling this way
I say that I am okay
Filling of blue of hate
This is how I rate