it must be
so lonely
when your left to decay
your heart is so cold
when your mind is left to fray
nobody cares about
the pain you hold, at the end of the day
the only thing left on a mind that's frayed
is how long will it take me to decay
like touching a rose withering away
crumbling petals blackened tips
dieing eyes forever rips
decaying away deep inside my frayed mind
the thought of you standing by my side
i knew it couldn't come
but i cant cut away
all the days
and let them stand alone to decay
the pain inside is to real to hide
crushed down like ordinary sadness
insaine man trying to loose the madness
twisting further in this life of fate
on this mind i cant rehabilitate
thoughts are weathering away
like Alice
is this real or fake
but my mind will decay
the thoughts of you will be gone away
like every yesterday
in time there will be nothing left but hate
that to will decay