what up everyone here about 1:30 am here and i can't sleep....so i thought i'd post a blog
i was thinking of a few people one and offline...
frist was my CT husband pete i love you baby you mean the world to me....second was my sin city family thay welcomed me with open arem's i can't thank them enough you all are the best second family anyon could ask for....i love you all....
then theres my offline family there ok i guess my stepdad tlls me he wanted to burn my face with a hot iron when i was 12 and sometimes he hits me(at 22) thay make me feel like i'm a burden more then family *sigh* don't get me wrong thay have there good points....at least thay didn't kick me out when i got pregnant at 16 good woopty fricken do right??? my mom always takes my stepdad's side ohhhhhh big surprize there(NOT)
i dunno weither i should cry or just thank god i'm alive
but the most importent person in my life is my daughter samantha with out her i'm nothing i thank god everydayi have with her i'm not mother of the year or anything but who is??? i would kill for her if anyone ever hurt her
well i'm gonna try and laydown now
p.s pete your the best guy any girl could ever ask for
