Another year has almost passed and I find myself back here yet again.Months wasted on some douchebag bf and single again. This last one was a doozy, he glitzed and glammed me but after the sparkle faded and the lies came out so did his true colors. I really want to find a good guy but at this point I don't know if I can tell the difference anymore. I am a total loser/jerk magnet and it is getting me tired. I think I will go on a dating moratorium of sorts and just concentrate on school and work and see where life takes me. I am really happy to have found out about this one though before it went any farther, and am glad to have my friends and family to spend the holidays with...Life is full of love from those around us everyday :)