So im sitting here at home on the computer being bored. When im bored this is what I do...run to the computer to see if there is anything interesting going on. Today there isnt, so Im going to blog and vent some frustrations for now.
First.....
Here lately I have had guys message me talking about I wanna stick my dick between your titties or I wanna fuck you etc.....come on guys come up with some better lines. Does that shit actually work? I admit at one point in time it did, i would talk to them just for shits and giggles, but lately I have just gotten tired of that nonsense. Men think just cause I have my cam on late at night when Im online then Im getting naked...I might flash a little cleavage or flash a titty just to be messing around but im not going to get on here and play with myself or show off my goods to anyone. Then I have these guys that want my number and think that I might be interested in a little phone sex....News Flash guys phone sex does nothing for me thank you though. Oh then i get invited to watch someones cam, i have learned not to view someones cam unless you know these people. Men will get on there turn the cam on invite you to view next thing you know there is a dick staring you in the face....i dont even wanna comment on some of the guys ive seen that shouldnt even be on cam with that....i would be embarrassed...lol. I mean come on what am i supposed to do with a freakin tootsie roll...lmao. I guess my main complaint about men on the net is not all females are interested in a little cyber fun, im a lady approach me with some sort of class please!!!
Second.......
So called friends, friends that have promised to be there for you when you need them, the same friends you were there for so many times. I understand there is a lot of drama going on in peoples lives but you know sometimes you have to set that to the side to be there for your friend every once in a while. show them that you do care about whats going on in your life, surely they have done that for you a time or two. when you notice a friend is having problems lend an ear and listen to them, let them cry on your shoulder sometimes instead of them always listening to you bitch and moan about things or crying on their shoulder. give their shoulder time to dry off for petes sakes.
Third.........
The word Love....haha what a funny little word this has become. I read a friend of mines blog just now and he made a point...people use this word like its nothing...and soon its going to mean absolutely nothing. dont say it unless you mean it. Especially if its someone you are dating, dont feel the need to say it to someone just cause they said it to you. if your going to say it then please mean it. When you say I love you to someone especially a female we take it to heart and most females take it seriously. When love gets involved i have learned that you are going to end up getting hurt cause these men that use it and dont mean it are using it to get what they want from you. Im tired of men telling me they love me and then walk all over me. im tired of men just using women for their enjoyment or a way to pass the time.
Fourth.....
Married men......hahaha i swear these are the funniest men on earth. Do you honestly believe that we believe you when you tell us you have NEVER cheated on your wife or that you and your wife dont have sex anymore....what the fuck ever i wasnt born yesterday. Yes I know some marriages are more for convenience than real love but still if you feel the need to cheat on your wife, the woman you said your vows to in the eyes of God, then why stay with her? Then why keep living a lie???????? I just dont understand. I really dont. These people that stay together cause of the kids are pathetic people too.....come on your doing your child more harm by staying together than actually getting a divorce. If neither one of you are happy the child is going to see that, dont be stupid if your not happy GET THE FUCK OUT!!!!
Fifth and the last one........
My exes....haha it didnt take any of you long to figure out that you lost a good thing when you lost me huh. Im going to tell you that in the past week i have had like 3 of my exes message me or call me telling me that they cant believe they let me go. Why couldnt it have been me they ended up with. Why did they fuck up and lose me. I had one ex get married and now hes regretting it. He told me he wished that while we were together that he wished i would have gotten pregnant when i asked him why he said cause then we could have been together and gotten married....which to me is pathetic really....come on now having a child together is no reason to get married....love, understanding, communication, trust now those are reasons to get married but having a baby...i think not. Like I told you guys before I dont give to many chances you have finally figured out that you lost a good woman but now its to late cause i have given up on dating, i have given up on the though of marriage, i have given up on men...im not a man hater but i have given up im not looking anymore nor am i dating.
Anyway thats all for now, i wish i could say that i feel better but i really dont. im tired and moody and i just want to lay down and sleep the rest of my life away...hmmm sounds like a good idea to me...lol
