I often wonder does it matter
to others when they hear my heart shatter?
Is there anybody who really cares
and keeps me in their daily prayers?
Is even worth the strain
when I know that this path always leads to pain?
Is it truely better to lose the ones we love
than it is to be the ones they get tired of?
Is there a point where you give up hope
and realize that you can no longer cope?
Will I become so very jaded
that all people I see are immediately hated?
I want to have faith that one day I will find
somebody who will love me and always be kind.
But fear is prevailing of getting too close
I'm afraid I can't handle any more blows.
Should I risk it and give it one last chance
with the hope that I'll find that lifelong romance?
Do I go with my heart and shut out my mind
in hopes that that true love I soon will find?