we each have our demons my love
how we express ourselves and those demons differs greatly
i fight my demons by giving them words
you fight them with solitude
each way works for each of us
but this is the reason i dont show you everything i write
these words i write
are my only outlet sometimes other than self destruction
i dance with my demons little devils they are
because the sparing of words within my mind demand it
it is the only way i can release there control over me
just like solitude is your way of battling them
i refuse to give them the control they demand
my heart is yours
my soul is yours
stolen with a simple kiss that showed me more than mere words can explain
you quite my mind
i do not doubt you my love
i need you like i need air to breath
but alas our pasts have been unkind to us
life is what we make it though
and i refuse to paint you by the same brush
my heartaches at the thought of you doubting my stability...for i am here for as long as wish to have me
forever is my dream, my wish, my pledge to you
i have never been so content as when i am with you
at ease with self and mind
for you are my rock
as i hope to be yours
side by side
we can have it all
some hard work
lots of love
and gentle touch of treasuring eachother
and desire kindled with just a glance
i love you
hand in hand
i will take care of you
as you take care of me
and my love
you are my reality
i am here
next to you
in thoughts and dreams
and soon you will be able to curl up in my arms to sleep
and wake up next to me
and we shall have a reason to great the day with a smile
because we both will know we are loved
for who we are
not the illusions other see
you are the only one i trust to see all sides of me
and when i hear your voice
whispering goodmorning my love
i am loved by you
i know this already
just know i am here for you
in your solitude
you are still loved
i just wish i could heal you
as fast as you healed me
i miss you my love
