TheAmbassadorOfRomanceInVenus's blog: "Dripping Minds"

He comes in the night that happy, sad clown His hugs are hard and lasting His caresses, endless Our body's entwine like snakes Only moisture between us Intense heat creates steam from within The ultimate valve - turned on Mind spins like a merry-go-round round and around making me dizzy and funny inside He comes in the night My active mind is calling I awake and take out my canvas to paint his body instead my eyes half closed My mind touches him with each stroke of my brush My body feels him all around me gentle and strong I wet my brush to add color Each stroke, long and slow For that’s when the feeling comes That heat that wells up inside fills me with heightened pleasure I stare at my painting I'm in a trance Over and over I draw on the feeling To satisfy my deep desires Without him even being here My mind paints another scene Of two bodies speaking without words I see us tumble silently I paint my hunger and thirst I'm all over him biting softly intensely endlessly What a gratifying release I cannot control my appetite The biting gets harder I want to eat him whole Our arms and legs entangle We play like bear cubs in the empty cave of my mind We search and explore Playfully, harmlessly Only sounds of pleasure It's ecstasy on canvas No words necessary For this moment in time No thought just sensation I'm wet all over It ends too soon He leaves My canvas dries I wonder Should I continue to call him in my dreams Should I continue to see him when I’m awake Should I continue to stroke him with my mind Should I continue to ride this merry-go-round this roller coaster of life It's just another night at the circus My mind tells me ‘no’ My body says ‘yes’ Time passes He's not with me now This happy, sad clown He’s probably on another ride Maybe the other side of my dreams With someone else I know it's my choice When to be that little girl again The one who wants to go on all the rides With all the clowns Just to fill my hunger and thirst Till I get tired of riding This time I’m getting too dizzy And it's making me sick I can’t make it stop Is it worth it I wonder