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This is going to be a real shitty day. I had went to bed around 11pm because I am working a extra day at work day. I couldn't sleep. Yeah, it usualy takes me a while to sleep but for over 2 straight hours, I couldn't stop crying. I tried to calm myself but, I was feeling real depressed. I tossed and turned, thought and cried. I looked at the clock....1:30am...fuck..I have to be up to get ready for work at 4am. I think I might of dozed off a bit but when my alarms went off...I felt I didn't get any sleep. My eyes are sore. I can't even touch my breakfast....I feel like breaking down in tears right now...I am so tired of feeling this way and it's been a real long time that I cried myself in bed that long. I actually even said a prayer to help keep me strong...I hadn't said a prayer since my cousin was on the death bed, who's dead now. I am so pathetic....
