Faint sounds of breath, I hear them echo in a crowded room.
It's easier not to know, to ignore, this pain I feel inside.
I want to forget but, live in the now.
The lights, The party, The bliss, surrounding myself with people, but I still feel alone.
Because When things are going good, Things go bad.
Like I don't deserve it, but I deserve more. Selfish I am.
Life has been cruel to me too.. so close to happiness yet so far.
Cronic sadness.
I hate to look in the mirror cause it doesn't get better, it doesn't change.
I have came so far, but I'm never good enough for me.
I sit and watch people scurry around like ants.
I watch them change, Watch the troubles, the outcomes.
The cycle of Earth. No one makes it out alive, would you want to?
So don't judge me, cause I'm a better judge.
I have reason to believe you may not know me very well
For in fact, you don't know the secrets I carry with me forever and ever.
Which makes me want to erase this, like I erase everything else I let out of my bottle.
Maybe for once i'll post this..