I thought that I had things all figured out, but that is usually the time that everything falls apart. First week of Novemeber is a "time will tell" for me. I don't know why but I think I was placed on this earth to have no signifigant other, at times. I feel like I have a curse. I guess this is the wrongs that were in my life coming back to me. Anywho, I flet like ranting because now things are all complicated again for me and I let them get this way..........My fault, I suppose.